<script data-pm-proxy="intercept"></script><?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[Fragments of Identity]]></title><description><![CDATA[Fragments of Identity is an intimate exploration of my humble journey woven through childhood, family, schooling, and the pursuit of dreams captured in the language of poetry.]]></description><link>https://pamodou.substack.com</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!fBSX!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F32b181e8-6b2f-4a15-b550-6cd8e8b1ea80_959x959.png</url><title>Fragments of Identity</title><link>https://pamodou.substack.com</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Fri, 04 Sep 2026 12:54:59 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="/__u/pamodou.substack.com/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><copyright><![CDATA[Pa Modou]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[pamodou@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:owner><itunes:email><![CDATA[pamodou@substack.com]]></itunes:email><itunes:name><![CDATA[Pa Modou]]></itunes:name></itunes:owner><itunes:author><![CDATA[Pa Modou]]></itunes:author><googleplay:owner><![CDATA[pamodou@substack.com]]></googleplay:owner><googleplay:email><![CDATA[pamodou@substack.com]]></googleplay:email><googleplay:author><![CDATA[Pa Modou]]></googleplay:author><itunes:block><![CDATA[Yes]]></itunes:block><item><title><![CDATA[Gold of Great Grandma]]></title><description><![CDATA[For the privilege to have lived with great grandma who lived more than 100 yrs]]></description><link>https://pamodou.substack.com/p/gold-of-great-grandma</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://pamodou.substack.com/p/gold-of-great-grandma</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Pa Modou]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 31 Aug 2026 14:52:14 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!UzmC!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb1c0dcf3-3d80-47c8-9491-7a0bb69336dd_206x206.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text">Old was the profile.
The only strength left
Was her weakness

Support was all
She could carry,
Not even her legs

Though she was full of wisdom,
The vision became partially blinded.
She saw with voices

Departure was coming 
But seemed she had privilege
To depart mutually. 

Century of breathing 
Felt like a reliable contract
The angel didn&#8217;t want to terminate

Life was prolonged
Until it became reduced
Between her room and the courtyard.

She was visited not as patient
But for being the gold
That every soul prays to be.

She was not earning
But she donated prayers
and was enriched by charities.


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In a boundless ring, I stand
Warming my cold feet.
I can run, but I can be chased.

Defeat is inevitable
For I have to win against me first.
Fear is inside of me 
And inside is fearful.

I woke up
With intense ambitions
But the cruelty of success
Wants to put my dreams back to sleep

But I remember 
Bravery isn&#8217;t lack of fear,
It is stepping in 
Even when there is fear.

So, I am stepping in 
Like testing a shoe size,
Fasten my slippery emotions
Because fears will eventually kneel to courage.

I don&#8217;t need to be champion,
I will just get over challenges laid by success.
I can&#8217;t have faith in my heart 
And be troubled by vacuum in my head.
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Is not needed by the young elephant,
That I am from a heavy line of skeleton,
Weighing pounds of humility

That even if I am down 
to the ground more than my sole
My steps will leave a mark,
Print the face of the earth.

That I do not possess trunk feet
But I stand like mahogany on her prayers
And if rejection slap my face
I let my heart be captured by tranquility.

That I am set to rise like the sun
So, the dark can&#8217;t hide me like secret,
That I wait for the dead to rise
Before I lay my hopes down.

I am reduced 
To silence of doubts
But I can hear 
Whispers of mama&#8217;s assurance.
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Inspired by the An Economic Theory of Democracy by Anthony Downs.]]></description><link>https://pamodou.substack.com/p/the-arena</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://pamodou.substack.com/p/the-arena</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Pa Modou]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 11 Aug 2026 17:41:42 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Othe!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff7c44d75-d1d0-4937-9c8b-bf1e7bbdc521_960x1280.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="/__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Othe!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff7c44d75-d1d0-4937-9c8b-bf1e7bbdc521_960x1280.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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The laissez faire of throne tussling,
Candidates are ready to turn men into toddlers
And men prepared to be pampered with promises.

