<script data-pm-proxy="intercept"></script><?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></title><description><![CDATA[Bookworm, writer, sometimes I even go to the gym. Tell me your best joke.]]></description><link>https://hellakass.substack.com</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HhJK!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5c555aaa-ab49-40fe-ac93-58964fe03647_1284x1271.jpeg</url><title>Hellakass</title><link>https://hellakass.substack.com</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Thu, 03 Sep 2026 03:26:43 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="/__u/hellakass.substack.com/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><copyright><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[hellakass@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:owner><itunes:email><![CDATA[hellakass@substack.com]]></itunes:email><itunes:name><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></itunes:name></itunes:owner><itunes:author><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></itunes:author><googleplay:owner><![CDATA[hellakass@substack.com]]></googleplay:owner><googleplay:email><![CDATA[hellakass@substack.com]]></googleplay:email><googleplay:author><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></googleplay:author><itunes:block><![CDATA[Yes]]></itunes:block><item><title><![CDATA[Watching the Light Change at Dusk]]></title><description><![CDATA[A fleeting sense of impermanence, where beauty and sadness overlap because you know the moment is actively slipping through your fingers.]]></description><link>https://hellakass.substack.com/p/watching-the-light-change-at-dusk</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://hellakass.substack.com/p/watching-the-light-change-at-dusk</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 02 Sep 2026 09:32:59 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!RjFp!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5cd984fd-a58e-43d9-a44f-9b8517b7568a_1284x717.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>The quiet comes in heavy now,</strong></p><p><strong>A fog that fills the room,</strong></p><p><strong>It tells a lie in whispers</strong></p><p><strong>That the dark is all there is to bloom.</strong></p><p><strong>It&#8217;s easy to pull back the sheets,</strong></p><p><strong>To lock the outer door,</strong></p><p><strong>To sit inside the silent place</strong></p><p><strong>And stare down at the floor.</strong></p><p><strong>It feels like no one&#8217;s listening,</strong></p><p><strong>Or no one understands the weight,</strong></p><p><strong>Like walking through a winter night</strong></p><p><strong>And standing at a frozen gate.</strong></p><p><strong>But reaching out, a single line,</strong></p><p><strong>A signal through the grey</strong></p><p><strong>Is proof that somewhere deep inside,</strong></p><p><strong>You&#8217;re looking for the day.</strong></p><p><strong>The storm is raw, the air is cold,</strong></p><p><strong>The path ahead feels steep,</strong></p><p><strong>But you don't have to brave the night</strong></p><p><strong>In shadows quite so deep.</strong></p><p><strong>Take it one small moment at a time today. If you want to talk about what&#8217;s going on or if you just want a complete distraction I&#8217;m right here.</strong></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="/__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!RjFp!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5cd984fd-a58e-43d9-a44f-9b8517b7568a_1284x717.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="/__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!RjFp!, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/w_424, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/c_limit, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/f_webp, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/q_auto:good, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5cd984fd-a58e-43d9-a44f-9b8517b7568a_1284x717.jpeg 424w, /__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!RjFp!, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/w_848, 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/__u/hellakass.substack.com/c_limit, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/f_auto, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/q_auto:good, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5cd984fd-a58e-43d9-a44f-9b8517b7568a_1284x717.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw" loading="lazy"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg aria-hidden="true" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Unbroken Horizon]]></title><description><![CDATA[edge of the world]]></description><link>https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-unbroken-horizon</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-unbroken-horizon</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 26 Aug 2026 20:26:02 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!CU9k!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F2610a98c-a9bd-4946-8075-a89b7b5d0542_1284x1585.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Beneath a moon of aged ivory,</strong></p><p><strong>Two spirits meet at the edge of the world.