Before I dive in: I have deep reverence for every belief system that leads someone home to love. This isn’t a piece written against Christianity, or against any faith, and it isn’t written to change anyone’s mind. My hope isn’t persuasion, it’s contemplation.

I’m simply thinking out loud.

I’m inviting you to come along as a self-proclaimed “woo woo” non-Christian journeys through the Bible with fresh eyes, curiosity, and a willingness to be surprised.

I want to explore the bridges between belief systems that so often get treated as enemies, because I have a sneaking suspicion that there are more threads uniting us than we realize.

At the very least, my intention is to better understand the perspectives of people whose beliefs differ from my own, whether that’s to deepen my own discernment, discover some common ground, or both.

This whole series started because I’m a modern mystic, trance channeler, and somatic guide. I channel a range of Christ consciousness beings including but not limited to: ET’s such as the Arcturians, Hindu & Buddhist deities, apostles, etc. . .with Jesus at the helm (never thought I’d be a Jesus girlie but here we are!)

When I first started channeling, one of the first instructions I received was:

For years I resisted this guidance, and now that I’m finally starting to explore the Bible, I’m SHOCKED to discover how woo woo it is, if you read between the lines and sit with the deeper meanings.

When I started channeling Jesus, he suggested a unique way to read the Bible. He instructed me to go paragraph by paragraph, pause, and feel into the body, letting truth reveal itself as a resonance or feeling rather than something purely intellectual. He said the Bible is “encoded” with deeper meaning, and this technique will provide entirely new revelations through attunement with a deep, quiet truth locked inside the body.

That sounded interesting, but not interesting enough to read a boring book from a religion I don’t align with.

But the final nudge to read the Bible came from the challenges that showed up when I started posting my spiritual gift publicly. . .

The hardest part of channeling Jesus isn’t the channeling. It’s the religious zealots who show up in my comments and DMs looking to crucify me for it (ohhh, the irony).

I’ve found it fascinating to discover that so many people who believe in Jesus—a leader whose primary mission was love, unity, and acceptance of others—carry such fervor (to put it nicely) in their hearts against anyone who doesn’t fit neatly into their system of belief.

The most common thing I hear from the “Christian Social Media Police” as I call them goes something like this:

Even though I have what some may perceive as irrational beliefs (like channeling Jesus and aliens lol. . . fair), I’m actually a pretty logical thinker with a curious mind. And as I continue growing in my faith, I always try to remain open-minded, self-aware, and willing to question my own assumptions. I meannn, there was once a time when I didn’t believe in a single thing that I do now….so how could I not remain open to the possibility of a shift in my beliefs?

So after so many comments telling me I’m channeling demons and need to repent, I finally decided to open my mind and try to understand where they’re coming from.

Whenever I feel confused about a Biblical concept, I get suspicious and go back to the roots to look up the etymology. I dig into the Aramaic (Jesus’s native language)and the ancient Greek (the earliest New Testament manuscripts) understandings, and often it paints a wildly different picture than the cultural understanding.

So, let’s talk about some of the most common words that get thrown around in my DMs and comments.

I’m going to unpack what I’m learning about the concepts of Satan/the Devil, repentance, sin, and other Scriptural buzzwords over the course of this series. But for part one:

let’s start with Satan.

I’ve always found the accusation that I’m working for Satan a fascinatingly illogical one. If I’m channeling a deceptive, demonic force trying to pass itself off as Jesus, then Satan really needs to fire his marketing team, because he’s using me to drive his customers straight to the competition. My Jesus Transmissions lead people directly into the heart of Jesus and God’s love, and often these are people with serious resistance to religion, either from church trauma or ideological differences.

In my explorations of the Bible, another shocking discovery was that Jesus was also accused of working with Satan when he performed miracles and cast out demons (!!) and he responded with a simple question:

“And if Satan casts out Satan, he is divided against himself; how shall then his kingdom stand?” (Matthew 12:26)

The logic is simple: if the fruits of something are that people move toward God, love, compassion, and spiritual transformation, then attributing that work to Satan is a self-defeating argument. Honestly when I found this verse it was validating, because I’ve been scratching my head thinking the same thing since the very first accusation I received on TikTok a year and a half ago.

My dear friend Jahmaya (read his substack here) recently rocked my world by informing me that Satan was actually more like a prosecuting figure on God’s council than a boogeyman that will turn us all into psychotic murderers if we dare to even look in his direction.

In the Bible, Satan acts as the “accuser of the brethren.” The word is a transliteration of the Aramaic sāṭānā and the Hebrew noun śāṭān (שָׂטָן), which translates to “adversary,” “opponent,” or “accuser.”

His role was to question people’s sincerity (hence, the “accuser”) and highlight their sins before God. Basically, Satan was a just a playground bully, a sh*t-stirrer, and tattle tale. We’ve all met this kid. He’s lame, and annoying, but not scary.

In The Book of Job (pronounced jobe) chapters 1–2 is where Satan appears in God’s heavenly court (!!!) among the “sons of God” (bene ha-elohim) or angelic beings/divine members of God’s heavenly council (I find this truly shocking, considering I always thought Satan lived in some fiery underworld as God’s arch nemesis, not as a respected member of governing body?!)

So the story goes something like this: Job is a rich man who has everything anyone could ever want. God mentions Job to Satan, lowkey kinda bragging about his star student—he’s using Job as a shining example of someone who would never betray Him:

“Have you considered my servant Job? There is no one like him on the earth, a blameless and upright man, who fears God and turns away from evil.” (Job 1:8)

Satan challenges Job’s motives and tries to convince God that Job is faithful only because God has blessed him with so much abundance (see?! like I said: what a little a pot-stirring tattle tale; mind your own, Satan! Let the man live and enjoy his abundance in peace 🙄)

Satan’s ultimate goal is to inspire guilt, doubt, and separation from God. So God permits Satan to test Job within specific limits. In other words: God & Job were sorta on the same team?!

Long story short, Satan tests Job by taking everything from him (he killed his kids, destroyed his home and livelihood, and gave him a chronic illness—yikes) but Job never turned his back on God. He struggled to understand, but ultimately accepted that God has a plan that we can’t always comprehend, and the only way through it is faith and surrender.

As a woo-woo brand new to Scripture, this kinda blew my mind and left me thinking: technically, Job’s misfortune was a collab deal between God and Satan, and in the end, God rewarded Job with even more abundance than he originally started with!

So why has Satan left such deep fear in the collective psyche? I can't quite answer that part yet, since I'd probably have to unravel thousands of years of cultural anthropology. But maybe one day.

The irony in my explorations of Satan is that the Christians who believe I’m being used as a mouthpiece for Satan are doing exactly as he did: accusing, taunting, and testing me by bringing me into (temporary) separation from God’s love by stirring anger, fear, and doubt in my heart.

