Plus if I say the less we see of each other the better from my perspective. He will understand🥰 as will many that he supports after the season is over.

Unless your are of the motorcycling clan, few will have heard of him, whilst he is constantly on the racing circuits during the season has published books and gives motorcycling safety lectures.

Every so often in life, you meet someone that you click with, and is an inspirational person. Andy is one.

In 19 days time, this man use to being in control of powerful bikes, is as he puts it on Facebook, at times .hitting bricks, over plummeting at speed on a Zip-Wire for his charity. Mental Health Motorbike.

Now for some perspective on this; he had a stroke very young in comparison to many. I met him three years ago, he in his spare time racing season over, drives for a local voluntary transport charity, taking we biddy's on trips to doctors or in my case hospital.

Hence the less I see of this man the better 🥰. Yet on two and further trips to my general hospital, occasionally going the pretty way, to avoid traffic and Motorways. It was easy to talk with him, plus keep my mind off the impending operation. Silly o'clock appointments, the drivers stay for short trips, but this could have been a one way only 😄.

It is amazing what conversations can be had in a hour.

That stroke for him was and must have been devastating for a previously fully fit male. But we Brits do not give up or give in. He certainly did not. A highly intelligent man sat down with himself, reassessed what had occurred, building from what he had been.

And now in 19 days time he has decided for his chose charity, (not cohersed by anyone) to plummeting on a zip-wire, obviously he can not get the thrill of high speed and danger out of his system. That stroke may have debilitated him to a degree, but not the desire.

So here it is. If you can please support this effort to give back something to a man that gives so much to so many.

I am posting this without his knowledge. But the charity that he works with, in his home town are aware. (She cringes as to his reaction) but apart from hopefully more following him on Facebook.Lets get his zip-wire firing. He deserves his cape. And I have suggested he buys some tena pants🤣🤣🤣🤣

Therefore to a certain extent as we all did we created a life for ourselves at whatever time financially was available.

They have no conception of what we elders started with or what we understood, at our time in life. What never occurs is prices never return to what they were. Who or what controls such? It is not we minions is it? However wealthy. It is governments. Which like Topsy and governmental controls just grew and grew. Topsy for those too young, was a puppet with legs that twizzled to great heights.

Now it is unlikely we elders will ever catch up with spiralling costs. Our kids in time will complain as we are. But not now, we see their problems, are aware of whats ahead. But where as in the past our parents assisted us we may not be able to assist them. Other than being child minders whilst they work their socks off. Finding finances so unbearable that even considering a child is difficult. Couples may just be lucky and a child happens a long.

The strange thing from personal experience is how many men of our race go all guey over a pregnant woman. Get extremely protective, or that is how it was 40 years ago. Hardened business men, one toold me at interview you are not going to get pregnant are you? I said “no” then unexpectedly I did about a year or so into my job. I was dreading telling my boss. And he just was all over me. Not in a bad way, but so happy for me. Close male friends like really close males whose were out of reach, but could have been potential partners had I not married, who we joshed with regularly also went soft at me being preggers.

That was life back then first flat bought under £2000. Out in the sticks, nobody wanted country back then but me 🥰. Neither as it turned out did my husband a true born Londoner.

Living in the countryside for any became a status symbol, for me born and bred in the Essex countryside it was just natural.

And why I will fight with or for anyone attempting to maintain this country. Where I live now is semi rural. I am grateful for now, that may change, this town has seen overflows before from Birmngham, that in the sixties, prior to my time arriving in the late 90's the locals still dislike me, the interloper. But it was the same in Norfolk. Any part of the country i have lived in to be honest. Of which there have been many. I was then the stranger, danger. Still am it would appear. But if you have never lived anywhere else in your life I sort of get it.

That for political gain boundaries shift i do not like. Most of Essex in now in London, the same has happened elsewhere. Identities lost.

I have never been comfortable with politics. Yet over the past 7years. I have with no influences become politized.

Purely as a mum and a grandmother, as a woman plus a patriot of this country. Hence other than seeing Ann on Strictly, then social more recently on the I had paid no attention. You can check back over years upon my opinions. X only has me logged in a few years back not the 20 years previously, just typing on Twitter my views. I changed my handle that is all.

I found it very easy to relate to Ann not as a politician, but as a human, similar in age, similar in approach to life. I married once, living by myself now 30 +years.

Then somehow I encountered her address to the Oxford Union. The proof of my being , my attitude exists in the memory of social media as my approach to life and I have no wish to bore you. But it is there.

Hence; Ann arrived into my life, by accident. Plus an edited version of her speech to the Oxford Union only months before her murder. The true and despicable attuned of others at the time of her death, truly highlighted how evil politics was. No thought for anyone associated with this grand lady of our times.

To comment further would break, Ann's convictions, especially upon the right for freedom of speech, and life style, we all have various bias.

Yet, I no more wish of anyone too die unless truly assessed by law they should. I would like the death penalty reintroduced (at this precisely moment in time, maybe not, too many innocents could die if the present political attitude persists.

