Darkness, as in ignorance and the negative polarity, simply = the “resistance to” awakening....the “resistance to” remembering our highest truths, resistance to confront the shadows thus keeping the light from emerging through the veils for those shadows to fade out in its brightness.

This negative polarized darkness simply=the veiled light.

The thicker the veil the sharper and more intense the SHADOW will be created.

Where there is resistance there is denial to higher truths, where there is denial there is a veiling of the innate light.

Darkness as the negative polarity in many forms and on many different layers within the full spectrum, from small to big, will land somehow where resistance itself is held and depending on the degree of the denial will be so the degree of the shadow created within it.

Paradoxically.... this negative polarity can also be seen simultaneously from the other side of its coin in/as the actual service it holds and provides for us and for the whole. Initiating remembrance of our higher truths and can be held in a positive vantage viewing point.

Thus then:

Slowing down the spin of the negative vacuum that stagnates us in its pull to the attached negative polarity its energetics hold.

Opening up the energetic field more and giving us the capacity to transmute and alchemize the negative polarity to the positive side of the spectrum.

In turn, holding the space of the negative to then paradoxically be held as a positive polarity.

So to polarize experiences to the positive side of the scale without denying or negating the negative aspects they are playing out as.

A calling to awaken by a choice to see the darkness also in a positive light without avoiding, bypassing, covering over or ignoring its negative polarity as just what it is, as that polarity. Viewing in a wider bigger picture lens the role it offers to move beyond its grip.

Positively recognizing the resistance in the negative polarity in order to flip its perception using the contrast to deepen and recalibrate our stance within it.

Shining the light upon the negative polarity without pretending it away, attempting to escape from it by covering it over with toxic positivity or avoiding the actual polarity it is, but merely also being aware of the other side of that coin it holds for the benevolence of also remembering something different about its energies capabilities for us and using it in that manner.

Stepping outside of the vacuum of resistance to awaken deeper, without forcing self or avoidance to the actual story provided to be able to do so through its contrast.

Both polarities simultaneously in Divine Union as opposites as a catapult to remember those higher truths that breath outside the negative vacuum and a pulling of that held resistance into a seat of power where we can flip our stance within it as a Whole acknowledgment.

We hold that innate power to do so and we are not felt to be as victims in the end if we can tap into this power source.

That victimhood can be a real extreme experience in this world indeed so not to undermine its stories for many. Yet too, there are many whom may stretch, overly use and abuse victimhood energy to manipulate their reality around it and perpetuate their resistance from moving beyond it.

Yet all in all victimhood is simply a role we are given to then move our souls essence and knowing from that darkness of ignorance to the light of higher truths clarity and not as a tool or an excuse to manipulate more dark ignorance.

Overseeing the resistance, whilst we see and know the lights contrast all as “One Whole Movement.”

Where do we choose to hold ourselves within the spin is the big question to inquire upon self.
This is where we create our own projected views of reality, create our own world, within the world, by our own demise.

Which universal force will we step into?

Dark resistance which avoids transcending the negative polarity and therefore staying put within its vacuum? Resistance to awakening to any deeper truths?

Or our innate power to step beyond that resistance and outside its walls into the clarity and remembrance of the true light that holds it all?

We hold the WILL to choose its direction.

We can always and in all ways choose the light repeatedly at ever level and layer of our being. Within all the roles “it is there to choose”.

In the darkness, if we do not resist, the light is eventually there to be unveiled.

Those whom choose to recognize the light while still acknowledging the place and the dance of the darkness become the holders and anchors of the Light.

We do not become exempt from struggle, we are just no longer ruled by it.

Not to escape anything, but instead to bring forward the innate light within everything and let that take precedence for our momentum.

We become the Invisible Bridges of the light so others may also remember the way.

I feel like Ive been floating around in a deep fog for a time, for a cycle.

Not a heavy fog or a dreading heavyness to it, but lighter feeling…in which I believe is due to keeping resistance to it at bay. When my resistance snuck in the instant heavyness of dense fog landed too, it lurked behind the scene ready to enter as struggle if I so opened that door. So I knew to step back and just allow the fog to be there.

