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GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="/__u/fishman101.substack.com/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><copyright><![CDATA[Ryan]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[fishman101@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:owner><itunes:email><![CDATA[fishman101@substack.com]]></itunes:email><itunes:name><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></itunes:name></itunes:owner><itunes:author><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></itunes:author><googleplay:owner><![CDATA[fishman101@substack.com]]></googleplay:owner><googleplay:email><![CDATA[fishman101@substack.com]]></googleplay:email><googleplay:author><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></googleplay:author><itunes:block><![CDATA[Yes]]></itunes:block><item><title><![CDATA[Is Psalm 87 a Picture of the Church]]></title><description><![CDATA[A look at whether Zion in Psalm 87 could be pointing beyond Jerusalem to the people of God.]]></description><link>https://fishman101.substack.com/p/is-psalm-87-a-picture-of-the-church</link><guid 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At first glance, it seems like a psalm celebrating Zion, the city of Jerusalem. It feels like a straightforward psalm about God&#8217;s chosen city. </p><p>But perhaps there is something more happening here.</p><p>Could it be that Psalm 87 is pointing beyond the earthly city and toward something greater? Could it be offering a glimpse of the people of God who would one day become His dwelling place?</p><p>The psalm opens by declaring God&#8217;s love for Zion.</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;The LORD loves the gates of Zion more than all the dwellings of Jacob. Glorious things are spoken of you, O city of God.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>Throughout the Old Testament, Zion is more than a geographical location. It is where God chooses to dwell among His people. It is the place of His presence.<br><em>Isaiah 2:2-3, Isaiah 54:2, Isaiah 56:7, Psalm 48:2, Psalm 68:15-16, Zechariah 14:10-16, Micah 4:1-2</em></p><p>That theme becomes even more interesting as the psalm continues.</p><p>In verses 4 through 6, nations that were once outside of Israel are suddenly brought into the picture. Egypt, Babylon, Philistia, Tyre, and Cush are all mentioned. These neighboring nations had long histories of opposing God&#8217;s people.</p><p>Yet the Lord says something unexpected.</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;This one was born there.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>Not once, but repeatedly.</p><p>The Lord Himself records the nations and declares of them, </p><blockquote><p>&#8220;This one was born there.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>Could this simply mean that foreigners would one day come to worship in Jerusalem? That is certainly one possibility.</p><p>But perhaps it reaches further.</p><p>The New Testament repeatedly describes believers as citizens of another city. Paul says that we are fellow citizens with the saints and members of God&#8217;s household. He says we are being built together into a dwelling place for God by the Spirit. Peter calls believers living stones being built into a spiritual house. The writer of Hebrews says that we have come to Mount Zion and to the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem.</p><p>Could Psalm 87 be anticipating that reality?</p><p>If Zion ultimately represents God&#8217;s dwelling place, then perhaps the focus is not merely on a city of stone, but on a people in whom God chooses to dwell.</p><p>It is also difficult to miss the language of birth.</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;This one was born there.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>The statement seems almost out of place. These people were not physically born in Jerusalem, yet God counts them as though they were.</p><p>Could this be an early picture of the new birth?</p><p>Jesus told Nicodemus that entrance into the kingdom of God requires being born again. Paul speaks of believers becoming a new creation. Throughout the New Testament, identity is no longer determined by physical ancestry but by being in Christ through faith in Him.</p><p>Perhaps Psalm 87 is hinting that God Himself would one day establish a new kind of citizenship. Not one based on ethnicity or birthplace, but one granted by His own declaration.</p><p>As mentioned above, Paul writes:</p><blockquote><p>Ephesians 2:19 &#8220;So then you are no longer strangers and aliens, but you are fellow citizens with the saints and members of the household of God.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>Perhaps Paul was pulling from Psalm 87:</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;The LORD will record, when He registers the peoples.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>That language sounds like citizenship. God Himself is declaring who belongs.</p><p>There is continuity between the Old and New Testaments declaring the Saints names written in heaven.</p><p>It is difficult not to hear those connections, even if the psalmist himself did not yet see the full picture.</p><p>Perhaps this is how many Old Testament passages work. They speak truthfully into their own time while also pointing toward a greater fulfillment that only becomes clear in light of Christ.</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;The Old Testament is Christ concealed, the New Testament is Christ revealed.&#8221; - Augustine of Hippo</p></blockquote><p>If that is the case, then Psalm 87 may not simply be celebrating ancient Jerusalem. It is likely celebrating the people of God who would one day be gathered from every nation into one family.</p><ul><li><p>A city no longer defined by walls.</p></li><li><p>A temple no longer built with stones.</p></li><li><p>A dwelling place made up of people in whom God lives by His Spirit.</p></li></ul><p>Perhaps that is why the nations can be declared as though they were born in Zion.</p><p>Perhaps Zion was always pointing beyond itself.</p><p>And perhaps Psalm 87 is inviting us to see what the New Testament later reveals more fully. God&#8217;s city is not merely where He dwells. It is the people with whom He has chosen to dwell.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Recognizing Christ in Fellowship and Labor]]></title><description><![CDATA[What John's post-resurrection accounts reveal about where and how the church encounters the risen Lord]]></description><link>https://fishman101.substack.com/p/recognizing-christ-in-fellowship</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://fishman101.substack.com/p/recognizing-christ-in-fellowship</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 08 Jan 2026 21:09:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!LwMR!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F80782ee7-a850-41e4-aea7-9fc830b4d1eb_800x533.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" 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Each unfolds in strikingly ordinary settings. Not the temple. Not a synagogue. Not a mountaintop veiled in glory. The risen Lord appears among friends in a locked room, and later beside a lake at dawn while fishermen work their nets.</p><p>John does more than tell us that Jesus appeared. He shows us where He appeared. The location matters because it reveals how Christ makes Himself known to His body.</p><h2>Christ Revealed in Gathered Fellowship</h2><p>The first two appearances take place with the disciples together behind closed doors. Fear had scattered them after the crucifixion, but now they have regathered. Scripture does not tell us what they were doing, only that they were together. They had reassembled as a body, uncertain, unsettled, without a clear plan.</p><p>Into that space, Jesus comes and stands among them.</p><p>&#8220;Peace be with you,&#8221; He says. Then He says it again.</p><p>The repetition is deliberate. Peace is spoken into a fearful community, not as an abstract concept but as a presence embodied in Christ Himself. His wounds are visible. His voice is unmistakable. He stands in their midst, not above them, not at a distance. The gathered body becomes the place where Christ is recognized without ambiguity.</p><p>John is showing us something fundamental about the ecclesia. When the people of Christ gather as a body, Christ is present among them. His earlier words are fulfilled here: &#8220;Where two or three are gathered in my name, there am I among them.&#8221; The church does not merely speak about Christ. It becomes the place where His presence is known and discerned together.</p><p>Yet John is careful to show that Christ&#8217;s self-revelation is not confined to gatherings alone.</p><h2>Christ Revealed in the Work of Their Hands</h2><p>The third appearance unfolds in a different setting.</p><p>Peter announces that he is going fishing. Several others join him. They return to familiar labor, to shared work that once defined their lives. They are not waiting passively for spiritual direction. They move together into ordinary responsibility.</p><p>They fish all night and catch nothing. Dawn breaks. A figure stands on the shore, calling out to them. They do not recognize Him.</p><p>&#8220;Cast the net on the right side of the boat, and you will find some.&#8221;</p><p>Jesus could have spoken earlier. He could have spared them the long night of fruitless labor. Instead, He meets them in weariness, in frustration, in the limits of their own effort. Then He gives instruction that sounds impractical and unnecessary. Any fisherman knows the right side of the boat is no different from the left.</p><p>Yet they obey.</p><p>This moment echoes an earlier one at the beginning of the Gospel. Once again, they have fished all night and caught nothing. Once again, Jesus gives a command that contradicts experience. Once again, obedience leads to abundance. Then, as now, obedience precedes understanding.</p><p>In the locked room, Christ appears and is immediately recognized. In labor, Christ speaks before He is recognized. The disciples act on His word before they know whose voice it is. Only after the nets fill do they perceive His presence.</p><p>John is drawing a contrast. In gathered fellowship, Christ is known through shared presence. In labor, Christ is known through obedience. Both belong to the life of the body.</p><h2>Attentiveness Beyond the Gathering</h2><p>When the church gathers and functions together, Christ&#8217;s presence is expected and often readily perceived. We come anticipating encounter.</p><p>But in labor, His presence is quieter. Work has rhythms that dull attentiveness. Emails, meetings, deadlines, and responsibilities obscure the sacred. We stop expecting Christ to speak there.</p><p>John challenges that assumption. Christ was present on the shore before the disciples recognized Him. He directed their work before they understood the source of the command. The question is not whether Christ is present in our labor, but whether we have learned to listen.</p><p>Recognizing Christ in work requires patience and discernment. In this example it was shared discernment. The disciples did not debate the instruction or wait for certainty. They acted together. Their obedience was communal, not individual. Understanding followed participation.</p><h2>Increase That Leads Back to Shared Life</h2><p>The net fills with 153 fish. The number is precise, but the emphasis is not on counting or profit. What happens next reveals the point.</p><p>They return to shore. Jesus has prepared a charcoal fire. Bread and fish are already laid out.</p><p>&#8220;Bring some of the fish you have just caught,&#8221; He says.</p><p>The fruit of their labor is not isolated or privatized. It is brought into fellowship. The increase becomes part of a shared meal in Christ&#8217;s presence. Abundance serves communion, not the other way around.</p><p>The catch was never the goal. The increase exists to draw the body back together, to place the fruit of obedience within shared life. Labor finds its meaning when it returns to fellowship.</p><h2>Commissioning Emerges from the Body</h2><p>After breakfast, Jesus addresses Peter.</p><p>Three times He asks, &#8220;Do you love me?&#8221; Three times Peter answers. Three times Jesus commissions him to care for the flock.</p><p>This exchange does not happen in a formal setting. It happens at a table. Authority emerges from restored relationship, not from position or title. Peter is not elevated above the others. He is restored among them and commissioned within the life they share.</p><p>Shepherding is framed as care for people, not management of an institution. Leadership flows from proximity to Christ and responsibility to the community. The body functions together, and those who serve do so from within it, not over it.</p><h2>Continuity in the Life of the Early Church</h2><p>Acts 2 reflects the same pattern.</p><p>The early believers devoted themselves to teaching, fellowship, the breaking of bread, and prayer. These were not separate programs but interwoven practices. Life together was the church&#8217;s defining activity.</p><p>Breaking bread was frequent and ordinary. Homes were the setting. Meals were the rhythm. Fellowship was not an event but a shared way of life. The apostles did not invent this model. They carried forward what they had received from Jesus after the resurrection.</p><h2>A Structural Absence in the Western Church</h2><p>Many modern churches excel in teaching. Access to doctrine has never been greater. Sermons, podcasts, and books abound.</p><p>Prayer remains present, though often compressed and individualized.</p><p>Fellowship and the breaking of bread are often peripheral. Many gatherings revolve around passive listening. People arrive, sit, consume, and leave. Life together is reduced to brief conversations or optional programs.</p><p>Efficiency has replaced embodiment.</p><p>John&#8217;s Gospel presents a different vision. The risen Christ cooks breakfast. He invites participation. He restores, commissions, and reveals Himself within shared life.</p><p>If the church is the body of Christ, then functioning together is not optional. Without shared labor, shared meals, shared discernment, and shared responsibility, the body becomes fragmented and immature.</p><p>John shows us a path that remains open. Christ is recognized when the body gathers. Christ is discovered when the body labors together. In both cases, He leads His people back to shared life.</p><p>Perhaps the recovery of the church begins not with better programs or clearer strategies, but with learning again how to live, work, eat, and listen together as one body under one Head.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Corrupted Compiler vs New Creation]]></title><description><![CDATA[What a 1984 Hacker Paper Teaches Us About Sin & Salvation]]></description><link>https://fishman101.substack.com/p/the-corrupted-compiler-vs-new-creation</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://fishman101.substack.com/p/the-corrupted-compiler-vs-new-creation</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 07 Jan 2026 20:03:45 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Gj56!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F186deb6e-4cb6-412c-a07c-2e458ce3a303_1536x1024.png" length="0" 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/__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Gj56!, /__u/fishman101.substack.com/w_1456, /__u/fishman101.substack.com/c_limit, /__u/fishman101.substack.com/f_auto, /__u/fishman101.substack.com/q_auto:good, /__u/fishman101.substack.com/fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F186deb6e-4cb6-412c-a07c-2e458ce3a303_1536x1024.png 1456w" sizes="100vw" fetchpriority="high"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg aria-hidden="true" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><p>I stumbled across this interesting <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fu3laL5VYdM">video</a> today. It was about Ken Thompson&#8217;s 1984 Turing Award lecture, &#8220;Reflections on Trusting Trust,&#8221; and it sparked something: what if this 40-year-old computer science paper accidentally described the human condition better than most theology books?</p><h2>A Hidden Bug in the Source Code</h2><p>Thompson, one of the creators of Unix, posed a disturbing question to the computing world: To what extent should we trust a statement that a program is free of Trojan horses?</p><p>His answer? We shouldn&#8217;t. And the way he proved it is brilliant.</p><p>Thompson demonstrated that a compiler (the program that turns human-readable code into machine instructions) could be modified to include a hidden backdoor. The twist: the malicious code wouldn&#8217;t appear anywhere in the source files. The corruption lived in the compiler binary itself, passed down invisibly every time the compiler was used to compile a new version of itself.</p><p>Think about what that means. We could inspect every line of source code and find nothing wrong. The corruption exists upstream from what we can see. It replicates  from one generation to the next. And every program compiled by this corrupted tool inherits the flaw automatically.</p><p>His conclusion lands like a punch: &#8220;You can&#8217;t trust code that you did not totally create yourself.&#8221;</p><h2>The Parallel</h2><p>Here&#8217;s where my mind went: this sounds exactly like what theology calls original sin.</p><p>We&#8217;re not talking about individual bad choices here. We&#8217;re talking about a condition that precedes choice entirely. The corruption exists at the source level, before any individual instance of execution or behavior. The problem is systemic, not episodic.</p><p>Paul frames sin as a &#8220;reign&#8221; or &#8220;power&#8221; rather than isolated moral failures (Romans 5). Our behavior can look reasonable, even virtuous on the surface, yet the underlying nature remains compromised. Just like Thompson&#8217;s compiler, our code looks clean while the machine produces corrupted output.</p><h2>Self-Replication Across Generations</h2><p>Thompson&#8217;s corrupted compiler reproduces itself faithfully. Each generation trusts the previous one. The system rewards continuity rather than suspicion.</p><p>We see the same pattern in human history. Sin propagates through birth, culture, imitation, and formation. Social structures and religious systems can transmit distortion while appearing righteous. What gets passed down feels normal because it&#8217;s all we&#8217;ve ever known.</p><p>Our parents trusted their parents. Our culture trusted the generation before. We inherit ways of being that feel like bedrock truth but carry hidden corruption we never chose and can&#8217;t easily detect.</p><h2>Why Self-Inspection Fails</h2><p>In Thompson&#8217;s scenario, auditing the output code reveals nothing. The system cannot validate itself using its own compromised tools. Truth cannot be generated internally once the root is corrupted.</p><p>Applied to humanity: our moral self-assessment is shaped by the very nature we&#8217;re trying to judge. The law exposes behavior but cannot cure the underlying condition. Religious performance can perfect the appearance while leaving the root untouched.</p><p>We can&#8217;t audit ourselves free. A corrupted system cannot self-heal using its own logic. Any fix originating inside the system will reproduce the same flaw.</p><p>This is why self-improvement, while valuable, never quite gets to the bottom of things. We&#8217;re trying to debug code using a compiler that&#8217;s already compromised.</p><h2>The Limitation of Moral Reform</h2><p>In computing terms, patching downstream programs accomplishes nothing if the compiler remains compromised. Rewriting code still relies on the same infected toolchain.</p><p>We see the same limitation in human efforts at reform. Ethical improvement modifies behavior without changing nature. Education, discipline, and law can restrain outcomes, but they don&#8217;t create new life. The problem persists across generations despite sincere effort.</p><p>Think of every civilization that has risen, reformed its laws, educated its citizens, built institutions of virtue, and eventually revealed the same corruptions wearing different clothes. We keep rewriting code with an infected compiler and wondering why the bugs keep appearing.</p><p>Reform adjusts outputs. It does not replace the source.