Ann was single, yet I doubt that she did not have a fulfilling personal life. Possibly laughing off most encounters. And that lack of tell tailing ost like any partners respected her far too much to divulge and I sincerely hope, none break any covenant that existed.

Yet here I come the my own personal experience.

The day the Thursday of her parting, I posted everything is to quiet. Thursday is not generally quiet on a Thursday on social media, thats a Friday, until after the pubs close.

Then the sound lifts.

I believe myself to be a very practical person. Spiritual to some extent, where as Ann a committed Christian. Had we met, I feel we would have debated such.🥰 yet I think. It would have been one of those situations where we would agreed to dis agreed and moved on.

But something of intense occurred for me that night and for the next few days. Such happens I am not unique nor special possibly a little more aware than most. That comes with age and peace.

But rarely with someone you never met. Nor did I ever expect myself reassuring people on X that Ann was OK. That her beliefs, were shining through.

It was extremely odd. But I have posted a picture which was a streak of light that appeared in my house. It maybe something, it may be nothing. Yet I felt so close to her. I still do and that lady will never be forgotten in my life time.

Yet far more important is the address she gave to the Oxford Union in 2019. Was it instinct from Ann or was it pure knowledge?

Most likely a mix of both. I am far too pragmatic to enter entirely into a spiritual perspective. But that address, remains her legacy to us all. She was confronting something she had no agreement with, the start of the lockdowns.

Most likely with time to contemplate also believing it hard to believe now to be factual. We have to fight for freedom of all aspects including free speech. Thank you.

Whatever, their walk of life, over my years on social media and I have met alot of wonderful folk along the way.

One post created a serious reaction from a gentleman when I mentioned bulk purchasing. So disgusted was he, before being allowed to explain he blocked me. 🤷‍♂️ his choice just, a version of freedom.

Another, said to me, “we are good, Social M. Friends now, in misinterpreting my handle” Started with what is now becoming a classi in my view “ he said “ so you want to drag us back to medieval times” Well I think it is safe to establish, I wasn't, I didn't, nor am I trying to. These were early days, of turning. From the word environmentalist to as I now call myself a sustainablist. There is no ology to it just straight common sense.

All that occurs to me, usually comes through a delivery, my front door, my Maison de Marie. Some I am more a quality controller 🙄 Nothing I post has not been tried, tested but from a consumers perspective. There is plenty.

From truly crap delivery & service to excellent. I rarely post the crap services whats the point🤷‍♂️. They do not deserve the attention other than these govermnent in UK for past 20years, or longer. Things we are all now experiencing. 🤪🙄

Good people, good companies, good service hardly get a mention when we are constantly being fed crap.

Hence; it may not all be as cheery as one would like. But such should be acknowledged. We must build morale. Boost those that do well, keep them up, we are losing far to many good companies. And the services they have provided.

So shall I start with more crap? I think so. We are being constantly told by people's that hold this country's Credit Card we must cut back on spending. I have not got all the answers but if anyone wants to join in with this thread please by all mean’s do so. You are as important if not more important than all these despicable's.

The throw away era is over. Forget it. Sustainability or Maintainabilty is the New word on the block, but for you and us. Being resilient and ingenious returns. BRitain is good at that. Now this photo is a reassurance. This is my garden at present. Absolutely no watering done. I can't get out there. It is left to its own devices, cut back in March 2026. This is my jungle of greens. At the back as someone asked is that Bamboo? No that is Crack Willow. i anyone wants some cutting in the winter free as long as you cut it. These were whips, small cuttings from a few years back. Always pollarded. “My time on a conservation & land management course”. Strategically placed to offer shade on my patio in summer also though not apparent my garden has a health & safety warning beyond those trees, ith a 1:4 gradient. The rain running from the the top. Willow is a water guzzler. So tell me,🤷‍♂️ why is my garden still green we have had no more water than any in the East Midlands. The rest has gone to rack and rouine. Unless you realise what is in it. There is food, there are medicinal herbs, and some unusual possibilities for making coffee. BRITAIN IN A TEA CUP.🥰

The wealth of goodness in this tiny country is immense, if we do not get greedy as others are. When the good times return and they will,bit will be like a full season of Christmas's. ♥️

Not because of what happened to him, but of what he said to me. He shouted at me when I was in full flight under the thumb of medics and medication. My mind zombied from all directions. Yes I needed the meds. I needed to be calmed. But not for eternity. Which sadly those close to me and as recently has reared its head again, those that still view me as a mental case.

My dad raised his finger at me and with some rage in his voice said “you are NOT mad”. I guess from his own experiences.

It took me years to shake off, negativity. Find both a listening psychiatrist, followed by a listening psychologist. Psychiatrists are the pill people, psychologists the mind.

Yet, you should see a psychiatrist before the psychologist. My psychiatrist got so involved, a limited 6 weeks session became 12. Why? Once again I did not hold back, I told no lies, I was honest. Absolutely honest with all the nitty gritty, the shame, the fear of my history. I spewd my life out to strangers. But professionals.

And now I continue to do so, however uncomfortable that may make others feel. With my raw honesty. Because I hope it will shake others back into the life I now have. Or felt I had. That of freedom.