This transformed it into the experience I ended up having with it, the relation I held with it. As it is said that any change is only a change in our own changing of its meaning we hold to it, our relationship to it, how we decide to hold it in our field.

So in my full surrender to the lingering fog it felt to be as an awing myst surrounding me as it pulled me in to this sense of deep felt mystical-ness, but where nothing could be seen clearly by the ego's view.

This mystical essence drew upon my softness and settled into a wisdom of not needing to know anything for the moment and just being held gently yet powerfully in that mystery.

That same mysterious feeling I get when I do experience an actual image of fog and mist in a real time projection. That mirrored feeling this inwardly offers me, one of softly collapsing into the mystery and feeling its power yet infinite gentleness it holds me in.

Yes, I have queitly to the world been residing here for a bit and learning to not need to go anywhere else, not grasping anything beyond just being in its essence, not searching my way through it to see whats there, behind me, or ahead of me....but rather just walking amoungst it. Not desiring to be anything else than there in the fog, trusting deeply and knowingly its full season upon me.

This is all I do know, is a whole open heartedly trusting of its season to be is grander than what I can see and sensing deep reverance for this knowing. Holding this as my internal compass as I wandered through the myst.

Yet now, as the moment shifts itself, the fog feels to be dissapating away without watching it dissapate and I feel to be moving out of its soft mystical hold and clarity arising like a whole new view to yet be seen and felt. A view that will reveal itself moment by moment as I walk into a new reality of being so.

A place that needs no claiming or a trying to explain yet truely and fully shared of its essence. An essence that speaks loudly of new wisdom arising for myself with a sense it will be emanated by me in its due moments as it is called to be in those moments.

The clarity coming through is not of the ego but of the “open receivorship of the mystery itself.” Nothing specific in general, but more as everything just clearer in and of itself in each moment.

The path remains mysterious as the myst still lives within, yet now it is welcomed, settled in and embodied.

Everything is seeming to have a new face, a new meaning, a new freshness of clarity that wants to be touched upon and a new wisdom within it to be acknowledged and emanated....yet still held and full of mystery and openess to morph.

"Clarity" is not what I assumed it to be of the ego veiwing, the mystery of clarity is being revealed to me as the veil is lifted and clarity is known for its deeper essence.

Clarity is not a concrete seeing of things, that is of the ego, but is an openess to the mystery of it all and its ever shifting energy. Move with the mystery, let it hold you and move you the way, in this clarity comes alive moment to moment.

My heart feels and holds the mystery as my clarity.

I view all with inner eyes of mystery.

I see the mystery in all.

I see AS the mystery.

I AM the mystery.

Transmitted by ~Kimberly Rose Cronin-“The Wind Weaver”~

To feel a deeper need, a call, to fulfill our soul in anyway is different than the neediness of the ego.

Can you feel the energetic difference in each?

"Neediness" arises for the gaining of validation, value and worth from a place of lack.

Striving to gain a sense of self value from the external because we lack that sense of value internally.

Our choices and sense of purpose then tend to evolve around this neediness.

Where as in the need/call to fulfill the soul there breathes no neediness to gain worth or value, but only a discovering more layers of our  soul.

Even in our imperfect attempts our sense of value still remains intact and we see the perfectness in it.

There is no expectations within the heeding of these souls callings, we know its value regardless and we feel these as a way to know the deeper wholeness of our soul.

This is the only gain we desire to fulfill.

External voices may even go against the grain of our souls call yet we still hold the sense of our value and the power in heeding those calls. We need not be validated by outside sources to realise this value.

Not about other felt likeminded souls seeing us to sense this value, nor is it about our inner lack being disguised as worth through spiritual bypassing.

We need not another or something else to point this value out for us.

When our personal egoic "neediness"  is present, we are already off track with our higher alignment just in that alone.

Anything going forward in this held space will fall short of its manifested higher potential for us.

There will be more learning around this lacking aspect , so be aware, be open and be ready, that is all.

Now lets take a deep pause and feel into the differences with this simple idea of NEED.

Let us move forward in brutal self honesty and check in with ourselves on this and ask where we are coming from in ALL we choose to move in.

Where am I coming from in this active choice?

Is this truely my soul calling to me or just another fruitful need of the ego to gain external value for myself?

