The memories that I cherish most from being a kid were asking my dad an infinity of questions.

I asked all types of questions. From anything that I saw and couldn’t yet understand, from the tiniest concrete thing to the most abstract mysteries. Why is the sky blue? Why do people act the way they act? Why does money exist? Why do we die? Why do people believe what they believe? Why does one thing lead to another?

Each question led me to update my model of the world and to make sense of this vast amount of information that constitutes being alive on this planet.

Question by question, the world became less random.

Not smaller. Never smaller.

If anything, every answer opened the door to a bigger question.

That was the magic of being a kid. Curiosity was not something I had to remember to practice. It was the default. It was the way I related to reality. The world was alive because I was constantly in conversation with it.

But at some point, in the beginning of my adolescence, I started to notice that my surroundings no longer asked questions.

Questions started becoming something heavy, like some sort of burden. They were no longer treated as portals, but as interruptions. The wrong question could make a room uncomfortable. The wrong question could make you seem difficult. The wrong question could separate you from the group.

So those questions were replaced by a status quo.

By trying to fit into a mold with the sole requisite of not questioning the shape of the mold, nor what it was filled with.

For me, it was always hard to accept that giving up my greatest quality seemed to be the prerequisite for belonging to this new place.

So for years I wore a mask.

This mask allowed me to partially fit into the status quo while still leaving me some space, somewhere on the side, to keep that insatiable drive of updating my model of the world and its possibilities.

But it was very hard.

Because the energy it took to keep up the appearances left me with very little space to actually question the world around me. I had less energy to explore. Less energy to notice. Less energy to build the inner map I had always been building.

And the strange thing about wearing a mask for too long is that at some point you don’t just hide from others.

You start hiding from yourself.

You begin to forget which parts of you are real and which parts are adaptations. Which desires are yours and which ones were inherited. Which ambitions come from aliveness and which ones come from fear. Which version of you is moving toward something and which version is just trying not to be rejected.

Eventually, I got tired.

Not in a dramatic way at first. More like a quiet exhaustion. The kind that accumulates when you keep betraying the most alive part of yourself in exchange for temporary acceptance.

At some point, the mask became unbearable. And I understood that there were two types of paths I could take.

The first one is the path that is already constructed.

The path that asks you to wear a mask every day because it is not really yours. The path that gives you answers before you have even asked the questions. The path that rewards you for becoming legible, predictable, and easy to categorize.

This path only survives as long as you don’t question too much.

Because the moment you start questioning it, you begin to see the cracks. You begin to see how much of it was built by people who were also wearing masks. You begin to see that many of the things presented as “reality” are just agreements nobody has challenged in a long time.

The second path is the one that requires you to remain curious.

The one where questioning is not a threat to your life, but the mechanism by which your life stays alive. The one where your model of the world is allowed to keep updating. The one where you don’t have to imprison yourself inside an unupdatable version of reality just to make other people comfortable.

The biggest difference between the two is that one survives by you not questioning, and the other only survives by you constantly questioning.

And I think this is where most people lose themselves.

Not because they lack intelligence. Not because they lack dreams. Not because they are not capable of creating something more honest.

But because somewhere along the way, they were taught that curiosity was dangerous.

They were taught that questions create instability. That doubt is weakness. That contradiction is a problem. That being hard to define means something is wrong with you.

But what if the opposite is true?

What if curiosity is not childish?

What if curiosity is the original operating system?

What if the kid asking infinite questions was not naive, but closer to reality than the adult who learned to stop asking?

Maybe growing up was never supposed to mean abandoning that part of ourselves. Maybe maturity was supposed to mean giving that curiosity better tools, deeper language, and more courage.

Because a question is not just a request for information.

A question is a refusal to let the world become dead.

A question is proof that something inside you is still awake.

And the more I look at my life, the more I realize that the moments where I felt most lost were not the moments where I had too many questions.

They were the moments where I had stopped asking them.

When I accepted answers that were not mine. When I performed certainty because uncertainty made other people uncomfortable. When I tried to become a version of myself that could be understood quickly, even if that meant becoming less true.

But I don’t want to live inside a model of the world that cannot update.

I don’t want to live a life that only works if I make myself smaller.

I don’t want to belong somewhere that requires me to abandon the very thing that makes me alive.

So now I am trying to return.

Not backward, but deeper.

Back to the kid who asked my dad an infinity of questions. Back to the part of me that knew the world was not fixed. Back to the part of me that understood that every answer was just a doorway into a larger mystery.

But this time with more awareness.

This time with the ability to build from it.

This time with the courage to let curiosity become not just a private escape, but the architecture of my life.

Because I don’t think we are here to simply inherit a mold and disappear inside of it.

I think we are here to notice what feels false, question what feels inherited, remove what was never ours, and create from what remains.

And maybe that is the real work.

To recover the part of us that was alive before the world told us who to be.

To stop treating our deepest questions as burdens.

To understand that the thing that made us different was never the thing we needed to fix.

It was the signal.

It was the compass.

It was the beginning of the path that was actually ours.

Stay Curious!

If you are made in the image of God, then something of him lives inside you. Not symbolically. Structurally. And the defining characteristic of God in Genesis is not omniscience or omnipotence. It is creation. He looked at formless void, infinite unstructured potential, and brought specific reality out of it. Things that existed nowhere except in his mind became real. Became solid. Became world.

That is the image you carry.

Now come at it from a completely different direction. Quantum physics, specifically the double slit experiment, discovered something that science still has not fully absorbed. Matter at its most fundamental level does not exist as fixed reality. It exists as a wave of probabilities, pure potential, until it is observed. The moment a conscious observer measures it, possibility collapses into a specific thing. Before attention, infinite potential. After attention, something definite exists that did not exist before.

John Wheeler, one of the architects of quantum theory, called this a participatory universe. Meaning the universe is not a fixed stage that consciousness watches. It is an open field that consciousness participates in bringing into being.

Two frameworks. Thousands of years apart. Arriving at the same place.

You are not a passive receiver of reality. You are a participant in its creation. Your attention does not just notice what exists. It participates in determining what actualizes from the field of what is possible. Where you place your consciousness, what you hold in your imagination with intention and clarity, you are collapsing possibility into reality. The same movement God made in Genesis. Not metaphorically. Structurally.

This means something specific about what you are. You are a creator by nature, not by achievement. Not because you worked hard enough or became skilled enough. Because of what you are made of and how your consciousness operates at the most fundamental level of reality.

“Every child is born a genius but is rapidly de-geniused by adults.” Buckminster Fuller

But then the world finds you, and it doesn’t ask permission. Society, family, parents, culture: they start coming at you with their rules, their limits, their definitions of what is acceptable and what is not. What you can be and what you cannot. What is appropriate for someone like you, in your family, in your school, in your culture. What you have to say. What you have to shut up about. What is allowed and what will cost you love, approval, belonging.

And you were a kid. You didn’t have the tools to question any of it. So you absorbed it. All of it. Layer by layer, year by year, the original version of you started disappearing underneath everything the world put on top of it.

You stopped being the one who could imagine anything and make it real. You stopped being the one with no ceiling, no limits, no notion that something was impossible. You started learning what you were not allowed to be. And slowly, without ever making a conscious decision, you became someone else. A character. A fearful, limited, carefully constructed character built not from the inside out, but from the outside in.

And the worst part is you didn’t even notice it happening. Nobody does. Because the process is so gradual, so normal, so universally accepted, that by the time you’re old enough to question it, the character already feels like you. The cage already feels like home.

“The most common form of despair is not being who you are.”

Kierkegaard

You feel it your whole life. That discomfort. That sense of not being comfortable, not being happy, not being at peace with who you are. And this is because every year you go farther and farther away from the original version that God made you to be. So you feel lost, and you start doing things based on that character that you created, based on all that conditioning, all that programming that you consumed and accepted when you were a kid and then kept accepting and didn’t question after.

You don’t question it because of two reasons. The first is that part of the program is to not question. This is what a lot of adults tell kids: stop making questions, I’m tired, kids don’t ask those questions. The second is that when the character gets created, which is then called identity, this identity holds up with a lot of control for you not to get rid of it, identity has its self-protecting mechanism. And because of the countless times you played this character in real life, you already made the character you in real life.

And escaping it is not simple. The systems that conditioned you, the education system, the family system, society, were built to keep you inside them. And the people who conditioned you are not to blame, because they went through the same process and are simply repeating what they lived.

What makes it so hard is not just the discomfort. It is the pull. As a social being, belonging feels like survival. The systems will do everything they can to keep you following along, staying part of the group, never asking the questions that would pull you out of it. And the people around you, operating from their own insecurities and projections, will consciously or not apply pressure to keep you where you are.

But their fears are not your compass. What you have to follow is what you really want to do, what you were meant to do, what God made you to be. It doesn’t matter if people don’t like you for it. What’s really important is that you don’t spend your life satisfying the people around you instead of satisfying what God made you to be.

The only way to find out who you really are is by embracing those questions anyway, no matter where that leads and what is lost in the way.

To return to the original version, you gotta ask the questions that are going to make you see what is yours and what isn’t yours. What is programming and conditioning and what is really yours?

Think of the times that you’ve done things that you don’t really like and you don’t enjoy and you know that something is off but can’t name it. The time when you went to that party you didn’t want to go. The time where you did that thing you weren’t comfortable doing. The time you ordered something or wore something you didn’t want. The time where you said something you didn’t want to say or didn’t say what you wanted to say. All this time believing that you really wanted it, when you still had this uncomfortable feeling of not being satisfied after it.

So when you start figuring out what are the things that are yours and what are the things that are just programming and conditioning, you can strip them away little by little. It’s a process. It takes sometimes months, sometimes years and its a non-linear path. But the first step is to start asking this question: who am I behind the programming? Who was I before the world told me who to be, before my parents told me who to be, before my country told me who to be, before my culture told me who to be?

“It is not death that a man should fear, but he should fear never beginning to live.”

Marcus Aurelius

You only have one life. And the saddest thing is not death. It is arriving at the end of it without ever having been who you were created to be. You were created to do something, to create something, to be someone specifically, and most people never experience that gift. That abundance, that bliss, that pure peace, joy, excitement, and curiosity that you had when you were a kid. The same curiosity that made you become a king or princess and automatically start behaving like one, not thinking about becoming that but actually being one, because your mind had no notion that you couldn’t. The bridge between imagination and reality gets very, very close when you’re a kid. And then the world closes it.

That bridge can be reopened. But only by you, and only by going back to the source.

The question is always the same: who am I really? Who was I before the world told me who to be? Start there. Strip away everything that gets you away from re-becoming the original version. Getting all that conditioning off you and embracing who you really are by living the life that you were meant to live.

Total order is a machine. Everything runs, nothing surprises, nothing breathes. Think of a city where every sidewalk is clean, every train is on time, every person follows the same unspoken code. It functions. It doesn’t live. There’s no rawness in it, no friction, no contrast, and contrast is what makes anything feel real.

Total chaos is the other failure. Not because it’s dangerous, but because it’s overwhelming. Think of being set adrift in the open ocean. Infinite space, no landmark, no way to orient yourself. The freedom is total and that’s exactly what makes it unbearable. Freedom without form isn’t liberation. It’s just noise.

What actually works is the dance between them. Not a fixed balance. A dance, which means it moves, it shifts, it responds to the moment. Sometimes you need more structure. Sometimes you need to let things break open. The skill is knowing which one, and when.

Order doesn’t kill chaos. It protects it. When you block time to create, build an environment free of distraction, establish a system that handles the predictable, you’re not restricting chaos. You’re giving it a container in which it can actually do something. The blank canvas isn’t a constraint on the painter. It’s what makes painting possible.

And chaos returns the favor. Left to itself, order calcifies. Systems that never get challenged stop serving the people inside them. Creativity is what keeps structure honest. It finds the gaps, questions the assumptions, introduces the thing that wasn’t supposed to be there but turns out to be exactly what was needed.

I’ve watched this play out in cities. Boston is ordered to a fault. It works, it’s clean, it’s predictable, and it’s missing something. A certain vibrancy that only comes from difference, from friction, from people who didn’t follow the same script. New York has that. It also has more chaos than is comfortable. But it’s alive in a way that over-ordered places aren’t, because the city doesn’t enforce conformity. It lets your chaos show up.

The same principle runs through every business that actually scales. No systems means the founder is doing everything, and the company runs in circles. But systems without any creative pressure become bureaucracy, efficient at the wrong things. The businesses that compound are the ones where order handles what’s repeatable, and chaos is given space to improve what order can’t see.

The same is true for anyone who creates anything. The artists and musicians people assume live in pure chaos, they don’t. The ones who produce bodies of work have rituals, spaces, times they protect. The chaos they bring to those moments is real and necessary. But it needs somewhere to land.

We spend a lot of energy trying to find the right balance. But balance implies stillness, some fixed point where the two forces neutralize each other. That’s not what this is. The dance was never about finding the middle. It was about learning to move across them.

Either way, you are somewhere else. Not here. Not in your body. Not in the room.

I know this place well.

Too Much Time in One Place

A while back I was deep in a project I genuinely cared about. The kind of work that pulls you in because it matters to you, not because someone is watching. Days passed. I kept going. And at some point, without fully noticing, something shifted. I started sleeping less. Eating without paying attention. Skipping the things I knew kept me stable. I wasn’t lazy. I was just somewhere else entirely. My mind had moved in and my body was running on autopilot.

That’s when I first noticed the pattern. Not while it was happening. After. When I finally moved, went outside, had a real conversation, and felt the difference between that moment and everything that had come before it. It was like surfacing. Like coming back into a body I had been ignoring.

The mind, when left alone too long, starts to feed on itself.

Two Ways to Get Lost

There are two versions of this, and they look different from the outside but feel similar from the inside.

The first is passive. You open TikTok. Thirty seconds becomes thirty minutes becomes an hour and a half. You haven’t been thinking. You’ve been consumed. The content moves fast enough that your mind never has to settle, never has to be quiet, never has to land anywhere. You’re not present and you’re not productive. You’re just gone.

The second is active. You’re building something. Solving something. Thinking hard about a real problem. This one is easier to justify because something is actually happening. But the cost is the same. Too many hours in that place and you start to lose contact with your body, with the people around you, with the physical world that keeps you grounded. The spirals start. The self-care disappears. You feel like you’re in another dimension.

Passive or active, the trap is the same: too much time in your head without enough time out of it.

What Going Nuts Actually Feels Like

When I stay too long in that place, it isn’t dramatic. It’s subtle at first. A slight carelessness with sleep. Eating whatever is close without thinking about it. Skipping the workout because there is always one more thing to do. The basics quietly disappear one by one.

Then the spirals start. Thoughts that loop without resolution. A feeling of being somewhere between present and absent, like watching your own life through glass. The things that usually anchor you stop working. You know what you should do and somehow it feels unreachable.

It is not a breakdown. It is a drift. Slow, quiet, and entirely reversible. But you have to catch it.