They are now honing their words
To flatter even fluttering leaves,
To catch the wind of loyalty,
Carving their smiles like sculptors,

Become homeless with the ordinary 
Whose desperation feed on words 
That stop living right from the mouth.
Mandate of pain forgone for promised joy.

Opportunities in the palms of opportunist
Like capitalist masked in Marxism.
Choices centered on constraint options
And negligence nullifies viable ones.

The proletariats backing the bourgeoises,
Then ancient bourgeoises reclaiming the proletariats,
Watchdogs became hungry dogs
Lured by the flesh of power.

Discontent deciders yearn 
for one more disappointment
and ended up picking the bones 
For entrusting hyenas with goats.
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Still in our minds like today.
Your soft voice 
Still lingers like ear lope.

Grief still hugs our hearts 
Like the soil that hug you now,
The twin of my mother
Who brooded me like she does.

Our tears could have quenched a thirst
Yet our eyes are still wet.
The heavy grief alone 
Could have lifted your light coffin.

We need you here more
But the angel rushed you like emergency.
The end shouldn&#8217;t have been cruel 
When cruel kindness was all you had 

The smiles you carved on faces
Shouldn&#8217;t have been tarnished by mourning.
The holy communion in your matrimony 
Shouldn&#8217;t be reciprocated only after your forty days.

The cloths you gave 
Should have been spread like red carpet 
For you to model on and not that fabric
Spread over your lifeless soul.

Peace breezed all over the places
You ever took a breath
Because you were the invisible hand
Of the wind of unity.
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days]]></description><link>https://pamodou.substack.com/p/momentum</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://pamodou.substack.com/p/momentum</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Pa Modou]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 27 Jul 2026 16:53:50 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!fBSX!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F32b181e8-6b2f-4a15-b550-6cd8e8b1ea80_959x959.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><hr></div><p>There are days</p><p>I follow a germinated routine,</p><p>Stretching a hidden exposure like muscles.</p><p>My mind cuffed by my targets.</p><p>My eyelids drawn like morning curtains</p><p>Until I loudly hear the silence of the night,</p><p><span>Before I draw them down</span></p><div><hr></div><p>Before the cock crows,</p><p>Before the eyeball of the sky protrude,</p><p>Am in line with the fleet.</p><p>My spirit rises with the steams</p><p>Dew of fervor warming hopes,</p><p>Optimism burping,</p><p>even my empty stomach</p><p>Full before it is filled.</p><div><hr></div><p>Then there are days</p><p>I am deaf to the cock crows,</p><p>I hear the fleet horning,</p><p>Numb to the whips of sunrays on bed.</p><p>I woke up to flood of activities,</p><p>The spirit float in inactivity,</p><p>Lifeless in my vibrant pursuits.</p><div><hr></div><p>The momentum rise and drop</p><p>Like crest and trough.</p><p>Weary trials rest on doldrums</p><p>The vision looks blurry,</p><p>Silent surrenders whispering in my mind.</p><p>The distance ahead seems stretch</p><p>As if there&#8217;s no land beyond the horizon.</p><p></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pamodou.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe now&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="/__u/pamodou.substack.com/subscribe"><span>Subscribe 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the culprit</p><p>With a blade in his hand,</p><p>Release the words in their throats</p><p>That cease an internal conflict.</p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pamodou.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe now&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="/__u/pamodou.substack.com/subscribe"><span>Subscribe now</span></a></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Filling the Gaps]]></title><description><![CDATA[Imaginative!]]></description><link>https://pamodou.substack.com/p/filling-the-gaps</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://pamodou.substack.com/p/filling-the-gaps</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Pa Modou]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 11 Jul 2026 14:57:31 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!iY6f!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F43c31122-d8aa-457b-b408-9cc7bbd2e692_960x1280.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text"></pre></div><div class="image-gallery-embed" data-attrs="{&quot;gallery&quot;:{&quot;images&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/jpeg&quot;,&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/43c31122-d8aa-457b-b408-9cc7bbd2e692_960x1280.jpeg&quot;}],&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;alt&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;staticGalleryImage&quot;:{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/jpeg&quot;,&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/43c31122-d8aa-457b-b408-9cc7bbd2e692_960x1280.jpeg&quot;}},&quot;isEditorNode&quot;:true}"></div><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text">When am done filling the gaps
Chances won't slip through my fingers,
Even water will rest on my palms.