</strong></p><p><strong>He stands, a tower of iron,</strong></p><p><strong>A carapace forged against the storm,</strong></p><p><strong>Every plate a battle scar, every rivet a promise.</strong></p><p><strong>He has marched through a thousand sieges,</strong></p><p><strong>His soul encased, heavy with duty,</strong></p><p><strong>Knowing only the cold weight of a long war.</strong></p><p><strong>She stands, a grace of sapphire silk,</strong></p><p><strong>An unyielding heart beneath a gentle curve,</strong></p><p><strong>A flowing form in the deep indigo of the soul.</strong></p><p><strong>No steel armors her, only the stillness of her spirit.</strong></p><p><strong>Her gaze is fixed, not on the warrior&#8217;s metal,</strong></p><p><strong>But on the quiet man concealed within.</strong></p><p><strong>The world is a single brick red wall</strong></p><p><strong>And the infinite, silent deep-blue sky.</strong></p><p><strong>There is no noise of battle now, only this silence.</strong></p><p><strong>He breaks it, his deep voice resonating from within.</strong></p><p><strong>&#8220;Until the very end.&#8221;</strong></p><p><strong>It is not a query, but a declaration,</strong></p><p><strong>The final, weary truth of a soldier who has outlasted time.</strong></p><p><strong>He will not leave. He is bound.</strong></p><p><strong>She answers the silent question he didn't dare to ask,</strong></p><p><strong>With her eyes, with her heart, and with her words.</strong></p><p><strong>&#8220;Will you stay?&#8221;</strong></p><p><strong>A question with the power to unravel iron,</strong></p><p><strong>A counter vow as eternal as his.</strong></p><p><strong>She is the anchor he never knew he needed,</strong></p><p><strong>And he is the guardian she will never release.</strong></p><p><strong>They stand in eternal stillness,</strong></p><p><strong>A monument to love at the end of the day,</strong></p><p><strong>Waiting not for the dawn, but for the eternity</strong></p><p><strong>They will spend, side by side,</strong></p><p><strong>Until the very, very end.</strong></p><p></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" 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class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="/__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!O__T!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F514f888e-8129-4e6c-a9cf-15c0b9d4af56_1284x1338.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="/__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!O__T!, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/w_424, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/c_limit, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/f_webp, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/q_auto:good, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F514f888e-8129-4e6c-a9cf-15c0b9d4af56_1284x1338.jpeg 424w, /__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!O__T!, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/w_848, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/c_limit, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/f_webp, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/q_auto:good, 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/__u/hellakass.substack.com/fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F514f888e-8129-4e6c-a9cf-15c0b9d4af56_1284x1338.jpeg 1272w, /__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!O__T!, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/w_1456, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/c_limit, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/f_auto, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/q_auto:good, /__u/hellakass.substack.com/fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F514f888e-8129-4e6c-a9cf-15c0b9d4af56_1284x1338.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw" fetchpriority="high"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg aria-hidden="true" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><p><strong>The world is loud with bitter words,</strong></p><p><strong>Where tempers flare and voices rise,</strong></p><p><strong>Where thunder shakes the quiet room,</strong></p><p><strong>And anger burns in frightened eyes.</strong></p><p><strong>Yet here I rest against the steel,</strong></p><p><strong>Where calm and steady strength abide,</strong></p><p><strong>Held close within a gentle warmth,</strong></p><p><strong>With nothing left to fear or hide.</strong></p><p><strong>No sharp demands or harsh decree,</strong></p><p><strong>No storm to break the peaceful air,</strong></p><p><strong>Just quiet patience, deep and soft,</strong></p><p><strong>A steady hand, a quiet care.</strong></p><p><strong>For iron armor guards the heart,</strong></p><p><strong>And true control is quiet grace</strong></p><p><strong>A gentle soul who chooses peace,</strong></p><p><strong>And makes the world a safe embrace.</strong></p><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Wild Spark]]></title><description><![CDATA[Living with absolute intensity, leaving a brilliant mark, but risking an early end.]]