Mike Graham you are a Gem. If I say more your ego will be unbearable🥰 But if you, Puch, & @1MikeFairclough Put together as you intend your Personal Trainers story and pursue others. What you will have for others will boost their morales.

I have never ever considered as I preamble through life just living as I have that it was different let alone special and this Mike is not plugging me, I have put my story out.

It was however when I moved to the Midlands, when working in a supermarket, my work mates, started rolling their eyes. “here she goes again” that I started to appreciate what I had achieved. Most of the people that I worked with were hard working mums & dads. Caring for their families future.

Me? A loose cannon. Not solid as those people were. Not realising that my adventurous life had not been theirs. Their was no resentment on either side, but boredom on both.

That just natural.

So we move forward again to the present few weeks. Where initially unknown to me a safeguarding edic had occurred. Actually as Adult Services did their investigations. It became clear to me. Where the whole aspect had occurred. A woman I had known of for 30 years and another fairly new to my close of 6 years.

Both involved with the abduction of my dog. One of whom no doubt flagged up Adult Social Care. Meaning 3 seperate visits from three different people from various parts of the system.

Someone had complained that my house and I smelt. Well the house possibly but me? I see nobody, hence me smelling is a bit tricky to assess.🤔 I was also throughly assessed. Hence after lots of hours, lots of assessment the safeguarding was removed.

Why? well with Bar the environmental team. They knew me, my situation from 3years before and my physical conditions. Before and after my major op.

These two women are left wing.

At times passed in naivity, I could not have given a damn about political stances of any. I had moved from the south oblivious to political leans. I wish it could have stayed that way. But when push turns to shove? It's best to know which side you are on.

Let's face it folks, that's were we are. This is what we deal with.

I apologise if this sounds condescending but many of the left are numbskulls. The pressure that they are now apply upon me? Is created by their own admissions. Nothing that I have said or done to create them.

They in collusion have abducted my dog. And over time they are digging themselves deeper. Without me saying a word. Other as investigation have continued, I my truth is the truth.

Their own lies are strangling them.

To the point that speaking to one Adult Services person.She said she had nothing to do with it, it was all arranged by the other.

Their division has started.

My life maybe complex, my resolve is keep it simple. The communist ideology may appear wonderful. But is still not aligned with this country.

There is a part two on this coming immediately after this one.

So here we all are, looking at the biggest man-made death toll on this planet. Anthony Fauci, is not just the tip of and iceberg, there are other pinnacles surfacing. Alot of pinnacles. All as abhorrent. All with devastating effects upon our lives.

We must pursue them all.

When you hear, the excerpts written in his own hand, in his diary. He is not the BIG MAN. His diary, expresses a very childish immature approach to his position. His self love, mirrored in his belief that those that fawned for his attention, were in love with him. Where actually, as so many do, is a birds of a feather folk together syndrome, the self adoration brigade. Many just actors.

He, Fauci, in his diary, was acting like a giddy goat, in privacy. Just a kid, getting autographs. We, saw it in the video, as he was abolished, regarding his diary input, head down twiddling his thumbs. Like any kid caught out and telling untruths.

Yet this is an adult. Who at present deserves all the protection necessary to keep him alive. Because of what he knows. No, escaping from reality. No opportunity to top himself or be topped.

This bizarre fantasist fanatic Fauci needs protecting. From himself mainly. In the meantime as he has been pardoned by Biden, yet now claims the 5th. Fairly safe to assume he can be stripped of all title. As so many were for speaking out against the Covid & the vaccine.

Why not drive him into obliteration for shutting every person that said this is bad. Now proven correct. It would affect his ego, his prowess as saviour to humanity.

Nick interviewed a gentleman saying that nobody could afford toothpaste amongst other things. Nick pointed out you could go to a £ shop and buy such for 45p. The gentleman faultered slightly. Actually in this context both were correct.

As a citizen scientist I experiment upon myself. I have a particular aversion to the pharmaceutical industries history. Since the ramifications of Covid as we see now that has intensified. My arguments actually go further back in time. The point where pharma, started dissing the herbalists. Where they stated herbalism was archaic, that buy using manufactured pills was scientifically the better option.

I would question that. Pharma created as they have now done for decades that herbalists were quacks. Not dissimilar to attempts to how they labelled, those with genuine concerns over the MRna jabs.

Such people are very dangerous in my opinion. Yes, I do understand that to produce items from nature is slow growth, requiring manual labour but not for all from Nature's abundance.

My favourite example is Aspirin. Someone centuries ago, chewed upon a stick of willow and achieve pain relief. Willow is abundant across the world. I have trees growing in my garden. When pruning them, they secreet, a sweet taste.

Let's get back to the toothpaste debacle. So many areas of discussion. Typical of our day & age. Every one, complex, Environment, Social Policy & Economics.

I never get bothered by people's accomplishment or capability regarding income. So much, can be put down not to assumption, but presumption. Yes the left do need pulling back into their high & mighty, me, better than thow approach.

But when I was looking online for toothpaste, figures such as £15 a tube were predominantly. I refused to buy. Plus an unsympathetic dentist.