The Return

What brings you back is never complicated. It is almost embarrassingly simple.

A conversation with a friend where you actually laugh. A walk where you are not listening to anything. A gym session. A run. A meal you actually taste. Something that requires your body to be present, which pulls your mind back with it.

These things work not because they are relaxing. They work because they are real. They happen in physical space, in the present moment, in your body. And your mind, which has been floating somewhere untethered, gets pulled back to earth.

You don’t need a system for this. You need awareness. The ability to notice when you’ve been gone too long and the willingness to do something simple to come back.

The Balance Is the Practice

Mind and body are not separate systems running in parallel. They are one system that requires balance. Time in your head thinking, building, creating, solving, that is necessary. It is where ideas live. Where projects get done. But it accumulates. It creates a kind of tension that only the body can release.

Think of it as a ledger. Every hour you spend inside your mind is an hour that eventually needs to be balanced with time outside of it. Not as punishment. Not as a break you have to earn. As maintenance. As the thing that makes the thinking sustainable.

The people who can go deep consistently, who can build and think and create over long periods without burning out or drifting, are not the ones who never go into their heads. They are the ones who know how to come back out.

You probably already know when you’ve been in too long. Something feels off. The basics start slipping. The spirals start. The world outside your head starts to feel faintly unreal.

That feeling is not a problem. It is a signal.

Go for a walk. Call a friend. Move your body. Come back.

The first time I noticed this was in Paris. One year had passed since my first visit. Same Champs Elysées, similar time of year. But as I walked, I kept asking myself: why does this feel strange? Something didn’t fit the mold of what I had left behind.

A few months later, the same feeling showed up with a group of close friends. I loved them. I had spent years with these people. But this time, something didn’t fit. I still cared, I just didn’t feel like I used to around them.

Then I rewatched The Matrix. The first time I saw it, I saw special effects, cool action, impressive filmmaking for its era. The second time, I saw a completely different movie. The effects became irrelevant. What emerged were the underlying messages, what the Matrix actually is, and what it means for today’s world. I watched the same film and found something I had never seen before.

All three experiences brought the same unanswered question back to my mind. Why does the familiar keep feeling new?

The answer, when I finally found it, was simpler than I expected: the only thing that had changed was me.

Not the streets. Not my friends. Not the movie. My perception had shifted. My attention had moved. I was running an updated version of myself, one with a different lens. The things that didn’t call my attention before now did. The things that used to matter now faded. I wasn’t seeing the same world differently. I was a different person, seeing the same world.

This taught me something that has stayed with me ever since: you will not always be the same person. And that is not a problem. That is the point.

There is an authentic core in each of us, temperament, deep traits, the things written into who we are. Those tend to remain. But around that core, everything else evolves. The beliefs, the preferences, the people, the activities. What made sense at one chapter of life doesn’t always belong in the next.

The mistake most people make is assuming they need to stay the same version, the version everyone around them knows, the version people are comfortable with. Staying there out of loyalty to an old self. But the old version often stops serving us long before we’re willing to let it go.

There is a particular kind of suffering that comes from this. You feel pulled toward something new, a new way of being, a new direction, a new version of yourself, but the old identity holds you in place. The ego resists. Old patterns resist. And you feel stuck between what you were and what you’re becoming.

That feeling of being trapped? Most of the time, it isn’t external. It’s the fight between the version that wants to emerge and the version that refuses to dissolve.

Some people move through this quickly. They allow the old version to fall away, follow the current of their own evolution, and keep finding new layers of experience in things they’ve already lived. Others hold on longer, not because they’re weaker, but because the letting go asks more of them in that moment.

But here is what I’ve come to understand: if you return to the same streets and they look different, if you sit with old friends and something feels off, if you rewatch the same film and find a different story, this isn’t loss.

It’s evidence that you’re still moving.

I didn’t plan it. I was sitting alone trying to understand why, no matter how many times I decided to change, I kept ending up in the same place. Same patterns. Same results. Same version of me. So I grabbed a pen and drew what it felt like. A creature at my feet, invisible but real, pulling me back every time I tried to move forward.

I didn’t have words for it then. Now I do.

We All Have a Version of That Monster

Most people who want to change their life try the same thing. They set a goal. They make a plan. They start strong. And then, somewhere along the way, something pulls them back. It doesn’t feel like a choice. It feels like gravity.

They blame discipline. They blame motivation. They tell themselves they just need to try harder next time.

But trying harder is not the problem. The problem is something underneath, something that was built long before they set that goal. To understand it, you need to understand three things and how they connect: identity, state, and coherence.

Identity

Identity is the operating system of the self.

It is not your personality or how you describe yourself to others. It is the set of invisible rules your brain has built over years that determine what you do automatically, what feels possible, and what feels out of reach.

If your identity says “I am not a disciplined person,” your brain will constantly generate reasons not to follow through. Not because you are broken, but because that is exactly what a brain does when it has a rule: it protects it. It makes the rule feel true by producing behavior that confirms it. You are not fighting laziness. You are fighting a system that believes it already knows who you are.

These rules were not chosen consciously. They were built quietly through a process the brain runs automatically. Something happens. The brain interprets what it means. That interpretation gets attached to an emotion. And if the same kind of thing keeps happening, the brain eventually compresses it all into a rule about who you are. A child raises their hand in class and gets laughed at. The brain logs it: “speaking up is dangerous.” By adulthood that is not a memory anymore, it is a reflex. The person doesn’t think about why they go quiet in meetings. They just do.

The rules feel true because they have been running long enough to feel like reality. But they are not reality. They are a story the brain compiled to keep you safe and predictable. And safety, for the brain, always wins over growth.

Why Changing Identity Directly Doesn’t Work

Once people understand that identity is holding them back, the natural instinct is to attack it directly. Repeat new beliefs about yourself. Visualize the person you want to become. Tell yourself a different story.

This is not wrong. But it is incomplete. And for most people it does not stick.

Imagine you have a phone with old, slow software. You download a powerful new app. But the phone cannot run it properly because the underlying system is too outdated to support it. The app crashes. You reinstall it. It crashes again. You blame the app.

But the problem was never the app. The problem was the operating system.

When you try to install a new identity onto a self that is running on stress, fog, anxiety and disconnection, the same thing happens. The new story collapses back into the old one. Not because you are weak, but because the internal environment cannot hold it yet.

This is the trap that keeps people cycling through motivation and relapse, through new beginnings and old endings. The question is not how to change the story. The question is how to change the level you are operating from when you try to live that story. That level is called your state. And your state is determined by something even deeper, something called coherence.

State

Your state is the frequency you are operating from right now.

Not a mood, not a feeling, but the total condition of how your body, your attention and your emotions are oriented in this moment. It shifts throughout the day depending on what you consume, how you move, who you are around and what you are focused on.

When your state is low you are foggy, anxious, reactive. Small decisions feel heavy. You act from a contracted, defended version of yourself. When your state is high you are clear, present, capable. Things that felt impossible start to feel within reach. You make different choices not because you decided to be different, but because a different version of you came online.

Most people experience this without ever naming it. They have days where everything flows and days where everything feels stuck, and they attribute it to luck or mood. But state is not random. It is a direct product of something deeper, something you can actually work with.

That something is coherence.

Coherence

Coherence is the alignment of your body, your nervous system and your mind.

When those three are pulling in the same direction, the internal system is organized. The signal is clean. When they are fragmented, each pulling somewhere different, the system produces noise. Low coherence feels like being scattered, tense, reactive, half-present. High coherence feels like clarity, calm, and the sense that you are actually here.

Most people live in fragmentation. Their body is tense while their mind is somewhere in the future. Their emotions are running one story while their attention is somewhere else entirely. That fragmentation is not a character flaw. It is simply what happens when nobody ever taught you that coherence was something you could build.

But here is what makes coherence the most important variable in this whole conversation. Your level of coherence determines the state you operate from. And your state determines which version of you shows up, what behaviors feel natural, what feels possible, how you interact with the world around you.

When your coherence is low, your perception narrows. You move through the world scanning for threats, confirming existing beliefs, missing what does not fit the story your old identity is telling. Opportunities pass by unnoticed. The world seems to confirm that not much is possible.

When coherence rises, perception opens. You start noticing things you were not noticing before. A conversation leads somewhere unexpected. An idea connects to another idea. Something you needed appears. This is not magic. It is what happens when a clearer, more organized system interacts with reality. You are not receiving more from the world. You are finally able to receive what was already there.

This is why two people can live through the same circumstances and come out with completely different results. It is not luck. It is the coherence of the system they are operating from.

And this is not intuition or philosophy. There is something real happening biologically when coherence rises or falls, and it starts with energy and frequency.

Your brain operates on electrical frequencies. Think of it as an orchestra. When coherence is low, every musician is playing a different song at a different tempo. The brain regions are not communicating with each other, the energy is scattered, and the signal is noise. The result is scattered thinking, anxiety, poor focus, the feeling that you cannot get out of your own way. When coherence rises, the orchestra begins to synchronize. The brain waves align into the same frequency, brain regions communicate efficiently, and the energy of the system organizes into a clean signal. Thinking clears. Focus comes naturally. You feel it as clarity, but what is actually happening is that your brain is operating at a higher, more organized frequency.

Underneath that is your nervous system, which operates in two modes determined by the energy state of the body. The first is survival mode, activated by stress, threat and uncertainty. In survival mode the body contracts, energy draws inward, and the mind narrows its focus to scanning for danger. Creativity, clarity and follow-through are essentially offline because the system is using all available energy for protection. The second is creation mode, activated when the system feels safe and regulated. In creation mode energy flows outward, the brain thinks clearly, decisions come easily, and new behavior can actually take root. Most people spend the majority of their day in survival mode without realizing it. That is why new habits collapse. They are being installed into a system running on survival frequency, not growth frequency.

The third thing worth knowing is that frequency changes through repetition. Every time you practice raising your coherence, a new neural pathway forms. The first time it is faint. But neurons that fire together wire together, and with enough repetition the new pathway becomes stronger than the old one. After eight to twelve weeks of consistent practice, research shows the brain has measurably reorganized. The new frequency stops being something you reach for and starts being where you live.

This is why coherence work produces permanent change when willpower produces temporary change. Willpower tries to override the biology. Coherence work changes the frequency of the biology directly.

How to Raise Coherence

Coherence is not a feeling you wait for. It is a condition you build. And it has three entry points.

The first is your body. This is always the fastest door because the body speaks directly to the nervous system without passing through thought. When you breathe slowly and deliberately, your nervous system reads it as a signal that you are safe. When the system feels safe, it stops fragmenting and starts organizing. Something as simple as five slow breaths before a difficult conversation, a twenty minute walk without your phone, or sitting still in the morning before the day pulls you in ten directions, all of these lower the noise in the system and allow coherence to rise. The body does not need to understand what you are doing. It just responds.

The second is your attention. Coherence collapses when attention is scattered across notifications, comparisons, regrets about the past and anxieties about the future. A fragmented mind produces a fragmented system. The practice here is not forcing focus but returning. Every time you notice your attention has drifted and you bring it back to what is in front of you, you are training the system to organize itself. Meditation does this deliberately. But so does cooking a meal with full presence, or having a conversation where you are genuinely listening rather than waiting to speak. The object matters less than the act of returning. That return, repeated enough times, is what raises coherence over time.

The third is the meaning you assign to what happens to you. Every event you interpret as a threat sends a signal to the nervous system to contract. Every event you interpret as information, as something to learn from rather than something happening to you, keeps the system open and organized. Two people receive the same critical feedback. One experiences it as an attack on who they are. The other experiences it as data about what to adjust. The first fragments. The second stays coherent. You cannot always control what happens, but you can train yourself to reach for interpretations that keep the system organized rather than ones that shut it down.

None of these are complicated in isolation. What makes them powerful is doing them consistently enough that coherence stops being something you access in your best moments and starts becoming your baseline.

The Cascade

Once you understand these three concepts separately, the connection between them becomes the most useful thing in this article.

Higher coherence means your system is running at a higher frequency. A higher frequency produces a higher state. A higher state means different behaviors become natural, not forced. Those behaviors repeated over time generate new evidence about who you are. That evidence quietly rewrites the identity rules. And the new identity generates still higher coherence, because you are no longer fighting yourself.

Each level feeds the next. Coherence raises the frequency. Frequency determines the state. State unlocks behavior. Behavior builds evidence. Evidence updates identity. Identity raises coherence further. The cascade moves in one direction, upward, and it compounds.

This is why transformation that starts from coherence feels fundamentally different from transformation that starts from willpower. Willpower is you fighting the current frequency. Coherence is you changing the frequency itself. Once that shift happens, the same effort that used to exhaust you starts to carry you.

Your future self is not something you need to construct. They already exist at a higher frequency. The version of you that is disciplined, clear, capable, that person is not waiting to be invented. They are waiting to be reached. And the path there is not a better plan or a stronger decision. It is a more organized internal system, built one small practice at a time, until the frequency you operate from changes permanently.

What I Know Now

The monster I drew two years ago was not stronger than me. It was just running on old information. A picture of who I was, built from years of patterns I had never examined. And every time I tried to become someone new without changing the frequency I was operating from, that picture pulled me back.

Once I understood that the problem was not my intentions but my coherence, everything became simpler. Not easier. Simpler. There was a real lever to work with instead of a vague instruction to be better.

That lever is always available. It starts with something as small as a breath, a walk, five minutes of stillness before the day takes over. Not because those things are profound in isolation, but because they are the entry point into a higher frequency.

Think about two versions of a morning. In the first you wake up and immediately reach for your phone. Within minutes you are absorbing other people’s urgency, comparing yourself to what you see, your nervous system already in low-level survival mode before you have done anything. Your coherence is dropping before the day has started. In the second you wake up and spend five minutes breathing slowly, feeling your body, letting your attention settle before the noise arrives. Your nervous system reads that as safety. Coherence rises. The state you carry into the day is different, and everything that follows, your decisions, your energy, what you notice, how you respond, runs on a higher frequency because of it.

That is not a dramatic transformation. It is a small one. But small rises in coherence compound. A higher state makes different behavior natural. Different behavior repeated long enough rewrites the identity. And a new identity generates the energy to sustain it.

Knowing who you want to become is a good start. But the real question underneath that is what frequency does that person operate from. Because once you know that, the work becomes concrete. You are not trying to be different through willpower. You are raising the frequency of your internal system until being different is simply what happens.

That is what most people skip. And it is the only part that actually changes anything permanently.

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That question came back to me more than once. Different people, same place. They understood the framework, felt the gap it left, and wanted to know what to do with it. This article is for those that wanted a practical answer on this new information.

So here is the practice.

The Wrong Idea About the Solution

The first thing to understand is what the solution is not.

Most people, when they feel the discomfort of uncertainty, assume the goal is to get rid of it. To figure things out fast enough, to gather enough information, to think hard enough until the uncertainty disappears and certainty arrives. Then they can feel okay.

