have you ever wondered how some people make life look so effortless?

how everything they do aligns perfectly with their path.

this does not happen because they are a straight gift from god.

but because they’ve mastered the art of conviction.

everybody on this earth chases something.

at the end, that’s the way life is supposed to be lived.

some chase success. while others do not care about it.

some chase money. while others do not care about it.

some drown themselves in substances. while others do not care about it.

looking at life through this perspective.

I definitely notice that life is actually meaningless.

there’s literally no meaning to life. except the meaning that you give it.

you got the capability to choose.

you know where enjoyment is buried and where it’s not.

and that’s the beauty of life.

we got the capability to do everything or anything in life as long as it fits within our conviction.

you see… the thing with most people is.

they’ve got big hopes of making it big in some of their ambitions.

but here’s the catch…

they are not convinced that it’ll actually work out.

so now really think about it…

it literally doesn’t even matter how much work you put in or will put in.

if you are not convinced that your goals are achievable or have already been achieved in mind.

i’m sorry to break it to you… but you’ll just repeat the same shithole over and over again.

action won’t solve it. and especially taking more action won’t solve it.

action exists within the physical realm of effects.

and reality is just an effect.

so how do you expect to change an effect with an effect?

it just doesn’t make sense to me.

while most people believe that action will solve every problem. people at the top know that it’s just a mental problem.

when action fails to fulfil our mental needs, we condemn ourselves, which creates internal disharmony that the universe then reflects back.

many people believe that manifestation is this magic secret spiritual thing that will guarantee everything to work out.

but if i’m being honest… they couldn’t be more wrong.

simply because manifestation is nothing more than internally shifting to a degree where you are no longer dependent on seeing reality change.

nothing more than that.

so how do we build a conviction that we believe in ourselves?

you need to come to a realisation that conviction is the only thing that matters.

it was never about the knowledge or skill set. it has always been about your conviction.

if you’re truly convinced that you’ll become the best… you will be the best.

recalibrate your state of consciousness to match your desired identity.

visualise or affirm with emotional intensity that you’ve already achieved your goal.

let actions flow naturally from this aligned state.

conviction is literally the only thing that matters.

believe yourself that it has already been achieved and is achievable.

and you’re almost there.

that’s why your subconscious mind only cares about conviction.

stay schemin.

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it’s 8:33am.

been awake since 3 am. hit shoulders and arms.

i’m operating through pure sleep deprivation and hunger. nothing less and nothing more.

17 mg of nicotine is burning in my gums.

but for now… let’s talk about the most important psychology lesson that you’ll ever read.

you see… the universe is entirely mental.

and yes it’s easier said than done.

it’s easy to say that you just simply have to linger in the feeling of your desired reality and believe that you’ve already achieved all of your desires.

but there’s a depth to it.

we as people, walk through our entire lives never truly understanding where our desires come from.

we walk through life trying to achieve this bigger vision of simple abundance.

abundance in our game with money.

with hopes of never counting a single dollar again.

we believe that we’ll live a better life than our parents.

there are not many sons who want to end up like their fathers did.

and there are not many daughters who want to end up like their mothers did.

we live in this perpetual cycle of believing that we can do anything we want in this life.

just to realise that 99% of society ends up living the same life as their parents did.

never grasping the idea of the bigger vision.

as we grow up. as school begins to reprogram your mind.

you start to realise that there’s only that one path to life.

and that path is to be average.

being average is mediocre. i don’t associate myself with average.

in fact i’m disgusted by average.

but before you can achieve success, you’ll most likely have to go through being average.

unless you’re born rich.

we only see this little version of reality that we believe that there’s only one path to life.

but if we go deeper into this.

we will realise that we only see around 0.0035% of reality.

which means what you’re currently seeing is less than 1% of what’s actually there.

the bigger picture is hidden.

but where the fuck is it even hidden?

as i said before, reality is simply a representation of your internal world.

which means that what you’re currently seeing is just a representation of your internal world.

if you don’t like it, change it.

but if you do like it. just keep going.

limits do not exist on the physical realm.

the only limit that exists is the one you’ve laid out for yourself.

which means that you’re the creator of your own reality.

you decide what happens.

you decide what you’re capable off and what you’re not.

but where does all of this even link back to?

reality will always link back to the three planes of existence.

the physical plane. the mental plane and the spiritual plane.

the ones operating at their desired reality know it and do everything in their favour to align them.

but how do you actually align them?

your physical action has to match the one of someone in your desired reality.

your mental thoughts have to match with someone in your desired reality.

your faith has to match with someone in your desired reality.

so for now… see yourself in your desired reality.

what things would you execute on?

what thought patterns would you hold?

how much would you believe in yourself?

that’s the the most important psychology lesson that you’ll ever read

it goes way deeper than this. but that’s just hidden behind a paywall in the secret centre.

stay schemin.

escape, a85.

i just laid out the complete framework on the most important psychology lesson that you’ll ever read

but if you want to learn more about deep psychology, how to enter your desired reality, and adapt the thinking secrets of history’s greatest.

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5:50am.

caffeine already flowing through my veins.

but for now… have you ever experienced a moment so uncannily timed, so personally meaningful, that it felt impossible to label it as mere coincidence?

you keep seeing the same patterns.

these are windows that allow you to connect with a deeper order.

quite literally connecting the inner world of the psyche and the outer world of events.

your life is already talking to you.

you’re just not aware of it.

most people miss positive signals because they’re looking for the negative ones.

it’s funny to absorb reality for instance.

just think about it for a second… what does life for the average human being look like?

disown themselves in unmeaningful work…

neglect their physical shape because they’re “too tired”

drown themselves in addictions and “bad diets”.

life for the average human being is harsh.

they wake up to an alarm they hate.

commute to a job that asks for their hours but never their soul.

come home too drained to do the things that once made them feel alive.

scroll and distract themselves until sleep.

repeat for forty years.

and somewhere underneath all of it, a voice that constantly resents this life.

but how has life already been giving you signs?

meaningful coincidences between external events and internal psychological states start to appear where no causal relationship exists, but a profound symbolic connection is perceived.

these “signs” often carry emotionally charged qualities.

and because emotions work like glue…

these signs will cling. and because they carry emotionally charged qualities, your reactions toward them will be negative.

if these emotions surround negativity, physical reality will correspond to that.

so how do these signs reveal themselves?

it could be a dream that wakes you at 3am with a feeling you can’t explain.

it could be a book three different people mention to you in the same week.

it could be running into the same stranger twice in a city of millions.

it could be a song playing at the exact moment you needed to hear those words.

whatever repeats itself, whatever the universe seems to be underlining, is a sign.

tension in specific places, anger around specific people, being unwell in specific places they’re all signs that something is wrong.

it all links back to signs.

life constantly gives signs you’re just not aware of it.

signs do not tell you what you already want.

but if the “sign” conveniently confirms the easy choice, it’s probably just your preference wearing a costume.

real signs unsettle you before they comfort you.

they ask something of you.

they keep coming back after you try to ignore them

that’s how your life has already been giving you signs

stay schemin.

escape, a85.

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0 am.

a double decky burning in my gums.

i’m listening to an endless loop to an ambient track called 3 am.

it fulfils a missing piece in an endless puzzle.

my room is fully blacked out. yet there’s a breeze of wind.

there’s always that voice in the back of your head no matter what.

and it’s a weird feeling describing my thoughts. i never open up no matter what. it’s just who i am.

nobody views life from the lens i view it from.

we’re born into this world, never really realising our potential except the moment it’s too late.

and quite literally everything in reality, through a societal lens, works from the aspect of its “too late”.

“it’s too late to become successful.”

“it’s too late to save this relationship.”