Is neediness present at all?

~Kimberly Cronin - The Wind Weaver~

We do not have to feel the need to save the world outwardly. The world will save itself when we save (reconstruct) ourselves inwardly and then the whole will rise with us. All together one by one as a whole.

We carry the Whole, WE ARE THE WHOLE. How we see all IS us internally.

"We dont change the world itself, we shift to another version of that world we live within." ~ Bashar~

Internally so.

There need not be any outward big projected Mission with intent "to save" anything. The intent shall be to serve.

This saving idea is just a mirror to reflect that the big mission to save is held as an internal longing to save self inwardly.

The saving is not our job, that is a job that takes care of itself instinctually and innately so.

The saving is not our purpose, our purpose is to serve. To serve from within and as who we calibrate ourselves to be.....as the whole world calibrates itself too.

May we surrender to this and realize when we receive all inwardly and reconstruct/rebirth/ recode, then Source/God innately takes care of the rest.... because we ARE that lense as Source you see. Never a separate thing from The Source of all.

We in-dividually are the world itself, we are our own universe projected from a metaphysical lense we internally see from.

We are not a thing as we have believed ourselves to be.....we are an idea, an idea of The One playing itself out and the world is merely a mirror to rearrange the pieces to create a view to see itself in infinite potentials.

No one lense sees it exactly the same as another , and how our lense sees creates a reality to be indulged in.

Our co- creative role as an energtic lense of Source is to rearrange within that lense how all is seen.

How we view what is projected and how we use it all is what will arrange what we continue to see and create our world to BE. We then are that world from within, as that lense, and emanate it outwardly to take shape.

Someone else may stand right next to us and view a whole different world. It's not an actual place that makes it a place, it's a state that then creates a place.

We cannot not serve with who we are internally, it is a given. Where and how do we want to serve is the question. Do we want to serve through struggle? Or through Grace?

When we learn and embody compassion within, we automaticly serve with/as it outwardly.

When we learn and embody generosity within, we automaticly serve with/as it outwardly.

When we learn and embody Connection, Unity, Grace, Innocence, Peace, ect, ect ect we automaticly serve with/as it outwardly.

When we serve as these truths from within a being as them, we organicly save everything else from an internal place.....this is the mission to save our world......to BE it is to save it.

If we claim we want Unity to shine forth for this world we shall realize Unity is found within oneself and then projected outwardly onto the world to Be represented as so. Not found only as an external idea in momentum and then claimed to have been embodied internally....for this way of seeking it will get lost in the winds of clear-ifying its truth and spin itself out. It will not hold steadfast and unshakeable through the tests of time.

One by One the Whole is rebirthed in a new way, in a new light of itself, in a new world that already exist and we are just aligning ourselves to it.

To serve intentfully for a better world is to come first from the embodiment of the ultimate higher truths, not just the thought of them.

We can not give truely of anything we do not know internally upon self, it will always fall short to be seen in its fullness within the mirror of truth.

To embody is to take action on our remembrances of who we are and continualy practice in its ways until we become internalized of that quality in organic ways of being without thought. We lock its codes in and BE-come that quality in momentum.

Then we share all forward unto the Whole with no "expectation" or outward intention to save anything, but only a powerful intention to serve through magneticly inviting all into realizing and embodying the love that they are, that All is.

Paradoxicly, to not intent to save and only serve what is, is to save.

To Be and share as a mirror that is clean and magnetic to our world so all else may use this mirror to remember for their selves.

Our ways in which to serve outwardly so will come to us through our own embodiment of truths and show us the way to shine our gifts forward as we align to each serving oppurtunity that arises to us and by taking action on those oppurtunitys.

We surrender and trust in the way that the world will be rebirthed and we will serve the highest in this through our own embodiment of all.

We just walk where we are called to walk and all the while share that which we have come to see more clearly in the light of ourselves.

The Mission is to Be it firstly, and then to simply share it through our own embodiment naturally so, in whatever ways our souls call forward to be so.

No needing to save anything, just an outpouring of ourselves to intentfully serve the whole as it is called to Be.

The earth, the world, humanity is saving itself through its own evolution as a soul itself....a macro to us in-dividually as a micro. What we internally embody and emanate, so to will the world.