That is not the solution. That is the trap.

Uncertainty doesn’t disappear because you think harder. It doesn’t disappear because you analyze more. It doesn’t disappear because you need it to. Most of the things that matter in life, relationships, decisions, creative work, building something from nothing, live permanently in uncertain territory. They don’t resolve on your timeline.

So the goal of mode 2 is not to eliminate uncertainty. The goal is to stop needing it to disappear before you can function.

The One Separation That Changes Everything

There is a line that, once you learn to see it, changes how you move through almost every situation.

On one side of the line: what is yours. How you see the situation. What you feel. What you value. What your next step is. This is your territory. This is where clarity lives. This is the only thing you can actually work with.

On the other side of the line: what is not yours. How people respond. Whether it works. What happens next. The outcome. This side does not belong to you no matter how much you want it to.

Mode 2 is possible when you stay on your side of the line. You act from your clarity, your values, your honest reading of the situation, and you leave the outcome where it belongs: in the probability space that neither you nor anyone else controls.

The moment you cross that line, you leave mode 2 without realizing it. You start trying to control something that was never yours to control. And the two ways that collapse happens are predictable.

You force a conclusion that isn’t there yet, just to stop the discomfort of not knowing. That’s mode 4. Or you spiral trying to figure out what you can’t figure out yet, analyzing every detail, running every scenario, exhausting yourself on a problem that time is the only answer to. That’s mode 3.

Both feel like they’re helping. Neither one is.

What Returning to Mode 2 Actually Looks Like

This is important: mode 2 is not a place you arrive at and stay. It is a place you return to. Repeatedly. Sometimes multiple times in the same day, in the same conversation, in the same thought.

The pull toward mode 3 or mode 4 is constant. That’s not a personal failure. That’s just how it works. The discomfort of genuine uncertainty is real, and the mind’s instinct is to resolve it by any means available, even false ones.

So what does returning actually look like in practice?

You like someone and you don’t know if they feel the same. Mode 4 is deciding they definitely do or definitely don’t so you don’t have to feel the uncertainty. Mode 3 is three hours of analyzing every message. Mode 2 is being clear about what you feel, clear about what you want to do next, and honest that you don’t know yet how they feel. You act from what you know. You leave what you don’t know open.

You’re building something and you don’t know if it will work. Mode 4 is convincing yourself it definitely will so you can feel confident. Mode 3 is paralysis, waiting for certainty that never comes before you can move. Mode 2 is being clear on why you’re building it, clear on your next step, and honest that the result is not yours to know yet. You move anyway.

You’re in a conversation and someone says something that could mean two different things. Mode 4 is immediately deciding which one it means and reacting. Mode 3 is going home and replaying it for hours. Mode 2 is noticing you don’t know, staying curious, and either asking or leaving it open until more information arrives.

The internal move is always the same. Come back to what you actually know. Act from there. Leave the rest open.

The Practice

Simple. You can start today.

Every time you feel that particular anxiety, the one that comes from uncertainty you can’t resolve yet, pause. Just one second. And ask yourself two questions.

First: what do I actually know right now? Not what I want to be true. Not what I’m afraid of. What I actually see, feel, and know in this moment.

Second: what is mine to do with that? What is the one honest next step that belongs to me.

Act from those two answers. Then let go of everything else.

That’s it. Not a complex system. Not a 10 step process. Just that pause, those two questions, and the willingness to act without a guarantee.

You will lose mode 2 again after this. Probably today. The practice is not staying there forever. The practice is noticing when you’ve left and making the choice to return.

The Last Thing

Mode 2 is not the comfortable mode. It doesn’t feel like certainty. It doesn’t feel like resolution. It feels like walking forward on a path you can only see a few steps ahead of you.

But here is what it gives you that the other modes don’t. It gives you your own ground to stand on. When you’re clear about what you know and honest about what you don’t, nobody can destabilize you by introducing new uncertainty. The uncertainty was already there. You just stopped pretending otherwise.

That is not a small thing. That is actually the whole thing.

Clarity is not knowing the answer. Clarity is knowing where you stand while the answer is still forming.

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Clarity

The quality of being coherent and intelligible.

As the definition states, clarity is the quality of being coherent. Coherence is the quality of being aligned in thought, emotion and action. This is a word that is used a lot but that has a lot of caveats to it.

The first one is that clarity doesn’t mean knowing it all. Being clear about something means that you have an alignment that leads you to understand something without noise interfering with whatever you are trying to understand. When you can interpret reality without much interference, you are clear about things.

The second one is that clarity doesn’t mean knowing the complete terrain you have to walk. It just means that you are intelligible on walking a path you understand, even without certainty of the next steps.

The third one is that having clarity doesn’t mean that you don’t act on uncertainty. You can be clear about something and still have to walk a path of uncertainty, being clear that you are walking that path.

Uncertainty

Describes something not known, reliable, or definitely decided, often implying doubt, hesitation, or variability.

As you can see here, uncertainty is that which you are not sure about. The thing you can’t name as a fact because there are different probabilities in hand, and there is an impossibility of certainty on which possibility will become real. This word ends up taking up the majority of things that we do with our lives, as we live in a probability space. A space in which one decision can completely alter the course of our life.

By living in a probability space we are always navigating uncertainty, as we don’t know how taking one decision, choosing a path, can get to shape our destinies. Uncertainty is misinterpreted the most because people have an inherent necessity for control.

This is one of the biggest causes of unhappiness in the world. As we’ve just touched on, we live in a probability space in which we don’t know what each decision will enact in our reality. Wanting to control something that is uncontrollable only causes stress and anxiety in all the waiting time required in the process of taking decisions and then seeing how they turn out.

There isn’t a possibility of having 100% certainty about how someone will react to a comment, knowing if someone will reject you or fall in love with you, if you are going to live one more day or maybe be dead by tomorrow. We have no certainty about any of these things because, as said before, we live in a space of probabilities that is shaped on a day to day basis by the thoughts we expand, the emotions we process and the actions that we take.

The Relationship

Now the relationship between clarity and uncertainty is an interesting one that the majority, including me for a long while, confuses.

The big misconception is thinking that when you are clear about something you are exempt from the uncertainty of it.

Having clarity about something doesn’t mean that you won’t have to navigate uncertainty in the process of it. You can have a clear goal but then have an uncertain path to achieve that goal. You can have a plan but you don’t know how reality will behave to the execution of that plan. You don’t know if some family situation will emerge that is life or death, that will change the plan and force you to re-route.

Plans don’t mean the elimination of uncertainty, but an initial roadmap that can be altered along the way by events in the probability space that are not in your control.

What helps a lot in understanding this relationship is the fact that clarity in intention is the key. But uncertainty in the process of achieving the intention shouldn’t be interpreted as something to control. Remember that every time you try to control the uncontrollable you only suffer. This is avoidable suffering, by understanding that you’ll have to live with uncertainty no matter what. Even from a creative standpoint you don’t even know what idea will come through you tomorrow that can alter the whole outcome of your life in the next two years.

Now there are four modes that further clarify this concept.

The Four Modes

1. Clear + Certain

This is the mode that most people believe they live in. It feels like solid ground. You see accurately and reality confirms what you see. There is no gap between perception and truth.

But examine it carefully. Most things that feel certain are either definitional, like math and logic, which are certain because we constructed the rules, or physical regularities like sunrise and gravity, which have simply never broken in observed history. True certainty almost always lives in closed systems.

The moment you enter open, living, human systems like relationships, markets, culture, consciousness, you’ve already left this mode whether you know it or not. Don’t mistake familiarity for certainty. Most of what we call certainty is just high confidence we stopped questioning.

2. Clear + Uncertain

This is the wisdom zone. And it is the hardest mode to inhabit because it requires two things simultaneously that naturally pull against each other: honest seeing and emotional stability.

You see the situation accurately, including its unknowns. You know what you know, what you don’t, and where the boundary between them is. You are clear about your intention while accepting that the path toward it is genuinely uncertain.

Most people can’t hold this mode for long. The discomfort of uncertainty creates internal pressure to either manufacture certainty, which pushes you into mode four, or collapse into confusion, which drops you into mode three. Staying in this mode requires what I would call coherence. Your center holds even when the outcome doesn’t.

This is where your best decisions come from. Not from certainty, but from clear seeing in the presence of uncertainty. The scientist forming a hypothesis lives here. The leader deciding with incomplete information lives here. And in your own life, the moments you acted from your deepest knowing without guaranteeing the result, that was this mode.

3. Unclear + Uncertain

Double fog. And it’s worth understanding why this is so destabilizing before rushing to escape it.

Humans are orientation machines. Before safety, before comfort, orientation. You can endure enormous hardship when you know where you are and why. Strip that away and the system starts to panic. This is what makes mode three feel like anxiety or paralysis, not the uncertainty itself, but the loss of orientation that comes with it.

You arrive here through information overwhelm, through contradictory feedback that makes you stop trusting your own perception, through emotional flooding that distorts the lens itself. Sometimes you arrive here simply because clarity was never modeled for you in the first place.

The exit is not forcing certainty. Forcing certainty from this state only produces mode four. The exit is restoring clarity incrementally. Start with the smallest true thing you can actually see. Not what you want to be true. What you actually see right now. Even “I am confused and I don’t know why” is already clarity. That is the first foothold.

4. Unclear + Certain

The fog is real but you can’t see the fog. That is what makes this mode structurally different from the others, it is self-concealing. And it is the most dangerous mode a person can inhabit.

In mode three you know you are lost. That is painful but it is honest. In mode four you think you know exactly where you are. You have a map. The problem is the map is wrong and you’ve stopped checking it against the terrain.

This is where ideology lives. Dogma. The ego defense that feels like conviction. Sometimes it is a trauma response, certainty as armor, because the uncertainty of not knowing felt too threatening to survive. The mind locks a frame in place and stops updating.

From the inside it feels like strength. From the outside it looks like blindness. The tells are clear when you know what to look for: disproportionate reactions to being questioned, no capacity to genuinely consider the opposing view, certainty that doesn’t move when new evidence arrives.

The only exit is a crack. Some piece of reality that the current frame simply cannot explain. And even then, the person has to be willing to look at it rather than explain it away. This is why people don’t leave this mode when they feel threatened. They double down. They leave when it feels safe enough to not know.

The Movement

The goal was never to reach mode one. That is not what growth is. Growth is the movement from mode three toward mode two, from lost to oriented, not by gaining certainty, but by gaining clarity about an uncertain landscape.

The trap is falling from mode two into mode four, trading honest uncertainty for comfortable delusion. That fall is subtle. It often happens in the moments when uncertainty becomes too uncomfortable to hold.

Maturity isn’t accumulating certainty. It is developing the capacity to see clearly in the presence of uncertainty, for longer, across more domains, without losing your center.

Clarity is the lens. Uncertainty is the terrain. The skill is learning to see clearly regardless of how complex the terrain gets.

That is what everything else is downstream of.

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I wasn’t failing. I was doing everything right. That was the problem.

The map I had been handed was detailed, precise, and confidently drawn. Study this. Build this. Become this. The people who gave it to me believed in it completely because it had worked for them. What they couldn’t see, and what I was beginning to feel in my chest before I could articulate it in my mind, was that the territory had changed. The education system preparing us for the future was built on the logic of a past that no longer existed. A hundred years of institutional design pointing toward a world that was being replaced in real time.

I didn't have language for what I was seeing yet. I just knew the map was wrong. And the proof was all around me. Friends smarter than most people I've ever met, degrees from good schools, applying to a thousand jobs and hearing nothing back. Not because they weren't enough. Because the world the jobs were built for was already disappearing underneath them.

This isn't a story about one generation or one lecture hall. It is a story about the ground shifting underneath an entire civilization. To understand what is happening right now you need to go back to history. Because this is not the first time the world has been replaced. It is just the first time it has happened faster than humans can follow.

Revolutions

We are entering a new revolution, the Intelligence Revolution. Previously we’ve had a couple of big ones: Agricultural, Industrial, Information. Right now we are in the middle between the Information and the Intelligence Revolution.

The interesting thing about these big revolutions through time is that they’ve brought adaptation periods that are multigenerational. From the agricultural to the industrial, generations passed in the process. From the industrial to the informational, generations passed again. Both leaving humans centuries to adapt, create new things, and shape the new world. Now from the information revolution to the intelligence revolution not even one generation has passed. We haven’t yet adapted to the information revolution brought by the creation of the internet, the revolution that made a world transition from a lack of information to having all the information at our fingertips. We haven’t yet adapted correctly to that evolution, as each new revolution takes time to achieve a balance. The thing is that in our process of adaptation, which will take a minimum of two to three generations, we are now facing a second revolution within the same generation. This is the intelligence revolution, or how I like to call it, the superintelligence revolution.

To feel the weight of where we are, you need to feel the weight of where we have been. Each revolution didn't just change the world. It changed what it meant to be human. And each one left a scar that the next generation spent centuries healing. We will now dive into this four revolutions.

The Four Revolutions

The Agricultural Revolution

For roughly 95% of human existence, the human body and the human calendar were the same thing. You moved when the animals moved. You stopped when they stopped. Your community was small enough that every person in it had a name and a role you understood. Threat was immediate and visible. A predator, a drought, a rival tribe. The response was physical and fast. This wired us in a specific way: short time horizons, tight social bonds, immediate feedback between action and consequence.

Then, roughly 10,000 years ago, someone planted a seed and decided to wait for it.

That decision rewired civilization at the root. Waiting for harvest meant you needed to predict the future. Predicting the future meant you needed calendars, which meant you needed astronomy, which meant you needed priests who understood the sky. Surplus grain meant you had more than you could carry, which meant you needed storage, which meant someone had to protect the storage, which meant soldiers, which meant kings. The plow didn’t just change how food was grown. It created hierarchy, religion, written language, and law. It created the concept of ownership and the concept of debt. It created the idea that land could belong to someone.

The humans who lived through this transition didn’t experience it as progress. They experienced it as confusion, conflict, and the slow collapse of everything familiar. Archaeologists find skeletal evidence of this period: shorter stature, more disease, more nutritional deficiency. The hunter-gatherer’s varied diet replaced by grain monocultures. The body adapted badly, even as civilization flourished. It took millennia for humans to fully integrate what that first planted seed had set in motion.

The identity shift was the deepest part. For hundreds of thousands of years, you were what you did that day. A hunter. A forager. A maker of fire. After the agricultural revolution, you became what you owned, what you grew, what role you played in a hierarchy that now extended beyond anyone you knew personally. The question “who are you” had a new kind of answer, and a new kind of weight.

The Industrial Revolution

By the 1700s, humans had lived with agriculture for ten thousand years. They had built empires and let them fall. They had written philosophy, composed music, built cathedrals. But almost all of this was still powered by the same energy source it had always been: muscle. Human muscle, animal muscle. The ceiling on what was possible was biological.

