We tell ourselves we need to be more disciplined, stop making excuses, get back on track, finally stick with it this time. We know what we’re supposed to be doing, so when we aren’t doing it consistently, it feels like the problem must be us. Maybe we need a stricter plan or more accountability. Maybe we need to wake up earlier, have more willpower, or just get our shit together.

I hear versions of this all the time in my work, and I catch myself doing it too. There’s this underlying belief that if we want something badly enough, we should be willing to push ourselves harder to get there. While there are absolutely times when doing something hard is part of taking care of ourselves, I don’t think “try harder” needs to be our answer nearly as often as we make it.

Sometimes I think we need to ask a completely different question: What would make this easier to keep doing?

Just as importantly, what would make it more enjoyable?

We’ve made health so serious. We track our steps, our workouts, our sleep, our food, our heart rate, our recovery. We set goals and create routines and try to optimize all of it. Don’t get me wrong, I love a goal. I love lifting weights and working toward something and seeing myself get stronger. I think structure can be incredibly helpful.

But I also think, a lot of us absorbed the idea that the things we do for our health are supposed to feel like work. If something feels too easy, we question whether it’s enough. If we’re having fun, we don’t always give it the same value as the workout we had to talk ourselves into doing.

Lately I’ve been wondering what would happen if we stopped making “hard” the requirement for something to count.

At the beginning of this year, I chose play as one of my words for 2026.

This might seem like a funny word for someone like me to choose because I love data. I wear a Garmin and an Oura ring. I like knowing how much I slept, what my heart rate did on a run, how many miles I walked in a week, and whether I’m recovering well. I find all of that interesting and really useful.

But I also know that none of those things are the ruler of my life. They’re tools I can use to learn more about myself, but they don’t know my body better than I do. A number on my wrist or a score on my phone can give me information, but it doesn’t get the final say in how I feel.

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When I was thinking about what I wanted this year to feel like, I tried to zoom out from the day-to-day of my life. I stopped thinking about what I wanted to accomplish or improve and asked myself a different question:

When do I feel most alive?

I started making a list…

When I’m outside in nature. When I’m dancing around my house and being completely ridiculous. When I’m laughing so hard with my friends that my stomach hurts. When I’m trying something new. When I’m moving my body because it feels good and not because a watch told me I haven’t moved enough that day. When I’m not thinking about whether what I’m doing is productive or good for me or helping me become some better version of myself.

Basically, I realized I feel most alive when I’m actually in my life.

You know what wasn’t on the list? Tracking my data. Being productive. Being serious. Doing everything “right.”

That doesn’t mean I’m getting rid of my Garmin or deleting the Oura app. I still love those things. I still love structure, goals, routine, and working hard. But I realized I didn’t need more of any of those things. I already knew how to be disciplined. I already knew how to take things seriously.

What I wanted more of was play.

I wanted to laugh more. Be sillier. Do things simply because they sounded fun. I wanted to spend more time outside and more time with people I love. I wanted to stop needing everything I did to have a purpose or move me toward some goal. Mostly, I wanted to feel more alive.

The more I’ve thought about that this year, the more I’ve wondered if we could bring some of that same energy into the way we think about our health. Maybe taking care of ourselves doesn’t always need to look like buckling down and trying harder. Maybe sometimes the healthiest thing we can do is figure out what makes us feel alive and do more of that.

A few days ago, I decided I wanted to start going outside for a walk first thing in the morning. Not a long walk, not a certain number of miles, and not because I was trying to hit a step goal before breakfast. I gave myself one rule: go outside and walk for at least ten minutes.

Ten minutes felt almost too easy, which was kind of the point.

I could have decided I was going to wake up and walk three miles every morning. I could have made a goal around my weekly mileage or steps or created another thing to track. Honestly, that version of the goal probably would have sounded more impressive. But I wasn’t trying to create something impressive. I was trying to create something I would actually want to keep doing.

I already wake up early, and I love being outside in the morning. I love that everything is a little quieter, that the air feels different before the rest of the day gets going, and that I get a few minutes where I’m not looking at a screen or thinking about what I need to accomplish. So instead of asking myself how I could make the habit more effective, I thought about how I could make it easier to say yes to.

Then I started sharing it on Instagram and jokingly called it Morning Walk Club. Other people started telling me they were going out for their walks too, and suddenly this tiny thing I was doing for myself had a little bit of community around it. It felt fun. There was no challenge to complete, no leaderboard, no perfect streak I needed to maintain. Just a bunch of us getting outside and moving our bodies for a few minutes.

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I think we sometimes miss the bigger picture when we’re trying to make a change. We immediately look for ways to make the goal bigger or more structured when maybe we should be looking for ways to make it more inviting.

We ask, How do I make myself do this?

What if we asked, How could I make myself want to do this?

That doesn’t mean we’re going to love every workout or feel excited to cook dinner every night. Taking care of ourselves will sometimes require effort, and there will always be days when we do something simply because we know it’s good for us.

But I don’t think everything has to be a test of our discipline.

Maybe you hate running but love dancing. Maybe the gym feels like a chore, but lifting weights with a friend makes you look forward to going. Maybe you keep telling yourself you need to meal prep an entire week’s worth of food on Sunday when having two easy dinners planned would make your week feel infinitely more manageable. Maybe your walk doesn’t need to be long enough, fast enough, or count toward anything at all. Maybe you can just go outside because the sun is shining and you feel better when you do.

Sometimes the answer isn’t finding more motivation to keep doing something you hate. Sometimes it’s giving yourself permission to find another way.

I care a lot about my health. I want to be strong. I want to take care of my body. I want to do the things that give me the best chance of feeling good for a long time, and I don’t think that’s ever going to change.

But I also don’t want to spend my entire life trying to perfect the way I’m living it.

I don’t want to be so focused on getting enough steps that I miss the fact that I’m walking outside on a beautiful morning. I don’t want every workout to be about improving something or every meal to be evaluated by how well it fits into some plan. I don’t want to look back and realize I spent more time measuring my life than actually being in it.

I think sometimes we get so focused on the version of ourselves we’re trying to become that we forget to ask whether we actually like the life we’re creating along the way. We assume that if we’re struggling to stick with something, we need to tighten up, get more disciplined, or try a little harder.

Make the goal smaller. Make the barrier lower. Call a friend. Go outside. Put on the song. Take the walk. Find the version of movement that makes you forget you’re exercising for a minute. Do something that serves absolutely no purpose other than making you laugh.

Your health matters, but so does enjoying the life you’re working so hard to be healthy enough to live.So maybe the next time you find yourself thinking, I really just need to try harder, stop for a second.

Maybe you don’t.

Maybe you need to ask yourself a different question:

What makes me feel most alive?

Then go do a little more of that.

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Here's the thing nobody tells you about that kind of discipline: it's incredibly efficient. Sure, it gets results, but it’s not lasting and it will absolutely wreck you if you keep it running for a decade.

I'm turning 40 next year, and over the last 6 years…the rules just stopped applying. I decided to really peel back all of the layers and understand why I was using food and exercise as a tool to cope. I vividly remember in a therapy session in early 2020, my therapist helped me understand that I did indeed have control issues and food and exercise were the tools I was using to control. Funny me, I thought….me? Control issues? But I’m so chill, I don’t have control issues. HAHA…turns out I was mistaken.