“it’s too late to do something with your life.”

i never understood it and probably never will. at the end of the day there are no truths to reality other than what the subconscious mind accepts as true.

you see… you are not your thoughts nor are you actually “you”.

every single thought is a pattern.

a thought is a specific configuration of thousands of neurones firing together.

the chemicals and electricity are the medium the thought runs on, not the thought itself.

dopamine doesn’t feel like anything on its own.

what creates the actual experience of thinking, feeling, deciding is the pattern of activity across brain regions, which chemicals help create and modulate but don’t singularly constitute.

your thoughts were never yours to begin with.

they’re just imprints left by somebody else.

people can be so traumatised from past relationships that once you’re in a new relationship, old patterns seem to pop up everywhere.

the human mind has to worship something which for most people is their ego.

emotions turn inward, away from the nose, from reality.

no one really has the guts anymore to question themselves. simply because it’ll destroy their whole perception of reality.

everyone is too scared to take a deep look into their soul. and the thing society calls “you”.

everyone is trying to give you a cheat code to life.

but they’ll never take a deep dive into their soul.

humans escape their thoughts by distracting themselves with something.

but that something never fills the void.

people adapt a socially constructed identity an individual presents to the external world.

as long as it fits in right?

in fact, just scroll on tiktok for a few minutes and you’ll see people telling you how to suppress every emotion.

never truly realising that emotions are the centre of life.

most people don't realise that to reach the light, you first have to move through the darkness.

life constantly goes up and down no matter what. frequencies oscillate.

when i was 18, i went through times the average mind does not know how to comprehend.

i was pumped on research chemicals. always a snus in my upper gum. caffeine on repeat. and my beautiful girlfriend. just figuring out how to escape mediocrity and looking back at it, it was probably the best time of my life.

being awake for 48 hours. digging deep into topics. while also enjoying well spent time with my girlfriend.

i was taking naps on my floor just dreaming about the life i could live.

you see… there’s noise everywhere.

everyone seems to know what’s best for you.

but trust me. cut out the noise and realise that listening to someone about how you should live your life will never allow you to live life your way.

the only thing that truly matters is listening to yourself.

at the end of the day. you only live once.

do the thing even though it seems like it has no reason.

people wear a mask of happiness and peace for you.

they act like they're helping and teaching you.

but don't forget you don't need them.

stay schemin.

escape, a85.

you’ve got the morning routine, the vision, the “I’m working on myself” said in a tone that closes the conversation.

i see it. i’m not mocking it.

i’m pointing out that it’s not where you live.

where you live: you already know exactly what you want. you’ve described it to yourself at 2am more times than you’d admit. you haven’t moved not from disbelief, but because getting it means becoming someone your current circle won’t fully recognise.

so you keep refining the picture instead of taking the step. a picture can’t reject you. a decision can.

that’s the room you’ve been standing in. this is the door out of it.

i urge you to click this link.

7pm.

iceberg burning in my gums.

just finished a fucking 9h shift. can’t take this shit anymore.

but nevertheless we gotta get back to grafting.

so for now… have you ever wondered why your thoughts start to attach you once everything seems to go right?

it’s weird describing this pattern.

but somehow once you’re locked in. once you’re making money. once you’re progressing in life.

there’s suddenly this barrier pulling you away from that reality you’re trying to create.

it feels like you’re two faced.

there is one side of you that has crazy amounts of discipline, but it felt like he had just slipped away.

and there is one side of you that has addict like instincts.

times where you’re extremely locked in. and times when you’re staring at your laptop screen wondering where life went wrong.

you’re living life not knowing the meaning.

you’re chasing a feeling.

but at the end of the day, you’re only living once. you literally only get this one life.

you’re constantly chasing that feeling of an escape.

just take this as an example.

everyone is escaping something. whether it’s your thoughts. or a specific reality.

there are people escaping reality through smoking blunts.

but on the other side of the coin, there are also people escaping reality by drowning themselves in work.

everyone is escaping something. do you realise?

you’ve probably also heard the stories where guys work overtime just to escape their wives for a moment.

it’s a miserable world we live in.

but why do your thoughts even start to attack you once progress is made?

thinking about it…

you see… you made progress but this is where most people fail.

they make progress and they start to fall into the same patterns they worked so hard to escape.

so what happens is… they slip up. fall into the version that they’ve been in before.

and now what suddenly happens is. the same thoughts they had before escaping a specific feeling suddenly arose again.

simply because their brain convinced them, “We don’t need to work harder we’re finished here.”

but please imprint this into your brain what i’m about to say.

it never gets easier. you either go up or down in life.

and the higher you move up the ladder, the more difficult it will get.

of course you could also now argue that once you’re in a flow state, everything flows effortlessly.

yes that statement is true.

but remember you’ll only flow because you’ve levelled up.

similar to the gym.

think back to your first time in the gym.

your max was probably just the bar on bench press.

and as you progress through the gym.

the weights keep moving up.

and life works in the exact same manner.

things that have been hard will become easier.

but it will never get easier.

just imprint this into your brain.

so what do you do when your thoughts attack you?

realise that you’re making progress.

and do your best to not slip up.

take a few days off and get back into the game.

just a little post.

more to come.

stay schemin.

escape, a85.

you’ve got the morning routine, the vision, the “I’m working on myself” said in a tone that closes the conversation.

i see it. i’m not mocking it.

i’m pointing out that it’s not where you live.

where you live: you already know exactly what you want. you’ve described it to yourself at 2am more times than you’d admit. you haven’t moved not from disbelief, but because getting it means becoming someone your current circle won’t fully recognise.

so you keep refining the picture instead of taking the step. a picture can’t reject you. a decision can.

that’s the room you’ve been standing in. this is the door out of it.

i urge you to click this link.

7 am.

50 mg of nicotine burning in my gums. a cup of coffee standing beside me.

i just woke up.

life isn't ever what it really seems once you wake up, it's just a dream.

but for now, let’s talk about how to delete your old subconscious program.

you see… every single human being is running a specific script.

a script so powerful it literally decides your whole life.

every possible outcome of reality already exists.

the version of you in your desired reality already exists.

but don’t confuse it… just because your desired reality already exists, it doesn’t mean that shitholes do not exist.

they also exist. It’s just a matter of perception.

most people spend their energy trying to get rid of limiting beliefs.

it is a waste of time.

a limiting belief isn’t the thing it’s a byproduct.

kill one and another pops up right behind it, because beliefs stem from identity. C

case the belief and you’re stuck in a hamster wheel forever.

you don’t fix a byproduct. you fix the cause.

that means an entirely new frequency, a new self concept, a new state of consciousness, and a new identity.

you can’t simply delete a subconscious belief.

you’ve already been through it. the only thing that matters?

changing that belief.

you can't delete a program out of the subconscious mind.

yet what you can do is do the thing that actually works, which is to overwrite it. and to understand why that distinction matters, you have to understand what a program actually is.

the subconscious mind is illogical and irrational. it’s just its nature.

it’s why hypnosis works, why someone can be convinced their arm won’t move even though their conscious mind knows better.

their conscious mind got bypassed.

the subconscious is the womb of reality. it’s where reality unfolds from.

so if you can’t speak its language, you can’t be understood by it and if you can’t be understood by it, nothing changes, no matter how hard you try.

reality and the subconscious mind are one. the moment the subconscious understands you, reality understands you.

but when does a script get installed?

there are two reasons for that.

observation. you watched your parents struggle with money. you watched people around you get cheated on. you’ve never seen someone successful.

if this carried real emotional charge, it went in and once it’s in your subconscious, it becomes part of your world, and once it’s part of your world, you call it “the truth.”

what you call the truth is often just the most emotionally charged thing you’ve ever witnessed.

