I fell into this BOMBSHELL YOD last week between Karma, Orcus, & Saturn Retrograde - and its relevancy to the Clancy trial can’t be understated.

Karma in Scorpio teaches us that what’s buried doesn’t stay there. With enough investigation it will surface to be confronted & transmuted. Scorpio is the psychological shadow, death, taboo, and the inherited secrets that fester below visibility.

Orcus is a mini-Pluto energy and teaches the consequences of breaking soul oaths. In the sign of Virgo, I can’t help but believe this is the energy of the Goddess many Healers have been contracted to in this life. This to me is about Healing the sacrifices of the feminine.

Orcus in Virgo with Karma in Scorpio want what has been dredged up to be faced and of service to the collective.

When we run from the truth, when we run from accountability, when we run from reality-there are dire consequences. Our bodies, our minds, our souls, & our earth pay the price.

The conditioning of the previous years in Pisces should have taught lessons around cancel culture, discernment, and persecution without the evidence-but it’s clear many still haven’t learned to dig deeper around simplicities we’re served up as ‘truth.’

Saturn in Aries will be retrograde until December and this energy is literally forcing us to confront the realities we’ve tried to run from, the truth we’ve tried to delude, the revolution that is underway in the name of the feminine who has been repeatedly sacrificed for the masculine.

Last week we experienced a Pisces Full Moon partial Lunar Eclipse with the Sun & Mercury in Virgo.

Pisces is Illusions, mental health, addiction, avoidance.

This Full Moon is accompanied by Fomalhaut (slippery tongues), Astrea (purity & Justice-Virgo energy), North Node/Hekate on last degrees of Aquarius.

It’s Square Uranus/Sedna. Shocking Betrayals to the Feminine, Deep painful Cuts Blossom into Purpose.

Could we finally be having relevant and truthful conversations about women’s sacrifices, mental health, and the delusions of reliance upon a sick care system?

Virgo is health, and mental health is being amplified with Mercury there. Virgo is Also Representative of the Sacrificial Woman. Virgo Wants DISCERNMENT. Circe is Also there-the Sorceress of Illusions/Embodied transformation.

Pallas in Aries is connecting the Dots and Ready to Lead a Revolution for the Lies that have colluded our ability to Survive.

Ceres, Mars, Lilith, Kassandra, & Inner Child are in Cancer...

The Feminine/Mothers are bringing together all the pieces of where they’ve been lied to, where they’ve distrusted self because of the Lies, of where they’ve shut down their voice because they were labeled Crazy-& they’re done being quiet.

Pele/Venus in Libra - Explosions over Values/Justice.

Mary Magdalene over Neptune in Virgo - Sacred Witness to the self-sacrificial mothers’ suffering.

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This is America’s chart and I get CHILLLLLLLS looking at this, knowing how many women All Over the World are awaiting this verdict.

I grew up during the OJ trial. Before coming Back to holistic health, I studied Forensics, Criminal Justice, Psychology. I was accepted to Grad school for Forensic Anthropology & Criminal Profiling.

I Work in Holistic health BCZ of the DANGERS of Medication. I help Women Connect the dots between deception, abuse, feminine Repression and help to give them tools to Support Healthy Expression. I served 7+Yrs as a Child Advocate in the courtroom, testifying.

And I Never just take anyone at their word. I watch for what they’re Not saying. I feel what they hide. I continually ask myself who benefits from Potential Deception.

I’m a woman who has been in Many deceptive relationships with men who broke me down until I started to Believe what They were Telling me.... but my Intuition Never gave Up, and I Eventually Rose up from those situations and started seeing Everywhere this happens in society.

And there is Always the same MO - she’s Crazy....

For Anyone who believes “she admitted to this” - Everything has been Hinged on what her Husband said. Evidence was not properly investigated because of what her Husband says. The evidence of their little girl’s tummy aches + UTI’s Alone raises Extreme concerns around sexual Abuse.

This man’s presence on the stand, in addition to Everything that has Repeatedly made me Dig Deeper, creates Nothing But Doubt.

I think what I’ve witnessed in the chart around Feminine Rage & Rising UP of Divine Feminine has to do with This case. I Pray this case will change history, for those Innocent Children. I Pray this case will Open people’s eyes about the lack of commitment to health these ‘professionals’ operate under. I Pray people will start being open to asking More Questions despite being labeled a ‘crazy conspiracy theorist’ because so far, the Conspiracy Realists record doesn’t look so Crazy with Everything that is coming out.

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This Full Moon Eclipse creates a T-Square between the Moon, the North Node, & Hekate, with Sedna + Uranus in Gemini, and Sun, Mercury, and South Node with the ‘Release valve’ being faith, meaning and liberation in Sagittarius.

Asteroids Cloelia, Joan of Arc, Kali, Hope, Nessus, Dejanira, Inner Child are also relevant in this Eclipse, as well as the Royal Star ‘Fomalhaut’ which points to hypnotic speech, high integrity, & prophecy.

Eclipse season will force the shadows out of the collective closet, and this transit wraps up a 2yr cycle that started in September 2024.

In this episode I delve into a Grand Water Trine that highlights how a distrust of self has been programmed into us, and how acknowledging the poison dispersed to the collective is part of the healing necessary to now create liberation.

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In my recent podcast I explored this Fixed Grand Cross from the Leo New Moon Solar Eclipse through the lens of the Sabian symbols-and it did Not disappoint!

Where did the 20° Leo hitt your chart? Because that is where the cosmos are urging you to Keep Going.

The asteroid Perseverance is directly in the Heart of this Total Solar Eclipse/New Moon energy at 20°, which is Such an Amazing Confirmation of All the work you’ve put in to get Here.

So Many of us are Truly stepping into our Souls work, on a level that will require us to be More Visible, More Vocal, More Grounded in Reality, & More Connected to the Divine.

A lot of the asteroids have only shifted slightly since the Aquarius Full Moon but there are several significant places I want you to be aware of.

We have a T Square with Hekate 1° Pisces + North Node 29° Aquarius, opposite Circe 3° Virgo + South Node 29° Leo, squaring Uranus/Sedna. We are Truly standing in the doorway between victimhood and delusions closing us off from our greatest soul work meant to shine into the collective. The 4th leg is close to Joan of Arc in Sagittarius - Standing in our convictions, Trusting our line to God/Goddess, & Embracing this natural transformation is open to us All.

With the Moon eclipsing the Sun in Leo, we are dealing with Pride, Arrogance, Ego-those emotions are Difficult to refine/snuff out. Our inner child Needs the courage of our Higher Self to gently peel the masks away & Lead us in the Dark.

Medusa & Persephone are still dancing in Taurus - the stolen innocence, the forced victimization didn’t End these dark Goddesses. They didn’t Stay in the mindset of neglect and low self worth-they Rose into their capacity to Be Sovereign, to Judge, & to Protect. Your worth doesn’t come from anything or anyone outside of you.

Kali Ma + Hope conjunct in Gemini are Still slicing away the narratives of the past, cutting us away from old perceptions & instilling Hope in a place previously void.

Pallas & Vesta in Aries are continuing to Amplify Neptune/Saturn Retro energy here-you Have to Face the illusions in your Own Mind, Focus on Your internal purpose, and Break free from the Anger holding you hostage. When you’re in Integrity to your Own story, you Inevitably become the warrior your line has waited on.

The Inner Child + Kassandra have been traveling together and are now in Cancer, along with Mars & Lilith. Where has the conditioning from the feminine taught you to distrust your own Intuition & how can you Heal that through self nurturing and Assertiveness about what you will no longer cling to, just because your family/this world conditioned you to have to prove yourself?

Hygeia/Psyche 10° Leo, amongst Jupiter, Sun, Moon, Perseverance, & Isis - this is energy which reinforces the whispers of our family preventing us from our journey forth. It’s time to Heal the stories that you Embodied in your heart, your blood, your Spine-and you do this through consistent, holistic & preventative routines. It’s Important to make Sure that Joy, Happiness and PLAY are part of those regular routines.

Fixed Grand Cross:

Cloelia + Chiron are Both at 0° - a new Karmic Cycle of Embodied senses, vocalized worth, stability forged through the courage to Liberate yourself First. When you are willing to be Brave, you show everyone else what is possible. It’s time to Alchemize those wounded inner Narratives into someone that serves the collective - Not in a self sacrificial/proving your worth way-in a Steady, Willing to Stand Alone, I Refuse to Be Caged by this Pain way.

Mercury in Leo-I Loveee the Radiant & Strong Spine Vibe this energy brings. The higher Expression of this is Courage to let Your Joy & Light Shine into this world. The lower vibe is indulging the ego driven, arrogant child who can only be seen through tantrums because they’ve yet to Truly step into their cause in a healthy way. We can see this everywhere right now in comment sections and the crazy just seems to be amping up.

With Jupiter Squaring Neptune/Saturn, this Can bring Massive amounts of Integrity and standing In that backbone, forcing others to accept the consequences of living in their deluded make believe, masked, upside down world. But the demons are doubling down and they aren’t going quietly, so tread carefully in responses because Saturn will keep us All accountable, one way or another.

Dejanira in Scorpio is a reminder that the wound IS the Medicine. The betrayal, the victimization, the deceit Is what leads us into self, & it is in the Underworld where we can choose to reclaim our agency Or remain in darkness of what others have done to us.

With Hylonome/Pluto finishing off this Fixed Grand Cross, these energies are going to feel like a sharp & electrifying ending. Transformation requires the death of our old self and there Will be Grief to acknowledge as we surrender to the Burn and purification of generations of living Out of Alignment.

Pluto is the planet of shadow work, death for transformation, phoenix rising energy. It indicates where our power has been stolen in previous lives-and where we can reclaim it in this one. Pluto is currently retrograde until October which means we are getting an opportunity to revise where power imbalances are impacting our soul work. With Hylonome, Atropos, Juno, and Veritas (the Truth asteroid!) nearby, this is amplifying themes of relinquishing relationships built on ancestral wounding & liberating us into our true souls calling!

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We are Collectively restructuring our foundational reality - look at the masks that are falling away, the Truths being dredged up through the darkness, & the Awakening happening for Humanity. Bringing in more Light requires a Purging of the Darkness. Don’t Quit.

This eclipse is refining you from the wounded child into the resourceful healer, who becomes such by allowing their True nature to be Embodied, Valued, & Vocalized.

Mythic Descent + Embodied Remembrance + Feminine Sovereignty

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This New Moon Eclipse in Leo is about restructuring our foundational reality.

Eclipses are destined & fated collective soul work, and this one has the asteroid Perseverance at exactly 20° with the Sun & Moon!

This eclipse in Leo asks for acknowledgement of how choosing courage to liberate ourselves from deep worth wounds is part of our stewardship to humanity, and the vision we hold in our heart for a more joyful human experience.