></description><link>https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-wild-spark</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-wild-spark</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 23 Aug 2026 14:02:41 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HhJK!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5c555aaa-ab49-40fe-ac93-58964fe03647_1284x1271.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>A sudden blinding flash of light,</p><p>It conquers every corner dark,</p><p>Outshining stars that hold the night</p><p>With just one fiercely desperate spark.</p><p>It hungers fast, it drinks the air,</p><p>A fever dancing on the wick,</p><p>Too grand to pace, too bold to spare</p><p>The flame that burns the brightest burns out the quickest.</p><p>The quiet embers soft and low</p><p>Will whisper through the cold till dawn,</p><p>While blaze that set the sky aglow</p><p>Is spent, forgotten, cold, and gone.</p><p>A brilliant crest, a blinding peak,</p><p>Then sudden silence in the dark;</p><p>The gentlest fires last the week,</p><p>The wildest leave a fleeting mark.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Dual Life]]></title><description><![CDATA[I want the blueprint and the canvas both,]]></description><link>https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-dual-life</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-dual-life</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 21 Aug 2026 16:07:59 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!8flF!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F29a6e9d2-e42e-462f-9ad1-381da17e14dc_1284x1600.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>I want the blueprint and the canvas both,</strong></p><p><strong>The heavy timber and the quiet growth.</strong></p><p><strong>Give me the morning where the alarm strikes fire,</strong></p><p><strong>The sudden ignition of a sharp desire,</strong></p><p><strong>To build what lasts, to clear the open floor,</strong></p><p><strong>To leave a mark upon a heavy door.</strong></p><p><strong>I want the strategy, the struggle, the climb,</strong></p><p><strong>The slow, deliberate mastery of time,</strong></p><p><strong>The desk where focus turns the night to day,</strong></p><p><strong>And the satisfaction when the work holds weight.</strong></p><p><strong>And then give me the hand that finds my own,</strong></p><p><strong>The sudden warmth in a house of stone.</strong></p><p><strong>Not a gentle spark that burns and fades,</strong></p><p><strong>But a steady current through the darkest shades.</strong></p><p><strong>I want the quiet tea, the unsaid thought,</strong></p><p><strong>The messy grace that can&#8217;t be bought.</strong></p><p><strong>To sit across a table, tired, complete,</strong></p><p><strong>And hear the heartbeat in the quiet street.</strong></p><p><strong>To be known down to the marrow, raw and true,</strong></p><p><strong>And offer every single piece of it to you.</strong></p><p><strong>I want the wild, unscripted days between,</strong></p><p><strong>The places where my feet have never been,</strong></p><p><strong>The salt of oceans and the cold mountain air,</strong></p><p><strong>The sunlight tangled in your unbrushed hair.</strong></p><p><strong>The ordinary Tuesdays, the midnight drive,</strong></p><p><strong>The simple, fierce relief of being alive.</strong></p><p><strong>I want the laughter that bends us double,</strong></p><p><strong>The strength that rises in the midst of trouble,</strong></p><p><strong>The years that leave their silver in our hair,</strong></p><p><strong>And the calm knowledge that we stood right there.</strong></p><p><strong>Give me the triumph, the fracture, the grace,</strong></p><p><strong>The room to expand in a crowded place.</strong></p><p><strong>No halfway passion, no measured draft</strong></p><p><strong>I want the whole sky, fore and aft.</strong></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="/__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!8flF!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F29a6e9d2-e42e-462f-9ad1-381da17e14dc_1284x1600.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Where Hearts Should Feel Safe]]></title><description><![CDATA[Human connections should not feel like mind games,]]></description><link>https://hellakass.substack.com/p/where-hearts-should-feel-safe</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://hellakass.substack.com/p/where-hearts-should-feel-safe</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 21 Aug 2026 13:52:35 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HhJK!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5c555aaa-ab49-40fe-ac93-58964fe03647_1284x1271.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p></p><p>Human connections should not feel like mind games,<br>where every silence becomes a question,<br>every word needs decoding,<br>and every feeling is hidden behind a wall.</p><p>We should not have to guess<br>where we stand in someone&#8217;s heart,<br>or measure our worth<br>by how quickly they reply.</p><p>Connection should feel like honesty<br>a hand reaching without hesitation,<br>a conversation without secret meanings,<br>a presence that does not leave us confused.</p><p>There is enough uncertainty in life<br>without making love and friendship<br>another puzzle to solve.