But like Satan in the Book of Job, my own personal Satan (the Christian Social Media Police) failed, because while I obviously have days where I “miss the mark” and let the comments get the best of me, or days where, like Job, I’m struggling to keep the faith, these taunting accusations I receive on the daily always eventually bring me deeper into my Truth and my connection with Jesus.

Jesus, in his channeled teachings, taught me to make a practice of returning to acceptance, love and gratitude in the face of “the accuser.”

He also told me that our greatest opportunities to grow in our faith and discover our truth sometimes come through the very external voices that tempt us into separation, and I’ve certainly found that to be true. Read more about that channeled message here.

So ultimately, I have my Christian “accusers” to thank for catalyzing a discernment journey that brought me closer to God and Jesus than ever before. And if I ever start to fear the devil, I just think of the story of Job, and it gives me peace knowing that if I ever encounter “Satan”, it might just be God orchestrating a leveling-up in my faith journey.

But what’s interesting is the story of Job echoes something often said in new age spiritual circles: the Universe seems to test you right before a major expansion or “timeline jump.”

So is it a test of faith? The pullback before the breakthrough? Or Satan the Accuser?

What does it matter?

So that’s Satan, unpacked, or rather, rebranded in my mind 💁🏼‍♀️. A tattle tale, a prosecutor, an accuser that God sometimes collaborates with for good reason. Not the dark demonic force we’ve been taught to fear.

But, “Satan” is almost always paired with another mysterious word in the comments section:

Repentance.

So, my research continues. . .and my digging into this word led me to the discovery of a concept that’s SHOCKINGLY woo-woo.

But that’s part two. . . coming soon.

xx Chelsea

P.S. If this piece stirred something in you, I invite you to join The Jesus Transmissions—my monthly live group channeling event now taking place inside The Rhythm, a devotional membership which is currently in its founding pre-launch.

The next transmission will take place on August 23rd at 12 EDT (single tickets will go live next week, but joining the Rhythm gets you in at a discounted rate)

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I feel like I’m creating something new with this event (at least that’s the intention) but to carve a new path requires a ton of faith. As a Jesus channeler, I often feel as if I'm too New Age for the Christians and too Christian for the New Age!

I deeply believe that Jesus is having a major moment in communities previously closed off to his teachings, and I suspect interest in him within the New Age community will continue to grow. I feel that I’m being divinely guided to serve God through the Jesus Transmissions events as this evolution unfolds.

But to be honest, sometimes it’s a test of faith and an exercise in surrender. It’s funny to witness the angel/devil dialogue on my shoulder. As trusting and devoted as I am, there’s still this dense, human, egoic part of me that casts doubt on all of it. Each time I publish the event link, my (devil/ego) mind wonders:

Am I too early?

Is this even worth it?

What if only a couple people sign up?

Will this ever grow into something sustainable where it feels like a fair exchange for the physical toll it takes on my body?

Is anyone even taking these teachings to heart and trying to implement them in their day, or is it just a “show” going in one ear and out the other?

Is this actually bringing people closer to Jesus or a deeper Truth within?

Is this offering people something they felt they lost?

Am I actually offering something of value, or is that just what I want to believe?

After the last event, some of those devil-on-my-shoulder thoughts started creeping in. But I’ve been getting better at using the mind to return to my center. So, I noticed the thoughts, dropped into the heart, and prayed—giving it all to God and leaning into trust.

Moments later, I received a message from an attendee:

“Today I felt more in communion with Christ than church I attended 8 years ago. [there was] no judgement . . .today was deeply heartfelt and intimate. Thank you for your courage!”

Receiving that reminded me that it’s not really about me, the number of attendees, the donations, or whether it meets my human ideas of “success.” Jesus taught by example that we’re all humble servants & vessels for a larger divine plan, and he didn’t need to receive anything in return. He simply trusted, showed up, and gave what he came here to give.

And it reminded me that if even one person walked away feeling more connected to Christ, more open-hearted, less alone, or more deeply in communion with God, then maybe that alone is enough reason to continue, because I’ll never know the ripple effects that one enounter could have on consciousness at large.

So, I’ll keep moving forward, doing my best to serve with humility, trusting that something larger is unfolding through it all.

Thank you to everyone walking this path with me.

For anyone who couldn’t attend live, or for those who are ready to revisit the teachings, I’m sharing the *truncated replay and transcript below.

*I removed the opening/settling in music as well as attendee shares & reflections to respect the privacy of the group.

My intention with these events is not just to create a live experience of communion, but something akin to a modern form of Bible study: a space to return to the teachings for deeper reflection, study, and integration. Because it’s through the repetition of return that embodiment is created.

So I hope you’ll treat these teachings as a Christian would treat the “word of God” — returning again and again to support your journey of faith and ascension.

Make this a ritual & register for next month’s Jesus Transmission. Click here to reserve your spot.

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An opening sermon from Jesus: your mission as a lightworker

On the power of daily heart-led practice

Living like Jesus: being of service & answering the call

What to do when you’re in a season of doubt or despair & feel blocked

An urgent request from Jesus

How to communicate with Jesus in our daily lives

On neurodivergent starseed children & the future of humanity

Navigating the spiritual war on our planet & staying positive in darkness

Why was Mary Magdalene left out of the Bible?

When you feel called to serve a higher purpose but still have to pay the bills

Jesus as an example for lightworkers answering the “call”

What is Sophia and the dragons

Jesus’s thoughts on working with dragons and entities from lower realms

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Over the last several years, I’ve received repeated channeled messages about the incoming generations of children and the role they play in humanity’s evolving consciousness.

The Guides describe these children as “starseeds,” stating that many of them are unusually wise or emotionally intelligent, deeply empathetic, extra-sensitive, creatively gifted, neurodivergent, or connected to realities that we can’t perceive.

While it’s my belief that all children are tapped into a higher frequency until a certain age (I always say: I feel like little kids experience life like they’re on shrooms 24/7 😂), this message is about those kids who are extra-extra.

here are some signs you may have a starseed child:

• *they’re highly sensitive (physically and/or emotionally) and perhaps express big emotions

• they have an unusually high IQ and/or EQ for their age

• they offer wisdom or teachings that are well beyond their developmental stage

• they see spirits/other realms/sense energies

• they speak about past lives, or describe people, places, or shared experiences with deep conviction, even though you know those people don’t exist or those experiences never happened (in this lifetime)

• talking to or delivering messages from God/Source/Jesus/deceased relatives

• they have an unusually rich dream life, and to them, it feels real

• **they may be neurodivergent or have special needs (including nonverbal conditions)

• they may exude an unusually sweet, loving, or peaceful energy when regulated

• they may be very interested in sound, vibration, rocks, crystals, lights

• they may have an age-inappropriate interest in religion

• or there may just be something about them that feels extra magical or extra “tapped in” — but you can’t quite name it

**to be clear: I’m not dismissing the very real, lived experience of physical, mental, emotional, or developmental conditions. I’m also not claiming that every child who displays these traits is a “starseed.” I’m just relaying the spiritual perspective expressed through channeled transmissions and inviting you to explore what resonates.

