<script data-pm-proxy="intercept"></script><?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[Meditations]]></title><description><![CDATA[Streams of consciousness from my occasionally cogent and sometimes twisted mind]]></description><link>https://aloksama.substack.com</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!uIOO!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Faloksama.substack.com%2Fimg%2Fsubstack.png</url><title>Meditations</title><link>https://aloksama.substack.com</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Sat, 05 Sep 2026 08:00:19 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="/__u/aloksama.substack.com/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><copyright><![CDATA[Alok Sama]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[aloksama@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:owner><itunes:email><![CDATA[aloksama@substack.com]]></itunes:email><itunes:name><![CDATA[Alok Sama]]></itunes:name></itunes:owner><itunes:author><![CDATA[Alok Sama]]></itunes:author><googleplay:owner><![CDATA[aloksama@substack.com]]></googleplay:owner><googleplay:email><![CDATA[aloksama@substack.com]]></googleplay:email><googleplay:author><![CDATA[Alok Sama]]></googleplay:author><itunes:block><![CDATA[Yes]]></itunes:block><item><title><![CDATA[We Are All Cockroaches Now]]></title><description><![CDATA[I met a cockroach, before all the marching began.]]></description><link>https://aloksama.substack.com/p/we-are-all-cockroaches-now</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://aloksama.substack.com/p/we-are-all-cockroaches-now</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Alok Sama]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 06 Aug 2026 07:12:19 GMT</pubDate><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I met a cockroach, before all the marching began.</p><p>It was November, 2024. My phone lit up as we turned onto the NH-48 toward Gurgaon. Same person, three messages, all equally strident, on Instagram, LinkedIn, and my public email. He needed to see me: he had something important to share.&nbsp;</p><p>I was en route to a book signing. Intrigued and slightly annoyed, I asked Harpal&#8212;let's call him that&#8212;to meet me at Bahrisons. He didn&#8217;t show. Familiar excuse&#8212;traffic. I invited him to an evening event at the Westin in Gurgaon. He intercepted me before I went on stage. Turbaned and bearded, he looked every inch a Khalsa warrior. &#8220;Sir, what you said, I feel this way also,&#8221; he said</p><p>I liked that he called me &#8220;sir.&#8221; Youngsters do that in India, and I do the same for my elders.&nbsp;</p><p>He pulled a smartphone from his pocket and started reading. &#8220;Many things I learnt from your book, sir, but here&#8217;s the most important. You said &#8216;everyone is a chutiya unless proven otherwise&#8217;.&#8221;</p><p>I stifled the urge to laugh. &#8220;It&#8217;s true, but also very cynical. That&#8217;s not healthy.&#8221;</p><p>His was a familiar story&#8212;ageing parents and a younger sister in a country without a social security net. Missed the cut for IIT so went to Delhi College of Engineering, now can&#8217;t get a job. &#8220;Not enough schools, not many jobs, this country is run by chutiyas&#8221;&nbsp; He wanted to go to America for a Masters. Like Nadella, Pichai&#8212;a tired story, but perhaps not his. Regrettably, MAGA America didn&#8217;t want us any more. Laura Loomer claims we&#8217;re unhygienic, un-American, and&#8212;gasp&#8212;not that smart. She says this on platforms engineered by people like us.</p><p>My generation ran away from Indira Gandhi&#8217;s License Raj. Young Indians today might have smartphones and colour TVs but face much the same choice. I wished Harpal luck and signed the book he held out for me. &#8220;Jo bole so nihal&#8212;don&#8217;t let anyone bring you down,&#8221; I scrawled above my signature, knowing it was both true and useless.&nbsp;</p><p>The following day I met an entrepreneur who&#8217;d created a business out of financing Indian kids attending foreign universities. The US had the most options, explained Akshay Chaturvedi, founder and CEO of Leverage EDU, &#8220;but not very popular now.