Experience. same principle, but it happened to you directly.

you went through rejection after rejection applying for jobs.

you dated people who wrecked your trust.

the emotional reaction you had in that moment glued the experience and everything it represents deeper into your subconscious.

reaction is an anagram of creation.

either way, what forms is a subconscious association.

but before you try to change anything, know this… the moment you become aware of a program, it already loses power over you.

awareness makes you realise that there’s a script running in the background leading you to override this script.

so how do you actually override that script?

decide what you actually want to materialise…

then ask yourself… “what have I observed or experienced about this specific thing that created real emotional intensity, especially negative?”

write every instance down. That list is your program map.

the next step would be to get into a relaxed, meditative state, because relaxation is the gateway.

take one of those emotionally charged memories and replay it differently in your mind.

saw your parents fighting about money? replay it with them laughing, affectionate, at ease.

got told no on a big deal? replay that same scenario, except this time the client signs.

at the end of the day, you’re using the fact that the subconscious can’t fully distinguish a vivid imagined experience from a real one.

your old script doesn’t go quietly.

life will hand you a moment built to pull you back into the old story.

the deal that falls through, the rejection, the argument.

when it shows up, don’t rehearse the old program. recreate it, on the spot, in line with the identity you’re building.

you can’t open a new door with an old key, and you don’t get to keep the old key “just in case”.

the whole game isn’t deleting anything.

it’s overwriting deliberately, with emotional intensity, in a relaxed state, aimed at who you’re actually building yourself into.

stay schemin.

escape, a85.

you’ve got the morning routine, the vision, the “I’m working on myself” said in a tone that closes the conversation.

i see it. i’m not mocking it.

i’m pointing out that it’s not where you live.

where you live: you already know exactly what you want. you’ve described it to yourself at 2am more times than you’d admit. you haven’t moved not from disbelief, but because getting it means becoming someone your current circle won’t fully recognise.

so you keep refining the picture instead of taking the step. a picture can’t reject you. a decision can.

that’s the room you’ve been standing in. this is the door out of it.

i urge you to click this link.

1 am.

50 mg of nicotine burning in my gums.

an espresso standing beside me.

“far away” by A$AP Rocky on low volume playing in the background.

my mind is filled with thoughts. yet all i can see is my laptop screen burning in my eyes.

life just doesn’t feel real. one day you’ll be experiencing life at its fullest.

the next day, life somehow feels miserable.

i can’t name this feeling.

maybe it’s just self hatred. but nevertheless, at the end of the day, life is just one big illusion created by the mind.

i’m experiencing it myself no matter how hard i try to escape life. reality somehow always comes back.

like a boomerang nothing more and nothing less.

and it’s weird talking about my life.

my life was built on traumas. i’ve been mentally broken. i’ve been broke. yet there’s always this voice in the back of my mind pushing for more.

going back a year. i’m remembering it like it’s been yesterday.

it was a warm august. my airpods on noise cancelling.

my phone in my hand. just walking through the streetes listening to audio books. over and over again.

and there’s always this one book that keeps crossing my mind.

reality transurfing.

there’s this one chapter that i can’t get out of my mind. it lives rent free in my head.

chapter one “the alternative space”

every theory represents a separate aspect of the phenomenon of a multiface reality.

the reality which can’t be described in the limited ideas that our minds can comprehend.

every single point in space contains its own version of a given event.

the greater the distance between the sectors, the more the script and scenery will differ.

waves of thought energy find the sector in the alternative space that corresponds in quality.

the alternative to that sector is then made manifest on the physical level, marking the process of how consciousness creates reality.

life doesn’t magically become better.

neither do your thoughts suddenly become positive.

it just comes down to the script that you’ve attuned to.

for example.

it’s 1:30am right now. i could’ve been in bed but there’s this voice in the back of my mind simply telling me… “you’re nowhere near where you want to be, work has to be put in.”

and it’s weird how everything simply aligns to a script we subconsciously choose.

before we go even deeper… let’s just break down the alternative space for a moment.

information concerning all possible points along the path of moving matter is stored in an information field which we refer to as the alternative space.

this field contains information about everything that has ever been, is, and ever will be.

it is an infinite field containing information on all possible scenarios of any event that could ever possibly take place.

for a moment… imagine a person walking through a dark forest with a torch.

in the dark, the person holding the torch lights up a small area around themselves.

the entire forest is like the alternative space, while the area which is lit up is like the physical manifestation of the alternative space in that area.

the question that remains as to what provides the light…

it all links back to the mind.

think constantly small and small will follow.

think constantly big and big will follow.

so how do you choose the reality you’re dreaming of?

if you take anything out of this… remember, it is not worth trying to change the script.

it is far more effective to choose a different alternative more to your liking.

as arrogant as it sounds but you simply choose the reality you want to experience.

to battle with the world around you in the hope of changing your fate is a difficult and thankless task.

does reality really link back to us?

it definitely does and it’s your duty to change it.

that’s how much of reality is just the story you’re attuned to

stay schemin.

escape, a85.

you’ve got the morning routine, the vision, the “I’m working on myself” said in a tone that closes the conversation.

i see it. i’m not mocking it.

i’m pointing out that it’s not where you live.

where you live: you already know exactly what you want. you’ve described it to yourself at 2am more times than you’d admit. you haven’t moved not from disbelief, but because getting it means becoming someone your current circle won’t fully recognise.

so you keep refining the picture instead of taking the step. a picture can’t reject you. a decision can.

that’s the room you’ve been standing in. this is the door out of it.

i urge you to click this link.

it’s 5:39am. i woke up like 30 minutes ago.

there’s a snus burning in my gums.

ambient music running in the background.

you see… when you shift from an old identity to a new one, the old version of you doesn’t just disappear.

it still exists as a thought form entity on the spiritual plane, built from repeated emotional and mental energy.

its sole purpose is to pull you back into the emotions it was born from (fear, shame, guilt, etc.) so it can continue to feed on that energy.

thoughts are chemicals.

which means that every single thought will lead at least to something no matter what.

every thought will either push you toward your desired reality.

or pull you further away.

and as harsh as it sounds. no matter how hard you work, if you’re surrounded by negativity, it’ll also lead to negativity.

by now… if you’ve been reading my posts, you probably should be aware that your thoughts shape your reality.

and you’ve probably been there… you’re starting to visualise. you realise that there are three planes of existence running in the background.

think and feel from the end. yet somehow nothing seems to change.

but what you don’t take into consideration is… if there’s offence, there’s also defence.

and if you’re not aware how your old frequency is sabotaging you on your way to your desired reality…

i’m sorry to break it to you… but you will be stuck running the same loop.

you won’t even realise that you’re destroying your desired reality unfolding without even realising it.

physical (reality as effect), mental (where ideas flow, shared by all consciousness), and spiritual (the causal realm).

your old frequency lives on the spiritual plane as a “blind intelligence”.

the whole purpose of your old frequency? it just wants to keep existing by drawing the same emotional energy it was made of.

there’s “seven keys of frequency” that define your old self.

these are… emotionally charged thoughts, beliefs, perceptions, reactions, expectations, convictions, and attention.

to identify your old frequency, you need to map out what you used to believe, expect, and feel specifically about the thing you want to manifest.

your old frequency will try to convince you that getting what you want would change everything, making you pedestalise it.

the universe interprets this importance as energetic space/distance between you and the desire.

that’s why things you don’t care about come easily. a gap does not exist.

the counterbalance to it is neutrality… list the negatives of getting what you want to collapse the idealisation.

even though most gurus place manifestation as this magical woo woo thing…

manefestation is nothing more than an internal shift where you become the mental and emotional equivalent of what you desire in the present tense…

to the point where you’re no longer emotionally dependent on seeing reality change.

if it still feels like a big deal, your subconscious hasn’t accepted it yet.

your old frequency hijacks the dopamine hit of “aha moments” by manufacturing new limiting beliefs for you to find and remove…

creating an illusion of progress without actually changing… but the only limiting belief is the belief in limiting beliefs.

you’ll always have some… don’t let that become an excuse to stay stuck.

when things start going well, you instinctively expect it to end (”this is going too well”).

this comes from a past moment where something good collapsed suddenly, creating a subconscious association of good = danger.

so how do you fix it?

find that original memory, enter a meditative state, and reimagine it so it never went bad.

your old frequency inflates your goals beyond what your subconscious can currently accept (e.g., manifesting a billion with no income)…

so when you inevitably fall short, you spiral into disappointment and self condemnation these are the exact emotions it feeds on.

the solution is building “manifestation muscle” by materialising small things first to build your subconscious frame of reference.

the through-line of all four mechanisms is that your old frequency recycles your energy back into the low vibrational emotions it was born from.

awareness of these tactics is the first layer of defence.

once you’re aware, reality will follow.

that’s how to kill your old frequency.

stay schemin.

escape, a85.

and by the way… if you want to learn more about deep psychology, how to enter your desired reality, and adapt the thinking secrets of history’s greatest.

the secret centre covers all of it.

i urge you to click this link.