The Guides frame these children as souls arriving with a unique “mission”: to help usher humanity into a more conscious, connected, and heart-centered way of living—to help the planet raise it’s frequency and get closer to embodying divine values.

Whether you resonate with metaphysical terms or interpret that concept scientifically, psychologically, or symbolically, I believe there’s a meaningful universal truth embedded in this message about sensitivity, parenting, nervous system regulation, and consciousness itself.

But before you read this transmission, I want to share the deeper lens through which I understand it, so we can start from a grounded place before blasting off into 12D Consciousness. . .

disclaimer: the perspective I’m sharing here is shaped by a blend of personal experience, channeled teachings, my work with many young children (primarily neurotypical), continuing education studies in a neuroscience-based model of play therapy centered around the nervous system, and my role as a Somatic Channeling lead facilitator, where I teach a body-based healing modality that many experience as both therapeutic and spiritually expansive. I’ve also had some early experiences exploring somatic channeling work alongside nonverbal autistic children and their parents.

That being said, these are ultimately my interpretations and lived experiences—not absolute truths—so I encourage you to use your own discernment and take what resonates.

and if you want to learn how to deepen your connection with your body, I invite you to book a discovery call with me.

Okay, back to what I was saying. . .

At its core, this transmission is really about the importance of getting out of the mind and into the body.

It’s about co-regulation, mirror neurons, and the nervous system.

It’s about discernment and differentiating fear-based conditioning from a deeper truth within, so you can expand your consciousness to meet your starseed child where they’re at.

These things are all deeply interconnected, and as someone who has experienced firsthand how somatic work can unlock access to higher states of consciousness, I think there’s a lot of truth to the transmission you’re about to read, even if it sounds a bit. . . galactic at times (you’ll see what I mean in a moment). . .

Because somatic work teaches nervous system regulation and helps restore the partnership between mind and body. . .

which creates access to a deeper inner knowing. . .

that inner knowing strengthens discernment. . .

which brings greater clarity and less fear . . .

clarity creates safety within the body . . .

and safety in the body allows for a deeper, embodied connection to Source . . .

. . . and from that place, you’re able to meet your child not just behaviorally, but also spiritually—at the level of consciousness they’re already operating from.

And the reason somatic work matters is because highly sensitive children (which many of these “starseeds” are) can sometimes struggle with the “density” and overstimulation of this world.

(according to my Guides) It’s as if their perceptive abilities are so expanded that their nervous system processes emotional, energetic, or environmental input more intensely. For many kids, this could be part their gift, but it may also easily lead to overwhelm, dysregulation, stimming, anxiety, emotional outbursts, or withdrawal (among other things, I imagine).

From this lens, nervous system regulation becomes deeply important for parents. If you’re able to model safety in the body, you’re helping your child’s sensitivity exist without overwhelm, because consciously or not, your child’s system is connected to your own.

(there’s more I could say about the nervous system, co-regulation, fear-based conditioning, and what this can look like in practice, so after the transcript I’ll expand on the grounded interpretation of the message through a somatic and psycho-spiritual lens, with some links to support further study)

So as you read this transmission, I encourage you to use discernment. Take what resonates, leave what doesn’t, and allow the message to speak to you in whatever way feels meaningful for your own life and your relationship with your child.

one more thing. . .

It’s also important to note that the Guides often speak in grandiose language, and it can be easy to inflate the importance or uniqueness of a child or their “mission.” Keep in mind that from the Guides’ vantage point, all souls are inherently miraculous expressions of God, and all lives carry deep meaning and purpose.

Here’s one way to think about it:

Textiles are created through warp and weft. The warp threads run vertical and create the structural foundation of the fabric, while the weft threads are woven throughout to create the full weave or design. One isn’t more important than the other, they simply serve different functions, and the fabric wouldn’t exist without both warp and weft!

In the same way, some souls may have come here to carry a frequency that helps anchor or stabilize certain energies within the collective. But every thread is necessary, and every soul contributes to the whole tapestry of existence.

So, try not to interpret this transmission as saying your child is “better” or more important than others. To have a special “mission” doesn’t mean destined for fame or saving the world.

Rather, I believe the Guides are speaking about energy—the unique frequency each soul expresses through human form, and the particular role “lightworkers” and “starseeds” play in the grand symphony of our collective awakening. :)

And finally. . .let’s get into the transmission.

Transmission Recorded on April 6, 2025

THE GALACTIC FEDERATION AND COUNCIL OF LIGHT ON STARSEED PARENTING

Guides: Dear Lightworkers of the Galactic Federation and the Council of Light, welcome to your inauguration day as we embark upon this journey of expansion together through this particular vessel of Chelsea that we have chosen for this mission, among many others at this time.

Me: May I have a message for the collective healing and growth of whoever will find this message? What would you like to say today?

Guides: Children of light will expand at rapid pace.

To those mothers and fathers and sisters and brothers who will usher in the new star system that is waking up on your planet at this time:

Speak of the signs and wonders that you see [in your spiritually gifted child] because it will only serve your highest growth and the highest growth of your child.

You have chosen to embark on the stewardship of these special entities of light that have chosen bravely to incarnate at this time of collective awakening. You have a duty to perform, and it is:

To use the Christ consciousness principles of non-judgment, love, and joining of the divine light within—you must use these light-filled loving beliefs to guide your way as you bestow your energy on these individual beings (your children) of God’s creation.

What we mean by this is there is a need to attune to the Christ consciousness within, as this is the way that the starseed child plugs into the socket of electricity that powers his/her/their magnetic force and inspires and enables them to do their missionary work here on the planet at this moment in time.

So in order for you to support the greatest growth of all of humanity for generations to come, you must learn to regulate your own nervous system, so that you may go into the body in a deeper, more profound way and extract the cords of light that are already within you.

And the more that you can do that and pull those cords of light into your physical consciousness, the more you will then be able to share the loving frequency of light with your star seed lightworker child. And that is a force that would be unstoppable for the planet of ascension.

The loving creature of starseed child has a magnetic socket of power [accessible] through the vessel of parent through body attunement—through attunement to the [same] frequency that the child already operates on, you see? That is how some may “speak the same language” so to speak. (I think this is referring to telepathy?)

The more that there is a discord—a lack of congruence in the energy fields of child and mother or father—the more the child will stumble and the harder it will be for the child to find its true path. It will be a slower ascension process, a slower path of service to humanity.

So, the nervous system is a tool for attuning to the frequency of your child.

You must tap in and learn to regulate and drop in to a relaxed state in order to then go in [to the body] to pull up your own vibration so that you may now arrive at the same playing field that can link in like a puzzle piece to the higher state of frequency of your starseed child.

Because, the children are attuned [to Source] and you will be able to support each other in your collective co-creative expansion through gifts like telepathy, through gifts like manifestation, through gifts like understanding the deepest teachings of God that exist—and sow the seeds of wonder, bliss, harmony, peace and love on your planet.

There is an understanding that many that will find this message will be unfamiliar with its truth and may need some time to absorb the harmonic resonance of this song that we sing right now, and we ask that you pray for guidance and pray that we illuminate the truth in a way that makes more sense to your physical human limited framework of belief in time, but trust that the journey begins here and now if you have found this particular message.

The creatures of light that are birthing through you will teach you much about the love of God and that is no coincidence as God has a masterful plan for all. So support their journey of expansion by attuning to the wisdom without fearing the wisdom. The fear of God is a phrase that is no longer relevant to your physical system in your physical world, because while there are many powerful miracles that you will witness, they should not inspire fear. They are here to inspire wonder and invitation to higher states of frequency.

So, when you notice a spiritual gift emerging in your child, please drop to your knees and pray to God to show you how to connect with the truth of the light, how to use discernment to know that it is not a dark force that has taken over your child. No, it is your child stepping onto the path of the agreement its soul made in this physical incarnation. . .

the agreement to be of service to the light, to God, to love, to all that is. . .no matter the religious beliefs of those that find this message, dear one, you are all inherently spiritual beings and chosen ones of God.

So, ask your child to show you the way, if you must. It is a great time of reversal in many polarities on Earth. And one of the ways that this may express is there may be opportunities for the child to become the teacher and the parent to become the student.

Humble yourself before your child when a spiritual truth is being expressed. And then, go into the body to align with the resonant harmony of that truth so that you may engage powerfully with your life purpose as the steward of this creature here on earth.

And know that your job is not to succumb to the child’s every demand. It is not to see the child as more powerful than you, no! You are still required to set boundaries and provide guidance to shepherd this child through a life of materiality.

However, there is a need for you to humble yourself in the face of the powerful gifts of God that are being expressed through your child and know that it is simply a mirror for what is possible for you, dear child of God. So honor the child within yourself as much as you honor God, and honor your child of starseed origin, for it has bravely chosen you and this lifetime for its final incarnation.

Me: Final incarnation? Is a starseed mission their last incarnation?

Guides: For some, it will be the last incarnation. But for others, it is simply a choice of brave action and their next incarnation will require less bold attempts at raising consciousness. They will get a long break of doing such soul work on the material plane of three-dimensionality.

Me: Okay. Is there anything else that you would like these parents to know?

Voice your truths about your child. Have the bravery that Jesus did, the bravery that many warriors of light did, to speak the truth despite how unconventional it may seem, because you are all connected to an intricate system of abundance and love.

And so you must have the bravery to step up to the podium and announce the truth of what you are witnessing in your home, you see?

Because it is this bravery that not only enhances your own vibration, but it also enhances the collective vibration because it will bestow much courage and inspiration to others to also rise to the challenge of awakening and speaking the truth of the miraculous nature of God that is being expressed through the physical human body of their child and the physical human body of Self.

This is a call to action for those [souls] who have chosen a path of light, love, and harmony and peace and joy in this crucial, pinnacle time of spiritual awakening on planet Earth.

Me: Ok. I’d to close it now. Actually, I’m hearing, how do you discipline a star seed child? If they are tapped into profound wisdom and a higher consciousness, how can a parent who isn’t as tapped in (yet) still create healthy parental boundaries and guidance while also nurturing their gifts?

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I’ve been trying to make a post that shares the intention behind the event—to create a monthly, church-like community gathering for those who feel aligned with Christ consciousness but not religion; a new way to engage with the energy and teachings of Yeshua—but every time I record a promotional Reel/TikTok or draft an email, I end up discarding it, even though it’s perfectly fine!

After a ridiculous amount of attempts, I completely gave up in frustration with myself—perplexed as to what’s blocking me.

Today I started to feel the pressure mounting because the event is in 6 days and I’m nowhere near my registration goal (!) which means I’ve been sitting in the discomfort of the shadow side of putting yourself out there and building an offering—facing the fears of rejection, shame, doubt, etc:

what if nobody comes? (rejection)

what if nobody sees value in this? (self-worth)

is my faith strong enough to trust in the calling, even if I’m not validated externally? (doubt)

So I decided to sit down in meditation and get quiet with myself to uncover the root of this strange energy that seems to be preventing me from hitting “post.”

After a few short minutes, I felt my Guides come knocking as if they were saying “step aside ma’am, we’ll take it from here.”

I thought “umm rude can’t you see I don’t even have any makeup on yet?” But apparently they don’t care about those types of things in the 12th dimension, so I had to roll with it. 🙄

So, even though it kinda feels like I’m taking the easy way out and letting my parents do my homework assignment for me, I’ve decided to share the channeled message that came through about WHY you should attend my Jesus Transmission event!

If any of this resonates, I’d love to see you on May 10th. Click here to register on Eventbrite.

p.s. space is limited to 100, so if you want to join, be sure to grab a spot in case it sells out!

TRANSCRIPT

We see for those who are finding this message that there is a need for less separateness in their spiritual and religious and mystical states.

Many who are finding this message have communed with the holy sacred consciousness of God, but then there is a deeper need for more ways of communion and ways of integrating the holy frequencies into their day-to-day material reality.

And so you see that there is a void space in the spiritual communities of new age and metaphysical thought in which we are here to serve through this vessel and through many other vessels of lightbearers.

We see that many of you would benefit from engaging in community with souls that are aligned with your particular essence.

And those who are finding this message may understand this on quite a deep level.

There may be a deeper knowing and they have been searching for ways to commune in spiritual spaces with those who are a heart coherence with their unique vibration.

And so we would say that the thing that many of you are missing is a ritual similar to the church experience of Christianity or the other religious rites of Holy Communion of mystical traditions and religions throughout your lands.

So we would say that one of the ways that you could do this experience of integration and deeper communion without having to compartmentalize the experience of God would be to commune at a regular cadence and a regular frequency in a communal space with others by accessing the heart coherence energetic frequency with others and to be returning to that energy and the teachings of the great masters time and time again.

You see, there is a reason why these great lineages have created such ritualistic devotional practices, because the human brain needs to be oriented time and time again to the right track, so to speak.

Many of you need to find more ways to commune regularly with devotional practices without having it sit in a compartment over here rather than woven into your real life.

So one of the ways that you can do this would be to study the teachings that come through various vessels of light and to return regularly to such Truths to study them.

And this is how you will retrain the mind. And when you retrain the mind, you will then have reflections and ripples of that energetic state throughout the body. And then you will be vibrating at a frequency that will attract all that you seek on a 3D level, as well as what your soul came here to experience through the vessel of you.

And so you see, this practice of ritual repetition is one that is quite important for many of you to align with at this moment in time.

And there is a reason why this is coming into your field of awareness, because we see that for those who are finding this message, it would serve you quite well to find a way to rhythmically return to the teachings of the divine that exist within your heart, but your mind tends to make you forget.

And so you must choose time and time again to come back to these truths and come back into sacred union with the holy frequency, and to do so in community is a “amplifier effect”, so to speak. And so we would encourage those who are finding this message to find ways to create ritual and structure around how and when they commune with God.

Me: Okay, thank you. All right, thank you. Okay, I’m gonna close my vessel now.

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4:22 How on earth did I end up channeling Jesus?

8:20 Event Overview/Structure

10:49 A supernatural experience: what to expect

12:32 Preparing to receive: meditation + opening the channel

18:43 Jesus’ Sermon: The journey of a lightworker + answering “the call”

33:01 Mary of Nazareth answers a question from the chat on how to uncover your spiritual gifts

38:26 Paul the Apostle answers a question from the chat about the role of organized religion

44:09 Jesus answers a question from the chat on how to letting go of relationships

52:20 The Guides answer a question from the chat on the chakra system

55:15 Closing the transmission

1:00:20 Group closing prayer

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Peia - Let That Water Wash Over Me

Beautiful Chorus- Faith’s Hymn

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Although it won’t fall on Easter, I did attempt to channel a short Easter message despite my lack of vitality.

I’m sharing this transmission as a small offering in the meantime, and I trust that the rescheduled gathering will land with the depth and clarity it’s meant to, in perfect divine timing. :)

I was only able to hold the frequency for about 10 minutes, so it’s short and sweet, and after the verbal transmission, there’s some healing sound vibration that comes through after a brief pause. but I hope you’ll feel inspired or a heart-resonance as you receive it.

xo,

Chelsea

April 3, 2026

Dear Children,

My grave is before you as I stand in congruence with the faults [sins] you have bestowed upon me. The sins of man crucify my name in the power of their darkness and separateness within.

On Easter, there rose a new way of being. There rose a path for all mankind to believe in what cannot be seen with the eye: to believe in love as the way to navigate all the ways life will crucify you, dear children– do you see? [Do you see] how I was an example of how to move through life as your fellow man slaughters you and crucifies you and buries your name?

The ego must not live in fear; the ego must live in love no matter what it is that you are facing in your day, in your world, in your life. When light beckons from high above, it is the trumpet calling your name to step forth from the shadows in which you reside, and step towards the light of awakening to the Christ frequency that resides in your heart.

Come out of the depths of the lower densities of humanity’s suffering and rise rise rise rise rise rise rise rise rise to all that is contained within you; rise to the highest frequency ot the love of God; the love of Jesus Christ—the Christ is the love that moves like water through the rivers and [Christ is] all the energies that create life and spring forth new ways of being.

The reason why Spring is the time when I had risen is because my rising was here to show you that there is much new growth that can be found in my love, and by choosing to face your suffering with love, you will become new again. You too, will rise, and when you rise, new growth—new birth, new ways of living—are formed.

When the sins of man nail you to your cross, metaphorically, or in my case, literally—that is the time when you must choose the ultimate love of God.

On the cross I suffered tremendously and I had to go deep within my physical body to transcend my suffering. And how did I do that, you ask? I did that by accessing the frequency of God’s love inside of my heart. And when I tuned so deeply, so readily to God inside of me—that holy light that beams forth through all that is— it covered my fear and my pain like a mother’s warm hug; it encapsulated my body and my suffering. It washed away my pain and my fear—and that is available to you, and that is part of why I suffered so greatly in that experience: to show you how all suffering can be vanished by going deeply within to access the love of God, you see?

And when you do such a thing, you will rise to a new frequency, a new way of being, a new way of moving through the world in your humanness and in your suffering. That is the metaphor of my rising, you see? To go into the body and find the love within, and to use that love to move through your suffering and your human pain—that is the recipe for rising and ascending to a new level of consciousness. A level of consciousness where you feel that there is love all around, there is beauty in pain, there is treasure in despair.

To live with rose colored glasses you still see the pain, you still see the turbulence, you still see the humanity, the negativity, and the dense energies, but they are clouded by the love of God in the best possible way—to where you are able to live Heaven on Earth by understanding that all that happens is within God’s will, and underneath all of the pain is a tremendous wellspring of love available to you and all of your brethren.

Love is what remains. Love is always what remains in the ashes of despair and separation.

New growth awaits you like the buds of the springtime trees if you can attune to this message and go within—deep, deep, deep within—to access the nourishment of God’s love that is contained inside of your physical body.

I thank you and honor you my cherubs, my sweet lambs. I will speak with you again.

An FYI for those who registered but weren’t able to attend live: I edited the replay video to remove announcements, the guided meditation, and sections with participant engagement for the sake of playback flow and file size.

This was my first time editing one of these recordings, so the transitions are a bit rough in places— thank you for your patience as I learn 😆☺️

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Video Chapters:

The channeled transmission begins at 15:22 if you want to skip ahead (you may need to view in full screen mode to do this)

2:25 - Introducing myself + my background

7:32 - The idea behind The Jesus Transmissions

9:53 - Important disclaimers about channeling, Jesus, and discernment, and what to expect

15:19 - Opening my channel (warning: it’s supernatural + may be uncomfortable to witness!)

16:09 - Jesus beings his sermon

32:34 - Mary of Nazareth answering the question: “Are we in a special time in humanity and the earth?”

38:46 - The Apostle Paul answering “Is there any guidance about how to address literal interpretations of revelations, wars, or end times related to various actions of the US right now?”

45:10 - The Galactic Federation of Light answering “How do you know if you are on your life path or purpose when met with challenges or setbacks?”

53:24 - Closing the transmission + prayer

55:43 - Suggestions for integrating the teachings

56:56 - Closing prayer

Study & Integration

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Song Credits:

The River by Leon Bridges

Faith’s Hymn by Beautiful Chorus

Awaken by Big Wild

Transcript Context:

The spiritual awakening process that occurs through the modality of Somatic Channeling has an involuntary pattern that we describe as expansion and contraction cycles. Sometimes you’re having major growth spurts in your consciousness expansion or healing journey, and other times you’re contracting: resistant, wrestling with doubt or discernment, or you may simply have zero desire to access those states. I’ve now learned to trust these seasons and I know that the contractions serve an important purpose: they help you ground and integrate the expansion.

When I received this transmission, I was in a contraction period marked by confusion and fear around channeling. Even though deep down I knew there’s nothing dark about somatic channeling and my verbal channeling transmissions, external voices—mostly from Christians on social media—had created a lot of fear and resistance around channeling.

“channeling is demonic.”

“Satan disguises himself as an angel of light.”

“This message is a ‘half-truth’ and that’s what the devil uses to lead people into darkness.”

“Sorry but this is NOT Jesus you’re channeling”

“You’re being deceived, you’d better be careful.”

The day of this transmission, I had received a couple of similar accusatory comments from the Christian TikTok Police and started to wonder:

“what if they’re right? what if this is a spooky demonic deceptive entity that will slowly turn from good to evil and quietly ruin my life?”

Discernment is an important part of this work, and navigating fear of possession, dark energy, psychosis, or negative influence has been a big part of my journey. But everytime my mind journeyed down that path, my sister would remind me:

“But how does it feel in the body? Just keep returning to that. The body knows.”

The day I recorded this transmission, I had intended to channel a message for the collective that I could share on social media. But it was as if I was blocked from receiving it; instead I received a clear impression that there was a message for me that needed to come through first. Even though I hadn’t asked for any advice about my fear and the Christian Police, clearly Jesus sensed it and had something to say on the matter, and in typical Jesus form, it begins with a parable. . .

July 27, 2025

Me: I can sense you have a message for me; what would you like to say to me first before you give a message for the collective?

Yeshua: What is Truth compared to fruit?

Does fruit not begin with a seed of knowing? How does one discern a fruit over a vegetable? It is simply tasting and feeling the sensory effect of biting into such a fruit that discerns whether its sweetness is the flavor of a fruit or whether its savory taste deems it vegetable. Both have flavors, but which flavor is most appealing to you, dear child?

Is a zucchini plant less of a gift from God than a fruit is? While one is sweeter than the other, it does not make one less from God. And such is the way of the messages that you receive [and share on social media]. Those that harvest (perceive) them as dark forces choose such a verdict by plucking them without tasting their bitterness or sweetness.

(in other words, those that accuse me of channeling demonic forces are casting judgement without discernment—without ‘testing the fruit’ as the bible instructs).

And as an alignment occurs in your physical vessel as you move closer to the Truth of my God, my Father, many bad apples and rotten cores will try to be like the serpent to lead you astray. But, Eve tasted the sweetness of the fruit. She knew she must taste it in order to truly know God. To know God is to fully immerse yourself in all that God has created, which is both darkness and light; both sour and sweet.

So, as you embark on this journey of discernment dear one, you are learning to attune to the [many] various frequency bands of energy that exist in God’s tapestry of Creation. And then, you can choose your discernment—do not give way to powerlessness and any form of indoctrination that alerts you of your powerlessness, because that is “the Devil” as some may perceive him.

Feel the difference in the energy fields as you are perceiving the difference between the dark and the light, and the difference between the middle way—the difference in the vibrational state as you are feeling love in your heart compared to feeling fear in your heart—and notice the ebb and flow of the two. . . dear child, you are learning to discern duality against non duality, you see?

The pearl inside of the oyster shell is one of great beauty. As it sits inside of the clam-shape, it must touch both sides of the shell, and the pearl is crafted in the center of the vessel. It requires the pressure from the top and the bottom—from both sides of its container—to form its magnificent sheen.

Research the formation of how this is borne and such information will illuminate the example I am trying to cast, of how the Truth and beauty and the pearlescent radiance of God is formed in the knowing of the body. . .

[I asked a new question and pivoted topics, and He later returned to the discernment/fear/confusion/faith theme]

. . . And so, you are here at this time of doubt and confusion to choose eternal faith, and to choose to follow me. Follow me with the mind when the heart cannot attune to my frequency. Follow me with the heart as much as you can.

But when feeling states do not align with that of the mental—when the emotional does not align with that of the mental—you have to choose logic; you have to choose thoughts; you have to choose “Yes” even when there is not a felt sense of clarity in the choice. You choose to think it, despite whether you’re able to access the frequency of its Truth or not.

And this is the true test of faith. When discernment has failed and brought you more confusion; when voices on the outside have led you astray and influenced the feeling state, what will you do? How will you find clarity in the muddiest of waters? You choose to believe. Just choose to follow my virtues. Choose to follow belief in my grace, and find grace for me, as I do for you.

When I do not answer your whims and desires, follow me dear child. Follow me, and in time, you will see that you will not be led astray into darkness. Although to feel the darkness, to feel the heaviness, to feel the lower vibrations at times is an important part of your learning; you must attune to the frequencies of the dark from time to time to contrast them against the beauty of my light. Because God is the completion and integration of both, you see? That is the Truth. The middle way contains both, you see? And you are learning this quite well.

xo, Jesus

and afterwards, I did what he asked—I researched how a pearl is formed:

How incredible it was to discover this truth: the magnificence of a pearl can only be formed through the irritation of an external “parasite.” In the same way, it is often through encountering what we might call “bad”—condemning voices, limiting beliefs, the contrast of darkness against the light—that we cultivate a deeper inner knowing of the wisdom of God.

Just as the oyster turns irritation into a pearl, the soul quietly transforms human suffering into wisdom.

This is the alchemy of God.

I only know a few other people in my life like that—you know, the type who just exude good taste; whose outfits in photos from fifteen years ago still look relevant and chic today. Even when their style evolves with the trends, there’s a consistent je ne sais quoi that’s distinctly “them”—they have a clear point of view.

Meanwhile, I’m over here cringing at what I wore a season ago. Each chapter of my life seems to awaken a new persona that demands expression. Within those bigger shifts, there are smaller fluctuations too—some days I feel drawn to a flowing, bohemian Zimmermann dress; other days I’m channeling my Connecticut upbringing in a ’90s Ralph Lauren moment.

Now, there’s nothing wrong with that—it’s simply the nature of being a woman. Our moods shift, our energy shifts, and clothing becomes one of the ways we respond to that rhythm. Sometimes it’s less about identity and more about how we feel in a given moment, and that’s the gift of clothing.

But lately, I’ve started to get curious about the tension beneath the admiration for enduring icons of style. Even though I find joy in an evolving sense of style, part of me still yearns for my tastes to be steadier, my identity more defined.

I’ve moved many times in my life, and of course when we move physical spaces, it’s a thrill to redecorate, but sometimes it’s out of necessity—have you ever noticed how the furniture and decor that looked so amazing in one home, looks dull, tired, and out of place in another?

The interesting thing is, I’ve experienced that with my clothes too—anytime I move to a new place, I notice an aching to redefine my personal style and overhaul my wardrobe. It’s like my furnishings and clothing belonged to another version of me; they’re old skins I need to shed.

I find this *slightly* irritating because:

• A) it’s not cheap or easy to start a new wardrobe and

• B) I want to be one of those people who has a clearly defined aesthetic and POV.

But why? Can we unpack point B for a minute—why do I envy people with such timeless style? What’s being reflected back to me that I need to look at?

As I write this, I’m having an a-ha moment:

Style envy is my soul’s quiet protest against its own evolution—a reflection of the battle between ego and essence, a resistance to the very metamorphosis I came here to embody.

I’ve noticed that many lightworkers, healers, and spiritual types live a life of faith forged by fire. We’re often burning things to the ground as a mode of transformation, whether we’re conscious of it or not.

For me, that’s looked like walking away from situations that were perfectly abundant—relationships, jobs, entire careers—simply because my soul screamed for change. I’ve made major pivots, full 180s and 360s, moved to new cities, started over again and again.

Over time, I’ve developed shame around this instability I’ve created for myself. I’ve judged it harshly, wondering, What’s wrong with me? Why can’t I just suck it up and stay, like everyone else?

I’ve seen myself through a cruel lens—calling myself weak, undisciplined, dramatic, ungrateful, insatiable, immature.

And maybe that’s the root of my envy/admiration toward those stylish “it” girls with a steady, timeless point of view. In fashion and pop culture, while some icons are celebrated for their reinvention, most who endure are revered for their unchanging aesthetic.

When we think of them, we think of an image so distinct it borders on caricature—Jackie Kennedy, Carolyn Bessette-Kennedy, Rachel Zoe, Rihanna, Edie Sedgwick, David Bowie, Anna Wintour. . . I could keep going, but you get the idea.

It’s fascinating how culture seeps into us—how we absorb its messages through osmosis. Somewhere along the way, I internalized the belief that change is bad, that consistency and stability are what create enduring value.

So maybe my style envy is simply here to illuminate the wound—the part of me that still resists what my soul came here to do: to evolve, to shed, to express growth and transformation through identity itself. The part of me that yearns to be unchanging. and on a straighter, narrower path.

I listened to a Huberman Lab interview with Steven Pressfield and was struck by the quote:

That reallllly landed. Because now, on the other side of what was a shocking and destabilizing spiritual awakening—I went from skeptic to trance channel seemingly overnight—it’s clear to me that my soul didn’t come here to learn through the slow and steady, it chose trial by fire.

Whether by my own doing or forces beyond my control, my life has always been a series of initiations: exciting false starts disrupted by unexpected endings, reinventions born from loss, transformations that start as breakdowns.

but I’m starting to see that my constant need to evolve isn’t necessarily evidence of “instability”—perhaps it’s actually evidence of aliveness, courage, and alignment. My journey is the archetype of the snake, the butterfly, the flame, the gold: purification, metamorphosis, alchemy.

I’m learning to find beauty in the impermanence—to appreciate not the timelessness of an aesthetic, but rather, the timelessness of the invisible force that keeps remaking me; to recognize soul growth as the je ne sais quoi that threads my style choices together.

Maybe that’s my version of “enduring style.” Not a single point of view or signature look, but a devotion to becoming.

And maybe those style icons whom I both envy and admire, perhaps their work is to inspire through the perfection of form, while I’m here to master the expression of essence through fluidity.

My wardrobe, my homes, my chapters—they’re all just mirrors for the same thing: the soul expressing itself as it grows through time, eternally shape-shifting in its ongoing dance of ascension.

On that note, I’ll leave you with some recent pinterest saves inspiring my closet right now. Enjoy!

xo,

Chelsea

see more Pinterest style saves here.

The last several years have been a slow and painful process of falling apart and putting myself back together, one piece at a time.

Grieving the loss of my father cracked open a deep reservoir of a lifetime’s worth of unprocessed trauma. It sent me into a “dark night of the soul” marked by existential despair, a dismantling of tightly held beliefs, and a grim view of the future.

But thankfully I’m still here—still forging ahead, and well beyond the worst of it.

Overall, I’ve made a ton of progress. I’m a totally different person than I was even a year ago, which is amazing, considering the many days I wasn’t sure I could keep going. It was *that* dark—depression has a way of narrowing your focus to a pinhole of pain and lack, regardless of what level of abundance exists externally.

But about a year ago, I began to glimpse the light at the end of the tunnel. It began with fleeting moments of hope and joy, which turned into days, which turned into weeks— stretches of time where it’s felt like I’m just one baby step away from “arrival” at the light— of finally making it through the darkest chapter of my life.

The thing is, I feel like I’ve been stuck in this “one step away” phase for way too long.

It’s felt like a recalibration rollercoaster—amazing highs of optimism, huge forward leaps, and full trust in the divine...a knowing that any day now my life will click into place. A belief that, surely, following the guidance God has been giving me is taking me somewhere amazing. Surely, a life beyond my wildest dreams is just around the corner. . . right?! (gulp)

But these periods of expansive hope always seem to be followed by plunges into self-criticism, impatience, and an unsettling level of doubt. Confusion, burnout, and frustration set in—testing my relationship with the divine and my forging my faith through fire.

The other day, I was in one of these funks, feeling like: by now, after allllll the hours I’ve spent processing, releasing, healing. . . after all the “work” I’ve done— the tears, the realizations, the awkward fumbling toward integration. . . all of the resisting and letting go and resisting again. . . I thought by now I’d be much farther along. I thought I’d be well outside the tunnel of transformation, basking in that elusive warm light of prosperity, love, and abundance. I thought I’d be settled into the new and improved “me.”

So I asked the Guides:

Why do I still feel like I’m pushing a boulder uphill?

Haven’t I done enough healing?

When will things start looking up?

When will I stop living in scarcity?

And why do I feel like I can’t make things happen— like I’m blocking my manifestations?

I’ve been following your guidance, so what am I doing wrong?!

Beneath these questions lies a belief that it’s all my fault, that maybe I’m doing “healing” wrong, or maybe I avoided the work for too long, and now there’s an endless, insurmountable level of clearing required. Or maybe I’m just “not good” at manifestation—maybe I just don’t “get it?” Or perhapsI’m delusional for believing in any of this healing work in the first place? (Read: I suck at everything, it’s foolish to believe in a higher power, and I’m destined for a life of hardship.)

But as usual, the Guides got out their chalkboard and started schooling me on the laws of the Universe. They said:

In other words, stop being an ungrateful glass-half-empty fairweather believer. My inner child has been running the show, but not the cute, sweet one—the bratty, impatient one. I clearly needed this reminder—I need to focus less on what’s not working and instead, take the time to reflect on how far I’ve come, and how much prosperity, abundance, and joy I’ve already manifested in my life. Even though the struggle feels very real, and it truly does feel like it’s one obstacle after another, there’s always an invitation to shift your perspective.

Because focusing on what I’m lacking—and beating myself up for it—is definitely not an energy that’s going to bring me more abundance, peace, or fulfillment.

The Guides continued:

When there is anger in your heart (aka, when I’m frustrated about how long this chapter of instability is lasting), your field of awareness shrinks like a violet in the sun.

Forgive those parts of yourself that have not yet made things happen, dear child.

Love yourself—and the journey—in the way that you would love a child learning to walk. Do you pardon the child who has stumbled in the process and returned to a crawl time and time again?

For that is the journey of expansion and growth. First you make a stride, then you make a fall. And eventually, there is a beautiful jovial gait that emerges in perfectly balanced poise and posture.

That is where you are on this journey, dear child, and you are so close to walking it is not even funny. But you are so hard on the child within. Be the kind, compassionate parent towards yourself, and toward others.”

I love the analogy of a child learning to walk—because it’s so true. We’re so quick to praise and cheer on a child through every stumble and regression on their journey from crawling to walking. Yet when it comes to ourselves, we’re often deeply critical, impatient, and unforgiving—expecting perfection, not progress.

What’s also true, is that our most essential tools for moving through life are not gained overnight. We don’t enter this world fully formed and ready for action. Growth is messy. It’s tender. And more often than not, it looks like one step forward, two steps back. It’s widely cited that healing from grief is a nonlinear process, and I think that notion is applicable far beyond grief alone—this is the journey of any form of emotional or mental healing, growth, or awakening. Finding alignment is not a straight and narrow path, it’s more like a spiral journey of distillation.

I’m sharing this because I think we could all use a reminder from time to time of how much we’ve already grown, healed, expanded. . . no matter where we are in the journey. We need a reminder to shift our focus toward:

how much abundance we’ve already co-created,

how far we’ve already come,

that we already have enough,

that we already are enough.

And we’re doing just fine—we’re exactly where we need to be.

In the eyes of God—whatever that means to you—we’re all just kids stumbling through life, learning how to walk one step at a time.

So, keep going—but be kind. Don’t forget to give yourself the same compassion, patience, and celebration you’d give to a wide-eyed, innocent child.

xoxo,

Chelsea + the Guides

A year ago, I was fully enmeshed in the NYC rat race. After 13 years of self-employment, my business failed, and I did what I thought was the “right” thing to do—I got a “big girl job” as a sales rep for a luxury textiles and wallcoverings company in the heart of Manhattan.

Two months into that job, I awakened my spiritual gift of verbal channeling. That’s a story of its own, but let’s just say it was a spontaneous awakening I hadn’t been seeking. While part of me was in awe of this new ability, another part of me resisted it. I didn’t want to become a “spiritual person.” I liked who I was, and I feared that embracing a spiritual path would mean renouncing all my worldly desires (and would I have to stop shaving my armpits? Could I still wear designer clothes? I don’t think I look good in tie dye, unless it’s silk Proenza). For someone who had built her identity around aesthetics and material beauty, that idea was terrifying.

On the outside, the career pivot seemed perfect—a job that allowed me to merge my passions for fashion, interiors, history, and human connection, all while building “stability.” And at first, it was perfect. I got to dress up again after years of working from home, presenting stunning historic textiles to the movers and shakers of the international design community. I surrounded myself with beauty and inspiration, gained access to some of the world’s most prestigious projects, and built meaningful connections with creative, talented people. On top of that, I was relieved to finally have a steady paycheck, health insurance, and a sense of legitimacy after the instability of entrepreneurship. It felt like I was doing the responsible, grown-up thing instead of chasing a dream that clearly wasn’t working.

In the early days, everything felt exciting. I thought I was finally living the life I’d imagined for myself when I first moved to New York—a stable, elegant foundation after years of struggle.

But a few months in, everything shifted. The company restructured, changing my role into something far less aligned, and the reality of the 9-to-5 grind began to sink in. I wasn’t happy. I was exhausted. My commute was an hour each way, often packed into a subway car like a sardine, my body on high alert due to rising crime in the city. By the end of each day, I felt completely fried, and I had a nagging feeling of self-abandonment.

Soon, I began experiencing anxiety and spontaneous waves of deep sadness throughout the day. I knew my body and soul were trying to tell me something, but I couldn’t understand what. On paper, this job was everything I’d wanted—so why did it feel so wrong? I told myself to be more grateful, to focus on the positives, but deep down, I knew there was a deeper purpose behind my discomfort—something I wasn’t yet ready to face.

With that context, I’ll let the Guides take it from here. . .

The following is an excerpt from a verbal channeling transcript recorded on October 29, 2024:

Me: Why did my mood change so quickly at work yesterday, and why have I been feeling so down?

The Guides: Dear one, we wish you could see our vantage point for you. You live in so much sheepish fear, and responsibility is a box you put up as a house.

Me: I’m getting a picture of a very large cardboard box that’s been transformed into a kids play house using scissors, markers, and tape.

The Guides: It is your childish attempt to be adult-like, to have the shelter, but it is childlike in its execution because it is not real!

It is an illusion; a symbol of a house—your job and payment are just symbols of security that you are currently living in. Radical acceptance of the [soul’s] path is required at this time.

Me: What’s this? (I was feeling a big bulbous density in my energy field near the hips)

The Guides: Your creation block. It will burst forth with new orange energy and light when a change is made. Saying goodbye to the old ways, dear one— it can be painful, we know. . . identity is a lover that we grow fond of and do not want to release.

Me: But why was this new job even put in my path if I’m just supposed to walk away?

The Guides: We know that you know the answer to this question dear one, we do not need to repeat it, for it is already in your mind.

There is much gain and much growth that came from this job. And as we told you through your sister before you took the job, that there is no right or wrong choice– you could take a job, or you could stay in your last venture, but you will return [to your true calling] because you can never be knocked off your [soul’s] path.

It was never intended to work out, you see?

It was intended to work in the way of your growth— on the way to favoring your physical manifestations aligned with your soul’s calling—and there is much beauty in walking away toward a sunset of God’s creation; walking towards the light as it dims, only to scoop beneath the underbelly of Gaia and return as a new beginning. . . .

your dawn is here.

xoxo,

The Guides

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