This is it. My first live group channeling call.

When: Sunday, August 30th at 8:00am Hawaii time (11am Pacific, 12pm Mountain, 1pm Central, 2pm Eastern) Where: Zoom, link below

What to expect:

We’re closing out eclipse season right as this call happens, so I’ll open by channeling a collective message specifically for where we’re all …

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Hello from paradise.

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And I get it. Most people arrive in front of me because something collapsed. An awakening. A realization. The sudden feeling that everything is wrong and they cannot keep pretending otherwise.

Honestly, the collapse will keep going based on how far out of alignment someone truly is with their soul. For some it is gradual. For others it is extreme and disorienting. Either way there comes a point where you have to decide. Keep going the way you have been going or choose something different.

That choice belongs to you.

Here is what I know about that choice after years of doing this work, both in my own life and in session with clients.

You don’t have to pick one thing.

I have been a professional dancer. A designer. A creative director. Worked in nightlife. A channel. None of these cancelled the others out. They were all expressions of the same soul moving through different seasons of a life.

Your purpose is not a single fixed destination you either find or miss forever. It is a living evolving expression of who you are at the deepest level. It shifts as you shift. It expands as you expand.

And no you do not have to quit your day job. Not unless you want to or genuinely feel called to. Your purpose does not require you to blow up your entire life to be valid.

What I see in clients is that the pressure to identify the one thing actually becomes the block. The moment someone gives themselves permission to be multidimensional, to honor all the expressions of who they are rather than collapsing into a single lane, something opens up. The guidance starts flowing. The path starts revealing itself.

You get to be all of it.

Your purpose is hiding in your patterns.

This is the one people resist the most.

The patterns you keep repeating. The lessons that show up in every relationship, every job, every chapter. The wounds that follow you no matter how much you try to outrun them.

That is not random. Your purpose lives inside all of it.

The experiences that dismantled you. The things that felt like punishment but turned out to be preparation. The losses that cleared the path for something truer.

I see this constantly in sessions. Someone comes in focused on figuring out their purpose and what comes through from their guides is almost always connected to the wound

they have been carrying. The gift and the wound are almost always the same thing. The healer who has been through the thing they now help others navigate. The teacher who had to learn the lesson the hard way before they could pass it on.

Your guides can see the through line even when you cannot.

This path will cost you something. Know that going in.

I want to be honest with you here because I think people deserve to walk into this with their eyes open.

Stepping into real alignment with your soul purpose will cost you things. Friendships that cannot come with you. Relationships built on a version of you that no longer exists. The perceived safety of the familiar. The approval of people who knew you before.

And it will ask you to face yourself. The inner wounds that have been quietly running your decisions for years. The parts of yourself you have been carefully working around instead of actually looking at.

This path is two fold. Inner work and outer work. Spiritual and physical. You cannot separate them. And you cannot genuinely help anyone else before you have done the work on yourself.

I had to learn that the hard way.

There was a version of me performing a life that looked fine from the outside and felt completely hollow on the inside. The longer I stayed in it the more it cost me, not in the obvious ways but in the quiet erosion of knowing myself, trusting myself, believing I had anything real to offer.

The path out was not clean or clear or comfortable.

In my client work I see this play out constantly. The people who have the biggest transformations are the ones willing to look at both sides. Not just the spiritual downloads and the cosmic purpose but the real human stuff underneath it. The fear. The unworthiness. The old stories running quietly in the background.

That is where the real work is.

Living from the fullest expression of your soul is unlike anything else.

It is not always stable. It is not always easy. There are initiations that will bring you to your knees and moments where you question everything including yourself.

But it is real.

And once you have tasted what it feels like to actually be yourself, fully, unapologetically, without performing for anyone, you cannot go back to the version of life that was never really yours.

This is why you get to choose.

Because the path asks a lot.

You deserve to walk into it knowing that.

Amber Porter is a trance channel, psychic and medium helping people access their soul purpose and develop their intuitive gifts. Find her at quantumsouljourneyhypnosis.com

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So many people are being pushed toward purpose based work. Feeling called to something bigger. Knowing there’s a soul mission underneath everything but not being able to quite figure it out. Or maybe you know, but have no idea how to make it actually support your life.

Both are valid. Both come up constantly.

Here are the three things that come through most consistently from guides and Higher Selves when we get into this work.

1. The thing you’re avoiding is what’s blocking you

Not the circumstances. Not the timing. Not the money or the platform or the audience.

The thing you keep sidestepping. That’s the block.

Your guides know exactly what it is. And so do you, if you sit with it honestly. The avoidance usually looks like staying busy, overthinking, waiting until you feel ready, or convincing yourself the timing isn’t right yet.

The timing is never going to feel right. That’s kind of the point.

2. Your purpose is mixed into what your soul came here to learn

The lessons you keep repeating. The patterns that won’t quit. The themes that show up in every relationship, every job, every chapter of your life.

That’s not random. Your purpose lives inside all of it.

The wounds you’ve moved through. The things that broke you open and rebuilt you differently. The experiences that felt like punishment but turned out to be preparation.

All of it is connected. Your guides can see the through line even when you can’t.

3. The quickest way to change your life is to take action toward the thing you want

Not when you’re ready. Not when it’s perfect. Not when you have it all figured out.

Now. Messy and uncertain and before you feel qualified.

This is the one most people resist the hardest. Because taking action makes it real. And if it’s real, it can fail. And if it can fail, then you have to actually try.

But your Higher Self isn’t waiting for you to feel ready. It’s waiting for you to move.

So Where that leaves you?

Your guides aren't being cryptic. You probably already know what it is you need to be doing. They're just waiting on you to acknowledge it.

It’s 1am. This full moon has me wide awake, thinking about the last several weeks.

The last Mercury retrograde was not kind to me. I had to face some shit I’d been putting off. Retrograde has a way of doing that, it drags you back to face the emotional toll and the lessons of what you lived through, and it makes you actually integrate them. Or you meet t…

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