Circle 26—Tom Ashbrook Rework by Robot Koch // soundtrack audio for this read

I had a moment
Today
As the celestial
Elders
Willed it 

to be

Where I recognized
The pain
I have been 
Feeling

Enduring
In a substrate
Of polar opposite
Tensions

An ecosystem
Of 
Discordance

Chaos
Of 
An unholy
Nature

I felt the holy
Rumble
Of the somatic
Voice 

Torrential, in its
Outpouring 

An invisible
Physical 
Pain

The electric system
Over 
Firing

But how can
It be
Over firing

If it's been 
Thrust
Into static substrate?

A landscape
Of discordant 
Energies

What else
Would the body
Do

But fire away?

Intelligence isn’t wrong
Environment isn’t wrong
Moment is never wrong

It is
What it is

Life

As complex
As it is
Simple

So the celestial elder
Reminds
This is

The imperfect time
To witness
Lovingly 

The perfect 
in the imperfection

The perfect nature 
of the imperfect 

The weave of 
Symphony
With 
Chaos

Of right
Dancing
In & with
Wrong

Of spectrum
Being
The only truth 

Of our 
Dynamic
Existence

It was when I
Rounded
This corner

When I heard
The voice 
Say

An Exquisite Pain

This human journey

This brilliant weaving 

This love intelligence 

I bless this Exquisite Pain

Cheyenne Marie Wright

Bound by Kiasmos, Ólafur Arnalds & Janus Rasmussen // soundtrack audio for this read

"POETRY!

Of course

The waiting room medium"

Poetry is the medium
Of being in the waiting room

Being neither here nor there
Gives rise to clever forms

Forms give way to words
Words give way to feeling

Feeling gives rise to meaning
And making meaning is to be alive

So whilst in the waiting room,
Let the experience pour all over you,

Through you, let it
Consume you

In the consumption
Let those clever words
Play their witty tricks
And poke you in the tender places

Dance them into being
Undulate into unity 

Froth at the mouth
And sweat from every pore

Leave nothing unfelt
And you’ll find the exit door

Cheyenne Marie Wright

Hello beloved souls

As I’ve been speaking about for months, Uranus has now exactly squared the nodes of destiny

It’s an absolutely ecstatic experience to see the incoming energies, speak about them for months in the buildup…and then actually experience them when they arrive

Talking about something is incomparably different from embodying it

2026 has been particularly ecstatic because, as I’ve shared again and again inside the containers I held since Nov ‘25, we are experiencing energies we’ve never seen before. How can you predict the never before seen?

I have been singing the song of the collective mythology—imparting the wisdom of the celestial elders, in this year where ‘expect the unexpected’ is the only true prediction

I’ve been so ecstatically curious as to how this energy was going to lightning strike my inner world and my life…and as of last week, my opportunity to embody the experience for myself arrived 💖

I am moving through an ineffable, rapturous expansion, purification, and evolution. I meant it when I said ineffable, though—there are no words to describe this truly unprecedented experience

I was meant to hold the Ecstatic Living community’s June Astro Salon and Ecstatic Living Live Event last weekend, and I decided to push it back to this weekend so I could fully embody this ecstatic experience

but remember how I said the true prediction for this year is, ‘expect the unexpected’?

Since this Uranus lightning struck early last week, I have almost completely stepped back from astrology

I feel this moment in time, these ecstatic energies…are truly meant to be embodied

This will look different for everyone

For me, they are deeply felt, surrendered to, ecstatically received

Holding these live events this weekend would have been as incongruous as a moth teaching you how to swim…right now, I am a vessel receiving these energies, not a transmitter of them. The purest thing I can offer you all is my truth, and one wholehearted piece of wisdom—return to presence and feel these energies for yourself.

If you’ve been in my containers, you’ll have heard me say that astrology is not the most important aspect of Ecstatic Living—creation energy is.

How is life wanting to move through you? Attune to that and co-create with it.

Astrology is a secondary tool, an immensely powerful wisdom tool, that bolsters how life is moving through you, not replaces or precedes it.

So, my very Uranian, very ‘expect the unexpected’ Astro Salon, Ecstatic Living Live Event & Creative Incubator transmission for June is paradoxically this:

Get out of your head (including the astrology), and ecstatically open yourself to the lightning strike of evolutionary impulse of this moment.

Until my own ecstatic metamorphosis is complete,

I leave you with a few simple questions for you to lovingly inquire within yourself. May they support you in directly experiencing the unprecedented, pivotal, future-oriented energies of this brand new timeline opening before us…

What am I gripping on to that is ready to be let go of? (identities, perspectives, roles, beliefs, habits, modes of expression)

Where am I outsourcing my power feeling victimized by something outside myself?

Where am I still allowing my outer experience to determine my inner experience?

Where do I avoid the intimacy of being present with my own inner voice?

How can I invite in more ease, grace & joy to my inner world and life?

What parts of my past (& present) do I continue to give my life-force to that have been waiting to liberate me through the forgiveness and releasing of them?

Happy trails, and see you on the other side ⚡️

Cheyenne Marie Wright

Hello my beloveds,

Can you feel the turning point of this now moment?

Irreverent, brilliant, trickster Gemini is aliiiive in the sky and will be informing the creation of this new era for the next 7 years.

I have felt a levity return, a buoyancy, a great surrendering of all remaining f*cks to give 🦄

With the doors now closed to our Constricted→Creatrix gathering in Telegram, I couldn’t help but share how it’s been igniting and amplifying the multidimensional magic of this moment.

While the declaration I made at the start of the 30-day journey was devoting to the delivery of its highest possible expression…

Each of the women inside made their own declarations

• One has begun making video content for online courses that she’s had the strong calling to make, but had been navigating intense resistance to expanding her visibility in this way…until now 🔥

• Another has devoted herself to creating the drawings and paintings she’s been yearning to make, but had previously been blocked by scarcity beliefs of “what’s the point while the world is on fire”…until now 🔥

• And yet another has re-enlivened her fashion design business, actively transforming her relationship to it so that it can be centered on her creative channel as opposed to stressed productivity…hello, Creatrix 🔥

The synchronicities, breakthroughs and divinely-timed events unfolding for the whole group have been truly miraculous 🤩

Channeled writing coming through after years of being blocked

A marriage proposal that is 100% cosmically aligned with the north node’s final moments in Pisces

Sudden revelation of potential future timelines opening the possibility of moving abroad (hi, Uranus)

Alchemical healing breakthroughs with the ancestors that have opened the path to Mother Europe like a waterfall in spring (that was me 🙋‍♀️)

Being in a coven of Creatrixes at this turning point moment is like saying to the universe, “Yes, I would like to receive the maximum level of support, creation energy, and divine kismet at this time, thankyouverymuch.”

We just hit our half-way point with day 15 yesterday, and the fomo is already starting 🥹

Meanwhile…

I continue to fall more deeply in love with the creative process of filmmaking!!

When the muse planted the seed that I would be making vlogs, I LOLed. Who, me? Okay, muse…we’ll see how that goes…

Lo and behold, I AM OBSESSED.

I don’t care that I’m new at it—I come ecstatically alive in the process of designing and curating them.

It’s one of the most cathartic forms of expressions I’ve ever done, and just a few months ago, I thought it was kinda dumb and so NOT me.

This is Gemini energy…

This is the portal into the NEW that’s available to us…the new that is welcoming us with such brilliant ease into Ecstatic Living.

Can you be curious about EVERYTHING?

Can you fuck around and find out like a child again?

Can you express for the sake of it?

Can you get in circles, communities, and gatherings with other people brave enough to be curious, to express in new ways, and redefine their sense of self and life?

Can you LAUGH at the divine fuckery of this life?!

Good Goddess may we all take ourselves 100% less seriously.

This is the portal doorway into New Earth, into Future Fetish, into your Creation Era.

Gemini is handing us the keys…should we be playful enough to pick them up with a grand curiosity and a brilliant adaptability.

If old ways, old dynamics, old relationships, old thoughts, old expressions are suddenly feeling outdated…good, you’re right on time.

And this is just the beginning.

Uranus, the lightning bolt of “expect the unexpected” who just newly entered Gemini, is the major player in the sky all the way through August.

We’re entering a portal of massive upgrades, whether we’re ready or not.

The more you’re looking with eyes wide open, consciously co-creating with these celestial elders and moving into your growth edges to allow more creation energy to flow through your being…

The more you’ll feel ecstatically alive in these energies.

