Astrology is too wild to make up! That is why I always write about my real experience. So this morning I experienced a crazy real astrology experience encompassing the nodes, the sun, and my MC/IC. My parents confronted me at breakfast about my new online brand, Astrology Twink.

So yes, this summer I started Astrology Twink. It has been so exhilarating and fulfilling for me! I am doing what I love and getting supported by doing it. I have given up people pleasing (my natal south node in Libra) and the need to always be understood by others. I am wild, crazy, and unconventional! This is in my natal chart with Uranus loosely conjunct my MC! The planet of chaos, wildness, and change is aspecting or intensely influencing my career and public perception. My fate was written in the stars.

I started this brand as secretively as I could. I stealthily tiptoed around the public internet as best as I could. My Mars is in Scorpio in my 6th house. (I love to work and hustle in silence and secrecy. I never announce I am doing the thing. Rather, I say I did the thing.) It is very difficult to hide on the internet or know what the algorithm will truly show you or others. I could have easily blocked every friend and family member before starting my online presence. However, that would have just been me acting in accordance of fear of what others think of me and just halted this conversation down the road.

Some of my friends know about my online presence. Some have been very supportive of me, and love seeing me as a higher evolved version of myself. Others have shunned me for my irresponsible decision making. I am not here in this lifetime to try to fix their sheltered mind; or try to have endless debates where each of us just get more divided and stuck in our ways. This theme correlates to Saturn and Neptune transiting my 11th house of friendships and how I show up in the collective and social media. These planets are both currently retrograde, signifying a release of the peoples, communities, and energies that no longer serve me.

Life is full of changes. I am glad I am not the same person I was one or five years ago. I feel like I am constantly evolving; I am a life longer learner. With that comes the need to outgrow old friends, habits, hobbies, and media consumption that does not serve you. I think it is so important to normalize unfollowing people who do not serve your current version anymore. I hope you subscribe to me now, and unsubscribe from me when I do not add to your life anymore. I think we are meant to constantly change the shows we watch or who we follow on social media. The saying used to be “you are a reflection of your five closest friends.” I think we are a reflection of the five content creators we consume the most. This is so Uranus in Gemini, while living in the age of the internet we are meant to be curious and constantly evolving.

I never cared growing up what others thought of me. I came out as bisexual in middle school. Later on as gay when I was in high school. (I realized I couldn’t even stand holding a girl’s hand in the hallway. Hahaha.) It was easy for me to come out as my true sexuality in school when I was younger, even when gay marriage was not legalized. A lot of my close friends were accepting or also queer. While my other right-leaning closed minded peers disapproved of my sexuality, it was okay if they did not like me or bullied me. I knew at the end of the day I did not have to see them at home or have to be liked by them. Those classmates were only a temporary part of my journey.

This was the philosophy that got me through my coming of age adolescence. I grew up Catholic in suburban America. We went to church every weekend, I was an altar boy and even progressed to become an Actolyte, a head altar boy. I knew I was gay since 4th grade, going through the underwear aisle and finding the unprotected uncensored internet at such a young age. The internet was the wild west in the early 2010s.

So growing up, I never knew if my parents would accept me for my sexuality. Since they raised me catholic and were both religious growing up. Homosexulaity was never discussed while growing up so I never knew where their beliefs stood on that topic. So that is why I was always afraid to come out to them. They were the last two people I came out to. I only came out to them in sophomore year of high school because I wanted to go on a date with a classmate to the fair. Long story short, they are totally fine with me being gay! (I can write another story about my coming out experience.) But the take away is, I grew up caring so much about parental validation! That’s why I always tell them last about my “possible flaws.” Being gay or having a scandalous online career is not a flaw. Only a flaw in the fixed-mind eye of the beholder. My parents are twin scorpio moons in fall. Scorpio is a fixed-water sign, full of deep stern brooding emotions.

My parents love and care a lot about me. I have always worked very hard in life with school and work. Participating in rigorous academics and countless extracurriculars, I was always achieving. Achieving to make up for the fact I was gay. I thought I had to prove my worth, balance the scales and make up for the burden of my sexuality. I have since healed that limiting belief. I have learned recently to lean into my intuition. My beliefs have led me on the right path. The more I took advice from others or lived their path, I suffered. Having a white knuckle grip of trying to look perfect on the outside. I was suffering miserably internally. No one knew I was struggling internally because I had my life looking cookie cutter perfect on the outside. Now, the more I have trusted my inner wisdom and gut inner knowing, the better my life gets and the more heart centered I live.

So needless to say, I wanted to avoid telling my parents about Astrology Twink for as long as possible! I did not want to tell them I was doing this until tax season. I wanted to wait to show them that this was a good and profitable endeavor and people will love and support me for being my true and authentic self. (Since starting this online platform this summer I have made two consecutive four figure months. I do not say that to boast; I say that to show the internet is a gold mine of oppertunities!)

The astrology happened today. This morning at breakfast my parents asked about my “online business.” I told them the details. They think I am making a very poor decision for future employers. I think I am making a great decision. Going to university and getting a degree and marrying is a 1950s approach to life. I am living in the 21st century with the internet. The internet is the new wild west. Untamed with minimal rules and heavily unregulated to today’s date. I see the internet now as the new Gold Rush. Get in while you can. But wait, we were not fighting on here over a finite resource. The internet is infinite and full of possibilities. Fixed and closed mindsets will hold you back from future generational wealth. Being mutable and growing with the changing technology will set you up for success in the rest of the 21st century. (Another Uranus in Gemini philosophy.)