&#8221; The UK was the top choice, with Canada and Australia catching up. Most of Akshay&#8217;s clients came from second-tier cities, and he provided a &#8220;full-stack life-cycle support ecosystem.&#8221; I smiled at the techbro jargon but saw the appeal. Leverage EDU starts with school selection and application support, then educational loans, finally housing. Business was exploding. &#8220;What will these kids do here?&#8221; he said.&nbsp;</p><p>I rooted for the millions of kids who reclaimed the cockroach slur from Chief Justice Surya Kant and took to the streets. Narendra Modi&#8217;s government made an extraordinary concession on July 25, but glossed over the larger issue. According to <em>The Economist,</em> each year between 2004 and 2023, 5 million graduates were added to the workforce, but only 2.8 million found work. Sixty-five million Indians&#8212;more than the population of England&#8212; between ages fifteen and twenty-four are neither in school nor employed. (In percentage terms, only Pakistan does worse.) This was not the issue that drew the crowds, but it explains the one that did&#8212;two million students forced to resit a public exam leaked by a miscreant. The protestors claim 21 students died by suicide.</p><p>It will get worse, as AI&nbsp; disrupts India&#8217;s IT staples, customer service and coding. But I remain hopeful. The most endearing response to my memoir was a DM on X from a young man from Chandigarh. He loved my book, he said, and &#8220;learned so many new words.&#8221; He posted a photo of 73 words&#8212;I counted&#8212;neatly written in cursive on a blank sheet of paper. (&#8220;Micturate&#8221; was among them; I wonder if he&#8217;ll ever use it.) I&#8217;d referenced Tolstoy&#8217;s short story <em>How Much Land Does a Man Need?</em> in my book, and he wanted to read more Tolstoy. I recommended <em>Anna Karenina</em>.&nbsp;</p><p>I think about that exchange often. When it comes to curiosity and hunger, the youth of India are unmatched.</p><p>It says something about my insecurity that I track Amazon sales ranking for daily validation, but the exercise has an unexpected payoff. Reading choices say a lot about national mood. Last week a &#8220;new&#8221; title raced ahead of Salman Khan, Sun Tzu, and me on <a href="http://amazon.in/">amazon.in</a>. Ranked fifty-sixth by <em>all</em> book sales and #1 in three seperate categories: a 2019 paperback edition of George Orwell&#8217;s <em>1984</em>.</p><p>Are you reading, Big Brother? We are all cockroaches now.</p><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Odyssey?]]></title><description><![CDATA[&#8220;I would be ashamed to have written any part of this,&#8221; says Emily Wilson about Christopher Nolan&#8217;s The Odyssey, faulting its lack of &#8220;psychological, emotional, political and ethical depth.&#8221;]]></description><link>https://aloksama.substack.com/p/the-odyssey</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://aloksama.substack.com/p/the-odyssey</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Alok Sama]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 29 Jul 2026 15:50:23 GMT</pubDate><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>&#8220;I would be ashamed to have written any part of this,&#8221; says Emily Wilson about Christopher Nolan&#8217;s <em>The</em> <em>Odyssey</em>, faulting its lack of &#8220;psychological, emotional, political and ethical depth.&#8221;</p><p>Harsh, coming from the writer of the most popular translation of Homer&#8217;s epic, but I agree. Consider that James Joyce&#8217;s version involves a cuckolded middle-aged Jewish advertising salesman who wanders through Dublin, finishing in the red-light district where he rescues a young man from a brawl and brings him home. It ends with his wife saying yes, several times.&nbsp;</p><p>A hundred years on, people are still trying to figure out what it all means.&nbsp;</p><p>My favorite odyssey is not <em>The</em> <em>Odyssey</em>. Rather, it involves the Dude&#8217;s quest for a rug. The Chinaman peed on it, you see, and that rug really tied the room together. Along the way, a siren named Bunny offers him fellatio for $1000 and Maude beds the Dude to make babies. Gentle Donny dies, Walter hubristically swaps $1 million cash for his dirty underwear, and in the end, the Dude abides.