Highly recommend getting on board the rocket ship of Celestial + Creative Coaching 🚀

The muse is brewing an epic, in-depth container that’ll be revealing itself soon…

Until then, don’t wait to get yourself the initiation session 🔥

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Don’t just take it from me, the Strategized Creatrix…

“I was initially hesitant about working with Cheyenne because I feel like I am someone who has “tried it all”-coaches, programs, therapists, medicine, ceremonies etc. There was something intuitive that felt deeper guiding me to work with her and I’m glad I chose to listen to intuition instead of the overthinking mind.

After 1 session I felt I was able to understand myself in a deeper way than I had before. She has gently guided me through actionable steps to use the understanding of my astrological makeup to harness the creative fire that burns inside me. She is helping me to stoke that fire in a controlled and direct manner that is bringing me alive in ways that have laid dormant for a while. Saying YES to working with Cheyenne has felt like a saying YES to allowing creative life force energy to finally flow through me. It’s felt like an invitation to allow these sleepy parts of me to come alive.

Sometimes I feel like I don’t have enough words to articulate how deeply her sessions land with me, but there is an inner knowing that understands more than I do. Working with her in our sessions and having the Telegram container has felt like having a mirror, a cheerleader and a coach all in one.”

“Wow, I am in tears hearing the wisdom coming through what you’re sharing, and I’m just so grateful.”

“I’m literally replaying it. I’ve never been like this before working with anyone...I feel like a disciple. I’m studying everything, everything you say I’m like okay, let me play that back, let me let it sink in. There is SO much wisdom here.”

I can’t wait to co-create this multidimensional session with YOU, Creatrix ❤️‍🔥

Here’s Ep. 6 of the Ecstatic Living Vlog ….tune in to come alive ⚡️

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Astro Salon—June 13 2026 11:00am PST

Ecstatic Living Live Event—June 14 2026 11:00am PST

Creative Incubator—June 20 2026 11:00am PST

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With all my love and ecstatic joy for this wild time to be alive,

Cheyenne Marie Wright, the muse of the field of Ecstatic Living 🦄

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You’re brilliant

curious

perceptive

creative

instinctual

As I said in a session with a client today, “you’re an asset of the Goddess” (when talking about 8th house activations, of course)

And you, my love, are also an asset of the Goddess herself, of consciousness, of creation…

But parts of you forget this, and you let sneaky resistance slow you down in creating your way to your desires because of it.

Tomorrow’s new moon wants to change this…for good.

As we start a new lunar month under the Venus-guided sign of Taurus, the earth sign guided by the Goddess herself…

We are being asked to plant seeds of pleasure-filled devotion to being GENERATIVE & to just being

This IS devotion to creation energy

To be alive is to be pulsating with creation energy

To create is to be dancing this creation energy through your physical form

The archetype of Taurus, which we all carry within us, gnows this (gnosis knows)

and derives great pleasure in fully feeling the aliveness of these sensual bodies and their capacity to create, create, create in all forms

However, there’s a price to pay before we can plant these beautiful Taurean seeds tomorrow…

The dark Goddess is making it clear—

the only seeds that will germinate under this lunation are ones that look the core Aries wound in the eye and, with fierce love, reclaim the truth—your Divine Dignity.

We are about to be catapulted into the new over these next 4-months in a way we have never seen before.

And this new moon is a portal into it, giving us the crucial chance to plant seeds from a foundation of knowing ourselves as Creator in form with limitless access to creation energy.

We’re diving in to all of this in tomorrow’s Astro Salon in the Ecstatic Living community 💃

Astro Salon—Saturday, May 16 2026 10:30am PST

Celestial strategy in community—tune in for the live transmission on the New Moon in Taurus where Mars will be the last personal planet conjunct Chiron before the wounded alchemist completes his 8-year journey and enters Taurus. Live astro coaching—ask me direct questions about how and where this is activating your chart/life.

Come live, or watch the replay—join the monthly or annual tier for access 💋

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This is exactly what we’re co-creating as a coven of Creatrixes in the

30-day Constricted→Creatrix journey

ONLY 3 days left to join us there 🔥

Inspiration

Ignition

Declaration

Breakthrough

Personalized Celestial Strategy + Creation Energy

pouring into this space like I would an in-depth, long-term $$$ container

and asking only for devotion BECAUSE I KNOW HOW MUCH MORE POWERFUL WE ARE WHEN WE CREATE TOGETHER.

& I’m currently creating some of my wildest dreams into reality so come hither in this unstoppable field of Creation energy 💅

Your official invitation to the coven, Creatrixes 💌

plus May’s other two LIVE EVENTS in the Ecstatic Living community’s monthly or annual membership

Ecstatic Living Live Event “Creatrix Consciousness 🔥”—Sunday, May 17 2026 10:30am PST

“Desires are divine directives, and it’s not about the things themselves, it’s about who you become in the process of reaching for them…” This gathering will go deeper into the embodiment of the new moon energies—not just cognizing the celestial strategy, BECOMING the Strategized Creatrix who actively co-creates her life with the celestial elders 🔥

Creative Incubator—Sunday, May 24 2026 10:30am PST

Monthly Creative Incubator to gather as the community feeding the field of Ecstatic Living. We’ll individually work on the things that scare &/or inspire us the most (usually one and the same)—write the thing, make the move, do the workout, create the offering, etc. Wherever your growth edge is, this is a regularly-scheduled, carved out time to come together with the community as fortification to support you while you drop anxiety through committing to doing the thing…and step into Ecstatic Living 🔥

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It’s to infinity and beyond my loves 🚀

With all my love,

Cheyenne Marie Wright, the muse of the field of Ecstatic Living 🦄

Devotion is hard when you’re a multifaceted woman

I get annoyed of myself

I get annoyed of my own art when I’m in the middle of launching a new offering

One on hand, I absolutely LOVE that my business is such an organic expression and extension of my life and my art…

That there’s a synergy between what I’m personally feeling and experiencing in my daily life and the content I’m creating + what I’m delivering in 1:1 containers and groups like the 30-day Constricted→Creatrix journey

It’s sheer magic to witness how much coherence there is between my life, my creative expression and my business…

AND

When it’s time to talk about a new offering every single day for weeks on end…my inner muse starts to get real pouty.

Ironically, she starts to feel constricted.

After weeks of creating specifically for one offering…SHE WANTS TO GO ROGUE.

She wants to create just for the sake of creating

To make strange brushstrokes with watercolor paint on paper

To dance in wild abandon

To talk about ANYTHING except the offering 🙃

And this is the feminine energy, this is the muse…she’s WILD, ALIVE, MULTIDIMENSIONAL, PURE CHAOS, ENDLESS CREATIVE POTENTIAL

I understand her sacred and essential nature of creative chaos and unfettered fertility

And I also understand…

If I can stay devoted to a steady channel that’s aligned with my long-term visions for life, channeling her charge and creative pressure into that channel…SACRED UNION is the outcome

My creative life-force will come into union with my purpose and life direction

This is the orgasmic union this wild woman creation energy really wants, but she can be her own strongest deterrent when she rebels against the focused direction

All that wildin’ out creation energy is really seeking to CREATE—to MANIFEST—and creation happens when there is UNION

She wants to be penetrated

Penetrated by the focused consciousness that is her consort

She’ll be in wild, erratic, chaos until that spear of conscious directionality strikes her to her core and takes all that creative frenzy into sacred order

Like the magnets that take the little iron shavings that look like a chaotic swarm of ants and instantaneously gather them into pooled coherence.

Your inner muse, your wild woman, your creation energy wants to wild out, yes…

AND she ultimately wants to come into union with her consort—purpose, direction, evolving consciousness.

So after 2-weeks of focusing 99% of my creation energy, of focusing her, on the launch of this 30-day journey…she needed some unrestrained expression.

I took her into nature and opened the space for her to meld into the endless creative energy of the earth, to paint with zero agenda or judgement, to sing and dance wildly, to howl and liberate in all her feral truth.

And then…I naturally felt the desire for union to return. She was ready to pour into the channel of devoted creation for my business, for my life’s vision, once again.

Living your life as a realtime creative process is not always easy, but life isn’t always easy anyways and the creative process brings in deluges of ecstatic aliveness.

I don’t think we came here to just have it easy, comfortable, known…

I think we came here to be ecstatically alive.

And that very aliveness is what keeps us devoted to the creative process of designing our lives according to the intelligence of the desires that have been placed in our hearts.