How does your inner child’s ego run the show & how can you tame the beast in pursuit of your soul’s work here?

In this podcast I’ll cover the T Square with Hekate on the North Node, Circe on the South Node, both squaring Uranus/Sedna.

I’ll dive into the Grand Fixed Cross between Cloelia/Chiron in Taurus, Mercury in Leo, Hylonome & Pluto in Aquarius, and Dejanira in Scorpio through the lens of Sabian symbols.

This solar eclipse is a karmic ending & beginning which offers alchemy to the wounded child ready to step into a sovereign healer.

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I know a lot of people are So excited about Venus in Libra and astrologers everywhere are talking about how Amazing it’s going to be...

But I’m here to burst that bubble and keep it So for Real with you.

Does Venus LOVEEE to be in Libra?

Yes, Venus Loves being in Libra because it Rules Libra (& Taurus).

But Libra is about Harmony, Balance, Fairness, Scales + Justice. It’s an air sign denoting perception & Wisdom.

And Venus doing her Thang in Libra is Dependent upon how you’re working your Taurus energy.

Venus also Rules the earth energy of Taurus, so one Must be grounded in her worth, her Abundance, Embodying her Senses, & Vocalizing it.

And So Many of us Not Only carry Chiron in Taurus (the wounded Healer who deals with Horrific narratives around self worth/value/financial scarcity) But we Also have PLUTO IN LIBRA-which means Many of us are Going Through IT in Relationships.

So, Venus in Libra is going to Amplify that. Venus’s glyph is a Mirror for a Reason-she asks you to Reflect on what Your Values are. At the end of the day, Despite wanting harmonious relationships and Balance, we ALL know the relationships we’ve been keeping for Decades have been Unbalanced, Unfair, and Self Silencing to Keep fake peace....

But Pluto/Juno in Aquarius is dredging UP the shadows of the collective so we can Really look at where we’re simultaneously giving our power away AND complaining it’s being stolen. *Veritas is also in Aquarius, Black Moon Lilith/Grief are in Sagittarius (arrows of Repression/Truth piercing the collective!)

Venus in Libra Will Demand that we Rectify the shadows that prevent Embodiment of our Values and this is ALL being Exacerbated by the Other transits happening!

We’ve had Pele/Dejanira in Libra-the relationships where we’ve drank the poison of people pleasing have been simmering with Rage under the surface. Venus Will be conjuncting with these asteroids in the coming weeks.

We have Karma in Scorpio AND Saturn is Retrograding in Aries + Neptune is in Aries. The delusional dreams that we floated by with Neptune/Saturn in Aries are ALL up for Review.

***& VENUS WILL GO RETROGRADE IN LIBRA 22°-SCORPIO 8° IN THE COMING WEEKS sooooo ya betta Get Yo A$$ Right!!

The shit we kept running away from, downplaying, escaping from is Back with a Vengeance and Saturn (the Lord of KARMA) is giving us a face full of Consequences until December if we do Not Act in Integrity to SELF.

With Jupiter in Leo, Yessss this amplifies the healing of the inner child-but it Also inflames the EGO of our inner brats who have a flare for the dramatic.

Lilith and Mars will be in Cancer-the Feminine who has submitted So Many Times before is DONEEEE.

IF you’ve been doing the work of these transits and sitting in the difficult energy and Being Honest with Self and those you’re in relationship with, this can be a time of Truly Divine Expansion together.

And Goddess Knows we Deserve it. These transits (& hormones) have been wreaking havoc in So Many ways, but they are Truly helping us to Clear the Muck.

The longer you cling to the old, the more you Fight this Global Recalibration, the more you Silence yourself to be palatable - the more you will suffer.

*& This Doesn’t Mean Vomiting Filth from the Mouth because You Deem it to be true. There are ways to Be Diplomatic & Loving in your approach (Even with the Repressed Rage it’s possible to Channel it in an Assertive manner).

The thing about the transits is God, Goddess, Universe Knows when you’re doing the work and avoiding the work and we receive accordingly. Not to mention, we are in the Eclipse portal coming up next week, so wherever you have Leo 20° you betta Get Ready!

*More on that in my private group EXCAVATION FROM THE SOUL!!

If this hits for you, if you’re working on these themes in relationships, if you’re learning how to speak up for yourself, I Just Opened my Private Women’s Telegram channel called EXCAVATION OF THE SOUL.

We are collectively working on an 8day Immersion called “Sacred Displeasure” and it’s a practice in Self Loyalty, Even when it displeases Others.

It’s about reclaiming Your Sacred NO.

I would Love to have you there!

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There is a Mutable Grand Cross with Mars + Ceres in Gemini, Venus in Virgo, Nessus in Pisces, & Black Moon Lilith + Grief in Sagittarius.

In this episode, I explore how ancestral trauma creates a container for media + societal conditioning to take root, which can lead to discernment issues, repressed truth, & an outsourcing of self-awareness. This lack of accountability to our own values inevitably impacts our BodyMindSpirit health.

While there may be valid concerns regarding war overseas-the media continues to wage war on our nervous systems, our perceptions of reality, and our capacity to remain rooted in morals & faith.

Join me as I dive into asteroids related to masculine/feminine, ancestral trauma & alchemy, grief, & feminine repression.

I also explore Saturn/Neptune in Aries, Pluto in Aquarius, Pluto Trining Uranus/Sedna, Chiron in Taurus, and the upcoming Venus retrograde in Libra+Scorpio.

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When did you swallow your first No?

This may feel like a confronting question (that you no doubt feel in your body) …

Most of us remember the first time we tried to say no.

• the first unwanted touch

• the first time you were mocked

• the first time you were punished for speaking

• the first time you were coerced under the guise of love

• the first time you were betrayed by someone who was supposed to protect you

Most of us have been trying to forget the guilt, the shame, and the pushback that ensued from trying to protect ourselves.

But many women are simultaneously living in the shadows of fear while also reinforcing this loop of saying yes when your body says no.

Those chains of self-silencing deserve to be broken-for your sanity, for your heath, & because you deserve to not feel like a prisoner in your own body.

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I vividly remember my first brave no-it was to someone who was like family but was making me feel very icky in my 5yo body…

He told me to ‘stop being a baby.’

That sentence set the stage for decades of sexual trauma, self-harm, & immense shame-all a perfect foundation for creating a people pleasing fixer who felt debilitated by the prospect of disappointing others.

Possession

Possession is defined as ‘having, owning, or controlling something’. Society teaches us to fear possession by a spirit or demon, yet many women spend decades being ‘possessed’ by:

• a desperation to be liked

• inherited family roles

• religious conditioning

• perfectionist tendencies

• delusions of someone’s potential

• guilt, shame, trauma responses

These behaviors take root through early childhood conditioning and nervous system adaptation, behavioral patterns cultivated for safety, survival, & acceptance; societal reinforcement and internalized beliefs systems.

All of these create conditions for self-abandonment through self-silencing.

Every act of self-abandonment begins with a ‘no’ that is not allowed to become language.

Witch Wounds & Self-Possession

In my work I speak a lot about the interconnectedness of epigenetics, self-silencing, & witch wounds.

Witch Wounds stem from the collective traumas acted out upon women & healers who challenged social norms. Women notoriously have been conditioned to understand the truth has consequences. Women who dare name abusers, refuse advances, practice natural medicine, or hold any influence in the community across time & culture, are repeatedly used as examples to women who feel compelled to ‘go against the grain'. They face ridicule, exclusion, punishment or death. All you have to do is look to the past 6yrs alone to see this societal conditioning that has been around since the beginning of time is still happening.

As humans, our survival instincts program us to ‘go along with others’ for safety-but what happens when society is careening down dangerous paths that don’t align with our own survival programming? How do we speak out when we fear cancellation, persecution, or for our livelihood? These are terribly relevant questions given what is coming to light regarding covid vaccines and the millions of people that were threatened, forced, & coerced into submitting to something they didn’t want to do.

Because trauma changes the way our body reads & interprets DNA, the tendency to self-silence is programmed into many of us. Life experiences where we submit out of fear, coercion, guilt, & shame deepen the grooves of yes Even when our body screams No, so it becomes automatic therefore creating massive bodily anxiety when we try to break that loop.

But neuroplasticity proves that we can ‘rewire’ our brain & body-and that’s exactly why I offer trauma informed bodywork, herbal nourishment, and divine feminine astrology readings to women who want to start Honoring their NO.

Excavation of the Soul

In my pursuit of self-possession, pleasure, & Joy-I knew I would have to learn to live in the crime scene of my own BodyMindSpirit, where every victimization took place, where every scream was silenced, where every fear led me into deeper self-abandonment & away from the truth of how powerful my voice is…

‘Living in the crime scene’ meant actually being In my body-which meant I had to stop self-medicating & self-harming. This looks different for everyone depending on what you’re addicted to avoiding. For me it meant severing my relationship with alcohol as a crutch, with numbing pills that prevented me from feeling, with serving as a confession box & professional soother for others embroiled in their own self-harm while alleviating myself of my main responsibility-ME.

This is where bodywork (acupuncture, massage, & reiki) combined with herbal tinctures & understanding my unique soul blueprint all combine to bring me back to my voice that still existed underneath the layers of conditioning.

‘Excavation’ means to “unearth, uncover, or reveal” -

Who is the woman that still exists buried beneath the wounds that have shaped you?

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I began my business in 2020-the same week covid shut our country down. I was planning to offer mobile massage but quickly pivoted to work with women who wanted holistic options in trauma recovery.

At that time, I wanted to name my offering ‘Excavation of the Soul’, but others thought it was to ‘out there.’ I’m an Aquarius Moon-I’m Always Out There.

I was once on the path to becoming a forensic anthropologist & a criminal profiler-something about the imagery of a woman being Dug out of the Muck that life had buried her in called to my soul, because I Know she still has a story to tell and her voice matters. After 6yrs of working with women around grief, sexual trauma, addiction, suicide, self-harm, shame & Darkness-I knew this was what I Had to name my private women’s group.

These past 6yrs taught me how to come back to the scene of my own crimes-learning to heal the transgressions from others without numbing, acknowledging the violations I caused to myself, and witnessing the consequences of mass self-abandonment.

The world has given me ample opportunity to stand in my passion & education around holistic healing, to advocate for my own body boundaries, and to speak the truth when others called me crazy.

Excavation is what archaeologists do when they uncover what has always been there buried beneath layers of sediment.

They don’t create the artifacts-they remove what obscures it.

Criminal profilers look to the patterns beneath what is being displayed-they look to excavate what survival buried.