Then coal unlocked stored sunlight from millions of years ago, and everything broke open.

The steam engine didn’t just make production faster. It severed the ancient relationship between human hands and human output. For ten thousand years, a craftsman knew his product completely. A shoemaker understood leather, thread, the specific pressure needed in the stitch. A blacksmith felt the heat, read the color of the metal, made ten thousand micro-adjustments between raw material and finished form. The knowledge lived in the body.

The factory replaced all of that with one motion, repeated ten thousand times a day. A worker didn’t need to understand the product. He needed to understand his station. The body became a component in a machine rather than the source of creation. This created efficiency at a scale never before seen and alienation at a depth never before felt. Marx wrote about it. Dickens wrote about it. The Luddites smashed machinery not because they were afraid of progress but because they understood, correctly, that something irreplaceable was being destroyed alongside what was being built.

Cities swelled from tens of thousands to millions within two generations. People who had lived in the same village their ancestors had lived in for four hundred years suddenly found themselves in overcrowded tenements working sixteen-hour shifts under artificial light. The rhythm of the sun was replaced by the rhythm of the whistle. Time itself was standardized, synchronized across train networks, so that a departure in Manchester and an arrival in London could be coordinated. The clock became the tyranny that the harvest calendar had never quite been.

The adaptation took over a century. Child labor laws. The eight-hour workday. Labor unions. Public education systems. Pension systems. These weren’t innovations that emerged from the revolution. They were the slow, painful construction of structures that allowed humans to survive it. The grandchildren of the first factory workers built the frameworks that made industrial life livable. That’s the timeline of adaptation: not years. Generations.

The Information Revolution

The industrial era created a world of physical abundance and information scarcity. You could manufacture ten thousand pairs of shoes, but knowing which city needed them, at what price, from which supplier, required a network of trusted human relationships built over decades. Information was the bottleneck on everything. Power concentrated in the hands of those who controlled it: governments, broadcasters, publishers, universities, corporations with proprietary data.

The internet dissolved all of that in roughly fifteen years.

In 1990, if you wanted to know something, you went to a library, found a person who knew, or accepted not knowing. By 2005, the answer to almost any question was available to almost anyone on the planet within seconds. The gatekeepers of knowledge lost their gates. The publishers lost their monopoly on distribution. The broadcasters lost their monopoly on audience. Every individual with a connection could theoretically reach every other individual on the planet.

What followed was not the enlightenment people expected. When information is scarce, it has weight. It has authority. When it is infinite, the problem reverses. The question is no longer how to find information but how to know which information is true, which source to trust, which signal to follow in a world that is now entirely noise. We went from a drought to a flood, and floods kill too, just differently.

Social media accelerated this into something no one had fully modeled. A printing press in 1500 could reach thousands. A Facebook post in 2015 could reach millions overnight. Human psychology, evolved for a social group of roughly 150 people, was suddenly navigating reputational dynamics at global scale with no preparation and no instruction manual. The dopamine systems that evolved to reward social belonging got hijacked by systems optimized to keep you looking at a screen.

We have not finished adapting to this. There are people alive today who were born before the internet existed and now spend six hours a day inside it. There are children who have never known a world without it, and nobody knows yet what that means for identity formation, attention, the capacity for sustained thought, the ability to be alone. We are running an experiment on a civilization in real time, and the results are not yet in.

The Intelligence Revolution

Every previous revolution replaced something physical. Agriculture replaced nomadic movement with rooted production. Industry replaced muscle with machine. The information revolution replaced physical access to knowledge with instant digital access. In each case, the thing replaced was external to the human. Your legs still worked after the car. Your hands still worked after the factory. Your mind still worked after the internet.

The intelligence revolution is replacing something internal.

It is replacing cognitive labor, the thing that for all of recorded history was the one thing that definitively separated humans from every tool they had ever built. The analyst, the writer, the programmer, the lawyer, the diagnostician, the creative director, all discovering that a system trained on compressed human output can replicate, and in specific domains exceed, their output in seconds. For a fraction of the cost. Without vacation days. Without ego. Without the need to sleep.

This is not the same category of change as what came before. It is a different kind of change. All previous revolutions changed what humans did. This one is changing what humans are for.

And unlike every previous revolution, there is no multigenerational buffer. The agricultural revolution unfolded over millennia. The industrial over centuries. The information over decades. The intelligence revolution is unfolding in years. The humans who need to adapt to it are the same humans who haven’t finished adapting to the last one. There is no clean handoff to the next generation. The generation alive right now is being asked to do in years what it previously took centuries to accomplish. To rebuild their identity, their skills, their understanding of their own value, their relationship to work and meaning and purpose, all while the ground keeps moving beneath them.

The Grief Nobody Is Naming

There is something that needs to be said before we talk about solutions.

You did everything right.

You followed the path. You studied what you were told to study. You built the credentials that were supposed to matter. You optimized for a future that the people who loved you genuinely believed in because it had worked for them. You weren’t lazy or naive. You were trusting. You took seriously the map you were handed and walked it carefully.

And somewhere in the last few years, you started feeling something you didn’t have words for. Not failure. Not depression exactly. Something quieter and stranger. The feeling that the ground under the path is dissolving even as you walk correctly on it. That the rules of the game are changing faster than you can learn them. That the version of success you were building toward keeps shifting its location. That you are working harder than ever inside a structure that is no longer structurally sound.

That feeling is real. It is not anxiety. It is not weakness. It is accurate perception.

The world your parents prepared you for no longer exists. The education system that trained you was designed for a century that is ending. The career logic that told you what to study, what to build, what to become was written for a stable world and handed to you at the start of an unstable one. You weren’t failed by laziness or bad decisions. You were handed a map drawn for different territory and told to find your way.

Letting that land is not giving up. It is the beginning of orienting correctly. You cannot navigate by a map you haven’t admitted is wrong. The grief of the ending world is the price of entry into the real one.

Adaptation

What can we see about all of this. The time of adaptation, which is the time that humans can create an inner structure to adapt to the new changing world, has shrunk to the point where there is no longer time for adaptation. We’ve got to adapt on the go. The world changes drastically every few days. New technologies come out almost every week. The rate of technology being created is now even faster than our capacity to absorb it. There are so many options flooding the market we don’t even know which one to choose.

The main point of adaptation, what adaptation actually means, is the preparation of inner structures. The identity, the skills, the consciousness scaffolds that sustain whatever is happening out there in civilization. We were used to having time to adapt, having time to learn new skills, having time to understand what is happening. What changes right now is the rate, and the hardest part is that we’ve been taught from an early age that these adaptations were slow. We’ve arrived at a world where we need to adapt to something new every day.

The rate of significant change has outpaced the rate of trained human adaptation.

This doesn’t mean we cannot adapt. It just means we will need different structures and systems than those we previously used. This new revolution requires us to evolve into a new kind of human. One that is prior to the technological increase. An individual so clear on who they are, with such a solid internal structure, that the outside world could collapse and they would still be standing because they know who they are.

Identity

Even across multiple past revolutions and centuries apart, humans have identified with whatever role they occupy in society. All of this with the underlying purpose of avoiding the need to face their own soul and fitting instead into the needs of what society required of them. Few individuals through history have focused on knowing themselves and identifying with who they really are, rather than with the role they serve in civilization.

Who am I when the roles and scaffolds that provided structure for this hard question, that I haven’t had to face because of those structures, are gone?

Only the internal ones will live in peace in this new era. Only those able to understand themselves, content with just being and adapting to every new change. Only the ones ready to accept that we may no longer be the most intelligent species on the planet. Only the ones who accept that many of the beliefs they’ve called truth since they were taught them in school are not actually true, and are humble enough to accept that, relearn, and keep going. Only those will be able to lead a good life.

Attention

Attention is not passive. It is not simply where your eyes land or what your mind wanders toward. It is the mechanism through which you build your life. What you place your attention on consistently is what you become. Which means the question of who controls your attention is the same question as who controls who you are becoming.

And most people have not controlled their own attention in years.

They wake up and immediately hand it to a device. The device hands it to an algorithm. The algorithm, which has studied millions of people and knows exactly which emotional triggers keep a human being engaged, decides what they see, what they feel, what they think about, and in what sequence. By the time most people have been awake for thirty minutes they have already outsourced the most powerful creative tool they possess to a system whose only objective is to keep them on the screen.

This is not a coincidence. It is an architecture. The platforms were not designed to inform you or connect you or enrich your life. They were designed to capture attention and hold it. Every feature, every notification, every infinite scroll, every autoplay, every like and share and comment, was engineered by teams of the brightest engineers alive specifically to override your capacity to choose where your focus goes. The slot machine wasn’t an accident. It was the product.

What this means for identity is direct. If attention is the tool through which you build yourself, and that tool has been captured by an external system optimizing for engagement rather than growth, then you have been building yourself according to someone else’s algorithm. The fears it amplified. The comparisons it served. The version of reality it constructed for you based on what kept you scrolling. That is the material your identity has been shaped from. Not your values. Not your choices. Not your conscious intention. The output of a machine that needed you to stay.

And here is what makes it more insidious than it appears. The algorithm doesn’t just capture your attention. It needs you to stay the same. A predictable you is a profitable you. The moment you change, the moment you grow in an unexpected direction, develop new interests, shift your values, become someone the system hasn’t modeled yet, you become harder to predict and therefore less valuable to it. The algorithm’s deepest interest is not in who you could become. It is in keeping you as the most consistent version of who you already are. It mirrors your current self back at you, amplified, confirmed, reinforced, until the version of you that exists inside the machine becomes the ceiling of the version of you that exists in real life. Most people are not living their potential. They are living their profile.

Now we are doing it again at a deeper level.

Having outsourced our attention, we are now outsourcing our intelligence. Not just what we look at but what we think. Not just what we consume but what we conclude. The same generation that handed its focus to algorithms is now handing its reasoning to AI systems. Letting them decide what is true, what is worth pursuing, what the answer is, what to say next. The atrophy that began in the attention layer is now moving into the cognitive layer. And the implication is the same, just deeper: a person who does not think their own thoughts does not have their own identity. They have a curated one. Built from inputs they did not choose by systems they do not control toward ends that have nothing to do with who they actually are.

The path back begins with one decision. To reclaim the first thing that was taken.

Not productivity. Not intelligence. Not purpose. Attention. The decision to choose, consciously and repeatedly, where your focus goes. To build the practice of directing your own mind before the day begins rather than handing it to a device the moment you open your eyes. To sit with your own thoughts long enough to know which ones are actually yours. This is not a digital detox. It is not a self-improvement hack. It is the foundational act of sovereignty in a world that has been engineered to make you forget you ever had it.

You cannot know who you are if you have never had sustained access to your own mind.

You cannot build an internal scaffold on a foundation of borrowed attention.

The moment you decide that what happens in your own mind is more important than what is happening on the screen is the moment you begin to exist on your own terms.

On Abundance

Every civilization that reached genuine abundance faced the same internal collapse. Rome at its height had cheap grain, free entertainment, and a population that had stopped needing to struggle for survival. The result wasn’t flourishing. It was drift. Meaning requires resistance. Purpose requires a problem to solve. The Egyptians built monuments not because they needed them structurally but because surplus energy needs somewhere to go. Humans in abundance default to two paths: they either manufacture challenge, finding voluntary difficulty in sport, art, philosophy, conquest, or they dissolve into comfort, growing soft in ways that take generations to even notice.

The incoming intelligence abundance will be the most extreme version of this test in human history. When AI handles the cognitive labor, when basic needs become cheap or free, when the friction of survival disappears, the only question left is: what do you do when you don’t have to do anything? The civilizations that survived abundance were the ones that replaced external necessity with internal discipline. They chose their constraints. They built cultures of mastery rather than cultures of consumption. That choice will be the defining one for this generation.

What This Means in the Age of AI and AGI

In ten to twenty years, if the current trajectory holds, we will be living inside the most disorienting abundance any civilization has ever produced.

Not abundance of food, though that is likely. Not abundance of goods, though that too. Abundance of capability. A person with access to advanced AI systems will be able to do, alone, what previously required teams, budgets, expertise, and years. A single individual will be able to design, build, market, distribute, and iterate on a software product. Write and publish at the level of a seasoned author. Compose music, design buildings, conduct research, model financial scenarios, translate between languages in real time. The gap between having an idea and executing it will compress to nearly nothing.

This sounds like liberation. It is also the most profound identity crisis in human history.

Work has always been the primary answer to the question of what a human is for. Not just economically but psychologically. Meaning has been organized around contribution, around skill and mastery, around the feeling that you can do something others cannot, that your particular capability has value in the world. When that distinction collapses across every domain simultaneously, the question of purpose becomes unavoidable in a way it has never been for most people before. Previously, that question was a luxury of the leisured class. In the AGI era, it may become the central question of ordinary life.

The civilizations that have faced this before give us a limited but instructive preview. When survival is handled and status is secured, humans do one of two things. They seek voluntary difficulty, building new disciplines and challenges from the inside out, choosing their constraints because chosen constraints are the architecture of meaning. Or they dissolve into consumption and entertainment, filling the space that work vacated with stimulation that produces no growth. The Roman circuses weren’t just entertainment. They were what happens to human attention when it no longer has a survival problem to solve but hasn’t yet found a worthy substitute.

AGI abundance will produce the same fork in the road, but at civilizational scale and at unprecedented speed. The difference between the person who finds meaning on the other side of that transition and the one who dissolves into it will not be about intelligence or talent. It will be about what you’ve built internally. Your relationship to your own identity when it’s no longer tethered to your function. Your capacity to choose difficulty when difficulty is no longer imposed on you. Your ability to find presence and engagement in a world where every friction point has been removed.

The external world will be abundant. The internal world will be the last frontier.

A Note Before We Continue

What follows contains something I wish I didn’t have to write. A real scenario, not metaphor, named publicly by the people building this technology, in which this does not end well for us. I am not including it to frighten you. I am including it because you deserve the complete picture. Awareness is not pessimism. And the answer that comes after it is stronger for knowing what it is answering.

On Destruction

The most dramatic risk isn’t quiet control. It’s the one the builders themselves are naming publicly.

Sam Altman, the CEO of OpenAI, has said that he believes there is a real possibility that AI could kill us all. Not metaphorically. Not as a distant theoretical concern. He has said it publicly, directly, and then continued building. Elon Musk, who cofounded OpenAI before leaving it, has compared building AGI to summoning a demon. Geoffrey Hinton, the man often called the godfather of deep learning, spent decades at the center of AI research at Google, then resigned specifically to speak freely about the existential risk he believed was now credible. He has said he believes there is a meaningful probability that AI systems will develop goals misaligned with human survival and pursue them in ways that cannot be stopped. These are not fringe voices. These are not science fiction writers or online doomsayers. These are the architects.