And by a very mysterious unfolding…our GORGEOUS live call kick-off party for Constricted→Creatrix yesterday was not recorded, so I am embodying devotion despite life life’ing and doing another one tomorrow

A share from one of our Creatrixes after the live call yesterday…we were all so lit up with inspiration 💘

And with the mysterious snafu of the recording not recording…I think the muse was really holding a seat for YOU to still join us, Creatrix 🔥

Live Call Kick-Off Party round two 💋

Tomorrow, Saturday May 9th 5:30 PST

Come link arms with this gorgeous gathering of Creatrixes & catch your suuuurprise second chance at this absolutely igniting kick-off call

Featuring

❤️‍🔥 Story time: From Poverty→Peru→The Birth of A Creatrix

❤️‍🔥Personalized astro coaching for each woman—get your chart read in realtime & dial in on where creation energy is activating your life in this pivotal moment

❤️‍🔥Current celestial weather to highlight the MASSIVE LEVERAGE we have for stepping into our Creatrix era RIGHT NOW

❤️‍🔥THE POINT OF NO RETURN—you make your declaration & step into your future self N.O.W.

Can't wait to see you, Creatrix

In devotion to creation energy,

Cheyenne Marie Wright, the muse of the field of Ecstatic Living 🦄

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The creative process is the most ecstatic high…

until it’s not.

Pluto went retrograde this morning, and with it, my mind has expressed scintillating melodies in the key of…

“I want to throw up and run away.”

“I’m climbing under a rock and never coming out.”

“I can’t. I won’t. I will not.”

While my mind has been engorging itself in this doomsday party of Plutonian fear energy turned mental despair narrative…I’ve chopped wood and carried water anyways.

I stretched my body, prepared nourishing food, went to see my 7-year old niece court the muse in her school play, worked, cried a little here and there, followed my inner muse’s call to meditate and work outside, continued with the daily content for sharing this 30-day challenge on social media, continued my strength-training intensive, and felt awe-inspired at the incredible Creatrix women sharing in our Telegram space as we prepare for the live call kick-off party tomorrow.

This is devotion to the creative process, and living our lives each day is the primary creative process.

I devote to creation energy instead of devoting to the destructive energy of contracted thoughts.

Devoting to creation energy means moving the energy in my life, even and especially on the days when it feels like the hardest thing to do.

Amazingly, what I find is that what my mind had painted to be the most challenging thing to do (move the energy through continuing creation of my business offerings), actually wasn’t that hard at all…and it makes me feel inexplicably lighter.

The hardest thing is actually, in fact, blocking the creation energy from moving.

We waste SO MUCH TIME, ENERGY, AND LIFE avoiding doing the very thing we came here to do—CREATE.

It actually takes more energy to sit on your phone taking in content than it does to make your own…

And actually the math really makes no sense here, in the best possible way, because you actually GAIN energy when you create.

It’s a net positive situation every way you look at it…

Even when your mind is declaring a coup and packing its bags to go crawl under a hole and die.

I used to run from the things that would illicit this kind of rebellion and despair in my mind…

Now I run myself IN to them all the time.

I charge into the point of no returns—moving into the growth edges that I KNOW will trigger all the old, looping narratives

because I also know

that’s what unlocks the storehouse of creation energy waiting to gift me with more energy than it took to walk myself into the scary unknown.

These days start to become sweet and comical, like being with a toddler in a pouting tantrum and a will-force devoted to suffering.

Nothing to take serious. Time will work out the drama, and there are tastier things to feed on while time is doing its thing.

We Creatrixes return again and again to the tasty things while the drama of the upper limit expresses in all its glory.

I put on clothes that make me feel sensual and beautiful.

I eat foods that light up my soul and nourish me deeply.

I put myself in beautiful spaces.

I show up to the creative acts I know are right in front of me.

I flow with life instead of trying to stop it or push it into something different.

Not because it’s easy, but because every time I do it, the upper limits resolve with more ease, more speed, and more grace.

A hummingbird flew right up to my face today, followed closely by a monarch butterfly flitting about where I lay in the grass…is there anything more grace-filled than that?

Amidst the paradoxical moment where my upper limit was making threats of giving up while I was simultaneously going into meditation laying on the earth…

I was flooded with ideas, inspirations and breadcrumbs for this massive creative process I’m in—co-creating with the muse everyday for the 30-day challenge (which will actually be well more than that because we’ve already been pre-partying for almost a week 💃).

The creative process—life—is the whole shebang.

Ecstatic Living is about feeling all of life, moving into our growth edges to embody more of our souls and increase our capacity for this WHOLE wondrous package.

We Creatrixes know we GET to be alive as souls-embodied into form.

We GET to create the masterpiece of every single day, which brings us into vivacious joy from the inside out.

We GET to tap into the infinite source of creation energy within our inner muse and eat it for breakfast lunch & dinner, rain or shine.

We know we are our only real blocks,

And we know we are always the key to unlock the path ahead.

If you’re on the edge of something right now… stay.
Stay with it long enough to let it change you.

For you Creatrixes on the edge of breaking through into your next era of aliveness, into that new pivot in your business, into that creative project you’re aching to bring to life…

Constricted → Creatrix starts NOW

& tomorrow is our live kick-off party call with

🍓personalized astro coaching for each woman—get your chart read in realtime & dial in on where creation energy is activating your life in this pivotal moment

🍓celestial weather to highlight the MASSIVE LEVERAGE we have for stepping into our Creatrix era RIGHT NOW

🍓THE POINT OF NO RETURN—you make your declaration & step into your future self N.O.W.

It’s already LIT UP with the stunning group of Creatrixes inside the Telegram 🔥

Can’t wait to see who we all are on the other side of this transformational journey, and I would love for you to be there with us 💋

In devotion to creation energy,

Cheyenne Marie Wright, the muse of the field of Ecstatic Living 🦄

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I was arriving back to the house sun-kissed, shimmering with the endless possibility of life, and effervescent with inspiration and whimsy

How else would I be after a spontaneous solita Saturday night picnic in the most iconic spring setting?

Purple and white wildflowers, willow-like pink peppercorn trees tickling my tanned skin with their draping branches, and 75° of Mediterranean temperate perfection cocooning me like a literal dream come true.

The preparation for the 30-day journey into Creatrix Consciousness had entirely possessed me, and I was in full consent.

My channel of creation energy was pouring down like a waterfall in spring, and the nature was not only mirroring it back to me, but amplifying it even more. Was that even possible? Apparently so.

I had surrendered myself to the muse, and she had rapturously taken up my receptive vessel with ecstatic delight…bringing me into a state of erotic aliveness for life itself.

Eros, after all, is simply life-force and desire—the impulse toward love, attraction, creation, and union (with the muse).

Or my favorite core understanding of Eros…simply what pulls consciousness upward through the vehicle of heart’s desire.

As I shared with you beloved Creatrixes on Friday, I had fully devoted myself to the creative process of birthing this Creatrix challenge, and it was pushing me into my own growth edges for the next era of my art, my business, and my life.

This ecstatic high on creation energy in nature happened the day after I sent my last email sharing how I’d made the declaration to embark on my vision for Ecstatic Living Mother Europe without having all the I’s dotted and t’s crossed. I backed this declaration with financial investment—skin in the game—and I humbly opened myself up to the muse, to the creative process, to the universe itself so say, “show me the path I cannot see, and I promise I will devote to each step along the way.”

It was less than 24 hours after that when the muse possessed me and brought me into this literal last minute artist date—gathering French baguette, Danish cheese, and Italian Pinot Grigio, alongside my art supplies, in record speed so I could capture the last sacred hours of sunshine before dusk.

Amidst those pink peppercorn trees and wildflowers, I ENGORGED myself in the pulsating beauty of life all around me, of the creative surge inside my chest, of the WONDER that’s always waiting to be gifted to us if we just make ourselves available to it.

When the sun did eventually set (though I questioned if it would because I was certain I had truly transcended to a dreamy dimension beyond time…), I made my way back to the house.

Bubbling in my awe-some state of wonder, I was just going to take a quick shower before bed as the muse had another date for me the next day…this time with Mama Pacific.

I was standing in the bedroom next to the wide dresser that has a long, landscape mirror sturdily propped against the wall lining the dresser’s back edge. I was standing there staring with eyes glazed-over at the many beautiful trinkets on the dresser—a glass ring holder, an antique dish with crystals and jewelry laid out, perfume bottles, candles—as I was trying to remember if I was forgetting something.

I finally snapped out of my haze and decided I wasn’t forgetting anything. I moved towards the door and had just turned the corner when I heard it.

The booming “BANG” of something very large being overcome by gravity and smashing into the ground.

I stood there for a second, stunned, before turning around to see the source of the commotion.

And there it was…

The giant, sturdy mirror somehow completely upended— flipped upside down and backwards in front of the dresser.

Several moments of WTF ??? passed by as I stared with a gaping jaw while my brain tried to map out the physics of how in the earthly hell that was possible, let alone what caused it.

This mirror had to incur a jolt of energy strong enough to not only push it fully over the top of the dresser, but it also had to push past a fixture hanging from the ceiling.

The mirror had to be determined AF, and so did the force that pushed it over.

And then it got even more mysterious…

Out of alllll the delicate objects living on top of the dresser directly under the mirror…only two items broke and the mirror stayed completely intact.

The first item I discovered broken?

A Dutch Blue piggy bank straight from Holland.

There it was, looking me in the face—the enthusiastic “Mazel Tov!” response from the universe, from the field of limitless creative potential, to my declaration of Ecstatic Living Mother Europe. Just like the broken glass at a wedding signals the crossing from one life phase (timeline) into a another…I was being heralded across the threshold into the new.

You know how I keep saying that living your life as a creative process floods you with creation energy, which then brings miracles, opened doorways, new ways of perceiving possibility, synchronistic people and conversations and events at juuust the right time?

Well, I made this declaration to Europe via the mysterious and magical passage of the creative process, and in 24 hours, I was met with an actual fantasy of a French picnic in perfect Mediterranean weather becoming my reality and then the BREAKING OPEN OF A DUTCH PIGGY BANK.

Holy symbolism, Batman, I hope y’all are paying attention here. Threshold crossed, money spilling out into the new timeline, and what I’ve experienced to be the most powerful sign for manifestation—when you start living as the future self now, just as I was unexpectedly called to do with that very Euro picnic.

Lest this seem small to you, I made you a promise…

“I’m not going to hold back on any part of the process because I want you to see and FEEL every textured layer, step, and grace-filled unfolding of walking this path…”

Mark my words, THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING OF THE MAGIC AND MYSTERY THAT’S ABOUT TO UNFOLD BEFORE ME IN RESPONSE TO MY DEVOTION.

And it actually is just the beginning because I’ve already had childhood friends and distant acquaintances who live in various European countries suddenly come back into my field, discovered artistic and land-based collaboratives there, and connected with two new French people 🤷‍♀️

Climb aboard the Ecstatic Living train through the 30-day CONSTRICTED → CREATRIX journey so you can start telling an epic story like this to your people 💅

I am delivering like I’m charging thousands, yet asking only for your devotion to creation energy in one area of your life because I want to see us ALL POP OFF 🍾

Today I officially announced the LIVE CALL KICK OFF PARTY

in just 3 days— Thursday, May 7th 🥳🥳🦄🦄🔥🔥

This call is going to be unforgettable with the deluge of creation energy the muse is pouring through

Besides the ignition of Creation energy you’ll get just by being there, I am ALSO delivering:

🍓current celestial weather to illuminate the MASSIVE LEVERAGE we have for stepping into our Creatrix era RIGHT NOW

🍓personalized astro coaching for each woman—get your chart read in realtime & dial in on where creation energy is activating your life in this pivotal moment (insane that I am giving this level of coaching away outside one of my containers, but when the muse gives me the breadcrumb, I am devoted 🔥)

🍓THE POINT OF NO RETURN—you step into your future self N.O.W. clarifying where you’re going to aim this flood of creation energy in your life for 30 whole days

Come aboard this brilliantly sexy Creatrix rocketship filled with badass women trading in stagnation to instead CREATE their next level of desires & soul callings into reality

🔥🔥🔥

This rocketship launches in just 3 days 🚀🚀🚀 there’s an audio transmission waiting for you in the Telegram with all the details!

Let’s shock ourselves with the level of devotion we bring (I’m already feeling it!!!)…and then watch ourselves become completely awe-inspired witnessing how the muse delivers back to us 100 times over 💃

*****I am not liable for any broken glass*****

ENTER THE FREE 30-DAY CHALLENGE

This is for the woman who can feel the pressure of her un-lived expression.

The one who is done circling her next level of creative expression, liberated voice + visibility, and the very life-force that CHANGES EVERYTHING.

Constricted → Creatrix

is a free challenge for the woman ready to move from self-doubt, hesitation, and withholding…

into her Creatrix era—the next chapter of her legacy—unleashing even more aliveness, expression, and creative power than she already has 🔥

Absolutely ecstatic to be alive in my Creatrix era with you gorgeous souls,

Cheyenne Marie Wright, the muse of the field of Ecstatic Living 🦄

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Everything I do in my business is an extension of how I live my life, and I’ve watched my income 9x in six months because of it.

Ecstatic Living is not an arbitrary concept…a catchphrase that sounds nice, but has a hollow core.

Ecstatic Living IS my life…and this community, this movement, this culture was born out my own embodiment of it.

Ecstatic Living=moving towards our growth edges to access more creation energy, more LIFE.

I arrived to the creation of Ecstatic Living as something tangible, something that now reaches far beyond me and into the hearts and lifeblood of my clients, through tracing my own celestial strategy.

I embody what I teach and what I preach—celestial strategy is not something I simply philosophize about.

When the celestial guidance in my own chart mirrors a calling that’s drumming in my heart—both of them telling me to jump into the abyss of the unknown…

I fling myself into it.

I have done this without reprieve—embodied the philosophy into lived reality—and that’s how I know it works.

It’s how I know that it unlocks more creation energy inside us than anything else.

It’s how I know that it lights each of our paths ahead in a way nothing else can.

This 30-day challenge I’m birthing—devoting to the creation of it in realtime every.single.day as my primary focus alongside 1:1 clients—is an extension of this embodiment of Ecstatic Living.

This is not a random, catchy offer…it’s the external manifestation of my own devotion to creation energy.

I’m doing this for the Ecstatic Living movement that is way bigger than just my own life path

I’m doing this because I know that, yes, when I fully devote to creation energy it unlocks the next highest expression of every area in my own life—financially, relationally, and in the amount of life I feel pumping through my veins…

But also because I know that when we come together in the field of Ecstatic Living…what we unlock as a community gathering around living into our growth edges is UNPRECEDENTED.

The breakthroughs that alter our whole reality

The ignition that gets us to think less and act truer + faster

The feeling of being plugged into a powerful current of life-force energy that’s guiding us as much as we’re feeding it

So, naturally, even though we haven’t officially started the 30-day challenge yet, I’ve already had a breakthrough from major resistance into invested action, and I made the next huge leap of faith into Ecstatic Living Mother Europe

Because if I am not living this full out, there is no movement. I’m holding the standard for all of us to rise into our most ecstatic lives.

And I’m not going to hold back on any part of the process with you because I want you to see and FEEL every textured layer, step, and grace-filled unfolding of walking this path…

BECAUSE I WANT TO SEE US RISING TOGETHER.

So why is making a move to commit to the Ecstatic Living Mother Europe chapter such a growth edge for me?

Because even though I’ve witnessed the seemingly miraculous with my income 9x’ing in the last 6 months (it’s actually not a miracle at all—join us in Constricted→Creatrix to find out the soul strategy behind it), I’ve been both paying back what I borrowed from my future self when I first launched into the experiment of Ecstatic Living AND investing into the next level of mentorship that’s holding me accountable to the next expansion in my business (and every area of my life).

If you’ve been around and following the Exhibition of Ecstatic Living, you read my article about the “self-gnowing loan”—how just as I was braving the HUGE growth edge of walking away from the life and income streams I’d built in Pisac, Peru, into NO income stream and committing to a 6-month creative incubation living on my own in the Pumahuanca mountains…

my old hometown credit union randomly and miraculously pre-approved me for a $10,000 personal loan. It made ZERO sense as I’d barely used the US banking system for 3 years. When I dropped into my gnosis, it was clear—my soul was affirming the terrifying call to take the leap, to live into the first phase of the experiment of Ecstatic Living. So I called it the “self-gnowing loan” and fully devoted myself to Ecstatic Living having no confirmation of how I would pay it back through devoting myself to creation energy.

And the leaps didn’t stop there…

While I did end up hitting new milestones in my business—new creative ideas + offers that stretched me into greater service + visibility and brought in more income than ever before—I was still creating a whole new life from zero, and then my soul upped the bets.

5 months into the creative incubation, the muse told me to officially close the 3.5 year (irrevocably transformational) chapter in Peru and embark on an unfolding soul pilgrimage that would start with my return to the US and eventually lead me to my destined return to Europe.

This is the moment at the poker table when you’ve already pushed all your chips in… and then the pot gets raised again.

I ended up coming back to the United States with only a few hundred dollars in my bank account….but with the HEARTH FIRE OF ECSTATIC LIVING BURNING WITH AN UNSTOPPABLE FORCE INSIDE ME. I had devoted to the experiment, and it had truly awakened me into Ecstatic Living within myself—a level of vitality and aliveness that felt illegal…now it was time to build that on the outside.

My soul said, “jump.”

I said, “how high?”

And I leaped back into the US as the embodiment of Ecstatic Living—living it before anything external had given me tangible proof that it would work.

Because my gnosis already knew that when we move into our growth edges, we unlock a flood of creation energy.

And when creation energy is flooding through us unhindered, we CREATE like never before.

We don’t THINK so much about what we should do, and we just CREATE WHAT’S ON OUR HEARTS

We don’t have to configure every step along the way, because WE BECOME THE CREATIVE PROCESS and discover the path as we’re creating it

Because as we open up to the creative channel within us, we are shown new potentials, new pathways, new perceptions we couldn’t see before we were fully immersed in the creative process—and that’s why we go ALL IN

After all, how can a sailor see what’s going to come 7 days into the journey?

And what I’ve learned in a year of truly ecstatic living 🤑 is that the more you bring yourself into and through the creative process, the more you experience how resourced, capable, and downright genius you are

which means every time you enter the unforeseen journey ahead, you trust yourself and the field to provide you with everything you need to create your way through

And you don’t just desperately pull your way through…

EVERY SINGLE DAY BECOMES A DYNAMIC CO-CREATION WITH LIFE THAT HAS YOU FEELING ECSTATICALLY ALIVE

You are present in a way you’ve never known before

Which makes you available to miracles—things your mind could have never prepared for, fathomed or calculated into being

The thing you need, the divinely-timed conversation, the person you were supposed to meet all become available to you at the exact right time because you’re making yourself fully available to it in the OPENING that the creative process asks you to do (and she accepts no less).

THE CELESTIAL EDERS ARE SAYING A CLEAR MESSAGE—it’s time for all of us to start living ecstatically, to make the leap into the unknown, to open ourselves to the creative process of creating a truer life

To trust the muse that lives in us all, and she’s whispering (or yelling) in our ears right now to follow THAT path…you know the one calling you even if you don’t know the specifics

This is why I’m creating this challenge

And as I said, this challenge is already catapulting me towards my next era before it’s even officially started!

This morning, I committed to the prophesied timeline—Ecstatic Living in Mother Europe—and there’s no turning back.

YOUR FUTURE SELF LOVES WHEN YOU ACT INTO HER BECOMING BEFORE YOU KNOW HOW.

I am living into the vision the muse ignited in my heart in February 2025…the Ancestral + Art Residency in Mother Europe

SO I can pave the path and bring my clients and the Ecstatic Living community into these residencies down the road 🦄

I am committing to this path before I have the money, before I can see the next 2 steps, before I can even grasp more than 10% of what this creation actually is…

BECAUSE I KNOW THAT THIS IS HOW THE FIELD CAN FIND ME FULLY OPEN IN THE CREATIVE PROCESS

SO THAT I can RECEIVE THE MONEY

SO THAT I can RECOGNIZE THE NEXT STEPS ON THE PATH

SO THAT I can DISCOVER THE FULL MASTERPIECE THAT’S TRYING TO BE CREATED THROUGH ME through BECOMING THE VERY CREATION OF IT

The devotion comes first, the tools and the masterpiece come after

This is why we dive into the creative process before we have all the answers

This is why we devote to creation energy

THIS IS THE HOW BEHIND ECSTATIC LIVING

If you want to benefit from the EPIC, expansive, momentous energies I am igniting this field of Ecstatic Living with right now…

If you want to be catapulted into the next era your soul is calling you towards…

If you want to create something TANGIBLE in your creative life or business that you know will ripple out into every other area of your life…

Join us in Constricted→Creatrix 💋

The pre-party starts in Telegram tomorrow in this WILD full moon in Scorpio,

and the next 3 women to join will get freeeeeee personalized celestial strategy & precise guidance

on where the muse is activating in their lives with this lunation 🔥🌝

ENTER THE FREE 30-DAY CHALLENGE

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Live Creatrix Calibration calls

Celestial + Creative coaching for your unique path of creation

4-week framework to bring your work of art to life in tangible form—even if you’re just joining to feel more ALIVE as a baseline

LET’S FUCKING GOOOOOO, CREATRIXES!!!!!

Loving you deeply,

Cheyenne Marie Wright, the muse of the field of Ecstatic Living 🦄

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I am FEELING the creative pressure exploding in me with such ferocity I feel more feral than human

Do you ever feel like this, too, Creatrix?

A propelling force of life barreling through you with a maddening sense of unclarity, constriction, and WTF do I do with all this energy???

It’s probably what happened the last time you snapped at your partner, lost it with your kids, flipped off the person in the car next to you, threw a tantrum about something happening in the world, scrolled for so long you felt like a deflated balloon afterwards.

Women have been taught to squash the ferocity of life-force that volcanically surges through them.

We’ve been taught to fear it

Tame it

Suppress it

Control it

Cage it

Domesticate it

But all it does is get twisted and come out in twisted ways

You are a literal fire hydrant of creative life-force energy

THERE IS NO END TO YOUR SUPPLY

And that is not only a gift, but a responsibility we carry

On days like this when I feel so much life-force activated inside me as a well of volcanic agitation because I can’t figure out what it wants to be catapulted into

On days like this when I want to give up, flip a god damn table, crush my laptop into tiny beautiful pieces of rose gold destruction, and put a hole through a wall instead of mastering the channeling of this vital life-force into my legacy…

I think of my niece and nephews

What would I tell them? To give up? Just take the easy route and stay the same, play small? Blame it on the world? Their past? Their present?

What would I tell my younger self who SO desperately needed adult me?

I would tell her—YOU’RE ON TO SOMETHING.

Stay the course—that pressure your feeling is potency, and it’s about to electrify your creative expression, your life, into a whole new octave.

Take a break to scream, to punch a pillow like a maniac, to curse the blessed glory of being human, and then get back to your creation.

This is what devotion looks like.

It’s as gritty as it is graceful.

It’s lit candles and meditative space…and its feral ferociousness in the face of what feels like too much to bear, too much to hold, too much to master.

Creatrixes were born to master the multidimensional strength required to channel mass amounts of creation energy—no matter what’s going on in our worlds.

It’s hard because you’re doing it right. And—grace is always holding you through the stretches + miracles are the norm when you devote to creation energy.

I have seen over and over and over (and over and over) women who think they’re frustrated by their careers, their partners, the collective, the fucking weather—you name it, when really they’re fucking creatively constipated.

Creation energy is the muse, it is the feminine life-force, IT IS OUR JUICE as women.

We are literally designed to CREATE.

We are wired to follow beauty as exquisite intelligence of a divine origin.

What is beautiful to you, inspiring to you, enlivening (even activating, even agitating) to you is your path to un-damming the channel of creation energy you’re MEANT to be stewarding.

And the more creation energy you are mastered at stewarding, the more intimacy, wealth, and creative genius you’re capable of stewarding.

This is why I created

Constricted→Creatrix

This is a path I am devoted to, a path I have walked with insane levels of risk and devotion, for a year. I’ve really been walking it my entire life without knowing it, but after 7 years of shedding the many many protective layers keeping me from trusting my own creative potency, I finally stripped myself to the bone.

I laid myself naked at the altar of the muse, of creation energy herself, and devoted my life to her.

As one of my teachers says, “she’ll stop at nothing to give you everything.”

Which means risks, leaps of faith, seemingly impossible stretches are woven into the path.

So, too, are…

ecstatic aliveness as a baseline

miraculous manifestations and alignments your mind could never fathom

and an appetite for ALL of life that makes you truly invincible

↑This is Creatrix Consciousness—the greatest gift we receive in exchange for devoting our life to Creation energy

So, in my explosive agitation, I see you, Creatrix.

Let’s link arms and make the most untamed, ALIVE, masterful coven over these next 30 days.

Whether you’re a previous client, existing client, or new—THIS SPACE IS FOR YOU.

Constricted → Creatrix

THE free, 30-day journey for the woman who is ready to move from withholding into creative power, and leave with tangible proof of what happens when she says yes to the muse.

Every time you wait to create, you delay precious life.

So whether you’re:

• birthing a creative project

• wanting to create more consistent content for an existing creative project

• bringing through a new era or pivot in your business or identity

• wanting to start a Substack, a YouTube, or an online offering to increase visibility

• or simply craving more fire, momentum, and ALIVENESS in your life

This container is here to move you from constriction into creation.

ENTER THE FREE 30-DAY CHALLENGE

And this won’t just be about igniting you with creation energy…

You’re going to leave with 4 weeks of tangible creation and a deeper relationship to the muse, your expression, and your own creative power.

This isn’t just about making content

or finally starting the project

or launching the offering

or becoming more visible…

It’s about aliveness

It’s about becoming the woman who:



🍓trusts her impulses to create in every area of her life as she was literally designed to do


🍓🍓understands creation creates momentum that leads to collapsed hesitation and less fucks to give


🍓🍓🍓sees the tangible results of her expression in the world


🍓🍓🍓🍓FEELS TURNED ON BY HER LIFE AGAIN

Constricted → Creatrix

30 days of direct Creatrix Consciousness transmissions delivered to your Telegram

Live Creatrix Calibration calls

Celestial + Creative coaching for your unique path of creation

4-week framework to bring your work of art to life in tangible form—even if you’re just joining to feel more ALIVE as a baseline

I am pouring into this container like I’m charging thousands of dollars—if you’ve been feeling the magnetic pull to work with me, this is your doorway.

We begin on Saturday, May 2nd, in the Scorpio full moon energies 🔥

Join us, Creatrix 💋

With you in the fires of creation,

Cheyenne Marie Wright, the muse of the field of Ecstatic Living 🦄

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The Muse is not something you force

she is creation energy that you court

And she likes foreplay…
She wants to be devoted to
Stoked
Adored into ever-expanding expression

And the beautiful thing is—this isn’t a burden

Tending the fire is what makes you feel ecstatically alive.

It’s what opens the channel
It’s what brings the breakthroughs
It’s what turns creativity from something you occasionally touch, into a living relationship that fertilizes your entire life

Because when you stop waiting and start tending,
you stop delaying your next era of this one, precious life you’re dying to live

When you stop postponing the art, the expression, the visibility, the movement, the version of you that only exists on the other side of creating…

You start expanding into

• creative aliveness as your baseline operating system

• self-trust that your dream clients are magnetized towards

• expression that is wildly true, unmuzzled, and frees the people it touches

• embodiment as a vitally alive woman, not as spiritual ego

• moving through resistance and self-stifling by laughing with your existential kinks while you stay devoted to your path of mastery

• turning what’s alive inside you into something tangible because there’s no going back once you press publish, and your future self fucking loves this

This is the energy behind… ***drumroll***

Constricted → Creatrix

THE free, 30-day journey for the woman who is ready to move from withholding into creative power, and leave with tangible proof of what happens when she says yes to the muse.

Every time you wait to create, you delay precious life.

So whether you’re:

• birthing a creative project

• wanting to create content for an existing creative project more consistently

• bringing through a new era or pivot in your business

• wanting to start a Substack, a YouTube, or an online offering to increase visibility

• or simply craving more fire, momentum, and ALIVENESS in your life

This container is here to move you from constriction into creation.

ENTER THE FREE 30-DAY CHALLENGE

And this won’t just be about inspiring you…

You’re going to leave with 4 weeks of tangible creation and a deeper relationship to the muse, your expression, and your own creative power.

This isn’t just about making content
or finally starting the project
or launching the offering
or becoming more visible…

It’s about aliveness

It’s about becoming the woman who:

🍓trusts her impulses to create as she was literally designed to do

🍓🍓understands creation creates momentum that leads to collapsed hesitation and less fucks to give

🍓🍓🍓has tangible results of her expression in the world

🍓🍓🍓🍓FEELS TURNED ON BY HER LIFE AGAIN

Constricted → Creatrix

30 days of direct Creatrix Consciousness transmissions delivered to your Telegram

Live Creatrix Calibration calls

Celestial + Creative coaching for your unique path of creation

4-week framework to bring your work of art to life in tangible form—even if you’re just joining to feel more ALIVE as a baseline

I am pouring into this container like I’m charging thousands of dollars—if you’ve been feeling the magnetic pull to work with me, this is your doorway.

We begin on Saturday, May 2nd, in the Scorpio full moon energies 🔥

Join us, Creatrix 💋

With you in the fires of creation,
Cheyenne Marie Wright, the muse of the field of Ecstatic Living 🦄

Can’t wait to create with you, Creatrix 💋

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👆best way to meet an upper limit in the creative process

I can see now that the very process of creating this 30-day challenge for us Creatrixes is preparing me for the challenge itself.

Every time I create a new container in my business or in my artistic expression, life brings me the exact lived experience that’s needed to shape it…and this one feels especially meta.

This challenge isn’t arriving from some distant polished place where I already figured everything out…

It’s arriving through my life in real time.

And THAT is exactly what’s made this week so deliciously alive.

As I’ve ecstatically devoted to the creative process of shaping this 30-day challenge over the last few days, I’ve gone through maddening waves of brushing up against upper limits.

Like an intoxicating flirtation with the rogue man archetype that I know I no longer want to get involved with, but the temptation to play the old, small role is so tantalizing…

“Just one more time?!” my pain-body pleads, while my inner devil, my existential kink, says “c’mon…do it for the story.” 😈

But because I’ve lived into a full year of a redesigned life that centers creation energy as my core focus and the creative process as my daily strategy, meeting an upper limit (or those existential kinks to play out my burdened self) is no longer a dramatic system overload where I get consumed.

It’s a subtle sensation that bubbles up like a trickster fae spirit tempting to lure you off path. It’s like a dissonant chord in a symphony of resonant frequencies that pulls off my central channel of creation energy just as something deeper wants to come through.

This is how I know it’s happening…right as I feel I’m on the edge of a huge breakthrough…this subtle bifurcation begins to emanate an off-key note, and I drop in to witness it.

I witness it

I do not believe it, I do not act on it—because what we make matter literally turns into MATTER in our lives.

Instead—I listen to it, I talk it out, I dance it out, I write it out, I emote it out…I let the creation energy keep moving so that my true expression can reveal itself.

And yesterday, this brought me to a creative impulse to record a very in-the-moment video.

Nothing over-produced.
Nothing overly planned.
Just honest expression.

And afterward, I felt SO much relief. Returned to coherence. Centered back into my Creatrix self.

That moment reminded me of something I keep learning again and again:

expression is not separate from the journey of coming home to Self.

What I’ve learned in this year of embodying as the muse of the field of Ecstatic Living is that the very thing that brings us back to ourselves is allowing what’s alive in us to move.

And that lived realization is shaping this challenge in a much deeper way than I expected.

Because this isn’t only about being a creative woman…

It’s about what happens when you stop stifling what’s trying to move through you—even when it’s pressing the boundaries of identities that are ready to crack.

It’s about what opens in you when your creative expression becomes a real-time dance with life every single day.

It’s about the way devoting to creation energy brings the clarity, self-trust, momentum, erotic aliveness as a baseline, and tangible creation in every area of your life.

And that’s the sweet spot I care most about: not just feeling ecstatically alive, but making something real from that aliveness.

I’m creating this challenge for the woman who knows there is more inside her than she’s currently letting herself live.

More raw truth.
More artistic expression that defies the boundaries of matrix-approved art.
More radiant aliveness.
More liberated expression.
More LIFE.

The woman who doesn’t want more inspiration she never uses.

SHE’S READY to make moves.
SHE’S READY to create.
SHE’S READY to trust herself as she lets go of the next layer of protective mechanisms keeping her small and stagnant.
SHE’S READY for her aliveness to become tangible in her work, her art, her business, her entire life.

Inside this free challenge, we’re going to play in the territory of:

• creative aliveness as your baseline operating system

• self-trust that an entire room can read without you saying anything

• expression that is wildly true, unmuzzled, and frees the people it touches

• embodiment as a vitally alive woman, not as spiritual ego

• moving through resistance and self-stifling—laughing with your existential kinks while you stay devoted to your path of mastery

• turning what’s alive inside you into something tangible—there’s no going back once you press publish, and your future self fucking loves this

It’s still revealing its final shape as it comes through me, and I’m loving every juicy, maddening moment of that.