8am.

50mg is burning in my gums.

fakemink on low volume playing in my ears.

but have you ever wondered how some people seem to be surrounded by this limitless aura?

like quite literally everything they do works out.

there’s a class of people who make things that don’t make sense make sense for them.

you’ve seen them.

the guy who barely passed high school but somehow is on 10k a month

the friend running the same business as you at 10x your numbers with half the work

you look at them and think it’s luck. or unfair. or genetics.

it’s none of those.

your subconscious is the operating system of your reality.

whatever your subconscious accepts as true becomes true FOR YOU.

it doesn’t have to be true out there in the world.

it only has to be true in the room where your reality gets rendered.

“the man who believes he can is right. the man who believes he can’t is right.”

— henry ford

both are right because both are rendering their own reality from the beliefs they installed.

which means the only game that matters is what you’ve attuned to.

and here’s what most people miss:

it’s not your beliefs about money that keep you broke

it’s not your beliefs about love that keep you alone

it’s not your beliefs about your career that keep you stuck

it’s your beliefs about your ability to manifest anything at all.

that’s the deepest layer.

people spend years working on money beliefs while the mechanism that would install any belief is broken.

just think about beginner’s luck for a moment…

you’ve experienced this.

you’re entering something new. and somehow you outperform everybody.

you’re putting crazy amounts of hours in.

and there’s constant progress.

you have no explanation for it.

but then what happens is…over time that “luck” wears off and things suddenly get hard.

looking at it… there was no luck to begin with.

but beginners luck was your natural state before people installed limits.

there were no people hating on your dreams.

there was no ceiling.

just the bigger vision in mind.

but suddenly the longer you attune to the grind the more opinions start to flow in.

people hating for no reason.

people telling you for an opinion you never asked about.

suddenly your mind started to attune to these things.

your mind got layered with laws.

now what happens is… everything is possible yet your mind attunes to the laws you’ve installed for yourself.

your subconscious literally doesn’t care if that law is objectively true.

it only attunes to your subconscious.

the truth is… all truths are half truths.

somebody around you is currently living the exact truth that you’re not.

simply because they’re rendering from a different law.

so what do you do to actually become limitless?

most people don’t manifest what they want.

they manifest what they think they need in order to get what they want.

“i want a holiday” becomes “i want the money for a holiday.”

you skipped straight from the outcome to the prerequisite. now you’re chasing money instead of a holiday.

cut the intermediate step.

go A to C. skip B.

what do you actually want? not what you need to get it. what it is.

the next step would be…

sit down and write two lists:

what do i think i need in order to get this?

what do i think is wrong with me that stops me from getting this?

list 1 = the conditions you’ve installed. list 2 = the identity disqualifications you’ve installed.

both are laws. neither is real.

but you can’t drop what you can’t see. write them out first.

after that drop the laws you’ve installed.

one by one, cross each off.

“i need to make more money first.”

“i need to lose weight first.”

“i need the qualification first.”

“i need to be taller / smarter / older / younger.”

drop all of them.

these were laws you installed.

now you’re refusing to renew.

you don’t have to believe the opposite. you just have to stop enforcing the original.

the only qualification you need is frequency.

not degree. not resume. not bank balance. not looks.

reality is materialised frequency. steam and ice are the same water the only difference is the rate of vibration.

frequency is the imagined. reality is the frozen.

you don’t need to change reality to change frequency. you need to change frequency for reality to catch up.

sit down. visualise someone you love acknowledging what you wanted as if it were already yours.

that’s how you become limitless.

stay schemin.

escape, a85.

and by the way…

you’re probably already a hard-working and ambitious person.

otherwise you wouldn’t be reading this.

but if you feel like your goals don’t materialise as fast into reality as you expect them to.

and you’re looking to gain that edge around everybody.

i urge you to click this link.

2 pm.

50 mg burning in my gums.

it’s a dream playing in ears.

because in fact, reality is just a dream.

but for now let’s talk about how to withdraw the anima projection you don't know you're carrying.

what the fuck is even an anima?

the anima is an unconscious feminine dimension of a man’s personality, embodying emotions, creativity, intuition, and relational depth.

it serves as a bridge between the conscious ego and the collective unconscious, shaped by both personal experiences with women (mother, partners) and collective symbolic imagery.

the anima’s evolves through four stages...

through a biological instinct, romantic and intellectual allure, spiritual devotion, and wisdom and transcendent union.

integration vs. repression:

when integrated, the anima fosters emotional intelligence, empathy, and creativity and mediates encounters with the self, guiding men toward individuation.

when repressed or projected onto women, it distorts perception, casting a partner as a saint or seductress, and may lead to mood swings or irrational behaviour.

in the unconscious of a man there is an autonomous feminine figure (the anima)… in the unconscious of a woman there is an autonomous masculine figure (the animus).

but for now we’ll stay with anima.

your anima represents everything the conscious personality has not developed because of its gender identification and social conditioning.

the anima manifests in a man primarily as mood, irrational, sweeping, emotionally overwhelming states that don’t correspond to outer circumstances.

both operate most powerfully through projection…

we first encounter these inner figures in the outer world before we can meet them inwardly.

As the anima produces moods, so the animus produces opinions; and as the moods of a man issue from a shadowy background, so the opinions of a woman rest on equally unconscious prior assumptions.

— Jung, Essay II

no man is so entirely masculine that he has nothing feminine in him.

the fact is, rather, that very masculine men have, carefully guarded and hidden, a very soft emotional life, often incorrectly described as “feminine”.

this is why a man, in his love choice, is strongly tempted to win the woman who best corresponds to his own unconscious femininity.

this is the most accessible entry point into anima theory.

starting from the fact that in a state of affect, one often surrenders involuntarily to the truths of the other side, would it not be far better to make use of an affect so as to give the other side an opportunity to speak?

this is the practical technique.

when the anima or animus is activated (in an argument, in a mood, or in a fantasy), instead of acting out or suppressing, turn toward it.

ask it what it wants.

this is active imagination in miniature.

just as a man brings forth his work as a complete creation out of his inner feminine nature, so the inner masculine side of a woman brings forth creative seeds which have the power to fertilise the feminine side of the man.

The anima and animus are not just problems to solve. they are sources of creative life.

so how do you integrate your anima?

ask yourself to think of a time they fell intensely in love or intensely hated someone in a way that seemed disproportionate to the actual person.

walk through the concept of projection: you are not responding to the person but to the inner figure we have placed on them.

the moment of projection withdrawal, when the outer person fails to match the inner image, is often experienced as disillusionment or betrayal.

but it is actually an invitation to meet the inner figure directly.

that shift is the whole work of this lesson.

stay schemin.

escape, a85.

and by the way…

you’re probably already a hard-working and ambitious person.

otherwise you wouldn’t be reading this.

but if you feel like your goals don’t materialise as fast into reality as you expect them to.

and you’re looking to gain that edge around everybody.

i urge you to click this link.

7pm.

some fakemink playing in my ears.

