I had very little or nothing to worry about,as time went on life began to unfold into unplanned events.

I wasn't doing really well in school, I was literally a dullard when it comes to comparison with my siblings.

I felt really sad ,but I didn't know what it meant to give up or still hang on.

I finished from college and waited for admission, It wasn't easy but I did get into a federal University,which was one of my parents biggest dreams….

Life was still unfolding on it's own terms,and I still had not found my way back to God.

“I'm not writing this as an article,

And I understand if this doesn't tally with your kind of articles 😊.”

Am sharing what actually built RAE….

After my admission, I met with strangers that turned sisters…cuz they were always there.

Funny thing is; They knew and were with God.. I actually felt out of place most times cuz,they were doing well in their studies and they had God , While…..I was yet to find my way back to God and my studies was nothing to bring up in a discussion.

Then ,I brought it up in a desperate prayers…

I had questions, very many unanswered questions.

I poured them all out on God…I don't know if I got answers,but I knew I had to do something other than just yelling at God.

That's when I decided I'll start watching faith based movies, studying my bible, and saying my rosary,all at my own pace…no rush,cuz I most likely was starting all over again.

I haven't always been a scholar, but I sure knew I wasn't a dullard, and for a fact “I was ,I am ,and always will be intelligent ”

For me it was always about being a scholar, making good grades,and working part-time in school to sort my bills and stuffs.

But God never gave up believing in me, though I thought he did.

Yes I struggled,but those struggles…had no comparison with God's plans, but they seemed difficult and challenging because I'm a human after all,and I had to keep the balance 😩

Those struggles were part of what shaped me, helped my Faith grow, and helped me find God again.

I'm not a writer, but I had to put this out here.

YOU CAN STILL FIND GOD AGAIN,AND HE WON'T STOP WAITING ON YOU BECAUSE…. HE'S STILL GOD.

It's okay to have bad days , it's not a bad life.

It's okay to have good days….

It's okay to face struggles,

It's okay to feel unsure,

But don't stop believing 🥲.

I'm not a preache, but I sure do know a thing or two about God's timing..

He brings you to ur lowest,only to take you to ur highest.

He doesn't gatekeep blessings,but he has his own timing.

I wouldn't say you should trust me,but you should at least trust the voice in your head 🙂🥹

I know,yes I do…very many have stopped believing, some don't even want to hear that name “God”

It's okay,but please don't be like that for too long, no one has a perfect story…. it's always a sad beginning/a happy ending…vice versa.

Mine,I can't tell…. I'm still on this valley with God,still figuring it out.

You can come join me 🥹…. there's lots of space for as many as who would love to.

God loves you,you might not just know it yet…but here's the thing; As long as you wake up each new day, it's not yet over…it's just a phase,and it'll pass too.

I don't know who needs to hear this,but I hope , this gets to you.

I don't know what your own story is,but please don't let go of his hands😭🙏

If you stayed till the end, I'm glad you did 😊

This is just a little story to tell you that God’s not given up on you. He's preparing you for the best 🤭

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