And for the first time I had to ask a question i'd spent years avoiding: what if the workout isn't for anything except how I feel when I'm doing it and after I'm done? What if the whole point is to strengthen my body instead of for punishment?

That question wrecked me a little, because underneath the rules was a belief I'd never said out loud: that my body was a problem to manage, and exercise was the management plan. Take that away and what's left? just... a body. My one precious body, the only place I really have to live for the rest of my life. The one that carries my dog's leash and picks up too-heavy boxes and will, someday, need to carry me up a flight of stairs without me thinking twice about it. That body doesn't need to be managed. It needs to be capable. Those are not the same goal, and it took me most of my adult life to understand they were never the same goal.

So now the rules are different, if you can even call them rules. I lift because I want to be strong at 70, not because i want to be small at 40. I run because I want a healthy heart and nothing clears my mind more than a run. I rest without negotiating for it. I eat the bagel without doing the math, because the math was never really about the bagel.

I love so many things about coaching. One of those things being: I coach people out of the exact thing I used to live inside of. I sit across from a client who's telling me, almost apologetically, about the rules she follows (the earned food, the punishing cardio, the mirror check) and I recognize every word. I built a career helping people put down a weapon I carried myself for far too long. While everyone’s story is different and I’m not saying I know exactly what my clients go through, because I don’t. But it helps to be able to understand that it IS a JOURNEY and its not linear and it’s okay to ask for help. I did…and I’m SO glad I did.

I don't have a tidy ending for this one. I'm not "healed," whatever that would even mean here. I still notice the old voice sometimes, usually on a bad day, always sounding so reasonable. But I don't take orders from it anymore and if you're anywhere close to my age and you've spent your life at war with your body, I want you to know the war is optional. It was never a requirement. You can just... stop…and start asking what your body actually needs, instead of what it owes.

Sending you love.

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Of course food matters and things like eating enough protein and fiber, getting adequate macro and micronutrients in the diet, building balanced meals, etc. If your goal is to lose body fat, gain muscle, have more energy, improve your health, or simply feel better in your body, what you eat plays a role. After years of working with people, I’ve realized that the food itself is often just the most visible part of the story.

Someone comes to a call frustrated because they had a weekend where they ate more than they planned. They tell me they need to get back on track and they need more discipline. They need to “lock in".

That often leads to conversation about topics other than food. Because it’s more than the food. We end up talking about the stressful conversation they had with someone in their life or the work deadline that’s been hanging over their head for weeks or the fact that they haven’t had a moment to themselves in months because they’re taking care of everyone around them. Other times we talk about perfectionism, people-pleasing, the pressure they are putting on themselves to get everything right. Another huge part is often times the main source of joy in someone’s life is food, so we talk about other outlets of joy they can start to include every day. As you can see by all of these examples, the food is the visible part, the coping mechanism, there is SO much more underneath. Until the underneath is addressed, then it’s going to continue to effect your relationship with food, no meal plan or macro target is going to fully address what is going on underneath. It may be a quick or temporary fix, but it will resurface.

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People often assume health coaching is about teaching someone what to eat, but most of the people I work with already know quite a bit about nutrition. They know vegetables are good for them and that protein and fiber help keep them full. They know that sleep and exercise matter for their health. The gap usually isn’t knowledge. It’s usually about behavior change, identity shift, and understanding HOW to implement it into their lives. Because it’s never going to be the “perfect” time to work on your health. Life is always going to be throwing things at you and your health is the FOUNDATION of life. So go ahead and work on it now, its never too early to start. Dive in, get curious, release the judgment and understand that it is a process, remove the timeline and GET EXCITED about your journey because the way you will feel in your body after addressing everything underneath is worth the process.

There have been seasons of my life where I thought I needed a better plan, when what I actually needed was more compassion for myself. Seasons where I thought the answer was trying harder, when the real work was learning to slow down long enough to understand what was driving my behavior in the first place.

That’s part of what I love about coaching. Yes, we talk about habits and behaviors and practical strategies. We talk about protein and meal prep and how to navigate a vacation without feeling like you’ve completely fallen off the wagon.

But we also talk about the stuff underneath all of that. The stories people carry about themselves. The expectations they’ve inherited. The pressure they live under. The beliefs they’ve developed after years of trying, failing, succeeding, starting over, and wondering why change feels so difficult.

Lasting change rarely comes from white-knuckling your way through another plan. It comes from understanding yourself a little better and noticing patterns without immediately judging them. It comes from getting curious instead of critical and learning how to work with yourself rather than spending all of your energy fighting against yourself.

The thing that is standing between you and your healthiest self isn’t another meal plan, it’s learning to understand yourself a little deeper, and having other tools in your toolbox to manage life stressors besides food. (of course there’s so much more but this is a simplification for this post)

If you are struggling with your relationship with food, you aren’t alone. It doesn’t have to be this way forever! Please reach out and we can see if we are a good fit, and if we aren’t I can connect you to someone who is, your health is too important to ignore.

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After years of dreaming, journaling, coaching, learning, and slowly gathering the courage to build something of my own, I filed the paperwork to create Strength & Stillness LLC.

The moment itself was nothing extraordinary. It was me sitting at my computer, filling out forms and clicking submit on something that had been taking shape for a long time. This past weekend, 18 people showed up to the very first Strength Social. A community group workout in a local park that is for everyBODY! Donation based and accessible for all.

As I packed up dumbbells, folded station cards, and loaded equipment back into my car at the end of the morning, I found myself thinking about how much can change when we finally give an idea room to grow.

For years, I’ve been trying to put words to the kind of work I want to do in the world.

I love strength training. I love helping people build muscle, feel capable in their bodies, and discover a level of confidence they didn’t know was possible. I also love the conversations that happen between sets. The stories people share, the habits they’re working to build, the ways they’re learning to care for themselves with a little more intention.

Over time, I’ve realized that what interests me most is the whole person. It’s how we move through our days. It’s our relationships, our stress, our sleep, our routines, our self-talk, and the stories we carry about who we are and who we’re becoming.

Strength & Stillness LLC has been a long time coming…

To me, strength is more than physical strength. It’s resilience. It’s confidence. It’s learning to trust yourself. It’s showing up again and again for the things that matter to you.

Stillness is presence. It’s creating enough space to hear yourself think. It’s paying attention. It’s noticing what feels aligned and what deserves a little more care.

For a long time, these ideas lived in notebooks, journal entries, coaching calls, and conversations. They existed as pieces that connected in my mind but didn’t yet have a place to land.

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Making Strength & Stillness official felt like giving those pieces a home. Then this weekend, I had the opportunity to see that vision come to life.

People arrived carrying water bottles, yoga mats, and excited to move their bodies. Some came with friends. Others came knowing nobody at all. By the end of the morning, conversations were flowing as easily as the workout itself.

We moved through a strength circuit together on a beautiful Nashville morning. We cheered each other on, laughed through challenging rounds, and gathered around coffee afterward, lingering in conversation long after the workout had ended.