</p><h2>A New Compiler, Not a Patch</h2><p>This is where the gospel makes a claim that sounds almost too specific to be coincidence.</p><p>What does Jesus do? He enters the system without being generated by it. His life is described as sinless, meaning uncorrupted at the source. He doesn&#8217;t teach a better moral compiler. He embodies a new one.</p><p>Jesus is called the &#8220;last Adam,&#8221; a new head of humanity. His resurrection represents a new creation, not a repair of the old. Union with Christ replaces lineage rather than improving it.</p><p>In computing terms, this is closer to introducing a compiler built outside the corrupted lineage. It doesn&#8217;t descend from the compromised family tree. It initiates a new one.</p><p>The old system propagates corruption by default, automatically, unconsciously. The new system propagates life through participation and union. Scripture describes this as being &#8220;in Christ&#8221; rather than merely following his example. Life flows from a new source rather than from behavior modification.</p><h2>Why This Matters Conceptually</h2><p>Thompson&#8217;s paper exposes a deep intuition that computing science stumbled upon: if corruption exists at the source, salvation cannot be educational, moral, or incremental. It must be ontological. It must replace the origin.</p><p>The Gospel of Jesus Christ claims exactly this.</p><p>Jesus doesn&#8217;t optimize the human system. He terminates the old lineage and inaugurates a new one. The cross exposes the failure of the old system (even our best religious and political efforts produced an execution of the innocent). The resurrection launches a new executable entirely.</p><p>Where original sin is self-replicating corruption, Christ is non-derivative life. The word for this in scripture is Holy. Where humanity cannot audit itself, Christ stands outside the system and brings a new root into it.</p><h2>The Invitation</h2><p>Thompson ended his lecture with a warning: &#8220;You can&#8217;t trust code that you did not totally create yourself.&#8221;</p><p>The gospel ends with an invitation: We don&#8217;t have to trust ourselves. We don&#8217;t have to keep debugging with corrupted tools. A new compiler exists, one that wasn&#8217;t generated by our compromised lineage.</p><p>Fixing ourselves is impossible when the corruption runs deep in the code.</p><p>We&#8217;ve been given the gift of a new source code. Will we trust and appropriate it?</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Restoring agency to the Body of Christ]]></title><description><![CDATA[A body that acts and not just attends.]]></description><link>https://fishman101.substack.com/p/restoring-agency-to-the-body-of-christ</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://fishman101.substack.com/p/restoring-agency-to-the-body-of-christ</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 01 Jan 2026 07:14:23 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!f12F!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5b2df1d2-34bf-4e13-b344-39fe73398a36_1536x1024.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" 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A small group plans, speaks, decides, and acts, while the rest largely receive, attend, and observe. This arrangement has felt normal for so long that many believers no longer recognize how foreign it is to the New Testament vision of the church.</p><p>In Scripture, the body of Christ is a metaphor for participation, not attendance.</p><p>Paul writes that &#8220;the manifestation of the Spirit is given to each one for the profit of all&#8221; (1 Corinthians 12:7). That sentence alone assumes agency. Each one receives. Each one expresses. Each one contributes. The body grows because everyone is gifted, not just a few. I call this &#8220;one-anothering&#8221;. The phrase &#8220;one another&#8221; appears about 100 times in the New Testament.</p><p>Agency, in this context, means something specific. We&#8217;re not talking about independence or self-direction detached from community or authority. Christian agency is derivative. It flows from union with Christ. &#8220;He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit&#8221; (John 15:5, NKJV). The believer acts because Christ is acting through them. The source remains singular, but the expression is distributed.</p><p>This is why the New Testament places so much emphasis on the body rather than the platform. Hands act. Feet move. Eyes see. No part waits for permission to function as what it is. Each part is already authorized by its connection to the head. This is the body properly functioning.</p><p>Over time, much of the church has subtly replaced this organic model with a representative one. Ministry becomes something done on behalf of the many rather than through the many. Agency shifts upward. Participation narrows. The church gathers faithfully but acts sparingly.</p><p>Ephesians 4 presents a different picture. Apostles, prophets, evangelists, pastors, and teachers are given &#8220;for the equipping of the saints for the work of ministry&#8230; from whom the whole body, joined and knit together by what every joint supplies, according to the effective working by which every part does its share, causes growth of the body for the edifying of itself in love.&#8221; (Ephesians 4:12 &amp; 16). Their role is to cultivate agency in others so the whole body functions, not to perform ministry while others watch.</p><p>When agency is restored, several things change.</p><p>Believers stop asking, &#8220;Who is allowed to do this?&#8221; and begin asking, &#8220;What has Christ entrusted to me for the sake of others?&#8221; Discernment becomes communal. Responsibility becomes shared. Spiritual gifts are exercised in real time, not deferred to programs or titles.</p><p>Agency also brings accountability. When everyone participates, no one hides. Mutual submission, correction, and care become necessary practices rather than theoretical ideals. The body learns to listen together, discern together, and grow together.</p><p>I believe the Lord is preparing His people for this kind of formation and function. I&#8217;m not talking about rebellion against leadership, but re-centering Christ as the active head of a living body. I&#8217;m not talking about chaos, but mature participation shaped by love.</p><p>If 2026 marks a season where believers recover confidence that Christ truly works through His people, not just through institutions, it will look ordinary and powerful at the same time. Meals shared. Prayers offered. Words spoken in season. Needs met without permission slips. Gifts exercised without fanfare.</p><p>A body that remembers it can move.</p><p>This kind of church doesn&#8217;t need to be activated. It only needs to be trusted again.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Living Proof They Had to Bury]]></title><description><![CDATA[Why the authorities plotted to kill Lazarus after Jesus raised him from the dead]]></description><link>https://fishman101.substack.com/p/the-living-proof-they-had-to-bury</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://fishman101.substack.com/p/the-living-proof-they-had-to-bury</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 23 Dec 2025 17:49:31 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!t-qi!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff7a1d848-18cc-4a69-87de-154abc9290d2_800x533.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" 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/__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!t-qi!, /__u/fishman101.substack.com/w_1456, /__u/fishman101.substack.com/c_limit, /__u/fishman101.substack.com/f_auto, /__u/fishman101.substack.com/q_auto:good, /__u/fishman101.substack.com/fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff7a1d848-18cc-4a69-87de-154abc9290d2_800x533.png 1456w" sizes="100vw" fetchpriority="high"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg aria-hidden="true" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 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The authorities could not tolerate his testimony because he exposed the emptiness of their claims to authority over life and death, righteousness and sin, access to God himself. The light had come into the world, and they chose darkness, not because the light was unclear, but because they could not bear it.</p><p>John&#8217;s Gospel account of Lazarus centers on scandal. After Jesus raises him from the dead, the chief priests don&#8217;t just intensify their plot against Jesus. They decide Lazarus must die too (John 12:9&#8211;11). The decision reveals what happens when power confronts evidence beyond its control.</p><h2>The Problem of Living Proof</h2><p>Lazarus becomes an existential threat not through what he says but through what he is. His continued existence functions as testimony no one can dismiss through theological argument or institutional authority. He simply is: a dead man now alive, walking through the streets, eating meals, breathing.</p><p>John records that many believed in Jesus because of Lazarus (John 11:45). The miracle produces public belief the religious establishment cannot manage or contain. Their authority depends on controlling interpretation, on mediating access to God, on determining what counts as righteousness. Lazarus disrupts all of this by existing.</p><p>Caiaphas makes the calculation explicit: preserving the system matters more than acknowledging what God has done (John 11:49&#8211;50). The threat is not uncertainty but clarity. The miracle leaves no interpretive room that protects their status.</p><h2>Light That Exposes</h2><p>John frames the conflict through the imagery of light, but not as gentle illumination. When Jesus declares &#8220;I am the light of the world&#8221; during the Feast of Tabernacles (John 8:12), he speaks against massive lampstands lit in the temple courts, a commemoration of the pillar of fire that led Israel. He identifies himself as the true source of guidance and life, but his light does not merely show the way forward. He exposes what already is.</p><p>&#8220;Light has come into the world, but people loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil. Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that their deeds will be exposed&#8221; (John 3:19&#8211;20).</p><p>The authorities work in secrecy, plotting death to preserve control, while Jesus operates openly in the temple courts. The contrast is deliberate. Light forces a reckoning. The light reveals what we would rather keep hidden and demands a response.</p><h2>No Third Option</h2><p>Lazarus embodies the demand. A man brought out of the tomb into daylight stands as the living embodiment of the light Jesus claims to be. The religious leaders must either acknowledge the claim embedded in his existence or destroy him. No third option exists. They cannot absorb resurrection life into their existing framework of power.</p><p>Their response reveals everything. They are not villains because they lack piety or devotion to Scripture. They are dangerous because they have built their identity and authority on managing religious truth, and Lazarus represents truth that cannot be managed.</p><p>His existence testifies without argument. He is proof that cannot be refuted, only silenced.</p><h2>The Choice</h2><p>The plot against Lazarus exposes the nature of the choice John presents throughout his Gospel. When confronted with the light of what God has done, we either step into the light or attempt to extinguish it. No neutral position exists when faced with someone who was dead and is now alive.</p><p>The authorities chose darkness, not because the light was unclear, but because they could not bear what the light exposed. The light revealed the emptiness of their claims. The light showed that their carefully constructed system of control over access to God was hollow when faced with God actually acting.</p><p>Lazarus continues to stand as testimony. Resurrection life embodied in a transformed person cannot be silenced by argument or eliminated by force. The testimony persists, demanding belief or hostility, but never indifference.</p><p>The question John forces is not whether we find Jesus&#8217; teachings compelling or his miracles impressive. The question is whether we will step into the light of what God has done, even when the light threatens what we have built. Even when the light becomes unbearable.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The First shall be Last and the Last shall be First]]></title><description><![CDATA[The Psychology of Pursuit and the First Gospel Witness]]></description><link>https://fishman101.substack.com/p/the-first-shall-be-last-and-the-last</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://fishman101.substack.com/p/the-first-shall-be-last-and-the-last</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 17 Dec 2025 14:39:17 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!tYC8!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5a94cb8d-f223-4cb9-be14-94e0496fcf67_800x533.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" 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Jesus meets a Samaritan woman at a well. She&#8217;s had five husbands. The man she&#8217;s with now isn&#8217;t her husband. And somehow, by the end of the conversation, she becomes the first evangelist in the Gospel of John.</p><p>But here&#8217;s what I think we miss when we read this story: whatever moral questions surround her life, what the text actually shows us is someone who is relationally fractured.</p><p>Her world has collapsed, again and again. Maybe through divorce. Maybe through death. Maybe through her own choices. Maybe through circumstances we&#8217;ll never know. The text doesn&#8217;t give us the details. What it <em>does</em> show us is someone who has learned, through hard experience, how to protect herself.</p><p>And that changes everything about how we read her words.</p><h2>Her First Move: Setting Boundaries Through Division</h2><p>When Jesus asks her for a drink, her response is immediate:</p><p><em>&#8220;How is it that you, a Jew, ask a drink from me, a Samaritan woman?&#8221;</em></p><p>This isn&#8217;t curiosity. This is preemptive distancing.</p><p>She&#8217;s activating every division available to her: ethnic difference, gender norms, religious hostility. It&#8217;s like she&#8217;s saying, &#8220;Let me remind you of the rules here, because I don&#8217;t trust how this interaction could turn out.&#8221;</p><p>This is what shame does. When shame is active, we default to difference rather than connection, because difference feels safer. It reduces the threat.</p><h2>Jesus Bypasses the Surface</h2><p>He doesn&#8217;t engage her defenses. He doesn&#8217;t argue about Jews and Samaritans. Instead, he goes beneath the boundary she just set and speaks to something deeper: her thirst.</p><p>Not physical thirst. Something more fundamental. Thirst at the level of identity and belonging.</p><p>Her response is classic deflection:</p><p><em>&#8220;Sir, you have nothing to draw with... are you greater than our father Jacob?&#8221;</em></p><p>She returns to material limitations. She invokes ancestral authority. She subtly challenges his credibility. These are the moves of someone who has learned to protect herself from disappointment.</p><h2>The Question About Her Husband</h2><p>When Jesus asks about her husband, he&#8217;s doing something psychologically precise. He shifts the conversation from her intellectual defenses to her actual story.</p><p>Her answer is short and guarded: &#8220;I have no husband.&#8221;</p><p>Technically true. But it&#8217;s the response of someone who expects judgment if she says more.</p><p>What Jesus does next is remarkable. He reveals that he already knows her history. But he doesn&#8217;t moralize. He doesn&#8217;t condemn. He names her reality without weaponizing it.</p><p>He dignifies her by showing that the truth of her life doesn&#8217;t disqualify her from receiving what he&#8217;s offering.</p><p>This is the turning point. This is where shame starts to lose its grip.</p><h2>The Theological Escape Hatch</h2><p>But watch what she does next:</p><p><em>&#8220;Our fathers worshiped on this mountain, but you Jews say Jerusalem...&#8221;</em></p><p>This is an intellectual escape hatch. The conversation is getting too personal, too close to the wound. So she retreats into abstract theology, cultural differences, doctrinal debates.</p><p>This is common when intimacy touches something painful. The mind escapes into ideological safe zones.</p><p>And notice: her diversions always involve division. Jew vs. Samaritan. Jesus vs. Jacob. This mountain vs. that mountain. Every time connection threatens to form, she inserts a wedge.</p><h2>Jesus Refuses the Wedge</h2><p>His answer reframes everything:</p><p>Not Jew or Samaritan. Not this mountain or that. But spirit and truth.</p><p>He&#8217;s dismantling the very structures her shame uses for self-protection.</p><h2>Her Final Test</h2><p>She says, &#8220;I know the Messiah is coming. When he comes, he will explain everything.&#8221;</p><p>This line is psychologically rich. It signals hope mixed with distrust. She can&#8217;t fully yield to Jesus yet. But she can&#8217;t dismiss him either. She retreats to the one eschatological figure she feels safe trusting.</p><p>It&#8217;s like she&#8217;s saying, &#8220;I don&#8217;t know if I can believe you. But I believe that when Messiah comes, he&#8217;ll settle this.&#8221;</p><p>This is tentative openness. Her defenses are softening.</p><h2>The Moment Everything Changes</h2><p>Jesus says, &#8220;I who speak to you am He.&#8221;</p><p>For the only time in the Gospels before his trial, Jesus directly and unambiguously identifies himself as the Messiah. And he does it not to a ruler, priest, or religious insider, but to a marginalized woman with a traumatic relational history. Someone shaped by shame. Someone who keeps defaulting to division. Someone who isn&#8217;t sure she can trust him.</p><p>And something breaks open.</p><p>She leaves her water jar. She goes back to her village. And she says, &#8220;Come see a man who told me everything I ever did.&#8221;</p><p>For someone shaped by shame, this is radical. The very thing she hid becomes the testimony she proclaims.</p><h2>The First Shall Be Last</h2><p>To fully see what&#8217;s happening here, you have to read this story alongside what comes just before it in John&#8217;s Gospel story of Nicodemus.</p><p>Nicodemus is a Pharisee. A ruler of Israel. A teacher. And he comes to Jesus at night. Hiding. Ashamed to be seen with this rabbi from Nazareth. When Jesus tells him he must be born again, Nicodemus doesn&#8217;t understand. Jesus pushes back: &#8220;You are Israel&#8217;s teacher, and you don&#8217;t understand these things?&#8221; He challenges his pride. His self-righteousness. His assumption that his position gives him access to the kingdom.</p><p>Now look at the contrast.</p><p>Jesus goes to the well at midday. Not hiding a thing. He pursues a Samaritan woman. A half-Jew. A woman. Someone broken and fractured. Someone at the bottom of every social hierarchy that mattered. And rather than expose her shame, he covers it. Rather than challenge her pride, he dismantles her defenses with dignity. And then he does something he didn&#8217;t do with Nicodemus: he reveals his true identity. Plainly. Directly. &#8220;I who speak to you am He.&#8221;</p><p>The religious elite gets the nighttime conversation and the rebuke. The outcast gets the midday pursuit and the first clear revelation of who Jesus is.</p><p>This is the upside-down kingdom. The first shall be last, and the last shall be first.</p><p>I believe she&#8217;s a picture of the bride of Christ. She represents all of us who are poor in spirit. The ones who inherit the kingdom not because we earned it, but because we had nothing left to protect.</p><p>Jesus pushes past our division. Our self-protection. Our distrust. Our fear. Our shame. He doesn&#8217;t expose us. He covers us. And he draws us to himself.</p><p>The Pharisees who are first in society are last to the kingdom. The woman at the well, last in every way that mattered, is made first. First to receive his true identity. First to be invited into the kingdom. First to carry the gospel to her people.</p><h2>What Actually Happened Here</h2><p>Her initial state:</p><ul><li><p>Shame</p></li><li><p>Fear of judgment</p></li><li><p>Reliance on division for self-protection</p></li><li><p>Distrust of intimacy</p></li><li><p>Relational exhaustion</p></li></ul><p>What Jesus did:</p><ul><li><p>Moved toward rather than away from division</p></li><li><p>Named truth without condemnation</p></li><li><p>Revealed identity gradually and personally</p></li><li><p>Restructured her categories rather than arguing within them</p></li><li><p>Offered dignity where shame expected exposure</p></li></ul><p>Her final state:</p><ul><li><p>Shame replaced by testimony</p></li><li><p>Division replaced by connection</p></li><li><p>Hiding replaced by witness</p></li><li><p>Trust restored</p></li><li><p>Identity transformed</p></li></ul><p>This transformation isn&#8217;t merely spiritual. It&#8217;s psychologically coherent and profound. Jesus didn&#8217;t fix a broken woman. He met a protected woman, disarmed her defenses with dignity, and gave her something she could finally trust.</p><p>And she became the first person to carry the gospel to her community. Consider what that means. </p><p>Not despite her past, but through it. The woman who came to the well at noon to avoid people left it running toward them. Her testimony wasn&#8217;t polished. It was simply this: <em>He told me everything I ever did.</em> The very thing she hid became the thing she proclaimed. That&#8217;s not recovery. That&#8217;s resurrection.</p><p>Jesus didn&#8217;t choose a priest, a prophet, or a prepared disciple. He chose a five-time divorcee drawing water alone at noon. The kingdom&#8217;s first evangelist was someone the religious establishment would have disqualified on sight. Apparently, Jesus measures readiness differently than we do.</p><p>Jesus doesn&#8217;t just forgive the disqualified. He deploys them.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Sabbath Paradox and the Authority of Christ]]></title><description><![CDATA[Why the Law Required a Lord]]></description><link>https://fishman101.substack.com/p/the-sabbath-paradox-and-the-authority</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://fishman101.substack.com/p/the-sabbath-paradox-and-the-authority</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 16 Dec 2025 15:53:46 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/cd512971-854a-408f-8b45-17a8ff63b362_800x533.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="/__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!EdLl!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F72b82120-0595-4202-9b06-cea02749272c_800x533.png" 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/__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!EdLl!, /__u/fishman101.substack.com/w_1456, /__u/fishman101.substack.com/c_limit, /__u/fishman101.substack.com/f_auto, /__u/fishman101.substack.com/q_auto:good, /__u/fishman101.substack.com/fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F72b82120-0595-4202-9b06-cea02749272c_800x533.png 1456w" sizes="100vw" fetchpriority="high"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg aria-hidden="true" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 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deliberately placed.</p><h2>Two Commands That Can&#8217;t Both Be True</h2><p>The fourth commandment prohibits work on the Sabbath. The penalties for violation were severe (Exodus 20:8&#8211;11; 31:14&#8211;15). This binding covenant requirement carried real consequences.</p><p>But the same law commands priests to work on the Sabbath. They slaughter animals, prepare offerings, maintain the altar. Numbers 28:9&#8211;10 makes this explicit. These actions meet every ordinary definition of labor.</p><p>Jesus states this without hesitation:</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Or have you not read in the law that on the Sabbath the priests in the temple profane the Sabbath, and are blameless?&#8221; (Matthew 12:5, NKJV)</p></blockquote><p>He uses the word &#8220;profane&#8221; without qualification. The priests are doing something that would violate the Sabbath anywhere else. Yet they are blameless.</p><h2>Why No Guilt?</h2><p>The priests are working. The question is why guilt doesn&#8217;t apply.<br><br>The law itself contains a hierarchy. Certain commands take precedence over others. Temple service outranks Sabbath rest.<br><br>Jesus is referencing an existing framework. God commands Sabbath observance, then commands Sabbath labor for priests. The second command suspends the first in a specific context.<br><br>This creates a precedent: obedience to a higher covenantal purpose can override a lesser prohibition without moral fault.</p><h2>The Move Jesus Makes</h2><p>Jesus observes this tension and applies it to himself.<br>After citing the priests, he says:</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Yet I say to you that in this place there is One greater than the temple.&#8221; (Matthew 12:6, NKJV)</p></blockquote><p>The logic:<br><br>If temple service suspends Sabbath restriction, and if Jesus is greater than the temple, then proximity to Jesus justifies what would otherwise be condemned.<br><br>This is a legal argument drawn from the law&#8217;s own structure. Dismissing it would undermine the Pharisees&#8217; entire interpretive system.</p><h2>Mercy, Not Just Exception</h2><p>Jesus reinforces the point with Hosea:</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;But if you had known what this means, &#8216;I desire mercy and not sacrifice,&#8217; you would not have condemned the guiltless.&#8221; (Matthew 12:7, NKJV)</p></blockquote><p>The Pharisees had treated Sabbath law as absolute. But the law already made room for mercy, for life, for restoration. They removed the flexibility God had built in.<br><br>The law was always meant to serve covenant relationship.</p><h2>What the Contradiction Reveals</h2><p>This goes deeper than Sabbath exceptions.</p><p>The built-in contradiction exposes something intentional. The law cannot function as a self-contained moral system. It requires discernment, authority, and ultimately divine presence to resolve its tensions.</p><p>That&#8217;s the point.</p><p>The contradiction forces a question: Who has the authority to adjudicate when commands conflict?</p><p>Jesus answers directly:</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;For the Son of Man is Lord even of the Sabbath.&#8221; (Matthew 12:8, NKJV)</p></blockquote><p>The one who stands above the temple also stands above the Sabbath. He resolves the tension the law was designed to contain by fulfilling it</p><h2>The Substance is of Christ</h2><p>God embedded a tension into the law. He did this deliberately.<br><br>The priests reveal that the Sabbath has limits. The temple reveals that presence matters more than regulation. Jesus reveals that he is where both find their completion.<br><br>The contradiction serves as a signpost, pointing beyond the system to the person who governs it.<br><br>The law raises the question that only one person could answer.<br><br>Paul said it best to the Colossians:</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;So let no one judge you in food or in drink, or regarding a festival or a new moon or sabbaths, which are a shadow of things to come, but the substance is of Christ.&#8221;</p><p>2:16&#8211;17 (NKJV)</p></blockquote>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Practice of Becoming]]></title><description><![CDATA[How the bible and psychology agree on what transforms you]]></description><link>https://fishman101.substack.com/p/the-practice-of-becoming</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://fishman101.substack.com/p/the-practice-of-becoming</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 23 Jul 2025 19:15:26 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/4c5dbf18-dcd9-49b8-82b2-64f8e78c5c69_1456x1048.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>There&#8217;s a war inside every human being. A quiet, invisible struggle between what we believe, what we feel, and how we live.</p><p>Psychology gives this war names: cognitive distortions, fear responses, maladaptive behaviors, identity confusion. Scripture speaks of it as the battle between the flesh and the spirit, the renewal of the mind, and the working out of our salvation with trembling.</p><p>Though these fields speak different languages, they point to the same reality: <strong>you are not a fixed self. You are a becoming.</strong> And unless you learn to understand and govern your inner world, you will live at the mercy of your own mind. </p><p>Most of your behavior is automatic and shaped by <strong>childhood experiences, traumas, attachments, and environmental conditioning</strong>. Your beliefs, habits, fears, and desires often operate beneath conscious awareness. <strong>You&#8217;re not as rational as you think.</strong></p><p>The stakes are high. <strong>If you don&#8217;t master these truths, your subconscious, default operating system will master you.</strong></p><p>But freedom is possible. Change is possible. Maturity is possible.</p><p>Below I list <strong>five core truths</strong> about your psychology. Each confirmed by both <strong>modern science and ancient Scripture</strong>, that you <em>must</em> understand to live with clarity, integrity, and purpose. These are not just insights; they are <strong>invitations</strong>: to renew your mind, reclaim your agency, and walk in the emotional and spiritual authority that God designed you for.</p><div><hr></div><h2>1. <strong>Your Brain Lies to You</strong></h2><blockquote><p><em>&#8220;The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked; who can know it?&#8221;</em><br><strong>&#8212; Jeremiah 17:9 (NKJV)</strong></p></blockquote><h3>Psychology:</h3><p>Cognitive science shows that your brain <strong>constantly distorts reality</strong>. You experience the world not as it is, but as your mind <strong>filters</strong> it, through biases, beliefs, trauma, and shortcuts. Your brain lies to you to protect you, save energy, and preserve ego, but these lies often create fear, misjudgment, and unnecessary suffering.</p><h3>Scripture:</h3><p>The Bible anticipates this flaw. Jeremiah warns that your <strong>inner self, your heart and mind is deceptive.</strong> It's not automatically trustworthy. This is why Scripture calls us to <strong>renew our minds</strong> (Rom. 12:2) and test every thought (2 Cor. 10:5). Truth isn&#8217;t found by trusting your feelings, it&#8217;s found by <strong>aligning them with God&#8217;s Word</strong>.</p><p>&#9989; <em><strong>Application</strong>:</em> Don't believe everything you think. Submit your thoughts to God&#8217;s truth and practice mental renewal through prayer, Scripture, and self-awareness.</p><div><hr></div><p></p><h2>2. <strong>What You Avoid Controls You</strong></h2><blockquote><p><em>&#8220;For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.&#8221;</em><br><strong>&#8212; 2 Timothy 1:7 (NKJV)</strong></p></blockquote><h3>Psychology:</h3><p>Avoidance behavior <strong>amplifies fear</strong> over time. When you back away from a challenge, your brain learns, &#8220;this is dangerous,&#8221; even if it's not. The result? Fear becomes your master. You lose confidence, autonomy, and growth because your world shrinks to the size of your comfort zone. <strong>Avoidance is control in disguise</strong>.</p><h3>Scripture:</h3><p>Paul&#8217;s words to Timothy cut straight to the core of fear-based living. God didn&#8217;t give you fear. That&#8217;s a <strong>foreign spirit</strong>. What He gave you is <strong>power</strong> (agency), <strong>love</strong> (relational grounding), and a <strong>sound mind</strong> (rational clarity). You were not designed to run. You were made to stand, think clearly, and act in love.</p><p>&#9989; <em><strong>Application</strong>:</em> When fear rises, remember what God <em>did</em> give you: power, love, and a sound mind in and through His Holy Spirit. Hold your thoughts captive and prayerfully move <em>toward</em> what scares you, not away from it.</p><div><hr></div><p></p><h2>3. <strong>You Are Not Who You Think You Are. You&#8217;re Who You Practice</strong></h2><blockquote><p><em>&#8220;But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves.&#8221;</em><br><strong>&#8212; James 1:22 (NKJV)</strong></p></blockquote><h3>Psychology:</h3><p>Your identity is shaped by <strong>repetition</strong>, not revelation. You don&#8217;t become patient, disciplined, or loving by wishing it. You become those things by <strong>repeatedly practicing</strong> them. Neuroplasticity shows that <strong>action rewires the brain</strong>. Identity isn&#8217;t found. It&#8217;s built.</p><h3>Scripture:</h3><p>James delivers the same rebuke: knowledge without action is <strong>self-deception</strong>. Transformation doesn&#8217;t happen by knowing the Word. It happens by <strong>doing</strong> it. The Bible insists that your identity is proven by <strong>your practice</strong>, not your opinions or intentions.</p><p>&#9989; <em><strong>Application</strong>:</em> Don't just &#8220;believe&#8221; better. L<em>ive</em> better. Practice the disciplines of Christ. Lean into the identity God calls you into until it becomes who you are.</p><div><hr></div><p></p><h2>4. <strong>You Are Wired for Emotion, But Built to Regulate It</strong></h2><blockquote><p><em>&#8220;He who is slow to anger is better than the mighty, and he who rules his spirit than he who takes a city.&#8221;</em><br><strong>&#8212; Proverbs 16:32 (NKJV)</strong></p></blockquote><h3>Psychology:</h3><p>Emotions are often helpful, but unchecked, they can become destructive. Emotional regulation is the ability to <strong>feel deeply without reacting destructively</strong>. It&#8217;s a key indicator of maturity and health. The goal is not suppression, but <strong>wise stewardship</strong> of emotional energy.</p><h3>Scripture:</h3><p>The Bible agrees: a person who <strong>masters their spirit</strong> is stronger than a warrior. The fruit of the Spirit includes <strong>self-control</strong>, not because emotions are bad, but because they must be <strong>guided by truth, not impulse</strong>. Even Jesus wept, got angry, and rejoiced but He was never ruled by His feelings.</p><p>&#9989; <em><strong>Application</strong>:</em> Embrace emotion, but don&#8217;t serve it. Be present. Feel everything. Then, in honesty, respond with truth and self control.</p><div><hr></div><p></p><h2>5. <strong>You Will Suffer Either Way. So Suffer for Something Worthwhile</strong></h2><blockquote><p><em>&#8220;&#8230;that I may know Him and the power of His resurrection, and the fellowship of His sufferings&#8230;&#8221;</em><br><strong>&#8212; Philippians 3:10 (NKJV)</strong></p></blockquote><h3>Psychology:</h3><p>Pain is unavoidable, but <strong>meaningless pain crushes</strong>, while <strong>purposeful pain transforms</strong>. Psychologists note that people endure extreme hardship when they attach it to something <strong>bigger than themselves</strong>, a vision, a value, a mission. Purpose gives suffering context.</p><h3>Scripture:</h3><p>Paul echoes this precisely. He considers all comfort and achievement worthless compared to the <strong>surpassing value of knowing Christ</strong>, even if it means <strong>sharing in His sufferings</strong>. Anchor them in the Cross of Christ: in His love, in faith, and His eternal purpose, not yours.</p><p>&#9989; <em><strong>Application</strong>:</em> Don&#8217;t try to escape all suffering. Direct it toward the Cross. Let Jesus mediate them. Let suffering deepen your faith, not drown it.</p><div><hr></div><p>You are not a passive observer of your life, you are responsible and accountable to God for how you live. But if you surrender to Jesus&#8217; lordship, He will be your shepherd, a foundation to build your house on, your life&#8217;s gardener, and its keeper. </p><blockquote><p>"being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus" <br>&#8212; <strong>Philippians 1:6</strong></p></blockquote><p>Every thought you examine, every fear you face, every small act of obedience is part of the quiet, unseen labor of <strong>becoming</strong>. Not who the world expects. Not who your past has shaped. But who God has called forth from within you.</p><p>Psychology helps us understand the terrain of the mind. Scripture gives us the compass. And together, they show us that <strong>transformation isn&#8217;t a moment. It&#8217;s a process</strong>. It&#8217;s not found in inspiration alone but in repeated alignment with truth, action, and grace.</p><p>You were not designed to live on autopilot, driven by childhood wounds, unchecked emotions, or reactive habits. You were made to live awake. Sober-minded. Anchored. <strong>Free.</strong></p><blockquote><p><em>&#8220;Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind&#8230;&#8221;</em><br>&#8212; <strong>Romans 12:2</strong></p></blockquote><p>So choose the narrow path. Practice the truth. And when the old voices rise, the fear, the distortion, the impulse to numb or avoid, remember this:</p><p>You are not who you were.<br>You are not who you feel like.<br>You are who you are becoming, in Christ.</p><p>And that becoming is holy ground.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Kingdom of God Is About Testimony, Not Talk]]></title><description><![CDATA[Perhaps His Kingdom advances through lived testimony, not polished theology.]]></description><link>https://fishman101.substack.com/p/the-kingdom-of-god-is-about-testimony</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://fishman101.substack.com/p/the-kingdom-of-god-is-about-testimony</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 04 Jul 2025 15:27:27 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/eeb765ea-8ee4-4971-8e23-645898f16d6a_1024x1024.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Our culture has an insatiable appetite for information. Podcasts play on repeat, think pieces multiply by the hour, and every theological opinion seems sharpened into a hot take. Clever arguments stack higher than conviction, yet the signal often gets lost in the noise.</p><p>The danger is we easily mistake articulate speech for wisdom, and mastery of doctrine for depth of relationship. But the Kingdom of God has never been built on talk. It has always advanced through testimony.</p><p>True testimony is not theory. It is not mental assent to facts about God. It is the living proof of God&#8217;s power. It&#8217;s what He has done in us and through us. The early disciples did not declare what they merely believed about Christ. They declared what they had seen, heard, and touched.</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;That which was from the beginning&#8230; which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes&#8230; and our hands have handled&#8230; that which we have seen and heard we declare to you&#8221;</p><p>&#8212;1 John 1:1-3</p></blockquote><p>They did not speak about Christ from a distance. Their witness came from encounter, not from conjecture. Theirs was a message backed by Spirit-filled experience, not by persuasive words alone.</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;And my speech and my preaching were not with persuasive words of human wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power, that your faith should not be in the wisdom of men but in the power of God.&#8221;</p><p>&#8212;1 Corinthians 2:4-5</p></blockquote><p>The danger today is subtle. We can become so immersed in learning about God that we fail to truly know Him. The fruit of this is a form of godliness that denies His power. Talk, but no transformation.</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Having a form of godliness but denying its power. And from such people turn away!&#8221;</p><p>&#8212;2 Timothy 3:5</p></blockquote><p>Jesus rebuked the Pharisees not for their lack of study, but because they believed their knowledge of Scripture was the same as life itself. They clung to the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, but refused to come to the Tree of Life.</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;You search the Scriptures, for in them you think you have eternal life; and these are they which testify of Me. But you are not willing to come to Me that you may have life.&#8221;</p><p>&#8212;John 5:39-40</p></blockquote><p>The Kingdom of God is not a theory to be explained. It is a power to be demonstrated. It is the Spirit working in us and through us, not our polished words or moral arguments.</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;For the kingdom of God is not in word but in power.&#8221;</p><p>&#8212;1 Corinthians 4:20</p></blockquote><blockquote><p>&#8220;For I will not dare to speak of any of those things which Christ has not accomplished through me, in word and deed.