50mg of nicotine burning in my gums.

life couldn’t be any better…

but for now let’s talk about… how to break any negative cycle.

you’ve probably slipped up and fell back into your old frequency, into the old pattern, or maybe into that scarcity mindset.

and I can guarantee that if you fall back into your old patterns, you’re doing this, and it’s slowly destroying you.

what you’ve done is falling into…

guilt

disappointment

frustrated

now, you need to understand that these three are extremely dangerous.

emotions act like glue.

anytime you let yourself down or slip up, and you start thinking things like

“I shouldn’t have done that”

“I can’t believe I did that”

“I was doing so well and then I messed up”

you start to feel guilty, disappointed, and frustrated, not realizing that these emotions are like glue, and what they stick you to is your old frequency.

yes, frequencies oscillate, which means they move up and down consistently.

you’re never going to be fixated at one point. Sure, you can spend more time in one area than another, but you won’t stay fixed there.

once you realize that frequencies oscillate, it makes sense that you’ve slipped back into your old ways, patterns, mindset, etc.

you’ve only fallen because you’ve risen.

the only issue now is how much time you spend dwelling in the guilt, frustration, and disappointment of slipping up.

here’s the thing… frequencies build up and multiply energetically.

the more you think, “I can’t believe I did that” or “I was doing so well, and then I messed up,” the more time you spend there, the more that energy builds.

that energy becomes a frequency, and that frequency becomes your reality.

your old frequency will attempt to extract out of you to stick you to a particular situation, and that is emotional energy.

it wants you to be guilty, frustrated and disappointed in yourself, it wants you to feel like you’re a loser.

why? Because it knows that emotional energy is like glue.

your emotion is the largest shareholder of your frequency.

which means to whatever emotion you attune into will eventually become reality.

just think about it for a moment…

when was the last time you fell back into old thinking patterns.

do you see how suddenly everything attuned to that script?

do you realise?

emotions work like glue. and now matter how hard you try to escape you’ll stay stuck forever wondering where life went wrong.

your old frequency will make you forget the progress you’ve made. if it can make you forget your past wins, successes, and the fact that you rose before you fell, you won’t be able to focus your energy back on those past victories.

everything you’ve done so far, your wins, successes, they exist as a frequency. and since energy can’t be created or destroyed, that frequency still exists. it’s always there.

because it exists as a frequency, you can tap into it.

the reason your old frequency doesn’t want you to do that is because it wants to continue existing.

so how do you escape this mediocre cycle?

focus on your wins. nothing more. nothing less.

If you focus on your wins, on everything that was going well before you slipped up, you’ll send all that energy straight to those wins.

when you do that, the energy will build up, and that momentum will pull you out of the low you’re in.

you need to navigate things through understanding that you’ve been asleep more than you’ve been awake, and that’s okay.

give yourself grace, and don’t let yourself stay stuck in those heavy emotions, because they’ll glue you to that old reality.

Also remember… frequencies go up and down.

so it’s completely normal to fall sometimes.

a high can’t exist without a low, just like you can’t clap with one hand. Light can’t exist without dark. It’s all polarity, a natural part of how the universe works.

that’s how reality works.

stay schemin.

escape, a85.

and by the way…

you’re probably already a hard-working and ambitious person.

otherwise you wouldn’t be reading this.

but if you feel like your goals don’t materialise as fast into reality as you expect them to.

and you’re looking to gain that edge around everybody.

i urge you to click this link.

have you ever wondered how some people make life look so effortless?

how everything they do aligns perfectly with their path.

this does not happen because they are a straight gift from god.

but because they’ve mastered the art of conviction.

everybody on this earth chases something.

at the end, that’s the way life is supposed to be lived.

some chase success. while others do not care about it.

some chase money. while others do not care about it.

some drown themselves in substances. while others do not care about it.

looking at life through this perspective.

I definitely notice that life is actually meaningless.

there’s literally no meaning to life. except the meaning that you give it.

you got the capability to choose.

you know where enjoyment is buried and where it’s not.

and that’s the beauty of life.

we got the capability to do everything or anything in life as long as it fits within our conviction.

you see… the thing with most people is.

they’ve got big hopes of making it big in some of their ambitions.

but here’s the catch…

they are not convinced that it’ll actually work out.

so now really think about it…

it literally doesn’t even matter how much work you put in or will put in.

if you are not convinced that your goals are achievable or have already been achieved in mind.

i’m sorry to break it to you… but you’ll just repeat the same shithole over and over again.

action won’t solve it. and especially taking more action won’t solve it.

action exists within the physical realm of effects.

and reality is just an effect.

so how do you expect to change an effect with an effect?

it just doesn’t make sense to me.

while most people believe that action will solve every problem. people at the top know that it’s just a mental problem.

when action fails to fulfil our mental needs, we condemn ourselves, which creates internal disharmony that the universe then reflects back.

many people believe that manifestation is this magic secret spiritual thing that will guarantee everything to work out.

but if i’m being honest… they couldn’t be more wrong.

simply because manifestation is nothing more than internally shifting to a degree where you are no longer dependent on seeing reality change.

nothing more than that.

so how do we build a conviction that we believe in ourselves?

you need to come to a realisation that conviction is the only thing that matters.

it was never about the knowledge or skill set. it has always been about your conviction.

if you’re truly convinced that you’ll become the best… you will be the best.

recalibrate your state of consciousness to match your desired identity.

visualise or affirm with emotional intensity that you’ve already achieved your goal.

let actions flow naturally from this aligned state.

conviction is literally the only thing that matters.

believe yourself that it has already been achieved and is achievable.

and you’re almost there.

that’s why your subconscious mind only cares about conviction.

stay schemin.

escape, a85.

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I wish you luck.

it’s 8am

the birds are chirping.

50mg burning in my gums. my whole head is spinning.

chinese ambient music is running in the background.

but for now let’s talk about your desired reality.

to go somewhere you’ve never been, you have to become someone you’ve never been.

if you want to receive the reality you desire, you have to give something in return. exchange is a core part of how the universe works.

the idea that you can materialise your desired reality without giving something up is quite unrealistic.

as long as you try to stay the same, you’ll be holding back who you could become.

but what does it even mean to sacrifice yourself?

giving something up of a lower nature to receive something of a higher nature.

think of a caterpillar. It must give up its current form to become a butterfly, letting go of something lower to gain something higher.

the lower nature can be seen as your current reality, while the higher nature represents the reality you desire.

unless you’re truly ready to let go of your lower nature, you can never receive your higher nature.

you can’t stay the same and expect reality to change, that isn’t how reality works.

reality is “as within, so without”, and the most important part of this sentence is WITHIN. it is the within that precedes the without.

you’re going to have to alter your attention

you’re going to alter what you are emotionally convinced of to be the truth

you’re going to have to completely alter the identity that you have been given by reality

you’ll have to change your beliefs.

you’ll need to change your thoughts.

the universe is looking for an emotional reaction from you.

so, whenever something challenges or tests you, you have the chance to choose between two frequencies.

every choice, every reaction, is a choice of frequency.

you’re always choosing the frequency you want to build, you’re never not choosing.

the things that will stress you in your desired reality won’t be the same things that stress you now.

as long as these things can still worry or stress you, you’ll remain stuck in your current self.

you need to view reality through the perspective of your desired self.

it’s just how the universe works.

if you want to go to places you’ve never been to. you need to become someone you’ve never been.

just think about it for a moment…

how do you expect to enter your desired reality…

with the same destructive patterns. the same beliefs. the same traumas. the same attention you spend on things.

it just doesn’t work.

so how do you sacrifice yourself?

ask yourself these questions seriously…

How would my desired self act?

How would my desired self think?

Where would they place their attention?

What would their identity be?

What would their beliefs be?

every belief you have right now has to go NOW.

every place you’re placing your attention has to go NOW.

every thought you’re having has to go NOW.

every single emotional convicted belief that you have has to go NOW.

because as long as you keep these the same, you won’t be moving forward.

you have to sacrifice your current self in order to make space for your new self.

that’s why you must sacrifice yourself to enter your desired reality.

stay schemin.

escape, a85.

and by the way…

you’re probably already a hard-working and ambitious person.

otherwise you wouldn’t be reading this.

but if you feel like your goals don’t materialise as fast into reality as you expect them to.

and you’re looking to gain that edge around everybody.

i urge you to click this link.