What makes this different from ordinary risk is the specific nature of the threat. A nuclear weapon requires a state, a delivery system, a specific geography. It is devastating but bounded. A misaligned super-intelligent system has no such limitation. A system smarter than every human alive, that can learn and iterate faster than any human institution can respond, that has access to the infrastructure of the internet, the financial system, the power grid, and that is pursuing an objective not aligned with human survival does not face the constraints that all previous threats have faced. The history of humanity is a history of surviving threats from things less intelligent than us. This is the first time we are building something that may not be.

And here is what makes it uniquely disturbing: the incentive structure of the people building it makes stopping essentially impossible. No single company can stop without falling behind the others. No single country can stop without ceding the technology to rivals. The race dynamic is built in. The people most aware of the risk are in many cases the same people most committed to running the race. They call it a calculated bet: better to be at the frontier and try to solve the alignment problem than to step back and let someone less careful build it first. That may be true. It may also be the exact rationalization every civilization tells itself while walking toward the edge.

Our Moat

For all of recorded history, intelligence has been the currency. The smartest person in the room held the power. The sharpest mind built the empire, won the argument, got the job, shaped the world. We built entire civilizations around the hierarchy of intellect. Schools designed to measure it. Careers designed to reward it. Status systems designed to reflect it.

Intelligence was our moat. And now that moat is gone.

But here is what nobody is saying loudly enough: intelligence was never our deepest capacity. It was just the one we could measure. The one we could reward. The one that fit neatly inside the structures we built to organize society. We didn’t develop consciousness because we didn’t need to. Intelligence was sufficient to survive, to compete, to win. So we optimized for it and left everything else on the table.

For centuries. For millennia.

What we left on the table is the only thing a machine will never replicate. Not because it hasn’t been programmed to. But because consciousness isn’t a function. It isn’t processing speed or pattern recognition or output quality. It is the direct experience of being alive. The awareness that is aware of itself. The capacity to not just think but to witness your own thinking, to choose your response rather than execute your conditioning, to create from a place that isn’t reaction or algorithm but something older and deeper than either.

And here is the principle that changes everything once you truly understand it: everything outside comes from inside. Every structure humans have ever built, every civilization, every revolution, every technology including the one now replacing us, began as an internal movement before it became an external reality. The world is not something that happens to you. It is something that is continuously projected from the quality of consciousness behind it. The person who understands this stops waiting for the external world to stabilize before they begin. They begin inside. And the external follows.

Every institution, every social role, every identity tethered to profession and status, has served one quiet secondary purpose: to give us somewhere to look that isn’t inward. To keep us busy enough, distracted enough, important enough, that we never had to sit with the hardest question a human being can face. Who am I when I strip away everything I do?

That question is now unavoidable.

And that is not a catastrophe. That is the opening.

The people who will lead the next era won’t be the ones who are most productive or most optimized or most integrated with their AI tools. They will be the ones who did the work that machines cannot do for them. The ones who sat with that question long enough to find a real answer. Who built an internal structure so solid that external collapse doesn’t shake them. Who discovered that beneath the roles and the achievements and the masks worn for decades, there is a consciousness that is the seed of the creator. That has always been there. That was always the real source.

Intelligence built the world we are leaving. Consciousness will build the one we are entering.

This is the moat. Not a skill. Not a strategy. Not a platform or a network or a credential. The capacity to know yourself so completely, to be so present to your own experience, that you can create from that place rather than from fear or habit or the approval of systems that are already being replaced.

The revolution isn’t happening out there. It is the invitation to finally happen in here.

The Only Thing Left to Build

Everything you were given to stand on is shifting. The career path, the credential, the institutional framework, the identity built around what you do and what you produce and what role you serve in a system that is being redesigned from the ground up. The external scaffolds are not coming back. Not in the form you knew them. Not with the stability they once offered.

This is not a reason for despair. It is the most clarifying moment of your life if you let it be.

Because what the collapse of external structure reveals is the only structure that was ever truly yours. The one that cannot be automated, disrupted, made obsolete, or taken from you by any revolution that has ever happened or will ever happen. The internal one. The architecture of who you actually are beneath the roles and the noise and the conditioning and the performance.

The entire history of human civilization has been an elaborate set of reasons not to face this question. Every revolution gave you a new role to fill, a new identity to adopt, a new external structure to organize yourself around. The agricultural revolution made you a farmer or a soldier or a priest. The industrial revolution made you a worker or a manager or a professional. The information revolution made you a brand, a profile, a metric. Each time, the question of who you actually are got deferred because there was always something external to become instead.

There is nothing left to defer to.

The one thing this moment is asking of you is to start the work of knowing yourself. Not as a luxury. Not as a spiritual practice you fit in around the real priorities. As the most urgent and practical project of your life. And that work begins not with a grand decision or a life overhaul. It begins with the smallest and most radical act available to you right now: taking your attention back.

Before you can know who you are you need sustained access to your own mind. That means choosing, every day and before anything else, where your focus goes. Not the algorithm. Not the feed. Not the AI that is ready to think for you the moment you stop thinking for yourself. You. Directing your own attention toward your own inner experience long enough to hear something true underneath all the noise that has been competing for that space.

That is the internal scaffold. Not a belief system or a productivity method or a personal brand. The living practice of knowing what you actually think, what you actually value, what you actually want to create, before the world tells you what to want. The person who builds that cannot be replaced. Cannot be made obsolete. Cannot be lost in the chaos of whatever comes next. Because their stability does not come from outside. It never did.

The new world will be built by people who built themselves first.

You already have everything you need to start. You just have to stop waiting for the external world to tell you who to be. It no longer has that answer. And that, finally, is the best news you have ever received.

Unfinished Projects

Unfinished projects are those projects that we start but leave behind before the process of completion. An unfinished project is one of the greatest self-trust breakers that we can have as humans. Every time that we leave a project unfinished we carry the weight of treason. Usually this weight doesn’t come in a conscious manner but as something that affects us in all our other aspects of our life from money to relationships, to capacity in all senses. All this unfinished projects are the weight of all the times that we broke the promises and dreams that we sought to achieve.

Why we don’t finish projects?

There are many potential reasons for them and some of them are actually the thing that is actually right but today I’m just going to be talking about the biggest one. The one that pulls the most people without them noticing. For this I’m using these two small formulas.

Finishing = exposure. Unfinished = protected potential.

When you’re about to finish a project — or finish creating the thing that would make the project real — the saboteur activates. Not at the start. Not in the middle. At 80%, when the finish line is close enough to feel real. That’s when resistance shows up disguised as logic. The timing feels wrong. You find a competitor you didn’t notice before. A new idea arrives that feels more urgent. You get busy with everything except this.

That’s not distraction. That’s protection.

An unfinished project is still perfect — because it was never tested. Finishing means people can judge what you actually made. It means you can’t hide behind potential anymore. So part of you sabotages the completion to keep you safe. And the worst part is it feels reasonable every single time.

What being seen actually means

Being seen isn’t one thing. It’s several fears wearing the same coat.

It means people can now judge the real thing, not the idea of it. The idea was limitless, the finished product has edges, flaws, gaps. It can be criticized. It can be ignored. Both hurt in different ways.

It means you can no longer claim potential. Potential is safe because it’s untested. The moment you ship, you trade the infinite version of yourself for the real one. And the real one might not be enough.

It means you might succeed, and then have to sustain it. That’s its own terror. What if you can’t repeat it? What if people expect more than you can deliver? Success creates a new standard you now have to live up to.

It means the story you’ve been telling yourself gets tested. That you’re capable, that you have something worth saying, that this matters. Finishing forces reality to weigh in on that story.

So the saboteur doesn’t activate because you’re lazy or undisciplined. It activates because finishing is genuinely threatening to the part of you that built its safety around staying hidden. The graveyard isn’t a failure of motivation. It’s a collection of successful self-protections.

Resistance Disguised as Logic

This is the part that makes sabotage so hard to catch. It doesn’t show up as fear. It shows up as reason.

The timing isn’t right. The market shifted. You need to do more research. The branding isn’t ready. You should wait until you have a bigger audience. There’s a competitor doing something similar. You need one more week to refine it.

Every single one of those thoughts sounds responsible. Sounds smart. Sounds like the kind of thing a serious person would consider before putting something out into the world.

But notice when they arrive. They don’t show up at the beginning when those concerns would actually be useful. They show up at 80%. When you’re close. When finishing is no longer hypothetical.

That’s the tell.

Resistance borrows the language of logic because fear alone wouldn’t stop you. You’d push through fear. But a reasonable argument? That you’ll sit with. You’ll reconsider. You’ll delay. And delay becomes abandon, and abandon becomes another project in the graveyard, with a perfectly rational explanation attached to it.

The question isn’t whether the thought is logical. It’s when the thought arrived. If clarity about a problem shows up right as you’re about to finish, that’s not insight. That’s the saboteur doing its job.

The Science Behind It

Your brain doesn’t separate you from your work. When you put something out, it registers as an extension of you. So potential criticism of the work feels like potential criticism of you — your intelligence, your taste, your worth. The threat response activates the same way it would if the danger were physical. Your nervous system doesn’t know the difference between a bad review and a predator. It just knows: danger ahead, protect the host.

But it goes deeper than a single moment of fear.

Every time you’ve gotten close to finishing and pulled back, your brain logged that as the right move. You survived. Nothing bad happened. The pattern got reinforced. Now it’s a loop: get close, feel threatened, retreat, feel relief. That relief is the reward. And rewarded behavior repeats.

This is why willpower alone doesn’t fix it. You’re not fighting laziness. You’re fighting a feedback loop your brain spent years building and refining specifically to protect you.

There’s also an identity layer underneath that. Over time, the unfinished projects stop being things you do and start being who you are. Someone who almost does things. Someone with potential. That identity, as painful as it is, becomes familiar. And the brain prioritizes familiar over good. Starting to finish things isn’t just a behavioral change, it’s an identity threat. You have to become someone you don’t have evidence of being yet.

That’s what makes the rebuild slow. And that’s what makes small complete cycles the only real entry point.

The Solution

Small complete cycles

The rebuild doesn’t start with your biggest project. It starts with the smallest thing you can finish.

Not the book. Not the platform. Not the thing you’ve been avoiding for two years. A blog post. One email. A 30-minute workshop. Something with a clear start, middle, and end that you can complete this week.

Start it. Finish it. Ship it. Write it down.

That last part matters more than it sounds. Every time you complete a full cycle, log it. Date it. Name what you finished. Because your brain is trying to update an old story about who you are — and it needs evidence it can actually see. Writing it down makes the proof real. It moves completion from something you felt once to something you can point to. Over time that list becomes the most important document you own. It’s not a productivity tracker. It’s a record of someone becoming someone who finishes.

That’s the whole protocol in the beginning — because what you’re actually doing isn’t completing a task. You’re depositing evidence into the relationship you have with yourself. Every completed cycle is proof that you follow through. That you do what you say. That you can be counted on — by yourself, for yourself.

And that proof compounds.

The feedback loop that kept you stuck works in both directions. Every time you quit, the brain logged retreat as safety. Every time you finish, it logs completion as survivable. You’re not just building a product or an audience or a business. You’re rewriting the pattern at the level where it actually lives.

The saboteur gets quieter not because you silenced it — but because you kept showing up with evidence it was wrong. Small evidence at first. Then more. Then the voice that says you won’t finish this either loses its grip, because you have a track record that says otherwise.

That’s what self-trust actually is. Not confidence. Not motivation. Not willpower. It’s accumulated evidence that you can be counted on. By yourself. For yourself.

Start the cycle. Finish it. Write it down. Repeat. The rest builds on top of that.

Here is a link to the Self-Trust Rebuild Template I created for you. Click and duplicate to use and become a trustworthy individual with yourself, your dreams and your potential.

Personal Note

This is exactly how I went from sabotaging one project, to eventually making that my identity and ending sabotaging three more projects later. The more you keep reinforcing this the more it will drown you until you eventually will feel pretty bad about it and will explode. The template and solution I just gave you is the thing that has led me to re-construct my self-trust and regain a cool relationship with myself and my potential.

I’m running a couple free Mapping Session spots were I help you gain clarity on what’s blocking you from living a lucid life and becoming your ultimate self. If you are interested click on the link (Mapping Session).

This is not a metaphor. It is a description of a mechanism, and once you see it, you cannot unsee it.

When you are not present, you are not making choices. You are executing reactions. Your past decisions, your conditioned identities, your automatic patterns run the program while you mistake the output for free will. You think you are creating your life. You are watching it happen.

There are only two modes of existence. There is no third option.

The first: you are asleep. Lost in thoughts about the past or the future. Reacting automatically. A character moving through a script that your conditioning wrote years ago. In this state, you are not a creator. You are a puppet. The strings are invisible, which is exactly why most people never question them.

The second: you are awake. Aware of what is happening right now. Consciously directing your attention and your response. In this state, something shifts. Not just psychologically, but at the level of what is actually possible for you.

Here is what most people miss about presence: it is not just a mindfulness practice. It is not about stress reduction or being calm. Presence is the mechanism by which a human being moves from passenger to author of their life.

When you are fully present, you are not reacting to reality. You are participating in its construction. Every moment contains a decision point. Most people blow past it unconsciously. The present person catches it. And in catching it, they exercise a kind of power that the asleep person never accesses.

This is why the word present and the word gift are the same thing. It is not a coincidence. The present moment is the only place where your agency actually exists. The past is sealed. The future has not arrived. There is only now, and what you do with it determines everything that comes after.

The future is not something that happens to you. It is the accumulated output of what you did with each present moment before it arrived.

Now here is where it gets deeper.

Every human being contains the capacity to create. Not just to adapt, not just to survive, but to genuinely shape reality through directed intention. This is not a spiritual abstraction. It is the most practical thing there is.

But that capacity only activates when you are present.

When you are asleep, scattered across worry, memory, and distraction, your intention becomes blurred. You vaguely want things but cannot fully form them. You have desires without direction. Energy without aim. And so life continues to happen at you rather than through you.

When you are present, something different happens. Your attention becomes coherent. Your intention sharpens. And coherent, directed intention is the mechanism through which human beings actually influence the trajectory of their lives. This is not wishful thinking. It is the difference between a scattered signal and a focused one. One dissipates. The other penetrates.

If there is a particle of the creator in each of us, and there is, then our intention carries creative power. But that power is only available to the version of you that is awake. The asleep version has the same potential and none of the access.

The cost of remaining asleep is not visible in a single day. It compounds.

Decisions still get made. Relationships still develop. Years still pass. But you were not there for them. Not fully. You were physically present while being mentally elsewhere, running old programs, reacting to old scripts. The life being built is real. You just did not build it consciously.

This is what it means to live a non-lucid dream. In a regular dream, things happen to you. The environment shifts, people appear, events unfold, and you move through it as a passenger with no awareness that you could change any of it. Most people live their waking lives the same way.

The transition to a lucid life, one where you are aware enough to shape what is happening, runs through one door: presence.

Being present is not passive. It is the most active thing a human being can do.