</p><p>I want the kind of connection<br>where intentions are clear,<br>where communication is gentle,<br>where caring does not come with conditions.</p><p>Because real connection<br>doesn&#8217;t keep you guessing.</p><p>It brings peace,<br>not puzzles.<br>Clarity,<br>not confusion.<br>And warmth,<br>not games.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Iron Fist in a Velvet Glove]]></title><description><![CDATA[She speaks in whispers, soft and slow,]]></description><link>https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-iron-fist-in-a-velvet-glove</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-iron-fist-in-a-velvet-glove</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 20 Aug 2026 15:30:28 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HhJK!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5c555aaa-ab49-40fe-ac93-58964fe03647_1284x1271.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>She speaks in whispers, soft and slow,</strong></p><p><strong>And lets the louder voices blow.</strong></p><p><strong>She steps aside, she bows her head,</strong></p><p><strong>And leaves the foolish things unsaid.</strong></p><p><strong>She wears no jewels, she makes no scene,</strong></p><p><strong>The humblest girl you&#8217;ve ever seen.</strong></p><p><strong>She bakes the pie, she waters flowers,</strong></p><p><strong>And quietly counts up all her powers.</strong></p><p><strong>For while you think you&#8217;ve won the day,</strong></p><p><strong>She&#8217;s subtly had the final say.</strong></p><p><strong>No need to flex, no need to fight</strong></p><p><strong>She turns off all your stars at night.</strong></p><p><strong>So underestimate the sweet,</strong></p><p><strong>And bow to simple, soft defeat.</strong></p><p><strong>She plays the modest, harmless soul,</strong></p><p><strong>While keeping you on remote control.</strong></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Grace of the Interim]]></title><description><![CDATA[I remember a version woven of air,]]></description><link>https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-grace-of-the-interim</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-grace-of-the-interim</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 31 Jul 2026 17:48:57 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HhJK!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5c555aaa-ab49-40fe-ac93-58964fe03647_1284x1271.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>I remember a version woven of air,</strong></p><p><strong>When laughter came easy and shoulders were bare</strong></p><p><strong>Of the quiet gravity I carry right now,</strong></p><p><strong>Though I cannot pinpoint exactly just how</strong></p><p><strong>The stones found their way deep into my coat,</strong></p><p><strong>Or when the heavy anchor tethered my boat.</strong></p><p><strong>I miss the ghost of who I used to be,</strong></p><p><strong>The one who moved through the world effortlessly,</strong></p><p><strong>Untethered to the worry and the shift of the tide,</strong></p><p><strong>With little to carry and nothing to hide.</strong></p><p><strong>Before the armor, before the rust,</strong></p><p><strong>Before the settling of the heavy dust.</strong></p><p><strong>Now I look in the mirror and search for the spark,</strong></p><p><strong>The version of me unbothered by the dark.</strong></p><p><strong>It is hard to hold the sudden weight of the years,</strong></p><p><strong>The quiet accumulation of unspoken fears,</strong></p><p><strong>And it is okay to grieve, in the quiet of the night,</strong></p><p><strong>The beautiful version of you that felt light.</strong></p><p><strong>But gravity comes from the living we do,</strong></p><p><strong>From the love that we hold and the storms we walk through.</strong></p><p><strong>It is alright to miss the sun on your face,</strong></p><p><strong>Just remember to grant your current heavy some grace.</strong></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Echo Chamber. ]]></title><description><![CDATA[I tried to hold the ocean back, to stay above the tide,]]></description><link>https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-echo-chamber</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-echo-chamber</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 26 Jul 2026 09:31:40 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HhJK!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5c555aaa-ab49-40fe-ac93-58964fe03647_1284x1271.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>I tried to hold the ocean back, to stay above the tide,</strong></p><p><strong>To wear a smile upon my face and keep the pain inside.</strong></p><p><strong>I told the world that I was fine, that I could stand the shock,</strong></p><p><strong>While underneath the surface, I was breaking on the rock.</strong></p><p><strong>Now the water's at my chest, the cold is setting in,</strong></p><p><strong>I cannot tell where sorrow ends and where my thoughts begin.</strong></p><p><strong>My arms are tired, my lungs are weak, the waves keep crashing down,</strong></p><p><strong>And every time I reach for light, I feel I&#8217;m going to drown.