You want to see change, BE the change within and it will reflect as so. Simply explained, look within for any change you desire to see.

One by One collectivly so. In-dividually, but not as a seperate thing, together as The One itself.

Going into service with a “savior complex” is not of service with a pure intention, ego still holds the reigns. Intention is blurred.

May we intent to purely serve, not to save.

Set out to share forward from what you have, or are in the process of recoding within oneself first, clean your mirror and as you do you shall serve in higher light.

This Is The Mission we each in-dividually hold, together as a Whole One Mission in and of itself.

However we are called "to DO" this in ways of form will be colorful and multi-dimensional by nature.

There is no one way from the eyes of form, The Mission as a whole itself is the only One way there is.

And so it is, and so it shall BE.

~Kimberly Cronin - The Wind Weaver~

"MAY WHAT I DO FLOW FROM ME LIKE A RIVER. NO FORCING AND NO HOLDING BACK, THE WAY IT IS WITH CHILDREN."

                             ~Rilke~

To BE our innate innocence.

There is a powerful yet gracious fire that burns within this truth.

My intent is to remember the fullness of this innocence and embody its truth as how I move through life.

An innate power to be reckoned with.

From here we may naturally serve in trust without a forceful "trying" to.

This is how I feel GRACE.

Open and soft in composure yet integrally fierce in momentum simutaneously so, as one energy and only pourring forth from an intent of purity and love.

This is how I remember me, this is how I remember the One .

Soft and silent to receive, firece to WILL-ingly create a mirror of its love.

~ Kimberly Cronin - The Wind Weaver ~

For the ones whom do not hold that clinging NEED to belong to a community to sense their value, whom learn to trust in their own sovereignty before all.

Because these ones know they belong everywhere.

The world is their UNITY.

These ones will rise behind the scenes and energeticly form tribes that are then ready to come to fruition and hold a new way of community.

So it is not that they have zero desire to be within a community nor feel they do not belong within one, but they do not attachingly NEED it to be so inorder to hold devotion to their spiritual journey.

In entering into a spiritual community without the attachment of a needing to be there we uplevel that community already in that space alone. May we all check in with ourselves on this notion.

Some souls see in a way where this world itself is their community and they use it as a whole in such a way.

This clinging NEED to belong mentality is of the old paradigmn, but a new paradigmn mentality is on the rise for what a more sovereign community looks likes.

The paradox being that those whom can be without a one specific community and still thrive as they thrive within it will then rise to co-create new community ways of being.

Some souls are now ready and being energeticly gathered for these communitys where self sovereignty is felt by all and heirachy is of the old paradigmn.

These communitys will be without the subtle underlying hues that are presently held in spiritual communitys. Those hues of spiritual bypassing, manipulation and gaslighting being overlooked, yet all the while some are still performing within those communitys as how spiritualy awakened they are.

I see it myself and I know other beings see it too and I can feel for us how we desire no part of entering into a tribe where it is not held accountable for, we do not choose to be a part of that old paradigmn energy for the sake of belonging.

Representing true Unity is not a pretend game only found within a community you belong to, it stretches way beyond those veils and encompasses ALL corners of life.

In a community or not, Unity can be alive and thriving for us if we make the world our foundational community.

~Kimberly Cronin - The Wind Weaver~

To start I want to make clear this was wtitten to be shared on my social media pages in reflection to how I felt with the over consumption, spiritual performance and social media reposting noise. Substack platform is a different breed for me and that of such a refreshing point to what I am sharing here. Amen to that.

Now for the writing:

There is so much power and light in sharing ourselves from our own embodiment of where we are within all the spiritual truths we resonate with.

What we understand around them, what we have embodied of them as of so far and as we intent to take them into deeper embodiment.

We need not feel to have it all figured out before we shine because every piece has its purpose in the whole scheme.

Versus us sharing only from a place of repetative recycling of others embodiment of those truths. This feels like a space of scarcity from within self, as if we feel to have lost our own voices around it all so we grapple, feed and project ourselves from others shares.

Perhaps commenting on how much we resonate with a post or a person and leaving it just there, perhaps in validation that we get it and desire to be seen through that.