&#8221;</p><p>&#8212;Romans 15:18</p></blockquote><p>It is through this kind of living witness that the enemy is overcome.</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony, and they did not love their lives to the death.&#8221;</p><p>&#8212;Revelation 12:11</p></blockquote><p>The wisdom of man is not the glory of the believer. The glory is in knowing God. Really knowing Him. Not merely affirming doctrines about Him, or repeating the revelation of others that know Him. But walking with Him and personally bearing fruit and power.</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Let not the wise man glory in his wisdom&#8230; But let him who glories glory in this, that he understands and knows Me.&#8221;</p><p>&#8212;Jeremiah 9:23-24</p></blockquote><p>This is eternal life. Not just correct beliefs. Not correct speech. Not eloquence. Knowing Him.</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent.&#8221;</p><p>&#8212;John 17:3</p></blockquote><p>And this knowing begins not with comprehension, but with trust. It begins when we stop leaning on our own understanding and instead trust the Spirit to lead us.</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths.&#8221;</p><p>&#8212;Proverbs 3:5-6</p></blockquote><p>This is why James warns that not many should be quick to teach. Because to teach apart from what has been born of God in you is to pass along information without life.</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;My brethren, let not many of you become teachers, knowing that we shall receive a stricter judgment.&#8221;</p><p>&#8212;James 3:1</p></blockquote><p>So let us not be quick to speak, but slow and careful. Let us speak only from what Christ has done in and through us. Let us declare what we have tasted and seen, not what we&#8217;ve merely read or rehearsed.</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Oh, taste and see that the Lord is good; Blessed is the man who trusts in Him!&#8221;</p><p>&#8212;Psalm 34:8</p></blockquote><p>The world does not need more arguments. It needs more testimonies of God&#8217;s power. The Kingdom is built not on words, but on lives transformed by the risen Christ.</p><p><strong>Let your faith speak.</strong></p><p><strong>Let your life testify.</strong></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Fire and Fruit]]></title><description><![CDATA[The warning, the promise, and the plan of Psalm 80 told through fire, a vine, and the Man at God&#8217;s right hand.]]></description><link>https://fishman101.substack.com/p/fire-and-fruit</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://fishman101.substack.com/p/fire-and-fruit</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 19 May 2025 14:07:58 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/9fbeee15-9087-4ec5-86c7-45495049a308_1024x1024.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>In John 15, Jesus said, <em>&#8220;I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener.&#8221;</em> He went on, <em>&#8220;He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit... Such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned.&#8221;</em></p><p>This isn&#8217;t soft teaching. It&#8217;s a warning.</p><p>And it didn&#8217;t come out of nowhere.</p><h3>A Vine Brought Out of Egypt</h3><p>Psalm 80 tells the story before the story. <em>&#8220;You transplanted a vine from Egypt; you drove out the nations and planted it.&#8221;</em> (v. 8) That vine is Israel. God dug up Egypt&#8217;s oppression and planted something new in His land.</p><p>But what happened?</p><p><em>&#8220;Your vine is cut down, it is burned with fire; at your rebuke your people perish.&#8221;</em> (v. 16)</p><p>God&#8217;s own vine had become wild. Unfruitful. Deadwood.</p><p>Same image. Same outcome. The fire comes for what does not bear fruit.</p><h3>The Son at His Right Hand</h3><p>But Psalm 80 doesn&#8217;t just mourn the burning. It also points forward.</p><p><em>&#8220;Watch over this vine, the root your right hand has planted, the son you have raised up for yourself.&#8221;</em> (v. 15)</p><p>This is more than poetic language. It&#8217;s prophecy.</p><p>Jesus is the <strong>root planted by God&#8217;s right hand</strong>. But He&#8217;s also <strong>the right hand Himself</strong>. The eternal Son planted into human soil. Born into Israel&#8217;s story. Crucified to redeem it. Raised to restore what was lost.</p><p>Psalm 80 continues: <em>&#8220;Let your hand rest on the man at your right hand, the son of man you have raised up for yourself.&#8221;</em> (v. 17)</p><p>Jesus used that same phrase (<em>Son of Man</em>) to describe Himself. Stephen saw Him <em>&#8220;standing at the right hand of God.&#8221;</em> This is the Son the psalmist longed for. The One who brings revival, not ruin.</p><h3>Grafted Into the Vine</h3><p>Paul picked up this same idea in Romans 11. God pruned unfaithful branches from Israel&#8217;s vine. Why? So that the Gentiles could be grafted in. You. Me. Us.</p><p>But the warning still holds.</p><p>Don&#8217;t grow arrogant. Don&#8217;t become fruitless. God is the gardener. He cuts away what&#8217;s dead so that life can spread.</p><h3>Revive Us, and We Will Call on Your Name</h3><p>Psalm 80 ends with a prayer: <em>&#8220;Restore us, Lord God Almighty; make your face shine on us, that we may be saved.&#8221;</em> (v. 19)</p><p>That prayer was answered in Jesus. The root. The Son. The flame that both revives and destroys.</p><h3>A Final Fire That Does Not Consume</h3><p>Not all fire is judgment.</p><p>When God first showed Himself to Moses, it was in a bush that burned but wasn&#8217;t consumed. A strange sight. A holy fire.</p><p>That wasn&#8217;t destruction. It was invitation. <em>&#8220;Take off your sandals. The place where you are standing is holy ground.&#8221;</em></p><p>And at Pentecost, the Spirit came again like fire. Tongues of flame rested on them. But no one burned. They spoke. They moved. The church was born.</p><p>The ecclesia is meant to be this holy ground. The new temple that God himself inhabits. </p><p>Maybe that&#8217;s the kind of fire we&#8217;re meant for. Not the fire that destroys. But the fire that <strong>purifies</strong>, <strong>empowers</strong>, and <strong>sends</strong>.</p><p>We were never meant to be a dead branch left to burn. We were meant to be a <strong>bush that burns but does not burn up</strong>. A vine alive with holy flame. Fruitful. Set apart. His dwelling place.</p><p>May the lord bless you and keep you, to abide in Him, bear fruit, and carry his sacred flame. Father we thank you for your mercy!  We were all but deadwood to be gathered and burned, if not for your Son.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Savage Wolves vs Servant Shepherds]]></title><description><![CDATA[Restoring Biblical Oversight in the Ecclesia]]></description><link>https://fishman101.substack.com/p/savage-wolves-vs-servant-shepherds</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://fishman101.substack.com/p/savage-wolves-vs-servant-shepherds</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 19 Mar 2025 22:05:08 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/9862a5fc-feea-4fbc-aea0-8d3160df221e_1024x1024.webp" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The Western church often resembles a well-oiled machine&#8212;staffed, structured, and strategized like any other business. But that&#8217;s not what the church was meant to be. Scripture gives us a different picture&#8212;one of a living body, a family of believers, the <em>ecclesia</em>. This isn&#8217;t an organization to run or a brand to manage. It&#8217;s an organism to nurture, a body to serve. And leadership? It&#8217;s not a position to climb to. It&#8217;s a calling to stoop low, to serve, to care. Paul&#8217;s farewell to the Ephesian elders in Acts 20:28-35 is a direct challenge to today&#8217;s culture of careerism and clerical privilege. It calls us back to what Christ intended&#8212;humble, sacrificial, Spirit-led care for the brethren.</p><h3>Acts 20:28-35 (NKJV)</h3><blockquote><p>"Therefore take heed to yourselves and to all the flock, among which the Holy Spirit has made you overseers, to shepherd the church of God which He purchased with His own blood. For I know this, that after my departure savage wolves will come in among you, not sparing the flock. Also from among yourselves men will rise up, speaking perverse things, to draw away the disciples after themselves. Therefore watch, and remember that for three years I did not cease to warn everyone night and day with tears.<br>So now, brethren, I commend you to God and to the word of His grace, which is able to build you up and give you an inheritance among all those who are sanctified. I have coveted no one&#8217;s silver or gold or apparel. Yes, you yourselves know that these hands have provided for my necessities, and for those who were with me. I have shown you in every way, by laboring like this, that you must support the weak. And remember the words of the Lord Jesus, that He said, &#8216;It is more blessed to give than to receive.&#8217;"</p></blockquote><h3>Episkopos Among the Brethren, Not Above Them</h3><p>Paul tells the elders to <em>take heed to yourselves and to all the flock</em>. This matters. Episkopos&#8212;translated as overseers, elders, or superintendents&#8212;are part of the flock. They&#8217;re not above it. There is no biblical divide between clergy and laity&#8212;only the brethren. Paul dismantles any idea of clerical privilege. In the <em>ecclesia</em>, all are equals. The church is a body, not a business. Leadership is servant-based, not power-based. Episkopos are not a separate class. They are called to serve, not to dominate.</p><p>The house of the Lord isn&#8217;t a building. It&#8217;s the people&#8212;the gathered body of believers. There&#8217;s no room in that body for hierarchy, control, or positional authority. Episkopos don&#8217;t own the flock. They don&#8217;t run it. They serve it.</p><h3>Overseers by the Spirit, Not by Position</h3><p>Paul says, <em>The Holy Spirit has made you overseers to shepherd the church of God.</em> These roles aren&#8217;t man-made positions&#8212;they&#8217;re Spirit-given responsibilities. Episkopos are entrusted with care, not control. Their task is to nurture, guide, and serve. True oversight doesn&#8217;t climb a ladder. It stoops low to wash feet.</p><h3>The Church Belongs to God, Not to Men</h3><p>Paul reminds them that Christ <em>purchased the church with His own blood</em>. That changes everything. The church doesn&#8217;t belong to men, institutions, or denominations. It belongs to God. There&#8217;s no room for ownership, no place for empire-building. Episkopos have no authority to treat the church as their own. It&#8217;s not a platform for personal gain. It&#8217;s a people redeemed by Jesus.</p><h3>Beware the Wolves&#8212;From Outside and Within</h3><p>Paul warns: <em>Savage wolves will come in, not sparing the flock.</em> These wolves aren&#8217;t just outsiders. They&#8217;re also systems, hierarchies, and ideologies that harm the body. He adds, <em>From among yourselves, men will rise up, speaking perverse things to draw away disciples after themselves.</em> Even within the body, some will twist the truth, seek followers, and divide the brethren. That&#8217;s not shepherding&#8212;it&#8217;s self-promotion. It&#8217;s the opposite of what episkopos are called to do.</p><h3>Paul&#8217;s Example: Heartfelt, Sacrificial Service</h3><p>Paul didn&#8217;t just talk about serving&#8212;he lived it. For three years, he warned, wept, and worked alongside the brethren. His role wasn&#8217;t about managing&#8212;it was about loving. He wasn&#8217;t an administrator&#8212;he was a servant.</p><p>He <em>commended them to God and the word of His grace</em>. Real authority and sustenance come from God&#8212;not from human systems or structures. Growth and inheritance are gifts from God, not rewards for holding a title. Episkopos don&#8217;t grow the church. God does.</p><h3>No Greed, No Gain&#8212;Only Giving</h3><p>Paul makes it clear: <em>I have coveted no one&#8217;s silver or gold or apparel.</em> Ministry wasn&#8217;t his livelihood&#8212;it was his labor of love. He worked with his hands to provide for himself and those with him. He didn&#8217;t exploit the brethren. He supported them.</p><p>And Paul&#8217;s final word? <em>Support the weak. It is more blessed to give than to receive.</em> That&#8217;s what defines an episkopos. Not wealth, not honor, not control&#8212;but service, sacrifice, and generosity.</p><h3>Time to Return to True Shepherding</h3><p>Paul&#8217;s message calls the church back to the basics: servant-hearted, Spirit-led, sacrificial care. If episkopos today resemble CEOs more than shepherds, if churches feel more like businesses than bodies, then it&#8217;s time to stop and repent.</p><p>Christ&#8217;s church doesn&#8217;t need more brands. It needs brothers and sisters. It doesn&#8217;t need professionals. It needs servants. It needs elders and superintendents who live like Paul and lead like Christ&#8212;stooping low, giving freely, and loving deeply.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Question that Changed My Life By Dr. David Ryser]]></title><description><![CDATA[A thought-provoking reflection by Dr. David Ryser on the state of the modern Church, exploring the contrast between being a true lover of God and merely seeking His blessings.]]></description><link>https://fishman101.substack.com/p/the-question-that-changed-my-life</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://fishman101.substack.com/p/the-question-that-changed-my-life</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 14 Mar 2025 14:38:37 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/b7f8f5d0-38ec-400d-9a85-93738535d850_1024x1024.webp" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>&#8220;A number of years ago, I had the privilege of teaching at a school of ministry. My students were hungry for God, and I was constantly searching for ways to challenge them to fall more in love with Jesus and to become voices for revival in the Church. I came across a quote attributed most often to Rev. Sam Pascoe.<br><br>It is a short version of the history of Christianity, and it goes like this: Christianity started in Palestine as a fellowship; it moved to Greece and became a philosophy; it moved to Italy and became an institution; it moved to Europe and became a culture; it came to America and became an enterprise. Some of the students were only 18 or 19 years old--barely out of diapers--and I wanted them to understand and appreciate the import of the last line, so I clarified it by adding, "An enterprise. That's a business." After a few moments Martha, the youngest student in the class, raised her hand. I could not imagine what her question might be.<br><br>I thought the little vignette was self-explanatory, and that I had performed it brilliantly. Nevertheless, I acknowledged Martha's raised hand, "Yes, Martha." She asked such a simple question, "A business? But isn't it supposed to be a body?" I could not envision where this line of questioning was going, and the only response I could think of was, "Yes." She continued, "But when a body becomes a business, isn't that a prostitute?"<br><br>The room went dead silent. For several seconds no one moved or spoke. We were stunned, afraid to make a sound because the presence of God had flooded into the room, and we knew we were on holy ground. All I could think in those sacred moments was, "Wow, I wish I'd thought of that." I didn't dare express that thought aloud. God had taken over the class.<br><br>Martha's question changed my life. For six months, I thought about her question at least once every day. "When a body becomes a business, isn't that a prostitute?" There is only one answer to her question. The answer is "Yes." The American Church, tragically, is heavily populated by people who do not love God. How can we love Him? We don't even know Him; and I mean really know Him.<br><br>What do I mean when I say "really know Him?" Our understanding of knowing and knowledge stems from our western culture (which is based in ancient Greek philosophical thought). We believe we have knowledge (and, by extension, wisdom) when we have collected information. A collection of information is not the same thing as knowledge, especially in the culture of the Bible (which is an eastern, non-Greek, culture).<br><br>In the eastern culture, all knowledge is experiential. In western/Greek culture, we argue from premise to conclusion without regard for experience--or so we think. An example might be helpful here. Let us suppose a question based upon the following two premises: First, that wheat does not grow in a cold climate and second, that England has a cold climate. The question: Does wheat grow in England?<br><br>The vast majority of people from the western/Greek culture would answer, "No. If wheat does not grow in a cold climate and if England has a cold climate, then it follows that wheat does not grow in England." In the eastern culture, the answer to the same question, based on the same premises, most likely would be, "I don't know. I've never been to England." We laugh at this thinking, but when I posed the same question to my friends from England, their answer was, "Yes, of course wheat grows in England. We're from there, and we know wheat grows there." They overcame their cultural way of thinking because of their life experience. Experience trumps information when it comes to knowledge.<br><br>A similar problem exists with our concept of belief. We say we believe something (or someone) apart from personal experience. This definition of belief is not extended to our stockbroker, however. Again, allow me to explain. Suppose my stockbroker phones me and says, "I have a hot tip on a stock that is going to triple in price within the next week. I want your permission to transfer $10,000 from your cash account and buy this stock.<br><br>" That's a lot of money for me, so I ask, "Do you really believe this stock will triple in price, and so quickly?" He/she answers, I sure do." I say, "That sounds great! How exciting! So how much of your own money have you invested in this stock?" He/she answers, "None." Does my stockbroker believe? Truly believe? I don't think so, and suddenly I don't believe, either. How can we be so discerning in the things of this world, especially when they involve money, and so indiscriminate when it comes to spiritual things? The fact is, we do not know or believe apart from experience. The Bible was written to people who would not understand the concepts of knowledge, belief, and faith apart from experience. I suspect God thinks this way also.<br><br>So I stand by my statement that most American Christians do not know God--much less love Him. The root of this condition originates in how we came to God. Most of us came to Him because of what we were told He would do for us. We were promised that He would bless us in life and take us to heaven after death. We married Him for His money, and we don't care if He lives or dies as long as we can get His stuff. We have made the Kingdom of God into a business, merchandising His anointing. This should not be. We are commanded to love God, and are called to be the Bride of Christ--that's pretty intimate stuff. We are supposed to be His lovers. How can we love someone we don't even know? And even if we do know someone, is that a guarantee that we truly love them? Are we lovers or prostitutes?<br><br>I was pondering Martha's question again one day, and considered the question, "What's the difference between a lover and a prostitute?" I realized that both do many of the same things, but a lover does what she does because she loves. A prostitute pretends to love, but only as long as you pay. Then I asked the question, "What would happen if God stopped paying me?"<br><br>For the next several months, I allowed God to search me to uncover my motives for loving and serving Him. Was I really a true lover of God? What would happen if He stopped blessing me? What if He never did another thing for me? Would I still love Him? Please understand, I believe in the promises and blessings of God. The issue here is not whether God blesses His children; the issue is the condition of my heart. Why do I serve Him?