As I looked around, I felt a deep sense of gratitude. There was something really special about bringing together people with different backgrounds, different stories, and different experiences and creating space for them to move alongside one another.

I think many of us are looking for spaces where we can show up as we are, move our bodies, meet new people, and feel a little more connected when we leave than when we arrived.

I’m still discovering what Strength and Stillness will look like a year from now, and there’s something exciting about allowing it to unfold one step at a time. What I know for certain is that I want to continue creating spaces that bring people together. Spaces where strength is cultivated, conversations are welcomed, and health feels accessible for every body.

The first Strength Social felt like a small beginning. After this weekend, my heart feels very full.

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We want to feel strong, capable, energized, resilient, and independent as we age. We want better metabolisms, better bone density, better blood sugar regulation, more stability, more protection against injury, and a body that supports us well for decades to come. But then many women walk into the gym terrified of lifting anything heavy because they’re afraid of getting “bulky.” I need women to understand this: you are not going to accidentally wake up looking like a bodybuilder because you started strength training three times a week.

Building noticeable muscle actually requires intention. It requires enough stimulus, enough food, enough recovery, enough consistency, and usually years of training. Muscle is metabolically expensive tissue, and the female body is not casually packing it on overnight.

I think social media has also created a lot of confusion around what actually builds muscle.

Pilates can absolutely make you feel stronger. It can improve endurance, mobility, posture, coordination, stability, and body awareness. Walking is incredible for cardiovascular health, mental health, stress reduction, and longevity. Yoga can improve mobility, balance, nervous system regulation, and flexibility.

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All movement has value. But we have to stop confusing movement with muscle-building. If your goal is specifically to build muscle, there needs to be enough resistance to challenge the muscle beyond what it’s already adapted to. That’s how the body changes. Muscles require stimulus. They require progressive overload. They require a reason to adapt.

Building muscle looks like:

• lifting weights that feel challenging

• getting 1-3 reps shy of muscular failure

• progressively increasing weight, reps, or intensity over time

• eating enough protein

• recovering well

• staying consistent for a long time

• understanding that current research shows muscle can be built across a fairly wide rep range, generally anywhere under ~30 reps as long as you’re getting within about 1–3 reps of failure, though most people aren’t going to sit there doing sets of 30, which is part of why the 8–12 rep range tends to be such a practical sweet spot for muscle growth

The process of building muscle is often uncomfortable.

I think many women have been sold the idea that they can build significant muscle while staying entirely in their comfort zone, never lifting heavy, never struggling, never feeling challenged. Muscle growth requires tension and adaptation. Your body has to be given a reason to change.

Sure, you can have aesthetic goals, but the importance of muscle goes way beyond aesthetics. Muscle supports your metabolism. It improves insulin sensitivity and blood sugar regulation. It protects your bones and joints. It improves balance and stability. It reduces fall risk as we age. It helps support hormonal health, cognition, energy, and overall resilience. Muscle is one of the biggest predictors of aging well.

I wish more women understood that strength training isn’t just about changing how your body looks. It’s about building a body that supports your life. Things like, being able to carry groceries easily at age 75, getting off the floor independently, feeling capable instead of fragile, supporting longevity instead of always chasing your smallest body.

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You do not need to fear becoming “too muscular.” Most women would benefit tremendously from having more muscle than they currently do.

To be clear, this doesn’t mean every workout has to be focused on muscle-building. You’re allowed to move simply because it feels good. You’re allowed to walk, stretch, dance, hike, do Pilates, take workout classes, and move your body in ways you enjoy.

But if building muscle is one of your goals or if aging well is one of your goals, then strength training must be part of the conversation.

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After years of coaching and honestly, after years of learning my own patterns, I’ve realized that feeling better in your body usually doesn’t come from doing more. It rarely comes from extremes, and it almost never comes from punishment. It usually comes from getting quiet enough to notice what actually supports you, and then having the courage to keep choosing those things even when they stop feeling exciting.

So if I woke up tomorrow and told myself, I want to feel better in my body over the next 30 days (not just physically, but mentally, emotionally, and energetically) what would I actually focus on? Keep reading to find out.

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1. Nutrition. I’d stop relying on coffee and adrenaline to get me through the first half of my day, and I’d make eating a real breakfast a priority again. The way you start your day sets the tone for the rest of the day, are you starting your day with an empty tank? Or a tank that is filled with only a protein bar and/or a cup of coffee? When I start my day with a nourishing meal, my energy is steadier, my cravings are lower, my workouts feel better, and I’m far less likely to spend the afternoon picking at food because I never gave my body what it needed in the first place. If you are someone that starts your day eating “light” or skipping breakfast, I encourage you to try this approach and see what happens. If you are not used to this, be patient, your body will take time to adjust.

2. Strength Training. I’d also focus on strength training with intention. I’d focus on getting stronger. I’d choose movements I can come back to, track, and improve over time. I’d rest between sets. I’d challenge myself in ways that actually create adaptation instead of constantly bouncing from one thing to the next. Some of the biggest changes I’ve seen in my own body, and in the women I coach, haven’t come from doing more. They’ve come from doing the right things long enough for the body to respond.

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Some of the women I coach are some of the most disciplined people I know. They’re the women who run businesses, raise kids, show up for their partners, remember birthdays, hit deadlines, and somehow keep everyone else’s world moving. From the outside, they often look like they have it all together.

So when one of them sits across from me and says, “I know what to do, I just can’t seem to stay consistent,” I’ve learned that discipline usually isn’t the problem.

The women I work with are rarely lacking information. They know protein matters. They know strength training matters. They know sleep matters. They know skipping meals often leads to overeating later. They’ve bought the workout programs, saved the high-protein recipes, listened to the podcasts, tracked the macros, and promised themselves they’d start fresh on Monday more times than they can count.

What they often need is a deeper understanding of what’s happening underneath the behavior. Knowing what to do and being able to follow through are two very different things.

Over the years, I’ve noticed that many women aren’t stuck because they’re lazy, unmotivated, or lacking willpower. They’re stuck because they’ve spent years living in a constant state of doing. Taking care of everyone else. Pushing through exhaustion. Staying productive. Ignoring hunger cues. Disconnecting from stress because there simply hasn’t been time to slow down and feel it.

When your nervous system gets used to operating in that state, healthy habits can start to feel like one more thing on your to-do list instead of something that actually supports you.

Skipping breakfast might not be about not caring, it might be because your mornings feel rushed and your body has gotten used to running on stress hormones and caffeine. Canceling your workout after a long day might not mean you’re inconsistent, it might mean you’re mentally and emotionally depleted. Reaching for food at night might not be about lacking control, it might be the first moment all day that your body finally has space to ask for comfort.

From the outside, it can look like inconsistency. But from where I sit as a coach, it often looks more like disconnection.Disconnection from your body, from your hunger cues, from your stress signals, from what you actually need.

That’s why I believe real change doesn’t come from becoming more disciplined. It often comes from becoming more aware. Aware of the patterns you’ve normalized and the ways stress shows up in your choices. Aware of when you’re pushing, numbing, avoiding, or trying to “fix” yourself instead of listening to what your body has been trying to tell you all along.

Yes, strength training matters. Nutrition matters. Sleep matters. But if you’re constantly overriding your body in the name of being productive, healthy habits will always feel harder than they need to.

Sometimes the most powerful question you can ask yourself isn’t “Why can’t I stay consistent?”

It’s:

“What’s getting in the way of me feeling safe enough to show up for myself consistently?”

In my experience, that’s where real change begins.

If this resonated with you, I’d love to hear: what’s one habit you know would support your health… but you still find yourself struggling to follow through on?

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What if, instead resetting, you simply returned? Returned to your habits. Returned to your routine. Returned to the version of you that already knows how to take care of yourself. If you are reading this and thinking, I actually don’t know how to take care of myself because I’ve never found a good rhythm. This may be the time to hire a coach to help support you so then you CAN do it on your own after you work with a coach. We aren’t meant to do this alone. If you need support, ask!

Consistency isn’t built by starting over. It’s built by coming back, over and over again. After the weekend, after a busy stretch, after a trip, after a hard season. Not with punishment or restriction or the pressure to “do it right this time,” but with:

Okay. I’m back.

And most of the time, what you’re returning to isn’t complicated. It’s the basics you already know work: moving your body, eating enough, getting outside, drinking water, going to bed a little earlier, slowing down just enough to actually be present in your life.

The Basics Never Die

Here’s the part most people don’t want to hear:

The basics are the only thing that actually create lasting results. There is no secret supplement or perfect routine that is going to cure you. What you are looking for is YOU. You being consistent for a long time over and over and over. YOU can do this.

Not the extremes. Not the all-or-nothing plans. Not the short bursts of motivation where you try to change everything overnight.The small, repeatable things. Done consistently. Over time.

Remove the timeline, release the rush.

We try to force results on a timeline our habits can’t support. We push harder, do more, cut more, expect more. When it inevitably becomes unsustainable, we end up right back where we started, thinking we need another reset.But if that approach actually worked, you wouldn’t still feel like you’re starting over. Rushing the process hasn’t worked before and it’s not going to work this time either.

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Lasting change doesn’t come from intensity. It comes from consistency. Consistency requires patience the kind that allows you to keep showing up to the basics long enough for them to actually work.

So instead of asking yourself how quickly you can get results, try asking:

Can I do this in a way I don’t have to escape from in a few weeks?

Maybe this time, you remove the timeline altogether. Your life isn’t a before and after. It isn’t a clean slate every Monday. It’s a constant returning. A rhythm. A practice.

The people who seem the most consistent aren’t the ones who never fall out of routine. They’re the ones who learned how to come back without making it mean something about them.

So instead of asking, “How do I reset?” try asking:

What would it look like to come back today?

If this resonated, hit reply or comment below. I’d love to hear what “coming back” looks like for you right now.

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“Okay, but what does support actually look like day to day?”

There can be a fine line between control and support, and if you are someone that is controlling your body, you may not even be aware of it. I know when I was in a phase of controlling my every bite and every movement, I considered myself healthy and disciplined, but I was actually not healthy and it’s so obvious when I look back now. Let’s get into it…I want to talk about the habits that I come back to again and again with myself and with clients and explain how these habits are supportive.

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Strength training…but not in an all-or-nothing way

Strength training is a big part of how I support my body. But the way I approach it now is very different than it used to be. I’m not trying to exhaust myself. I’m not chasing soreness. I’m not trying burn off whatever I ate that day. I’m not lifting weights to try to counteract something I’ve done. I’m lifting weights to support my body and to build strength.

That looks like training a few times a week (usually 3 to 4) and actually being present in those workouts. Lifting with intention. Getting close to failure. It is going to be uncomfortable, and you have to be okay with that. If you are comfortable throughout your lifting sessions, you are not challenging the muscle enough to change and build.

If you don’t get all of your workouts in during the week, it’s okay, remember this is a lifelong commitment, not a 30 day thing.

Support doesn’t sound like, “I have to get all my workouts in or I’ve failed.” It sounds like, “I’m going to continue to show up and put in the work, even when life throws me a curve ball.”

Eating enough, and eating regularly

This is one of the biggest shifts I see with clients. So many women are trying to “be good” with food during the day, eating as little as possible, pushing off meals, ignoring hunger and then feeling out of control later on. OR they are simply not fueling enough and wondering why they aren’t getting stronger or building muscle. You cannot build muscle from minimal energy. Food is how our body gets energy.

This is what supportive eating looks like:

Support looks like eating before you’re ravenous. It looks like including protein and fiber so your body actually feels steady. It looks like removing the idea that you need to earn your food or carefully manage it all day long.

A lot of the “out of control” feeling around food isn’t a lack of discipline. It’s a lack of support earlier in the day.

I know it can be scary to change your eating habits if you have been eating a certain way for a long time. However, you have to be willing to try something new if you want to change your habits and your behaviors and feel stronger and more confident in your body. The ole saying, “nothing changes if nothing changes” is very true.

Daily movement that doesn’t feel like punishment

Not all movement needs to be intense to be effective!!

This one took me YEARS to finally get through my thick skull. I used to do a lot of group fitness classes and I am a somewhat competitive person so I would try to win on the treadmill portion and/or go the hardest in the weight sections every time. That type of exercise would leave my body completed depleted and my heart rate would max out each class. PSA: This isn’t the point of exercise.

Walking, getting outside, moving your body in ways that feel good…these things matter more than people think.

There’s a big difference between:
“I need to burn calories”and “I want to move because it helps me feel better.”

Both might get you out the door. But only one of them actually builds a sustainable relationship with movement.You don’t need to destroy yourself to get results. Here are the things I think are important to include in your exercise routine:

• 2-4 strength workouts per week

• 150 minutes (minimum) of steady state cardio per week

  • you can walk as much as you want honestly, it’s amazing for your health

  • examples: walk, easy swim, easy bike, dancing etc

• 2-3 sessions of higher heart rate cardio per week

  • these can be shorter sessions 20-30 minutes

  • examples: sprints….running, biking, swimming (sprint 30 seconds, recover, repeat 5-10x)

• mobility/yoga/etc…the amount needed will vary for person to person

  

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Sleep as a foundation, not an afterthought

Everything feels harder when you’re under-rested. Your workouts feel harder.
Your hunger cues feel louder. Your patience is lower. Your ability to make grounded decisions goes down. Sleep is often the first thing people sacrifice and in my opinion it should be the number one thing that you prioritize.

Taking care of your body isn’t just about what you do during the day.
It’s also about how well you recover at night. Aim for 7-9 hours of sleep every night AND aim for your sleep/wake window to stay within 1 hour (yes, even on weekends) Parents to young kids, do the best you can, it’s rough out there.

Supporting your nervous system (even in small ways)

This is the piece that’s often missing. You can have the “right” habits on paper, but if your body is constantly in a stressed, overstimulated state, everything feels harder to maintain. Support doesn’t have to mean doing something elaborate.

It can look like:
slowing down for a few minutes
putting your phone away
sitting outside
taking a few deep breaths
creating small moments where nothing is chasing you

A dysregulated body will always struggle with consistency.

Alcohol

Some people aren’t going to like this one. But, I’m going to shoot it straight with you. Alcohol has zero health benefits and is harming your health more than you think it is. It is classified as a level 1 carcinogen. It wrecks havoc on your brain, body, hormones, emotions, nervous system, etc. If you can change one thing about what you put into your body, let it be removing alcohol. Highly reducing your intake and/or completely removing it. Obviously, completely removing it is going to be the best option. I’d encourage you to really reflect on why you drink and decide if it is worth it to you to keep in your life. (PS. My life is WAY more fun now than it was when I was drinking, which I know can be a fear for some people) In this post, I talk about the 4 things I’ve noticed that I didn’t expect now that I’ve removed alcohol from my life for 4 years.

Flexibility

This is the part that holds all of it together. A lot of life is not controllable, so go ahead and let that go. Your schedule will change, shit will happen, and your ability to let go and lean into the uncertainty of life will behoove you. It is OKAY!

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None of this is flashy. That’s why this doesn’t “sell” on social media. It always comes back to the basics. Remove the fluff, go back to basics.

If you want something simple to come back to, you can ask yourself:

What would support my body today?
What would feel grounding, not overwhelming?
Where am I trying to control instead of care?

Those questions will take you a lot further than another set of rules ever will.

This post was going to be a paid post this month but I decided to make it FREE. If you want more support like this, how to apply this in real life, navigate hard days, and build consistency without burning out…I go deeper in my paid posts each month 🤍

Check out my website HERE, if you are interested in working with me. I’m currently taking new clients.

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Going to the gym. Meal prepping. Passing on dessert. Tracking your food. Getting your steps in. Going to bed early. Drinking more water. Having discipline. Having routines. On the outside, these things can all look like care. Sometimes they are and sometimes they are not.

Sometimes they are driven by fear or urgency…the need to stay in control; the belief that your body cannot be trusted and must be managed carefully at all times.

That is the part I think we do not talk about enough. Caring for your body and controlling it can look surprisingly similar from the outside. The same habits might be there. But the internal experience is entirely different. One feels supportive. The other feels punishing.

One helps you feel more connected to yourself. The other keeps you in a constant state of monitoring, managing, second-guessing, and gripping.

CONTROL

Control often sounds responsible. It can even sound disciplined. It hides behind language that gets applauded in wellness spaces. It says things like, I’m just being good. I’m just staying on track. I’m just trying to be healthy. But underneath that can be a lot of tension. A lot of fear. A lot of mistrust. I know this to be true, because this used to be me. I was gripping SO tight, controlling it all, which led to a spiral. It also led to GI issues, emotional turmoil, and a life that may have appeared “so healthy” from the outside but was anything but healthy.

It can sound like:

I can’t miss a workout or I’ll spiral.
I shouldn’t be hungry right now.
I need to burn this off.
I have to be careful.
I can’t let myself slip.
Rest is fine, but only once I’ve earned it.

These are not supportive phrases, this is pressure. Pressure can be sneaky, because it often gets rewarded. People compliment the discipline. They notice the consistency. However, they do not always see the mental strain underneath it. They do not see how exhausting it is to live in a body that feels like a project you are constantly trying to keep under control.

SUPPORT

Support feels different. Support might still include structure. It might still include intention. It might still involve moving your body, eating balanced meals, and being thoughtful about your choices. But it is not rooted in fear. It’s rooted in trust.

Support sounds more like:

Movement helps me feel strong and grounded.
I’m hungry, so I’m going to eat.
I’m tired, so I need rest.
This routine helps me, but I do not need to be rigid with it.
I can care about my health without micromanaging myself.

Support responds to your body. Control tries to overpower it.

When control is running the show, you stop listening. You stop noticing your hunger, your fatigue, your stress, your emotions, your capacity. You become more focused on following rules than on staying connected. You start asking questions like, How little can I eat? How much can I burn? Did I do enough? Did I earn rest? Over time, your body starts to feel less like home and more like something you are responsible for managing correctly. That kind of relationship is hard to feel safe in.

Support, on the other hand, creates room for trust. It lets you be in relationship with your body instead of in battle with it. It allows health to become something you practice with yourself, not something you force onto yourself.

Now, this does not mean never challenging yourself. It does not mean never having goals or structure or intention. Support is not the absence of effort. It is the absence of punishment. There’s a big difference. You can pursue change from a grounded place. You can build strength without using shame as fuel. You can care about your body deeply without treating it like a problem to solve.

I think a lot of women have spent years inside habits that looked healthy on paper but felt harsh in practice. These behaviors were socially approved, so they never stopped to ask whether those habits actually felt supportive.

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Real support does not leave you feeling constantly on edge. It does not make you afraid of hunger, rest, flexibility, or being human. It does not require you to stay in a state of hypervigilance in order to feel okay. Your body may not need more discipline. It may not need more rules, more tightening, more fixing, or more control.

It may need more listening and respect. How can you show your body respect and support today? Release the grip. Take a breath. It’s okay. AND remember, you will never hate yourself into a version of yourself that you love. Show yourself a little more love.

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The “Off-Limits Food” Cycle

When a food becomes labeled as bad, off-limits, or something you shouldn’t have, your brain starts to treat it differently. Even if you’re not consciously thinking about it all the time, there’s often a tension around it.

You might notice things like:

• thinking about the food more than you want to

• planning when you might “allow” yourself to have it

• feeling like you need to make up for it if you do eat it

• feeling guilty even before you’ve taken a bite

Over time, the food becomes emotionally charged. When something is emotionally charged, it becomes much harder to interact with it calmly.

Restriction Creates Urgency

Your brain is wired to notice scarcity. If something feels limited, forbidden, rare, off limits, “bad”…your brain naturally becomes more focused on it.

This is why when people say: “I’m not going to eat sugar anymore.”

They often find themselves thinking about sugar more than ever. It’s not a lack of discipline. It’s how the brain works. Restriction creates urgency. Urgency is what leads to that feeling of being out of control.

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The Power of Removing “Good” and “Bad” Labels

One of the most helpful steps in changing your relationship with food is beginning to remove the labels “good” and “bad.” When foods carry moral weight, eating them can start to feel like you’re either doing something right or doing something wrong.

Instead of simply eating and moving on, the moment becomes loaded with judgment or guilt. But food isn’t a moral decision. It’s simply food. When you begin practicing seeing foods as neutral, something happens. The emotional charge starts to soften.

When a Food Becomes Neutral

One of the most interesting things that happens when people start healing their relationship with food:

Foods that once felt impossible to control around…slowly lose their intensity. The food that once felt like a magnet becomes just another option. A cookie becomes just a cookie. Not something you need to avoid and not something you need to binge, it becomes something you can choose.

Changing the Relationship

This shift usually doesn’t happen through stricter rules. It happens through removing the charge around the food.

That can look like:

• allowing the food to exist without labeling it as good or bad

• eating it intentionally rather than secretly or impulsively

• noticing what emotions are present when the urge to overeat shows up

• practicing eating it slowly and with awareness

Over time, the food stops feeling like something you need to either control or escape into. It becomes neutral. When it becomes neutral, something surprising happens. You don’t need as much of it because the urgency is gone and the food stops having power of you.

If this resonated with you, I’d love to hear your experience. Is there a food that has felt “off limits” or hard to feel calm around? You can reply to this email or leave a comment below.

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Over four years without alcohol and I didn’t realize how much would change. I don’t think about drinking anymore. It’s not something I miss or resist, it isn’t apart of my life. When I first stopped drinking it felt structured and intentional. Going to therapy weekly, getting off of birth control, removing alcohol from my life, stripping everything back. I won’t sugarcoat it…it was very uncomfortable at first. I wasn’t someone that was addicted to alcohol, I drank socially AND something in the back of my head was wondering, I wonder what it feels like to not have alcohol in my life at all? Then I thought, well I don’t have a problem with alcohol, so why would I stop drinking? But then I asked myself, why do I drink? I won’t get into my relationship with alcohol here as I have a blog post about that on my website, so if you’re interested in that back story, click here.

In this post, I am going to talk about the top four things I’ve noticed in the last 4 years without alcohol in my life.

1. Your nervous system becomes more stable

Alcohol is often framed as a way to relax, but physiologically it does the opposite. It spikes dopamine, disrupts sleep, and creates a rebound effect in the nervous system that can increase anxiety and stress the next day…yes even one drink. When I removed alcohol, I noticed my baseline was much steadier. This steadiness doesn’t happen initially. It can feel worse initially because you have to actually sit with the discomfort, there is no “escaping” with a quick drink. However, after a while you start to notice that you feel steadier. I’m not reactive, I don’t feel anxiety for no reason, I don’t have crashes, or highs and lows in my energy and my recovery (physically and emotionally) became MUCH better.

2. Joy becomes deeper and more available

One of the biggest surprises was how my sense of joy changed. Alcohol creates a quick spike in the brain’s reward system. When pleasure is compressed into those short bursts, your baseline reward system dulls over time. When you remove those spikes, your brain recalibrates. Things that once seemed “boring” without alcohol start to feel vibrant again…the simple things: a long walk, a great conversation, music while cooking, a strong workout, a slow morning, etc. Joy feels less manufactured and more abundant. I used to think alcohol made things more fun. Now I realize it was often covering up how disconnected I felt from the simple things that actually make life rich. My definition of fun has shifted drastically since I have stopped drinking. I remember when I was drinking, I thought adding alcohol made things more fun, now that I don’t drink, ordinary things are SO much more fun, life is simply better. Your brain chemistry shifts.

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3. You build a greater capacity for discomfort

Alcohol is a socially acceptable way to soften emotions. Boredom, anxiety, social awkwardness, stress, etc. When you remove it, those feelings don’t disappear, you just feel them more clearly, which can be uncomfortable at first. But over time, your capacity grows. I am more confident in who I am now than ever before. You may think that you feel more confident when you drink, but once you stop drinking and re discover who you are without alcohol, you realize that isn’t the case. You learn how to sit with emotions without immediately trying to change them. You develop more resilience, more self-awareness, more emotional maturity. The capacity has been far more valuable than the temporary relief alcohol once gave me.

4. You start questioning the cultural narrative around alcohol

The longer I live alcohol-free, the more I notice how normalized drinking is in our culture. It’s framed as stress relief, celebration, self-care, connection. However, science tells a different story. It has now been proven that alcohol has zero health benefits. It doesn’t improve sleep, hormone balance, recovery, or long-term disease risk. It’s classified as a Group 1 carcinogen. Still, it’s one of the most socially accepted ways we cope with life. I’d also say that I wasn’t using it only to cope, but I was drinking without really looking into what it was doing to my brain and body. I was drinking just because it was “fun” and it’s so accepted culturally. At some point I had to ask myself a simple question:

What exactly am I gaining that makes this worth it?

For me, the answer became clear. Alcohol is not worth being in my life. Once I made the decision to stop drinking, I have never looked back. AND to be clear, I wasn’t drinking daily…I was drinking a couple times a month. It impacts your health more than you realize.

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It was really hard for me to narrow it down to 4 things, but I wanted to keep this post short. If I could add a few more things I’d add…my sleep, digestion, skin, friendships, relationships, mental health have all improved. As I’m typing this and thinking about it, actually there has been no negative outcomes with removing alcohol from my life. My life has done nothing but improve. If you are interested in hearing more or are curious about removing alcohol from your life, I am here to listen.It is one of the best things I have done for my health and life. I’m not trying to convince you to stop drinking, but more so maybe ask yourself, why do I drink?

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Camp 1: “I just need to eat less.”

This typically looks like:

• Constant calorie deficits (or binge/restrict patterns)

• Lots of cardio

• Lifting light weights (or avoiding strength training altogether)

• Protein as an afterthought

• Scale-focused decision making

You might lose weight initially. But over time, the following may happen:

• Muscle loss

• Slower metabolism

• That “smaller but softer” feeling

• Increased cravings

• Feeling tired, flat, or wired

If your body doesn’t have a reason to hold onto muscle (aka progressive strength training), it won’t. If calories are chronically low, your body adapts by conserving energy not by magically burning more fat. Fat loss without muscle stimulus often leads to the exact look most women are trying to avoid.

Camp 2: “I lift, so I can eat whatever.”

On the other end, I see:

• Lifting consistently but without progression

• Doing random workouts instead of following a plan

• Not tracking or being aware of protein intake

• Weekday structure, weekend chaos

• Eating “intuitively” without actually checking in on hunger, habits, or consistency

Strength training is powerful. But it isn’t a free pass to over eat. If calories consistently exceed what your body needs, body fat increases, even if you’re lifting. If you’re lifting but never increasing load, reps, or intensity, your body doesn’t have a reason to build muscle. Training needs direction and nutrition needs awareness.

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What Actually Drives Body Recomposition

It’s simpler than most people want it to be.

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Anyway, back to softness. I’ve noticed how quickly my nervous system still reaches for certainty. Not control in the way it used to show up, but reassurance. A quiet, persistent pull toward “Just tell me I’m doing this right.”

It doesn’t really live in food rules anymore. That chapter has softened a lot. Instead, it sneaks in through productivity. Through the urge to optimize my days. Through the subtle pressure to be “on,” to keep up, to move forward even when something in me wants to pause. The old voice doesn’t sound harsh anymore. It sounds reasonable.
If you just tried a little harder, you’d feel better.
If you just stayed consistent, you’d feel safer.

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But what I’m remembering is that trying harder has never been the thing that healed me. Listening to my body and SLOWING down and becoming aware, those are the things that have helped to heal.

The other morning, I caught myself standing in my kitchen, already negotiating with my body before the day had really begun. What I should eat. How I should move. How much energy I should have by now.

I felt that familiar tightening…the quiet urgency that says, let’s get it right.

So I stopped, and put one hand on my belly and one hand on my chest and took a few rounds of breath. This is something I do often to feel grounded and IN my body. I also tell my clients that these voices may not ever go away, and that shouldn’t necessarily be the goal because in my opinion that isn’t realistic. But what IS within reason is what you DO with those voices, you can still have these thoughts come up, but you don’t have to act on them. You can acknowledge them, remind yourself that you have other tools now, and then let them go. The thoughts and voices may not go away and that is okay, it’s how you react that matters. I think of those thoughts now like background noise in another room. I can hear them, but I don’t have to walk in and sit down beside them.