</strong></p><p><strong>I&#8217;m down so bad, so lost in dark, where silence feels too loud,</strong></p><p><strong>A ghost adrift without a shore, invisible in a crowd.</strong></p><p><strong>The anchors tied around my heart are dragging me below,</strong></p><p><strong>To depths of quiet hopelessness where shadows start to grow.</strong></p><p><strong>I don&#8217;t want to give up the fight, I&#8217;m searching for a spark,</strong></p><p><strong>A single thread of warmth to lead me through the heavy dark.</strong></p><p><strong>I need a hand to pull me up, a voice to break the sea,</strong></p><p><strong>To tell me I am not alone, that someone&#8217;s reaching for me.</strong></p><p><strong>So if you hear this distant call, across the rising deep,</strong></p><p><strong>Before I sink beneath the place where all the broken sleep</strong></p><p><strong>Please reach into the rushing wave and pull me to the shore,</strong></p><p><strong>Because I cannot tread these waters by myself anymore.</strong></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Architecture of Peace]]></title><description><![CDATA[I used to think the quiet life]]></description><link>https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-architecture-of-peace</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-architecture-of-peace</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 23 Jul 2026 17:35:09 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HhJK!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5c555aaa-ab49-40fe-ac93-58964fe03647_1284x1271.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p></p><p><strong>I used to think the quiet life</strong></p><p><strong>Was built on fading fire,</strong></p><p><strong>That turning inward meant retreat</strong></p><p><strong>A compromise with desire.</strong></p><p><strong>I thought the ones who tended soil,</strong></p><p><strong>Or lingered over dough,</strong></p><p><strong>Had simply run out of wilder roads</strong></p><p><strong>Where the loud and restless go.</strong></p><p><strong>But seasons turn, and years unroll,</strong></p><p><strong>And the thunder loses tone.</strong></p><p><strong>You learn the weight of traded hours</strong></p><p><strong>And the cost of noise long-borne.</strong></p><p><strong>It&#8217;s not that spark or passion died,</strong></p><p><strong>Or that life grew gray and still</strong></p><p><strong>It&#8217;s the sudden, striking clarity</strong></p><p><strong>Found in silence on a hill.</strong></p><p><strong>To press a seed in cool, dark earth</strong></p><p><strong>And trust the patient rain,</strong></p><p><strong>To lose an hour inside a page</strong></p><p><strong>Far beyond the strain,</strong></p><p><strong>To knead the flour, to step outside,</strong></p><p><strong>To walk without a race,</strong></p><p><strong>To ask for nothing from the day</strong></p><p><strong>Except a breathing space.</strong></p><p><strong>It isn't that the world got dull,</strong></p><p><strong>Or the heart forgot to scheme</strong></p><p><strong>It&#8217;s that peace became the sweetest gold</strong></p><p><strong>In a loud, demanding stream.</strong></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Silence of Loneliness]]></title><description><![CDATA[The shadows stretch, the night grows long,]]></description><link>https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-silence-of-loneliness</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-silence-of-loneliness</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 22 Jul 2026 22:01:22 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HhJK!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5c555aaa-ab49-40fe-ac93-58964fe03647_1284x1271.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>The shadows stretch, the night grows long,</strong></p><p><strong>The cold winds whisper we don&#8217;t belong.</strong></p><p><strong>We carry the bruises of fractured years,</strong></p><p><strong>Drowning in silence, weighed down by fears.</strong></p><p><strong>It&#8217;s easy to falter, to drop the shield,</strong></p><p><strong>To let the darkness claim the field.</strong></p><p><em><strong>And yet&#8230;</strong></em></p><p><strong>Look closely into the quiet places</strong></p><p><strong>In gentle hands and worn-out faces,</strong></p><p><strong>In the way a stranger shares their light,</strong></p><p><strong>In the stubborn dawn that breaks the night.</strong></p><p><strong>A ember flickers beneath the frost,</strong></p><p><strong>Proclaiming that all is not yet lost.</strong></p><p><strong>There is a goodness, frail but true,</strong></p><p><strong>In the simple act of starting new.</strong></p><p><strong>In the love that holds when foundations shake,</strong></p><p><strong>In the promises we refuse to break.</strong></p><p><strong>It isn&#8217;t loud, it doesn't roar,</strong></p><p><strong>Yet it&#8217;s the very thing worth fighting for.</strong></p><p><strong>So draw your breath and stand your ground,</strong></p><p><strong>Where grace is lost, let grace be found.</strong></p><p><strong>Though the storm may rage and the path grow steep,</strong></p><p><strong>This is a promise we swore to keep</strong></p><p><strong>We guard the spark, we brave the night,</strong></p><p><strong>For even the smallest good is worth the fight.