Mythic Descent & Embodied Remembrance

Excavation of the Soul is a private women’s group I’ve created on Telegram. It’s a place to:

• Descend into the Underworld-this is the excavation, the willingness to meet the shadow, the inherited patterns, the ancestral narratives, the body memories, the grief & sacred rage, and the energy of the repressed feminine; not to fix ourselves, but to understand what has shaped us

• Embodied Remembrance-we reclaim our buried parts through bodywork, somatic & herbal ritual, nervous system nourishment, & Truth that was Silenced. Your body remembers the truth, even if it’s been conditioned to speak otherwise

• Feminine Sovereignty-we learn through investment and consistency to Self how to integrate the broken, the lost, the censored aspects. We cultivate alignment through choosing words, work, rhythms, and relationships that honor Self vs abandoning it.

Sacred Displeasure

So often women are shamed for seeking pleasure, guilted for choosing themselves, or labeled crazy for expressing their needs. There are so many ways we each have been taught to comfort others at the expense of our own health, sanity, and happiness.

Displeasure is defined as ‘annoyance, dissatisfaction, unhappiness; the negative emotional reaction when someone doesn’t meet your approval/expectation.’

To welcome you into my new ‘Excavation of the Soul’ telegram channel, I’ve created an 8-day Immersion experience called ‘Sacred Displeasure.’

This is not about teaching you to become unpleasant-it’s about teaching you to be Unavailable for Self-Betrayal. It’s about unearthing the Sacred NO that has been trapped in your body for decades, because-

The woman who cannot disappoint others will inevitably disappoint herself. Sacred Displeasure is the practice of choosing whose disappointment you’re willing to carry.

For 8days we will descend into the Underworld-not to become harder but to become more inhabited.

More Self-Possessed. More Honest.

Because no woman becomes Sovereign by learning to please everyone.

She becomes sovereign the moment her own BodyMindSoul can hear her say NO.

I will send links Wednesday August 5th - the portal opens Thursday August 6th.

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Happy Full Moon in Aquarius! Yesterday I shared the ‘Breaking Out of the Matrix’ podcast, focusing on this Aquarian Full Moon that also highlights the Pluto/Moon/Juno conjunction, as well as the Saturn Retrograde, Nodal shift, and Jupiter Cazimi.

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Here I’d like to explore the asteroids related to Divine Feminine and their mythic purpose in the cosmos. I’ve been studying the asteroids for the past 5yrs and have found there to be an immense amount of healing possible when learning to embrace, understand, & embody the lessons contained in these myths. This feminine perspective of our natal blueprint gives a deeper, more significant purpose to the experiences in our lives, most especially the difficult ones.

Saturn 14° Aries Opposing Pele in Libra 12°

Where has people pleasing cost you your true identity? How would you be able to lead on causes you care about if you were more willing to face confronting situations head on?

You can release the valve on your boiling anger by acknowledging it & also refusing to keep stuffing everything down. Create a new foundation built on discipline & integrity to self to operate from.

Vesta + Eris 25° Aries

Eris is the feminine that wants to lead a revolution & Vesta is a reminder that focusing on ourselves is the only way to lead it.

Vesta leads from sacred self-focus-she pulls her energy within & serves as a flame that illuminates truth to others, because she’s self-contained-not leaking energy blaming others.

Eris is the uninvited shadow who is determined to right past wrongs by calling out deceit-her energy alone ruffles feathers of those moving with malice.

When you focus on sustaining your own sacred energy, the nervous system can feel who means ill will-& an authentic nervous system creates discourse from those moving in falsity.

Cloelia 28° Aries opposing Dejanira 28° Libra

People pleasing is manipulative & poisonous to relationships, yet we do it out of fear of confrontation, fear of losing another, fear of our true selves.

Where have poisonous relationships warped your perception of what you deserved and how can you liberate yourself by cultivating the courage to lead with conviction around your rights?

Medusa 7° + Persephone 13° Taurus opposing Karma 9° Scorpio

Where has being victimized embedded narratives about your worth?

How can embodiment rituals strengthen your voice & blossom protectress energy that refuses to budge?

How have these transgressions killed the weaker version of you & replaced her with the sovereign mother you needed?

Sedna 2° + Uranus 4° Gemini opposing Joan of Arc 7° Sagittarius

The beliefs you carry about persecution are embedded in a conditioned nervous system from generations of ancestors who weren’t able to speak.

We are the daughters meant to break the lies of the past & liberate ourselves from the silent screams of our lineage.

Aligning with a higher power, standing in your convictions, and letting the flames refine you is the freedom you’ve been waiting for.

Kali + Hope 10° Gemini opposing Joan of Arc 7° Sagittarius

Kali is the protector of innocence, the ego slayer who appears ferocious but is the energy of motherly love, willing to be demonized for cutting away anything meant to harm our sacred path forward.

She’s slaying the limiting beliefs of your family line so that you can move forward into the light and continue without the weight of trickery confusing your mind.

Ceres 24° Gemini opposing Black Moon Lilith 24° + Grief 23° in Sagittarius

The grief from tainted stories of the feminine are being released in a sacred rage of fire.

The truth is piercing & shattering the lines through which we’ve always communicated. Liberation comes through belief & balancing the shadows with the truth.

Despite the damage done, there is a bigger picture & we are all part of the story.

Sun + Psyche + Hygeia + Jupiter + Isis + Perseverance in Leo

Jupiter, the planet of faith & liberation, is expanding both the stories of limitation from our childhood & our capacity to breathe life into our broken parts to birth an entirely new identity.

This takes consistent investment to self; it takes the courage to pass by the whispers of jealousy & descend into your own path.

When you commit to your own BodyMindSpirit health, you radiate a light that cannot be dimmed-& that is what the collective needs.

Isis + Perseverance in Leo opposite Veritas + Sophia in Aquarius

The wisdom of persistent truth is what heals & mends the broken child. Consistently pouring into those shattered parts with grace but firmness in moving forward is the balm to seal where they’ve been fragmented & ripped apart.

Circe + South Node in Leo opposing Chariklo + North Node in Aquarius

This is the end of hiding.

Everything that you’ve been working behind the scenes to untie the karmic threads is embodied & now going to be brought into the light.

Chariklo is the shamanic ‘grace weaver’ who whose work of untying ancestral threads of trauma goes unnoticed-until it doesn’t.

Circe is the powerful enchantress who utilizes herbs + magic to achieve radical metamorphosis.

Circe/Chariklo’s proximity to nodes at 29° indicates the child is ready to step into the visionary who leads from her healed wounds.

Mary Magdalene + Orcus in Virgo opposite Astrea in Pisces

Mary Magdalene is the sacred witness to the suffering. In Virgo, this is about women’s sacrificial service that has impacted health. It’s time to discern what is worthy of your commitment.

Orcus is about the consequences we reap when going against our soul oaths. This energy is goddess work that we promised ourselves to in lifetimes past.

Astrea is a Virgoan goddess of justice, innocence & purity. She is a promise that we will once again restore balance to humanity.

To balance the scales, we must not only witness the devastation to the feminine but fulfill our oath to be healers by discerning, serving, and healing through faith, compassion, & boundaries.

Venus + Asclepius in Virgo opposing Nessus in Pisces

Nessus is the ancestral trauma that keeps us trapped in victim mode through lack of boundaries & structure. We call it compassion, but when it feels like drowning in others’ pain-you need stability.

Virgo is the ground we need to right ourselves from the watery depths of emotions that swiftly pull us under.

Venus in Virgo is discriminating-rightfully so, because what we take in determines our ability to be in soul service.

Asclepius is the regenerative healer who brought others back to life with Medusa’s blood. Honor the sacrifices of the feminine.

This energy wants Discernment & filtering out what is impure. then we can connect to the Divine to serve + heal others through shared values.

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This energy is forcing us to remove masks that hide our authentic & sovereign voice within relationship-but first we must be willing to heal the inner child that resorts to the shadows out of fear.

The Sabian Symbol for this full moon is the ‘child born of eggshell’ representing a breaking free of the matrix that has encapsulated us & stagnated our evolution for so long.

With Jupiter sitting in ‘the heart of the sun’ with Isis, Psyche, & Hygeia, the time has come to mend our broken pieces, call in our tribe-and evolve into the visionary work our soul has been preparing for behind the scenes all along.

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New Moon in Aquarius Episode

In my previous article’s I explored Moon/Pele, Juno/Pluto, Jupiter/Isis, & Sedna/Uranus conjunctions in relation to Barbault’s Basket. Today I’m going to explore more of the feminine asteroids in relation to expression of grief & maintaining sovereignty in relationship.

*I encourage starting with the previous articles to get a better understanding of what is happening energetically!

Barbaults Basket is a rare cosmic connection between:

• Pluto in Aquarius 4°

• Jupiter in Leo 4°

• Neptune in Aries 4°

• Uranus in Gemini 4°

This configuration peaks on 7/20 and though we may not feel the impact of this celestial alignment just yet, many astrologers are saying this energy is where civilization will change as we know it.

Why did the Moon/Pele conjunction matter so much?

In the sign of Libra, this is a triple divine feminine energy. Libra is ruled by Venus, the feminine planet representing harmonious balance in relationships-but I think we can all agree the feminine has seldom experienced fairness & balance in relationships.

The majority of women I know are operating from a masculine energy-hustling and forcing, depleted & overwhelmed, and no one to delegate an insurmountable number of tasks to-she’s often left to do everything (especially if she wants it done right).

The majority of women I know are seething under the surface and are set off by *seemingly small, insignificant issues-but as a woman who has been deconditioning from a masculinized mindset, I understand all too well that the straw that breaks the camels back begins Long before we erupt.

The asteroids representing the ‘dark feminine’ in our cosmos have been perfectly aligning to dredge up our shadows related to the burden we feel by society, by our family’s, by our own inner narratives that have come to a breaking point.

Neptune, the planet of delusions/healing is part of Barbault’s Basket, ‘speaking’ with Pluto/Jupiter/Uranus-and all the previous asteroids I mentioned.

For the previous 14yrs, Neptune, the mystical & watery planet that dissolves the edges and creates confusion has traveled through Pisces. There was fogginess around compassion, trauma, & calling things what they are. We kept ourselves afloat with stories about who we wanted people to be, often excusing or justifying their treatment of us (and our acceptance of it).

Neptune in Pisces was like having foggy glasses and trying to look through a rainy windshield-best to sit still because you can’t actually see. Neptune in Aries is like wiping the glasses off and turning the defroster on-the reality before you is vivid and confronting. There is nowhere to run, and now we have to make up for all the escapism of this past decade.

Saturn in Aries is holding us to these karmic soul contracts, requiring integrity to self & discipline to hold boundaries where necessary. Pluto/Juno/Hylonome is forcing awareness of the shadows created within unbalanced relationships. Jupiter/Isis/Hygeia/Psyche is offering a fresh breath of life-but only if we commit to daily self-mending before bleeding out to others. Moon/Pele shows us what’s still bubbling under the surface in relationships that we’ve over mothered in because we never learned how to nurture ourselves before others.