&nbsp;</p><p>Almost thirty years on, people are still trying to figure out what it all means.</p><p>Unlike Elon Musk, I&#8217;m unbothered by a Black Helen. Nolan was making a point, though one hard to reconcile with Helen&#8217;s half-disfigured visage and the cringey &#8220;face that launched 500 ships&#8221; joke.&nbsp;The only people with a legitimate right to complain are the Ancient Greeks, the way we Indian lashed out Peter Brooks&#8217; <em>Mahabharata  </em></p><p>The version of <em>The Odyssey</em> I sailed through is by Stephen Fry. Appropriately for a man who played Jeeves so memorably, Fry writes in the style of PG Wodehouse. And irony is the perfect register for Greek mythology, because much of it is perfect nonsense. The union of Helen and Paris is no love story. Rather, Helen was Paris&#8217;s bribe for telling Aphrodite she was prettier than Athena and Hera. Zeus&#8217;s daughter and wife&#8212;who is also his sister&#8212;were pissed off, and the Trojan War that followed was as much about divine rivalries as it was about Hector and Achilles.</p><p>Despite being British, irony isn&#8217;t Nolan&#8217;s favored register, but that&#8217;s fine, for he does make cool movies. What he mostly ignores&#8212;the ancient Greeks would call it a fatal flaw&#8212;is that Odysseus is a mere puppet. Homer<em> </em>begins with the gods debating the hero&#8217;s fate, while Nolan strips them of agency.&nbsp;</p><p>Nolan also underplays the single act of hubris that turns a two-week Aegean cruise into a ten-year odyssey. In the original telling, Odysseus tells the cyclops Polyphemus that his name is &#8220;Nobody.&#8221; When Odysseus nails Polyphemus with a stake, the giant screams &#8220;Nobody is killing me!&#8221; His fellow cyclopes think he&#8217;s mad and Odysseus laughs at him. Once safely on board his galley, Odysseus, a far cry from Nolan&#8217;s remorseful warrior, tauntingly announces himself as &#8220;King of Ithaca and sacker of cities,&#8221; giving Poseidon an offensive target and Athena a defensive cause.</p><p>Indian viewers new to <em>The</em> <em>Odyssey</em> have zoomed in on the parallels with the <em>Ramayana</em>, some even accusing Homer of plagiarizing Valmiki. Specifically, Odysseus&#8217;s stringing of the bow, the way Ram did at Sita&#8217;s <em>Swayamvara </em>when every other suitor failed. They might instead reflect on the <em>Gita</em> and the absurdity of portraying Odysseus as a guilt-ridden modern soldier. Krishna would have offered Odysseus the same counsel Athena did. For the warrior, there is no shame in killing and even trickery, of which there is plenty in the <em>Mahabharata</em>. It is the warrior&#8217;s <em>dharma</em>.</p><p>And what of Calypso, portrayed in the film as a nursemaid and confidante, but in every other telling as lustful and covetous. A strange choice, particularly when you have the gorgeous Charlize Theron to work with. In Homer, Calypso offers sex and immortality. Why return to mortality and a middle-aged wife?&nbsp;</p><p>The Greek notion of <em>nostos</em> runs deep and has particular resonance for any immigrant. <em>Nostos</em> and <em>algos</em> combine to create nostalgia&#8212;the pain of longing for home. Indeed, the pull eastward and the temptations of the west are at the heart of the novel I just wrote. It's a powerful idea&#8212;why didn&#8217;t Nolan lean in?&nbsp;</p><p>And what of Odysseus&#8217;s responsibility to his mother and his father, entirely absent from the film? Why miss out on the emotional payoff associated with his dead mother and reunion with his tortured father? Odysseus reaching three times for his mother&#8217;s shade after learning she died yearning for him is perhaps the most affecting moment of the poem. And why reduce Penelope to a lovestruck homebody? What did Odysseus do to earn that devotion? Homer portrays Penelope as Odysseus&#8217;s equal in cunning. She orders their marriage bed moved, knowing the man who built it around a living olive tree would understand it cannot be moved&#8212;and his outrage gives him away.