<br><br>Are His blessings in my life the gifts of a loving Father, or are they a wage that I have earned or a bribe/payment to love Him? Do I love God without any conditions? It took several months to work through these questions. Even now I wonder if my desire to love God is always matched by my attitude and behavior. I still catch myself being disappointed with God and angry that He has not met some perceived need in my life. I suspect this is something which is never fully resolved, but I want more than anything else to be a true lover of God.<br><br>So what is it going to be? Which are we, lover or prostitute? There are no prostitutes in heaven, or in the Kingdom of God for that matter, but there are plenty of former prostitutes in both places. Take it from a recovering prostitute when I say there is no substitute for unconditional, intimate relationship with God. And I mean there is no palatable substitute available to us (take another look at Matthew 7:21-23 sometime). </p><p>We must choose. </p><p>- Dr. David Ryser&#8221;</p><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Biblical Participation]]></title><description><![CDATA[Restoring the Functioning Body of Christ by Moving from Spectators to Participants in the Church.]]></description><link>https://fishman101.substack.com/p/biblical-participation</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://fishman101.substack.com/p/biblical-participation</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 27 Feb 2025 20:51:52 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/1fbcc50b-581d-42c8-bf84-3c8ca2dcaceb_1024x1024.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>We grow in Christ when the functioning members of the body of Christ minister Jesus to each other. Biblical &#8216;<em>one anothering</em>&#8217; is foremost expressed in and through the church gathering, not outside of it, relegated to a side experience.</p><p>The Reformation restored correct orthodoxy (right belief) that the church is a holy priesthood, freeing it from the grip of the Roman Catholic Church. However, it failed to restore orthopraxy (right practice), leaving little room for believers to live out this truth together in their gatherings. Instead, preached as individual and private, restricted to soteriological (<em>salvation</em>) rather than ecclesiological (<em>church</em>). </p><p>This lack of function retards the growth of the believer as it would any body part restricted from movement. </p><p>Protestants boldly claimed that ground but failed to occupy it.</p><h2>Better Retention and Deeper Understanding</h2><p>Studies support the idea that participation&#8212;active engagement&#8212;is more effective than passive listening or spectating. Research in cognitive psychology, education, and neuroscience has consistently shown that dialogue, problem-solving, and hands-on activities, leads to better retention and deeper understanding.</p><ul><li><p>Lecture (5%)</p></li><li><p>Reading (10%)</p></li><li><p>Audio-visual (20%</p></li><li><p>Demonstration (30%)</p></li><li><p>Discussion (50%)</p></li><li><p>Practice by doing (75%)</p></li><li><p>Teaching others (90%)</p></li></ul><p>Based on these stats from the <a href="https://www.ntl.org/">National Training Laboratories</a> (NTL) learning pyramid of retention rates, I would argue the teacher (clergy) who teach a lecture to congregants are themselves getting the benefit. According to the study, they retain 90% of what they teach while the congregation retains 5%. My own experience supports this. <em>Can you recall what was preached to you last week at your church gathering? </em></p><h2>Living it</h2><p>Perhaps Jesus, knowing this about His creation, optimally designed His church, as detailed in Scripture. Through His apostles, He instructed us to &#8220;one another&#8221; as one body&#8212;His Body&#8212;so that the whole would benefit, not just an individual member.</p><p>In the New Testament:</p><ul><li><p><strong>Faith</strong> is mentioned over 240 times.</p></li><li><p><strong>Love</strong> appears more than 200 times.</p></li><li><p><strong>Grace</strong> is referenced over 120 times.</p></li><li><p>&#8220;<strong>One another</strong>&#8221; is emphasized nearly 100 times! </p></li></ul><p>It&#8217;s time to stop just <a href="/__u/fishman101.substack.com/publish/posts/detail/154510160?referrer=%2Fpublish%2Fposts">talking about it and start living it</a>&#8212;one another, just as we are instructed in scripture.</p><p><strong>Greater Than:</strong></p><ul><li><p>Experiential &gt; Academic </p></li><li><p>Participation &gt; Spectation </p></li><li><p>Dialogic &gt; Monologic</p></li></ul><h2>Scripture</h2><p>Here are some New Testament scriptures that show what it really means to function as the Body of Christ&#8212;working together in unity, serving one another, and building each other up. These passages remind us that the Church isn&#8217;t just a collection of individuals but a deeply connected body where every member has an important role to play.</p><h3><strong>1. The Church as the Body of Christ</strong></h3><ol><li><p><strong>Romans 12:4-5</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;For as we have many members in one body, but all the members do not have the same function, so we, being many, are one body in Christ, and individually members of one another.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>1 Corinthians 12:12-14</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;For as the body is one and has many members, but all the members of that one body, being many, are one body, so also is Christ. For by one Spirit we were all baptized into one body&#8212;whether Jews or Greeks, whether slaves or free&#8212;and have all been made to drink into one Spirit. For in fact the body is not one member but many.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>1 Corinthians 12:18-20</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;But now God has set the members, each one of them, in the body just as He pleased. And if they were all one member, where would the body be? But now indeed there are many members, yet one body.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>1 Corinthians 12:25-27</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;That there should be no schism in the body, but that the members should have the same care for one another. And if one member suffers, all the members suffer with it; or if one member is honored, all the members rejoice with it. Now you are the body of Christ, and members individually.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>Ephesians 1:22-23</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;And He put all things under His feet, and gave Him to be head over all things to the church, which is His body, the fullness of Him who fills all in all.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>Ephesians 4:4</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;There is one body and one Spirit, just as you were called in one hope of your calling.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>Ephesians 4:11-13</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;And He Himself gave some to be apostles, some prophets, some evangelists, and some pastors and teachers, for the equipping of the saints for the work of ministry, for the edifying of the body of Christ, till we all come to the unity of the faith and of the knowledge of the Son of God, to a perfect man, to the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>Ephesians 4:15-16</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;But, speaking the truth in love, may grow up in all things into Him who is the head&#8212;Christ&#8212;from whom the whole body, joined and knit together by what every joint supplies, according to the effective working by which every part does its share, causes growth of the body for the edifying of itself in love.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>Colossians 1:18</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;And He is the head of the body, the church, who is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead, that in all things He may have the preeminence.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>Colossians 2:19</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;And not holding fast to the Head, from whom all the body, nourished and knit together by joints and ligaments, grows with the increase that is from God.&#8221;</em></p></li></ol><div><hr></div><h3><strong>2. Gifts &amp; Roles in the Body of Christ</strong></h3><ol start="11"><li><p><strong>Romans 12:6-8</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;Having then gifts differing according to the grace that is given to us, let us use them: if prophecy, let us prophesy in proportion to our faith; or ministry, let us use it in our ministering; he who teaches, in teaching; he who exhorts, in exhortation; he who gives, with liberality; he who leads, with diligence; he who shows mercy, with cheerfulness.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>1 Corinthians 12:7</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;But the manifestation of the Spirit is given to each one for the profit of all.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>1 Corinthians 12:28</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;And God has appointed these in the church: first apostles, second prophets, third teachers, after that miracles, then gifts of healings, helps, administrations, varieties of tongues.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>Ephesians 4:7</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;But to each one of us grace was given according to the measure of Christ&#8217;s gift.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>1 Peter 4:10-11</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;As each one has received a gift, minister it to one another, as good stewards of the manifold grace of God. If anyone speaks, let him speak as the oracles of God. If anyone ministers, let him do it as with the ability which God supplies, that in all things God may be glorified through Jesus Christ.&#8221;</em></p></li></ol><div><hr></div><h3><strong>3. Unity, Mutual Care, and Participation</strong></h3><ol start="16"><li><p><strong>Acts 2:42-47</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;And they continued steadfastly in the apostles&#8217; doctrine and fellowship, in the breaking of bread, and in prayers... Now all who believed were together, and had all things in common, and sold their possessions and goods, and divided them among all, as anyone had need.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>Acts 4:32-35</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;Now the multitude of those who believed were of one heart and one soul; neither did anyone say that any of the things he possessed was his own, but they had all things in common.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>Romans 15:5-6</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;Now may the God of patience and comfort grant you to be like-minded toward one another, according to Christ Jesus, that you may with one mind and one mouth glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>1 Corinthians 10:17</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;For we, though many, are one bread and one body; for we all partake of that one bread.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>1 Corinthians 11:33</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;Therefore, my brethren, when you come together to eat, wait for one another.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>Galatians 6:2</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;Bear one another&#8217;s burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>Hebrews 10:24-25</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;And let us consider one another in order to stir up love and good works, not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as is the manner of some, but exhorting one another, and so much the more as you see the Day approaching.&#8221;</em></p></li></ol><div><hr></div><h3><strong>4. Mutual Submission &amp; Accountability in the Body</strong></h3><ol start="23"><li><p><strong>Romans 14:19</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;Therefore let us pursue the things which make for peace and the things by which one may edify another.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>Ephesians 5:21</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;Submitting to one another in the fear of God.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>Colossians 3:16</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly in all wisdom, teaching and admonishing one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing with grace in your hearts to the Lord.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>1 Thessalonians 5:11</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;Therefore comfort each other and edify one another, just as you also are doing.&#8221;</em></p></li><li><p><strong>James 5:16</strong> &#8211; <em>&#8220;Confess your trespasses to one another, and pray for one another, that you may be healed.&#8221;</em></p></li></ol><p>These passages (<em>and the letters they originate from</em>) make it clear&#8212;the Church isn&#8217;t meant to be a passive audience but an active, engaged body where everyone has a role to play. </p><p>We&#8217;re called to gather in Christ&#8217;s name, making Him the head, submitting to Him and to one another, and ministering together in unity&#8212;using our spiritual gifts, serving each other, equipping one another for the work of ministry, and building one another up in love&#8212;so that we may be one, just as He and the Father are one.</p><h2>Dismantling the Clergy-Laity Divide and Embracing the Royal Priesthood</h2><blockquote><p><em>&#8220;The clergy-laity tradition has done more to undermine New Testament authority than most heresies&#8221; - </em>James D. G. Dunn<em> (English theologian)</em></p><p><em>&#8220;The term 'laity' is one of the worst in the vocabulary of religion and ought to be banished from the Christian conversation.&#8221; - </em>Karl Barth<em> (Swiss theologian)</em></p></blockquote><p>The division between clergy and laity is not a biblical concept but a man-made construct that undermines the true function of the Church as a royal priesthood. Scripture makes it clear that all believers are called to minister, serve, and participate in the building up of the body of Christ.</p><p>The New Testament doesn&#8217;t present a professional clergy class standing between God and His people but instead calls every follower of Christ to be an active, functioning member of His body. <strong>1 Peter 2:9</strong> affirms this, stating:</p><blockquote><p><em>"But you are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His own special people, that you may proclaim the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light."</em></p></blockquote><p>The priesthood was never meant to be reserved for a select few while the rest of the body remains passive or restricted. Scripture instructs us to function as a living organism- a body. Not a hierarchical institution. </p><h3><strong>You Matter&#8212;Christ in You, Working Through You</strong></h3><p>You are not just a spectator in the Church&#8212;you are a vital part of Christ&#8217;s body. God has placed His Spirit in you, calling you to minister, serve, and build up His people. </p><p>The early Church wasn&#8217;t built around a select few&#8212;it thrived because every member contributed according to their spiritual gifts. This is how the body of Christ was designed to function, with each part working together in unity under Christ, the Head.</p><p>You have been called. You have been gifted. You have a place. Step into the fullness of what God has for you&#8212;because the Church isn&#8217;t complete without Christ expressed in and through you.</p><blockquote><p><em>&#8220;you also, as living stones, are being built up a spiritual house, a holy priesthood, to offer up spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ.&#8221;</em> - 1 Peter 2:5</p></blockquote>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[From Temple to Table: The Feast of Remembrance and Joy]]></title><description><![CDATA[Where Bread Is Broken and Hearts Are Full. The Communion of the Early Church is the Table of Remembrance and Celebration.]]></description><link>https://fishman101.substack.com/p/from-temple-to-table-the-feast-of</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://fishman101.substack.com/p/from-temple-to-table-the-feast-of</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 21 Feb 2025 14:51:54 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/809c280c-c34f-4e4a-94a4-bdec6b267271_1024x1024.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The early church did not sit in solemn silence when they broke bread. They gathered as friends do&#8212;with food, laughter, and the warmth of shared life. Communion was a feast. Not a cold ritual, but a celebration marked by bread passed from hand to hand, wine poured into clay cups, and voices lifted in stories of a man who conquered death.</p><p>In Jerusalem, they met daily. Acts says they broke bread from house to house, eating with glad hearts. Paul wrote to the Corinthians, scolding them not because they ate, but because they ate selfishly&#8212;some feasting, others left hungry. If the Lord&#8217;s Supper had been only a wafer and a sip of wine, Paul&#8217;s rebuke would make no sense. No, this was a meal. A common table where rich and poor alike tasted grace.</p><p>Even the night it began, it was not a hushed ceremony. Jesus sat among friends at a Passover feast, the air thick with roasted lamb and the sweetness of spiced wine. He broke the bread&#8212;not as a priest in stiff robes, but as a host among friends&#8212;and said, &#8220;This is my body.&#8221; After supper, He raised the cup and spoke of His blood, poured out like wine, sealing a new covenant.</p><p>The Jews had their feasts&#8212;Passover, Pentecost, Tabernacles&#8212;times of food, laughter, and songs rising beneath open skies. God had woven celebration into the rhythm of their lives. Then the temple fell, its stones broken and scattered. But God no longer needed stone walls. His temple walked now in flesh and blood. Men and women became living stones, carrying His Spirit within them.</p><p>So the church gathered, not in temples but in homes, and not for rituals but for meals. They called them Agape Feasts&#8212;love feasts. A loaf was torn, a cup passed, and as they ate, they remembered a broken body and blood spilled for their freedom. But sorrow did not linger long at the table. Christ&#8217;s death was remembered, yes, but so was His resurrection. The bread spoke of sacrifice. The wine whispered of victory. And the laughter that followed told of life that would never end.</p><p>Jesus had often compared His Kingdom to a feast: a wedding banquet where the wine never ran dry, a father&#8217;s table where prodigals found their place again, a celebration where the least and the lost sat beside kings. And John, in his vision of the end of days, saw it all come true&#8212;a marriage supper where the Lamb Himself raised the first toast.</p><p>Somewhere along the way, the feast became a formality. The bread grew smaller. The wine, scarce. Reverence hardened into ritual, and laughter faded from the room. Yet the heart of communion was never meant to be found in hushed tones and bowed heads alone. It was found in the breaking of bread between friends. In the clink of cups raised in remembrance. In the warmth of hands passed from shoulder to shoulder, reminding each soul at the table: You are known. You are loved. You belong.</p><p>This is the church&#8217;s feast. A taste of what is to come. A meal where sorrow and joy sit side by side. Where the bread is both broken and blessed. And where every cup lifted is a promise: He is risen. He is coming. And when He does, the feast will never end.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Blood of Jesus & The Wedding Feast]]></title><description><![CDATA[Looking at the parallel between Jesus&#8217; first miracle at the wedding feast and the ultimate wedding feast to come. His blood cleanses us eternally, uniting us as His Bride.]]></description><link>https://fishman101.substack.com/p/the-blood-of-jesus-and-the-wedding</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://fishman101.substack.com/p/the-blood-of-jesus-and-the-wedding</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 01 Feb 2025 16:06:38 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/3a1ee578-2930-47c1-b559-dac1855a523b_1024x1024.