Pallas/Vesta/Eris/Cloelia are traveling together in Aries, offering us strategic energy for calling out our own BS & liberating ourselves from the cages we create. Cloelia, representing courage to emancipate ourselves, is directly opposing the asteroid Dejanira in Libra, which indicates where we’ve ‘drank poison’ & been deceived in relationships.

Mercury is still retrograding through Cancer-the fierce mother of the zodiac, who’s sensitivity & emotions are always changing. In the sign of our intuition, we are reviewing areas where we’ve been right & valid All along yet didn’t have tough enough exteriors to defend ourselves. Those issues are righting themselves with these transits, as we’re unthreading the connections that have been dependent upon lack of worth wounds-that start in the womb.

Saturn (Karmic Time Lord) is squaring Mercury retrograde (mindset/communication) in Cancer. This is a tense energy between disciplining our masculine energy with the sensitive feelings of the feminine. Can you be more disciplined in nurturing yourself? What has your intuition been transmuting to you under the surface? The anger & bitterness we experience stems from self-betrayal and self-abandonment. How can we create a new way of thinking with regards to acknowledging our own needs, before our mental & physical health serve the consequences?

With Chiron in Taurus, these wounds we keep chewing over keep us from true embodiment & vocalization of what we actually need and desire. Because there’s an avoidance of being IN our body because of past trauma, and because the wounded feminine narratives/martyrdom are getting louder, we are going to witness millions paying the consequences for medications/self-harm surgeries/poisons used in the name of ‘health & beauty.’

Running from Truth doesn’t change it. In Sagittarius, the eternal optimist who pierces with words that feel like fire-we have Black Moon Lilith converging with the asteroid of Grief. The accumulated feminine shadows we’ve repressed collide with a sacred rage that can no longer be denied or contained. An arrow that has been pulled back over the brink can only shoot farther ahead-and women have been silenced (and silencing themselves) for eons. That dam has been slowly cracking open in the past several years, but the flooding is now unavoidable.

This energy in the sign of expansion & faith is directly across from Ceres & Lilith (asteroid Lilith #1181, singular in comparison to the conglomeration of Black Moon Lilith) in Gemini. This Gemini/Sagittarius axis asks us to make meaning from the information in our environments. The details we consume & the original conditioning from our early environments sets the stage for our belief system-& whether we feel we deserve to be liberated from the confines of our past stories. Lilith conjunct Ceres (the mother) is about Not submitting to the lies the feminine has fed you.

We also have Kassandra in the same degree as the inner child. Kassandra foretold the Trojan war and serves as a reminder to Trust yourself. In the chart she indicates where we doubt ourselves because we’ve been cursed by someone who doesn’t want the world hearing our truth. She is joined with the Inner child in the cosmos now (and they’ve been traveling together)-so think back over the past several months.

How have you started believing yourself and speaking your truth even when others don’t want to hear it? Especially when others try to silence you? There is nothing more healing for our inner child than to acknowledge the ways she stuffed down her voice out of fear of criticism or retaliation.

These two asteroids with Ceres/Lilith show us we do Not have to Submit to the Lies our mothers made us believe, whether we felt unworthy because she wouldn’t listen to us, whether we felt unloved because she didn’t know how to nourish us, whether we felt unwanted because she didn’t ‘Mother’ us in the ways we specifically needed.

These conjunctions are in opposition, creating a tug-of-war between the grief held in the body and what happens when you let that breath go-you ultimately soar. Uranus traveling in Gemini is breaking apart old stories handed down from the ancestors, so this is a perfect time to engage in breathwork. The lungs hold grief, Uranus rules the nervous system, and our breath allows us to unload past stories into oblivion & emancipate ourselves.

Pluto/Juno/Hylonome Square Karma in Scorpio Square Jupiter/Isis/Psyche/Hygeia

Again, I highly encourage reading the previous two articles that outline the feminine cosmic energies at play. Something significant to keep in mind, the asteroid of Karma has been retrograding through Scorpio, the sign of the investigative detective, the psychic lie detector, the shadow worker who dredges up long buried secrets from the icy dark depths of the subconscious.

So many memories, wounds, feelings, and betrayals have surfaced not only in our personal lives but the collective at large. With AI taking over-it is imperative that you learn how to read your body, trust your instincts, and speak the Truth, no matter the cost.

Karma in Scorpio adds to the mother wounds buried in our body (as Scorpio rules the ovaries/testes & reproduction). Look at the things that have come to light around sexual predators, yet it’s still being silenced and ignored on a massive scale.

The Feminine has every Right to be enraged about the way our body’s, our minds, our service, & our earth has been ravaged.

And this transit is creating a square to Both Pluto & Jupiter (and the additional asteroids there). When you have a T-square, you can look to the ‘fourth leg’ for a stabilizing energy-so we look to Taurus.

Medusa & Persephone are in Taurus, creating an opposition to Karma-two dark goddess energies that amplify feminine victimization & sovereignty gained in the fight. Medusa teaches us to become the Protectress born from transgressions, Persephone teaches us the darkness is where we claim our power.

YODS-Finger of God, Fated & Destined Work

There was a brief YOD between the Moon/Pele + Joan of Arc with the apex pointing to Persephone, the Embodied Goddess of Light/Dark, the Queen of the Underworld. While Joan of Arc represents where one may lean toward silencing their gifts, hiding their light due to fear of persecution, she also shows where we must trust our inner calling and stand in our convictions. Her energy in Sagittarius (the truth bearer) with Moon/Pele in Libra (ruled by Venus) pointing to Persephone is a reminder that despite the Darkness-we still have the choice to Rise from the Darkness & teach/lead others.

Persephone’s mother Ceres wanted to prevent her from the darkness admittedly because no mother wants her daughter to suffer-but Cere’s clinging to Persephone also kept her from her deeper spiritual journey into the darkness.

Persephone’s stolen agency didn’t end her-it made her more powerful.

When we avoid the pain-we avoid the Power that comes with living through it. One of the most important things I’ve learned on my healing journey is how imperative it is to be able to acknowledge & name the pain without getting stuck with it in the underworld. This is why I also support my clients with bodywork & herbalism, to nourish & restore the nervous system in releasing these deep, anguishing experiences that have lived through our lines and end with us.

These transits are bringing up massive grief, narratives, & behaviors to be witnessed & cleared, so new patterns can emerge. It’s important to be tender with yourself & have grace when you fall backwards and celebrate yourself when you manage to unhook from these karmic loops. We are the ones our ancestors have been waiting for.

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Because my focus is on the divine & dark feminine energies in the cosmos, I’ve been sitting with asteroids relevant to feminine repression & expression, ancestral wounding and karmic alchemy, and embodied healing. I Love viewing the natal chart through the lens of asteroids as it lends more feminine energy and more nuanced layers of insight to the myths playing out before our very eyes. Most astrologers are missing the deeper significance to these transits along with the potent healing opportunities on offer that coincide with the asteroid energies.

In yesterday’s article, I focused on Juno, Pluto, & Hylonome in Aquarius trining Sedna, Uranus, & Kali in Gemini. This configuration is dredging up shadows associated with soul contracts built on ancestral wounding-the relationships (primarily marriage) that we’ve entered and entertained due to the conditioning in our youth.

As Uranus begins traveling through Gemini, he is throwing lightning bolts at our nervous system to awaken our understanding. We are starting to connect the dots that many of the connections we find ourselves are glitching out because the old programming which has ruled our mindset & communication for centuries is failing.

Barbault’s Basket is creating a cosmic ‘hammock’ of support to withstand the difficulty we find ourselves in-specifically the knowing that we need to extricate ourselves from outdated contracts but are struggling with the guilt that is sure to ensue when we finally break away. We’ve become so merged with others through pain; we’ve forgotten who we are outside of what we’ve been told to sacrifice ourselves for.

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Jupiter, Isis, Hygeia, & Psyche in Leo

Opposing Juno, Pluto, & Hylonome is another conglomeration indicating a breaking apart of old stories & expansive opportunities for mending & regeneration.

Jupiter is a planet of optimism, faith, & expansion-it magnifies whatever it’s near. All planets/asteroids have higher expressions & lower vibrational expressions, so Jupiter adds expansive energy accordingly.

In the sign of Leo, goddess energies are centered around cultivating courage, self-love, & radiance for the inner child who can then shine confidently into the collective. Leo is the opposite of Aquarius-so learning creative and joyful ways to radiate our unique visions allow us to serve humanities path forward. However, many of us are operating from deep childhood wounds that have yet to be mended-and many of us are in relations with others that reinforce these lower vibrational wounds. The lower expression of Leo is the dramatic inner child that acts beastly (like a lion) demanding to be seen at all costs; and the goddess energies here can exacerbate either the lower or higher expression.

Psyche is the Goddess of Soul-she represents true entrance into our highest self, but her myth shows that we must not fall prey to the whispers of those meaning to detract us from our path. It’s important for us to venture into our own dark & awaken to our soul purpose. Psyche’s sisters intentionally create doubt in Psyche’s mind, so in our chart she indicates where we must endure vulnerability to the voices that mean to betray us and endure a psychological refinement process to obtain spiritual metamorphosis.

With Hygeia, Goddess of preventative & holistic health, celebrating the small, consistent acts of daily self-service in the name of healing our BodyMindSpirit is an important part of the journey. The voices of ancestors that have been programmed into our soma & psyche don’t disappear overnight. Healing is a journey of consistent, devotional acts to self, even when others don’t understand that. Holistic self-care allows true refinement & release of epigenetic trauma that lives within, so we can be free to be Seen. Leo wants us to grow our backbone & stand strong in pursuit of our vibrancy! What activities can be joyful & healing, leading to a higher vibrational frequency for all to notice? I personally love reiki, acupuncture, flower essence, and plenty of time in nature to restore my BodyMindSpirit.

Isis is the ‘breath of life’ - the Mother whose grief allowed her to cultivate wings, bring her dismembered husband back from the dead, and regenerate new life from brokenness. Isis in our chart indicates where we’ve been ‘broken open’ and shows where we must learn to tend to ourselves before we can ‘heal’ others.

The spiritual shattering that accompanies grief often leaves us self-abandoning in hopes someone else can put us back together if we just show them how worthy we are-but that desperation of being mended by others comes from deep feminine wounding from our own mother’s self-abandonment. Jupiter can both amplify the grief from breaking yourself apart for others, or lend to the ‘breath of life’ you recirculate within, so you can birth a new you.

With Pluto, Juno, & Hylonome opposing these-it’s time to reflect on where you’ve shattered yourself to maintain soul contracts, where you’ve rushed to gather others before yourself, and how your voice alone can decide enough is enough and opt out of this constant depletion in the name of ‘goodness.’