When am done filling the gaps,
Rivers of doubts will stay still,
Surprise will overcast them like clouds.

When am done filling the gaps,
The sky will be low for a limit,
Targets will be closer than my nose.

When am done filling the gaps,
Letters alone won't consist my name.
Titles, trophies and treasures will tail in front.

When am done filling the gaps
I will fit into the circle of suits
With just frayed jeans and jackets.

When am done filling the gaps,
My whispers will be louder than roars,
My words will be honored guest everywhere.

When am done filling the gaps,
I will see the color of the foe
That has been neutral like water.

When am done filling the gaps....</pre></div><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pamodou.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! 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The misplaced priorities of politicians, and delayed justice of law breakers.]]></description><link>https://pamodou.substack.com/p/weevils-in-the-grains</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://pamodou.substack.com/p/weevils-in-the-grains</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Pa Modou]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 05 Jul 2026 04:30:32 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!rfT4!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5187281d-609d-472c-88d2-4c74fd4b78e3_1024x608.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text"></pre></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" 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spacing when published</label><pre class="text">Weevils sneaked into the grains.
What was once contained like uvula
Is popping out like hair,
Intestines spilled,
Fluid slithering from the masses&#8217; eyes
Drawing the laugh lines of the land.

Blade piercing the frail armor 
Of the sovereign law,
A pleasing poison of misbehavior.
Grey wigs stick behind desks
Staring perfect fouls
Being severely ridiculed.

Weevils in the grains.
Offenders, sleeping in their comfort grave.
Speakers got no volume 
To chased them away. 
All ears zipped to the cries
And unzip to the dumb clash 
Of their inedible ideas.

Weevils sneaked into the grains,
More blades are being honed,
More scandals clacking under their soles,
Fears tailing the masses&#8217; footsteps
And the men in suit 
Tracking the masses&#8217; loyalty.
</pre></div><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pamodou.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Cloud of Uncertainty]]></title><description><![CDATA[There are frequent moments my nerves frictionally unrest With my much anticipations, Clash of now and what is coming. On the surface I am relaxed But my muscles tenses For the future. Expanding, contracting For my frail hopes that may shatter under the hooves That trample with an eye closed A friend said it is proper But absorbing common fears of all nouns For the dangers of nothing yet Is a proper abnormality.]]></description><link>https://pamodou.substack.com/p/cloud-of-uncertainty</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://pamodou.substack.com/p/cloud-of-uncertainty</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Pa Modou]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 29 Jun 2026 17:07:29 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!fBSX!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F32b181e8-6b2f-4a15-b550-6cd8e8b1ea80_959x959.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text"><sup>There are frequent moments
 my nerves frictionally unrest
With my much anticipations,
Clash of now and what is coming.

On the surface 
I am relaxed 
But my muscles tenses
For the future.

Expanding, contracting 
For my frail hopes 
that may shatter under the hooves
That trample with an eye closed

A friend said it is proper
But absorbing common fears of all nouns 
For the dangers of nothing yet
Is a proper abnormality.</sup><sub>

</sub><sup>My mind has been occupied
Filled with nothing 
Like a balloon floating
In a cloud of uncertainties</sup></pre></div><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pamodou.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe now&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="/__u/pamodou.substack.com/subscribe"><span>Subscribe now</span></a></p><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text"></pre></div><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pamodou.substack.com/p/cloud-of-uncertainty/comments&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Leave a comment&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="/__u/pamodou.substack.com/p/cloud-of-uncertainty/comments"><span>Leave a comment</span></a></p><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text"><sup>
In a cloud of uncertainties.</sup>
</pre></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Waiting for my time]]></title><description><![CDATA[I have been hanging around like a schedule I remain in line like obedience. I have waited even older than time.]]></description><link>https://pamodou.substack.com/p/waiting-for-my-time</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://pamodou.substack.com/p/waiting-for-my-time</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Pa Modou]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 22 Jun 2026 17:51:41 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1521112376370-0a3b01544ab1?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxMzR8fHJhbmRvbXxlbnwwfHx8fDE3ODIxNDUzMTN8MA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text"></pre></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" 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viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">Photo by <a href="https://unsplash.com/@nikfrdszrsln_">Firdaus Roslan</a> on <a href="https://unsplash.com">Unsplash</a></figcaption></figure></div><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text">I have been hanging around like a schedule
I remain in line like obedience.
I have waited even older than time. 
Now my patience running like an escapee.