I’m unlearning the belief that healing should always feel empowering. Sometimes it feels tender. Sometimes it feels anticlimactic. Sometimes it feels like standing still when everything in you was taught that movement equals progress. Now I think healing is staying when the voice shows up, not abandoning myself in the process. Staying looks like noticing the tightening in my chest and not immediately trying to fix it. It looks like hearing the old urgency and responding with curiosity instead of compliance. It looks like reminding myself that discomfort doesn’t mean danger.

There was a time when the moment those thoughts appeared, I would override my body, adjust something, restrict something, add more structure, try harder. Now, healing feels like pausing long enough to say, “Oh, there you are.”

I’m sharing this here because I know so many of you are in similar in-between spaces. No longer stuck where you were, but not fully settled where you’re going.

If you’re reading this and wondering if you’re regressing, please know: You’re not behind. You’re not failing. You’re not doing this wrong. You’re learning how to feel safe without force. (I’m saying these things to myself too.)

My nervous system learned urgency for a reason. It once kept me safe. It once helped me cope. I don’t need to shame it for doing its job. But I also don’t need to let it lead anymore. Healing, for me, is learning to respond instead of react. To stay instead of override. To trust that slowing down doesn’t mean I’m falling behind…it means I’m finally listening.

A question to sit with this week:
Where am I still asking my body to perform, instead of asking it what it needs?

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I can almost always think of a million things to do. This isn’t to toot my own horn, but it’s because my internal world feels curious and alive. I enjoy being with myself. It hasn’t always been this way, it took a lot of internal work and I’m so grateful I have come to this place. When there’s nothing pulling at my attention, I notice things.
My thoughts wander. My body speaks. Ideas connect. Memories surface. I get the urge to move, to write, to sit, to rest, to create or to simply be. I’m not trying to fill the space. I’m inside it.

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When someone gets bored easily, I don’t think it means they’re lazy, uncreative, or shallow. I think it often means they’ve never been taught how to be with themselves without an external buffer. This can start in childhood. Many of us were raised in environments where boredom wasn’t allowed. Our time was scheduled, filled, structured, optimized, always doing and going. Sports, activities, enrichment, productivity, often with the best intentions. There was very little space to just… be.

If you grew up constantly stimulated or directed, you may never have learned how to sit with unstructured time. As an adult, stillness doesn’t feel neutral, it feels uncomfortable, even unsafe.

Your nervous system learned: nothing happening means something is wrong. Boredom feels intolerable.

Phones. Noise. Productivity. Constant input.
These are all socially acceptable ways to avoid stillness. When there’s nothing to do, nowhere to scroll, nothing to optimize, we’re left with sensations. Emotions. Thoughts we might not want to feel yet. Restlessness. Sadness. Anxiety. Longing. Sometimes even joy that feels unfamiliar.

We label the discomfort as boredom and rush to fix it.

Boredom and spaciousness aren’t the same thing.

Two people can be sitting in the same quiet room. One feels bored, agitated, itching for something else. The other feels grounded, reflective, curious. Same external circumstances. Very different internal relationships.

I don’t think I’m special for rarely feeling bored. I think I’ve practiced being with myself. That practice changes what “nothing” feels like. Nothing becomes something.
A pause instead of a problem. A space to feel, think, imagine, play, grow….the possibilities are endless.

Reflection

If this resonates, here are a few questions to sit with:

• What was boredom like in your childhood…was it allowed, discouraged, or filled immediately?

• When you say you’re bored now, what are you actually feeling underneath?

• What do you reach for first when there’s nothing to do?

• How does your body respond to unstructured time?

A small experiment

The next time boredom shows up, try this:

Pause for 60 seconds.
Don’t change anything. Don’t distract yourself.

Notice:

• your breath

• sensations in your body

• temperature, sounds, light

• the quality of your thoughts

See if boredom stays boredom…or if it shifts into something else when it’s allowed to be there. You don’t need to make boredom productive. You don’t need to transcend it. Just get curious about what it might be protecting you from. With everything in life, an angle of curiosity instead of judgment can be something that transforms your world.

I would love to hear any thoughts you have after reading this, comment below.

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Most of us don’t even realize how rushed we are. The constant urgency feels normal. Somewhere along the way, moving fast became a measure of worth. If we’re busy, we must be important. If we’re tired, we must be doing enough. But that constant “go” mode comes at a cost.

When we live in a perpetual state of hurry, our nervous system never gets the signal that it’s safe to rest. We’re stuck in low-grade fight-or-flight…breathing shallowly, holding tension in our bodies, scanning for the next thing that needs our attention, always thinking of what is next. Even when we finally sit down, our minds are still racing ahead.

For many of us, this pattern started early. Over-scheduled childhoods. Being overly praised for performance. Growing up with caregivers who were themselves stressed, anxious, or emotionally unavailable. Our nervous systems learned that slowing down wasn’t safe. So we adapted. We became efficient. High-functioning. Good at pushing through. I can say this, because this was ME..for SO LONG! It’s exhausting. Although, I probably wouldn’t have been able to tell you that when I was living it because that was my normal. Now that I am not in that state anymore, it’s exhausting thinking about how I lived that was for so long.

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Slowing down is hard…Crossing things off a to-do list feels good. Being needed feels good. Staying busy can even feel regulating… until it doesn’t. Until your body starts whispering through fatigue, irritability, digestive issues, poor sleep, or a constant sense of overwhelm that no amount of “getting ahead” seems to fix.

Slowing down doesn’t mean becoming lazy or unmotivated. It’s giving your nervous system a different signal. One that says: we’re not being chased, we’re not behind, we’re allowed to take up time and space. I am worthy, regardless of how “busy” I am.

A few things I’ve noticed since I started doing things slowly: my body feels less tense. I breathe more deeply without thinking about it. I feel at ease and calm in my body. I’m more patient, with myself and with others. Guess what? I still get things done.

Getting out of the productivity loop doesn’t require a total life overhaul. It can start small. Eating without multitasking. Walking a little slower. Pausing before responding instead of reacting. Letting yourself finish one thing before rushing to the next. Pausing between tasks and taking a few deep breaths. These moments might feel uncomfortable at first, especially if your nervous system is used to constant stimulation, but that discomfort is often a sign you’re doing something new, not something wrong.

Slowing down is a practice. And like any practice, it takes time. But over time, it teaches your body that safety doesn’t come from doing more, it comes from being present.

So if slowing down sounds scary to you OR if you think “this doesn’t apply to me”…it may be time to give it a try.

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I don’t think having goals is the problem. Wanting to feel better in your body, your routines, your energy, or your life is completely valid. It just means you care about yourself, which is a good thing.

A lot of people do give up on their resolutions, often by the end of January. But that doesn’t mean you’re lazy or broken. Most people don’t stop because they don’t want it badly enough, but because they try to change everything at once.

The first couple of weeks in January feel exciting. There’s a clean-slate energy to it. So you stack your plate with big goals: work out six days a week, drink more water, cook every meal at home, cut back on alcohol, go to bed earlier, read more, meditate, journal… and then real life comes back. Work gets busy. You get sick, or you just can’t do all of the things you said you were going to anymore because it feels overwhelming.

You miss a day, which then turns into a week. You say to yourself: Here we go again. I never stick with anything. Instead of adjusting the plan, most people quit altogether, not because change is impossible, but because they created a version of change that wasn’t realistic long-term.

The thing about real habit change is that it isn’t all at once and it isn’t sexy. It’s the small changes overtime. It’s making it part of your routine. The habits that stick usually aren’t the dramatic ones. They’re the small ones…a short walk, adding a veggie to one meal, two workouts a week instead of five, drinking water when you wake up. Planning just a couple of balanced meals ahead of time. Going to bed 15 minutes earlier.

None of it is flashy, but it’s consistent.
Consistency is what actually moves the needle over time.

You’re absolutely allowed to have goals this year. You’re allowed to want to feel stronger, calmer, more energized, more at peace with food and your body. You don’t have to reject resolutions to be “healthy” and you also don’t have to overhaul your entire life overnight to make progress. You’re not a project to fix. You’re a human building habits that support the way you want to live.

So maybe this year, instead of trying to become a totally different person on January 1st, you simply choose small changes your future self will thank you for. When you miss a day (because you will), you just… keep going. No “starting over Monday.”

I’ll leave you with one question:

What is one small change you feel genuinely capable of starting with, even on your busiest days?

Start there and see where you are a few months from now…not just at week three. 💛

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Over the years, I’ve developed a simple framework that helps them do just that. It’s not about restriction. It’s not about perfection. It’s about building awareness, trust, and confidence around food. Today, I’m sharing it exclusively with you. This frame work is what I use behind the scenes, it isn’t something I give to clients directly, but these are the things I use to help clients heal their relationship with food. I decided to put it into a framework for this Substack post.

Step 1: Check Your Hunger and Fullness Signals

Before you eat, pause for a moment. Ask yourself: “How hungry am I, really?”
Most of us eat because of habit, stress, or boredom…and that’s when guilt sneaks in.

Actionable tip: Rate your hunger on a scale of 1–10.

• 1–3: Not hungry, maybe just bored or stressed.

• 4–6: Time to eat, listen to your body.

• 7–10: You’re overly hungry!! Maybe even dizzy/headache (try not to let yourself get here)

You want to eat when you are around a 4-6. This is when you can make a mindful decision around what you want to eat, if you let yourself get to a 7-10 then you are likely not going to be mindful, you are going to grab something that is going to squash the intense hunger which will likely be something you wouldn’t choose otherwise.

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Step 2: Remove the “Good vs. Bad Food” Mentality

Labeling food as “good” or “bad” is a fast track to guilt, shame, and bingeing. Every food can fit somewhere in a balanced diet.

Actionable tip: Reframe your language:

• Instead of “I shouldn’t eat that cookie,” try “I choose to enjoy a cookie and balance it with what I need today.”

Food is not inherently good or bad, it just is. As humans, we have decided to put these good and bad labels on food. Remove food from a pedestal and start to truly tune in with how food makes you feel, regardless of the label.

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You still think about it more than you want to. You still feel a low-level anxiety around eating “too much” or “not enough.” You still wonder why this isn’t easier by now.

This is usually the moment women start blaming themselves.

“I Thought I Was Past This”

By the time someone lands here, they’ve already done a lot of work. So when the obsession doesn’t magically disappear, it’s confusing and discouraging.

A lot of women tell me: “I feel ridiculous struggling with this when I’m not even dieting anymore.”

But this middle space is not a failure.It’s a transition…that is completely normal.

Why Letting Go Can Feel Harder Than Restricting

Dieting doesn’t just change what you eat. It changes how safe your body feels. For a long time, control worked. Rules created structure. Tracking created certainty.
Restriction created a sense of safety, even if it came at a cost.

So when those tools go away, your body doesn’t immediately exhale.
Often, it does the opposite.

Food feels louder. Hunger feels scarier. Rest can feel threatening. Not tracking can feel scary. This isn’t because you did something wrong, it’s because your nervous system learned that control meant protection.

This Isn’t a Willpower Problem

This is the part that gets missed. If you’re still struggling in this phase, it’s not because you lack discipline.You’ve already proven you’re capable of change.

What’s happening instead is that your body hasn’t learned yet that it’s safe without constant management.

You can stop the behaviors faster than you can undo the fear underneath them.

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What Actually Helps Here

This phase doesn’t need more rules.

What it needs is:

• Consistency, not intensity

• Support while your body relearns trust

• Space to feel sensations instead of immediately fixing them

• Time…yes more time…longer than most people want, but shorter than staying stuck forever

This is where nervous system work matters. Not as a buzzword…but as a way of teaching your body that food, rest, and care are no longer threats, because your body is not used to that type of care yet, it’s used to burning the candle at both ends. Your body will always choose a familiar chaos over an unfamiliar calm. Until you learn that nourishing your body, slowing down, and care are okay. (and necessary)

You’re Not Behind — You’re In Process

If you’re here, you’re not broken. You’re not failing. You’re in the part of the work where things get quieter on the outside and louder on the inside.
And that’s often where people need the most support.

A Gentle Invitation

This is the work I do with women inside my 1:1 health coaching container.
Not to rush them to food freedom. Not to force trust.
But to help their body feel safe enough to stop fighting.

If this middle space feels familiar and you don’t want to navigate it alone, you can learn more about my coaching here. You can set up a discovery call for free.

The day ends, the house is quiet, the work is done, and suddenly you’re standing in the kitchen, opening cabinets, feeling this pull toward food that feels bigger than you.
Almost automatic.

And then the spiral starts:
“Why can’t I stop?”
“Why am I like this?”
“I was good all day…”
“I’ll start over tomorrow.”

Nighttime eating isn’t a personal failure. You’re not out of control, you’re overwhelmed. Your body is asking for something, but you’ve been taught to hear it as “hunger” instead of “I need support.”

Let’s talk about why this happens and how to break the cycle gently.

Why Nighttime Is the “Perfect Storm”

By the time evening hits, you’ve lived an entire day of:

• making decisions

• solving problems

• walking through stress

• managing emotions

• doing things for everyone else

You are tired & depleted. And when your system is tired, it seeks the fastest source of regulation it knows…which for a lot of people, that is regulation tool is food. Many people haven’t learned other tools AND food is grounding, comforting, gives you dopamine, sensation, etc. When your stress bucket is full, your brain reaches for the quickest thing to soothe.

The Nervous System Side (This Is the Part No One Told You)

Here’s what’s really happening when nighttime cravings feel intense:

1. Fight or Flight is fading, but you haven’t come down.

Your body has been holding it together all day. When you finally slow down, the sympathetic activation doesn’t instantly disappear, it crashes.
And you reach for something to soften that crash.

2. Freeze shows up as “numb + snacky.”

If your day was overwhelming or emotionally heavy, your system can dip into freeze.
Freeze often looks like:

• zoning out

• eating mindlessly

• wanting “comfort foods”

• craving stimulation

3. Your body is trying to feel safe.

Nighttime eating is less about hunger and more about needing:

• grounding

• soothing

• decompression

• connection

• permission to slow down

Once you understand this, the shame loses its power.

The Pattern That Keeps You Stuck

Most women who struggle at night also struggle with this during the day:

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