<script data-pm-proxy="intercept"></script><?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[marginalia by mel]]></title><description><![CDATA[a little garden between petals and proses ♡]]></description><link>https://writtenbymel.substack.com</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!PbC7!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa9ccfccd-87d8-4b2d-a68e-6d6c4ba6f8e7_736x736.png</url><title>marginalia by mel</title><link>https://writtenbymel.substack.com</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Tue, 01 Sep 2026 18:50:16 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="/__u/writtenbymel.substack.com/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><copyright><![CDATA[mel ୨୧⋆.˚]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[writtenbymel@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:owner><itunes:email><![CDATA[writtenbymel@substack.com]]></itunes:email><itunes:name><![CDATA[mel ୨୧⋆.˚]]></itunes:name></itunes:owner><itunes:author><![CDATA[mel ୨୧⋆.˚]]></itunes:author><googleplay:owner><![CDATA[writtenbymel@substack.com]]></googleplay:owner><googleplay:email><![CDATA[writtenbymel@substack.com]]></googleplay:email><googleplay:author><![CDATA[mel ୨୧⋆.˚]]></googleplay:author><itunes:block><![CDATA[Yes]]></itunes:block><item><title><![CDATA[a conversation with the wind.]]></title><description><![CDATA[on sharing weather with the dead and the living.]]></description><link>https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/a-conversation-with-the-wind</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/a-conversation-with-the-wind</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[mel ୨୧⋆.˚]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 07 Aug 2026 19:35:34 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/aefbd1b5-8548-40b2-9a4c-9d5bb6ca5674_736x393.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>8th August, 2026.</p><p>Dearest Fae,</p><p>How are you gathering yourself today? Are you buried under a mountain of quilts with a forgotten mug of tea gone cold, or are you sitting by an open window, watching silver leaf-shadows dance across your wall like tiny moths? I hope the hour is treating you gently, wherever you&#8217;ve nested, and that your mind is settling down like fireflies coming to rest in the high grass.</p><p>Here, August is weaving its late-summer enchantment. The night air is sweet and wet with rain, smelling of drenched moss, crushed pine needles, and the dark, upturned earth where mushroom caps are pushing through the soil. The tall grass leans all one way, and every now and then, a fat raindrop falls off a fern leaf with a soft <em>plop</em> onto the forest floor. Then the wind comes through, turning the undersides of the leaves white in the starlight. If you sit very still, you realise this wind didn&#8217;t begin in our woods tonight. It has been wandering for a hundred years, maybe more. It is the very same air that once ruffled the fur of sleep-heavy foxes in ancient valleys, blew through the courtyard of a castle now crumbled into ivy, and carried the smoky scent of bonfires lit by people whose names were forgotten long ago.</p><p>When it brushes against your cheek tonight, don&#8217;t shut it out. Stand there by the sill for just a second. You are breathing the same sky as the poets, the dreamers, the lost wanderers, and every creature that ever looked up at the stars and wondered. It&#8217;s just the old world passing through your room, dropping by to remind us that we were never really alone in the dark.</p><p>Sylvie knows all of this intuitively, as small, soft creatures always do. She had been curled into a crescent at the edge of my rug, entirely asleep, until the wind slipped beneath the door. In an instant, her whiskers quivered. Her eyes opened&#8212;wide, glowing amber discs catching the starlight as she tracked something wholly invisible drifting across the room. She stood up, stretched her front paws out long and slow, and trotted over to the sill on silent feet. Now she sits there, her tail neatly wrapped around her paws, leaning her pink nose directly into the dark. To her, the wind is like an entire evening newspaper delivered from the deep woods. She&#8217;s reading the scent of cold mountain rivers, damp ferns from three hills over, and perhaps the distant scent of a passing owl.</p><p>I wonder if you&#8217;ve ever had a conversation like that with the wind. Have you ever opened your window on a stormy evening and felt, even for a fraction of a second, like the air was trying to hand you an answer to a question you hadn&#8217;t yet figured out how to ask? Because if you listen closely enough, the wind has a way of leading us right to the things we&#8217;ve been trying to hold onto all along.</p><p>Out beyond the garden gate, the narrow dirt path has turned into a shallow mirror, reflecting the pale slip of the moon between passing clouds. The tall oaks and wild laurels stand like guardians, their branches leaning together in the dark as if sharing a secret before the sky breaks open. Up above, the storm is a grand arrival. Flash after flash of silver lightning illuminates the clouds from within, casting magical shadows across the forest floor, followed by the low sound of distant thunder rolling through the valley like a sleeping dragon shifting in its lair.</p><p>It is easy to forget, while sitting inside four dry walls, that the earth is constantly breathing, washing itself clean, and growing in the dark. A single gust picks up from the valley below, carrying with it the scent of pine bark, crushed mint, and the mineral sweetness of black soil. It rolls over the overgrown garden, bending the tall ferns until they sweep the ground, before rushing up to meet you on the steps. We tend to fear the storms inside us&#8212;the sudden flash of an overwhelming emotion, the chaotic winds that sweep through and shake the branches of everything we thought was stable. We try to silence the gale, to force the trees to stand completely still. But the forest doesn&#8217;t fight the storm. The old branches bend, the tall grasses yield, and the wild night-blooming jasmine simply holds tight to its stems, releasing its sweetest, most intoxicating fragrance right when the air is at its wildest.</p><p>Every season we carry inside us serves a purpose. There are moments of winter where everything feels dormant and underground, days of soft spring where new thoughts unfurl like tender green shoots, and nights like this where the lightning illuminates parts of ourselves we usually keep hidden in the shade. The thunder passes through not to destroy, but to clear the stagnant heat, leaving the air lighter, cooler, and impossibly clear once it moves along. When the storm finally rolls over the ridge, and the sky settles back into a deep, starlit indigo, the woods remain standing. A few leaves may have scattered, a few branches rearranged, but the roots beneath the moss are untouched, grounded, and fed by the very elements that rattled the canopy. The woods, after all, never truly go to sleep, just like our minds.</p><p>Once the thunder fades into the far mountains, the glade begins its late-night alchemy. Tiny, translucent moths with wings like silk emerge from the hollows of birch trees, fluttering up toward the awning where the stars peek through the parted clouds. The stream, newly fed by the storm, gossips in a murmur as it spills over smoothed river stones, singing a lullaby meant only for sleeping roots and hiding little mice. Just like the forest floor, which takes the fallen bark and turned-up earth to feed next spring&#8217;s wild violet shoots, our minds are constantly gathering, transforming, and renewing. Nothing inside you is wasted. </p><p>We live in a world that often makes us feel strangely isolated, tucked away in our rooms with our private thoughts. But the wind breaks down every wall. It holds no concept of distance, nor does it care for the boundaries between then and now. It gathers the salt of old tides, the smoky scent of long-extinguished hearth fires, and the unuttered wishes of every soul that came before us, weaving them all into one vast, continuous sky. So, when you draw this air into your lungs, you are sharing a room with the entire world. You are breathing the same atmosphere that once filled the sails of lost ships and rustled the leaves above long-forgotten saints. We share this weather with those who walked these woods centuries ago, with those sleeping softly in the houses across the valley, and with every soul yet to be born into the starlight. </p><p>It means that the loneliness we carry is only an illusion built by closed doors and drawn curtains. The moment we open a window, the world pours back in, reminding us that we belong to a living mosaic that has been weaving itself since the beginning of time. Every grief you have ever felt, every hope you&#8217;ve harboured in the dark, has already been felt under this same sky. The wind has carried them all before. It knows the human hearts, and it knows how to carry them lightly across miles and centuries, scattering them until it turns back into stardust and soft rain.</p><p>So if you are sitting awake while the rest of the world slumbers, let the wind sit with you. Let it remind you that you are part of an unbroken lineage of dreamers who looked out into the dark and listened. You do not need to figure out the whole story tonight. You don&#8217;t have to untangle every knotted thought, or name every ache resting behind your ribs. You only need to exist here. Speak to it if you need to. Lean your forehead against the cool glass, or step onto the threshold where the night air meets the warmth of your room, and whisper whatever you&#8217;ve been keeping inside. Ask the wind where it has been, or tell it what you hope tomorrow brings. It won't judge the trembling in your voice, nor will it demand that your thoughts make sense. It has held the secrets of lovers, the prayers of wanderers, and the silent longings of kings and beggars alike&#8212;it knows how to hold yours, too, without letting a single piece break. Let the air carry what is too heavy for you to hold onto right now. Let it scatter your worries across the treetops, down into the river valleys, and out toward the wide sea. You are safe here. The woods are watching over you, Sylvie is keeping her sentinel by the sill, and the sky is holding space for everything you are and everything you are becoming.</p><p>When you finally turn off the lamp and pull the blankets up to your chin, leave the window open just a sliver. Let the wind keep watch while you rest. It will still be there in the morning, softened by dawn, smelling of the new sun, waiting to begin the conversation all over again.</p><p>I&#8217;ll be stepping away from our usual dispatches for a little while to let the season settle and gather new stories from the glade. But I won&#8217;t be far&#8212;just tending to the roots, listening to the trees, and keeping an eye out for the next shift in the air. I&#8217;ll be back before you know it with fresh ink, warm tea, and more tales to share. Until we meet again under the night sky, take care of yourself. May your mug of tea stay warm, your blankets stay cozy, and the wind keep dropping gentle secrets at your window. </p><p>&#8212; From the shade of the oldest tree, Mel &#9825;</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://writtenbymel.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading marginalia by mel! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[places where magic still hides.]]></title><description><![CDATA[for when the world&#8217;s noise threatens to spill your tea.]]></description><link>https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/places-where-magic-still-hides</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/places-where-magic-still-hides</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[mel ୨୧⋆.˚]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 01 Aug 2026 09:46:38 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/8d5a7c7a-4944-404a-a178-4e5221e885d5_736x525.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>1st August, 2026.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Dearest Fae,</p><p style="text-align: justify;">I am writing to you today from deep within our moss-carpeted glade, where the sunlight falls in golden threadlines, and the air is fragrant with wild honey, damp soil, and crushed lemon mint.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Come rest your wings for a moment. How are you holding up as the wheel turns? How have your spirits been faring? I hope you are cradling a hot porcelain cup of something sweet, tucked away somewhere where the afternoon can&#8217;t rush you.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">August has slipped over the ivy wall on fox-paws, trailing a cloak made of amber haze and sleepy, sun-drenched spells. It is an enchanted month, truly&#8212;that magic time when the late bloomers finally unfurl their petals in secret, painting the high grass with velvet lavenders and deep, moody plums. The ancient oak trees above us are murmuring old stories to the breeze, their leaves shimmering like green coins in the heat. Everywhere you look, little lives are busy with their own silly enchantments. Small blue-winged dragonflies dart over the dew-bowls, wild bees tumble drunk on nectar from the clover, and tiny field mice hurry under fern fronds with secrets tucked into their cheeks.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Here in our little nook, Sylvie and I are falling under the month&#8217;s slow spell. Sylvie is sprawled across a patch of clover, her paws twitching as she chases butterflies in her dreams, her coat glowing like honey in the sun. I have been sitting nearby with ink on my thumbs, scribbling down thoughts that feel like fallen feathers, watching the way the shadows slowly stretch across the grass.</p><p><span>It was right then, as a stray dandelion seed drifted across my page, that a question floated into my mind&#8212;one I wanted to ask you: </span><em>do you still believe in magic?</em></p><p><span>&#10023; </span><strong>If yes &#8594;</strong><span> Then you already know the secret path. </span>You know that if you stand under an old chestnut tree when the wind turns, you can hear it humming tunes. You know that magic is not something we invent, but something we remember. Keep your eyes open, and wander below to read the rest of this letter; let us trace where those silver clues are hidden together.</p><p><span>&#10023; </span><strong>If no &#8594;</strong> I understand. The world outside can be so loud, heavy, and so full of risky edges that it makes wonder feel like a childhood dream we had to leave behind. But read on anyway, if only to sip your tea and wander through these next few lines with me; perhaps, between these pages, you might just catch a glimpse of the magic hiding in plain sight.</p><p style="text-align: center;">&#10242;&#8902; &#65381; &#10244;&#10242;&#8902; &#65381; &#10244;&#10242;&#8902; &#65381; &#10244;&#10242;&#8902; &#65381;</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Think back to when you were small. Remember how a hollow beneath a tree was automatically a castle, and a smooth, flat pebble in your pocket felt like a precious dragon&#8217;s egg? We used to build tiny moss houses between exposed roots, leaving acorn-cap teacups out for fairies we were certain would visit the moment we turned our backs. The world back then wasn&#8217;t just a place we lived in; it was a story waiting to be read, full of secret passages, talking winds, and wishing stars.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Then, we grew up. We learned to look at a tree and see timber instead of a tower, to check the time on our wrists instead of tracing the shadows on the grass. The acorn caps got swept away, the pebble was left behind in an old jacket pocket, and we started carrying serious things instead. We convinced ourselves that to be adults means trading enchantment for efficiency, closing our eyes to the impossible just to keep up with the clatter.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">But here is the secret the world forgets to tell us: childhood magic didn&#8217;t die; it just went into hiding, waiting for us to grow soft enough to find it again. Getting it back doesn&#8217;t mean pretending the hard things aren&#8217;t real, or trying to unlearn everything we know. It just means changing how we pay attention. It is permitting yourself to believe, even for a few seconds, that the world is still brimming with wonders waiting, if only you are willing to slow down, loosen your grip on the heavy things, and look.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">And when you look, you begin to see where those little enchantments have been sheltering all along. They are resting in the gold light that spills across your floor on a slow afternoon, dancing in the dust motes like tiny stars. You can find them in the fog rising from your teacup before the sugar dissolves, in the way a stray garden cat stops to meet your gaze with amber eyes, or in the silent pause between the last word of a beloved story and the turn of a page. Magic never abandoned us when the years grew long. It is tucked away inside the sweet burst of a wild blackberry picked straight from the bramble, staining your fingers a dusty violet. It is in the clink of a silver spoon stirring honey into a porcelain mug, and the way the morning light warms your knees through a soft woollen blanket as you lean back against the bark.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">When you sit out here beneath the boughs, listening to the leaves murmur their lullabies, you begin to see that enchantment was never something trapped inside forgotten spellbooks. It is woven directly into the air we breathe, in the unhurried hours, and in the miracles that happen when no one is watching. It is in the tiny mushrooms that spring up overnight like little paper parasols, and in the golden resin that drips down the side of the pine trees, smelling of summer. It is in the way the stream glints like scattered silver coins as it winds its way through the weeds, carrying fallen leaves on secret voyages to places we will never see. </p><p style="text-align: justify;">Every tiny creature in this glade knows this secret. The honeybees singing their sleepy songs inside the foxglove bells know it. The robin that hops just a few feet away, tilting its head to examine your teacup with curious eyes, knows it too. They do not hurry through their days, nor do they ask the afternoon to be anything other than what it is. They simply inhabit the magic as if it were as natural as rain or sunlight. And if you sit very still, barely breathing, you can almost hear the soft, papery rustle of the earth.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Tiny subterranean tea parties are happening right beneath your boots, where field mice sip dandelion wine from acorn caps and trade gossip about the breeze. Up in the high, swaying branches of the birch trees, the wind is busily weaving green ribbons through the sunlight, untangling sleepy caterpillars and tucking them into velvet leaves for their midday naps. Look closely at the hollow of that fallen log just across the path, the one dusted in powdery turquoise lichen. To anyone passing by in a rush, it is just decaying wood. But if you lean in, you&#8217;ll see a tiny doorway carved by time, where small, translucent snails rest their spiralled shells, waiting for the evening dew to paint their front porches with pearls.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">You don&#8217;t have to do anything to earn this magic, you know. You don&#8217;t have to prove yourself to the forest, or speak any ancient words, or carry a magical map. You only have to sit here with your knees pulled close, let the tea warm your hands, and allow yourself to belong to this gentle, unhurried world for a little while longer. The forest asks nothing of you today except to simply be here.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Look at how the light plays through the leaves, casting lace patterns over your lap, as if the sun itself were knitting you a summer cloak. A sudden gentle gust sends a shower of pine needles swirling through the air, tumbling like bronze confetti onto the surface of your tea, leaving behind the faintest taste of mountain resin and cloud-mist. If you listen past the sound of the glade, you might catch the chatter of the water spirits down by the brook, polishing smooth river glass and splashing among the cool pebbles. They are sending tiny bubble-boats down the current, each carrying a single lavender petal or a drop of wild nectar for the fairy-folk downstream who are preparing for tonight&#8217;s harvest ball. Even the twilight, when it eventually creeps in, will come wrapped in velvet and lavender grey. It will light up the tiny lanterns of the fireflies, one by one, hanging them like golden berries among the ferns to guide you safely along the mossy path back home.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">So take another slow, deep breath of this leaf-scented air. Let your thoughts wander wherever the butterflies lead them, knowing that this little nook will always be here, holding its secret spells open like a book, waiting for you whenever you need to remember how to wonder again. </p><p style="text-align: justify;">And so, to you, my dear fae, wherever you might be reading this, remember that you do not need to journey to distant, mist-shrouded forests or wait for a full moon to find the spellwork of this world. The old enchantments are already woven in your ordinary days, waiting in the nature that surrounds you. Look for the magic in the way the morning light filters through your kitchen window, painting golden clover patterns across your table. Look for it in the sweet perfume of soil after a summer rain, in the crisp crunch of autumn leaves under your boots, and in the brave green sprouts pushing their way through the cracks of a paved path. Notice the silent wisdom of the tree outside your window as it dances with the wind. Listen to the secret lullabies sung by the rain against your glass, and watch how the clouds reshape themselves into mythical beasts just to make you smile.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Keep your heart open and your steps unhurried. The world is constantly dropping small silver clues&#8212;a feather at your feet, a dandelion seed drifting on a breeze, a sudden spark of warmth from the sun, just to remind you that magic isn&#8217;t something you lose but something you choose to notice.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Until our next letter finds its way to your cozy corner, Sylvie and I are sending you off with gentle hugs and a sky full of stardust. Whether the sun is just rising over your windowsill or the moon is tucking you in for a peaceful night, may your hours be sweet, warm, and brimming with magical wonder. Remember, this little haven is always here for you, so wander back whenever your heart craves a breath of pine-scented air and a warm cup of tea. May the month of August wrap you in gentle sunlight, shower you with soft rains, and bring you a thousand small, magical moments to cherish.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">&#8212; From the shade of the oldest tree, Mel &#9825;</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://writtenbymel.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading marginalia by mel! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p style="text-align: justify;"></p><p style="text-align: justify;"></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[the scent of jasmine in your hair.]]></title><description><![CDATA[a gentle note on sensory memory and soft romance.]]></description><link>https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/the-scent-of-jasmine-in-your-hair</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/the-scent-of-jasmine-in-your-hair</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[mel ୨୧⋆.˚]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 25 Jul 2026 14:55:30 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/11b489e6-a44e-4666-b8c8-2db8941e7756_736x468.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>25th July, 2026.</p><p>Dearest Fae,</p><p style="text-align: justify;">How have you all been holding up lately? I hope the passing days have been gentle with you, and that you&#8217;ve found little pockets of light to rest in whenever you needed a breather. I&#8217;ve missed sitting down like this to talk with you.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Things here have been a bit of a blur. Sylvie and I have been spending our afternoons surrounded by stacks of paper and cooling mugs of tea, lost in old poems and endless drafts. We&#8217;ve spent so much time dissecting complicated feelings, writing late into the evening, and letting our thoughts wander down dark, overgrown lanes. It&#8217;s been rich and grounding, but honestly, it leaves you needing a change of air.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">It struck me yesterday that it&#8217;s been far too long since we walked the rosewild path together. So today, let&#8217;s leave the damp earth and deep shade behind. Let&#8217;s step back out into the sun, where the air is sweet with night-blooming flowers, and everything feels lighter, a little more tender.</p><div><hr></div><p style="text-align: justify;"><span>When we think about love, we often expect it to be marked by big milestones. But real romance usually works through much smaller things, what I like to call </span><em>sensory traces</em><span>. Our minds have a unique way of tying feelings to the physical world around us. Long after a conversation ends, a familiar fragrance drifting on a warm breeze, the texture of a cotton sleeve, or the way dusk settles over a porch can freeze a moment in time. When we encounter that same detail years later, it brings the entire feeling back instantly, as if no time has passed at all.</span></p><p style="text-align: justify;">In soft romance, these physical details become tiny vessels for devotion. They prove that loving someone is all about paying enough attention to the world to let a simple moment become unforgettable. To show you what I mean, imagine stepping into a warm afternoon like this one.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="/__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!SDa6!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa373d955-7559-4079-8ce3-5ad117e21185_736x414.heic" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="/__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!SDa6!, /__u/writtenbymel.substack.com/w_424, /__u/writtenbymel.substack.com/c_limit, /__u/writtenbymel.substack.com/f_webp, /__u/writtenbymel.substack.com/q_auto:good, /__u/writtenbymel.substack.com/fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa373d955-7559-4079-8ce3-5ad117e21185_736x414.heic 424w, /__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!SDa6!, /__u/writtenbymel.substack.com/w_848, 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8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><p style="text-align: justify;"><em>The world blurred into golden light as she threw her arms around his neck, and he pulled her close in the middle of the wide, open field. The late-afternoon sun hit the edges of her dark hair, turning every strand into spun amber as they held each other.</em></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><em>There was no hesitation in the way he held her, his hand pressed firm against the back of her shirt, breathing in the warmth of her shoulder and the sweet scent of jasmine resting in her hair. The tall grass surrounding them sank into shadow, but right there, wrapped in each other&#8217;s arms under the fading sky, everything else fell away.</em></p><p>That is the true magic of these sensory traces. They turn our ordinary days into a fairytale world where a simple fragrance holds the power of an old spell. When we choose to notice these moments, we are stepping softly onto the mossy threshold of a storybook that belongs entirely to us. Soft romance has never been about escaping reality, but rather about brushing the dust off everyday life until it reveals the enchantment hiding just beneath the surface. Suddenly, a sunlit path scattered with fallen peach blossoms and porcelain-white petals feels like a secret doorway leading deep into an enchanted wood, where dusty pink trails wind past wild lavender bushes and wild berries glisten like small jewels in the shade. Warm evening breezes drift through the leaves, carrying whispered stories across meadows dotted with buttercups, periwinkles, and soft, pastel green moss.</p><p>When we write and live with this kind of open, childlike wonder, the world around us stops feeling so loud and hurried. The sky softens into brushstrokes of spun apricot, lilac, and honey, painting the clouds in pale rose while the tall grass underfoot shines like a velvet ribbon in the low sun. Dragonflies with iridescent wings skim over streams, and time itself seems to stretch into something spacious, gentle, and deeply forgiving. It becomes a place where a single flower pinned in your hair can hold an entire kingdom of sweetness, where a sudden, golden embrace in a sun-drenched field can freeze a moment of pure belonging forever, just waiting for us to slow down enough to feel it.</p><p>There is old magic in choosing to live this way, as if we are constantly walking on the edge of a forgotten woodland realm. You begin to notice how the morning dew glistens on spiderwebs like tiny crystal chandeliers strung across the hedge, and how the moss beneath your toes cushions every step like an invitation to stay a little longer. In this world, the rustle of leaves isn&#8217;t just wind, it is the forest whispering secrets to those who care to listen, and the wild ivy wrapping around weathered stone gates feels like nature&#8217;s own way of guarding happy memories. Every sunbeam breaking through the canopy becomes a golden stairway, every wild stream a silver ribbon singing songs of old lovers, lost paths, and gentle returnings.</p><p>When you let yourself step fully into this fairytale, love stops being a destination you have to rush toward. It becomes an afternoon spent picking wild chamomile along a winding trail, the soft laughter shared when a butterfly alights on an open palm, or the warmth of two hands entwined as twilight paints the meadow in shades of blue and dusty sage.</p><p>In our glade, where Sylvie and I sit with our papers spread across the grass, soft romance and sensory traces take on a life of their own. Under the dappled canopy, the sunlight filters through in soft flecks of pistachio and lemon, dusting our wooden clipboards and cooling mugs of tea in a warm, honeyed light. The air here always smells faintly of sweet meadow grass, sun-warmed pine needles, and the fragrance of wild honeysuckle, a scent that drifts through the glade like a silk ribbon carried on the afternoon wind. To feel soft romance here is to watch the gentle sway of fern fronds as a meadow breeze drifts through, carrying away the rustle of turning pages and leaving behind a sweet stillness. Sitting in this green hollow, every sensory trace, the hum of bees hovering over buttercups, the brush of moss underfoot, the golden light shimmering across the meadow feels like a living page from a fairytale, reminding us that love is simply the art of resting together in the beauty of the present moment.</p><p>So, as the afternoon turns to amber and the shadows lengthen across the grass, we gather up our loose sheets and let the stillness of the glade settle around us. This path we walk together, where love is found in the tiniest details, the sweetest scents, and the warmest embraces, is always here, waiting for whenever you need to step out of the rush and breathe a little easier. Until we wander down these sun-drenched lanes again, I hope you carry a piece of this magic with you, tucked softly into your heart like a flower kept between the pages of your favourite book.</p><p>And as I glance over at Sylvie, curled up beside me like a soft white cloud on the moss, her pearly fur catching the golden light as she lazily tracks the path of falling blossoms, I can&#8217;t help but smile. She sends her sweet, gentle purrs from our little corner of the world, resting her chin near my notebook, a cozy little muse reminding us both to slow down whenever a story begins to bloom under my pen.</p><p>Soon enough, we will wander back down the rosewild path to this very spot, but until then, I hope you find soft romance tucked into every corner of your own days. The next time you step into our glade, I&#8217;ll have something warm and sweet waiting for you to taste, perhaps a batch of freshly baked honey cakes or a pot of flower-steeped tea enjoyed beneath the leaves. Please take care of yourself, wrap yourself in warmth, and have the most wonderful day or night, wherever you are. Until we meet here again among the trees, may the hidden magic of the forest keep you safe and glowing.</p><p>&#8212;From the shade of the oldest tree, Mel &#9825;</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://writtenbymel.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading marginalia by mel! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[where the water-lillies go to make a wish.]]></title><description><![CDATA[on heavy roots, silver mists, and learning to bloom in the deep.]]></description><link>https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/where-the-water-lillies-go-to-make</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/where-the-water-lillies-go-to-make</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[mel ୨୧⋆.˚]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 05 Jul 2026 15:57:35 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/1777fa09-df5a-4a12-9819-73394f708f1e_736x736.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>5th July, 2026.</p><p>Dearest Fae,</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://writtenbymel.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading marginalia by mel! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>How have you been breathing lately? Has the world been kind to your soft edges, or have you been carrying its noise like a heavy cloak? I have thought of you often, wondering what books are keeping you company, and what teas are warming your hands.</p><p>Sylvie and I have missed you dearly. If you&#8217;ve wondered why my ink has been dry and my letters delayed, it is because I found myself caught in a strange space. Sometimes the soul demands a bit of hibernation, a temporary retreat from the page to simply collect the fragments of living. Sylvie, ever the faithful guardian of mine, has been right beside me&#8212;curling into the crook of my arm, nudging my idle hands, and reminding me that resting is its own kind of magic.</p><p>Here in the Glade, the seasons are shifting with a slow grace. The weather has been a beautiful, melancholic medley of heavy silver mists and sudden bursts of honeyed sunlight that filter through the canopy like scattered gold. The moss blends are thick and damp underfoot, and the dewdrop lanterns hang heavy from the ferns. </p><p><span>And it was during one of these misty afternoons, sitting by the edge of the glassy, dark pool with Sylvie watching the ripples, that this abstract thought drifted into my mind: </span><em>where the water-lilies go to make a wish.</em></p><div><hr></div><p>It doesn&#8217;t have to make literal sense, you see. In our world, the most profound truths rarely do.</p><p>From the shore, a water-lily appears perfectly content with its stillness. It is a delicate crown of ivory resting effortlessly on a mirror of dark water. But if you look deeper, past the fairy-tale shimmer of the surface, there are long, pale stems reaching down through the cold, murky depths, mooring them to the heavy mud below. To exist as a lily is to belong to two entirely different realms at once: the bright, open sky above, and the dark, tangled weight of the deep.</p><p>We like to look at the blossom and forget the stem, don&#8217;t we? We want the beauty of the surface without the ache of what holds us. Human lives are so much like these lilies, caught in an eternal friction. We carry our own heavy mud&#8212;the parts of our history we cannot untangle from our ankles, the cold griefs that pool at our bottom,  recurring melancholies we try so hard to hide from the sun.</p><p>It is a lonely sort of existence, belonging to both the light and the dark but never being entirely free of either. Our roots hold us back. They pull at us with a leaden, persistent gravity, reminding us of everything we&#8217;ve survived, yes, but also everything that has bruised us. There are days when the dark water feels too deep, and the stem feels  like a noose, dragging our small blooms beneath the surface until we are certain we will drown in our own depths. But the tragedy, and perhaps the strange beauty of it all, is that the lily cannot cut its stem. To sever the root to escape the mud is to die. We cannot tear away the painful parts of our story without breaking the very thing that allows us to reach for the sky.</p><p>So we remain moored and endure the pull. We sit in the bittersweet space of knowing we are bound to the earth but meant for the stars. Blooming isn&#8217;t a victory over the dark; it is simply the decision to unfold our petals anyway, carrying the ache of our roots as we offer our pale, trembling faces to the light. It is beautiful, but it is a beauty born of endurance, heavy with the knowledge of how easily we could be pulled under.</p><div><hr></div><p>And that, I think, is where the wish lives.</p><p>In the old language of flowers, the white lily represents rebirth and a return to innocence, a purity that remains untouched by the world. It feels almost like a cruel joke. To demand such untarnished grace from a creature whose very feet are buried in the decay of the lakebed. We demand the same impossible thing of ourselves&#8212;to remain innocent and unblemished, even when our histories are heavy with mud.</p><p>Perhaps when the water-lilies go to make a wish, they are not wishing for an easy life. They are not asking the stars to free them from their stems or to wash away the mud that feeds them. Instead, their wish is a more desperate plea. They wish for the strength to hold their innocence in a world that tries to drown it. They wish to look up at the sky and remember who they are, even when the cold current pulls from below. In the floriography of our own fragile hearts, maybe our wishes are much the same. We do not wish for our pasts to vanish, or for the grief to magically lift. We simply wish for the grace to return to ourselves&#8212;to find that small, pure, untouched centre within us, and to believe that we are still allowed to bloom, even if we are blooming from the dark.</p><p>As Sylvie watches the white crowns sway on the dark glass, she reminds me that the wish itself is a kind of rebirth. To still want the sky, despite the mud, is the most beautiful thing we can do. </p><p>Now, before Sylvie and I close the gates of the Glade for the evening, we want to leave the floor to you. What thought did this spark in your own hours tonight? If there is another bloom whose secrets you&#8217;d like us to untangle next time&#8212;perhaps the bruised petals of a night-shade. Until our paths cross again, may your sleep be deep, your dreams be gentle, and the dark waters treat you kindly. Have a beautiful, moonlit night.</p><p>&#8212;From the shade of the oldest tree, Mel &#9825;</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://writtenbymel.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading marginalia by mel! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[when the sun painted freckles.]]></title><description><![CDATA[notes on love, friendship, and confessions caught in the afternoon sun.]]></description><link>https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/when-the-sun-painted-freckles</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/when-the-sun-painted-freckles</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[mel ୨୧⋆.˚]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 20 Jun 2026 19:37:05 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/4d58d3ae-d08e-4a78-9959-6e17bc6db310_736x613.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>21st June, 2026.</p><p>Dearest Fae,</p><p>How have you been keeping? I hope the days have been kind to you, and that you&#8217;re finding little pockets of peace wherever you are. I&#8217;ve been sitting here thinking about you, and it made me want to ask: what does love look like to you these days? How does it show up in your world?</p><p>Lately, I&#8217;ve been reflecting on the different forms it takes. I look at Sylvie and the bond we share&#8212;this deep, platonic devotion rooted entirely in friendship. It is a comforting presence, the sort that requires no proof because it is woven naturally into our ordinary lives. Having someone truly see you without any expectations is a gift, a reminder that soul connections come in many patterns.</p><p>Today, I want to take a detour. Let&#8217;s leave the mossy paths behind for a little while and wander down the rosewild path instead. Let&#8217;s talk about the sort of love that leaves you breathless.</p><div><hr></div><p>Think of how a garden grows, Fae. Platonic love is the deep, tangled root system beneath the soil. It is the steady tree that doesn&#8217;t ask the earth for permission to stand; it just holds you through every passing storm. That is what true friendship offers, a space that requires no performance. It is the shared laughter that lingers in the air like summer pollen, a reassurance that you are safe and held.</p><p>Romantic love, on the other hand, is the sudden bloom that opens overnight. It is vibrant, beautiful, and completely changes the landscape of the mind. It comes in like a stray sunbeam piercing through the canopy, illuminating places you forgot existed. It matters because it forces us to be brave. It demands that we open our hands and offer our truest selves to the bright, unfiltered daylight.</p><p>Yet, to walk the rosewild path means accepting the thorns. Heartbreak is as natural as the autumn chill. When a love fades, it feels like a sudden frost, stripping the branches bare and leaving the landscape cold. The chest feels hollowed out, a winter field waiting for a dawn that feels entirely too far away.</p><p>But nature never stays empty.</p><p>Heart healing doesn&#8217;t happen all at once; it mimics the slow, silent arrival of spring. It is the green shoot pushing through the hard earth, the gradual softening of the soil. It is the realisation that your heart is capable of renewal, and that the frost didn&#8217;t destroy the roots; it only made room for something new to grow.</p><p>And then come the confessions. They are the petals catching the wind, moments where the heart overflows because it simply can no longer contain its own sweetness. A confession is the act of stepping out from the shade and letting the sun paint your vulnerabilities for the world to see. It is terrifying, yes, but it is also the most beautiful thing we can do, to stand in the middle of the path, surrounded by friendship and romance, by scars and new blooms, and admit that we are willing to love anyway.</p><p>It is all interconnected, isn&#8217;t it? The way a single heart can hold space for both the steady devotion of a friend and the breathless flutter of romance. We think of them as separate paths, but they feed the same soil. Imagine sitting on the grass as the afternoon matures. Friendship is the grass itself&#8212;cool, dependable, keeping you grounded while you look up at the sky. Romance is the sudden warmth of the sun slipping past a cloud, making you close your eyes just to feel the heat on your eyelids. You need both to truly thrive. One keeps you from falling, while the other teaches you how to reach.</p><p>And perhaps that is why the heart is so resilient. It is designed to weather the seasons. Even when the frost takes the blossoms, the earth remembers how to warm up again. We learn to appreciate the thorns because they guard something precious, just as we learn to appreciate the vulnerability of letting someone close enough to see our hidden truths.</p><p>So we keep walking. We allow the rosewild path to teach us how to open up, how to heal, and how to speak our truths without fear. Love, in every single one of its beautiful forms, is simply our willingness to step out from the shade and be seen completely in the light, freckles and all.</p><p>Once you stand in that light, there is no going back to the dim corners. We spend so much time fearing the end of things&#8212;the dropping of the petals, the cooling of the day that we forget how magnificent it is to simply be in full bloom, even if only for a season. Every shared laugh with a friend is a brick in the fortress that keeps you safe while you venture out into the unknown. And every confession, whether whispered in the midday heat or written on these pages, is a promise to the universe that you are still participating, still feeling, and still alive.</p><p>So let the sun do its work. Let it warm the cold spaces, trace the lines of who we are, and remind us that to love is to be beautifully, irrevocably human.</p><p>&#8212;From the shade of the oldest tree, Mel &#9825;</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://writtenbymel.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading marginalia by mel! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[an autumn tale for a summer night.]]></title><description><![CDATA[for the hearts that wander through paper forests while their feet stay safely on the moss.]]></description><link>https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/an-autumn-tale-for-a-summer-night</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/an-autumn-tale-for-a-summer-night</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[mel ୨୧⋆.˚]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 12 Jun 2026 06:15:34 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/3930104b-e28b-4915-a542-21fc1f0ee96a_736x521.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>12th June, 2026</p><p>Dearest Fae,</p><p>How are you faring out there? I hope the wind has been kind to you wherever this finds you, and that your spirits are light. Tonight, the glade is wrapped in a very deep silver. The twilight seems to be lingering a bit longer than usual, casting long, sleepy shadows across the moss. Sylvie is right beside me, completely absorbed in her own evening rituals. She&#8217;s currently tracking a single leaf as it drifts down from the canopy, her ears moving with serious impatience only she can muster. Aside from her breathing, the woods are beautifully still.</p><p>I&#8217;ve been sitting here with a book in my lap, which made me wonder about you. Are you reading anything special right now? Or perhaps you have a story waiting on a shelf, planning to dive into it when the world settles down?</p><p>I have always loved reading so deeply. For me, it has always felt like a way of travelling without moving. But as I watched Sylvie wait for her leaf to touch the earth, I found myself remembering one of the old tales from the glade&#8212;back when the border between us was just a thin pane of mist, and humans and faes still walked these paths together.</p><p>Pull up a blanket and let me tell you about <em>The Leaf-Catchers</em>.</p><div><hr></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="/__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!cSja!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fd857f5b1-02cb-451d-b5a9-81195e91e34e_735x472.heic" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="/__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!cSja!, /__u/writtenbymel.substack.com/w_424, /__u/writtenbymel.substack.com/c_limit, /__u/writtenbymel.substack.com/f_webp, /__u/writtenbymel.substack.com/q_auto:good, 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In autumn, the canopy would turn the colour of old parchment, and the wind would shake loose thousands of stories from the branches. They say when the first cool breeze of the season stirred the canopy, the humans and the faes would gather beneath the boughs with wide, hand-woven willow baskets. They would spend hours running through the trees, laughing and spinning around, trying to catch the tales before they could touch the ground. Each leaf held a different dream; some were grand adventures of stars that fell in love with mountains, others were tiny poems about the first blossom of spring.</p><p>But a human could only read a leaf once. The very moment their eyes reached the final line, the words would softly dissolve back into veined green, and the leaf would crumble into rich earth. The faes, with their endless time, could remember the words forever, but the humans loved the stories precisely because they were fleeting. They held them so gently, knowing the dream would slip away the moment it was finished.</p><p>That is why the very first books were made, you know. It wasn&#8217;t to hide the magic away or keep it a secret. It was because a human, with a heart full of yearning, desperately wanted to keep a piece of the glade from turning into moss. I like to think that is what reading still is for us, even now. Every time we open a book and let ourselves get lost, we are just the old leaf-catchers, standing beneath a magical canopy. We are holding onto a bit of starlight that belongs to another world, holding our breath and hoping it stays with us just a little bit longer before it fades.</p><p>Lately, my own baskets have been filled with heavy, curious human volumes&#8212;tomes of psychology, philosophy, and sciences. It is a completely different kind of leaf-catching, but oh, what a fascinating glimpse it gives into how the human mind ticks. Through their psychology, I&#8217;ve watched them map out the maze of their own shadows and hurts, constantly trying to find labels for the unspoken things they carry in their chests. Their philosophy reads like an endless, beautiful argument with the universe; they sit in the dark and ask <em>why</em> until the questions themselves become a form of comfort. And their science, even when it is all cold and rigid, is really just a love letter to the magic they can see. They look at a star and want to measure its heat, not because they want to strip away its wonder, but because they are so desperately in love with knowing how a miracle works.</p><p>What I have learned from all these pages is that humans tend to think in circles of beautiful, tragic contradictions. They read because they are lonely, yet they look for books that make them feel a specific kind of homesickness. They like stories that mirror their own fragility. They love characters who break, because they want to know that a broken thing can still find its way through the woods. They read to find pieces of themselves left behind by total strangers, seeking reassurance that someone else, somewhere in time, looked up at the same moon and felt the same hollow space in their heart.</p><p>I wonder, what does reading feel like through your eyes? When you open a book, do you feel like you are stepping into another world, or does it feel more like an adventure, a wild leap into an untamed sky? Do you find yourself chasing the words with that same human ache, hoping to find a mirror of your own thoughts, or does the magic sit differently with you? I&#8217;ve always been so curious about the rhythms of your heart when you lose yourself in a page. </p><p>My own heart is feeling rather greedy for new horizons lately; I want to read more, to expand my little library and let new words tangle themselves in my thoughts. Do you have any suggestions for me? Is there a particular book, or even a hidden fragment of a story, that you think my soul needs to meet right now? Write to me if there&#8217;s any.</p><p>Sylvie&#8217;s leaf has finally landed, by the way. It wasn&#8217;t a story-leaf, just a plain old oak one, but she is currently smelling it with such reverence, as if it holds the history of an entire forgotten kingdom. And looking at her, I think perhaps it does. When you find the time, write back and tell me about the paper forests you are wandering through right now. I want to hear all about the worlds you are carrying in your heart.</p><p>&#8212;From the shade of the oldest tree, Mel &#9825;</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://writtenbymel.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading marginalia by mel! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[dandelion tea for a sleepy neighbour.]]></title><description><![CDATA[resting your wings is just as important as dancing in the starlight.]]></description><link>https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/dandelion-tea-for-a-sleepy-neighbour</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/dandelion-tea-for-a-sleepy-neighbour</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[mel ୨୧⋆.˚]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 07 Jun 2026 13:45:30 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/a6216b5a-f66d-4e89-babb-34642e00058c_735x490.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>7th June, 2026.</p><p>Dearest Fae,</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://writtenbymel.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading marginalia by mel! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>A soft, buttery sunlight is just starting to pool across my wooden table, catching the steam rising from a freshly poured mug. Inside the kitchen, I&#8217;ve just finished baking a small skillet of blackberry-oat scones, and a little dish of warm, honeyed cream is sitting on the floor for Sylvie, who is lazily lapping at it with half-closed eyes. I&#8217;m sitting here in my favourite oversized cherry pyjamas, ink stain on my thumb, officially trying to process how we survived the grand Lumina-Lotus Revelry last night while taking slow bites of my breakfast. The magic was breathtaking, but as the morning settles in, I have to admit that the sheer enchantment of it all seemed to have stolen every last bit of my energy.</p><p>Glancing past my windowsill, the rest of the garden is moving at a deliberately slow crawl. The vibrant indigo lotuses have tucked themselves back into tight buds for the season, and a pair of bluebirds are sleeping in, their heads tucked under their wings beneath a canopy of ferns. My own limbs feel heavy, like they&#8217;re made of river stone, and honestly, the thought of picking up my garden shears or sweeping the moss today feels entirely impossible. But as I watch a few stray sparkles drift off my dancing slippers in the corner, I&#8217;m reminded of what a privilege it is to be this wonderfully tired. It&#8217;s a beautiful thing, isn&#8217;t it? To have your energy stolen not by gruelling chores or heavy burdens, but by an excess of joy, music, and light.</p><p>As the silence settles deeply over our corners of the woods, my thoughts keep drifting down the fern path to your doorstep. Are your wings feeling just as heavy and sun-warmed as my own limbs, or did the midnight air leave you feeling energised? My favourite moments from the entire gala were watching you take in the magic of the full moon and the royal entrance; your face was absolutely glowing, and I can still see the starlight reflected in your eyes. I truly hope you enjoyed the revelry as deeply as we did, and that your morning is treating you to the same soft, slow-moving peace that has filled my little kitchen.</p><div><hr></div><p>You know, as I sit here watching the steam curl from my mug, I am reminded of an old bedtime story the elder-trees whisper when the night-wind is low. They say that long ago, during the first spring, the very first roses of the glade believed that their only purpose was to give. They stayed awake for months on end, frantically unrolling their velvet petals, perfuming the air until the stems grew dizzy, and keeping their colours blazing bright even through the darkest midnights. They thought that if they closed their eyes for even a single hour to rest, they were being terribly selfish to the bees and the hummingbirds who relied on them.</p><p>But eventually, their thorns grew brittle, their scarlet hues faded to a tired, papery grey, and their sweet fragrance turned to dust. Seeing their exhaustion, the Great Burrow-Owl gently gathered their drooping heads into his soft feathers and tucked them deep beneath a heavy blanket of sleeping-clover. He told them that the bees could find other sweets, and that a flower that burns itself out to the root has nothing left to give the world. It was only when they finally surrendered to the guiltless slumber&#8212;sleeping right through the midsummer festivals without a care in the world, that their magic returned, richer and deeper than before. The glade has always known what we so often forget: that resting your roots isn&#8217;t an act of selfishness, but a promise to yourself to bloom again when you are ready. Taking care of your spirit by doing absolutely nothing is the holiest thing you can do for your inner magic.</p><p>So, my dear fae, if the roses had permission to sleep right through midsummer, then you and I certainly have full permission to let go of the world today. If your wings are feeling heavy, just follow the scent of woodsmoke down the fern path to my door. I&#8217;ve transformed my little sitting area into a place for doing absolutely nothing. There is a mountain of mismatched patchwork quilts waiting for you by the low window where the morning sunbeams are warmest, right next to where Sylvie is currently snoring. I've pulled down our favourite books of poetry and old garden legends, leaving them stacked in cozy, crooked towers on the floorboards just in case we want to flip through the illustrated pages. The rest of the blackberry-oat scones are warming on the hearth, and a fresh pot of dandelion tea is already steeping in my favourite ceramic kettle, ready to be poured into two mismatched mugs.</p><p>We can just sit in silence, watch the dust motes dance in the light like tiny, stray stars, and look at the silver sparkle still clinging to our slippers. There is absolutely no need to bring any news, accomplish a single task, or even make clever conversation if your mind is too foggy today. Let&#8217;s just exist together, cradling our warm dandelion tea, and letting our wings rest for as long as they need to.</p><p>&#8212;From the shade of the oldest tree, Mel &#9825;</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://writtenbymel.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading marginalia by mel! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[once upon a midnight moon-rise.]]></title><description><![CDATA[a midnight stroll through the grandest gala in the glade.]]></description><link>https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/once-upon-a-midnight-moon-rise</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/once-upon-a-midnight-moon-rise</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[mel ୨୧⋆.˚]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 18:35:24 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/a648ae7c-341a-47c1-b233-8f82c9aa7264_736x736.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>1st June, 2026.</p><p>Dearest Fae,</p><p>How have you been keeping? I hope your heart is beating with the same breathless, fluttery excitement that has been echoing through the Glade all day. I have been counting down the minutes to this very night, and I must confess, neither Sylvie nor I have been able to sit still for a single second. I spent the twilight hours getting ready by the edge of the water, trying to match the magic of the evening with just a touch of soft makeup. I used the tiniest dusting of rose-tinted pollen for my blush, sweeping it high across my cheeks so it looks like a soft flush from dancing under the canopy. I truly hope I look good. My clover crown is tucked just right into my hair, and my silk shoes are practically itching to find their rhythm.</p><p>And oh, I wish you could see our little assistant. Sylvie took her petal-collar duty very seriously, standing perfectly poised as we fastened it, though she had already managed to get a speck of silver moss caught on her left whisker from inspecting the path.</p><p>Every single creature in the garden has been in a beautiful frenzy of preening and polishing today, absolutely determined to look their fairytale best. The sprites have spent the last few hours shaking the dust from their wings so they catch the starlight, the beetles have been buffing their iridescent shells, and even the oldest, wisest owls have been meticulously smoothing down their feathers to look sharp for the opening procession.</p><div><hr></div><p>Are you ready, fae? Take my hand, because we are standing right at the edge of the threshold, and the curtain is about to rise.</p><p>Stepping through a heavy drape of woven ivy, we are instantly enveloped by pure enchantment. The atmosphere turns warm and fragrant, redolent of crushed mint and wild honeysuckle. Above us, ancient branches sculpt themselves into majestic cathedral spires, their foliage weeping a slow, luminous nectar that pools on the bark like fallen diamonds. Suspended in the high canopy, clusters of captured starlight spin a lavender twilight over the labyrinth of roots below. Winding through the moss, ribbon-thin streams of glass-dark water cradle the drifting Lumina-Lotuses, which exhale a faint indigo radiance in sync with the pulse of the earth.</p><p>Before Sylvie and I could even take a proper step toward the pulsing lights of the Revelry, a sharp <em>clack-clack-clack</em> sounded on the moss right at our feet. Standing in our path was a literal ladybug, the size of a small puppy, with its red-and-black shell polished so bright it reflected the purple glow of the lotuses. He puffed out his little chest and demanded to see our invitation, introducing himself as Sir Pippin, the Guardian of the Lotus Grounds. To prove his authority, he gave his blade of grass a dramatic swish through the air and promptly lost his balance, nearly tripping over his own hind legs before glaring back up at us. Sylvie and I are currently standing here, trying our best to look serious while being held hostage by the tiniest, most earnest knight in the garden.</p><p>And oh, the second I finally fished our invitation out of my pocket, Sir Pippin completely shifted gears! But before we could enter, Pip, a round, impossibly fluffy puff-sprite, zooms out from behind the root-carved banquet tables, executing a series of clumsy loop-de-loops directly around our heads. He is hovering erratically, completely covered in pink sugar dust from a recent raid on the confectionery platters, emitting a chaotic flurry of dramatic squeaks and high-pitched trills. Sylvie&#8217;s gaze darts between the spinning blue fuzzball and the wobbling ladybug knight, her tail swishing in amusement while the silver on her whisker catches the shifting violet overhead.</p><p>Once we stepped past our miniature welcoming committee, the fairies themselves swarmed around us, their wings humming a gentle lullaby as they guided us deeper into the heart of the festival. You would lose your mind over the food layout, darling! There is a literal wonderland of sweets. Rows of sugar cocoons that taste of winter mint, dew-dropped tarts filled with crushed starlight berries, crystal chalices of shifting lilac elixirs that effervesce based on your mood, and golden honeycombs that drip with actual moon-syrup. We&#8217;ve been nibbling our way through every single platter, laughing as the confections instantly dissolve into honeyed frost on our tongues.</p><p>Then, the atmosphere completely shifted for the opening performances. Pip actually managed to settle down long enough to lead a troupe of baby sprites in an acrobatic light-show, weaving neon trails through the canopy like little shooting stars. Right after them, Elion the Elf stepped into the centre of the glade. He played a silver flute that literally materialised glowing, floating constellations that drifted over our heads, painting ancient mythologies in the air.</p><p>Suddenly, a breathless hush fell over the entire place, silencing the music. Every single creature, from the grandest elf to the tiniest beetle, dropped to one knee, lowering their heads in a synchronised display of absolute devotion. Queen Elida and Princess Roseanne had arrived. As they stepped onto the royal promenade, the weight of their majesty seemed to alter the very air around us. Queen Elida moved with a slow grace that commanded the entire glade without a single word spoken, her presence radiating a protective, timeless warmth that made everyone feel safe. She wore a gown woven from the deepest midnight silk, and glittering star clusters slowly drifted across her like a living galaxy.</p><p>But it was Princess Roseanne&#8217;s entrance that truly stole everyone&#8217;s breath. The moment her foot touched the ground, the sky above seemed to answer her existence. Up through the cathedral branches, the full moon flared with a sudden brilliance, casting down a column of pure, warm light that seemed to follow her every step. It felt like the night itself recognised its child. Because she was born on a full moon night, she shared a cosmic tie to the heavens; as the Lumina-Lotuses chose that exact second to unfurl along the banks, their deep indigo light met the moonbeams, and Roseanne began to absorb the radiance. Her very being cast a pearlescent aura across the silent crowd, making her look less like royalty and more like a living star descended to walk among us. We all just watched in stunned silence, completely spellbound by the sheer magic of her birthright.</p><p>The solemn awe lingered for just a heartbeat longer before the queen raised her hand, giving the signal for the celebration to truly begin. Instantly, the harps and violins struck up a swirling waltz. The moss beneath our slippers feels so bouncy and alive, it&#8217;s practically begging us to jump. The fairies are spinning in circles overhead, Pip is back to doing sugar-fueled flips, and Sylvie is currently trying to dance on her hind legs.</p><p>And right here, in the middle of all this magic, I look over at you and my heart feels full. I am so incredibly glad you are finally standing by my side, with your hand tucked safely in mine and the light of the lotuses catching the absolute wonder in your eyes.</p><p>Before the music sweeps us both into the crowd, I want you to open your velvet pouch. I managed to sneak a few secret treasures inside just for you while we were walking&#8212;a handful of those minty sugar confections tucked safely inside a fresh hosta leaf, and a tiny crystal vial where Elion helped me trap a stray fragment of his starlight melody so you can listen to it whenever you miss the Glade. I even caught a single, glowing petal that drifted right into my palm the exact moment the lotuses opened, a little piece of the moon&#8217;s magic for you to keep forever.</p><p>The violins are rising to a crescendo now, and there is nowhere else in the entire world I would rather be than right here, stepping into the fairytale with you.</p><p>We might have to wait just a second to officially join the waltz, because Sylvie has currently attached herself to the hem of your skirts, purring so loudly she&#8217;s practically vibrating the moss under our feet. And oh my goodness, look down&#8212;Pip has just tumbled out of the air and landed right on your shoe! The little blue puffball is looking up at you with those giant, sugar-dazed eyes, clumsily bowing and waving his fuzzy arms. I&#8217;m pretty sure he&#8217;s trying to politely cut in and steal you for a dance, or he thinks your pouch is a giant marshmallow. Either way, you&#8217;ve officially enchanted the entire garden.</p><p>Let&#8217;s step onto the mossy floor now, my dearest fae, and lose ourselves completely in the waltz (with our chaotic little entourage trailing right behind us). My heart is so incredibly full just looking at you, and no matter where the music takes us tonight, I will hold your hand through it all.</p><p>&#8212;Forever your partner in magic and mischief, Mel &#9825;</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://writtenbymel.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading marginalia by mel! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p></p><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[a whisper of silk and clover in the glade.]]></title><description><![CDATA[secrets sung by butterflies as the entire garden prepares to wear its gilded best.]]></description><link>https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/a-whisper-of-silk-and-clover-in-the</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/a-whisper-of-silk-and-clover-in-the</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[mel ୨୧⋆.˚]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 27 May 2026 19:45:19 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/727cd834-dc48-4403-a554-5b930e72cde3_736x736.webp" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>28th May, 2026.</p><p>Dearest Fae,</p><p>How have you been keeping? I hope this letter finds you wrapped in a moment of peace, perhaps with a warm cup of tea or a gentle breeze drifting through your window. I often wonder what the sky looks like from where you are, and if the stars shine quite as softly. Out here, the afternoon sunlight is dappling through the overarching leaves like liquid gold poured through lace, and I found myself wishing you were sitting right here beside me.</p><p>My mind is still drifting down the Rosewild Path after sharing a piece of its secret history with you in my last letter. Did you find yourself dreaming of it, too? Do not worry, there are so many more stories woven into those fierce thorns and soft, blushing petals, and I promise to take you back down that romantic trail very soon. Queen Elida and Princess Roseanne&#8217;s legacy has many chapters yet to be uncovered, and we will read them together when the twilight is just right.</p><div><hr></div><p>Remember that tiny secret Sylvie and I told you was whispering through the leaves? Well, the wind has finally carried it all across the garden, and the entire glade is absolutely buzzing with magic today. And I had to share the latest gossip from the garden. The <strong>Lumina-Lotus Revelry</strong> is nearly upon us. It begins the exact moment the silver moon hits its highest peak tonight, casting a pearlescent glow over the water. It&#8217;s that enchanted time of the season when the petals are in full bloom, bursting in shades of crushed velvet lavender and soft cream. The air smells of sweet, spun-honey pollen, and every single creature in the garden wakes up with a spark of celebration in their eyes.</p><p>Oh! And this isn&#8217;t just any ordinary gathering; the Revelry is a night of pure wonderment. Once the moon is high, the ancient lotus that blossoms on the pond will slowly unfurl, releasing floating wisps of light that drift across the grass. There will be a grand feast of crystallised dewdrops and wild berry nectar, followed by the fabled <strong>Lantern Waltz</strong>, where the entire clearing is illuminated by thousands of tiny, synchronised fireflies. And the most breathtaking part? Queen Elida and Princess Roseanne themselves will be stepping out from the hidden depths of the Rosewild Path to open the gala, wearing gowns woven entirely from midnight mist and starlight.</p><p>If you look closely right now, the preparations are already exquisite. Deep in the emerald undergrowth, the garden sprites are busy polishing the morning dewdrops on the blades of grass, using tiny thimble-brushes to make sure each drop shines like a faceted diamond capturing the sun. Down in the sun-warmed clover patch, the bumblebees are practising their symphonic hums, tuning their voices for the evening waltz. Even the ladybugs are busy shaking the dust off their brightest, lacquer-crimson wings, while the butterflies seem to be flying in a sort of coordinated dance choreography today, tracing invisible satin ribbons in the air.</p><p>Sylvie and I are utterly obsessed with getting ready. My recently revamped flower beds&#8212;now overflowing with soft, trailing mosses and pastel blooms have become our official planning grounds. She has been trotting around the fresh, dark soil all morning, her paws light, bursting with a playful energy that tells me she knows something grand is in the works.</p><p>We&#8217;ve spent hours deciding on our festival attire. For myself, I am planning to weave a crown of wild clover and ivy, perhaps tucking a single, starlight-glowing blossom behind my ear. And for our little Sylvie? Nothing less than a delicate collar woven from the softest, velvet rose petals we can find scattered along the path, fastened with a single strand of silken spider-thread. She seems to highly approve of the vision, tilting her fluffy head and perking her ears as if she can already hear the fairy harps and ivory flutes tuning up in the distance.</p><p>Right now, she is on her absolute best behaviour, trying so hard to be a helpful little garden assistant. She&#8217;s currently crouched low in the grass, intensely watching the butterflies rehearse their aerial dances, her tail giving a tiny, impatient twitch every time a wing flutters too close to her wet nose. A moment ago, she tried to "help" the sprites by nudging a fallen bluebell blossom into place with her snout, only to end up with a dusting of bright yellow pollen right between her eyes. She looks like a silly little sun-kissed pixie herself, completely enchanted by the bustle.</p><p>I&#8217;m already gathering a few little treasures to bring to you in our next correspondence&#8212;perhaps a pressed lotus petal infused with a bit of midnight shimmer, and a small vial of sweet nectar so you can taste the magic of the Glade yourself.</p><p>The garden is shedding its sleep and stepping into its golden, festive best, draping itself in gossamer and light, and we are right in the centre of it all. It is days like this, filled with grand galas, excited creatures, and a world brought completely to life by a little imagination and soil, that remind me how real the magic is. We just have to be willing to look for it.</p><p>In my very next letter, I promise to take you by the hand and walk you through every single event of the night, from the opening horn to the final, sleepy sunrise dance. You won&#8217;t miss a single magical moment, I assure you.</p><p>Rest your wings well today, and mind that your finest festival clothes are ready. Go comb the stardust from your hair and find your shoes woven of silk, for when the moon reaches its silver zenith, and the waltz begins, I expect you to dance through every single chapter with me.</p><p>&#8212;From the shade of the oldest tree, Mel &#9825;</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://writtenbymel.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading marginalia by mel! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[where the fairies hide their love letters.]]></title><description><![CDATA[how a stubborn briar patch became a dreamscape for lovers, poets, and late-night daydreamers.]]></description><link>https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/where-the-fairies-hide-their-love</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/where-the-fairies-hide-their-love</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[mel ୨୧⋆.˚]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 23 May 2026 19:45:52 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/3b9f0c52-9c37-4d7a-8b3d-68f542f0063a_720x536.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>24th May, 2026.</p><p>Dearest Fae,</p><p>I hope the world is treating your heart gently today, wherever this letter finds you. As I sit here writing to you in the velvety stillness of the midnight hour, Sylvie is wide awake, entirely amused by a stray ball of yarn rolling across the floorboards. Watching her little paws bat at the threads makes the room feel so warm while the rest of the world sleeps. We&#8217;ve both been thinking about you, and we wanted to check in. Have you found any small pockets of magic in your week?</p><p>Before we set off, I must give you a little update on our tiny resident. If you remember the little elf from our last letter, the one we left with a tiny saucer of sweet berry juice&#8212;well, the cup is empty now! I caught a glimpse of a faint, purple-stained smile hiding behind a fern earlier, so it&#8217;s safe to say we have officially made a very content little friend in the garden.</p><p>Tonight, Sylvie and I want to take you somewhere a little different. Usually, we gather our thoughts and take our regular stroll down the comforting bends of the mossy path. But tonight, the air feels a bit more adventurous. Instead of walking down those soft, mossy steps today, I want to take you by the hand and lead you down a trail you haven&#8217;t walked yet&#8212;a secret corner of the garden where the canopy thins to let the moonbeams through, the thorns grow like silver needles guarding precious secrets, and the air smells of starlight and sweet, wild honey nectar.</p><p><strong>Welcome to the Rosewild Path.</strong></p><div><hr></div><p>Once upon a time, before the moss grew thick and the garden learned to hide itself, this path belonged to the mortal world. It was discovered by two human lovers who sought a place away from the loud expectations of the townsfolk. Together, they carved out secret hollows beneath the heavy arches, leaving behind handwritten notes tucked into the bark and silk ribbons tied to the highest branches. They taught the wild briers how to listen to whispers, and for a happy, fleeting season, the path bloomed in messy flumes of crimson just for them.</p><p>But human hearts can be fragile, and human promises can shatter like spun glass. One tragic evening, a terrible betrayal echoed through the trees. Harsh words were spoken where only sweet vows used to live, and one of the lovers walked away, leaving behind a trail of broken promises and a torn, dusty ribbon fluttering in the cold wind. Hurt by the heavy, bitter grief left in their wake, the garden shrank back. The roses wept their petals, the leaves curled into blackened sorrow, and the path grew thick with a fortress of angry thorns. It abandoned itself to the dark, turning into an impenetrable brake that refused to let anyone near again.</p><p>That is, until <strong>Queen Elida</strong>, the ruler of the starlight glade, decided that a place born from love shouldn&#8217;t be left to wither in human bitterness.</p><p>On the very night her darling baby girl, <strong>Princess Roseanne</strong>, was born, Queen Elida looked out at the weeping briar patch. She wanted her daughter to grow up in a world untouched by human cruelty, surrounded only by pure devotion and light. Kneeling by the tangled edge under a full moon, with a wave of her elder wand, she cloaked the entire brake in a shimmering, invisible mist, completely hiding it from human sight forever.</p><p>Then, she and her court of fairies set to work weaving their own gentle magic into the soil. They slid tiny parchment scrolls between the weeping bark, washed the silver needles in sparkling morning dew to soften their sting, and tucked hidden love letters beneath the velvet of the reviving petals.</p><p>Slowly, the path began to breathe a glowing, luminous life. The fairies&#8217; laughter washed away the old human shadows, turning the heavy grief into a warm, protective lair. The briers realised they didn&#8217;t need to fight the world anymore&#8212;they just needed to protect the dreamers. The sharp edges once threatened to wound, softened into arches of pale pink, opening up their paths only for the magical residents of the glade.</p><div><hr></div><p>Now, the Rosewild Path is the favourite playground of our little Princess Roseanne. Because she was born at the exact moment the full moon reached its peak, the glade-folk whisper that she possesses an ancient, sparkling magic that links her heartbeat to the earth itself.</p><p>She comes here often, her bare feet leaving trails of soft luminescent stardust in the loam as she weaves through the silver-needle thorns. To Roseanne, the garden is not silent; everything speaks to her. The briers lean down to brush against her cheeks without ever scratching her, whispering old riddles and forgotten lullabies into her ears. The pale pink roses lean inward to share the secrets of the love letters hidden beneath their petals, and the wind itself plays hide-and-seek with her hair. Whenever she laughs, the buds uncurl just a bit faster, blooming in sympathy with her joy.</p><p>Even Sylvie, for all her regal cat wisdom, seems to catch the drift of that stardust music. She has abandoned her yarn now, her ears perked toward the window as if she can hear the far-off rustle of those silver-needle thorns whispering their midnight secrets to the wind.</p><p>I think that is exactly why I wanted to slip my hand into yours and pull you down this tangled trail tonight.</p><p>It&#8217;s so easy, isn&#8217;t it? To let the cold drafts of the mortal world frighten us into growing angry thorns. When promises shatter, our instinct is to curl inward and turn our hearts into dense, dark thickets where no one can ever hurt us again. We let the old human shadows convince us that our winter will last forever.</p><p>But Queen Elida&#8217;s ancient magic reminds us of a beautiful truth: our thorns do not have to be our end. We can wash the sharp edges in morning dew. We can tuck hidden love letters beneath the velvet of our healing petals. We can choose to turn our protective boundaries into a safe place for the dreamers, rather than a prison for ourselves. Our scars can learn to grow roses, too. </p><p>I wonder what still corners of your own heart are waiting to breathe again, away from the loud expectations of the world outside. What old sorrows are you finally ready to wash away in the morning dew? </p><p>Before Sylvie and I tiptoe back to the warmth of the treehouse and let the midnight embers die down, I want to leave you with a tiny piece of the path to hold onto. Just this evening, tucked beneath the fold of a pale pink petal, I found a miniature scroll tied with silver thread left behind by Princess Roseanne herself, no doubt. Written in a shimmering script that looks suspiciously like bottled moonbeams, it reads: <strong>&#8220;Grow your thorns if you must to keep the cold out, but never forget to leave a secret door open for the light.&#8221;</strong></p><p>Now, blow out your candles gently, find a soft place to rest your thoughts, and remember that you are so deeply safe here in the glade. Keep your eyes on the horizon and your heart open, because Sylvie and I have a rather magical secret whispering through the leaves that we can&#8217;t wait to share with you very soon.</p><p>Until our next letter unfolds, may your dreams be sweet and your paths be lined with roses.</p><p>&#8212;From the shade of the oldest tree, Mel &#9825;</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://writtenbymel.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading marginalia by mel! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p></p><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[an invitation to slow down with the rain.]]></title><description><![CDATA[a gentle reminder to put down your worries and listen to the sky.]]></description><link>https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/an-invitation-to-slow-down-with-the</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/an-invitation-to-slow-down-with-the</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[mel ୨୧⋆.˚]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 19 May 2026 19:45:23 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/f66c9e58-7d7a-4e3a-8165-b63095f885c4_735x856.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>20th May, 2026.</p><p>Dearest Fae,</p><p>The sky above our secret garden has turned into a deep, velvet shade of a bruised plum, and the clouds are hanging so low they almost brush the tops of the wild foxgloves. A sudden, warm summer downpour has begun, turning the entire canopy into a glistening, emerald roof. </p><p>I&#8217;ve taken shelter in our little treehouse, right where the ancient oak branches twist to form a safe, dry hollow. The raindrops aren&#8217;t just falling; they are dancing, catching the stray beams of evening light so that the air itself looks as if it&#8217;s full of floating glitter. Sylvie is right here with me, completely unbothered by the rumble of thunder in the distance. She has curled herself into a soft, silver-grey crescent on a pile of moss-green cushions, her paws tucked under her chin. Every now and then, her ears twitch at the sound of water rushing down the bark, but she is the very picture of woodland peace.</p><p>We aren&#8217;t the only ones seeking shade from the rain tonight. Just a moment ago, a remarkably large, dignified toad with eyes like polished amber hopped onto the bottom step of the wooden ladder, wearing a wide dock leaf on his head like a makeshift umbrella. He nodded gravely toward the room, as if asking for permission to share the dry step, and has been sitting there contentedly ever since.</p><p>But the most magical surprise is hiding right near the roots of the oak. If you peek through the veil of rain, you can spot a tiny elf, no taller than a dandelion, darting under a giant toadstool. They are wearing a coat spun from thistle-down and are currently laughing as the water splashes around them.</p><p>I am secretly trying to coax them up into the treehouse to join our little circle. I&#8217;ve just set a tiny bottle-cap filled with sweet blackberry juice and a single, sugary crumb of shortbread right at the edge of the floorboards, hoping the scent drifts down to them. Sylvie is watching with half-blinking, curious eyes, purring softly. I think if we keep completely still, the little elf might realise it&#8217;s safe up here, and perhaps by the time the storm passes, we will have a new friend to share our stories with.</p><div><hr></div><p>Before the clouds rolled in, the day had a lovely, slow-drifting flow to it. I spent the afternoon wandering along the mossy paths, shaking the morning dew from the heavy peony heads and pressing a few fallen petals between the pages of an old, leather-bound notebook. Sylvie, of course, followed close behind, stepping precisely where I stepped, treating every rustling bush like a grand mystery to be solved. We sat on the grass for a long time, watching the clouds sketch shapes across the sky, doing absolutely nothing of importance&#8212;which, if you ask me, is the best way to spend a day.</p><p>The rain in this garden is never just weather; it always tells a story. The elders of the woods say that when the sky pours while the sun is still blinking through the leaves, it means the koi fish in the hidden pond are celebrating a wedding. If you listen closely beneath the thunder, you can almost hear the underwater flutes, and the rain itself falls in a whimsical pattern. It arrives as if the sky has overturned a velvet chest of lost stars. The water cascades off the high leaves in miniature, crystal waterfalls, playing a chiming melody against the forest floor like a thousand tiny silver bells ringing all at once for the newlyweds. The fat drops plop into the centre of the foxgloves, filling their spotted cups with sweet, sky-spun wine, and wash over the mossy roots until the earth itself begins to gleam like polished jade.</p><p>The moment the sky began to celebrate, it felt as though a gentle, unseen hand pressed a pause button over the entire universe. The rush of the days melts away under the hypnotic washing of the sky.</p><p>This letter is my hand reaching out through the screen, pulling you into this mossy haven. Consider this your formal, written invitation to step away from the noise and slow down with the rain. Imagine you are up here in the treehouse with us, wrapped in a heavy blanket. I have already set out a place for you on the rug, right beside a stack of old, leather-bound storybooks with faded gold lettering on their spines.</p><p>Waiting for you is a ceramic mug shaped like a tiny, hollowed-out acorn, steaming with a warm brew of chamomile and dried elderberries. Sylvie is no longer sleeping; she has wandered over to your spot, her nose twitching with curiosity as she bats playfully at the corner of a woolly blanket, waiting to claim your lap the moment you sit down.</p><p>Let the rain wash away the weight of whatever you&#8217;ve been carrying. Take a long, slow breath. Tonight, you don&#8217;t have to hurry, and you don&#8217;t have to face tomorrow yet. You only have to sit by the window, sip your tea, slow down, and listen to the sky.</p><p>&#8212;Sent with blackberry stains and rain-washed wishes, Mel &#9825; </p><p>[The little elf just took a sip of the juice]</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://writtenbymel.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading marginalia by mel! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[where the moss grows over the things we left behind.]]></title><description><![CDATA[on pressed leaves, old letters, and why we look back.]]></description><link>https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/where-the-moss-grows-over-the-things</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://writtenbymel.substack.com/p/where-the-moss-grows-over-the-things</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[mel ୨୧⋆.˚]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 16 May 2026 18:06:56 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/80e777d8-64c1-42e2-9228-6e968e9ba926_720x855.webp" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>16th May, 2026.</p><p>Dearest Fae,</p><p>If you are reading this, consider it a letter found on a low stone wall, kept dry beneath a canopy of leaves. I am writing this to you from a corner of the clearing, watching the evening light filter through the trees, thinking about the beauty of clean slates. The air smells faintly of damp earth but the rain that hasn&#8217;t fallen yet, and my fingers are slightly stained with the blue ink of a pen that leaks just a little too much.</p><p>Beside me, curled into a soft, crescent shape on a pile of old linen, is a small white cat named Sylvie. She belongs to this garden just as much as the roots and the stones do. She has eyes the colour of pale river glass, and she moves through the high grass like a stray patch of sunlight, or a piece of cotton carried by the breeze. Sylvie does not make a sound, but as I sat down to write to you, she uncurled herself, walked over with slow steps, and left a single white hair on the blank page before settling down by my inkwell. We have been waiting for you, she and I.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="/__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!YtMb!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F16be1415-fd36-4863-b020-63858cb0097f_736x245.heic" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="/__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!YtMb!, /__u/writtenbymel.substack.com/w_424, /__u/writtenbymel.substack.com/c_limit, /__u/writtenbymel.substack.com/f_webp, /__u/writtenbymel.substack.com/q_auto:good, /__u/writtenbymel.substack.com/fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F16be1415-fd36-4863-b020-63858cb0097f_736x245.heic 424w, /__u/substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!YtMb!, /__u/writtenbymel.substack.com/w_848, /__u/writtenbymel.substack.com/c_limit, 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8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption"><em>little sylvie</em></figcaption></figure></div><div><hr></div><p>Lately, I&#8217;ve been entirely consumed by things that are left behind. A letter tucked into the back of a drawer doesn&#8217;t just hold ink; to me, it holds the specific temperature of the room in which it was written, the hesitation of the pen before a certain word, and the silhouette of a hand that has long since moved on. