I’ll start by saying that a lot of what I’ll share here would be horrible advice for other people. Again, business is a lot of trial and error, alongside proper discernment with what YOU need. One of the biggest business mistakes I’ve made has been doing what other people told me I “should do” instead of what I knew worked. Another iteration of that was copying what was working for other people instead of staying in my own lane with what works for me, even if it doesn’t make sense. In fact, most people I know who are struggling with their business probably need to do the opposite of what I’m going to share — most people need to outsource more, IMO. Point is — I’d look at what you’re currently doing, and if it’s not working — do something else. If it is working, keep it.

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So, what am I changing? It all comes back to my own energetic operating system. You can look at it through Human Design — I’m a 2/4 generator, sacral responder. You can look at my triple water sign astrology, or my 6th house in Leo. But what it really is is me knowing myself. I know that when I am in my flow, I’m unstoppable. I know I LOVE to get lost in whatever project I am working on. I know I like to do one thing at a time, “binge” it, and then move onto the next. I do not like to task switch. I know my greatest strengths are being a visionary, working in the nonphysical, and pulling big ideas down from the other side. I know I thrive when I change environments, talk to new people, and dive into new creative stimulation — restaurants, books, movies, conversations. I know I either feel passionate and excited, or have no interest in doing anything. I know the busier my schedule, the more I get done. The less on my schedule, the less I get done and the worse I feel. My energy needs somewhere to go. I feel better in motion than at rest (energetically speaking). I thrive in a structure for myself, and I thrive working at the right times for me, which are often odd times. If I follow when inspiration strikes, I get things done quickly, passionately, and excitedly. If I wait to do it when it’s convenient, I drag my feet, I struggle, and it takes me longer.

Earlier this year, here’s where I found myself… I found myself feeling disconnected from my business. I felt like I was in the center of a giant wad of tangled wires of communication. I felt like any time I felt inspired it took a week for things to happen. I felt like my schedule and time were controlled by a calendar. I felt like things were getting lost in translation, and I felt constantly disorganized. I also felt like so many things were delegated, I couldn’t clearly see what was the most important to focus on. I felt like I was having 15 different conversations instead of one cohesive one. I felt like everything was complicated but I wasn’t sure why.

So here’s what I changed and why.

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I know a lot of people in my audience also have their own business, so I wanted to make a post (or perhaps a series, let me know), sharing more about what I would do if I was starting all over again, in today’s world.

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I’m constantly discussing business with people, whether it’s clients, mentees, or friends, and something I really want people to remember is that building a business in today’s world (in this industry) is different than it was before, but that doesn’t mean the things that worked in the past can’t also work today. If you want to have your own business, you have to understand that your job is not only the actual skill / craft / product you’re selling — the other half of your job is becoming good at business and good at marketing. Like it or not. If you are building a team, or starting with capital, then that’s a different story, but in this post I’m going to be speaking to the person I was — solopreneur who wanted to build a service-based or content-based business.

If I was starting from scratch today, here’s what I’d do.

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The last time I read this book was long before I got really deep into energetics and working with energy fields. Long before channeling as an adult, for my career.

So, listening to it from a very fresh perspective, how does this tie in with energetics?

I am not a psychologist. I am not a philosopher. But I find it no coincidence that during the phase of my life when I had repressed my gifts and was doing the regular 3D thing, my obsession became learning about philosophy and psychology. These areas of study were my main focus in high school and college. I never singularly resonated with any one philosopher or one school of psychology (which was a point of contention with my professors, who claimed I was “bypassing”), but looking back, I now see why… Channeling requires me to be a neutral translator. I’m just translating the field for what it is. The second you latch onto a way of thinking, you’ll see the whole world in that way. But the one way I do see the whole world is through energy.

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I’ve studied many different perspectives on healing and happiness, and I get something from all of them. I believe many truths exist at once, and I believe different truths resonate with people depending on where they are at vibrationally, which goes hand in hand with phase of life and what we are meant to learn. It is actually one of the core teachings from the Oracle — that whatever paradigm we are plugged into will be the “way it works” for us. If you believe everything is a matter of shifting your beliefs, it will be so. If you believe everything is a biological problem, it will be so.

One of my edge points has been to move beyond being in my neutrality as an observer, a chronic student, a channel, and a nonphysical translator, and to share more directly what I as Christina want people to understand about “how reality works.” What I can offer is the energetic / vibrational perspective.

Back to the book. It reminded me of something I see people commonly bump up against in this industry — many spiritual teachings are in direct opposition to what most have learned about healing, and about psychology.

I love psychology. For me, it has been the most impactful science to learn, since it actually affects the way our biology works. And here is one beautiful example of different schools of thought — Freud versus Adler. Is everything a function of what happened when you were a child? Is everything connected to your subconscious? Or is nothing from your past relevant?

Here’s what I’ll say from a vibrational perspective — both can be true. I do find one to be truer.

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When I wanted to go back, I watched millions of timelines pass in front of me, trying to grab onto one. I kept trying to jump in, but I couldn’t grab any of them. I couldn’t get my feet in. I started to get scared that if I was able to grab onto one, it would be a different one from the one I wanted to be in. What if I never saw my family or friends again? I kept watching them scroll before me, like clicking through television channels at hyperspeed. I was stuck like this for 10 human hours which in energy-land feels like 10,000 years. It was an extremely traumatizing experience, but it was also extremely profound.

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I have experiences almost every day that most people only have once in a lifetime. What unfolds for someone on their once-in-a-lifetime Ayahuasca journey is my typical Tuesday morning. This has been happening since I was two years old. I’ve learned how to stay grounded in it, to work with it — there is an art to doing this work. I have been trained by ascended masters and galactic beings since I was a child. Not because I am trying, but because it is my soul mission to bridge these planes. And that’s exactly what I was told that day.

I was in an internally whiney phase of my life. I felt unclear on why I was really here. I felt unsure on what I wanted. I was resisting where Source was guiding me. I was seeking more and very interested in pushing my limits. I spent quite some time in that phase, and eventually I got slapped in the face with what I needed to know. I meditate my way into other realms daily, but this time my soul needed to give me a reality check so I would get over my whiney, illusory internal dialogue.

That day, I was out in the cosmos unpacking some of my heaviest emotions. I was shown my origin planet. I was shown my experiences as a spirit guide to many others, and all I had witnessed and learned. I was shown my choice to come here and my life template. I re-experienced what it was like for me getting closer to the earth plane. Just how many times I said, “Yes, of course I’ll go!” but when I got closer to the density, I got scared and ran away. My poor mother, spending so much money trying to get pregnant with me. Meanwhile, it was just taking me 5 human years to build up the courage to come down here and do the thing I needed to do, to have the experiences I was going to have. I was afraid of my own template.

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We start with general layers, that aren’t always perfectly “true” but get people in the right direction.

“Trust your heart.”

“What is your body telling you?”

“You’ve been given your desire for a reason — you’re meant for it!”

These are well-intentioned and many times helpful and true, but not always.

Walking the spiritual path deeply means learning the nuances. Playing in the gray area, and trusting your discernment. As a professional intuitive channel, I’m constantly pushing up against most people’s want for things to be black and white. People want rules. They want rigidity (even when they say then don’t). Many people feel more comfortable with the duality of “right and wrong,” because they don’t trust themselves. Having external guidelines feels easier. “I don’t have to think, I just do what someone else tells me is ‘right.’” They want to bypass the requirement of trusting themselves.

Well, that’s not what the spiritual journey is about. It’s actually not about what feels “easy” in the moment. It usually never is. (Which is another reason why “path of least resistance” often leads to spiritual bypassing…) It is meant to require more of us. To learn to see ourselves, to trust ourselves, to make conscious choices. To choose love over instant gratification.

In the last few months, particularly the last few weeks, I’ve been in the deepest period I’ve ever been in of friction between my heart and my intuition. It’s pushed me into a deeper layer of myself and my relationship with my soul.

Most of the time, when I tune into the truth of my heart and when I tune into the voice of my intuition, they align. But there are other times they don’t.

My heart can love someone or something. That can be fully true. And, my intuition can know another truth — that it’s not the highest path for me. That I’m meant to be somewhere else.

This comes up often with clients when we have the conversation about heart desire versus soul mission (YouTube video on this is coming out soon). You can have a deep desire in your heart — that doesn’t mean it’s your soul mission.

Our intuitive knowing is a sacred transmission of knowing rooted in neutrality. Our intuitive knowing is our soul frequency communicating with us — not human to human, but as pure energy coding telling us about the vibrational template we are currently aligned with.

Your soul is partnering with your body to walk through life, to move through life. The consciousness of your body is different from your soul wisdom. They are co-pilots, with slightly different energetics. This is why your body’s wisdom can give you different information from what your soul is telling you.

No information is better or worse — they’re simply different layers of intelligence in the field we can tap into.

However…your soul frequency is the coding of your earth walk. It is the template you came to experience. When we veer away from that template, we experience nonresonance. Like two discordant harmonies. You feel something is off. The same way two discordant notes are off-putting to the ear, trying to veer off your soul coding creates friction in the body and in your energy field. This can manifest as body symptoms, or difficulty in relationships, or blocks with money, or “disconnection” with your intuition (never really disconnected, but it can feel that way), or any other type of friction in your life.

This is when people feel they are “out of alignment.”

Our heart gathers and expresses wisdom from many places. Our hearts connect to the most human parts of us, our deepest emotions, along with our highest intelligence.

But there is a slightly different texture to pure soul-based intuition — again, it is neutral. It is not here to bend to the heart’s emotions, it is is here to clearly tell us what is aligned with our soul frequency and what is not.

If you are following your heart’s desires, but still feeling friction in your life, this is often why.

Sometimes we need to put our heart’s desires to the side just for a moment to hear the neutral clarity from our soul more clearly — about what we are here to do, who we are here to be, and what is in highest alignment with our soul frequency.

It’s not about picking one over the other. It’s simply about being open to hearing the wisdom from both.

And this is where I have personally found some of the biggest expansion in my life — the moments when my heart and my intuition are saying two different things.

Those are the choices that push me into the deepest levels of self-trust. They ask me who I am. They invite me to claim who I want to be.

What path will I walk?

What life do I want to create?

What does it look like for me to take care of myself?

To never self-abandon?

Will I break my own heart because I trust in something bigger?

What do I really trust?

What do I believe about purpose? About destiny? About co-creation?

What’s more important to me — my human emotions or my soul path?

Where I think there’s an or, is there really an and?

Can I find the higher perspective where it all aligns?

We are always creating. We are choosing our reality with every single choice. We are choosing what we are aligning with through every single choice.

There is not just one truth. There are many. Many that seem to conflict from lower perspectives, but harmonize in higher perspectives. When you’re in the thick of it, don’t forget to zoom out. You will find another layer of truth there.

But in the infinite world of the video game, with all the different villages and adventures you can go on, there are certain ones you’re drawn to. By engaging with those, your “life” starts to have themes. Those themes, places, and people become your virtual reality. It influences who you are. When you get bored with your life, you’re never stuck. You can go somewhere else. You become someone else. You travel to a different land, with a different environment, different people, different pastimes, and different challenge “games.” You learn more about yourself. You play differently at different times. Sometimes you play just to play — to explore, to be somewhere else, to stay occupied. Other times you play to “win,” which you do simply by creating more challenges for yourself so you feel productive. Maybe you become hyperfocused on how to get more coins, or how to build a bigger house, or how to throw a big party. And those goals bring you challenges to overcome, which gives you a sense of satisfaction.

You create lots of mini games for yourself inside the larger video game, which is actually all about being able to experience.

That’s why you’re actually playing — to experience. Not just one thing, but everything this other world has to offer.

In a video game when you get stuck, you go somewhere else. You find a new tool. You travel somewhere to ask for help. You even search backdoor cheat codes to just move things along. Whatever you need to do, you do it. The world is always expanding.

But in life, most people who feel stuck don’t do that.

Most people keep doing the same thing, hoping things will change.

Most people get bored and frustrated because they’re not taking advantage of what’s available to them everywhere in the video game. They don’t go to new villages. They don’t meet new people. They don’t use the cheat codes. Yet they expect things to change.

They act as if all that exists is right in front of them.

Energetically — your soul came here to have a human experience. That means experiencing. That means feeling, thinking, playing, resting, exploring — experiencing the full spectrum. Using all of it.

When you’re thinking too much, you’ll get stuck because your soul is asking you to act. When you're moving too much, you’ll get stuck because your soul is asking you to reflect. When you’re in your head to much, you’ll get stuck because your soul is asking you to feel.

Your soul is asking you to experience, and to use, all of it.

When clients come to me feeling stuck, they usually feel like they’ve explored all the options. They haven’t. I know that feeling too — feeling like you’ve tried everything. We never really have. There are always infinite options and perspectives, but we don’t see those unless we really get outside our comfort zone. It’s always in the place you aren’t looking.

It’s in the place you don’t yet know exists.

When things feel like they aren’t working, it’s because life is working. It’s drying out your pond so you go somewhere else. It’s guiding you to new experiences, ideas, and people. It’s taking you exactly where you need to go.

So next time you feel stuck, caught in a loop, ask yourself…

Where is life inviting me to go?

Here’s the hard part — your intuition doesn’t always make sense. And your intuition doesn’t always guide you in a direction that’s comfortable for your mind. It’s often very uncomfortable. That is where the growth is.

Because the deeper lesson is about trusting yourself. In a world where you have a million messages everyday trying to make you believe you can’t trust yourself, your soul is always saying, Hey, I’m right here. You can trust me. But who will you choose to trust?

The reality is, you’re always trusting something.

When we take spiritual understandings and start to apply them to everyday life, it’s common to get overwhelmed with the how, the why, and the implications. Then we overthink, and we get stuck.

But let me remind you of this.

Everything is energy — and this is the one truth you can always come back to. Because the way energy works doesn’t change. It is a math equation. This is the core place where science and spirituality meet, because they are actually on the same frequency bandwidth. Different poles, yes, but same bandwidth.

When you know it’s all energy, you can start tuning into this one thing whenever you feel confused — where is there resistance? Where is there openness?

Stop trying to force the resistance to change. Stop leaning into resistance. Simply follow where there is openness. Follow where there is flow.

That’s all you need to know for now.

Don’t follow habit. Don’t follow comfort. Don’t follow frustration.

Follow openness, movement, and possibility. Follow what is working. Follow what is exciting and fulfilling. Leave the rest to sort itself out.

Don’t complicate it more than that.

When you follow that, just focusing on one thing at a time, things will fall into place. You’ll start to notice more synchronicity. Things will drop into your lap. You’ll start receiving from life instead of trying to pull from it.

This is how you harmonize with the universe.