&nbsp;</p><p>The absence of sex is strange, in a film that is overtly commercial. The sorceress Circe insists on bedding Odysseus before any discussion of reverting his men from their porcine state. He does, and keeps at it for a full year. And lest I be accused of being a dirty old man, Ms. Wilson lists &#8220;no sex scenes&#8221; among the film&#8217;s failings. Homer&#8217;s temptations aren&#8217;t gratuitous. Calypso and Circe embody alternatives to <em>nostos</em>. By removing the erotic dimension, Nolan removes much of the force pulling Odysseus away from home. This tension is at the heart of Homer. Remove it and what remains is a journey, not an odyssey.</p><p>This erotic excision explains much of what critics find objectionable about the film. Nolan&#8217;s choices seem to be dictated by making his hero relatable, likeable, and psychologically legible. This offends not just literary sensibilities&#8212;<em>The Economist</em> called it &#8220;very silly&#8221;&#8212;but also the essence of literature. The most memorable heroes, Achilles and Odysseus included, are neither good nor bad, neither relatable nor likeable, just complicated. Sometimes, like Leopold Bloom and Jeffrey Lebowski, they&#8217;re not even heroes and not that complicated.&nbsp;</p><p>Even today, let alone in forty or a hundred years, nobody is debating what Nolan&#8217;s <em>The Odyssey </em>means<em>. </em>It is an eminently watchable film shot on IMAX about a lovesick, damaged hero returning home. Meanwhile, Nolan is laughing all the way to the bank.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[unreliable narrator]]></title><description><![CDATA[Whimsical musings from Paris]]></description><link>https://aloksama.substack.com/p/unreliable-narrator</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://aloksama.substack.com/p/unreliable-narrator</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Alok Sama]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 17 Jul 2026 12:13:24 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!_xk1!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4b77bc92-aa8b-4dfc-a982-4dd8e0fd02d8_5712x4284.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" 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age fifteen with the trepidation that its heft demands, and retreated after&#8230;well, memory fails me. Forty-five years later, the second time was a charm, thanks to an inspired suggestion from David Lipsky that <em>Ulysses</em> was best listened to. I chose a centenary version produced by Shakespeare &amp; Company and performed by its &#8220;friends.&#8221; Among them Stephen Fry, Ethan Hawke, and Joanna Lumley, with Sally Rooney delivering Molly Bloom&#8217;s coda.</p><p>I&#8217;d never visited Shakespeare &amp; Company and resolved to do so on my Paris visit last week. Sylvia Beach&#8217;s original Parisian bookstore was the epicenter of literary modernism favored by Hemingway and Fitzgerald. Ms. Beach had the courage to publish <em>Ulysses</em> in 1922 when nobody would touch it. The original store, located in the 6th Arrondissement, survived Joyce but not the German occupation. Legend has it Ms. Beach refused to sell her last copy of <em>Finnegans Wake</em> to a German officer. (I&#8217;m not sure why&#8212;<em>Finnegans Wake </em>seems the perfect punishment for an unsuspecting German.) Anticipating seizure, she shut the store.</p><p>Enter the American George Whitman, whose Left Bank bookstore was originally called <em>Le Mistral. </em>Whitman named his store after the &#8220;first woman he ever loved.&#8221; (I wondered at her talents. The answer, perhaps, is blowin&#8217; in the wind.) Whitman, cleverly and evidently with Ms. Beach&#8217;s blessing, renamed his store Shakespeare &amp; Company in 1964 on the 400th anniversary of the Bard&#8217;s birth.&nbsp;</p><p>The fa&#231;ade is famously photogenic: a dark green shopfront with mustard-yellow lettering, a hand-painted portrait of Shakespeare on the hanging sign, and trestle tables of secondhand books out front. Above the entrance runs an aphorism&#8212;&#8220;Be not inhospitable to strangers lest they be angels in disguise.