There is no more room for hiding, no more room to work in secret like before. This transit happened today while the sun and the south node were at the 29th anaretic degree of Leo. Leo is ruled by the sun. The sun is a luminary, or it shines light and amplifies anything happening. This illumination happened today on my IC, the lowest point in an astrology chart, signifying private life, family, and my inner world. So the sun illuminated this private aspect of myself to my parents, the two people’s opinions I feared the most. The south node represents release and karmic shedding. Here I was releasing my secrecy of my private inner world and dissolving my need for parental validation on my career. I exist today as the multi-dimensional human being I am. You will disappoint people in life, that is part of the journey. You either walk or get stepped on in your life. I finally decided to learn how to walk at the age of twentyone.

Additionally, this illumination with the sun is opposing the north node in Aquarius. The north node is associated with eclipses. Eclipses are accelerators of fate and timelines. The north node is a desire to become or encapsulate. The north node is often out of most people’s comfort zone. It does not come easily. It is a skill you are meant to learn and embody in this lifetime. The north node today is conjunct with my MC. The MC represents the highest point in your chart, representing your most visible public self and reputation, oftentimes tied with career.

So of course my MC is at the anaretic 29th degree of Aquarius, the weirdo or outsider. So yes of course I meant to be seen as wild or crazy. Just a reminder, “A well behaved woman makes history.” Or “if you weren’t persecuted hundreds of years ago, are you really living now?” Just some philosophical quotes to sit with.

This difficult conversation actualized on my last day of me visiting home. Leaving home and saying goodbye was bittersweet. Yes I will miss my parents and family. I hope to see them again sometime. However, it will be nice to not live in relentless fear of criticism or judgment of my actions. I am writing this blog while I am flying over my Uranus MC line from my natal astrocartography chart. How fitting. It is like God or the universe aligned the stars for me. This path was meant for me.

A huge thank you if you are reading this far. Thank you for taking a genuine interest in me and my beliefs. I’d rather be hated for something I am, than loved for something I am not. I hope I encourage you to live a more thoughtful, mindful, and authentic life. Please leave a comment or send me a message. I would love to connect and hear what you enjoy from me! I want to put my creative energy towards a mutually fulfilling exchange!

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I have hundreds of gay dating stories I will share, (with a plethora of various muses in counting…) and that will be the primary focus of this page. However, some articles will be unrelated to my sexuality or dating. I have a Sagittarius 7th house stellium, so yes I have a natural heavy emphasis on dating and sex in my life, but everyone has every zodiac sign and house inside them. So occasionally I will share other astrology reflections on family, finances, work, career, friends, and mental health.

I am a Gemini rising, so I currently have Uranus transiting my first house of self and identity and opposing, or making a 180 degree aspect, to my Sagittarius settlium. At 5 degrees of Sagittarius is my Venus placement. Venus is the planet of love and pleasure; and my Venus is being affected first and foremost by the wild nature of Uranus.

I choose to begin my Substack with this story because this story happened on April 24-26th of 2026. This was the weekend Uranus entered Gemini for good. (Uranus is a slow moving outer planet; so it was briefly in Gemini in 2025, but during its retrograde it dipped back into Taurus.) During this weekend Uranus was roughly in conjunction with Venus. A conjunction is just an amplification of energy. So Uranus and Venus together meant heightened energy around wild, lustful, passionate, and intense themes of relationships and sex.

This was not my first time meeting Colton. Down the line, I will share how I met him… I could write a few articles about him hehe.

The story starts with my natural nature of secrecy. My Mars is in domicile in Scorpio and thrives in my 6th house of work and action. I work in secret and always make moves in private. I am intense, bold, and wild compared to the average person. (Blame it on all the fire and air in my chart hahaha) So with my Mars in Scorpio, I have learned to rather than asking for permission to do the crazy thing first, just ask for forgiveness later.

Colton has been enamored with me since we first started chatting under the Mercury retrograde of November of 2025. We met in person for the first time in upstate NY while he was visiting my city for work in early April 2026. We hit it off very well on our first date and had a wild and magical time in his hotel room. (That story will be an entirely different article…)

It only took two weeks after our first encounter for him to purchase my flight tickets to visit him in Boston. I only told a few friends I was visiting Boston to see him. All my friends thought I was wild and crazy. I didn’t even tell my parents I was going… Thank God they didn’t track or stalk my location that weekend. To this day they still didn’t know I went

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I left my university town Friday evening after all my classes and rehearsals. Had a great flight on Delta airlines. The Moon was also in Leo this whole weekend… trining my 7th house stellium; so the moon was positively aspecting my other fire placements, making grand fire trines with the planets in Aries to my natal sagittarius placements.

I fasted on the plane like a good cute sexy twink I am. I met up with Colton at the airport since he was just arriving back from NYC for a work trip. He was a magnetic Venusian Taurus just like I remembered. We quickly headed back to his place in Brookline. We dropped our bags off at his apartment followed by some quick foreplay and shenanigans. It was so hard to resist… but it was getting late and we knew we had to get dinner soon before it was late. So at last, it was only a few minutes of intense kissing and hands touching and grabbing each other’s thick and intense bulges that time allowed for.

We walked around Brookline for 30 minutes on a Friday night. All the nice high end restaurants were fully booked and required reservations. While all the youthful dive bars were crowded with crazy college kids. We finally settled on this spot at a bar with some nice German food. We each had a beer. I got IDed of course because I am freshly 21 and look like a twink! The tension between Colton and I was magnetic. Eye contact felt so intense, almost like my soul was being pressed up against the way… in a way stronger than his beefy forearms could do.

With our graceful playful banter we kept laughing away and left many hints at what would or who would come tonight… I am very flirtatious by nature so I spent the whole dinner laughing away and smirking with many playful touches on his strong and full bicep and his thick piercing quads. Colton’s thighs are huge… he is a cyclist and could probably choke me with how strong his thighs are.

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