I rarely clean my teeth these days, before you get totally horrified, a study, checking in waste bins confirms, people do not brush their teeth everyday. The likes of those regularly in the limelight do. Its all conditioning.

Mint the most used flavouring of toothpaste has a mild analgesia.

A 75 mil from my providers varies between £1.19

& £1.35 at the other. Reasonable for either, for a specific product.

The cheapest options are 45p to 55p a tube from value ranges. Why; Temu would be selling such, cheaper than most boggles my brain AND apparently the cheapest. Its similar to New Zealand lamb cheaper than home produce!.

I believe Starmer was exactly as he appeared, a stooge. Just placed there to see how far we British could be pushed. That the real mac Coy was always to be Burham.

Its all about patterns. Again thanks to a lot of input from others my confidence regarding my “gut” feelings which I realistically question personally. Far too many have come to fruition it is hard to ignore them.

Like artists that step away from their canvas to gain perspective. Step back far enough things do become clearer.

So on this one we have to step back a little into recent political history. Lets just go as far as Liz Truss. What happened there. She has explained.

Carney went from our Bank of England to become with remarkable ease PM of Canada. Now Andy has done similar. As did Ursula Von de liar, and all those within the WEF. None were elected by the world population. Just those within their own circle of multi billionaires.

So now we have Andy. To reports over the weekend are one he will open up our oil fields and apparently he is going, to ditch digital ID. Two wonderful carrots to appease us all. What will be interesting, is the reaction from the party, back benchers as well. The only possible fly in ointment could be the Greens, but they are now holding the attention of the Muslim vote. Taking the pressure off Burnhams shoulders.

I still feel we need to act consicively and quickly. Because AB by playing Mr. Nice guy on these two matters could draw this country into and beyond 2029 straight into the 2030 Agenda. If the wef reach that point of the New World Order. They will be able to re-direct any government in any country, which will of course include Britain. The Digital ID can wait these people are good at waiting. AB has waited. Whilst cruising through virtually all Government Departments since Tony Blair. Crashing departments and economies. Then doing the same as Mayor of Manchester. I doubt AB will do anything about EHCR or the immigration issues. Khan holds London as Mayor. Many Mayors are now of Muslim orientation. They will be given more freedoms, as time allows. Everything, has been not a dripping tap, more a ticking time💣.

If we look back at the intial weeks of covid, many that died were doctors and nurses of African origin. Leaving others wondering why. There you have your Fauci and Gates.

Soros, was actively involved in the migration. This world will be split into territories. There will be China, the Arabian states. Someone will kick off in the Antipides, the West will be lost as will Britain. The problems seem insurmountable. Bar one thing. The wef arrogance.

I turned the corner, foot still flat on the clutch, basically, I free wheeled into the other road. Then loads of muddle, foot off clutch onto brake, into gear, both hands back on steering wheel. Pure panic.

Very similar now, other than no panic, regarding the WEF. This lot, just sicken me.

What we now have in this country, is what so many have mentioned about other strands of the WEF throughout the world. Like Ursula von de liar. Those folk in Davos, none have been elected to speak for us. Just post edicts. Regarding what they want regarding the New World Order. Totally committed to the fact we will conform, by carrot, but mainly stick. “It will be good for you, but better for us”. “You will own nothing, and be happy”.

Oh, in other words, we will be happy, “when you own nothing, we have it all. Your food, your money, your lives”.

My response, “be careful what you all wish for”. Someone, still with justifiable sarcasm refers to his followers as co-conspirators.

Even when the true CON spirators. Are not hiding there intentions anymore as they were.

Time was in the chaos it was hard to confirm, we conformed. Not on your Nellie's now!

What we have seen quite clearly is the usurping of democracy in the UK. One guy, then another sauntering into a position of power with no mandate or mandates.

Even decent labourites are seeing through the subterfuge. I assure you this is not Labour as historically defined. These are Fabians, these are the Wefties as I prefer to call them.

What is happening in the UK is a massive onslaught. It is tricky to know in what direction to turn. All I am aware of is we must turn, with the same haste, as they are pursuing. These new right parties & old must whilst maintaining there own individaul stance weld. That is why I am happy to see the CPAC conference taking place.

We must protect our borders, our farmland, our country. Our people. Whilst our non elected new PM. Also elected to be the UK representative at Davos, WEF, NW order. Without our consent. Who we will hear nothing constructive from until it sounds like October.

At last years labour conference Burnham stood against Starmer, in a seeming little publized out burst. It worked though nobody thought it had. It was game play. An Act.

A game of good cop bad cop.

He almost convinced me. Not to join the labour party, but as a person I could accept. I am not a member of any party bar a short flirtation with the conservatives.

Until I realised there would be a personal conflict of interest. I wanted complete freedom to comment on social media on social policy without feeling obliged. That was 14 years ago.

No vote for Burnham, no confidence in the government old or new. I am struggling with the authorities that are supposed to protect us. Yet again , I am seeing thinks of hope and light not all are woke.

Sadly the whole structure of our known democracy is being challenged. Whilst the big guns, mainly from across the pond are doing their bit. We, in the UK must do ours.