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Venus, Mary Magdalene, Orcus, & Asclepius

Speaking of reflection-Venus, ruler of Taurus & Libra, serves as a reflective mirror (note her glyph in the chart). She is currently transiting Virgo, the sign of the sacrificial servant. Virgo asks us to be discerning with where we serve others in detriment to our own health, and traveling with Venus is Mary Magdalene, the Sacred Witness of suffering-who reinforces the magnificent amounts of grief the feminine is carrying with regards to serving others at the cost of sacrificing themselves. How can you bear witness to your own suffering & participate in sacred service to self?

Orcus represents personal shadow work and a cosmic reckoning for broken oaths to our own soul. He is an indicator of the consequences that accompany avoidance of self-responsibility. In Virgo, this has to do with physical & mental health (because Virgo is ruled by Mercury-mindset/communication). Where have broken promises to self in pursuit of raising up others impacted your health?

Asclepius, the God of Regeneration & Healing is trailing up this group. He represents the blood sacrifices of our ancestors-what did they endure for you to accomplish your sacred service to humanity, and are you in pursuit of that? Asclepius used Medusa’s slain blood to bring others back to life & heal them, in Virgo he shows us how the pain of the past can be used in pursuit of greater health-but Not at the expense of ourselves.

Moon Meets Pele in Libra

Pele, the Hawaiian Goddess of volcanoes & fiery eruption has been retrograding in the sign of fairness, justice, and relationships-giving us an opportunity to revise what we allow to boil under the surface in relationships. Based on the rest of the astrology currently happening, and what’s been happening with the Divine Feminine, I know many women (me included) are finding boiling emotions from people pleasing in relationships has become more volatile, leading to more eruptions to balance the scales that have Not been in our favor for far too long.

Pele personifies mother nature’s force, using energy cultivated deep within to create boundaries when she’s reached her limit, and to create an entirely new landscape to work from-through destruction. Incinerating everything that no longer serves also creates a new framework that is more sustainable (until it’s not).

Libra is ruled by Venus, who desires harmonious relationships-but reaches her limit and will rage once values become misaligned. While Libra moon’s typically see all sides, acting as the diplomat that submits to keep the peace, this conjunction with Pele has opportunity to bring chaos as the energies of fire & air combine.

The moon is our emotional reactivity, how we were programmed while in the womb, and our tendency to nurture others. When one has felt out of balance, unfairly put upon, and devalued-there sometimes needs to be a volatile explosion to correct the scales.

The feminine is waking up & recognizing how she’s devalued & abandoned herself to appease others in relationship. She’s realizing these connections have been built on her wounded worth, which is brewing a chaotic storm under the surface-and those storms can only be contained so long before the floodgates of destruction for rebirth open…

These air energies (Gemini, Aquarius, Libra) are asking us what we’ve learned from our relationships, how our sacrifice has impacted our mental & physical health, and how we can operate from deeper alignment in future relationships. The fiery energy of Leo, Aries, & Sagittarius is illuminating & initiating the path forward for us.

In my next article, I’ll be focusing on more chart indicators of feminine grief by exploring Black Moon Lilith, Ceres, Kassandra, Persephone & Cloelia.

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Specifically, what have you learned about it in the past 6yrs, especially in regard to your health, your income, your relationships, and your voice?

Where might you wish you had spoken up more on your own behalf, even if it cost you money, or because it cost your health to stifle your voice? What relationships have you lost because you finally defended your values (and even though it hurts, you know it was worth it)?

What relationships are draining but you can’t stop clinging to them? Where have you merged so deeply with another that you no longer retain an identity outside of them?

Do you look forward to living the days of your life, or do you feel stuck on a hamster wheel, losing pieces of yourself faster with every turn?

The astrology of the past several years has been pulling up buried secrets, amplifying our grief and sacred rage, and electrifying an inner knowing that something must change…

Barbault’s Basket: 7/19-7/22

We are at an astrological turning point in humanity’s existence, on the precipice of a ‘once in a century’ conjunction that has been studied for decades. There is a ‘conversation’ going on between the outer, generational planets:

• -Pluto (transformation) 4° Aquarius air energy

• -Uranus (liberation) 4° Gemini air energy

• -Jupiter (faith) 4° Leo fire energy

• -Neptune (healing) 4° Aries fire energy

which is creating a ‘basket’ pattern in the cosmos, creating a supported opportunity for cyclical change, a complete restructuring of consciousness.

This conjunction was studied by French astrologer Andre Barbault for decades; tracking the slowest moving planets, he even predicted the pandemic in 2020…

Today I’m going to talk about the trine (a harmonious flow of energy) between Pluto, Juno, and Hylonome in Aquarius with Uranus, Sedna, and Kali in Gemini.

• -Pluto forces us to shed what has outlived its purpose; caterpillar to butterfly energy, the phoenix that rises from the ashes

• -Juno is the Goddess of marriage & Divine union, forcing us to redefine sacred commitment (and the disastrous impact of staying in unaligned connections)

• -Hylonome represents the grief that accompanies identities to old relationships that we can no longer sustain our life force in

• -Sedna represents the wisdom and resiliency born from dark betrayals

• -Kali is the ego slayer, fierce mother who demands truth & soul alignment

• -Uranus is the lightning strike that breaks apart illusions & pain carried in from past life, liberating us into unique purpose

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Aquarius Energy

Pluto, the Lord of the Underworld, is stationed at 4° Aquarius, with Juno (Goddess of marriage & Divine Union) on one side, and Hylonome (female centaur) on the other.

This conjunction is asking us to look at how ancestral contracts, grief, violations, & shame have created unequal power dynamics in relationships, how we’ve lost ourselves in these unions built upon wounding, and what must now be sacrificed for us to all move forward.

Pluto represents where we’ve had our power stolen in previous lives and power dynamics still at play in this life. Currently retrograding in the sign of the visionary, we are getting an opportunity to revisit & revise themes around how we pour our shadows into the collective for others to glean wisdom from our darkness, and how fixating on others’ shadows keeps us from our own internal soul work.

Pluto in Aquarius wants ultimate authenticity, and it’s dismantling our relationship with control & liberating us from the contracts of the past. Aquarius is ruled by Uranus-the awakening planet that acts like a lightning strike, shocking us into our own unique vibrational setting. Pluto in Aquarius is trining Uranus in Gemini-this is creating a recalibrating effect around our mindset. Gemini energy is about collecting information & communication. The dark feminine has dredged up so many secrets in this past year and all this new information is breaking apart the shadows of our psyche, the narratives that created a relationship framework built on old stories of lack & self-sacrifice.

The past 6yrs has been the ultimate classroom for us to learn how important it is not to lose ourselves in the collective mindset of conditioned fear and how vital it is to be able to operate from curiosity and eccentricity.

Juno, Goddess of Marriage & Divine Union, traveling with the planet of shadow work & death for transformation signifies we are burning away old relationship contracts & creating new unions based on a shared vision for the future-no longer clinging to what we ‘should’ do, in the name of tradition, family, or previously committed vows.

Juno (Hera) married Jupiter (Zeus) out of obligation-because he violated her & her shame won. While Juno in our chart represents where we are working towards balance in our unions, her myth teaches us about the constant combat that exists when relationships are built on shame, guilt, & desperation to be chosen. She becomes embittered, jealous, and rageful towards other women; and teaches us the danger of seeking total satisfaction through relationship with another.

Juno represents the desire for emotional, sexual, and psychological fulfillment and her proximity to Pluto in retrograde is asking us to reflect on the dangers of losing ourselves completely in relationship dynamics and also acknowledge how sacrificing our autonomy to save relationships has impacted the entire collective.

How many of your relationships have been built on mother wounding, feminine jealousy, submitting out of fear of choosing yourself?

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Acquiescing is Self-Abandonment and this Juno, Pluto, Hylonome conjunction is asking you to sit with the darkness of grief that led you to forget who you were before you merged.

Hylonome in the chart represents ultimate devotion, tragic loss, & the grief of giving yourself away in the name of the other. She was beautiful, loyal, meticulous in self-care so as to be pleasing to her counterpart; but when he was killed in battle, she impaled her own body upon the sword that ended his life. In the chart she can represent loss of a partner, where we decide to quit playing, and the disastrous consequences of love as a battlefield.

With Pluto, she can represent where we’ve given up our own power out of desperation, how the shadows of grief can trap us in the underworld making us forget that we deserve to live fully.

Where have you been so loyal to others, sacrificing yourself on the battlefield of life, repeatedly impaling yourself so as to not have to move forward alone?

Both Juno & Hylonome’s myths show us women who lost themselves within relationship, while the astrology of the past several years has been increasing our awareness on the impacts of self-sacrifice to our health, our emotional well-being, and our voice.

The nodes of the moon are wrapping up their time in Pisces & Virgo. In the spiritual healing axis, we’ve been tasked with understanding the danger of losing ourselves in the delusions of what we want others to be (versus reality of what is), lack of discernment and boundaries, and how over giving through martyrdom impacts our health. As they shift into Leo & Aquarius, we will be tasked with stepping into our unique soul role-if we can detach from & tame the drama of our inner child and move from a place of courage & conviction.

Gemini Energy

Juno, Pluto, & Hylonome are trining Sedna, Uranus, & Kali in Gemini, creating an amplified energy of cutting away the shadows within old contracts so we can enter a new era in our relationships.

Gemini energy is excitable, curious, & quick witted. It wants all the details and with Uranus slowly zapping our nervous system, our ability to re-cog-nize is at an all-time high. This is a perfect time to implement neuroplasticity-retraining our brain & body.

Gemini is ruled by Mercury, the ‘messenger between worlds’ - a planet known to rule our mindset & communication. Gemini shows us the narratives and conditioning of early environments that built our manner of thinking & speaking. These become the foundation for our philosophies & beliefs. With Uranus traveling through here for the next 7yrs, we are not only breaking apart the old stories that created friendships/relationships, but we’re also recalibrating our brains & bodies for greater connectivity in the community, so we can accomplish visions of the future.

With Sedna conjunct Uranus, the dark mermaid goddess representing patriarchal betrayal & the silenced feminine, we are simultaneously being awakened too & drug deeper into more buried truths of the ancestors. Our nervous systems are channeling the sacred rage of the feminine who continued to cling to a past that could no longer contain her.

In the natal chart, I read Sedna as the place where our deepest betrayals lay the framework for our spiritual evolution. She is located on my AC, so I have a very intimate relationship with this goddess’ myth. What’s important to note about her story is the relation to darkness, to grief, and her capacity to withhold sustenance for others based in revenge.

Turning our deepest pain into something that can light the way for others is always a choice, and something we must continue to choose for ourselves & the rest of the collective. What would the world be like if all of us only chose to live in the darkness of our betrayals?

Kali Maa, the Hindu Goddess of death, destruction, & transformation is transiting alongside of Sedna & Uranus-aiding Uranus’ lighting strike with her fierce sword of ego slaying/truth telling energy. Kali cuts away the self-induced blindfolds, the excuses, the demons that detract us from our soul’s highest path forward. Her motherly energy is portrayed as fearsome, but she comes in the energy of ultimate love & protection for the innocent, especially children. Her conjunction makes the cutting away of the stories that have misplaced us from our path ever more powerful.

This combination of all 6 energies in air energy, which represents perception and wisdom, makes these times we’re living in all that more potent.

The information you surround yourself with, feed yourself with, sustain yourself with matters. What you are willing to sacrifice in the name of truth and evolution matters.

These energies are ‘talking’ to Neptune in Aries, creating an opportunity for truly mystical healing from eons of enslavement. Juno/Pluto/Hylonome are also opposing Jupiter, which brings an expansion of faith to these portals of progression. What/Who do you need to let go of to Align with your highest timeline?

In my next article, I will be sharing more about the goddesses traveling with Jupiter, showing us how everything we need to move forward is already within us-it’s up to us to have faith in it & ourselves.

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This Cancer New Moon highlights the vulnerability that comes with transition phases. When the crab sheds its protective shell, it becomes vulnerable to threats-yet to stay confined in a casing that is breaking apart at the seams is no longer an option.

Cancer seeks safety, security, and emotional fulfillment, but carries the weighted responsibility of ancestral stories embedded in our physical structures. To move forward, we must be willing to relinquish our grip on the past, & flow wherever the tide is moving us. While scary, it can also be liberating.

Join me as I explore the fierce mother of the zodiac and delve into themes of the mother/father/ancestral axis in the zodiac.

How has the bias of someone else’s wounded narratives shaped your perception of self?

Do the environments & relationships you keep allow for expansion & faith-or do they feel like limitation and imprisonment?

Think back to beginning of December last year-that was the last full moon in Gemini. How has your life changed in relation to these Gemini themes since then?

In this Gemini New Moon episode, we explore the themes related to the sign of the Twins-curiosity, data, information, narratives, conditioning, stories-and how that creates a basis for expansion into the bigger picture of faith (or doesn’t).

Gemini is an air sign ruling the nervous system, the lungs, and arms/hands/fingers. Ruled by Mercury, this sign governs our mindset & communication. We explore herbs that support us in this season and the plethora of feminine asteroids opening up opportunities for our nervous system to write a new story.

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*This is P1 of a 2part episode (So Gemini!) In the follow up I’ll be exploring the stories that shaped me and how I’m rewriting the script (for my life and my nervous system) to more effectively embrace the life I want for myself!)

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I’m learning how to be Disliked.

I’m learning how to Displease Others.

I’m learning how to use “Because I don’t want to” as Reason Enough.

I’m learning to put what I Want First because No One Else is going to.

I’m 43, I’m Mothering Myself and have been for 30+yrs, but Now I’m doing it without the Perfectionism, the Self Criticism, & the Martyrdom which honestly, just supports the Patriarchy everyone likes to scream about.

When I look at today’s transits, I just See the Potent Energy around the Death of the Old Feminine, and Honestly - it’s about time.

The South Node shows where we’ve come from, what we’re shedding (& Hopefully taking wisdom from). In Virgo, this represents the Virgin who Sacrificed her body, her Reputation, & her Faith to Deliver a New Story to the people.

Purity consciousness, perfect performance, & pleasing to the point of autoimmune DISease has Ravaged the Feminines Health. Our Mindset around ‘being of service’ Must be Recalibrated if we are going to progress as a species. We Have to look at the details of what we’re taking in, Be Honest about the Anger that has been Kept inside, & Understand that God is Not outside of Us.

How has your performance of ‘Goodness’ impacted your gut? What does it mean to you to Be Pure of Heart & Body, to Give of Self? What happens if/when you’re Not ‘Perfect’ or can’t Fix it? Our world preaches Inclusivity but Discernment & Boundaries are Actually the Medicine of the Mind, the Body, and the Spirit.

Ceres/Sedna/Uranus in Gemini-what are the stories of Grief/Loss that have been transmuted through your Feminine line? What has Feminism taught you about your worth? How have these ideologies Nourished you, led to transformation - & to your Demise? Ceres is the Mother who is Initiated into focusing on Her Healing when her daughter is ripped away. She indicates DISordered eating due to grief/neglect From the Mother, and this is Linked to sXtrauma.

Where have women in your line Clung to the past which prevented their own growth? How has the mother expressed controlling, jealous, and manipulative behaviors under the guise of concern & Love, keeping you Both caged? Where do you see these manipulative tactics disguised as Feminine Empowerment socially & culturally? Where does clinging to the Betrayal stories prevent you from Actually accessing the Depths of your own Grief, processing it, and Ascending from It?

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Gemini is ruled by the winged messenger who travels between worlds, threading together the details to weave a tapestry of faith. What is true? What do you want to be true? Can they be intertwined? Gemini requires us to hold more than one story. Yes, she did it That way-but does doing it a New way make you Less than?

What story serves your progression/Ascension and what serves the self sacrificing martyr who wants to appear perfect?

Hekate on the North Node in Pisces - the Birth/Death Doula meets us at a crossroads on the Bridges of Surrender. It’s difficult to not immerse ourselves in the trauma of the world, to not bleed out in an effort to ‘help humanity’ - we’re All tired; which is ever more reason to conserve your precious energy by surrendering to letting what’s dead Die. There has been So Much Clinging, so Much Immersion in the pain (as if we’re supposed to somehow Escape it in this life).

Pain IS part of the process - the more difficult, the more we *should* be Learning from it and applying the lessons. But in a society that focuses on numbing vs self-accountability, it’s easy for the waves to knock us down, choke us, and Pull us under.

Which is Why the Medicine of Hekate is Feeling Isolated, So That we Lean into Self, so that we Rely on Spirit, so that we Discern and Feel Out what’s inside that Darkness, so that we Learn to Hear our Own Voice & Trust in the Divine (Not the Collective). What does a midwife Do but Tend to those in the clutches of pain, transformation, in Need of Faith-& isn’t that you? Isn’t that All of us?

How can you Tend To Yourself More, and allow the Vitality/Wisdom/Presence to Spill into others (instead of letting them rob you)?

The North Node in Pisces wants us to push forward in faith, to learn where our compassion can use boundaries, and understand that we don’t have to Embody the wounds of everyone around us.

Over-mothering leads to under development, learned helplessness, victim mentality, inability to be accountable, resentment, bitterness, burnout, exhaustion, and DISease.

While our body is only a vessel to carry the more important ingredients of the Soul, we Still have to Inhabit it and Should be Honoring it.

Virgo is health of body. Gemini Mind & communication. Pisces is lymph system (internal rivers of life/Toxins accumulated) & feet (forward movement).

This T Square points to Sagittarius, the optimistic archer who pierces us with the Truth that has been too long held back.

The medicine here is FAITH which is found In the RELEASE.

Virgo discerns what gets processed and released.

Gemini collects into and releases through communication.

Pisces filters toxins for our Health.

Sagittarius wants forward movement with discernment of Direction.

The Medicine is Always Written in the Stars.

What hits for you? What pierces? What do you need to know about your chart to move forward? Where are you getting hung up?

If you’re new here, if you’re on a healing journey, if you’re navigating the shadows back to yourself-I hope you find something that resonates, something that eases the burden of humaning, something that gives you a glimpse of your own magic. ~Stephanie

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Luckiest Day of the Year

Is there anything you’d like to be cleansed of?

What deep sorrows have infiltrated your being?

Where can you give yourself permission to feel All the feels?

Where do you need the healing energy of the feminine in your life?

Something I’ve learned about grief is that there is no end to it-we just learn to distribute the weight differently as we move forward.

I’m currently in West Palm and Loving my time ocean side. Each and every beach trip is joyful, restorative, & transformative to my soul. In the healing salt water, I gift myself permission to not only envision my dreams for the future, but it’s also where I dive under the water and into the sadness of any wounds I’m harboring. I trust the vitamin sea to dry up and ‘cure what ails me’.

As a Cancer Sun, there is no end to my love for ocean time-and when I’m here, I speak to the ocean and ask her to take my pain, take my wounds, take my sorrow and cleanse me, Heal me in the way that only she can.

The sign of Cancer represents the emotional ebb and tides of feelings (because it is ruled by the Moon). This cardinal water element is sensitive, psychic, elusive and unpredictable-and so am I. I have been referred to as ‘an emotional roller coaster’ on more than one occasion by more than one person. I instantly felt so much shame for my ability and willingness to embody feelings bigger than most can describe-but when I started my astrology journey, I realized there’s a reason for the ever-changing ‘mood swings.’

Cancers are ruled by the Moon, which changes zodiac signs every 2.5days. I’m constantly navigating different elements (fire, earth, air, water), modes (cardinal, fixed, mutable), planetary influences and asteroids. The moon is a divine feminine luminary representing our receptivity & reactivity, the subconscious nurturement we give ourselves and others. It is indicative of our emotional temperament. Since I’ve been tracking the moon’s daily journey through my chart, I understand how many labels western medicine benefits from that can actually be attributed to transit energy being illuminated in the chart. I now allow myself much more grace & compassion for the emotions I cycle through on the daily.

Because I’m at the ocean, and because I study the asteroids in astrology, I’m feeling an overwhelming number of feelings this week, which I know can be attributed to an abundance of feminine asteroid energy being amplified in the chart, in addition to the transiting of the moon. I also know this is a time of massive cleansing from the past.

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This is the current lineup for Cancer energy this week! *The closer in degrees something is the more those energies amplify one another.

Everyone is talking about June 9th being the Luckiest day of the year-but I’m looking at Everything leading up Before this + the Asteroids relevant to transmutation & Liberation!

What’s Really important to know is the MOON (our emotional temperament) is WITH Nessus (the Asteroid representing ancestral wounding, especially sexual trauma + where we have the opportunity to Alchemize that) at 22°. These two are Trining Isis/Venus/Perseverance/Jupiter just hours before Venus & Jupiter are exactly conjunct. This is an opportunity to shed the wounds of the women before you in a major way and rebirth a new narrative around nurturement going forth!

Jupiter Amplifies whatever it’s near. Being connected with Isis (Divine mother, loss, grief, regeneration) + Venus (Values) PLUS a Trine to Nessus in Pisces creates a MASSIVE GRIEF PORTAL that I Believe Many of us are navigating through. Grief of the ancestors, Grief of where we haven’t Valued ourSelves, and grief of how that has led to major feminine depletion & embedded narratives around worth. The asteroid Perseverance is here along for the ride, reminding us to Keep Going!

We are Reprogramming ALL of the conditioning from our childhood and from our ancestors-but first we Have to acknowledge and clear the Grief we carry in our bones.

The cosmos are making So Much of that possible, shining a light to where we can Liberate ourselves from old relationships & outdated conditioning that doesn’t serve the life our Soul has envisioned for ourselves.

After the recent Full Moon in Sagittarius, the moon is in its 3rd quarter & waning phase. It’s ‘shrinking’ and will soon fade to black, creating a ‘dark moon’ phase just before the New Moon in Gemini occurring on Sunday 6/14 at 24°. This phase is a time of reflection and release of emotional baggage we’ve been carrying, which is perfect for the moons journey through the signs of karma, the collective, and surrender to faith. I speak about the Dark Goddess Shadows making this transformation more difficult in the button below-I highly recommend watching this video around Feminine Shadows!!

Sagittarius Dark Goddess Energy

This next week we will literally head into the darkness to release what’s weighted us down so we can experience a rebirth & create new stories that will soon be imprinted to our nervous system with the Uranus in Gemini transit.

To drive this point home, I want to take you through the moons journey in this week leading up to what astrologers are saying is the ‘Luckiest Day of the Year.’

• Today, on June 3rd the representative of the Divine Mother will pass through Capricorn, the sign of the masculine ancestors. Capricorn in the chart is where we must climb with discipline and integrity. It’s ruled by the Lord of Karma (Saturn) who will take us to task with repeated lessons until we understand that boundaries are the integrity we owe ourselves and the highest form of self-nurturement.

• While in Capricorn, the moon will pass through asteroids of Pholus & Grief. The feminine is asked to dissect herself from carrying the consequences of others choices & allow them their karmic ramifications without over mothering and intervening in the name of love. The Cancer/Capricorn axis IS the mother/father ancestral axis-it requires a delicate balance of intuitive flow, relinquishment, & devotion to honoring what’s right.

• The moon then travels into Aquarius, the sign of the humanitarian-the visionary who pours out her emotional wisdom amassed through painful nervous system lessons of lifetimes past. Here the Divine Feminine will graze past Pluto, who is currently retrograde & holding us hostage with our shadows. Next she will traverse Juno, the Goddess of Divine Relationship contracts-and an indicator in the chart of where we’ve been gaslit. Sophia, Goddess of Divine Wisdom & Chariklo, feminine shaman who unties the karmic knots welcomes this passing of the Mother as she leaves behind an opportunity for recalibration based on the work we’re doing behind the scenes.

• In Pisces, the final sign of the zodiac-the bridge between worlds, the waves that can knock us down or teach us to surrender and float, the Moon meets Hekate at the crossroads of our new faith & our old conditioning. Hekate is the birth & death doula-for a new life to be born, we must die to our old ways. The North Node is also here, encouraging our walk forward into faith, relinquishing the sacrifices of the past. Mother Moon then meets with Nessus-the deceiver, the bad blood bred into us that holds us captive under the guise of compassion; let this be a release point.

As our Divine Mother meets Nessus (generational wounding, trauma, sexual trauma,) she creates a trine (harmonious aspect) between the sign of surrender, death, & faith (Pisces) and of Motherly love, intuition, nurturing, fierce boundaries (Cancer). You Know what Has to Be Released. The crab claws that have held on for so long must let go or be ripped off in the waves.

This Rebirth is Imminent-you choose how it goes down.

In the previous Sagittarius Full Moon podcast episode, I spoke about Hekate with the North Node (we’re at a crossroads in our Surrender & Faith) and how she’s square Ceres/Sedna/Uranus in Gemini.

The Feminine is truly being worked Over to dig Up the damaged narratives embedded in our mindset & communication. The patterns our mother gifted us with ARE reprogrammable but First we have to let go/Be Cut Away from clinging to the Old version of us. Ceres/Sedna/Uranus is Square South Node, anchoring in an opportunity to Release the perfectionism and criticism around being a savior and sacrificing our health for others. We are being asked to look at new information, compare that to how the old impacted our Health, and Choose differently. In the podcast I talked about Sagitarius (Truth, Faith, Liberation) being a Vital part of this transformation process.

Everything happening in the sign of Cancer (the Mother) is asking for a Rebirth-however, if you’re still clinging to the wounds of the past-that will be more difficult for you. I speak more about Feminine Wounding in this post highlighting the Square between Medusa/Saturn & Psyche/Vesta.

Medusa/Saturn Square Psyche/Vesta

If you’re struggling through these transits, if you’re unsure of how to alchemize the grief, if you are afraid of underworld work, I created a journal & a workshop highlighting the best ways to work with Pluto, Lord of the Underworld energy. These current transits are absolutely displaying opportunities for Massive Healing-but first we need to befriend & understand how to work with our feminine shadows!

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What chains are you ready to break?

What whispers from the past are you ready to Silence?

Where Must you listen to your Inner child to Accomplish what her little heart once felt impossible?

Because with this upcoming Sagittarius Full Moon-it’s ALL Possible.

Tonight I’ve been drinking tea, listening to the rain, and going over the energy for the full moon at 9° Sagittarius on May 31st-& I am Blown AWAY by the Possibilities that are available to the Feminine right now.

If there was Ever a time to get out of your own way, go All in, & Trust in Divine Timing-it’s now.

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What I Really want you to know that for this Full Moon:

Medusa & Saturn Are Square Psyche & Venus

What lessons have you learned about the Feminine whispering falsities in your ear, how has that Restricted you, & where are you ready to put some boundaries up? Strengthening your shell because you value yourself is different than building walls to keep others out because you’re afraid-and this moon is asking you to understand the difference and act accordingly.

There have been Many Narratives from the Feminine that have Imprisoned us All and solely choosing to concentrate on All the ways the Patriarchy holds us back Isn’t doing us Any Favors. It is Far past time to be Honest about the ways in which Women are Complicit in their own suffering & do something about it.

Sedna (family betrayal, Silenced Feminine) is situated between Ceres (the Mother) & Uranus (the Liberator).

In Gemini, this is Perfect Energy to Awaken you to the Conditioning you received that formed the basis for your Belief in Expansion & Emancipation. These 3 are Square the Nodes-it’s Time to choose the Future over the Limiting Beliefs of the Past.

Karma Retrograde in Scorpio is directly opposite Mars in Taurus.

Assert & Express your Value and let the Rest Burn away.

Isis & Perseverance are Conjunct Jupiter in Cancer.

Let the Grief Regenerate a Woman who Nurtures herself First, because she Knows the Pain of Breaking herself apart for Everyone else first.

Cloelia is Square Hygeia/Venus.

Emancipation happens when we Honor the Awakening and when we Commit Every single day to Ourselves & our Health. This liberation from our captors happens in confronting ourselves with small daily acts of self-Love.

Eris, Persephone, & Chiron in Aries.

What are you going to Birth from the Darkness? How Will You Right/WRITE the Wrongs? How can your Service Alchemize the Ancestors Sacrifices? *This is also present with Asclepius in Cancer!

Your focus on Your Soul Work is one of the Most Powerful and Potent energies you can bring to this earth right now.

Living in authenticity, facing difficult truths head on, Re-Membering Yourself IS the Medicine this world needs.

The medicine is IN the Wound-why do you think the darker forces are trying So Hard to pull you away from it and numb it up?

I am currently on vacation in West Palm Beach for this Sagittarius Full Moon, which I will be capturing over the ocean and sending your way soon!

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In the past year I’ve spent a Lot of time sitting with the myth of Sedna, because she’s 3° from my AC.

Initially, I saw her myth as one of deep family betrayal, specifically masculine betrayal in her life-& that tracks with my story.

Sedna is an Inuit Goddess who resides in the Depths of the Arctic. She was a rebellious daughter who was betrayed by both her father and her husband. Her husband was a shape shifter who deceived her and her father threw her overboard during a raging storm. When Sedna clung for life to the side of the boat-her father cut her fingers and hands loose.

She descended to the darkness of the ocean floor. Eventually, we all hit the bottom of our grief-and it is that rock bottom place where we choose to come into our purpose.

There are Many ways to look at the Sedna myth, and I think it depends on how far along in your journey you are as to what parts you concentrate on.

As a Cancer Sun, Taurus Rising-I have had tendencies to cling Far past the point of usefulness/safety. I have felt Deeply betrayed by the ones I Love the most. And also, it was those Deep cuts that severed me from what/Who didn’t serve me-it allowed me to Find my Purpose. I Made Purpose from the Pain.

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Sedna is a Goddess of Depth, representing grief of our ancestors, the silenced screams of the Feminine, thawing out of consciousness and Slowly Ascending back to the Light.

I can’t think of a more powerful presence to have On my AC, or another myth that so perfectly translates my own journey. She is also connected to AI-how can we use this in a beneficial way (since it’s not going away?)

When we feel into these mythological energies, when we compare their story to our own-we canNot Deny the way these asteroids can help us to understand our life path, our own process-our Own Spiritual Evolution.

All of the Goddess energies I speak on are Initiated into their Healing capabilities Through Grief, through Pain, Through Betrayal. Even when we feel like these losses/transgressions will end us-they only end a Part of us.

Who we choose to continue on as Is our Choice.

With Sedna on my AC, she’s square my Moon in Aquarius - there is Massive difficulty in my chart around the Holding on VS the letting Go and Surging forward. She’s also square Kali, a helpful force that Literally Cuts away the Ego/Ties that Bind. I’m learning faster these days about how to Sense what/who is for me, and letting go more quickly, but there is still a lot of grief to be worked through there.

In Intentional Holistic Healings chart, she is at the bottom, Conjunct Juno in the same degree as Grief-& in a Trine with South node (past life) & Lilith (refusal to submit)/Inner Child. This is Literally the energy of having to cut away from the pain of our childhood because we refuse to Submit to Divine relationship in the ways we did before the Awakening.

I feel like so much of my purpose resides in sharing my own stories, helping you to understand that the pain Can be worked with, that you are Not alone in these Wounds, that when we transmute the difficult chapters, we bring more light to this planet and we ALL Ascend.

Uranus is the Liberator, who is destabilizing & Rocking us free from what we’ve clung to. It is also the planet that rules the nervous system and encapsulates past life trauma. With Uranus and Sedna Conjunct in Gemini, this is breaking apart these Old Stories that we’ve carried, imprinted in our nervous systems and Souls since childhood.

Who is your Highest Self? What is she doing with what she Endured? What else needs to be cut away for you to process the darkness and grief - so you can Rise Up?

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In a recent Facebook post I shared a very intimate moment from my 7.5yrs as a Guardian Ad Litem in the court systems, where I served as a voice for neglected & abused children in my community. This reunion happened amidst this conjunction, and on my parents 44th wedding anniversary-adding to the emotions around what can grow from our grief. If my parents hadn’t met & chosen me, if I hadn’t grown up needing an advocate, if I hadn’t lost my brother, if I hadn’t pushed through the pain-these little girls might not have been re-Aligned into a safer, loving, and more expansive path.

What we do with our grief matters in this world.

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Sedna/Uranus energy is Trining Pluto in Aquarius - aiding in the shadow work and allowing us to Truly step into whom we’ve been envisioning. Aquarius is the change maker-the Humanitarian who Pours out the Wisdom from the difficult emotions that have to be parted with so we can All Benefit. Pluto Wants you to Let Go and Will Dredge up Every Shadow holding you back. You can go kicking and screaming or your can surrender to the Burn - but we are ALL going forward. Saturn in Aries is going to keep you Straight about doing it in Integrity.

With Pluto Retrograde until October, we are getting ample opportunities to lean into our shadow work.

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What houses in your chart are these transits impacting? How are you feeling this?

I’m Really leaning into being as transparent as possible in my current journey. With Pluto Sitting on my Moon in my house of business - I Know that leading the Feminine through these shadows and back into the Light (through Deconditioning & Total Recalibration of the nervous system/stories you tell yourself) is a Massive part of my work here.

This transit is Liberating me once and for All from old identities, old patterns that held me captive, and releasing me into a new Recognition around my Worth.

Sedna with Uranus in Gemini is creating a global awakening of consciousness and we can All feel it.

Understanding these myths Will support you on your spiritual journey. I offer a 2hr in depth virtual recording diving into the complexities of goddesses, Repression, ancestral wounding, Karma, Embodied Healing, and empowered self-advocacy in the chart.

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What Data are you feeding yourself? What are you constantly consuming? How is it making you feel in BodyMindSpirit?

Is what you’re putting in evolving into something beautiful & healthy, or is it sucking the Life out of you, Oozing Darkness out?

What You Consume MATTERS. I’m talking food, MEDIA, relationships, Beliefs, Narratives, ALL of it.

And while this can be exponentially more difficult when we’ve been conditioned to ‘take part’ in the mainstream BS, it is Ultimately Your Responsibility to safeguard Your BodyMindSpirit.

And you Need to right now More than Ever.

Astrology for Mindful Living and I have been talking about America’s chart with regards to deception, AI, & trauma and how people that are deeply disconnected from BodyMindSpirit are more easily conditioned to go along to get along. It is Imperative in these times you start to take charge of Your own BodyMindSoul Healing-for the Rest of the collective!

This is Not about ByPassing what is Happening - it is about understanding the brain, nervous system responses, & your capacity to Actually Handle the Chaos Present. When we are already in survival mode, introduction of FearFull information can’t even make it past the reptilian brain, we get stuck in a loop and are Much more likely to react (Adversely) because we’re literally Not capable of getting to the Logical part of our brain. Most marketing is Based around Fear, because once you flip that switch, you’ve got people. I want You to Think For Yourself, and if that means disengaging with Everything going on-Do That.

The ‘data’ & nutrients you put into your body Form the basis for health, beliefs, & Faith.

Today Sun enters Gemini - this is Data, information, details, News, CONDITIONING. It is the student collecting everything, the primary mantras created in our youth, the ‘foundation’ for our own ability to Expand consciousness, have Faith, & Liberate ourselves (Sagittarius).

Gemini is AIR - ideas, perception, wisdom.

Sagittarius is FIRE - illuminating, darkness eater, sustenance, Burning

Our Brain/Body Can Rewire itself. You Can Create new neutral patterns, self talk, habits and abilities - but the information you Feed yourself Matters, which means investing in a healthier diet (food, people, new sources, etc) All matter.

I am Continually Immersing myself in nature, to Remind my brain of the Beauty that exists. AWE Literally creates new neural pathways in our brain - getting excited over the beauty in nature Heals our Brains!

I’m also continually taking ‘new routes’ in thinking/doing-intentionally Breaking Chains of repetitiveness that have kept me stagnant.

It feels uncomfortable initially, but the more we choose a future timeline, the more we Align into it.

With the Uranus/Sedna Conjunction around the corner, a Uranus Cazimi, the Sun in the sign of Communication - we are leaving behind the stagnancy of Taurus season and moving at Lightning speeds. Supporting your nervous system in healthy ways is not an option - you Have to choose wisely otherwise your health and sanity Are going to be paying the price.

With Pluto in Aquarius, there is going to be a trine to Uranus/Sedna-this is an unthawing of human consciousness, a slicing away of old stories & betrayals that we’ve clung to-it is wired in authenticity. The time for pretend has expired.

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We are CREATING a Whole New World-the stories you tell yourself Matter. While it’s important to acknowledge there Is Absolutely evil out there, Focusing on Your Light connects you with other ‘lighters’ & it makes this world a Brighter, safer place.

Square to Gemini/Sagittarius is Pisces/Virgo, where the nodes are finishing up our Spiritual Healing/Faith & Discernment chapter before heading into Aquarius/Leo (Courage of inner child/Humanitarian VISIONARY).

Virgo wants us to Learn Discernment - this is Vital for our Surrender & Faith (Pisces). BUT, if we’re continually consuming information that Doesn’t Help/Heal, it Leads to actual DISease in our body. Pisces rules Lymph system, Virgo rules Health of Body.

Are you starting to Understand how these ALL flow together?

So often, we want to blame others for our misfortunes in life, and while there are Certainly others that should be held accountable for wrongdoings, unfortunately, I’ve learned the hard way that sometimes people aren’t held accountable, and there is Nothing I can do to Keep them accountable or moving from Integrity.

With a Libra Stellium 6th H, Believe me, it has made me crazy to know I can’t bring justice.

That’s why changing my perspective about what My Responsibilities are, what IS in my Control, has made a Huge shift in my mental health & my physical health. *Gemini wants us to be able to Be curious and hold more than one story at once.* It’s not about gaslighting ourselves out of the truth-it’s about seeing the bigger picture of how these wounds also serve as foundation for helping others (Sagittarius).

Saying No to certain foods, people, places has allowed me to feel more secure in times of upheaval and helped me maintain a sense of Empowerment, even when others around me are crumbling.

Dejanira, the Victim asteroid is in my Pisces (known for victim mindset), square to Venus (Values) in Gemini. My Mercury is in Gemini, heightening the ABSOLUTE NEED for Discernment, bcz Gemini rules the Nervous System! And Psyche, asteroid of BodyMindSpirit is also square Gemini & Opposite Dejanira -

I can be a Victim/Self Sacrificing Martyr, OR I Can Be In my Body, drown out the voices of Others, & Surrender to Faith (Based on what I consume).

I also had a different perspective on my chart yesterday that highlighted the air Trine in my chart, connecting Venus in Gemini, Mars/Saturn in Libra, and my Aquarius Moon-my astrologer told me “Your Mind Is the Builder” - what gets in the way of that is a Neptune opposition to my Mercury - she said I have a tendency to tell Myself Stories and get Stuck In a LOOP.

But this is WHY Understanding your chart is So Important - so you don’t have to feel like a victim to these behaviors that have been imprinted upon us. When we understand the high expression and lower expressions of these planets/signs/elements, we can work with other parts of our chart to support the difficulty!

If you have not yet ordered a reading with me, I Highly Encourage treating yourself (Especially now as we head into a season of CHANGING YOUR MIND about Everything you’ve been Conditioned to BELIEVE!)

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Taurus season requires anchoring into rest, acknowledgement of abundance, and vocal expression of our self-worth, but far too often women deny themselves a pause, can’t see their value outside of fulfilling the needs of others, and downright deny acceptance of their voice that states “I am worthy.”

I get it because I have spent years in survival mode, and as a Capricorn south node, my workaholic tendencies have governed more of my life than I’m proud of-but that’s not the case anymore. While there are days that I continue to push through after my energy has run out, I have learned to build in other support tools like a flexible schedule that allows me to recoup when I’ve overextended myself-and I often say ‘No’ now, even when it means displeasing others.

But it’s taken me years of ‘deconditioning’ to achieve this. I have actively worked to go against what was ingrained in me as a child, witnessing a mother who never had the choice to rest; and what has been ingrained in me through societal conditioning-the (supposed) ‘empowered feminine’ who can do it all and never rests.

I realized that my ‘worth’ seemed dependent upon others ‘need/want/acceptance’ of me-but who was I outside of that? Outsourcing everything to others leads to drastic consequences, and this includes putting our value in others’ opinions of what makes us ‘nice’, ‘good’, or ‘worthy.’

I’ve come to realize-I don’t want to ‘do it all anymore’ and I DEFINITELY don’t want to make everyone one else happy at my own expense - and I have a suspicion there are many of you that feel the same.

So, in honor of this Taurus Full Moon that is RIPE for Rebirthing a new energy of Divine Feminine, I am going to get right to the point (because I’ve done over 3hrs of massage today, more admin work, had to attend my husband’s work picnic, and I am now exhausted).

This full moon has Massive Divine Feminine asteroids activated and the power of planting new seeds through rest, through grace for the inner demonic perspectives that plague our psyche, through a refusal to submit to what doesn’t work anymore IS the Only path to ‘toppling the patriarchy.’

Only when we take our bodies back, our voices back, our time back-through acknowledgement of our worth-will Anything change. It lies with US to do the work (like always).

I really would like to write you a 10page love note about everything happening here-but I want to sit in the grass drinking my herbal tea and then I want to fall asleep in my bed with a book-so I am going to recycle some of the information I already shared in several areas.

Firstly, here is just a sneak peek/highlight of everything happening with this full moon!

Secondly, this is a video I posted earlier this week about Mother Wounds - please go watch this! In it, I’m bringing in the Aries energy that asks, “what are you going to do with the darkness you endured?”

To release ourselves from victim mindset & alchemize the darkness requires that we face the mother wounds where so many of our issues related to worth began.

We have become SO over masculinized-and what is screaming to me in the Aries transits is that we are actually supposed to be advocating for our rest right now-we have to integrate the lessons of these previous years. While Aries typically means initiation & leading, in this case it means a rebirth that can only take place from our darkest places of wounding-that ties back to the Mother.

Ceres, the mother asteroid is with the Sun/Moon, sitting over the ‘demon star’ Algol-but many astrologers miss the true potency of this binary star that serves as the third eye of Medusa. It isn’t just a point that causes people to ‘lose their heads’ - it is an opportunity for spiritual upleveling and an expansion of consciousness, when we’re willing to look the ‘ugly truth’ in the face.

Avoiding our shadows and ‘good girling’ for the sake of appearances eventually has a price-and most of us have come to know that price as a fried nervous system. Our Mother wounds lead us into constant self-betrayal in an attempt to ‘be seen, be chosen, be worthy’ of Love.

I know these wounds well and I also know the only antidote is to see, choose, and prove your worth to yourself. You simply cannot acknowledge your value, honor your intuition, or prove to the Universe you mean business in obtaining ALL that you deserve if you are constantly running away from YOU.

Thirdly-please listen/watch the episode above! And if you have Spotify I would Love for you to Follow/Rate me there as well!

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If no one has told you lately (or Ever) your worth doesn’t lie in Everything you Do for Others. You are Worthy without having to deplete yourself, abandon yourself, DENY yourself.

Thank you for being here and I hope you’ll come back for more!

Stephanie