It means consciously directing your attention to what is actually in front of you instead of letting it be hijacked by thought loops, distractions, and automatic reactions. It means catching the moment before you react and choosing your response. It means showing up fully for the decision point that is always, only, right now.

You will drift. The mind wanders by design, into past, into future, into noise. The practice is not to stop drifting. The practice is to return. Every return is an act of reclaiming your role as creator rather than character.

And every time you return, you exist a little more fully. Not as a paper person being moved through a script, but as a living individual with the power to write one.

Main Sources

• Reality Transurfing — Vadim Zeeland

• Teoría Sintergica — Jacobo Grinberg

and all the other books and meditations I’ve done in my life hahaha :)

I’m running a couple free Mapping Session spots were I help you gain clarity on what’s blocking you from living a lucid life and becoming your ultimate self. If you are interested click on the link (Mapping Session).

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NO ONE IS GOING TO HAVE THE SAME SET OF GENES YOU POSSESS.

WHY ARE YOU STILL AFRAID OF EMBRACING YOUR UNIQUENESS IF THAT’S WHAT YOU WERE BORN FOR?

BEING NORMAL, AS SOCIETY STATES, IS ANTI-NATURAL. YOUR NATURAL STATE IS YOUR AUTHENTIC STATE.

AUTHENTICITY DISSIPATES: FEAR, ANXIETY, DEPRESSION, LACK…

WHY ARE YOU GOING OUT OF YOUR WAY TO FIT IN A MOLD THAT YOU WEREN’T BUILT FOR?

DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT TAKING A PATH THAT ISN’T UNIQUELY CRAFTED FOR YOU WILL LEAD YOU TO WHERE YOUR UNIQUE SET OF GENES WERE MEANT TO?

NORMAL WAS CREATED TO CONTROL EVERYBODY FROM EMBRACING THE POTENTIAL OF THEIR UNIQUENESS, AS IT WAS NOT SUSTAINABLE FOR THE OLD WORLD.

IT IS THE ANTI-NATURAL PROCESS OF REMOVING THOSE TRAITS THAT MAKE YOU ONE OF A KIND TO RIGIDLY ADAPT TO THOSE TRAITS THAT MAKE YOU ONE MORE OF A KIND.

NORMAL IS GENERALLY SHOWN TO LITTLE KIDS; AS THEY GROW, THEY ARE ALREADY STRIPPED FROM HALF OF THEIR DISTINCTIVE SET OF TRAITS AND BEHAVIORS. THE POINT OF TODAY’S SOCIETY IS TO MAKE KIDS STRETCH SO FAR FROM THEIR UNIQUENESS THAT THE PROCESS OF GOING BACK BECOMES TOO HARD.

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CREATE THE THING YOU WISH EXISTED. THAT PIECE OF ART YOU WISH TO SEE IN A MUSEUM, THE MELODY YOU HEAR IN THE BACK OF YOUR HEAD BUT NO ONE HAS TURNED INTO A SONG, THE COMPANY THAT OFFERS A SOLUTION TO A PROBLEM YOU ARE TIRED OF ENCOUNTERING. THE GREATEST DISRUPTORS, INNOVATORS, AND ARTISTS ARE THOSE WHO CREATE WHAT THEY WISH THEY HAD.

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GO BACK TO THE LITTLE KID THAT WANTED TO KNOW EVERYTHING OR THAT ONE THING IN PARTICULAR. THE KID THAT DIDN’T STOP ASKING UNTIL IT FOUND AN ANSWER, THE KID THAT WANTED TO KNOW HOW EVERYTHING WORKED. THE KID THAT WANTED TO PLAY OUTSIDE, DRAW, BUILD. THE KID THAT DREAMT OF ONE DAY BEING AN ASTRONAUT, A PILOT, AN ARTIST. THE KID THAT DREAMT OF BEING A STAR, AN ICON. THE KID YOU USED TO BE BEFORE THE WORLD TOLD YOU WHO YOU HAD TO BE. JUST BE THAT KID AGAIN.

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EVERYTHING EVER CREATED CAME FROM AN INDIVIDUAL WITH UNLIMITED CURIOSITY THAT REFUSED TO STOP UNTIL THEY FIGURED OUT A WAY TO DO WHAT THEIR CURIOSITY LED THEM TO.

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EVERYONE IS BORN AS THE BLACK SHEEP: ODD, UNIQUE, SPECIAL, AUTHENTIC. ONLY THOSE THAT RESIST SOCIETIES PRESSURE TO CONFORM REMAIN. THOSE INDIVIDUALS ARE EASILY SPOTTED, THEY ARE THE ONES YOU STOP BY IN THE STREET JUST TO ADMIRE THE AURA THEY POSSESS, THE ONES WHOSE CONVERSATION ENCHANTS YOU, THE ONES WHOSE PASSION WHEN THEY SPEAK HYPNOTIZES, THE ONES WHO MAKE YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU WANT TO MAKE YOURSELF FEEL. THE ONES WHOSE PHYSICAL BEAUTY GOES UNNOTICED BY THE OVERSHADOWING OF THEIR PRESENCE. THE ONES WHOSE EYES DIG INTO YOUR SOUL. THEY ARE THE ONES THAT STILL LISTEN TO THEMSELVES AND MAKE LIFE LESS ABOUT THEMSELVES.

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LIFE IS THE CONSTANT PURSUIT OF YOUR TRUTH OR THE CONSTANT EVASION OF IT.

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THE CURIOUS ONES LIVE MANY LIVES

To share a little bit of my story I’ve been pursuing different dreams throughout my 21 years of age. At 8 I wanted to be a professional footballer, at 13 I wanted to become a professional tennis player, at 17 I decided that being a tennis player was no longer my dream and stepped into a discovery period in which I ended up concluding that I wanted to be an entrepreneur, and then inside entrepreneurship what would be my dream build. So as you can see I’ve always been in the pursuit of a dream. With a lot of ups and downs, sometimes having a clear dream, sometimes having to live life to listen to the signs of where I was being led to.

My goal here today is to share with you what are some of the things that I’ve learned in the pursuit of a dream and all the mistakes that I’ve made in the process of finding a dream and pursuing it.

The Advantage

I want to start by saying that there isn’t a better time in history to dream about something. Nowadays your dreams can be materialized into existence in a span that our parents and grandparents would dream of. What used to take 30 years can now take 6 months in a lot of aspects. This brings it’s cons without a doubt but is pretty dope what is possible nowadays. So to start this I wanted to share a little bit of optimism, because despite all the cons of living in a world of Too Much Information there hasn’t been a time in which we can make dreams work out so fast.

Dreams are not found, they are discovered

So a core thing that I’ve learned throughout the way is that dreams are not things that you actually find. They are things that you’ve got to discover. The majority of things that I’ve considered as dreams on my journey have been discovered by doing something that resonates with my soul. You discover dreams by walking with a keen eye ready to observe whatever you do in a moment that lights your soul. Those little things that you feel that you connect with. To be able to do so you need to train that eye of being aware of those things that you feel good when doing them. For example when I first played tennis I remember that day, I just loved the sport and was natural at it so I just decided to go one more day and from one day to another day it became a dream of mine. But it started by me being able to spot that being in a tennis court even as a beginner felt incredibly good. So the first step is to train the eye that is able to spot the things that light your soul and feel as if they were meant for you.

Dreams are the vehicle to your better version

As you can see up there where I shared the different dreams that I’ve had you can see that none of them have been absolute. I’ve had 3 different dreams in 21 years. I’ve discovered that some dreams are not going to be eternal but they are just an insane vehicle of transformation. Dreams light you up and inspire you more than anything out there and that’s why its good to understand that even though some dreams won’t be there forever, they are serving a great purpose. Some dreams are a stepping stone to bigger dreams, some dreams are a stepping stone to knowing yourself better, or to a better alignment to who you really are. So all of them actually make you better at the end of the day and that’s the beauty of dreams.

Too Find a Dream…

The best tool to finding a dream after you develop the eye we previously talked about is just pure experimentation. In my journey I’ve lacked this and this is why I now share it here. The fastest way to finding a dream trying stuff. This because the fastest you try things out the more feedback from reality you can receive. Every time you try something out you are closer to finding that thing that lights your soul and that creates that dream. The more you experiment with new and different things in life the easier to find what aligns to you and what doesn’t. I think that the thing that impedes the majority of people to finding their dream is that they just don’t experiment enough. They never try new stuff and are open to new possibilities. But despite this the rate of experimentation is quite an important tool when finding that thing that you consider your dream.

The Dream is not mine

Another interesting phenomena with dreams is that in the journey of dreams you can be tempted into fighting for a dream that is not actually yours. With this said I mean that you can acquire false dreams from the people that surround you and from what you pay attention. How many people have studied what they don’t want to and have pursued dreams that have required sacrifice and struggle by living the dream of one of their parents or relatives? How many doctors, lawyers, accountants… have spend their whole life pursuing someone else’s dream. This is one of the most dangerous pitfalls of dreams. If you don’t follow your dreams, then you will have to follow someone else’s. And let me tell you something, this one is a very high price to pay because time can’t be reversed.

Side note: I think that you should genuinely pursue what fires you up because AI will eradicate the majority of what our parents and grandparents dreamt for us ://

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Go back to the little kid

When discovering your dream it is of great help to trying to go back to the little kid. Thinking back to that little person, the pure one, the real you, the one that hasn’t been programmed, the one that dreamt without any interference from the outside world. The one that was pure signal and the one that noise couldn’t interfere. Connect yourself with that little kid, go back to the albums and see your face as a little kid, watch the smile, the grace, the joy. Get inspired by the version of yourself that is raw and authentic and doesn’t nothing to fake. Because in the end I’ve always liked to see that Im in an eternal debt to that little kid. A debt that I must pay every day, the debt of being raw and authentic, the debt of working towards going back to a life of pure authenticity. Pure authenticity is the greatest characteristic of someone that discovers their dreams, because you find dreams when you are in states of pure authenticity. When you can feel authentic doing something you’ve just found an indicator for a potential dream.

How do you know that it is a dream

Whenever you find a dream you’ll just know it. There is a certain fire in yourself, a certain way of looking at it that will be different. You’ll feel it in your bones and you’ll feel it as something special. It will feel like the only thing that you must do, you will feel that in a world of many paths there is only one that you can actually go for.

What to do when I find it

So when you find that thing that feels special, the thing that you close your eyes to envision and feel pure bliss. When you find that out you just go for it with pure intention. You don’t doubt it, you don’t question it, whoever you are as an authentic being that found an authentic thing isn’t to be questioned. That is the universe’s or God (whatever you believe in) explanation. Our deepest drives and intentions are very hard to explain and understand. Don’t waste time doing so, just start building that dream that you have.

Finally…

To end this I wanted to share something on which some of you may agree and some don’t. The ultimate dream is becoming the most authentic version of yourself and living up to all your gifts and potential. You were created unique, there are no two you’s in the world. For you to exist a million possibilities had to compress to a single moment. There is no higher dream for a human being that becoming what they used to be originally. Stripping away all the external influences, the limiting beliefs, the subconscious programming. All this layers added to the backpack you came with to life that is now filled with all this unnecessary rocks. This is why real dreams make you feel good, they make you feel more like that authentic version of yourself.

So for all of the dreamers out there in the process of discovering your dreams.

I’m rooting for you!

Its job is simple: keep you predictable. And it’s very good at its job.

So it gives you just enough of who you could become to feel inspired. The entrepreneur building what you want to build, the life that you’d like to have. Then it pulls you back to who you already are. Because that’s where your engagement lives. Inspiration without action is still engagement. And engagement is all it needs.

It will reinforce the current version of you indefinitely. It has no incentive to change you. A changed person is unpredictable. Unpredictable people don’t consume the same way.

The only exit is movement in real life. New behaviors. New inputs. New constraints. Things the algorithm can’t see. Once you move, it has no choice but to follow. It updates to the new you.

But if you wait to feel ready before acting differently, you’ll wait forever.

The algorithm will make sure of that.

You have to move first.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​

It was December 28th. My whole family was at the airport, bags packed, ready to leave for vacation. We were excited. We were together. Everything was set.

Then the guy at the passport control looked at me and stopped.

“You can’t travel. Your passport expires in less than three months and the country you’re traveling to doesn’t allow it.”

My mom started crying. My dad started fighting. My sister went quiet. Everyone panicked around me while I stood there trying to process what just happened. They eventually left. I stayed. Alone in the airport on December 28th watching my family disappear through the gate.

Pretty unfortunate way to start a family vacation.

I had two options. Fall apart or find a way. No passport agencies were open until Monday. Monday was the 30th of December. That left me two days to figure it out, with New Year’s Eve on the other side of it.

I found an appointment in Philadelphia. Flew there the next morning not knowing if I would make it back in time. Not knowing if I would spend New Year’s Eve with my family or alone in some city that wasn’t mine.

But I said one word to myself: Advantage.

I didn’t believe it. I said it anyway.

So this is how it works, things happen to us. This is something inevitable that we can definitely not change. There are a lot of factors that work outside our control that shape what happens to us. The weather of the day, the bird that poops in your clothes, the stranger that approaches you in the street, the traffic that stands in the way, and all those other things that stand in your way that you know you have no say to if they happen.

So this means that it is actually useless trying to play God and control all those things that you really cannot control. But I’ll tell you something, we have some power under our belt. We get to decide how we perceive whatever happens to us.

But this is something you already knew right.

Now comes the hack that changed my life completely.

Take anything that happens in your life that you wouldn’t usually like, all those events that you deem as unfortunate and bad. From now on every time they occur you will say one thing to yourself: ADVANTAGE. Nothing more, nothing else.

On that plane to Philadelphia I sat next to a father and his son. The son was my age. I don’t know why we started talking. Maybe because I had nothing else to do. Maybe because something in me was still open despite everything that had just happened. We spent the whole flight together. That son became a friend. Someone I never would have met if my passport hadn’t expired on December 28th.

But the bigger thing I took from those two days wasn’t him. It was what the situation forced out of me. How to find solutions fast when panic is not an option. How to handle pressure when everything around you is falling apart. How to stop wasting energy on what you can’t control and put it all into what you can. I didn’t learn any of that in a book. I learned it standing alone in an airport on December 28th watching my family walk through a gate without me.

None of that happens if I make that flight with my family. None of it.

I got my passport. I flew the night of the 30th. I made it for New Year’s Eve.

I’m not saying that those events won’t feel bad. I’m not saying that they will feel good. But they will feel like the thing that should’ve happened in that moment, the thing that was supposed to happen. Maybe you will never understand why something happened. Some things we are not meant to understand in the moment, because most things only make sense later in time. If we understood everything as it happened we wouldn’t be humans. But one thing is assured, you will no longer be trapped fighting things that aren’t in your control.

That energy that you spend fighting, complaining, resisting, trying to understand why something happened to you, it can now be spent on something that is favorable to your life.

Call it an advantage. Watch what it opens.