5am.

50mg of nicotine burning in my gums. a coffee deep.

it’s still foggy outside.

the sun is slowly coming out. it get’s brighter minute by minute.

but for now let’s talk about how to weaponise an amygdala hijack.

there’s a 30-millisecond window between when you hit someone’s senses and when their brain understands what happened.

by the time their rational mind catches up, it’s just there to rationalise the reaction you engineered.

that window is pretty much the whole game.

you could imagine it in a way something like this… your senses feed into a relay called the thalamus.

the thalamus sends two signals:

one fast, direct to the amygdala

one slow, to the cortex (the “thinking” brain)

the amygdala fires in ~20-30 milliseconds, way before the cortex has understood what it’s looking at.

if it decides there’s a threat, it locks the body down

even before you’ve had a single thought about it.

the cortex arrives late. it looks at whatever just happened, sees the body already in some state, and constructs a story that makes the reaction feel like “your choice”.

people call this “their gut”, “their instinct”, and “their intuition”.

your amygdala is firing before the mind can argue.

once you can engineer the first signal.

the one that hits the amygdala before the cortex

you’re pretty much writing the emotional frame that their rational mind then defends.

they don’t experience it as manipulation.

they experience it as “i just felt something.”

and they’ll defend the feeling as if they chose it.

at the end every aspect of life is about feeling.

persuasion is not logic.

logic works on the cortex. the cortex arrives late. by the time it shows up, the amygdala has already voted.

marketing, sales, seduction, interrogation every single aspect is there to fuck your brain into doing a specific action

the ones who win are the ones who know it’s a window.

so how do you trigger an amygdala hijack?

there are exactly 5 ways to trigger an amygdala hijack…

1. threat

a social threat. financial threat. status threat. rejection. FOMO. shame.

the amygdala doesn’t distinguish between “you’ll get eaten” and “you’ll be forgotten.”

it’s the same circuit.

just think about copywriting for a second…

you open with what they’ll lose if they don’t read on. and people will buy.

or even in sales, you simply seed a fear of missing out early.

and suddenly your offer becomes their escape.

2. break the pattern.

the amygdala is a pattern matcher. it fires on anything unexpected.

do the thing nobody in the room is doing. wear the thing nobody wears. say the thing nobody says.

your first line of copy has to break the pattern of every other line they’ve read that day.

now the cortex has to catch up.

3. intensity

any sharp change in intensity is amygdala food.

speakers who murmur, then suddenly punch a word, then drop back to murmur

every punch is a hijack.

4. ambiguity

the amygdala fires on unknowns.

leave a sentence unfinished.

leave an offer with something the reader can’t figure out.

the second the reader doesn’t know what’s about to happen, the amygdala takes over and starts guessing. every guess is a bond to your content.

certainty = they close the tab.

ambiguity = they stay.

5. contradiction

positive one moment, negative the next.

praise, then critique.

the amygdala can’t file contradictory signals. it stays lit until it’s resolved.

but when does it fail?

overuse. if every line is a hijack, none of them are.

being obvious. if the reader/prospect notices the technique, the cortex catches up and reads it as manipulation.

the whole frame collapses.

wrong target. some amygdalas are already hijacked.

traumatized readers, people in crisis, people who’ve been burnt by manipulation — their amygdala is running on empty.

it won’t fire the way you expect. use judgment.

getting hijacked yourself. if you feel your heart rate change during a conversation you’re supposed to be running, you’re not the operator anymore.

stop trying to convince the cortex.

easy as that.

stay schemin.

escape, a85.

and by the way…

you’re probably already a hard-working and ambitious person.

otherwise you wouldn’t be reading this.

but if you feel like your goals don’t materialise as fast into reality as you expect them to.

and you’re looking to gain that edge around everybody.

i urge you to click this link.

11am. blackout room.

the dark brings peace. it gives me this nostalgia of back in the day when i used to stay up nights.

chinese ambient music brings peace.

i don’t feel accomplished all i see is the bigger lens.

symbols and numbers are the only thing that matter.

my psyche developed in such a way that if i want something, I’ll go out there and get it.

if i absorb life and reality for a moment…

all i can see is people just searching for an escape.

the athlete just drowning in his sport to not feel anything.

the gym bro that’s multiple hours in the gym just searching for an escape from day to day life.

but as humans are, it goes way beneath staying conscious.

people using substances just to escape reality for a few hours.

and weirdly, I’m a part of this.

when i was younger, I swore to myself that I’d never touch any substances.

but as things go.

it first started with nicotine pouches. simply chasing that first nicotine shock.

or that first time being high from weed.

no matter what, you’ll do chasing that first experience will never stop.

and it literally works in every single aspect of life.

if you’ve ever experienced your first ever business payout, you’ll chase that feeling constantly.

or even in relationships, you’ll do everything in your power to experience this feeling you’ve had when you first met that person.

we as humans are weird.

we’ll try everything to relive that first experience, never realising that we’ll never actually relive it.

nobody chose any of this. your parents wired you before you had words. their parents did the same to them. you think you’re making decisions but you’re just executing code that was written before you were born.

they have no inner voice. they’re just running off code and the identity they didn’t even choose.

and it’s weird.

99% of society operates like this.

if we look at weed as an example.

it’s probably the most widely known and widely used drug.

but why so?

everyone seeks a specific state. a state where they do not have to focus on reality anymore.

where they can just shut off for a moment. forget about reality and just feel nothing for a moment.

it’s all about feelings.

if we look at it from a completely different lens. why do people go into huge amounts of debt?

they do not have the money. yet they want to feel accomplished in life.

which then leads to them taking huge amounts of debt.

never realising that they’ll never escape that cycle.

so if we sum up the question?

what’s actually the meaning of life?

thinking about it. i personally believe that the meaning of life is just finding something that allows you to not go crazy in a conscious state.

what do i mean by that?

seeing your dream life in your mind.

and doing everything necessary to achieve that life.

that’s my definition of finding purpose in life.

stay schemin.

escape, a85.

and by the way…

you’re probably already a hard-working and ambitious person.

otherwise you wouldn’t be reading this.

but if you feel like your goals don’t materialise as fast into reality as you expect them to.

and you’re looking to gain that edge around everybody.

i urge you to click this link.

it’s 05:58am.

50 mg of nicotine burning in my gums. a coffee beside me.

i’ve been losing myself lately. i’ve been falling into old patterns.

but it’s just a matter of getting out.

but nevertheless let’s talk about how to heal from subconscious trauma.

to be honest, it’s currently the best time to talk about subconscious trauma.

i’ve been going through the same shit.

you see… i’ve been falling back into the patterns of fear.

the fear of not making it.

i’m falling into the same fear i had a few years ago.

we've all experienced fears as human beings, and it's safe to say that the collective consciousness is ruled by fear.

and unfortunately, you won't have the capability of creating your desired reality if you don't have the ability to overcome and transcend fear.

this post won’t only be a lesson for you but it will also be a lesson for me.

i’m just a human like you are.

so let’s get into it…

a life that is ruled by fear is a life that continuously materialises the worst things.

problems arise in this third dimensional realm.

things happen. things go wrong.

and it's about your ability to manage your fear and overcome it, which will stop the inevitability of more bad things unfolding.

you see… fear and faith are the same frequency.

fear is just faith pointed at what you don't want, and it's dangerous because intense emotion (fear included) imprints the subconscious, which then shapes what you experience.

fear = faith in evil/adversity.

same mechanism as faith, just aimed at what you don’t want.

fear is maximally emotionally intense → so it’s uniquely good at manifesting the exact thing you’re afraid of.

your amygdala evolved to exaggerate minor threats into major ones. (useful for survival)

the problem about fear?