Reposting others versions, repasting the loops of all the spititual social media madness and noise. Sharing ourselves as coming from and speaking in general from others spiritual words in a performative way. It lacks integrity and honor of self.

Don't get me wrong, it also feels to be powerful to connect in with and share eachothers ignitions, but where do we also show face and add our own color and value to the mix?

Where do we strip down, get vulnerable, be bold like the ones we so admire that are sharing their embodied understandings? The ones to whom we are merely reposting their embodied versions because it resonates with us.

Lets also shake it up, mix it up and share our own embodied understanding of those resonances, "where we are" with it all.

Spread the light from our embodied corners of the universe. Add more color and dimension to the tapestry versus trying to "get it right" and "look spiritually good" in the eyes of others.

Do we dare? Or do we want to just keep spiritually performing as if we have it all figured out and are living those truths fully already or living as those others whom dare to share their embodied versions.

lt is indeed undeniably powerful to remind eachothers on this spiritual journey of all these ultimate truths, share them forward, bring them all up to be seen.....but my point here is where do we also draw a line on where we become robotic in our sharing?

Not adding in our own souls seeing and voice. Our own value upon what we share from others whom dare to share and ignite us. Our own embodied understanding at each moment within those ultimate spiritual truths.

Where do we dare to also shine our own light in reflection to exactly where we are with it all, how we are living it?

Where do we begin to share the power of our own embodiment of these spiritual truths as we journey ever deeper with them? Where do we decide to stop only performing?

Where do we begin to truely SHINE our version unto the world? Not as a repeat of another version, but from our own souls version.

Kimberly Cronin - The Wind Weaver

Are we pausing to listen to the deeper spacious energy between the perceptible noise of all the spoken/unspoken emanation?

Feeling its voice as our voice, thus then translating that energy within the stillness of all as our very language, then spoken or unspoken as us.

This is how we truely listen and connect to everything.

This is truest presence, not just on a level of only being present as the identity. We take this presence deeper into its very orgins of being.

We listen and allow the silent stillness, that which holds and carrys everything as itself, to be the voice behind that which appears.

As we listen to this silent voice ALL connects within and as itself.

Or are we merly mumbling unconciously that which has no deeper concious voice beyond the voice of our identity? Giving identity all the power of who we are and where we come from as a voice.

Can we see a purpose of our identity is to be a unique portal for that voice of stillness to be embodied as us and translated through us?

A very important role is this surrendered identity in the eyes of its Source. These are our eyes also so may we see as those eyes see.

The silence of the stillness speaks to us, can you feel its presence ever deeper so to hear its pure voice? This voice speaks energeticly and our portal as identity is the transmitter of its language.

Never seperate from are neither the identity and the Source, but only as a One unified momentum do they exist.

The silence is not necassarily silent upon itself, it is only still within and silent of the "noise" that attaches to it and does not allow its innate free flowing waters to be so.

This deeper empty spaciousness is the waters where our truest, purest, clearest voice speaks to us and it is a gift of refined mastery upon the identity to surrender as soul and embody that voice.

This is the Pure Presence we bring to/as life.

Kimberly Cronin - The Wind Weaver

A dedicated Student is already a Master blooming within it's own devotion, in momentum to be revealed upon itself.

The Embodiment as a Master is one whom forever humbly remains a dedicated Student to life and all it has to teach through it's evolution.

So we see the Master and the Student are inevitably One. Each must only be remembered and embraced simutaneously so.

I am a devoted Student and in this I am a Master. I am a humble Master and in this I eternally remain a student.

Feel how soft this lands in our heart, yet how powerful it's remembrance sings to us.

When it lands like so it is because we know it's truth, we feel it's mighty lullaby sing to our soul and we dance as that song.

Kimberly Cronin- The Wind Weaver

The fear of "being seen" is a fear of "not being seen" in that being seen.

The fear of "not being seen" is then mirrored as a fear of being seen.

So we hide from the idea of being seen, from the idea of not being seen......we hide away our deeper souls in cages.

We act ourselves out as the masks and costumes we wear to shade this fear and pretend we have it all under control, as our souls cry out from within the longing to merely shine.

We see our vulnerability towards this fear as an enemy and not as an asset to our growth, so in shame we crawl deeper into our cages.