Having our own CPAC will assist. PLEASE REMEMBER: You are not going to agree on everything. That would create more & turn us into more automatons. Looking and talking like Starmer & Burnham.

We have had some horrible set backs, which have left us reeling. The Murder of Ann? Was in vane. Every action creates an equal and an opposite.

It was horrific. Callous. Yet sadly not inexplicable. He is in prison, as are others. There will be more. With justifiable reason to hold them.

The police doing a good job. The judiciary will hopefully do similar. These are the signs of a determined push back. Where decent people are questioning the actions of orders given.

Nothing must happen to such folk.

To me life as is was just normal. I just did things. Yet I did become aware, when I went to work at Waitrose, that I was met with rolling eyes on many occasions by the team I worked with how different my life had been.

Heading off to London, married, divorced, never re-married. Living a happy single life with few regrets.

I am also happy to write about my mental health issues. The reason? that it may assist others. And assure them that anything is possible.

But this post is very much about present day events and the tragic and near inexplicable loss of Ann Widdecombe.

I had a massive physcotic breakdown after my divorce. In the days when GP's were doctors and not administrators. When there was time for conversation.

I was always confident and competent until that fateful Friday 13th. When I ended up in a psychiatric ward. I asked my GP why. His answer logical. There are times when the brain just says enough and closes down. Thats what occurred.

There I was I had instigated with good reason, my divorce. Capable of looking after my daughter, myself. Things however do not happen immediately. It can be years before trauma sets in. In the meantime time you are basically running on auto pilot. We now have words for such PTSD.

So you get divorced. Divorce is like a bereavement. The next stage down from that is moving house. Then there are other occupiers, that that brain finds hard.

So I moved, had I been better mentally I would have said no, staying put. family pressures.

Hence I leave my beloved south heading to the Midalnds where my parents and my sister lived.

And yes, if anyone declares you as vulnerable, I never saw it. Would adamantly dispute it. I felt ok, I was, functioning.

And then, having clear the hurdle of moving. I managed, (very remiss of me) to loose, a lover, my daughter left home to live with her dad, my mother, one of my beloved brothers in law, my father, then a 2nd brother in law, all over a 8 year period. They were dropping down like flies. And every tme they did, I lost my mind again each event lesser than the first. But back into hospital I would go.

I repeat I am not writing this for a sympathy vote. It my story to assist others. All such happened between 1990 - 1998. Then I was confirmed as unable to work. For someone that had worked from the age of 14, it did not go down well with me.

So I did take time out, then desperate to get something to get my head around i went to university at the age of 55. Taking in the first instance Land & Conservation management.

I managed three years, still unwell. Which then trying again led me to a long distance course on Sustaible Development that lasted about the same length of time. What you learn at university, is not always about what you expect.

You gain knowledge but you also gain more about yourself. If you are self aware. Somehow by the skin of my teeth I cruised through before all of what has seemingly happened in universities now, occurred. (Probably just as well) I possibly saw the glimmers of what was to come. I was confronting tutors at my 2nd university on Sus.Dev. on a hypothesise that put the environment first, then social policy, the economics would fall in behind.

Which was the total opposite way around to how it was being taught in both universities. The economics was the the mainstay, then social policy and finally the environment. Which from my view was a poor third.

So here we are, joy of joys, with a load of incompetence. I stick by what I say.

And so we have what we have. Chaos.

Me as sane as I am ever going to be.

Which returns me to the title of this piece. The speculation. It is feasible in a psychotic state. To drive 300 miles batter a defenceless mature woman to death and drive back home. And a wonderful defence for the lawyers to say this person was mentally ill.

Yet, I would say, even if this person was seriously ill suffering from a form of psychosis It does not add up. My first breakdown i was standing in a sales office with scissors in my hand. The ambulance arrived, I realised I was holding them and put them down. Fully aware that they would be seen as a threat.

I experienced a cold sweat. I was terrified. My body secreting a strange smell. Sweet and creamy .

I accept that women and men are different and possibly in that journey down he just got more riled, for whatever the reason for his hate.

That in a psychotic state you are up to a point irrational. But somehow? No.

So there is much to speculate upon. This is just my life, what happened to me., my experience. We are all different agreed.

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What concerns me, what angers me, is what comes next? And what as we pick up on Ann's legacy, what we can not allow to happen.

The on going attempts, to silence Freedom of speech plus all the aspects of independence associated with it. Including social media interventions.

That is now in jeopardy, thanks to morons. who yesterday, in various forms and ways, some totally disgusting, (for want of a better description) slagged off everything they could about her in what ever way possible it was horrendous.

Hence opening the door for more reprisals from this austere and repressive government.

That, can not happen. We lost an Icon yesterday. A woman, of principle, with a great sense of fun, yet acutely aware of the fragility of humanity, and responsibility.

Many of these, so called, “let's get as much attention as possible, by being nasty, and click baiting. Thank goodness there are less of them than good folk. Of which Ann was exemplary.

I am not so exemplary. I swear, I cuss and when push turns to shove, its is best stand clear!

Hence, if allowed, with less public scrutiny, I will take up that Ladies baton. No more. Popping my head up, then going away.