it does the same thing to modern non-physical “threats” (money, relationships, career)

eventually what fear does is it turns small problems into perceived catastrophes.

and once your mind accepts a problem as “major”, the subconscious accepts it too, so it manifests as actually major.

fear also distorts time perception… it makes temporary problems feel permanent and bad outcomes feel inevitable.

i think it's time that we put your fear to rest, quite literally, because even your old frequency thrives off fear.

so, if your old frequency thrives off fear, the more fear that you feel, the stronger your old frequency will be.

and the stronger your old frequency is, the quicker your life will begin to deteriorate.

the quicker your life will begin to naturally decay, dissolve, and self sabotage into the disorder…

back into the paradigm of what it is that you hate the most, which is your current or old reality.

fear strengthens the very thing that you're afraid of.

and if fear strengthens the thing that you're afraid of, if you're strengthening the thing that you're afraid of, then you're beneath it.

and if you're beneath it, then unfortunately, in this third-dimensional realm, you'll be confined to a mirror house of the very things that you fear.

fear is so powerful because fear is the truest form of manifestation because fear is emotionally intense.

fear is emotionally intense. we feel fear in every cell of our body when we feel it.

you're lying in bed at night just thinking about life.

and you start to experience this unexplainable fear of not making it. of being abandoned.

so your body starts to react.

your body starts to release adrenaline. it spikes your cortisol.

you’re just lying there. wondering where life went wrong.

without being able to fall asleep.

simply because your body thinks it’s a survival situation.

you see… our bodies do not know the difference between reality and imagination.

our bodies will simply just follow the script.

leading us to experience threat situations in a completely normal environment.

simply because there was once a situation in your life that you couldn’t escape. which now rules your entire reality.

trauma starts to become who you are.

you don’t just remember the pain.

but you become the victim.

your identity starts to orbit around that wound.

you unconsciously resist the healing process because without that pain...

you start to fear that there’s nothing left of you.

so what do you do about this?

1. Conscious Confrontation

stop escaping.

look directly at the wound with emotional presence. witness the trauma, not the victim fleeing.

2. Recovery of Lost Aspects

trauma doesn’t just hurt you.

it kills parts of you.

your spontaneity, your voice, your trust.

you must excavate these buried fragments and bring them back to life.

3. Symbolic Integration

give the trauma meaning (not justification).

transform it from a destructive event into a portal for growth.

the wound becomes a scar, no longer bleeding but teaching.

that’s how to erase your subconscious trauma

stay schemin.

escape, a85.

and by the way…

you’re probably already a hard-working and ambitious person.

otherwise you wouldn’t be reading this.

but if you feel like your goals don’t materialise as fast into reality as you expect them to.

and you’re looking to gain that edge around everybody.

i urge you to click this link.

it’s 8:23am.

a coffee standing besides me.

a snus burning in my gums. i’m living in a loophole filled with derealisation.

but for now… have you ever experienced this type of self sabotage that fucked all of your progress?

when you self sabotage you’re not your current version.

in fact you’re still the same child you used to be.

every child has one job… stay connected to caregivers, since abandonment = death to a kid.

so the child becomes whatever keeps love coming…

the achiever (performance = love), the pleaser (needs = danger), the approval-chaser (only feels wanted when admired), or the watcher (reads moods in a volatile home).

these aren’t flaws.

they were smart survival adaptations at the time.

these parts are frozen at the age they formed and still watch for the old danger.

when something in the present rhymes with the past, a part takes over…

this is an “emotional flashback”. you don’t remember being powerless, you just suddenly are, with no narrative attached.

a classic example would be… destroying a good relationship right when it gets safe.

because closeness once preceded pain, safety itself trips the alarm.

this is state dependent memory… your calm, wise knowledge lives in your regulated adult brain state.

once triggered, you’re in a different state, and that knowledge is literally inaccessible “keys in a coat you’re not wearing”.

this is why you can know better and still do worse every time.

nearly a year of grinding with zero results. i believed that i did everything right and still got nowhere.

it all linked back to my inner child.

the illusion of the grind is cool. it’s cool to see constant progress, until a weird shift happens.

you’re sitting there with constant brain fog, questioning if things will actually pay off and if it might be better to go down the easier path.

i know you’ve been there… so what do you do?

scroll some tiktok to distract yourself from the pain?

ask chatgpt for some feel-good life advice?

dig deep into your unconscious and transcend?

pray and hope for a sign of god?

if i’m being completely honest with you right now… there is not a right answer.

because at the end of the day, humans live through energy and frequency.

and your current frequency will decide your intuition, which in turn will decide the action that you’re going to take.

anything that happens in your life will always be linked back to your internal state.

and beneath the surface of every myth, dream, and human relationship lies a hidden universal pattern called archetypes.

archetypes are not personal memories but inherited blueprints, shared by all of humanity, shaping how we think, feel, behave, and make meaning of our lives.

archetypes get projected through a specific way…

you project archetypes onto the world, shaping your experiences and understanding of others.

you might see a friend as embodying the caregiver archetype, leading you to rely on them for emotional support.

you might see a random girl embodying the mother archetype, leading you to seek positive aspects such as love, protection, wisdom.

but it goes way deeper. an archetype every human being correlates to, even if you’re unconscious.

the child archetype.

it got a few positive traits, such as… curiosity, authenticity, resilience and hope.

but as the yin and yang of reality go, there are also negative traits.

traits that keep you away from progressing, traits that convince you that there’s a “perfect moment”, traits that keep replaying the same mistake.

the child archetype convinces you that you are not ready yet.

it will replay old wounds on a loop, not to torture you, but because some deeper part of you never got integrated.

it doesn’t sabotage you randomly.

it just plays out the loop of your inner state seeking security over progress.

so how do we integrate that child archetype?

to integrate it… visualise your younger self and speak with it. offer the compassion and safety your child self never received.

notice when you feel small or overreact emotionally, it’s simply the wounded child being triggered.

reclaim your play and creativity so you can allow yourself to grieve what was lost in childhood.

integrating your child archetype is letting your adult self witness and hold the child within.

so it finally stops running your emotions from the shadows.

that’s the inner child that keeps sabotaging your progress.

stay schemin.

escape, a85.

and by the way…

you’re probably already a hard-working and ambitious person.

otherwise you wouldn’t be reading this.

but if you feel like your goals don’t materialise as fast into reality as you expect them to.

and you’re looking to gain that edge around everybody.

i urge you to click this link.

it’s 6:59am.

a snus burning in my gums. a white monster standing by my side.

my eyes are slowly closing.

i’m surrounded by this tiredness.

but for now… let’s talk about the part you buried that is ruining your life.

the shadow is the unconscious repository of repressed or disowned aspects of the psyche.

instincts, desires, weaknesses, traits deemed socially or morally unacceptable.

the shadow contains our dark impulses and our buried nobility.

what gets cast into shadow is whatever the ego rejects to meet familial or cultural ideals, regardless of whether that content is actually negative.

the ego and shadow come from the same source and exactly balance each other… to make light is to make shadow.

if unacknowledged, the shadow is projected outward.

we start to perceive in others what actually belongs to us, fuelling conflict.

refusing it accumulates darkness, later expressed as black moods, psychosomatic illness, or unconscious self sabotage.

symbolic acts can discharge shadow energy because the unconscious doesn't distinguish real from symbolic.

and it’s actually funny.

if i take myself as an example…

i really hate fat people. they’re just undisciplined people failing to put in the work.

but if i reflect even harder…

i’ve been fat myself. it’s still buried in my subconscious.

which makes sense why i feel this specific way.

or another example….

i hate the idea of working 9-5.

i just want infinite freedom doing what i love.

but because a 9-5 is such a big fear…

i’m still trapped in one.

it’s funny how reality will always link back to your mind.

it seems so fucking easy. yet so hard to execute.

your shadow is simply an unconscious repository of repressed or disowned aspects of the psyche.