</strong></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Illusion of Control]]></title><description><![CDATA[You poured your poison into every screen,]]></description><link>https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-illusion-of-control</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-illusion-of-control</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 19 Jul 2026 13:03:07 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HhJK!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5c555aaa-ab49-40fe-ac93-58964fe03647_1284x1271.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>You poured your poison into every screen,</strong></p><p><strong>And turned my joy into a battlefield.</strong></p><p><strong>I was just living, wanting to be seen,</strong></p><p><strong>But you demanded that my spirit yield.</strong></p><p><strong>You watched the strangers passing in the crowd,</strong></p><p><strong>And hated them for seeing what you missed.</strong></p><p><strong>Your bitter silence grew so suffocating, loud</strong></p><p><strong>A ghost that choked the lips you once had kissed.</strong></p><p><strong>I didn't break a single vow we made;</strong></p><p><strong>I only wore a smile you couldn&#8217;t own.</strong></p><p><strong>But you let time and moment of devotion fade,</strong></p><p><strong>To sit inside a fortress, all alone.</strong></p><p><strong>So hold your envy tightly through the dark,</strong></p><p><strong>And let it comfort you instead of me.</strong></p><p><strong>You tried so hard to smother out my spark,</strong></p><p><strong>But only managed to set yourself free.</strong></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Golden Hour]]></title><description><![CDATA[The Architecture of Now]]></description><link>https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-golden-hour</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-golden-hour</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 18 Jul 2026 19:56:30 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HhJK!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5c555aaa-ab49-40fe-ac93-58964fe03647_1284x1271.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>We build our lives in columns made of air,</strong></p><p><strong>And map out spaces where the light should fall,</strong></p><p><strong>Arranging all the moments with such care,</strong></p><p><strong>Unknowing which of them will outlast all.</strong></p><p><strong>We design the quiet corners of a day,</strong></p><p><strong>The steady rhythm of a routine pace,</strong></p><p><strong>But time has ways of sweeping plans away,</strong></p><p><strong>And leaving only shadows in their place.</strong></p><p><strong>Yet here inside the structure we designed,</strong></p><p><strong>Before the framework settles and grows old,</strong></p><p><strong>The sharpest truths are those we leave behind</strong></p><p><strong>The everyday is what we'll wish to hold.</strong></p><p><strong>We sit inside the kitchen light,</strong></p><p><strong>And laugh until our chests are sore,</strong></p><p><strong>Unknowing that a future night</strong></p><p><strong>Will wish to walk through this very door.</strong></p><p><strong>We pack the days with simple thing&#8217;s</strong></p><p><strong>The quiet drive, the heavy rain</strong></p><p><strong>Blind to the weight of what time brings,</strong></p><p><strong>And what we will not hold again.</strong></p><p><strong>How rare to feel the borders shift,</strong></p><p><strong>To catch the present in its haze,</strong></p><p><strong>And recognize the fleeting gift:</strong></p><p><strong>That these </strong><em><strong>are</strong></em><strong> the good old days.</strong></p><p><strong>Before the chapters turn and fade,</strong></p><p><strong>Before the threshold has been crossed,</strong></p><p><strong>We notice how the warmth is made,</strong></p><p><strong>Before it can be missed or lost.</strong></p><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Sinking Sand]]></title><description><![CDATA[Beneath the Surface]]></description><link>https://hellakass.substack.com/p/sinking-sand</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://hellakass.substack.com/p/sinking-sand</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 17 Jul 2026 19:19:54 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HhJK!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5c555aaa-ab49-40fe-ac93-58964fe03647_1284x1271.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>The water rises higher than the chin,</strong></p><p><strong>A heavy weight beneath the weary skin.</strong></p><p><strong>The surface shimmers, beautiful and bright,</strong></p><p><strong>But underneath, I'm losing all the light.</strong></p><p><strong>Each breath is fought for, shallow and so brief,</strong></p><p><strong>A desperate grasp for moments of relief.</strong></p><p><strong>The tide of deadlines, expectations, fears,</strong></p><p><strong>Has filled the quiet spaces of my years.</strong></p><p><strong>It&#8217;s not an ocean, but the daily grind,</strong></p><p><strong>The endless, racing currents of the mind.