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The first recorded miracle of Jesus was at a wedding feast-turning water into wine. Perhaps this wasn&#8217;t just an act of provision but a foreshadowing of something much greater.</p><p>At that wedding, He told the servants to fill ritual washing pots with water-the very vessels used for temporary cleansing. But instead of mere water, He transformed it into wine. Later, at the Last Supper, He would hold up a cup of wine and declare, &#8220;<strong>This is my blood, the new covenant.</strong>&#8221;</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://fishman101.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>Could it be that His first miracle was pointing toward the ultimate wedding feast-the one we will have with Him in His Kingdom? Where water cleansed temporarily, His blood cleanses eternally. Where the wine at Cana was called the best saved for last, could this be a glimpse of the Kingdom come-where the final fulfillment of all things is truly the best saved for last?</p><p>The Church is not just a collection of individuals; we are His Bride. His body. Bound together in love through His sacrifice. When we take the Eucharist, we&#8217;re not just remembering- we&#8217;re proclaiming. We are drinking from the cup of betrothal, awaiting the day when He comes for us.</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;He died for us so that we might live in Him. And not just live in Him individually, but as a body, His Church, bound together in love.&#8221; -Augustine of Hippo</p><p>&#8220;Christ loved His Church, and for it, He gave Himself. It is not the love of a distant Savior, but of One who unites us to Himself and to one another in a bond that death cannot sever.&#8221; -Charles Spurgeon</p></blockquote><p>The cross did more than redeem- it created a people. A new community. A Bride being made ready. And what unites us? <strong>Love</strong>. The new commandment. The only way we will be one.</p><p>We are His. And the feast is coming.</p><p></p><p></p><p><em>More about the Bride of Christ and the Edenic Mission of the Church: </em></p><div class="digest-post-embed" data-attrs="{&quot;nodeId&quot;:&quot;6cfb9525-1f90-49a6-931e-5b7271c1f72a&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;In the closing moments of the Gospels, we find Jesus standing on a mountain, resurrected in glory. This imagery is rich with symbolism, drawing parallels to the creation account in Genesis. The mountain, representing Eden, sets the stage for a redemptive reenactment of the first moments of humanity. 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Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Recognizing and Resisting the Spirit of Religion]]></title><description><![CDATA[The dangers of the spirit of religion, narcissism, and self-serving faith and The Way to freedom.]]></description><link>https://fishman101.substack.com/p/breaking-free-from-the-spirit-of</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://fishman101.substack.com/p/breaking-free-from-the-spirit-of</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 24 Jan 2025 17:26:05 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/29fef59e-0f2f-4bea-a255-aefe7f187d19_1024x1024.webp" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Lately, I&#8217;ve been reading through the Gospel of John, and chapter 8 really stood out to me. In this chapter, Jesus confronts the religious spirit in the Pharisees, trying to open their eyes to who He is. But instead of receiving Him, they resist&#8212;defensively, even aggressively. In fact, they want to kill Him. Jesus says, </p><blockquote><p><em>&#8220;You seek to kill Me, because My word has no place in you&#8221;</em> (John 8:37).</p></blockquote><p>The Pharisees struggle to accept correction. Their fragile egos drive them to protect themselves at all costs, even when their hypocrisy is exposed. They don&#8217;t listen to Jesus&#8217; teachings and respond with hostility instead of humility.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://fishman101.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption"></p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p></p><p>This reminds me of Paul&#8217;s warning in Ephesians: </p><blockquote><p><em>&#8220;For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities...&#8221;</em> (Ephesians 6:12). </p></blockquote><p>The spirit of religion that Jesus contended with seeks to destroy anything that exposes it. One telltale sign of this spirit is narcissism.</p><p></p><h2>A Side Note on Narcissism and Power</h2><p>Narcissists are often drawn to positions of power because it feeds their need for control, admiration, and validation. Unfortunately, power has a corrupting influence. Studies show that power can numb empathy over time, as leaders in unchecked authority prioritize self-preservation over compassion. Over time, this focus on self erodes their ability to see others&#8217; perspectives. (<a href="https://hbr.org/2015/04/becoming-powerful-makes-you-less-empathetic">source</a>)</p><p>We see a clear example of this in John 9, where Jesus heals a man born blind. The man boldly testifies before the Pharisees, but instead of celebrating the miracle, they excommunicate him. Why? His testimony exposed their blindness. In their rage, they lash out, saying, <em>&#8220;You were completely born in sins, and are you teaching us?&#8221;</em> (John 9:34). Their response reveals their narcissism, spiritual blindness and their refusal to allow God to heal them.</p><p></p><h2>Plotting to Kill Jesus</h2><p>This same pattern continues in John 11, after Jesus raises Lazarus from the dead. Instead of humbling themselves in awe of God&#8217;s power, the Pharisees plot to kill Him. They justify it by saying, </p><blockquote><p><em>&#8220;What shall we do? For this Man works many signs. If we let Him alone like this, everyone will believe in Him, and the Romans will come and take away both our place and nation&#8221;</em> (John 11:47-48).</p></blockquote><p>On the surface, they seem concerned about protecting their nation, but Jesus had already exposed their hypocrisy: </p><blockquote><p><em>&#8220;They bind heavy burdens, hard to bear, and lay them on men&#8217;s shoulders; but they themselves will not move them with one of their fingers&#8221;</em> (Matthew 23:4). </p></blockquote><p>Their reasoning is manipulative&#8212;a display of moral grandiosity and self-serving altruism. They were more interested in preserving their power, control, and status than in submitting to God&#8217;s work.</p><p></p><h2>Judas and the Spirit of Religion</h2><p>We also see this spirit at work in Judas Iscariot. In John 12, Mary anoints Jesus with expensive oil, filling the house with its fragrance. Judas protests, saying, </p><blockquote><p><em>&#8220;Why was this fragrant oil not sold for three hundred denarii and given to the poor?&#8221;</em> (John 12:5). </p></blockquote><p>But the passage reveals his true motives: </p><blockquote><p><em>&#8220;This he said, not that he cared for the poor, but because he was a thief&#8221;</em> (John 12:6).</p></blockquote><p>Judas hides behind the facade of concern for the poor, but his response is driven by self-interest. When Jesus rebukes him, Judas is likely offended. I believe this offense, combined with his self-serving, opened the door for the spirit of religion to work in him, ultimately leading to his betrayal of Jesus.</p><p></p><h2>Recognizing the Antichrist Nature of the Spirit of Religion</h2><p>The spirit of religion is inherently anti-Christ. It seeks to kill, steal, and destroy anyone who exposes it. This is why we must remain vigilant, first in examining our own hearts (removing the plank in our own eye) and then in recognizing its influence within religious systems. It is cunning, often cloaking itself in what appears righteous or pious. But while it may disguise itself in religious activity and ceremony, it reveals its true nature in specific, recognizable ways.</p><h3>The Spirit of Religion Seeks Approval and the Spotlight</h3><p>One clear sign is its love for approval and applause. The spirit of religion craves attention and the center stage. Jesus warned against this when He called out the Pharisees for their public displays of piety: </p><blockquote><p><em>&#8220;Take heed that you do not do your charitable deeds before men, to be seen by them&#8221;</em> (Matthew 6:1). </p></blockquote><p>He also critiqued their love of honor and recognition, saying, <em>&#8220;</em></p><blockquote><p><em>They do all their deeds to be noticed by others&#8221;</em> (Matthew 23:5&#8211;7). </p></blockquote><p>These actions were self-serving rather than God-honoring, motivated by a desire for status rather than genuine faith.</p><h3>The Spirit of Religion Thrives on Ceremony</h3><p>Another way to recognize the spirit of religion is through what Dietrich Bonhoeffer called <strong>Cheap Grace</strong>. This grace reduces faith to rituals and empty acts, using God&#8217;s forgiveness as a cover for a lack of transformation. It thrives on outward appearances while avoiding the costly grace of true discipleship. True grace involves sacrifice, obedience, and surrender&#8212;a deep commitment to follow Christ, regardless of the cost.</p><h3>The Spirit of Religion Hides Behind Traditions</h3><p>Rules and traditions are another tool of the spirit of religion. Rules and traditions in and of themselves are not inherently bad, but notice how the Pharisees were often triggered by Jesus breaking their Sabbath rules. Their outrage revealed how tightly the spirit of religion had hidden itself behind those traditions. Instead of seeing the heart of the Sabbath&#8212;a day for rest and <em>tov (<a href="https://biblehub.com/hebrew/2896.htm">Strong&#8217;s #H2896</a>)</em>&#8212;they weaponized it against Jesus, sneering as He exposed their hypocrisy.</p><h3>The Spirit of Religion Demands Perfection and Condemns Others</h3><p>Perhaps most telling is the spirit of religion&#8217;s inability to permit anyone to be a sinner. This leads to a culture of hiding sin, pretending perfection, and judging others. We see this in John 8, when the Pharisees brought a woman caught in adultery to Jesus to test Him. They wanted her condemned, but Jesus exposed their hypocrisy, saying, </p><blockquote><p><em>&#8220;He who is without sin among you, let him throw a stone at her first&#8221;</em> (John 8:7). </p></blockquote><p>The irony? The woman, trapped in the middle of their plot, found freedom in Jesus. While the spirit of religion sought her death, Jesus liberated her with truth and grace.</p><p></p><h2>Guarding Against The Spirit of Religion and a Self-Serving Faith</h2><p>Jesus calls us to die to self, embrace humility, mercy, and righteousness, and align our hearts with God&#8217;s values. By resisting pride, self-interest, and worldly ambition, we are empowered by God&#8217;s Spirit and Grace to humbly serve others, live in accountability within the Body of Christ, and follow Jesus in a life marked by selfless love and surrender.</p><h3>Live the Beatitudes</h3><p>Jesus gives us a model to guard against the spirit of religion and a self-serving faith in the Beatitudes:</p><ul><li><p><strong>Die to self:</strong> Surrender personal ambition, pride, and entitlement.</p></li><li><p><strong>Pursue God&#8217;s values:</strong> Embrace humility, mercy, and righteousness over worldly success.</p></li><li><p><strong>Align with God&#8217;s heart:</strong> Value what He values&#8212;justice, purity, and peace&#8212;over personal gain.</p></li></ul><blockquote><p>&#8220;When Christ calls a man, he bids him come and die.&#8221; - Dietrich Bonhoeffer</p></blockquote><p>We must resist the transactional mindset of &#8220;What can I get out of this?&#8221; that feeds our old nature. Instead, we are called to a new nature in Christ.  A deep relationship with God, marked by humility, love, and selfless service. And often, this starts with His rebuke: </p><blockquote><p><em>&#8220;For whom the Lord loves He chastens...&#8221;</em> (Hebrews 12:6).</p></blockquote><h3>Be Aware</h3><p>Jesus also warned His disciples, </p><blockquote><p><em>&#8220;Take heed, beware of the leaven of the Pharisees and the leaven of Herod&#8221;</em> (Mark 8:15). </p></blockquote><p>The leaven He referred to represents corruption that spreads subtly and pervasively. In the Pharisees, it was the spirit of religious hypocrisy and self-righteousness; in Herod, it symbolized worldly ambition and compromise. Both forms of leaven lead to self-serving faith&#8212;either through pride in religiosity or through the pursuit of power and control.</p><p>To guard against this, we must remain vigilant, allowing God&#8217;s Word to search our hearts and expose any trace of self-interest or hypocrisy. </p><h3>One Another</h3><p>&#8220;One anothering&#8221; or the community of the Ecclesia is a defense against pride and self-serving religiosity. Only as the Body of Christ, &#8220;one another&#8221;, can we create accountability, encourage humility, and practice mutual submission. Through relationship we confess sins to &#8220;one another&#8221; to break the chains of self-deception, hypocrisy and be healed. (Perhaps the more we break bread <em>together</em>, the more these chains are broken.)</p><h3>Humility</h3><p>We must resist the urge to seek recognition, praise, or power, and instead prioritize others. First by prayer in secret and then by making room for others in fellowship.  A simple way we can start to prioritize serving in humility is to listen more and bridle our tongs.</p><h3>God&#8217;s Empowerment</h3><p>We must rely entirely on God&#8217;s grace for salvation and transformation, recognizing that our works are not a means of earning God&#8217;s favor. His grace will drive our actions, leading to humility and gratitude rather than pride and competition. Only the Spirit of the Lord can unify the brethren.  </p><h3>Take Up Our Cross</h3><p>Lastly, we must deny ourselves, take up our cross and follow Him. We must not depart from the cross. Live from it and meditate on it. Let it continually challenge our self-centered motivations and draw us into deeper surrender to Christ. Me must live a cruciform life, reflecting Christ&#8217;s self-giving love and humility.</p><p></p><h2>Will We Allow His Rebuke?</h2><p>A true relationship with Christ transforms us, rooting out the influences of the spirit of religion and anchoring us in Him.  He calls us to follow Him and practice His Way.</p><p>The Spirit of the Lord is working to free the Ecclesia from a self-serving faith.  Transforming us from narcissists to loving others as we love ourselves.  And deliverance from the antichrist spirit of religion. In it&#8217;s place the Spirit of the Lord wants to take up residence in us. </p><p>The spirit of religion (ego, narcissism, self righteousness, the old nature, etc) will do everything it can to survive. It must die with our old nature. </p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Do not be conformed to this age, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may discern what is the good, pleasing, and perfect will of God.&#8221; (Romans 12:2)</p></blockquote><p>Will we allow His rebuke? Will we let Him prune us so we can bear much fruit? Will we submit to the perfect will of God? Will we allow our brothers and sisters in Christ to hold us accountable to this Way?  </p><p>Let&#8217;s humble ourselves and embrace correction, trusting that discipline leads us to greater freedom and deeper relationship with Him and His Body.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://fishman101.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption"></p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Trusting God Beyond Logic and Limitations]]></title><description><![CDATA[Following Jesus' example of obedience and trust in the father's reality, not ours.]]></description><link>https://fishman101.substack.com/p/trusting-god-beyond-logic-and-limitations</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://fishman101.substack.com/p/trusting-god-beyond-logic-and-limitations</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 16 Jan 2025 17:55:17 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/0a348faf-2e5a-410d-8546-d4409c2daedd_1024x1024.webp" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<h2>Faith Beyond Logic: Trusting Jesus With What We Have</h2><p>John 6:1-9 offers a fascinating glimpse into how Jesus teaches us to see through the lens of faith, even when faced with seemingly impossible circumstances. In this passage, Jesus turns to Philip and asks, <em>&#8220;Where shall we buy bread, that these may eat?&#8221;</em> At first glance, it seems like a practical question, but John tells us it was a test. Jesus already had a plan in mind, but He wanted Philip to wrestle with the reality in front of him and how it might intersect with faith.</p><p>Philip, like many of us, responds with cold, hard logic. His reply is essentially: <em>&#8220;Two hundred denarii worth of bread isn&#8217;t enough to give everyone even a little.&#8221;</em> He does the mental math and comes up short. His response is pragmatic, but it&#8217;s also rooted in limitation. He sees the need, calculates the cost, and concludes it&#8217;s impossible. How often do we do the same? We look at our resources&#8212;our money, time, energy&#8212;and measure them against the need, only to tell ourselves there&#8217;s just no way forward.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://fishman101.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>Then we have Andrew. Andrew takes a slightly different approach. He brings something to Jesus, though it&#8217;s not his own resources. He finds a boy with five loaves and two fish and says, <em>&#8220;There&#8217;s a lad here who has five barley loaves and two small fish, but what are they among so many?&#8221;</em> There&#8217;s something beautiful about Andrew&#8217;s response, though it&#8217;s not perfect. On one hand, he brings the boy&#8217;s small offering to Jesus, showing a willingness to participate. On the other hand, he&#8217;s still caught up in the logical reality of the situation: <em>What good is this tiny meal in the face of such overwhelming need?</em></p><p>And yet, there&#8217;s a hint of childlike faith in this moment. The boy doesn&#8217;t hoard his food. He doesn&#8217;t calculate whether he&#8217;ll have enough to sustain himself. He simply offers it. It reminds me of Jesus&#8217; teaching: <em>&#8220;Unless you become like little children, you will by no means enter the kingdom of heaven.&#8221;</em> The boy&#8217;s simple act of trust models the kind of faith that Jesus invites us into&#8212;a faith that doesn&#8217;t obsess over outcomes but instead offers what little it has.</p><p>What&#8217;s remarkable is how Jesus responds. He doesn&#8217;t chide Philip for his lack of imagination or rebuke Andrew for his half-hearted faith. Instead, He takes what is given, however small, and multiplies it. He invites their participation, flawed as it may be, and reveals Himself as the solution to the problem. The miracle isn&#8217;t just about feeding thousands; it&#8217;s about showing His disciples&#8212;and us&#8212;that He is sufficient.</p><p>Jesus is always creating a path to Himself. In this moment, He&#8217;s inviting them to trust Him not only with their needs but with their resources, no matter how inadequate they may seem. He&#8217;s saying, <em>&#8220;Bring me what you have. Stop calculating and start believing. Watch what I can do.&#8221;</em></p><p></p><h2>Following Jesus&#8217; Example of Faithful Obedience</h2><p>We see Jesus living out the very faith and obedience He calls us into through His own submission to the Father. He didn&#8217;t just preach about trusting God&#8212;He practiced it perfectly. He told us, <em>&#8220;The Son can do nothing of Himself, but what He sees the Father do&#8221;</em> (John 5:19). Time and again, we see this demonstrated in His ministry. One instance that stands out is the story of the blind man.</p><p>In John 9, Jesus does something that, to human logic, seems strange, even absurd. He spits on the ground, makes mud with His saliva, and spreads it on the man&#8217;s eyes. Why? Because He saw the Father doing it. Jesus didn&#8217;t question the method or try to make it more palatable. He didn&#8217;t tell the Father that it didn&#8217;t make sense or offer a more "reasonable" alternative. Instead, He obeyed, offering something as humble as His spit and the dirt beneath His feet. Through His obedience, the blind man was given sight.