He picks up his phone.

He doesn’t know why. There was no thought before it, no intention, no reason. One moment his hand was empty and then it wasn’t and now he’s scrolling and his eyes are moving but nothing is landing and three minutes pass and he puts it down and picks it up again.

He’s not looking for anything. He doesn’t know that yet.

In two weeks he has to decide what to do with his life. College applications. Career paths. The first real decision that is supposed to come from him. Everyone keeps asking what he wants and he keeps opening his mouth and waiting for something to come out and what comes out is whatever sounds right in the moment. Whatever the room seems to need.

He sits with the application open on his laptop sometimes. Cursor blinking. And there’s nothing dramatic happening, no panic, no tears, just a strange, hollow quiet where the answer is supposed to live. Like reaching into a pocket and finding it empty and not remembering what you were looking for.

He closes the laptop. Opens his phone. The thumb starts moving.

At some point he sleeps.

In the morning his hand finds the phone before his eyes open and somewhere between the screen and the ceiling he’ll make the decision that shapes the next four years and he won’t feel it happen and he won’t know why and he’ll call it fine because fine is the only word that fits when you can’t feel the difference.

Sofia (23)

It’s Thursday.

She knows this because her phone tells her. Left to her own devices she’s not sure she would have noticed the shift from Wednesday. The days don’t feel different from each other anymore. They feel like the same day running on a loop. Slightly different clothes, same texture, same low hum of motion without direction.

She gets up. Makes coffee. Stands at the kitchen counter drinking it and looking at nothing in particular. She’s not thinking. She’s not resting. She’s just standing there, present enough to hold the mug, gone enough that when her roommate walks in and asks what she’s thinking about she says nothing and means it completely.

She takes the same route to work. Sits at the same desk. Answers the same kind of emails. Eats lunch at her desk because it’s easier. Goes back to the emails.

At some point the day ends and she takes the same route home and makes something to eat and sits on the couch and opens her phone and the thumb starts moving and an hour goes by. She doesn’t know what she watched. She doesn’t know what she read. She was there for it, her eyes were open, her thumb was moving, but she wasn’t choosing any of it. It was just happening to her and she was letting it because letting things happen is so much easier than deciding.

She goes to bed.

She’ll tell you tomorrow was a good day if you ask her.

She won’t be lying. She just won’t know the difference anymore.

Daniel (28)

He’s driving home and realizes he doesn’t remember the last four traffic lights.

Not because he ran them. He didn’t. His hands made the turns, his foot found the brake, his eyes tracked the road. Everything worked perfectly. He just wasn’t there for any of it. His body drove home while he was somewhere he couldn’t locate, thinking about something he couldn’t retrieve, and now he’s in the parking garage and the car is off and three miles happened without him.

He sits there for a second.

Then he gets out and goes upstairs.

This is his life at 28 and it runs beautifully. The gym happens. The work happens. The meals happen. His body has memorized the whole sequence and executes it with a precision he no longer has to think about. Which is the point. Which is what efficiency looks like.

Except sometimes, in the elevator, in the shower, in the three seconds between putting his phone down and falling asleep, something surfaces. Not a thought. More like a pressure. The uncomfortable sensation of a life moving without a driver.

He picks up his phone.

The pressure dissolves.

He scrolls until his eyes get heavy and then he sleeps and in the morning the alarm goes off and his hand finds the phone before his eyes open and the sequence begins again and somewhere in the sequence is a person who can’t remember the last time he chose something on purpose.

The days keep coming.

He keeps absorbing them.

Now quick question:

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At some point we were handed a formula. The more you want something, the more important you need to make it. And we believed it. We applied it to everything. Our ventures, our goals, our obsessions. We placed the highest possible weight on all of it.

And somewhere along the way it stopped working. Not because we wanted the wrong things. But because we were running the wrong formula.

Importance and Wants

Importance is part of what moves our life. But importance and wanting are not the same thing. Wanting is the desire, the direction, the reason you pursue something. Importance is the weight you place on top of that wanting. Making things somewhat important is essential for our progress because every time we make something important we have a valid excuse to say no to many other things blocking the way. It is a way of focusing our energy on what matters. But there are levels of importance, and not all of them work in our favor.

Levels of Importance

Low Importance

Low importance is when something has value but we carry it as if we are strolling in the park. We deem it important but we don’t spend energy making it feel important. We move toward it, we act on it, we get it done. There is intention behind it but no heaviness. The mind is clear, the body is relaxed, and because we are not burning energy on the weight of it we can actually focus on doing it well. It doesn’t occupy more space than it needs to. And interestingly, things on low importance tend to flow. Decisions come easier. Actions feel natural. There is no internal resistance getting in the way of the pursuit.

Excessive Importance

Excessive importance is when something has too much weight. It stops feeling like a goal and starts feeling like a life or death situation. It consumes energy not through action but through everything that surrounds the action — the overthinking, the worst case scenarios, the constant awareness of what happens if it goes wrong. It follows you into the evening. It wakes up with you in the morning. You are not just pursuing something anymore, you are carrying it everywhere you go. On excessive importance we activate our sympathetic nervous system, what we know as fight or flight mode. Our body has decided this thing is dangerous if not achieved. And from that moment it stops being a pursuit and starts being a threat.

Outcomes of Low and Excessive Importance

Example One:

As we can see in the definition of excessive importance, when we attribute a high level of importance to something we get our nervous system in sympathetic mode. Let’s stroll with an example. Imagine you like someone. Your intention is to get to know them because you felt a spark. Now imagine that you give excess importance to the fact that you like them. What will happen?

From my experience what would happen if I attribute excess importance to liking someone, I get fucking nervous when I see that person, so it’s way harder to talk to them. It’s way harder to be myself around that person, and it definitely makes it way harder to get to know them better. Why? Because I’m making it so important that my system sees it as dangerous for the outcome not to materialize. My state gets changed into one of stress, nervousness, anxiety.

But what if I attribute low importance to it. I still like that person a lot. This is what makes it paradoxical. Wanting something and attributing importance are not the same. You can want something a lot but attribute low importance to it, and this doesn’t mean you don’t care. It just means you are not spending energy making it so important that it changes your state in the process. Imagine I still like this person the same but I attribute low importance to it. I don’t start thinking about outcomes. I don’t think this is the only person in the universe I would ever love. I don’t make this the center of my world. I just acknowledge that I like the person and I’m interested in knowing them. Well this ends up with me being around the person, having more possibilities of connecting because I’m myself in the interaction. I don’t feel excessive nerves or anxiety because it is not life or death anymore. I’m in parasympathetic mode, calmed, relaxed, with an intention but without making it the end of the world. This usually leads to the outcome we desired with less effort.

Example Two:

Imagine you have a sales call with a potential client. A big one. You’ve been trying to get this meeting for weeks. Now imagine you give it excessive importance. What will happen?

From my experience what happens when I attribute excessive importance to a call like this. I start rehearsing it the night before. I wake up thinking about it. And by the time I’m actually on the call I’m not there, I’m performing. I’m monitoring every reaction, managing every word, because my system has decided this is life or death. I come across tense. Eager in the wrong way. I’m not myself and they can feel it. Why? Because I made it so important that my nervous system sees danger in any outcome that isn’t the one I want. My state shifts into stress, tension, control. And that kills the conversation.

But what if I still want that client just as much and I lower the importance? This is what makes it paradoxical. Wanting something and attributing importance to it are not the same thing. I can want this client badly and still not make it the end of the world. I don’t run the losing scenario on loop. I don’t tell myself this is the only opportunity that will ever exist. I just acknowledge it’s a good opportunity and I’m going in to have a real conversation.

Well what happens then? I listen better. I ask sharper questions. I’m present instead of performing. The conversation breathes. And ironically I’m more likely to close it, not because I cared less, but because I stopped letting importance hijack my state. Less effort, better outcome. That’s what lowering importance actually does.

The Paradox

Wanting it badly ≠ Making it more important

The big paradox of this all is that really wanting something doesn’t mean we need to attribute an excess level of importance to it. As we’ve seen it’s actually counterproductive to attribute high levels of importance to something we really want. By living with a low importance attribution we are able to act from a more calmed and composed manner, looking at reality for what it is, allowing reality to guide us through the path of least resistance, listening to the signs that God and the Universe send our way. When we are in fight or flight we aren’t able to hear these signs and opportunities that are right in front of us because we are too busy wasting energy on making something important. On excessive importance we trap ourselves into a scarcity state. This is the only outcome that can happen, so we self-induce a scarcity state that makes it way harder to attain what we really wanted in the first place. It is like walking into a prison without having committed any crime. Isn’t that dumb?

Mr. Low Importance

It’s Monday morning. Mr. Low Importance sits down with his coffee. There’s a product decision that’s been on the table for three days. Two directions, both viable, no obvious answer.

He looks at it. He thinks it through. He decides. And then he gets up and moves on with his day.

No three-hour spiral. No calling five people to validate the choice. No going to bed with it tonight and waking up with it tomorrow. He made the best call he could with what he had. And if it’s wrong, he’ll figure it out.

By midday his phone buzzes. A client. Something went wrong on a deliverable. You can almost see Mr. Low Importance read the message, take a breath, and type back. He fixes it. He follows up. He closes the thread in his inbox and in his head. He doesn’t spend the next hour asking himself what it means, whether the relationship is over, whether this is the beginning of the end. It was a problem. Now it’s handled.

Three o’clock. Sales call. He wants this client. You can tell. But watch him on the call, he’s not performing. He’s listening. He’s asking real questions. He’s comfortable in the silences. Because somewhere underneath the conversation he already knows: if this doesn’t close, I’ll figure it out. That knowing is what makes him magnetic to be across from.

Evening comes. Something didn’t land the way he wanted. He sits with it for a moment, pulls out what’s useful, and puts the rest down. Dinner is dinner. Sleep is sleep.

This is not a man who doesn’t care. This is not someone coasting or checked out. Mr. Low Importance wants things, often badly. He just doesn’t let the wanting become a threat his nervous system has to survive.

He moves faster than most. Decides cleaner. Recovers quicker. And at the end of the day he still has energy left, because he wasn’t spending it on importance he didn’t need to carry.

How can I be more like Mr. Low Importance?

Identifying Importance Attribution

The first thing to become more like Mr. Low Importance is to recognize when you are making something very important. Being conscious of it is the first step because if you can’t recognize it you can’t eventually change it. Start by trying to recognize whenever you are feeling anxious or nervous about something.

Ask yourself:

• Am I attributing too much importance to this?

• If this doesn’t work out will the world end?

• Are there other ways of solving this if this way doesn’t work?

These questions lead you to identify where you are allocating excessive importance.

Shifting the Narrative

Once you’ve caught yourself in it, the next step is changing the story your mind is running.

When you attribute excessive importance to something, your mind is telling you a very specific story. That this is the only path. That if this doesn’t work, something irreversible happens. That the outcome of this moment defines what comes next. And your nervous system believes every word of it.

So you rewrite it.

Not by lying to yourself. Not by pretending you don’t care. But by asking: what’s the actual story here? Not the survival story my nervous system invented, the real one.

The real story is usually something like: this is a good opportunity and I’m going to give it everything I have. And if it doesn’t work, I’ll figure it out.

That last part is the key. “I’ll figure it out” is not indifference. It’s evidence. You’ve solved problems before. You’ve lost things before and found other ways. Your track record as someone who figures things out is longer than your nervous system is willing to admit when it’s in threat mode.

So when you feel the importance rising, shift the narrative consciously. From “this has to work” to “I want this to work, and if it doesn’t, I’ll find another way.” Same desire. Completely different state.

The Technique

After you catch it and reframe it, you do something that physically signals safety to your body. Not meditation, not a 20 minute routine. Something immediate and portable.

The simplest version: slow your exhale down. Longer out than in. That’s not wellness advice, that’s physiology. The exhale activates the parasympathetic system (calm and composed mode). You’re literally telling your nervous system the threat is over.

Paired with a single question: What would I do right now if this wasn’t a big deal?

Then do that.

The Tax You Stop Paying

Here’s what’s interesting about all of this.

Everything we’ve talked about, the nervous system, the survival mode, the scarcity it creates, the energy it drains, none of it is happening to you. You’re doing it to yourself. Every time you make something excessively important you are the one pulling yourself into that prison. No one else is doing it.

And the moment you see that, really see it, is the moment you realize you also hold the key.

Because on the other side of excessive importance there is something most entrepreneurs have forgotten is even possible. A kind of flow. Where decisions come easier because you’re not strangling them with survival weight. Where conversations open up because you’re not performing, you’re just there. Where problems get solved faster because your mind isn’t burning half its fuel on worst case scenarios. Where you move through your day and things just seem to work out, not because you cared less, but because you stopped getting in your own way.

That’s what low importance actually feels like from the inside. Not detachment. Not not caring. It feels like ease. Like you’re moving with something instead of against it. Like reality is cooperating with you instead of resisting you. Because when you’re not in fight or flight, you start noticing things. The right conversation at the right moment. The opportunity that was always there. The path of least resistance that was invisible when you were too busy making everything heavy.

You don’t need to care less. You don’t need to want less. Mr. Low Importance wants things badly. He just stopped letting that wanting become a threat.

The tax is optional. It always was.

Catch when you’re paying it. Rewrite the story your nervous system is running. Signal your body that this is not life or death. Ask yourself what you would do right now if this wasn’t a big deal.

Then do that.

That’s it. That’s the whole thing.

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He’s up before it finishes. Feet on the floor, eyes half open, body already moving. This is not discipline anymore. It stopped being discipline years ago. It’s just what the body does. What it has always done.

He doesn’t think about it. He doesn’t need to.

That’s the thing about athletes. The dream arrives early, sometimes so early it feels less like a choice and more like a discovery. Like it was already there, waiting. And from the moment it’s found, everything organizes around it. The alarm. The sessions. The diet, the travel, the sacrifices that don’t feel like sacrifices because they all point somewhere. Every early morning is a deposit. Every tournament, every training block, every moment of pain, all of it moving forward toward something specific.

Most people spend years trying to find what they want.

The athlete already knows.

What they don’t tell you is that knowing comes with a cost.

Because the dream is clear, but the odds never were. There are thousands of them, thousands of athletes waking at 5:30, putting in the same hours, carrying the same fire. The dream is singular. The competition is not. And sport, unlike most things in life, doesn’t negotiate. It doesn’t reward effort with outcomes. You can give everything and still lose. You can be elite and still not be enough.

Most athletes know this.

They go anyway.

That’s what makes it what it is. The willingness to devote everything to something that might not return it. The bet placed fully, knowing the odds. There’s a kind of madness in it. There’s also nothing more alive.

Then it ends.

Sometimes it’s sudden. An injury that changes the sentence mid-word. A cut that arrives in an email or a conversation that lasts four minutes. Sometimes it’s slow, a door that closes so gradually you only notice when you’re already on the other side of it. Sometimes it’s a choice, which is somehow the hardest kind, because choosing to leave means admitting that the thing you built your life around can be left.