As ever I will start at the bottom, removing the scumbags that insulted Ann, her family, her friends in the most diabolical way yesterday. On social media, however defending thee same right for freedom of speech.

There is one Hell of a difference between being vindictive and truly nasty, where there is no empathy no consideration for others at all. And respect for anothers opinion.

Be prepared. You scum of the earth.

And No I do not have nor do I need to rush out , buying an Icecream maker for someone that enjoys it but is not a massive; I must have it everyday person.

However, the breakages were totally an unexpected curse. As I have choc-ices.

More important, i am using up freezer space with 2/3rd full, used plastic drinking bottles with tap water. The latest gumph, associated with a government attempting to put fear in you all.

Yet not spitting it out, that we have a water shortage on its way, whilst saying this could be a very long hot summer, through to September.

Drought happens but so rarely in this country this will be a shock to many.

whilst additional waterfountains placed in London. Also a drain on resources.

Make of it what you like, it maybe stand pipes. Or we drain our rivers & springs whilst refusing our farmers to water crops.

Basically, this is a F mess.

I applied, got through their process. There are events that surround the main one. That year it pee sistently rained.

This is quite a story of behind the scenes, as we get ready again. Luckily at that time I owned a camper van. Had I not I am not sure I could have coped with the 04:09 starts the 20:00 finishes.

DO NOT BOTHER HMRC. all was appropriately filed.

Initially as happens this story was prompted over a number of things that have occurred recently regarding breaks required now for our Muslim friends.

And a particular situation that occurred at one of the lesser events after the F1 that I attended. STOWE BRIDGE.🙄.

That was the time, when nothing else going on @ 08:00 I asked to go for a walk. And gained access to the Lotus workshop. The guys were great only to keen to give me a Grand Tour. Of what they were doing, up to, how things worked. It was an absolute joy. (Yep always a bit of a petrolhead me) .

I can grind in valves & bleed brakes as in old cars & a young me required. Something must admit my X husband was good at 🤭😉 teaching me.

The Stowe, the 🙄. Two folk, either side of a single track bridge. Hence requiring two stewards either side of Bridge with radios allowing traffic to flow. So my co-partener , I can see him, falls asleep only 200 yards from me. But my job is now keep a check on that bridge alone. I could not tell if he had, fainted, collapsed or died I certainly could not raise him. So as I had to stay on station, I called the bosses. Who were the other side of circuit. 🙄

So hhe lad was revived. Did not start to accept water. Even I knew water was allowed in the day during Ramadam. Or he was so dilirous he had lost the plot.

Anyway revived, we go back to the job ehen cars started moving again. He onside if bridge me other, neither insight unless you risked life & limb to walk up the arch of Bridge.

So the bosses walked away. Leaving me with a sunstroke Muslim refusing anything bar water. Me now constantly in touch with bosses.

It got silly. The radio things. Where you finish anything with “over”. Hence saying “yes send them over” then required “over” over”. I was giggling the bosses were laughing.

But somehow there were no shunts or worse. You are not just looking at the bridge. But the roads at the base.

There is so much more about those days. Including the downpours, in 2012.

Way before these years, that piece of string that everyone considered to be a straight line. Left were on the left, right on the right, with the centre, left or right in the middle of that piece of string.

Until, that piece of string, is made into a circle. At which point the left and right ends of the string meet, whilst those in the centre remain in the centre, at the bottom of that circle.

My logo/profile on X magnify it. Read the context. Associated such was me, trying to make sense of complexities.

Anyway, the complexities did not go away, especially when we entered into lockdown. You should not have done it gunnadins. Because it gave some remarkably talented people that you condescendingly consider as minions, a massive break off the hampster wheel you had created for your workers.

That respite gave us all, at all levels, space, time and thought. Some very brave people opened up. The conspirators, people I was not ready to fully accept myself. Enteredthe Lions den.

What did you shameful evils do? You attempted to shut them up & down. Mock them!. Resilience is not achieved by mockery, nor by keeping in the shadows waiting to pounce. The Wolves hiding the lambs under a thick skin, so they could not see.

Gambler's know “when to hold, know when to pull them , know when to place them and know when to walkaway” Kenny Rogers

Its time you evils walk away.

You put plenty of chips upon the table, you were bluffing. A true gambler does not wager on the favourite. And you have.

He takes the small odds against. Sometimes he gets lucky but usually he take the price of 2nd/3rd. He did not lose!

Outsiders win.

And should my long time followers aware of a long CV. The list of male associations is most likely longer.

After my intial marriage and then divorce. Which became brutal. The same attitude, starve of love, then become desperate. Well that didnt work either.

15 years was enough with a daughter to care for.

So let's get on with shall we.

To those whilst going through the complexities of do I believe what I am being told are “conspirators ” or do I believe my instincts. I went with my instincts. After much research. Not only int the subject matter but the people. It was arduous on both sides.Yet we continue with the confidence of truth.

So thank you, I think I have possibly, 🤔. to those I questioned , mainly due to the system I am now with you. ♥️

This environmentalist of the old school. Noticed something was wrong 20 years ago. Yet they are only reflecting now in 2026. The only thing that flagged something in my mind As I entered university @ 55. Was what I have followed & found engaging with happily the World Economic Forum was a sense of socialism and I disegarded it. Yet they had been in my sight from 10 years previously. Their whole premise 30 years ago was save the planet & environment.

Like the sweeties we now get. “It is good for you”. I swallowed it as many others did. Trump arrived in his first term as President. Went to one of the nefarious COP meetings.

And walked out, whilst Poland refused to accept a reduction is the use of coal.

I was furious with Trump at that time. A committed person still wanting to save the planet. Back then I was not ever interested in the politic. My interest wained in the WEF & the politic further.

There remain thank you's , apologies and “how dare you!”.In this post. The apologies go out to folk from across the pond. Especially when it came to attacking our Crown. It did not mean that I did not read all the flack.

And a thank you because the only name that stuck in my head was “Blackrock” again I dismissed it, just an American insurance company, my naivity 🤦‍♂️🤭. @. I learned a lot from you. Not all I wanted to hear but I took it on board, I listened.

As I did to all those both for and against.

By the time we extracted ourselves, I was listening to the supposed “conspirators, deniers”. The vaccine questioner. The climate questioner's. That also took a few years. At which time I was attempting to get my head around not the elites (they are not elites) but the evils.

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Do any of you remember, just walking into a bank or a building society, thinking nothing of those security cameras, before we got totally cluttered around the streets with CCTV? Just not considering anything more than that good protection. And thinking no more.

You were innocent, it was just there to catch criminals and keep staff and customers safe, in the event of any sort of incident. I do. “its good for you”.

That in all cases has been the sell. Even now, they still apply such. Its to keep an eye out for robbers and vagrants. To protect you.

Well that is how it started with small creeps of ensuring your confidence.

Then you could also go into such buildings, use a cash machine on the street, withdrawing exactly what you required up to a limit.

Ten the psychological squeeze puts pressure on. Not being able to cope on one wage, you take on a second job. Basically exhausting yourself. Then you fall ill, more stress. Just a continual vicious circle of how to pay to keep the basics.

Of the modern life life we should expect, a roof, water, food & heating. Family life starts being disrupted. Tensions occur with in that once calm house. That before the lockdowns.

Oh those evil lockdowns those evil people. You see? How disintegration starts. It at this point is not outside influences it is what is going on at home. The initial infiltration starts. Someone gives a bit of relief in lockdown. Draining the government and your pockets further. You are pleased and thankful for the relief offered. But you are being bought to your knees financially, physically.

The decent struggle on, whilst the less than decent either lord over you, or steal from you.

This proud nation and people continue. Then even the strongest end up needing mental health care. Why because your body can not cope. Your mind switched off, depression sets in. And the pharma make another killing on the stock markets.

Then just when you believe you have seen it all. Truth, as always surfaces. Brave souls, limited in numbers raise concerns which are disputed initially, only to become genuine truths.

That is where we now all stand, still reeling from the truth. Yet justifiably angry. From the loss of unnecessary lives and the lies.

The WEF have us. (Or so they think) we will always be better, above the chaos. Because we have decent minds. We just need to rise above the confusion presented , that is not easy. But we can do so. Ultimately we have to. Never is everything lost. We will still have memories good and bad. Generations will continue to learn of such. That what elders are here for, even if you have heard the story more than once, and it annoys. That is how we qualify at every step of the way.

Thank you for reading this. ♥️🇬🇧♥️

Something that 20/30 years seem to have lost. Can I blame you? No. The creep has been carefully orchestrated.

People ask when did this start? I can go back into eternity but I attempt to keep it from after WWII. My era.

People, one person in particular questioned me hard because of my username with “ do you want to drag us back to medieval times. My answer was a categorical “NO”. I stick with that.

I was questioned by others as to my understanding of sustainability. It was obvious from the questions they asked they had not got a clue. But I set out 20 years ago to answer such questions. To those that asked such, there is still time, not much, but time to wake up.

I started following the World Economic Forum in its innocent days, the 1970's. When decent conservationists and environmentalist were out there not to save the planet, but nature. We still exist. What has occurred in the meantime? Hell on Earth. I. kick myself constantly that i did not pay more attention to my instincts that the wef was communistic.

Yet I can go back to that time with hindsight and foresight. This was the start of the “Its good for you, and much better for us brigade” but it is just a brigade not a full army.

Yet that brigade leader Klaus Schwab, has developed his own army. Seemingly under the cloak of a wolves skin. Encouraging the lambs to slaughter. And we took it. Hook , line and sinker.

There are those above him and those below him, all scrambling for position. All of which is one huge pyramid sales con.

Around the world hundreds have fallen for greed. Only finding themselves in any pyramid sales con, finding themselves out of pocket, or land, or water or food out of freedom.

Those at the very top, do not care as to what happens to those at the bottom, they are just discarded with contempt, such is the arrogance of these evils, that we at the bottom are just gullable idiots.

However, they are now so sure of themselves. There is no need to winkle them out. Their achilles heel.

So to the Digital stuff.

Ultimately this is based around the Chinese programme.