I have been quieter than a grave
Burry in me all that I crave 
Expecting my flowers any moment
But I am only a recipient of loss

I have been overlooked like violation
While I watched others passed
Others who came less than an hour
While I hang farther like postponement 

My persistence is running out of breath
And my clock seems to move with a broken hand.
I keep luring my patience
With hope and honor.

I am tired of being a statue. 
My dreams are becoming immemorial
Waiting for an infinite time 
While time wait not for me.
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Breathe in all the fresh air, Release and then I will breathe. I am a plant and I will blossom Throw the heaps of dung on me Then come back for my fruit. Leave me roofless under the sun And come back to rest under my shade. I am a plant and I will blossom Pierce a knife, or peel my bark I will festoon the scar with a fresh skin Throw and scatter my seeds And I will rise where I am not wanted I am a plant and I will blossom Reap me of all that is ripe I will use the sun to labor my fruits again. Pull out my lateral secrets And I will hold on to my deep roots I am a plant and I will blossom Behead my branches from spreading I will come back like hair on the head Wish me dead, leave me naked in the storm And I will live longer than the sky. I am a plant and I will blossom..]]></description><link>https://pamodou.substack.com/p/i-am-a-plant</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://pamodou.substack.com/p/i-am-a-plant</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Pa Modou]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 13 Jun 2026 08:34:23 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1518495973542-4542c06a5843?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwyNnx8cmFuZG9tfGVufDB8fHx8MTc4MTMzNDU4OXww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text"></pre></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" 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viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text">I am a plant and I will blossom

Pour the laundry water on me
And it vaporizes out of my skin.

Breathe in all the fresh air,
Release and then I will breathe.

I am a plant and I will blossom

Throw the heaps of dung on me
Then come back for my fruit.

Leave me roofless under the sun
And come back to rest under my shade.

I am a plant and I will blossom

Pierce a knife, or peel my bark
I will festoon the scar with a fresh skin

Throw and scatter my seeds
And I will rise where I am not wanted

I am a plant and I will blossom

Reap me of all that is ripe 
I will use the sun to labor my fruits again.

Pull out my lateral secrets 
And I will hold on to my deep roots

I am a plant and I will blossom

Behead my branches from spreading
I will come back like hair on the head

Wish me dead, leave me naked in the storm
And I will live longer than the sky.

I am a plant and I will blossom..</pre></div><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pamodou.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe now&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="/__u/pamodou.substack.com/subscribe"><span>Subscribe now</span></a></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pamodou.substack.com/p/i-am-a-plant/comments&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Leave a comment&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="/__u/pamodou.substack.com/p/i-am-a-plant/comments"><span>Leave a comment</span></a></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pamodou.substack.com/p/i-am-a-plant?utm_source=substack&utm_medium=email&utm_content=share&action=share&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Share&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="/__u/pamodou.substack.com/p/i-am-a-plant?utm_source=substack&amp;utm_medium=email&amp;utm_content=share&amp;action=share"><span>Share</span></a></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[After Confessing My Feelings]]></title><description><![CDATA[I am properly messed up Like an organized crime. Guilt chasing me like siren For the innocent choice I made. My heart has been a hostel lodging prohibited feelings So teen to be undressed And too toxic to be harbored. Her hypnotic presence Make my heart loose its strings. My gaze lingers on her Like an explicit portrait. My tongue could not contain the words I suffocated too long in my throat Like a smoke confessing The presence of fire in my heart. Concealing this feeling Has been trying to hide the moon . It goes with me everywhere Even where my shadow couldn't follow. The confession I made Kept me into hiding Whenever I walked outside Like a fugitive.]]></description><link>https://pamodou.substack.com/p/after-confessing-my-feelings</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://pamodou.substack.com/p/after-confessing-my-feelings</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Pa Modou]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 05 Jun 2026 16:45:17 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1657081595087-f7b60881695c?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwyN3x8YSUyMGNyaW1pbmFsJTIwaGlkaW5nfGVufDB8fHx8MTc4MDY3NzQ0MXww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text"></pre></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 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Like an organized crime.
Guilt chasing me like siren
For the innocent choice I made.

My heart has been a hostel
lodging prohibited feelings
So teen to be undressed 
And too toxic to be harbored.

Her hypnotic presence
Make my heart loose its strings.
My gaze lingers on her
Like an explicit portrait.

My tongue could not contain the words
 I suffocated too long in my throat
Like a smoke confessing 
The presence of fire in my heart.

 Concealing this feeling
Has been trying to hide the moon .
It goes with me everywhere 
Even where my shadow couldn't follow.

The confession I made
Kept me into hiding 
Whenever I walked outside 
Like a fugitive.</pre></div><div><hr></div><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pamodou.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe now&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="/__u/pamodou.substack.com/subscribe"><span>Subscribe now</span></a></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pamodou.substack.com/p/after-confessing-my-feelings?utm_source=substack&utm_medium=email&utm_content=share&action=share&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Share&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="/__u/pamodou.substack.com/p/after-confessing-my-feelings?utm_source=substack&amp;utm_medium=email&amp;utm_content=share&amp;action=share"><span>Share</span></a></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pamodou.substack.com/p/after-confessing-my-feelings/comments&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Leave a comment&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="/__u/pamodou.substack.com/p/after-confessing-my-feelings/comments"><span>Leave a comment</span></a></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[What is getting on my Nerves]]></title><description><![CDATA[What is getting on my nerves is waiting for people before departing. They seem time is what is waiting for them. What is getting on my nerves is people intentionally forgetting schedules and relies on my deliberate reminders. What is getting on my nerves is people taking the due time to settle their disarray hours. What is getting on my nerves is their early decision to go late and assume all others will be the same. What is getting on my nerves is that they come out dress in sorry that can't cover the hours lost. what is getting on my nerves.....]]></description><link>https://pamodou.substack.com/p/what-is-getting-on-my-nerves</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://pamodou.substack.com/p/what-is-getting-on-my-nerves</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Pa Modou]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 17:01:40 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!tfeB!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F68be9a8f-47a3-451d-81c2-ef0e4fda273f_1024x608.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text"></pre></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 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spacing when published</label><pre class="text">What is getting on my nerves
is waiting for people before departing.
They seem time is what is waiting for them.

What is getting on my nerves
is people intentionally forgetting schedules
and relies on my deliberate reminders.

What is getting on my nerves 
is people taking the due time
to settle their disarray hours.

What is getting on my nerves
is their early decision to go late 
and assume all others will be the same.

What is getting on my nerves
is that they come out dress in sorry
that can't cover the hours lost.

what is getting on my nerves.....</pre></div><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pamodou.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Similes of Tolerance]]></title><description><![CDATA[Not all appreciate my presence But I am a God-sent like the rain. I met friendly faces like borrowers Whose interests were not my benefit. I have been underestimated But I maintain my value like a piece of land I have been exploited like an opportunity But I also take my chances like a gambler life has been heavy on my shoulders But I remain tolerant like the soil. My expectations have turned out as cloud dissipation But I remain hopeful like the famer who burry his seeds in the ground. I have gone through an open betrayal like erosion But I still hold tight like the roots in drought. Dirt has been thrown on to me But I remain pure like a gold Materiality has tempted me like food tempted hunger But fasting does not kill a man.]]></description><link>https://pamodou.substack.com/p/similes-of-tolerance</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://pamodou.substack.com/p/similes-of-tolerance</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Pa Modou]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 26 May 2026 15:05:56 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!BpKm!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F60596227-6463-4b14-9763-971b540a37ab_1080x1257.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text"></pre></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 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But I am a God-sent like the rain.

I met friendly faces like borrowers
Whose interests were not my benefit.

I have been underestimated 
But I maintain my value like a piece of land

I have been exploited like an opportunity 
But I also take my chances like a gambler

life has been heavy on my shoulders
But I remain tolerant like the soil.

My expectations have turned out as cloud dissipation
But I remain hopeful like the famer who burry his seeds in the ground.

I have gone through an open betrayal like erosion
But I still hold tight like the roots in drought.

Dirt has been thrown on to me 
But I remain pure like a gold

Materiality has tempted me like food tempted hunger
But fasting does not kill a man.
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I met none of you in person Just my words pictured an identity for you But the trust you've granted me Will not be taken for granted.]]></description><link>https://pamodou.substack.com/p/20-subscribers</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://pamodou.substack.com/p/20-subscribers</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Pa Modou]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 22 May 2026 15:35:53 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1689443807090-f9ad9a08d46c?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxMDd8fHJhbmRvbXxlbnwwfHx8fDE3Nzk0NTUwNjJ8MA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" 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data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="/__u/pamodou.substack.com/subscribe"><span>Subscribe now</span></a></p><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text">I came here lonely 
Like a missing child
But I found my way
with your commitments.

This can only be a mother's commitment
And a boy's promise
Who in turn ask for few bucks from her
To be repaid with a dream.

I know time wait for no one
And your schedules are tighter than the train's
But you do not lose patience 
going through my unscheduled posts.

The feelings I expose 
might just be insensitive 
Yet you give them a heart 
with comments of compliment.

I met none of you in person
Just my words pictured an identity for you
But the trust you've granted me 
Will not be taken for granted.


</pre></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Not in the Race]]></title><description><![CDATA[I don't have anything to prove I only have a lot to improve.]]></description><link>https://pamodou.substack.com/p/not-in-the-race</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://pamodou.substack.com/p/not-in-the-race</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Pa Modou]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 19 May 2026 14:55:05 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!idLn!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fac2055c9-a89a-43d0-8785-261090e1a067_1024x608.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p></p><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text"></pre></div><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text">I don't have anything to prove
I only have a lot to improve. 
Competition binds while the sea set free.
There is room for all to sail and simply be.

I remain calm on my way
Just like I do when I pray.
I am not rushing, I am not a runner.
I am targeting like a gunner. 

If the limit is the sky
There is boundless space and time to fly
And I won't fly with the other birds
if my feathers are seeds in the earth.

I am not a loser if I keep losing. 
I keep trying because it is promising
even if I do not get anything 
I will have nothing to lose.
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viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">Photo by <a href="https://unsplash.com/@xalfa">Tonmoy Iftekhar</a> on <a href="https://unsplash.com">Unsplash</a></figcaption></figure></div><p> A peaceful war has been on to-date.</p><p>Unfortunately, early combatants are now late, </p><p>But they left behind a way forward,</p><p>To use faith as our sharpest sword.</p><p></p><p>They were strong in their material warfare.</p><p>They had never gave in their devoted affair.</p><p>Now combatants step back from their roles,</p><p>With a faith line that barely holds.</p><p></p><p>We are surrounded like an island </p><p>And ask to yield in return for &#8220;Skyland&#8221;.</p><p>We pledge to material wealth and become allies </p><p>With the enemy who wants us loose ties.</p><p></p><p>We have given a blind  look </p><p>To the aftermath and move with the crook,</p><p>The crook whose vow to defeat </p><p>Has been well known like a displayed secret.</p><p></p><p>Faith suppresses material obsession,</p><p>But he uses material wealth as a weapon of suppression,</p><p>He makes us abandon our commandment </p><p>And follow everything meant for abandonment.</p><p></p><p>Lord! Keep us from his playing ground,</p><p>Lord! Keep us within our praying grounds,</p><p>Give us the strength of our ancient warlords</p><p>To use faith as our sharpest sword.</p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://pamodou.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe now&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="/__u/pamodou.substack.com/subscribe"><span>Subscribe now</span></a></p>]]></content:encoded></item></channel></rss>