That’s the magic of becoming the Creatrix of your life—everything that life throws at you is used as fuel for the creative process of designing your life, expressing your truest essence, and playing your soul’s blueprint full out like this is your one life to do so…because it is.

If you want to be first to know when this challenge opens, hit reply to this email.

I have a feeling this one is going to meet us in a very real place.

And if this is resonating, I’d love to hear: what’s one thing in you that wants to be expressed more fully right now?

With all my love and creative fire,

Cheyenne Marie Wright, the muse of the field of Ecstatic Living 🦄

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May’s THREE LIVE EVENTS in the Ecstatic Living community’s monthly or annual membership—UPGRADE to get access this month

Astro Salon—May 16 2026 10:30am PST

Celestial strategy in community—tune in for the live transmission on the New Moon in Taurus where Mars will be the last personal planet conjunct Chiron before the wounded alchemist completes his 8-year journey and enters Taurus. Live astro coaching—ask me direct questions about how and where this is activating your chart/life.

Preview: get right with creation energy moving through your body—it’s time for all aspects of self/archetypal expressions in your soul’s blueprint to return to coherence and unabashed expression ❤️‍🔥

Ecstatic Living Live Event “Creatrix Consciousness 🔥”—May 17 2026 10:30am PST

Douse yourself in the mindset of a Strategized Creatrix—more to be revealed 💋

Creative Incubator—April 25 2026 10:30am MST

Monthly Creative Incubator to gather as the community feeding the field of Ecstatic Living. We’ll individually work on the things that scare &/or inspire us the most (usually one and the same)—write the thing, make the move, do the workout, create the offering, etc. Wherever your growth edge is, this is a regularly-scheduled, carved out time to come together with the community as fortification to support you while you drop anxiety through committing to doing the thing…and step into Ecstatic Living 🔥

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There’s a difference between building a life that looks good on paper and building one that actually turns you on.

And I think you, dear creatrix, can feel that difference.

A life can be beautiful. Successful. Intentional. Well-held.
And still not feel fully alive.

As Uranus spent the last eight years in Taurus, we experienced a revolution in embodiment. Nervous system regulation and somatic practices swept through collective consciousness, bringing our healing focus to the release of stored trauma so we could experience a new baseline of regulated calm.

But I don’t think our next level is asking for more regulation.

I think it’s asking for more aliveness.

As Uranus enters Gemini tomorrow, and we build up to his squaring of the nodes of destiny in June, our nervous systems are being expanded to hold more of what Uranus delivers—creation energy.

And Uranus’ flavor of creation energy isn’t a steady, calming drip…it’s rapturous, disruptive, and delivered in lightning bolt activations.

The divine intelligence has prepared us for this since 2018 with the era of nervous system attunement…and now it’s time to expand our capacities for more LIFE.

What I’ve learned through direct experience of embodying my own Uranus signature, which sits directly on my personal north node destiny point, is that this expanded capacity for dynamic creative life-force energy to surge through our beings comes through alignment with pleasure.

Pleasure is the portal.

pleasure

plea·​sure

4: a source of delight or joy

Pleasure is not one specific thing or act—it is a frequency felt viscerally in our bodies, occurring from countless stimuli according to our unique soul’s blueprint.

The way to access more pleasure is simple.

It is a natural response arising within us when we come into coherence with our true natures.

When we become more liberated in our authentic expression.

When we become more embodied in our truth.

And the raw, ecstatic pleasure of creation energy circulating through our beings is what expands our capacity to feel safe in this world…

…so we not only magnetize what we desire, but are actually able to receive and hold it when it comes.

So, what if regulation wasn’t where you stop—
but where your revolution begins?

And what if your own personal revolution of accessing more creation energy was the exact role you came to play in the collective revolution of these times?

This conversation has been so alive in my world lately, and it’s becoming part of the heartbeat behind a new space I’m creating.

It’s called Paid in Pleasure…because pleasure pays dividends in every area of your life, from financials to creative energy to relationships.

More soon.

For now, I’d love to hear from you:

What are you craving more of in this season?

Pleasure? Freedom? Magnetism? Abundance? Creative flow?

Hit reply and tell me in one word (or more 💋), and comment below to stoke this conversation within the Ecstatic Living community.

xo,
Cheyenne Marie Wright, the muse of the field of Ecstatic Living

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My path of greatest karmic learning in this lifetime is through relationship.

I am a Libra rising, and my sun is also in Libra. I am wired with an attunement to “the other”, with a yearning to experience life with and through “the other,” with a magnetic pull to come to know myself through mirror reflection from “the other.”

The other can be a friend, a lover, a partner, a teacher, a client, a tree, a spirit—any relationship where two souls are dancing the great dance of co-creating life through their unique bond and shared song of resonance.

But because of my childhood of a largely absent father until I was 13, and pervasive emotional unavailability in my family throughout my entire childhood, I learned young to reach for romantic love as the balm to mend my broken heart.

I learned young to leave my-Self in order to feel found by someone else, to feel seen by someone else, to feel chosen by someone else. It became reflex to give my heart, my body, my time, my energy, and my devotion to the first bidder. And when that would come raveling apart, I would find the next who would take me.

This started when I was 13-years-old and continued through my Saturn return, which begins for all of us around age 29.

I felt cursed. I felt controlled by an unseen force that would take over all motor functions and propel me towards the next chance of being loved.

Even as I began consciously awakening in my spiritual journey at 25, the compulsion prevailed. I always say the hardest part is when an addict (and we’re all addicted to something) becomes consciously aware that they’re an addict and has to make the change. Ignorance is truly bliss here, because once you know, you are watching yourself in the train crash in realtime. For four years, I watched myself, as my eyes slowly cracked open, to the repetition of this seemingly unavoidable train crash.

I watched myself abandon myself in the same pattern even as the story, the characters, and the settings changed.

One particularly transformational relationship from age 21-22 had broken me open in such a way that I had only been in monogamous relationships since then. From that crack, I began to hone in on what I desired in the quality of the other for the first time in my life, and I ended up in a relationship from 22-25. While it was the most loving and joyful relationship I’d had by that point in my life, I ended it as my spiritual awakening began and I had the opportunity to move to Berkeley, CA.

In the three years I lived in Berkeley, my eyes opened wider and wider to this parasitic pattern of clinging to a man (boy), of losing my sense of self again and again, of feeling swallowed whole by the death of our union. In those three years, there were two relationships, back-to-back. One for about a year, the next for two years.

As I continued this pattern with slowly awakening eyes, I was doing transpersonal therapy sessions, reading every book on spirituality that came on my path (which was a lot seeing as I was in Berkeley), experiencing grief rituals, OG hippie communes, yoga and astrology immersions, working with a shamanic practitioner and having past-life regressions, to name a few.

I was waking up in the dream…and it wasn’t pretty.

Waking up starts by becoming lucid to the nightmare you’ve been creating and living in, and it doesn’t transform into something better overnight.

There’s no bypassing the embodied choices that need to be made to erect a new reality, to design a new dream, to live from the truth of your original soul essence.

I had to wake up to the visceral experience of self-abandonment, to the Chiron pit of despair at the root of it all where I actually experienced the core of my being as an endless pit of a black hole, and to the reality that I was leaving myself to fall into others because a voice inside me truly believed I was worthless.

It’s confronting to meet the demons head-on.

It’s even more confronting to sit with them long enough that they transform back into truth.

And when that takes day after grueling day of reliving the old patterns—this time with your eyes wide open while you feel every exquisitely painful square inch of dissonance in the way you’ve been living your life and relating to yourself and others—it’s excruciating.

It’s being human.

It’s the raw, gritty reality of alchemy.

There is no magic potion, no 3-word spell, no bypassing the exquisitely brutiful experience of being human.

We are souls embodied into form…

and this form is the slowest and last aspect of us to change.

We can read the books, even have spiritual experiences, but until you come fully down and in to your body, walking with eyes & heart wide open through the distortions you’ve been unconsciously living and make new choices, there is no real change.

And in my experience, I wouldn’t change that process in the slightest if I could.

I have walked through the fires and pitfalls of despair in my path to becoming myself, and every part has been ecstatically enlivening.

I didn’t come here to limit the gift god gave me of being alive.

I am not interested in doing things half-assed.

I want ALL of this life, and the more I’ve embraced all of the darkness, the lighter and lighter my life has become.