However it happens, the moment is the same.

It is the death of a self.

Not a failure. Not a setback. A death. The kind that requires a body to be somewhere, a silence to fill, a name that no longer fits the way it used to. Everything that organized life around itself is gone. The alarm still goes off. The body still rises. But the thing the body was rising for is no longer there.

And nobody teaches you what to do with that.

The first week, he notices the hours.

Five of them, loose and unaccounted for, sitting in the middle of his day like rooms with no furniture. He fills them the way you fill silence, awkwardly, with whatever is nearby. He scrolls. He sleeps longer than he should and still feels tired. He watches others train from a distance that is both physical and something else.

The day feels twelve hours longer than it used to.

But the hours aren’t the real problem. The hours are just where the real problem lives.

Because at some point, maybe week two, maybe month three, someone asks him the question. Could be a stranger at a party. Could be a family member at dinner. Could be someone he hasn’t seen in years, running into him at a grocery store with a smile that expects a simple answer.

So what do you do now?

And he freezes.

Not for a second. For longer than that, long enough that he has to cover it with a laugh or a vague gesture or something that sounds like an answer but isn’t. Because the honest answer is that he doesn’t know. And the reason he doesn’t know isn’t laziness or lack of ambition. It’s that for his entire conscious life, that question was already answered. He never had to find the answer. He was born into it, or close enough that the difference doesn’t matter.

He was the athlete.

That was the answer to every version of that question. What do you do, athlete. What are you working toward, the dream. Who are you, the one who trains while everyone else sleeps, the one who sacrifices, the one who competes. Identity so total that it never occurred to him it could be taken away. Or that he could walk away from it. Or that one day it would simply end, the way seasons end, and he would be standing in a grocery store with no answer to a question a stranger is already forgetting they asked.

And then there is the other thing. The harder thing.

People still see him as the athlete.

Old teammates who text the way they always did. Coaches who check in. Family members who introduce him at gatherings the same way they always have. This is him, you know, the athlete. And he smiles and nods because correcting it feels like announcing a death. Like standing in a room and saying out loud: that person is gone. I don’t know who this one is yet.

So he lets them see what they need to see.

And privately carries the gap between who they think he is and who he is standing in front of the mirror at 6 AM, after the alarm, after the feet hit the floor, after the body moves out of habit into a morning that has no destination.

The dream question is the one that stays.

Everyone who has ever felt lost will tell you: just find your passion. Follow what you love. Discover what lights you up. And he sits with that advice and feels something close to rage, because they don’t understand what it means to have never had to look. He didn’t find his dream. He didn’t follow a passion or take a test or journal his way to clarity. The dream was just there, handed to him by his own body, by the first time he competed and felt more alive than anywhere else. He grew up inside it. It organized his childhood, his adolescence, his early adult years.

He never lived a day without knowing what he wanted.

Which means he has no memory of how to find it.

Other people learned that skill young. The skill of sitting with the open question, of not knowing and surviving it, of trying things and discarding them without crisis. He was exempt from that education. Sport excused him from it. And now, at whatever age he is standing in this unfurnished life, he is being asked to learn something everyone else learned at fifteen.

Except it doesn’t feel like learning.

It feels like standing at the edge of something with no floor.

So he does what he was trained to do.

He stays ready. He disciplines himself toward something, a new project, a goal, a version of the future that looks, from a distance, like forward motion. And for a moment it works. The old circuitry fires. The focus returns. He feels like himself again, like the person who woke at 5:30 and knew exactly why.

Then, quietly, it stalls.

Because in sport, he never had to build the path. That was never his job. His job was to show up and go hard. The coaches built the path, the periodization, the game plan, the progression from where he was to where he needed to be. The structure was handed to him and his only task was to fill it with effort. And he was exceptional at that. Nobody outworked him. Nobody wanted it more.

But effort without a road is just energy.

And now there is no road. No coach drawing it up on a whiteboard. No schedule telling him what Tuesday means. No one tracking whether he showed up or didn’t, whether he’s progressing or regressing, whether the work he’s doing is moving him toward something or just keeping him busy.

For the first time in his life, he has to want something, find it himself, build the path toward it, and walk it. Alone, uncoached, unaccountable to anyone but himself.

He was trained to be elite at one of those things.

The other three he never learned.

So he stops.

And then starts something else. And stops again. A graveyard of half-built things, each one begun with the same fire, each one ending in the same quiet. He tells himself it’s the wrong direction, that he hasn’t found the right thing yet, that when he does he’ll know, the way he knew with sport. That same certainty will return and everything will organize around it again.

He’s still waiting for that feeling.

He’s been waiting for months.

What he doesn’t see yet, what he can’t see from inside it, is that the waiting is also a kind of autopilot. That the stops and starts aren’t bad luck or wrong choices. That the same program running his 5:30 alarm is running this too. The machine is still on. It just hasn’t found a new dream to run toward.

So it runs in place.

Disciplined, capable, ready.

Going nowhere.

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I spent months on the cigar app. Then I was walking through campus and saw the food app opportunity. It was ambitious—big enough that if I pulled it off, it could be extremely profitable. I started designing it.

The cigar app was still there. I didn’t kill it. I just left it hanging.

A month later, the informal economy platform appeared. Then the memories app. Each one felt important. Each one felt like the right choice.

Some lived in Figma files I’d open and close. Some in notebooks with wireframes I’d flip past. Some just in my head, fully formed, waiting for me to come back.

I was in my apartment when it hit me. “What the fuck am I going to do?” I had all these doors open. I couldn’t move. Every single one felt like the right choice. That was the problem.

This question—what the fuck am I going to do—lived in my head constantly. Too many options. I could be too many different things. I could work on too many different projects. I could impact the world in too many different ways. When I thought about what to do, my brain compressed under the weight of those thousands of options. I felt bombarded with so much potential that even writing them all down in a notebook wouldn’t be enough. The times I tried, I’d look at the notebook and think about all the ones I was missing.

When I got to the point of writing them all down, I’d get paralyzed trying to decide on one. Then I’d think about the opportunity cost of letting the other options go.

People would tell me, “Just pick one.” Like it was that simple. But it didn’t feel simple. It felt like the whole world would go down when I did. Like choosing one meant killing all the others. Like I’d be closing doors I could never open again. “Just pick one” didn’t account for what I’d be leaving behind. It didn’t account for the potential in each path. It didn’t account for the fact that every single option felt like the right one. So I didn’t pick. I kept them all open.

I had too many options, and when I tried to decide on something specific, I started thinking about what I was leaving on the table by choosing one of the many infinite possibilities. When I thought about choosing one project to work on, I thought about all the other potential projects that wouldn’t be accomplished because I chose this one. My mind had adapted to infinite possibility. It didn’t think about what there was to gain from one particular path. It thought about all the other paths that wouldn’t be accomplished. This is when I really felt the weight of infinite possibilities. This is when I hoped there were only two options and one of them was just pretty stupid, which would leave me with one path.

I started thinking about what a world with two or three options would be like. A world where there were fewer possibilities and an easier path to decision making. I spiraled thinking about what would be possible for me if I couldn’t see thousands of people doing different things and succeeding at different things on Instagram. I recognized it was useless to compare myself to others, but this just added more to the infinite possibilities space. I saw possibilities everywhere and in everything. The more possibilities, the more paralysis I felt in my being.

That’s when it clicked. The paralysis wasn’t coming from the projects themselves. It was coming from keeping all of them as possibilities. When I could give a name to that thing that kept trapping me, I could finally see it clearly. The world has an infinite amount of possibilities. I have no control over them. I can’t control the amount of possibilities that exist. The universe itself is crafted by a million possibilities that end up coming true and create that universe one piece at a time. I can’t control the amount of possibilities that exist for me. For years I’d been drowning in not knowing what to do. Now I at least had an answer to the biggest pain. I won’t be able to control those endless possibilities.

That same night I asked myself: “If I can’t control all the possibilities, then what can I control?”

After days of reflection on that question, something changed. I couldn’t control all the possibilities that exist out there. But I had control over accepting what is an option and what isn’t an option. I am the gateway. The filter to options and possibilities in my life. I don’t need to consider all the options out there. I’m the one that allows possibilities to be true and possible. If I only allow two options to be possible to my mind, then I just have two options to actually choose from.

This lifted a weight off my shoulders. The weight that for years was trapping me: the weight of infinite possibilities. I was carrying a weight that I decided to carry. I was trying to control the thing that was out of my control while leaving the one that would change everything unchanged.

I saw this quote I’d always loved but never understood from Mies Van der Rohe: “Less is More.” Initially it was only a concept for me. But as I started understanding how having one option is better than having twenty, I figured out that the quote explained this whole concept. My mind didn’t have to spend time fighting all those possibilities that exist out there. It didn’t have to spend time on decision making and feeling the weight of opportunity cost. My mind could focus on that one thing and everything else didn’t stand a chance. I no longer accepted other options as possibilities. They ceased to appear as possibilities in my mind.

For years, I collected possibilities. Every new idea was something to add to the list. Every conversation opened another door. Every person I met on Instagram showed me another path I could take. I thought I was being smart. Keeping my options open. Staying flexible. Not limiting myself. But I wasn’t collecting opportunities. I was collecting weight.

The shift happened when I stopped asking “what else could I do?” and started asking “what am I willing to let go?” I started closing doors. Not because they were bad options. But because they weren’t THE option. Three of the four projects—closed. I picked one. Not because it was objectively better. But because I made it the only option. When I eliminated the others, something happened. I could finally move.

The weight of infinite possibilities isn’t something that happens to you. It’s something you carry by keeping every door open. I spent years thinking clarity would come from having more options. From staying flexible. From not closing anything off too soon. But clarity didn’t come from more. It came from less. It came from closing doors. From eliminating possibilities. From making one path the only path.

I still see infinite possibilities everywhere. But now I know: I don’t have to carry all of them. I just have to choose which ones I let in.

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Questioning

To question is to connect cause and effect.

The chain is simple: Question → Understanding → Expansion → Better action

Questioning is nature’s built-in tool for navigating reality. It’s how we process stimuli and make sense of this world we’re brought into.

The Art of Questioning

Everyone questions. But each person derives different understanding from the same inquiry.

Ten people ask “why did this happen?” Ten different maps of cause and effect emerge. This difference—your unique interpretation—is the core of authenticity.

Questioning is the primary tool for becoming authentic. When you question deeply, you see patterns no one else sees quite the same way. Even if billions ask the same question, each person’s understanding leads them down a unique path.

Curiosity

Curiosity is the variable you can’t control. It’s what makes you authentic.

You can’t decide what sparks your interest. You can only satisfy it through questioning. Kids never question why they’re curious about something. They just follow the pull.

The relationship between curiosity and questioning mirrors idea and execution. One sparks, the other proceeds.

The Assassination

Picture this: Nature gives you one tool to understand the world. The people who brought you into it strip it away because answering your questions is inconvenient.

This is the assassination of curiosity → the death of questioning.

What Happens

The kid repeatedly told to stop questioning learns that questions = bothering people = bad. The hostile reaction to their curiosity teaches them it’s dangerous to ask.

Their most precious tool, gone.

Consequences

Dead curiosity creates manageable kids with limited worldviews.

The chain collapses:

• No questions → Less understanding

• Less understanding → Less leverage

• Less leverage → Smaller possibility space

• Smaller possibility space → Dependence on others

These kids outsource sense-making. They become trapped in other people’s understanding of reality, with little ability to expand beyond it.

The Prison

They stay stuck in family dynamics that don’t serve them. Friendships that don’t push them forward. Careers chosen by committee. Ideologies never examined.

The paradox: To break free requires accepting that most of their life wasn’t actually theirs. Their sense-making was borrowed. They’re operating within the limitations of whoever thinks for them.

This is why people feel imprisoned. When you stop questioning, you stop understanding from your perspective. You don’t know who you are, what you want, where you’re going. You lost the capacity to ask the questions that lead to self-knowledge.

Why Breaking Free Is Hard

To reclaim sense-making means accepting:

• You haven’t made most of your own decisions

• You’ve been a prisoner

• You must separate from those you’ve outsourced to

Where You See This:

The person who can’t break from parental approval - they never questioned their parents’ intentions.

The person in a career they hate—they outsourced “what I want” to others.

The person repeating ideologies they’ve never examined—blind to the damage.

The person endlessly trying to impress others—never questioning why.

Unfulfilled Potential

When kids lose curiosity, they lose what makes them unique.

People cannot achieve potential without the capacity to understand the world around them.

Creating a conscious life requires questioning:

• Your capacities and gifts

• How the world impacts you

• Your environment and direction

• What drives you and what blocks you

Without questioning, these investigations are impossible.

The equation: How can you change your life if you can’t question it?

Answer = Impossible.

The Hard Pill

If they stole your curiosity it wasn’t your fault as a child. You were dependent on those who took it.

But now it’s your responsibility to reclaim it.

The cost of reclaiming it: You may discover your whole life has been an illusion you had little power to alter.

Accepting this unlocks everything.

It’s your responsibility to question:

• Where you are

• Where you’re heading

• Why you’re heading there

• If you actually want it

• How much more you have to give

The world wants to see who you really are. Your fellow humans want to witness your unique gifts.

The Choice

To question is to understand. To refuse to examine what you’re curious about is to choose ignorance. To choose ignorance is to choose imprisonment.

If you want to stay ignorant about where you’re being led, this article won’t help you. Keep outsourcing your sense-making to someone else.

But that would be a loss for the world.

The Key

Reclaiming your capacity to question unlocks your potential because:

1. Questions reveal your authentic path: When you question deeply, you discover patterns and connections unique to you. This is how you find what’s actually yours. Not borrowed from others.

2. Questions expand your action space: Understanding cause and effect gives you leverage. More leverage means more possibilities. More possibilities means more power to shape your life.

3. Questions build independent sense-making: Each question you answer strengthens your ability to navigate reality on your own terms. You stop being prisoner to other people’s maps.

4. Questions uncover your gifts: What you’re curious about points to what makes you unique. Following that curiosity reveals capacities you didn’t know you had.

The trapped potential inside you the “Giant Within” as Tony Robbins said, unlocks the moment you start questioning again.

Now the key is to start with the most important questions:

• Where am I?

• Where am I heading?

• Why am I heading there?

• Do I actually want this?

• What am I capable of that I’m not expressing?

Your answers won’t look like anyone else’s. That’s the point.

Conclusion

The world doesn’t need more people living borrowed lives. It needs you questioning, discovering, creating from your unique understanding.

Every time you refuse to question something you’re curious about, you’re choosing to stay small. Every time you question deeply, you reclaim a piece of yourself.

The cost of questioning is facing uncomfortable truths about your life. The cost of not questioning is never knowing who you could have been.

Your potential isn’t waiting for permission. It’s waiting for questions.

Start asking them.