What if we could see from the perspective to not make it about either in the disolution of those cages.

If we could lift that veil that keeps our souls hiding from the world, from our deeper truths, from our gifts, from ourselves.....from our very emanation itself and the sharing of that, even in all it's imperfections and messyness we tend to label it with.

What if we came from the perspective that it is about sharing our souls truths, our souls authenticity, our souls unique gifts regardless of who see's or not see's it.

If we were true to that and didn't make it about being seen/not seen.

What if we came from the perspective that it is about bare-ing our deeper soul, our raw soul to the world without attachment to "the seen" factor.

To soul shine regardless, to soul shine as we are called to.

To know and feel the power in sharing our souls frequency and putting out an antenna of sorts, so that those whom are meant to find us can do so when the timing is called to be so.

Funny thing about that is we have to completely let go of attachment to timing also, to the expectations of when and if. Still be able to feel that innate power in our souls emanation, our souls gifts, our souls voice.

Surrender to this and come from here, come out of our cages, take off our masks and costumes, lift the veil of believing our pretending will keep us safe.

Honor and revere our souls as they sing out to answer the call regardless if it is felt by us as seen or not seen.

Know there is a space as conciousness itself where it is seen and integral to the Whole.

Soul Shine as we are intended to.

There was the One curious by its own true nature, and so the multiverse is born of that curiousty.

Verse, upon verse, upon verse, upon verse the infinite curiousity unfolds upon itself.

This is why it is our nature as beings of evolution to be curious of all, of all we are....and so we seek to experience AS the One seeking to experience itself.

All is the mirror image of the One's own curiousity and so our nature mirrors that same curiousity.

Curiousity is the very why, as to why existence exist.

The void is my deepest muse.

It speaks to me of the Wisdom held with a voice of clarity and purity.

My essence then feels and receives these truths AS my seen truths.

My heart cradles the frequency of these truths to be embodied.

My expression translates it's voice unto the world to be rippled out.

So I purify myself for the very honor to be a clearer and purer voice of the void.

I let the void recalibrate me.

I am my invisible compass

I am my invisible bridge

The body holds AS the embodiment of its tue nature, just as true nature holds AS the body.

There is no one OR the other, there is one AND the other.

I am a student to ALL of life, in which includes to myself.

Purity of my presence is my receivorship to the Wisdom ALL provides.

The learning is infinite and perpetual upon itself as I free fall into the paradox.

In the learning and embodiment of all Wisdom I see I am also here to then teach.

I am a student and a teacher simutaneously....as is all of life itself a student and a teacher.

All learns from itself and teaches of itself, this is how existence weaves it's tapestry.

And so it is.

Seeking to find "the answers" vs seeking to remember and know self.

Seeking for the answers feels like a surface level introspection.
The answers will not remain the same and will forever change within our evolution.

Answers are fleeting.
That is the power of the paradox itself.
What does remain the same within this paradox is that the whole paradox itself is simply just the One-ness in and of itself.
The paradox when dialed all the way back upon itself is simply and only the One of it all.

The Answers will collapse upon themselves as all evolves, dieing out to then be reborn a new answer.

In this type of seeking for "the answers" it is chaotic, noisey and confusing.
We do not fully understand what is actually occuring as that natural power of unified paradox when we seek for such specific answers to carry us home.

Now lets explore another type of seeking.
A seeking to remember and know self.
This feels as a deeper more subtle introspection.
A seeking to see beyond the veils of finding "the answers" into the concious receivorship of the Soul.

In this is a steadfast and devoted seeking to what lies within the essence of all, within the presence of all.
It is a place of feeling all within our own essence.
The noise quiets down.....even in the chaos, the confusion is seen more single pointedly clear.....even in the swirling infinite potential vortex.
The paradox is embraced as it's Wholeness.
We see and feel into whatever answers naturally feel aligned in each shifting moment within a vast kalidescope of ever changingness with those answers.

This is where we seek to only feel and know moment to moment without grasping tightly with a forceful grip at
everything as "a solid answer to it all".
We see the answers are many yet all only as the One.

We see all answers hold truth at some level, all answers work somewhere/somehow, all answers hold their place as we play in mastering the art of remembering who we are.

The answers are found deep in the caverns of our own Souls and here is where we connect to receive from the infinite well of shifting potentials.

The remembering of self is a courageous deep dive yet as a soft entry into receivorship, into invitations to swim with next layers upon layers of self where the answers will shift and change as we do....
moment to moment to moment all flows like so. This is how we flow with life, we welcome the tides of changing answers.

We don't need to seek for answers carved in stone and set as "the way" home. We need to remain open, to remember how to feel into the deep infinite field of potentiality/the paradox and play as the games change colors upon themselves…..yet always holding as our foundation that One knowing of the Oneness we are as it ALL, that holds and supports it ALL.

Seek, not to find "the magical answers" that we believe may carry us home.... but seek to remember and know who we are to carry us home.

Remembrance doesn't halt at remembrance as the finish line to it's very nature of occurance.

An activation occurs and then it is by our own accord as to where we place this within our internal priority's of taking it into deeper movement or letting it stay sleepy within us.

After a Remembrance is activated within our perception a next level then invites us as Embodiment of this remembrance.

Otherwise the activation falls sleepy by the constraints we allow to a life lived less fullfilled than that of what the Soul is calling to us, thus then the remembrance collapsing back down upon itself to rest and stay as a thing to only be remembered.

The art is to continue to r-evolve the activated remembrance.

Keep it awake, alive and thriving with continual devotion to seeing it's knowing ever clearer.

Until the moment this trancends our experience of it beyond just a remembrance, to actually seeing it through a lense of embodiment and being as it naturally so.

Remembrance is the activation, the initiation, the invitation into it's being so in the here.

The invitation to be the bridge and anchour these reality's within our fields perception as who we are being.

Continual deepening embodiment of these remembrances is the Being of them, it is the trancen-dance to living as the momentum of them.

Taking the deep Knowing of it to the Being AS it.

When we do not express ourselves from our full well of pure authenticness it is because we do not yet fully value and appreciate who we are.
We do not value the power of that raw authenticity that the innocent Soul feels, dances with and desires to express.

The more value we are able to feel and know upon our beingness the more organically capable we are of open, flowing, free expression of more of ourselves from those deeper wells of the Soul.
Expression from a wholistic space of knowing who we are and not just from the pieces we person-ably pick and deem as better (more valueable) yet hide the self judged pieces behind doors to be unseen by the world.

Our fear that the world too shall judge as self has judged holds us at bay from deeper expression, so instead we wear costumes and mask and express as those.

When we can see self as valueable and appreciate what is here to be offered through us as a free expression, that is a knowing and integrating of our personal wholeness.

We may feel we are not capable of expressing our fullness in all moments, as if we convince ourselves we do not know how, because we are being carried, of our own demise, by a perspective of lack in our own value and with a constant comparing of ourselves to the world around us.

We strive to clone ourselves, to be the same as others we look up to and we see as thriving....believing if we just follow their ways we too shall thrive, thus missing the oppurtunity to open our souls authentic fullness to the world.
Not seeing that opening our souls full authenticness to the world IS actually where our thriving is able to be born.

Our thriving does not look like others thriving. Each carrys its very own point of entry into that whole thriving field, through authentic soul beingness.

Once we embody our value we open our authentic expression, the Souls voice… thus then the begining to allowing infinite intelligence to stream through/as us with a clean, pure, innocence that holds it's stream.

We allow our free stream to be cleansed, clarified and purified as it blooms within it's own essence and begins to see more deeply of itself.
Thriving in its own space of freedom and knowing the value in that as the service it provides to the whole.

Dig deep, learn the language of our authentic self, practice it's voice until it becomes organic. Allow it to grow, expand and evolve into itself as we hold the space in revererance and honor for it to do so.

Just fall into love with expressing the dance of our soul and surrender to the dance it is called to be.
Trust and learn through expressive exploration from our own authentic dance.

May we dance together as One in a thriving field of authentic expressions as the One.

“Oneness is not and will never be Sameness!” ~Kua Ren~

Alignment is not preference, preference is not alignment.

Be discerning not to fall prey to this pattern of believing they are the same.