</p><p>It&#8217;s a powerful reminder that God&#8217;s ways are higher than ours. Jesus trusted the Father&#8217;s plan, even when it defied human understanding. He knew that what seemed small, foolish, or impossible to human eyes could become miraculous in the hands of God.</p><p>Just as Jesus did what He saw the Father doing, we are called to do as we see Him doing. He invites us to participate in His work&#8212;not with our excuses, doubts, or logical arguments, but with simple faith and obedience. He doesn&#8217;t need us to remind Him of our reality, as if He&#8217;s unaware of the challenges we face. Instead, He wants to remind us of His reality&#8212;a reality where <em>all things are possible to those who believe</em> (Mark 9:23).</p><p>The question is, are we willing to trust Him? Are we willing to take what we have, no matter how insignificant it seems, and offer it in obedience? Are we willing to set aside our logic and step into faith, believing that His ways, however unconventional, are always best?</p><p>Jesus shows us what this kind of trust looks like. He invites us to follow His example&#8212;not by figuring it all out, but by seeing through the eyes of faith and joining in the work that He&#8217;s already doing. When we do, we&#8217;ll see Him accomplish more than we could ever imagine.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://fishman101.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Fulfillment of Eden’s Mission]]></title><description><![CDATA[Christ, the Church, and the Fulfillment of the Edenic Mission]]></description><link>https://fishman101.substack.com/p/fulfillment-of-edens-mission</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://fishman101.substack.com/p/fulfillment-of-edens-mission</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 14 Jan 2025 15:26:50 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/fd25c1cc-4c7e-40a1-b35b-5703f84ad57d_1037x583.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>In the closing moments of the Gospels, we find Jesus standing on a mountain, resurrected in glory. This imagery is rich with symbolism, drawing parallels to the creation account in Genesis. The mountain, representing Eden, sets the stage for a redemptive reenactment of the first moments of humanity. Jesus, the New Adam, embodies the fulfillment of God&#8217;s original design for creation&#8212;a life lived in perfect unity with God.</p><p>In Genesis, God breathed life into Adam and Eve, bringing them into existence. Similarly, Jesus breathes on His disciples, saying, &#8220;Receive the Holy Spirit&#8221; (John 20:22). This act not only mirrors the breath of life given in Eden but also signifies the birth of a new creation&#8212;the Church, the Bride of Christ. Just as Eve was formed from Adam&#8217;s side to be his companion, the Church is birthed through Christ&#8217;s sacrifice, formed as His bride to carry forward His mission.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://fishman101.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>In the garden, God commanded Adam and Eve to be fruitful and multiply, filling the earth with life. In the same way, Jesus commissions His disciples to &#8220;go and make disciples of all nations&#8221; (Matthew 28:19). This divine charge echoes the original mandate but carries a spiritual dimension: the multiplication of God&#8217;s kingdom on earth through the proclamation of the Gospel.</p><p>As the husband is the head of the family, so Christ is the head of the Church, His body. Jesus, the husband of the Bride, provides the seed of the Word, and the Church, like a faithful wife, is called to nurture and multiply it. Through the power of the Holy Spirit, the Church is empowered to fulfill this calling, bearing spiritual fruit and expanding the reach of God&#8217;s kingdom.</p><p>This profound parallel between creation and redemption underscores the unity of God&#8217;s plan. In Eden, humanity was given life and purpose; in Christ, humanity is restored and commissioned. Through Jesus, the New Adam, and the Church, His Bride, the redemptive story unfolds, inviting all creation to partake in the life and purpose of God&#8217;s kingdom.</p><p></p><h2>From Eden to Commission </h2><p>The symbolic Edenic mission connection between Jesus and the Church is not isolated; it is deeply rooted in the New Testament. Consider Paul&#8217;s words in <strong>Romans 5:12&#8211;19</strong>, where he calls Jesus the &#8220;second Adam.&#8221; Adam&#8217;s disobedience brought sin and death into the world, but through Jesus&#8217; obedience, righteousness and life are restored. In <strong>1 Corinthians 15:45</strong>, Paul writes, &#8220;The first man Adam became a living being. The last Adam became a life-giving spirit.&#8221; Jesus, the New Adam, undoes the curse of sin and brings forth a new creation&#8212;a spiritual family born of the Spirit.</p><p>The Church itself is repeatedly described as the Bride of Christ. In <strong>Ephesians 5:25&#8211;32</strong>, Paul draws from Genesis, comparing Christ&#8217;s love for the Church to that of a husband for his wife. He writes, &#8220;For this reason, a man shall leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife, and the two shall become one flesh.&#8221; The Church is not a mere collection of believers but the Bride united with Christ, her head. This imagery reaches its climax in <strong>Revelation 19:7&#8211;9</strong>, where the marriage supper of the Lamb reveals the Church in her full glory, prepared for her eternal union with Christ.</p><p>We also see a powerful parallel in how Jesus breathes on His disciples, saying, &#8220;Receive the Holy Spirit&#8221; (<strong>John 20:22</strong>). This act echoes God breathing life into Adam in Genesis, signifying the dawn of a new creation. At Pentecost (<strong>Acts 2:1&#8211;4</strong>), the outpouring of the Spirit empowers the Church to carry forward Jesus&#8217; mission&#8212;to multiply spiritually by making disciples of all nations.</p><p>This commission ties directly to the original command given to Adam and Eve in Eden. Where they were told to &#8220;be fruitful and multiply,&#8221; Jesus instructs His followers in <strong>Matthew 28:19&#8211;20</strong> to &#8220;go and make disciples of all nations.&#8221; The Church is called to be a spiritual garden, bearing fruit and spreading the seed of the Gospel to the ends of the earth (<strong>Acts 1:8</strong>).</p><p>As the head of the Church, Christ guides and sustains His Bride. In <strong>Colossians 1:18</strong>, Paul writes, &#8220;And He is the head of the body, the Church.&#8221; This headship reflects the divine order established in creation, where Adam was the head of his family, now fulfilled perfectly in Christ&#8217;s relationship with the Church. In <strong>Ephesians 1:22&#8211;23</strong>, Christ is described as &#8220;the head over all things to the Church, which is His body,&#8221; emphasizing the Church&#8217;s dependence on Him.</p><p>This new creation is central to the Church&#8217;s identity. Paul writes in <strong>2 Corinthians 5:17</strong>, &#8220;If anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation.&#8221; The Church, birthed by Christ, is a continuation of God&#8217;s creative work, renewed and empowered to fulfill its mission. Paul reiterates this in <strong>Galatians 6:15</strong>, reminding us that what truly matters is this new creation.</p><p>The Church is also described as both a garden and a temple. Jesus calls His followers to abide in Him, the true vine, so they may bear fruit (<strong>John 15:1&#8211;5</strong>). In <strong>1 Corinthians 3:16&#8211;17</strong>, Paul declares that the Church is God&#8217;s temple, where His Spirit dwells&#8212;a direct link to Eden as the original dwelling place of God with humanity.</p><p>Finally, Jesus prays in <strong>John 17:20&#8211;23</strong> that His followers may be one, just as He and the Father are one. This prayer reflects the unity of Adam and Eve in the garden and anticipates the unity between Christ and His Bride. The Church is not merely an institution; it is the ecclesia, the called-out ones, incorporated into Christ and sent into the world to multiply His kingdom.</p><p>This unfolding story&#8212;from creation to redemption&#8212;paints a beautiful picture of Christ&#8217;s love for His Bride and the Church&#8217;s mission to multiply, just as Adam and Eve were called to do in the garden. Through Christ, the New Adam, and His Spirit-filled Church, God&#8217;s original purpose for creation is fulfilled in a way that echoes through eternity.</p><p></p><p><strong>Have you ever considered the profound honor and grace of being called to participate in Christ&#8217;s mission&#8212;to be part of His Bride, filled with His Spirit, and entrusted with multiplying His kingdom on earth?</strong></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://fishman101.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Decline of Western Church Attendance and the Call for Reformation]]></title><description><![CDATA[There&#8217;s been a 55% drop in Protestant church attendance in the last 40 years.]]></description><link>https://fishman101.substack.com/p/the-decline-of-western-church-attendance</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://fishman101.substack.com/p/the-decline-of-western-church-attendance</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 13 Jan 2025 19:42:45 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/620bceb3-3515-4428-bc6c-50ea0fa624ab_1024x1024.webp" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>There&#8217;s been a <strong>55% drop in Protestant church attendance</strong> in the last 40 years. In 2024, only <strong>13% of Americans attend church regularly.</strong> (<a href="https://youtu.be/Yn5S_Id9dZA">source</a>)</p><p>At the same time, about <strong>69% of Americans identify as Christian</strong>, but only <strong>6% describe themselves as disciples of Jesus</strong>&#8212;people who intentionally follow His teachings and live in obedience to Him. (<a href="https://www.arizonachristian.edu/wp-content/uploads/2021/08/CRC_AWVI2021_Release06_Digital_01_20210831.pdf">source</a>)</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://fishman101.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>These stats are alarming. On the one hand, church attendance in its modern form&#8212;a building with praise music and a pastor giving a sermon&#8212;is shrinking rapidly. On the other, there&#8217;s this massive gap between those who say they believe and those whose lives reflect true discipleship.</p><p>Is this great exodus from church a departure from faith itself? Or are people just rejecting this specific model of church? My guess is it&#8217;s both.</p><p></p><h2>The Bigger Concern: A Lack of Discipleship</h2><p>The 6% number&#8212;those who identify as disciples&#8212;is what really gets me. It feels like the fruit (or lack thereof) of the current church model. The modern approach to church doesn&#8217;t seem to be producing the kind of transformation Jesus envisioned.</p><p>Think about this: with a U.S. population of about <strong>334 million</strong> (as of January 2025), <strong>13% attending church</strong> means around <strong>43 million people</strong>. Out of those, if only <strong>6% are true disciples</strong>, that leaves only 3,440,000<strong> people</strong> in the USA who might be living out the calling of Jesus. That&#8217;s a tiny remnant.</p><p>Jesus said:</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it.&#8221; &#8212; Matthew 7:14</p></blockquote><p></p><h3>Is the Modern Church Model the Problem?</h3><p>It feels like the Western church model&#8212;the one most of us are familiar with&#8212;isn&#8217;t working. The numbers bear that out. Maybe this model was never God&#8217;s design in the first place. Maybe our evangelism has been more about convenience than conviction. Maybe we&#8217;ve watered down the gospel to make it more palatable for modern audiences, thinking we&#8217;re helping God.</p><p>Let&#8217;s be honest: this model isn&#8217;t transforming homes, lives, or society the way Jesus intended.</p><p>Here&#8217;s a comment I found on YouTube that resonates deeply:</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Attempting to save Pastor-led religious organizations that masquerade as the Church is not only foolish but a direct affront to the work of the Holy Spirit. These man-made systems...are incapable of producing the true Ecclesia that Christ envisioned.<br>...We must surrender our dependence on man-made systems and trust the Holy Spirit to guide us...to knit us together as a living temple for God.&#8221; &#8212; Bill Baehr</p></blockquote><p>I couldn&#8217;t agree more Bill!</p><p></p><h2>A Reformation is Coming</h2><p>I believe we&#8217;re on the verge of a reformation. The old model is dying, and God is leading us back to His way. He&#8217;s pouring new wine into new wineskins, and while this process can be uncomfortable, it&#8217;s ultimately His grace at work.</p><blockquote><p>"And no one puts new wine into old wineskins; or else the new wine will burst the wineskins and be spilled, and the wineskins will be ruined. But new wine must be put into new wineskins, and both are preserved." Luke 5:37-38</p></blockquote><p>Unfortunately we like the vintage.  The old way of doing things.  The traditions. It tastes better than the new wine. </p><p></p><h3>Back to the Early Church</h3><p>I do not think the pre-Nicene church would even recognize what we are doing today. Leaders shared responsibility and lived like everyone else, working regular jobs while shepherding and overseeing the church. There was no hierarchy; everyone saw themselves as brethren. They met in homes sharing meals. </p><p>Then came Constantine and the establishment of the Catholic Church. Suddenly, the simplicity of the early church was replaced by a system modeled after the Levitical temple&#8212;with priests, rituals, and sacred buildings. It reversed so much of what Christ came to accomplish.</p><p>The Reformation, led by Martin Luther, was a step forward. It gave us access to the Bible in our own language and broke the Catholic monopoly on faith. But even then, we didn&#8217;t fully break away from the model.</p><p>We still call &#8220;church&#8221; a place we go. We replaced priests with pastors, turning a gift (Ephesians 4:11) into a title. We still sit as spectators, listening to monologues rather than participating in the gathering (Ecclesia) described in 1 Corinthians 14:26.</p><p>I love how my brother David put it,</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Essentially, western Christians are &#8220;larping &#8220; as Christians.</p><p>We do the ceremony in place of having real relationships with God and each other, ceremonies in place of the gifts of the spirit, and all of our &#8220;serving&#8221; is to support the ceremony, and most of what we give [tithe] is to support the priests of the ceremony and the building in which the ceremony takes place.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>Have we made an idol of our modern church expression?  </p><blockquote><p>"This people draws near to Me with their mouth, and honors Me with their lips, but their heart is far from Me. And in vain they worship Me, teaching as doctrines the commandments of men." Matthew 15:8</p></blockquote><p>Looks like we fell for the same trap as the Pharisees He was speaking to in the Gospel of Matthew. </p><p></p><h3>Rediscovering the True Church</h3><p>The Bible calls us <strong>living stones</strong>, built into a spiritual house:</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;You also, as living stones, are being built up a spiritual house, a holy priesthood, to offer up spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ.&#8221; &#8212; 1 Peter 2:5</p></blockquote><p>The temple God always intended isn&#8217;t made with human hands out of stone or brick&#8212;it&#8217;s us His people. The fire of God didn&#8217;t descend on the second temple, but it did on the day of Pentecost, marking His presence in His true temple: the Church, His people. (<a href="/__u/substack.com/home/post/p-154506003">more on that here</a>)</p><p>Jesus is:</p><ul><li><p><strong>The Light</strong>: We are called to be a city on a hill.</p></li><li><p><strong>The High Priest</strong>: We are priests in His household.</p></li><li><p><strong>The New Adam</strong>: We, His Church, are the bride, the new Eve.</p></li></ul><p>Our calling is to submit to Him as the head of God&#8217;s household and live out the Great Commission&#8212;to be fruitful and multiply by making disciples. And this can&#8217;t happen if we&#8217;re passive spectators. It requires love, sacrifice, and active engagement with one another.</p><p></p><h3>Moving Forward</h3><p>The current model of church isn&#8217;t the end of the story. I believe God is leading us back to His original design&#8212;a Church built on His Spirit, not human tradition. It&#8217;s time to stop trying to prop up man-made systems and instead trust Him to guide us into being the living temple He always intended. Return to the simplicity and humility of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. </p><p>Let&#8217;s be the Church that loves one another deeply, engages fully, and lives as His holy habitation. This isn&#8217;t a spectator sport. It&#8217;s full contact.</p><p></p><h2>Redefined Terms and Their Biblical Definitions</h2><p>Below is a simple glossary of common terms we often hear, their Western Christian interpretations, and their actual biblical meanings.</p><p>While some might dismiss it as mere semantics, I'd caution that even a slight deviation from the intended course can lead us astray. Initially, the impact might seem negligible, but over time, this minor divergence can result in significant detours, leaving us far from our original destination.</p><div><hr></div><p><strong>Church</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: A place or building where the ceremonies of Christianity are performed.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: Ecclesia &#8212; a gathering of the saints. Typically involved a meal at someone&#8217;s home.</p></li></ul><p><strong>Pastor</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: A leader paid through tithes to perform the ceremonies of Christianity, similar to a priest of old.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: Shepherd &#8212; a gift, not a title, meant to care for and guide the flock, not a ceremonial position.</p></li></ul><p><strong>Head Pastor</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: A hierarchical position with significant authority and responsibility within a church organization.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: Jesus is the ultimate Head of the Church. Elders/bishops serve as under-shepherds, submitting to Christ's leadership.</p></li></ul><p><strong>House of the Lord</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: The place we gather.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: The people of God.</p></li></ul><p><strong>Service</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: The ceremony of modern church. Also seen as serving the church organization.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: Primarily about serving others within the body of Christ and meeting their needs. Jesus emphasized this when washing the disciples' feet.</p></li></ul><p><strong>Altar</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: The platform at the front of the building.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: Our hearts.</p></li></ul><p><strong>Worship</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: Praise music.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: Old Testament temple protocol; Jesus redefines worship as being done in Spirit and Truth.</p></li></ul><p><strong>Tithe</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: A 10% given to the institution.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: Old Testament temple tax that provided for priests who lived by faith. In the New Testament, radical giving and provision for one another are emphasized. Not paying for another to be our mediator to God.</p></li></ul><p><strong>Preaching</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: The monologue spoken at a pulpit during church, often including evangelism and regarded as the central ceremony of the gathering.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: Preaching in the New Testament is associated with proclaiming the gospel to the lost. It is not mentioned in the context of the gathering of the saints within the Body of Christ.</p></li></ul><p><strong>The Lord's Supper (Eucharist/Communion)</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: An afternote to the message at the end of the service, often a more individualistic experience. Typically offered as a rice wafer and grape juice in a disposable plastic cup.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: A central act of Christian worship and fellowship, emphasizing a communal act of sharing, usually over a meal with bread and wine.</p></li></ul><p><strong>Salvation</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: Often reduced to a one-time event, primarily focused on avoiding hell.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: A lifelong process of transformation, involving sanctification, growth in grace, and becoming more like Christ.</p></li></ul><p><strong>Grace</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: Often presented as a "free pass" that excuses sin.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: God's unmerited favor that empowers us to live a life of holiness and obedience.</p></li></ul><p><strong>Discipleship</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: Often seen as a program or set of classes.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: A lifelong journey of following Jesus as an apprentice, marked by obedience, service, and spiritual formation. (Be with Him, Be like Him, and do as He does.)</p></li></ul><p><strong>Community</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: Often limited to attending church services and other institutional events.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: A deep and intimate fellowship characterized by love, mutual support, and shared burdens (e.g., passages that emphasize "one another"-ing).</p></li></ul><p><strong>Authority</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: Often vested in religious leaders and institutions.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: Ultimately rests in Scriptural Doctrine and the guidance of the Holy Spirit.</p></li></ul><p><strong>Priesthood</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: Restricted to ordained clergy.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: A universal calling for all believers (1 Peter 2:9).</p></li></ul><p><strong>Faith</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: Often reduced to intellectual assent to a set of doctrines.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: A deep and personal trust in God, expressed in action and obedience.</p></li></ul><p><strong>Love</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: Often limited to emotional feelings or abstract concepts.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: A selfless, sacrificial action that seeks the good of others, even enemies.</p></li></ul><p><strong>Justice</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: Often focused on individual salvation or moralistic judgments.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: A commitment to seeking righteousness and upholding the rights of the oppressed.</p></li></ul><p><strong>Humility</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: Often seen as self-deprecation or low self-esteem.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: A recognition of one's dependence on God and a willingness to serve others.</p></li></ul><p><strong>Sanctification</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: Often seen as a distant or unattainable goal.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: An ongoing process of spiritual growth and transformation through the power of the Holy Spirit.</p></li></ul><p><strong>Idols</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: Often limited to physical objects or images.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: Anything that takes the place of God in our hearts and affections, including possessions, power, or even good things when they become ultimate.</p></li></ul><p><strong>Welcoming God's Presence</strong></p><ul><li><p><em>Western Christian interpretation</em>: Inviting God into a building or atmosphere to bless what has been prepared.</p></li><li><p><em>Biblical meaning</em>: Matthew 18:20 highlights God's presence with His people gathered in His name, focusing on filling lives, not buildings.</p></li></ul><div><hr></div><p></p><blockquote><p><em>"In the modern church, the pulpit has replaced the Lord's Supper as the central act of worship." - Eugene Peterson</em></p></blockquote><p></p><p>I want to end this post by clarifying that I&#8217;m not against the modern church. God has undeniably used His church, even in its modern form, to accomplish great things. When seen through the right lens, modern churches can function as mission centers for the gospel. While they may not be as effective as they could be&#8212;often expecting the lost to come into their buildings to hear the message rather than going out to meet them&#8212;there&#8217;s no doubt that the gospel is being preached, and lives are still being transformed for Christ.</p><p>However, to recap, only 6% of Americans profess to be disciples of Christ. That&#8217;s not subjective; it&#8217;s based on objective data. It&#8217;s clear that we&#8217;re not being effective. Perhaps disciples were never meant to be made in pews but over a shared meal. Maybe the kingdom of God thrives in dialogue, not in monologue. Maybe it&#8217;s all far simpler and humbler than what we&#8217;ve turned it into.</p><p>I can&#8217;t help but think of Peter at the Mount of Transfiguration. After experiencing something profound, his immediate reaction was to build tabernacles to contain the moment. But God redirected him, saying, <em>&#8220;This is My beloved Son&#8230; Hear Him!&#8221;</em> I feel we&#8217;re often doing the same&#8212;trying to enshrine our experiences instead of focusing on Jesus and doing things His way. Maybe it&#8217;s time to take our eyes off the structures we&#8217;ve built and turn them back to Christ, listening to Him and following His lead.</p><p></p><blockquote><p>Now after six days Jesus took Peter, James, and John his brother, led them up on a high mountain by themselves; and He was transfigured before them. His face shone like the sun, and His clothes became as white as the light. And behold, Moses and Elijah appeared to them, talking with Him. Then Peter answered and said to Jesus, </p><p>&#8220;Lord, it is good for us to be here; if You wish, let us make here three tabernacles: one for You, one for Moses, and one for Elijah.&#8221; </p><p>While he was still speaking, behold, a bright cloud overshadowed them; and suddenly a voice came out of the cloud, saying, </p><p>&#8220;This is My beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased. Hear Him!&#8221;</p><p>And when the disciples heard it, they fell on their faces and were greatly afraid. But Jesus came and touched them and said, &#8220;Arise, and do not be afraid.&#8221; When they had lifted up their eyes, they saw no one but Jesus only.</p><p>Matthew 17:1&#8211;8</p></blockquote><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://fishman101.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Kingdom Fatherhood & Leadership in the Body of Christ]]></title><description><![CDATA[Correction rooted in relationship fosters spiritual growth, accountability, and maturity in the family of God]]></description><link>https://fishman101.substack.com/p/kingdom-fatherhood-and-leadership</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://fishman101.substack.com/p/kingdom-fatherhood-and-leadership</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ryan Fish]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 11 Jan 2025 19:36:05 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/89b8508e-48c9-4afd-987c-ca73b585afe0_1024x1024.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>When you read the word &#8220;discipline&#8221; or &#8220;rebuke&#8221;, what is the initial feeling or imagery that comes to your mind?</p><p>For many it can be a childhood wound or trauma from poor parenting, tyrant boss or cultish church leadership.  </p><p>I think we can all agree that a Godly father obviously shows love and compassion towards his children. But would you agree that a Godly father also does not shy away from the importance of disciplining his children? I would take it a step further and add that he does not allow his children to emotionally manipulate him. He has integrity to his word. He follows through, without empty threats. Because he loves his children, he disciplines them. This brings order and peace to the child&#8217;s life and to his household.</p><p>Jesus, the son of God carried the father&#8216;s heart and revealed the father to others. In the same way leaders in the church, like Jesus must carry the heart of the Father and lead others to the Father. We must have fatherly resolve. To correct and rebuke while also showing love and compassion. This is the heart of fathering. It is for the wellbeing of the child and the family of God.</p><p>When people ask me how I am certain of the Father&#8217;s love for me, I tell them because He disciplined me and continues to chastise me. I feel His love pour over me as I am corrected  - similar to a child after receiving discipline from their father. </p><p>Proverbs 22:15:</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Foolishness is bound up in the heart of a child; the rod of discipline will drive it far from him.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>Hebrews 12:5-6:</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;And have you forgotten the exhortation that addresses you as sons? &#8216;My son, do not regard lightly the discipline of the Lord, nor be weary when reproved by him. For the Lord disciplines the one he loves, and chastises every son whom he receives.&#8217;&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>Proverbs 3:11-12:</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;My son, do not despise the Lord&#8217;s discipline or be weary of his reproof, for the Lord reproves him whom he loves, as a father the son in whom he delights.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>Revelation 3:19:</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Those whom I love, I reprove and discipline, so be zealous and repent.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>Job 5:17-18:</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Behold, blessed is the one whom God reproves; therefore despise not the discipline of the Almighty. For he wounds, but he binds up; he shatters, but his hands heal.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>In my experience, many western households lack a father figure that establishes discipline. Even in so called Christian homes. Unfortunately those children display bad fruits from the void in their father&#8217;s leadership. </p><p>The western church at times displays the same, in my experience. Preaching love and &#8220;grace&#8221; but shying away from correction and rebuke.  I get it. Parenting is not easy. However, the early church fathers instructed us leaders (time and time again in their letters) to not shy away from correction.</p><p>1 Corinthians 4:15</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;For though you have countless instructors in Christ, you do not have many fathers. For I became your father in Christ Jesus through the gospel.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>I list out the scripture at the end of this post.  But first, we need to talk about the elephant in the room: the lack of fatherly correction in the ecclesia stems from the lack of relationship.   </p><p></p><h2><strong>The Balance of Love and Discipline</strong></h2><p>The modern western church that I have experienced over the years looks more like a business than it does a family, but I digress.</p><p>Church overseers (elders) must uphold correction as an act of love, ensuring spiritual growth and the preservation of sound doctrine. It&#8217;s not just for the one being corrected but for the entire family and the dynamic in the household. This must be done in and through the fruits of the Spirit, and through the leadership and wisdom of the Spirit.</p><p>However, the lack of correction and discipline in the church today often stems from the absence of earned trust and meaningful relationships within the body of Christ. The New Testament emphasizes the importance of &#8220;one another&#8221; relationships&#8212;being one body, one mind.  A family united in love. </p><p>As Paul writes in Ephesians 4:3-6, </p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Make every effort to keep the unity of the Spirit through the bond of peace. There is one body and one Spirit, just as you were called to one hope when you were called; one Lord, one faith, one baptism; one God and Father of all, who is over all and through all and in all.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>Without this unity and mutual commitment to one another, correction feels disconnected and unloving because it lacks the relational foundation upon which it should rest: Family. True fatherly correction is born out of a life invested in others. </p><p>As Jesus said in John 15:13, </p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one&#8217;s life for one&#8217;s friends.&#8221; Similarly, the greatest in the kingdom of heaven is the servant, as Jesus reminded His disciples in Matthew 23:11, &#8220;The greatest among you will be your servant.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>Church overseers must exemplify this fatherly servanthood, pouring their lives out for the sake of the church, earning the right to lovingly correct and discipline for the edification of the body. Paul modeled this kind of servant leadership, writing in 1 Thessalonians 2:7-8, </p><blockquote><p>&#8220;But we were gentle among you, like a nursing mother taking care of her own children. So, being affectionately desirous of you, we were ready to share with you not only the gospel of God but also our own selves, because you had become very dear to us.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>In the same way, correction and discipline are most effective when leaders have demonstrated their love and sacrifice for the church. Said another way, they have invested all that they are on the inside, all that they are on the outside and all their resources into the ecclesia like a father does with his family. They must foster an environment where the body of Christ lives out the call to </p><blockquote><p>&#8220;rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep&#8221; (Romans 12:15)</p></blockquote><p> and </p><blockquote><p>&#8220;bear one another&#8217;s burdens&#8221; (Galatians 6:2).</p></blockquote><p>This servant-hearted leadership aligns with the character of Christ, who said, </p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Whoever would be great among you must be your servant, and whoever would be first among you must be your slave, even as the Son of Man came not to be served but to serve, and to give His life as a ransom for many&#8221;.  (Matthew 20:26-28)</p></blockquote><p>When overseers live as servants of the church, they earn the trust and respect necessary to lovingly correct and guide the body of Christ. This is not for their own power or authority but for the edification and unity of the church, as Paul writes in Ephesians 4:12-13, </p><blockquote><p>&#8220;to equip his people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up until we all reach unity in the faith and in the knowledge of the Son of God and become mature, attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>Correction without relationship is authoritarian, but correction with relationship is fatherly and restorative. </p><p>To lead as Jesus did, overseers must serve first, building relationships rooted in love and sacrifice, earning the right to guide the church toward maturity in Christ.</p><p></p><h2>General Biblical Instructions for Correction and Rebuke</h2><p>The Bible contains several passages instructing the early church to engage in correction and rebuke, emphasizing the importance of maintaining sound doctrine, encouraging repentance, and fostering spiritual growth. Here are key references:</p><p></p><p>12 Timothy 4:2</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Preach the word; be ready in season and out of season; reprove, rebuke, and exhort, with complete patience and teaching.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>&#8226; Paul calls for correction to be done with patience and sound teaching.</p><p></p><p>2 Timothy 3:16-17</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;All Scripture is breathed out by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, and for training in righteousness.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>&#8226; Correction equips believers to grow in righteousness and good works.</p><p></p><p>Titus 1:13</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;This testimony is true. Therefore rebuke them sharply, that they may be sound in the faith.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>&#8226; Rebuke is intended to restore sound doctrine.</p><p></p><p>Titus 2:15</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Declare these things; exhort and rebuke with all authority. Let no one disregard you.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>&#8226; Leaders are instructed to rebuke with authority.</p><p></p><p><strong>Correcting Sin and Restoring Believers</strong></p><p>Matthew 18:15-17</p><p>&#8226; Jesus provides a process for addressing sin within the church, emphasizing restoration and accountability.</p><p></p><p>Galatians 6:1</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Brothers, if anyone is caught in any transgression, you who are spiritual should restore him in a spirit of gentleness.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>&#8226; Restoration is done gently, with humility.</p><p></p><p>1 Timothy 5:20</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;As for those who persist in sin, rebuke them in the presence of all, so that the rest may stand in fear.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>&#8226; Public rebuke serves as a warning and an example.</p><p></p><p><strong>The Heart Behind Correction</strong></p><p>2 Thessalonians 3:14-15</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Do not regard him as an enemy, but warn him as a brother.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>&#8226; Correction is to be delivered with a brotherly attitude.</p><p></p><p>Proverbs 27:5-6</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;Better is open rebuke than hidden love. Faithful are the wounds of a friend.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>&#8226; Rebuke is an act of love, even when difficult.</p><p></p><h2>A prerequisite to being an elder  </h2><p>1 Timothy 3:4-5:</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;One who rules his own house well, having his children in submission with all reverence</p><p>(for if a man does not know how to rule his own house, how will he take care of the church of God?).&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>Is there any wonder why Paul says his household must be in order as a prerequisite to selecting an overseer? Without discipline, his household will not be in order, thus not worthy to oversee the Body of Christ.</p><p>Matthew 11:19) says:</p><blockquote><p>&#8220;But wisdom is justified by all her children.&#8221;</p></blockquote><p>This is a key characteristic of a healthy church leader.  The testing ground is our home. It&#8217;s proof that we have experience and do not shy away from conflict and bring order to our own lives.  </p><p></p><p><strong>Reflection Question:</strong></p><p>In what ways does the character of the children we are raising in the USA reflect a culture that prioritizes comfort, self-expression, and independence over discipline, wisdom, and responsibility&#8212;and how does this parallel the character of disciples we are raising in the Western church, where love is emphasized but correction, accountability, and spiritual maturity are often neglected?</p>]]></content:encoded></item></channel></rss>