And we have been experiencing this drip fed for years. Always remember as I write this “Its good for you”. Every step calculated much under the general public eye.

So let's explode the myth of its good for you, and now.

I will concentrate upon the United Kingdom where others around the world can now see this sorry tale.

Where the puppets of these evils now subscribe.

Make no mistake if Britain falls as they wish it to so will others. But folk around the world a fighting back. The EU is breaking up. Time and again in history people have attempted to weld the European nations together. The failure rate is superb.

We started relinquishing the commonwealth, that is our way. We do not attempt to dominate such countries. They have free wiil.

Britain was still is an advisory. Countries around the world today got their freedoms when it was thought safe for those to be rational and democracy was re-installed.

Even after that, what democracy a country determined was left to that individual country. We just kept our embassies.

I listened today to a remarkable speech from our Katie Hopkins. A lady I have a massive amount of respect for. The only piece of that video I had contention with is how history has become somewhat warped. It was our British folk that sailed in the Mayflower to the US feeling persecuted due to reglion. They sowed the seeds for America. It shows something somewhere got lost in translation. That did not come from Katie's lips but the commentator. A few. We also assisted with getting some land for them. After that, it was up to them.

That is how we British in Britain do things.

We do not coeherse we use reason. Little has that assisted us recently. A political & psyops hit us.

Do not shoot me for saying I am an environmentalist. I engaged with these people back in 1971. As someone that was being duped even back then. I remember as I read & wrote there was an element of socialism. I put it to one side in my mind never really it would come back, biting me but everyone in the bum 30 years later. But with a vengeance virtually in comprehensible. From the seemingly reasonable millenium goals of the 2000's to the 2030 agenda.

I am an observer. This is about what I have observed in the UK over two years regarding Digital ID.

My daughter must do what she thinks best, but i have know wish for my grandchildren growing up in a “Hunger Games scenario”. 2012 film.

Britain is a microcosm. Which since our dear Queen Elizabeth II passed has been left wide open to allsorts. They are coming at us from all directions. The wider perspective is the USA to Australia.

The identity of this country is its coinage.

We are asking our farmers to provide food. They are being subjugated again from all directions. The view being, if you starve a nation they will comply. Well farmers we seriously need your food, and we need to come to the farm gate, not the supermarket. You will need cash. We need cash. Not to abuse the banks, the financial system but to promote it.

We still need honesty boxes. Such an innocent joy. Even with the rogues, I always found myself feeling a tad awkward and putting more in. 🥰 not taking the change, a British thingy.

So please if you find a farm selling at the gate. Use them. If you have an elderly neighbour ask even if you do not know what maybe at the gate. What would they like from the farm.

I do not particularly mind that the notes rather than showing historical figures transcends to pictures of wildlife, but would prefer a medium to the farm animals that kept us sustained and fed us. Cattle , sheep, producing wool as well as food. Horses that ploughed our lands before tractors.

Yet we are being subjected to a system, I do not agree with. Digital ID is here, nobody has as yet joined up the dots.

Whilst the Chinese version of controlling its people may be a long way off, allow Digital in, that will be the ultimate control. These folk still believe we are idiots. Picking upon Britain, as you have, was not a good move.

You call yourselves “elites” I detest that expression. When we colonised, we never called ourselves that. We were just British.

Our armies of mixed race. And within those armies folk not forced to be there, but wanting to be there. The same applies today.

Digital ID if imposed upon us, loses so much. Coinage, history for one, and a freedom to chose what we purchase. That is what happened in China. Slaves making cheap everything and selling to us. The EU in turn selling cheap food. Making us whinge when prices increase. All in the NWO planning.

We must push back, and hard, we have two years. Yet the EU & NWO, +WEF are losing ground.

I could go further, into why this insurgence across Europe of immigrants. Well that certainly leads back to this country taking all and sundry in. Migrants passing through safe places to reach the UK. 🤷‍♂️ why?

All roads lead back to Davos.

After the death of Prince Phillip it was a matter of time. Look what, the planned demic did. Sitting, alone grieving at the loss of her husband, with that same quiet dignity we knew so well.

As a carer, I saw it frequently, one partner passes, the other hangs on for a while, grieving internally, whilst attempting for the sake of the family, and the families sake, to be the family anchor. What parents do.

Such people, still within this modern day and age. Assert, as elders, via word of mouth stories. Honest stories, possibly with exaggeration on occasion about “the fish that got away”.

Whatever, walk of life, whatever jumped up position they believe they hold in life a paper trail is left. Piecing together such papertrails can be fascinating. The work of researchers supported by recorders.

The physical body may stop, but the descendents of that body have the storiesand tales associated with that body.

This does not mean, that life with that body was Rose petal glasses, many are not. But remain part of the human consciousness.

Whatever could happen within this country at present, as presented, if the decent, all get scouped up, called dissidents and jailed. Such can & will go forth and multiply.

It is NOT a generation gap, it becomes a generation jump. We are the most well informed generation, ever. Thanks to brave men and women putting their necks on the line. The modern day chopping block.

There is no question that these are extraordinary times in Britain.

The death of Elizabeth II. Signalled it. Them and they.