There is a big misconception being internalized that people are calling their alignment the following of that which they prefer and stopping there with it’s truth. Cutting off the actual stream of it’s real intelligence to be seen.

Preference is only preference and NOT pointing to the complete fullness of an aligned action.

Alignment is not that surface leveled of an idea, it runs much deeper, beyond the action of doing. It involves integration of whole self.

Alignment is integration and surrendering to the energetics that arise within self as we make choices. Listening to what they have to share to us and for us as we move into those choices.

We can move with our preferences as a surface level guidance and take with us as we do so the responsibility to also own our alignment within those actions. But may we see and not call those choices our actual alignment. We will miss the oppurtunity of embodying our Wisdom everytime if we do.

There is a distinct difference to be known between alignment and preference. Our greateter alignment can be had in looking beyond the preferences and courageously into what arises beneath the surface layers of what is preferred. Go there, this is our real alignment.

Preference is more willfull action, alignment is more energtic embodiment. Both hold their place in our movement with choices, but seeing their distinction as we move can keep us aligned as a whole.

Move with preference as we so feel called to but also look for our alignment within that movement.

First I ask, what do we see as beauty, what does beauty mean to us?
Stop, be still and ponder this for a moment or two.
Ponder it from the heart not the mind, feel how it makes us feel when we touch upon it's essence.

Feel it's energy without giving it gripping attachment to any sctructure.
Use the structure to bring it forward from within, then let that structure go and just be left with the essence and how it holds us.

Sit with this for a moment, let it hold you and clothe you in it’s glory.

Can we feel how this beauty just embraces us in a cradle of awe, humility and appreciation? Even more than that too, those are just a few spoken quality's of its vast well.
It seems to thrive even beyond any given quality's.....it just permeates everything.
Now.....I take this into deeper more subtle exploration.

Beauty is of the heart.
Beauty lives before the projection, we just use the outer world to mirror to us that essence which already thrives.
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, that true eye being the eye from within.
That eye that feels it, knows it's and embodies it's truth.
So the essence is before all that exist as the essence the One heart feels upon itself.

I AM a thing of wonder and beauty, the One knows of itself before all is born unto it.

Beauty just already IS.
Being the very essence that is held within all that is.
Yes even the darkness, the darkness holds it's beauty as it's piece and role of the Whole.
We may view it as not so, but that is only a "viewing of" from our experienced reality. Behind the experience all is held in the beauty that permeates beyond all viels.
It just IS, it just lives, it just holds everything.
All of existence can only Be AS a thing of beauty as it is coming from beauty itself.

I remember times in my life when I experienced a mysterious phenomenom that I couldnt quite understand but felt it's truth run deep in my knowing.
A phenomenom where I was experiencing deep emotions from those Dark Night of Soul moments, or big catalyst moments and simutaneously I felt a sense of how deeply beautiful they felt. The emotions were being held within a space of great beauty somehow.
The rawness of those just struck me somehow with so much beauty.
So I shed a million tears of sadness yet of beauty at the same time.

So now as I have walked the path of awakening for some time, an understanding from an embodied sense of this beauty is arising within me so alive and clear.
Its feels so profound and Soul opening to me.

Beauty is of the essence of Grace "we bring forward" through us from a well that already thrives in the field of everything, in everything, as everything.

If we look deep enough we are able find beauty in everything, as we know the beauty lies within it's whole purpose so that essence just shines through.

Beauty just IS.
It is the essence of the One Conciousness that holds all as it looks upon itself in infinite ways. Never does it not see and know beauty in its own creation.

Somehow at the core of everything breaths this beauty, not just in the ways that spark us to its essence.
As those are just ignitors, activators, intiators, mirrors for us to REMEMBER the essence and presence of the already all pervasive beauty we have access to within everything.

Its not "there," or "not there", it is always there, always lingering in the field as a very quality within existence itself.

Now may we take this with us and practice the art of knowing this beauty deeper and deeper until we become a full and whole embodied version of this beauty in the here. Now being that mirror for others to see and remember the beauty all is.

May we walk in beauty knowing and feeling it's Origins. Enjoy it’s treasures that ignite it’s remembrance for us to embody the Whole truth in ever so clearer ways.
A key to Unity with self and all of life.
A key to embodied Oneness in the here.