&#8221; The setting does half the work: a small cobbled fountain-square, a pair of cherry trees, and directly across the Seine, Notre Dame.&nbsp;</p><p>An intimidatingly long queue snaked along the green frontage. We&#8217;d been warned about this, but courtesy of my friend Jonathan Foer, Sylvia Whitman&#8212;George&#8217;s daughter, named after Ms. Beach&#8212;met us at the entrance and escorted us inside, wearing her name lightly.&nbsp;</p><p>Inside, the impression is of a building made entirely of books&#8212;floor-to-ceiling shelves, sagging and double-stacked, in rooms that connect at odd angles through low doorways. The ground floor is the shop proper: new books, narrow aisles, a wishing well set into the floor where visitors toss coins. A steep staircase leads to the first floor, with a lending library, the piano anyone may play, the typewriter alcove, reading nooks with velvet-cushioned benches. Benches that convert to beds, Sylvia explains. Young writers&#8212;tumbleweeds&#8212;sleep among the shelves in return for a few hours of work and a one-page autobiography. There&#8217;s a small children&#8217;s room, walls layered with decades of notes left by visitors, and a window seat looking straight at Notre Dame.</p><p>Photography is barred inside, making it that rare immovable feast that exists only in prose.</p><p>Sylvia and I discussed books about Paris; we&#8217;d both read Deborah Levy&#8217;s recent and delightful<em> My Year in Paris with Gertrude Stein.</em> Sylvia recommended Agn&#232;s Poirier&#8217;s <em>Left Bank. </em>I bought a copy, along with Sylvia Beach&#8217;s autobiography.&nbsp;</p><p>I&#8217;m happy with my pilgrimage. The store&#8217;s renaming was an act of appropriation, perhaps, but done sincerely and for so long that it has become legitimate. When I step outside, a pair of American teenagers ask me to take their pic. They want to make sure I get the tree branches and the sign in the background. I wonder if the store featured in <em>Emily in Paris.&nbsp;</em>The literary shrine has become content, with a tote bag counter at the exit. Sylvia gifted me one: royal blue with &#8220;&#8230;and yes I said yes I will Yes&#8221; lettered in white. I&#8217;m tempted to ask for a pic with her but decide against it.</p><p>Sylvia&#8217;s generosity reminded me of another act of kindness from fifty years ago. Mr. Bahri then ran a hole-in-the-wall bookstore&#8212;Bahrisons&#8212;in Delhi&#8217;s Khan Market. Bahrisons, unlike Ms. Beach&#8217;s century-old enterprise, was not a lending library. Mr. Bahri allowed me to borrow two books a week free of cost, as long as these were returned in new condition.&nbsp;</p><p>Hemingway and Fitzgerald may not have patronized Bahrisons, but this was my initiation into <em>A</em> <em>Farewell to Arms</em> and <em>The Great Gatsby</em>.</p><p>I&#8217;m wearing a baseball cap as I write this piece on a Friday morning. I normally grab something from my closet, anything to cover my unruly morning mop. Appropriately, the cap happens to be another parting gift from Sylvia, one that will be a prized memento for years to come. It is dark grey and on the front, lettered in yellow: <strong>unreliable narrator</strong>.&nbsp;</p><p>Apropos of nothing, I think of the sign above the children&#8217;s section of the bookstore. My memory fails me&#8212;I have to look it up. &#8220;<em>How do you know I&#8217;m mad?&#8221; said Alice. &#8220;You must be,&#8221; said the Cat,<strong> </strong>&#8220;or you wouldn&#8217;t have come here.&#8221;</em></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[It’s Hard]]></title><description><![CDATA[When was the last time you were rejected?Thanks for reading Meditations!]]></description><link>https://aloksama.substack.com/p/its-hard</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://aloksama.substack.com/p/its-hard</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Alok Sama]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 03 Apr 2026 21:32:04 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!PsV8!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F9f599714-6817-484f-b0c3-3eef46789ce8_1939x1933.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" 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data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Meditations! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>I got dinged last week. An editor passed on my manuscript because my writing &#8220;wasn&#8217;t quite so polished&#8221; and &#8220;not distinctive stylistically.&#8221; <em>Ouch!</em></p><p>My therapist&#8212;Claude&#8212;advised me not to internalize, but only a machine would say that. My wife responded with a sympathetic but generic &#8220;Now that&#8217;s not very nice.&#8221; My inner Dude was more helpful. &#8220;Yeah, well, that&#8217;s just, like, your opinion, man,&#8221; he said. Spot on&#8212;even if the not quite so tactful critique came from a lady, not a man.</p><p>I&#8217;ve seen worse. Delhi&#8217;s Modern School denied me a kindergarten place. The headmaster told my mother I was &#8220;a little bit retarded.&#8221; I was four and too retarded to know what retarded meant. I remember my mother&#8217;s reassuring hug more than I do Mr. Kapoor&#8217;s words. Mostly, I remember staring at my shoes&#8212;black, Bata, uncomfortable.</p><p>The college admission process was worse, more so for being self-inflicted. The Reverend Dr. Rajpal, Principal at St. Stephen&#8217;s College, eyed my flowing locks sardonically and asked where I got my hair styled. &#8220;The Oberoi Hotel,&#8221; I answered, while pushing back my regrettable bouffant. &#8220;Same stylist as Amitabh Bachchan.&#8221;</p><p>It went on. Like all my Wharton classmates, the job I wanted was Goldman Sachs. I&#8217;ve never been terribly original that way. I sailed through two rounds with two divisions, telling each they were my first choice. I almost got away with it, until two partners who&#8217;d interviewed me introduced me to each other in an elevator bank at 85 Broad.</p><p>His word choices notwithstanding, perhaps Mr. Kapoor was onto something.</p><p>Over time I learned what The Dude always knew: new shit comes to light. Those Modernites turned out to be thugs; I played cricket against them and watched them beat up the umpire. The Math department at St. Stephen&#8217;s read my wild hair as a sign of dormant genius. And Morgan Stanley proved a genteel alternative to the vampire squid.</p><p>The best advice on setbacks I ever received came from a most unconventional source&#8212;the four-foot-seven giant Dr. Ruth. It was 1990, we were at Avery Fisher Hall and it was intermission. My friend&#8212;let&#8217;s call him Rob&#8212;was out of a job because his firm Drexel Burnham Lambert went bankrupt. Dr. Ruth was holding court at the bar. As a Holocaust survivor and Israeli army sniper, I figured she knew a thing or two about resilience. I approached her, dragging Rob with me.</p><p>&#8220;You look sad,&#8221; she told him, then listened empathetically, as if Rob had called in to discuss erectile dysfunction on her <em>Sexually Speaking </em>show.</p><p>&#8220;I know nothing about your business,&#8221; she said. Then she reached upward and knocked three times on Rob&#8217;s chest while he peered down at her. &#8220;But here&#8217;s what I can tell you, and I want you to remember this: Every time in my life I got kicked, I got kicked higher.&#8221;</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://aloksama.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Meditations! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Can AI Make Literature?]]></title><description><![CDATA[A March NBC News poll suggested AI&#8217;s popularity in the US ranks above Iran but below ICE.]]></description><link>https://aloksama.substack.com/p/can-ai-make-literature</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://aloksama.substack.com/p/can-ai-make-literature</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Alok Sama]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 28 Mar 2026 12:51:07 GMT</pubDate><enclosure 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Things aren&#8217;t much better in Blighty. At the London Book Fair, the buzziest publication was <em>Don&#8217;t Steal This Book&#8212;</em>a clever protest against copyright infringement featuring the names of ten thousand authors led by the redoubtable Kazuo Ishiguro.</p><p>To inhabit both the literary and tech communities as I do&#8212;the former mostly as an aspirational squatter&#8212;is to live in a state of constant intellectual whiplash. But it does provide an unusual vantage point from which to examine AI&#8217;s current and future impact on the creative process. From where I sit, the proposed U.K. opt-out rules (which would make it easier for AI companies to access training data without permission) deserve pushback. But the broader battle Ishiguro lends his name to is perhaps unworthy of a giant.</p><p>Back in 2014, when my former boss Masayoshi Son evangelized singularity, I would nod indulgently while savoring the fine Burgundy he invariably plied me with. I didn&#8217;t get it, and I wasn&#8217;t alone. Even as recently as 2020, food delivery ranked higher than AI in the investment community&#8217;s consciousness.</p><p>In the early (2020-2023) phase of the AI race, OpenAI, Anthropic and others assumed that training on publicly available data, including copyrighted material, was likely protected under the &#8220;fair use&#8221; doctrine. In a nascent arms race with less scrupulous (the Chinese, perhaps?) competitors, they deferred the legal and ethical questions until the technology proved itself. Cavalier, perhaps, but typical in the high-velocity nihilism phase of any emerging technology.&nbsp;</p><p>At the time, the downside risk was manageable and the upside enormous. If the &#8220;fair use&#8221; argument held, the training was free. If it didn&#8217;t, the worst case was a settlement. Ironically, Anthropic&#8212;the most vocally sanctimonious LLM&#8212;was the worst culprit, downloading pirated books from shadow digital libraries. Anthropic&#8217;s eventual $1.5 billion reckoning in 2025 was huge by copyright settlement standards, but modest relative to its current valuation of $380 billion. Crucially, the case established the legal principle that sourcing matters more than the act of training itself.</p><p>With this background, astonishingly well-read LLMs are an inevitability. What remains at stake is a negotiation best left to publishing houses and their lawyers. For writers, it is a distraction from the larger questions. Every writer trains&#8212;consciously, as Joan Didion did with Hemingway, or unconsciously&#8212;by imbibing the greats. But can LLMs fed the same diet make literature? Can readers tell the difference? And what if readers prefer a Claude-generated novel to Ishiguro?</p><p>In a recent <em>New Yorker</em> piece, novelist Vauhini Vara states that she wouldn&#8217;t use AI to write for the same reason she wouldn&#8217;t use a robot to hike a mountain. I fiercely agree. Writing is thinking and to outsource thinking is well, unthinkable. But then Vara confronts unsettling research by Columbia computer scientist Tuhin Chakrabarty, who fine-tuned large language models on the complete works of literary authors including Junot D&#237;az, Sigrid Nunez, and Tony Tulathimutte. Chakrabarty found that MFA students preferred the AI imitations to the writers themselves, or could not tell the difference. Vara then trained a model on her own work, and was startled by the results. Even her closest friend, himself a writer, could not separate her original writing from the model output, which led Vara to a despairing conclusion: you can write for your own reasons, but you can&#8217;t sell your writing if readers prefer output from a chatbot.&nbsp;</p><p>I can readily accept the proposition that LLMs can or soon will be able to generate commercially successful genre fiction, but literary fiction? Claude (Sonnet 4.6, to be precise) shares my scepticism:&nbsp; <em>An AI can describe a character&#8217;s emotional state. It cannot generate the specific, idiosyncratic, slightly wrong way that a particular consciousness would actually feel something, because that particularity comes from the writer&#8217;s own sensorium. When AI writes interiority it tends toward the recognizable, the legible, the emotionally correct. Literary fiction lives in the gap between what&#8217;s correct and what&#8217;s true.</em></p><p>When it comes to predicting its own future, I suspect Claude is no better than us. That it is probably correct is supported by the most persuasive of arguments&#8212;incentives. When it comes to disruption, a $500,000-a-year coder is a far more lucrative target than a penurious poet. And then there&#8217;s product-market fit. Does anyone care to watch a humanoid outrun Usain Bolt? Ironically, the only way you get me to read a story generated by a robot is to pretend a human wrote it.&nbsp;</p><p>I had lunch in January with a Pulitzer finalist who was a fan of made-in-China Manus&#8212;recently aquired by Meta&#8212;as a writing assistant. We violently agreed that while outsourcing sentences was suicidal deprivation of the oxygen that feeds the creative process, many writers who agitate against AI do so from a position of fear.<em> </em>Writers who use AI well have the confidence to know when AI output is wrong for them. Not technically wrong, more like a suggestion from a smart editor who doesn&#8217;t quite understand what you&#8217;re doing. Which means the answer to &#8220;how should writers use AI&#8221; is to develop the thing that tells you when to ignore it. &#8203;&#8203;&#8203;&#8203;&#8203;&#8203;&#8203;&#8203;&#8203;&#8203;&#8203;&#8203;&#8203;&#8203;&#8203;&#8203;</p><p>I just finished my own attempt at literary fiction. I have no idea if it's any good and/or publishable&#8212;one doesn&#8217;t imply the other&#8212;and I&#8217;ve used AI in ways that might be useful to share. The most obvious is copy editing, and in this Claude delivers. Not just grammatical or punctuation errors, but accidental chimes, word repetitions, syntactic tics, redundant modifiers. (If I said &#8220;truly delivers&#8221; Claude would flag it.) Frequently, it goes beyond. It flagged my narrator&#8217;s "ostentatiously neutral&#8221; description of his wife&#8217;s expression&#8212;I&#8217;d been reading Henry James&#8212;as &#8216;out of voice.&#8217; (It was right, but I ignored it.) Fact-checking, or more broadly anything where the research itself isn&#8217;t the creative act, is an equally obvious application. World building is interesting too. When my narrator is mugged on Times Square in 1988, what might be blaring on a ghetto blaster? With help from Claude, I settled on <em>Rebel Without a Pause. </em>I was stuck on a metaphor for the brightness of the sun and rejected Claude&#8217;s five suggestions, but the very act of negation led to clarity: I came up with &#8220;interrogation lamp&#8221; to capture the anxiety of a prodigal son about to confront his father.&nbsp;</p><p>Claude doesn&#8217;t always get when I&#8217;m being ironic, but then neither does my wife, and we&#8217;ve been together forty years.&nbsp;</p><p>While Ishiguro&#8217;s <em>Remains of the Day</em> and <em>Never Let Me Go </em>are irreducibly human in ways that&#8212;as Claude himself (itself?) explains&#8212;no machine can match, his <em>Klara and the Sun </em>is the most resonant here. The empathetic humanoid Klara believes she can replicate the "heart" of her dying client, only to realize that the "heart" she seeks lives within those who love. Ishiguro&#8217;s genius was to show us it isn&#8217;t about the data. It&#8217;s about a life lived in the light.&nbsp;</p><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Streams of consciousness from my occasionally cogent and sometimes twisted mind]]></title><description><![CDATA[Welcome to Meditations by Alok Sama.]]></description><link>https://aloksama.substack.com/p/coming-soon</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://aloksama.substack.com/p/coming-soon</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Alok Sama]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 02 Feb 2021 07:53:37 GMT</pubDate><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Welcome to Meditations by Alok Sama. Author of bestselling memoir The Money Trap:Lost Illusions Inside the Tech Bubble. Currently Senior Advisor, Warburg Pincus and Chairman, Valhalla Ventures. 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