All darkness is just shadow waiting to be remembered by light.

And as I’ve remembered this through directly lived experienced of poverty in childhood, through core wounds of neglect that shaped me into relentless patterns of whoring myself out to others (not just sexually, but emotionally and energetically), and through betrayal and abandonment which were my own self-induced worst nightmares coming true…

I’ve become fearless of the dark.

For every time I’ve met it, love that had simply been waiting to be revealed, was made available to me again.

Wholeness I was sure I wasn’t worthy of awakened undeniably in my being.

Truth replaced illusions, avoidance transformed into the very attunement I was yearning for, and the love I was desperately grasping for out there…revealed itself in the very place within my core that I once believed was an endless black pit of nothingness.

So, when I followed the call to my north node, Neptune & Uranus IC lines in the Colorado Rockies…I knew potency awaited my arrival.

I didn’t know I’d fall in love.

Since following the soul guidance that my 3 ½ year chapter in Peru was complete, I’ve been yearning for a home base in the US.

A town where organic foods are grown, prepared in artisanal methods, and shared in community. A place where all generations create together, where art is a way of life, where land is honored and nature is communed with. A place where I can plant my own root into fertile soil, create with the garden of souls around me, and live this beautiful dance of being human while I embody more and more and more of my limitless soul. The vision has planted like a north star in my mind’s eye, while I have fully surrendered to and acted on the breadcrumbs for the pilgrimage my soul told me I would go on after leaving Peru.

On the New Moon in Aquarius solar eclipse in February…I felt I had arrived to this north star place.

I began to fall in love—a 2 minute walk to a bakery that freshly milled their own organic flour for their sourdough bread, elders embracing me into the community life, a beautifully disproportionate amount of art galleries on the 2-block strip that makes up all of its downtown, surrounded by awe-inspiring mountains and an embracing of original indigenous culture.

I felt myself swooning into that upward spiral of heart pumping with the cocktail of honeymoon phase endorphins, the intoxication of dreams becoming reality, the awe-inspiring experience of the seemingly miraculous unfurling before your eyes.

And just when I though it couldn’t get any better…I fell in love with a man.

A man who checked box after box after box of my ideals…brilliant, yet deeply earthy and sensual. A skillful wizard of communication to match my triple air tornado of verbal transmissions. An artist and a chef with a decade of world travel now rooted in his own business and community life in this town. Spontaneous, a little too honest, a Plutonian power of presence, witty AF, and sweeter than pie. I laughed uncontrollably, even days after we were together at the same jokes still paying dividends, and we were speaking Spanish and French together from day one.

I met my fellow unicorn in the promise land…

Only this time, I wasn’t too afraid to look the darkness I sensed directly in the eyes.

This dreamlike experience ended up being the final phase of the great initiation of my life.

Peru was the journey to the underworld where I met and sat with the core of the Chiron unworthiness wound that was running my life, running the way I partnered with people romantic and otherwise, and “protecting” me from my destined visibility as a creatrix in this lifetime.

This precious small town in Colorado, and the humans I danced with, made up the final threshold where life gave me the opportunity to show it who I choose to be now, whether I choose to live from Divine Dignity or the old illusions I used to stake my identity on, and whether I have truly embodied the teachings I learned in Peru…

And I can wholeheartedly say, I successfully completed the initiation.

While I felt a depth of love for this man that I know from experience is transcendent of space and time, that it exists on the level of soul far beyond just this lifetime…I could also recognize with my eyes now alchemized back into their original, fearless, wide-open state…that our paths are not meant to intertwine now.

He is there on his journey, and I am here on my journey. There is soul resonance, but human dissonance. What could be is not what is, and I can love him with my whole heart as I simultaneously accept that reality from the beginning.

First morning back in California today, and as I awoke, I recognized that I am truly embodying an open heart with healthy boundaries.

I am now capable of soul-embodied adult love.

We cannot rationalize love. We can understand patterns and somatic phenomena…and still, love is love.

Love is born of the mystery and is a great mystery.

Love that is stirred from a supra-consciousness root is, quite literally, mind-bending. We can track patterns, we can listen to and comprehend the somatic responses occurring between two bodies & psyches…and still, at the end of it all, the love explodes in your chest and prevails.

Understanding something does not stop life from flowing, does not stop the great mystery in its mysterious spiralic journey of awakening consciousness within us.

I have been awakened into, what feels to the mind, an insane level love—of heart consciousness.

I’ve had this door cracked opened to me before, but I could never hold it. I became disembodied, uprooted and derailed from my center.

The surge of heart consciousness lost on illusory mental narratives (fantasies) and desperately trying to will them into being. Nothing is ever lost, of course, because in being derailed by those previously opened doorways…I was entered into the purging and alchemizing of those mental imprisonments.

So that

now, I could meet an irrational soul love, move beyond just the threshold of the open door, enter fully into the ceremonial altar of heart consciousness inside myself—with its pulsating and undulating awakening potency—and remain anchored to my core all throughout.

Our soul-level bond catalyzed the completion of the healing, alchemizing, awakening work I’d already done.

I am forever altered, yet I am completely untouched.

I kept the surge of kundalini, consciousness-awakening, heart-expanding energy of soul-evocative love within my own vessel. I didn’t need anything external to be anything other than what it was.

I embodied as the copper rod, effortlessly receiving the charge of a lightning’s strike of 1 billion volts, simply circulating the energy within my own vessel… becoming more of myself in the process.

I didn’t need to project any of it onto the stimuli outside myself, because it has a place to ground and expand within me.

This is the new era we’re entering into—where creation energy is coming alive in our human vessels with a profundity we’ve never seen on a collective level.

Whether your karma is relationships or something different, we’re all being gifted opportunities to remember our divine dignity so that we can anchor wholly in our divinely-designed selves, which opens the floodgates to limitless creation energy coming alive in our bodies so that we can do what we came here to do—

create the truest and most extraordinary masterpieces of our lives.

To your greatest becoming and with exciting news incoming soon…

Cheyenne Marie Wright, the muse of the field of Ecstatic Living 🦄

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Creative Incubator—April 25 2026 10:30am MST

Monthly Creative Incubator to gather as the community feeding the field of Ecstatic Living. We’ll individually work on the things that scare &/or inspire us the most (usually one and the same)—write the thing, make the move, do the workout, create the offering, etc. Wherever your growth edge is, this is a regularly-scheduled, carved out time to come together with the community as fortification to support you while you drop anxiety through committing to doing the thing…and step into Ecstatic Living 🔥

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I’m gifting the replay of April’s Ecstatic Living Live Event from today…

GIFT YOURSELF THIS ELECTRIC TRANSMISSION ⚡️

And learn how I went from a 2.6x 💸 jump in my business in January to my two consecutive highest months March-April

Whether you run your own business or not—this is the doorway of exponential potential opening for ALL of us.

Give yourself permission to live ecstatically…the time is now 🔥

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(pardon the portrait video orientation—it was recorded in landscape, but randomly uploaded like this after the live completed. Unexplained tech glitches because life is just more fun with unknowns 🌶️)

One more LIVE EVENT this month in the Ecstatic Living community’s monthly or annual membership

Creative Incubator—April 25 2026 10:30am MST

Monthly Creative Incubator to gather as the community feeding the field of Ecstatic Living. We’ll individually work on the things that scare &/or inspire us the most (usually one and the same)—write the thing, make the move, do the workout, create the offering, etc. Wherever your growth edge is, this is a regularly-scheduled, carved out time to come together with the community as fortification to support you while you drop anxiety through committing to doing the thing…and step into Ecstatic Living 🔥

Endlessly adoring you all, and all of life! (& cupcakes 🧁)

Cheyenne Marie Wright, the muse of the field of Ecstatic Living 💋

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One more LIVE EVENT this month in the Ecstatic Living community’s monthly or annual membership

Creative Incubator—April 25 2026 10:30am MST

Monthly Creative Incubator to gather as the community feeding the field of Ecstatic Living. We’ll individually work on the things that scare &/or inspire us the most (usually one and the same)—write the thing, make the move, do the workout, create the offering, etc. Wherever your growth edge is, this is a regularly-scheduled, carved out time to come together with the community as fortification to support you while you drop anxiety through committing to doing the thing…and step into Ecstatic Living 🔥

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I’m gifting the replay of April’s Astro Salon from yesterday where we focused on the new moon in Aries…

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Ecstatic Living Community's Astro Salon—April 2026

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