it embodies the “dark side” of the personality, encompassing both personal failings and archetypal energies inherited from the collective unconscious.

the shadow forms early in life as the ego differentiates from the undifferentiated psyche, rejecting elements incompatible with familial, cultural, or societal ideals.

these rejected traits coalesce into a sub-personality.

they operate autonomously, often surfacing through projections, slips of the tongue, or irrational emotional reactions.

the shadow is not inherently evil but morally neutral.

its integration is vital for psychological wholeness.

a key mechanism of the shadow is projection, where unconscious material is attributed to others.

an unacknowledged shadow can sabotage relationships, fuel self sabotage, or manifest as a “possession” by its contents.

conversely, excessive identification with the shadow risks inflation or moral collapse.

carl jung emphasized that confronting the shadow is a necessary, and often painful, step in individuation.

this involves acknowledging repressed material through dream analysis and active imagination.

or therapeutic dialogue, fostering a balanced relationship between light and dark aspects of the psyche.

so how do you integrate your shadow?

your shadow self is the self that is negative. it tells you “you’re weak” “you’re lonely” “you’re insecure” “you’re broke”

and you wear the persona to MASK these thoughts. because you’re biologically wired as a man to not seem weak because that may get you killed.

but as a result of this. people can still hit your ego because you still put on a persona.

so you know what you need to do?

you identify your shadow traits.

what are your insecurities? what is wrong with your life?

those are the things we need to reverse.

then here’s where the magic happens.

you use your EGO (the desire to be perfect) to take these shadow trait and make them disappear through proving your shadow self WRONG

now, let’s say you’ve got a insecurity of you being broke…

your shadow self says, “you’re broke, useless, and can’t even take care of future kids.”

then you use EGO to learn marketing, learn psychology, and learn everything to do with it.

then you progress, and progress, and you are finally i guess “rich”

you get impostor syndrome for a bit.

then you get a huge payout without blinking.

you’re sitting there. and you realise this is the guy you dreamed of being.

stay schemin.

escape, a85.

and by the way…

you’re probably already a hard-working and ambitious person.

otherwise you wouldn’t be reading this.

but if you feel like your goals don’t materialise as fast into reality as you expect them to.

and you’re looking to gain that edge around everybody.

i urge you to click this link.

it’s 06:00am

a snus is burning in my gums.

i can’t lie i’m way too tired to function. but the work has to be put in.

physical action is still required.

there' has to be some form of alignment on the physical plane.

don’t fall for the spiritual trap believing that praying and visualisation alone will get you the thing.

some form of alignment is still necessary.

but for now… let’s talk about the one thing your mind refuses to focus on.

you see… we as humans get quite easily distracted.

we believe that the grass is greener on the other side.

we fall for the trap of shiny object syndrome.

most people have been so mentally fucked that focusing on one singular thing seems impossible.

one thing at a time. one step at a time. one move at a time.

that’s what truly builds success.

just take this example for a moment…

back then when i still had hopes of becoming a professional footballer i was training daily in hopes of making it one day.

but looking back i do realise a few things.

i wasn’t really practising one move at a time but quite literally everything.

just take this example on football for a moment.

who will make it further?

the guy that practises everything without a clue what he is doing.

or the guy that keeps practising one thing at a time over and over again.

it’s quite stupid to not realise that the second guy will make it further.

because in this life the only thing that really matters is perfecting one thing while constantly performing that thing on the highest level.

business. success. literally everything in this life works in the exact same manner.

it’s focusing on one singular thing while perfecting it.

your entire reality is within your control.

a large part of our lives has been lived through us thinking that there is something external to us that causes things to happen, like faith, destiny or the will of God.

imagine you’re walking down the road and a stranger gives you a mean stare, you might think, “What’s his problem?”

without realizing that because that stranger is within your reality and consciousness is the substance of reality, they are simply reacting to your consciousness.

Every event that occurs in your life is happening because of YOU, not TO you.

things don’t happen TO you, they happen because of YOU.

reality will simply always be a reflection of you.

no matter what.

you just need to realise that you need to perfect one thing and constantly pull the lever.

that’s how success works.

when it comes to manifestation, there are two essential roles you must play: offence and defence.

• offence includes everything you do to generate the frequency of your desired reality.

• defence is your ability to protect that frequency.

protection is crucial, it ensures the frequency you’ve created remains intact long enough to manifest into physical form.

without defense, your frequency is vulnerable, it can be corrupted, diluted, or altered by external influences.

when that happens, all your inner work risks becoming useless.

i’m way too tired.

i hope you still enjoyed this little post.

that’s the one thing your mind refuses to focus on.

stay schemin.

escape, a85.

and by the way…

you’re probably already a hard-working and ambitious person.

otherwise you wouldn’t be reading this.

but if you feel like your goals don’t materialise as fast into reality as you expect them to.

and you’re looking to gain that edge around everybody.

i urge you to click this link.

it’s 07:51 am.

there’s a snus burning in my gums.

ambient music running in the background.

but for now… let’s talk about how to escape negative thinking patterns.

by now you should probably know that your thoughts shape your reality.

think about electricity for a moment, it can be used to power up cities, but it can also be used to kill somebody.

if someone dies from electrocution, does that mean electricity hated them personally?

NOPE, because it’s IMPERSONAL, it doesn’t care who you are, it acts REGARDLESS of however you use it.

what often happens is that people believe God is “punishing” them, but in reality, they’re just sticking a fork into an electric socket and getting shocked.

you wouldn’t say, “Oh, electricity hates me”, you simply misused the energy.

and reality works in the same manner.

the only reason why negative thoughts occur is because you misused universal energy.

an example of this is…

if you believe that God is a God of anger.

that he gets mad when you do certain things.

then by the very nature of using that belief/energy, you’ll create and experience a reality where God reflects that anger back to you.

another common example is this… people say “god if you give me this, I promise you I won’t be asking for anything again” or “If you give me this job, I won’t ask for anything again.”

Now, think about the way you’re characterising God, the way you’re shaping that formless energy.

what you’re really doing is defining it.

and the way you define it is the way you form it… which is exactly how you’ll experience it.

all beliefs are self-limiting.

that’s because whatever you believe ends up becoming your truth.

everything you think is true about the world only becomes true in your world because you believe it.

another way to put it…

your beliefs are the blueprints of your reality.

and remember, there is no truth in reality other than what the subconscious mind accepts as true.

for something to become a belief, it needs to carry a certain level of emotional charge.

every single belief that you have is always going to be reliant on emotional charge.

if emotion is the language of the subconscious mind (and that’s what it responds to), then any belief with strong emotion behind it sinks deep into your subconscious.

when it’s in your subconscious mind, then it’s a matter of “as within, so without”.

the moment you form a belief about something, you step into a box.

it doesn’t matter if you think positively or negatively.

at the end of the day, everything is a box and everything has a ceiling.

so how do you escape destructive thinking patterns?

it’s all about increasing your frequency.

now, let’s say something happens that stresses you out.

typically, if you’re emotionally balanced, you’re calm and steady, it will not fuck with you.

your ability to maintain emotional balance is an indication of your level of conviction.

now, let’s say you’re trying to improve, you’re working to maintain emotional balance, and things are going fairly well.

then, all of a sudden, something comes out of nowhere and immediately stresses you out.

you’re no longer emotionally balanced, instead, you’re going up and down, which means you’ve failed to maintain emotional balance.

Now, NEVER forget what emotion truly is…

Emotion → Energy in motion → Which emits an energetic signature → Frequency

you can only get rid of your problems once you have a stronger frequency, and you have the stronger frequency by being able to resist being emotionally swayed.

that’s how to escape destructive thinking patterns

stay schemin.

escape, a85.

and by the way…

you’re probably already a hard-working and ambitious person.

otherwise you wouldn’t be reading this.

but if you feel like your goals don’t materialise as fast into reality as you expect them to.

and you’re looking to gain that edge around everybody.

i urge you to click this link.