</strong></p><p><strong>The pressure builds, a suffocating hand,</strong></p><p><strong>As shores of peace dissolve to sinking sand.</strong></p><p><strong>I pull for air, but swallow down the doubt,</strong></p><p><strong>Too tired to scream, too paralyzed to shout.</strong></p><p><strong>The world moves on above the rolling wave,</strong></p><p><strong>Unknowing of the quiet deep I brave.</strong></p><p><strong>So here I float, suspended in the grey,</strong></p><p><strong>Just trying not to let it wash away.</strong></p><p><strong>A silent struggle in a crowded room,</strong></p><p><strong>Beneath the weight of temporary doom.</strong></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Weight of Half Living]]></title><description><![CDATA[The Static and the Spark]]></description><link>https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-weight-of-half-living</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://hellakass.substack.com/p/the-weight-of-half-living</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 16 Jul 2026 20:13:31 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HhJK!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5c555aaa-ab49-40fe-ac93-58964fe03647_1284x1271.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>The afternoon fades to a muted gray,</strong></p><p><strong>Another quiet, slow drifting day.</strong></p><p><strong>I sit in the shadows of what used to be,</strong></p><p><strong>A spectator watching the world run free.</strong></p><p><strong>The routine is heavy, a well-worn track,</strong></p><p><strong>Holding my spirit, holding me back.</strong></p><p><strong>I smile when I must, and I play my part,</strong></p><p><strong>But a hollow echo resides in my heart.</strong></p><p><strong>Is this the horizon, the end of the line?</strong></p><p><strong>This lukewarm existence I&#8217;m told is mine?</strong></p><p><strong>I feel the dull ache of a soul underfed,</strong></p><p><strong>Starving for words that have never been said.</strong></p><p><strong>I want to feel deeply, to burn like a spark,</strong></p><p><strong>To leave a bright trail through the terrifying dark.</strong></p><p><strong>I want to reach further, to climb and to strive,</strong></p><p><strong>To stop merely breathing, and start being alive.</strong></p><p><strong>There&#8217;s a wildness out there that is calling my name,</strong></p><p><strong>A life less predictable, less of the same.</strong></p><p><strong>So though I am heavy, and though I feel low,</strong></p><p><strong>I&#8217;m packing my doubts. It is time to go.</strong></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Step by Step]]></title><description><![CDATA[Being Better]]></description><link>https://hellakass.substack.com/p/step-by-step</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://hellakass.substack.com/p/step-by-step</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 14 Jul 2026 18:17:09 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HhJK!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5c555aaa-ab49-40fe-ac93-58964fe03647_1284x1271.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p></p><p><strong>The stumble isn't where we end,</strong></p><p><strong>But where the road begins to bend.</strong></p><p><strong>To do much better is a choice</strong></p><p><strong>To try again, to find your voice,</strong></p><p><strong>To sweep the dust, to clear the slate,</strong></p><p><strong>And build a path that&#8217;s worth the wait.</strong></p><p><strong>But being better goes much deeper</strong></p><p><strong>A softer heart, a quieter keeper.</strong></p><p><strong>It&#8217;s learning how to gently grow,</strong></p><p><strong>To forgive the self you used to know.</strong></p><p><strong>No sudden leap to perfect grace,</strong></p><p><strong>Just walking at a kinder pace.</strong></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Be better. ]]></title><description><![CDATA[Filthy thoughts.]]></description><link>https://hellakass.substack.com/p/be-better</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://hellakass.substack.com/p/be-better</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hellakass]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 18 Jun 2026 19:17:08 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/202627070.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Beneath the velvet cloak of midnight, your hands become poetry written on my skin slow, deliberate strokes that awaken every dormant ember. I feel the heat of your gaze before your lips ever touch mine, a silent command that pulls me under like warm ocean waves. Our bodies speak in whispers and sighs, hips rolling like ancient rhythms, lost in the sacred friction where boundaries dissolve. You taste like sin and salvation intertwined, your breath a wildfire against the curve of my neck as I arch into you, offering everything. Fingers tangle in damp hair, nails leaving crescent moons of possession. In this fevered dance, time forgets us. There is only the slick slide of desire, the delicious ache of wanting more, and the intoxicating knowledge that I am utterly, gloriously undone by you&#8230; and you by me.</strong></p>]]></content:encoded></item></channel></rss>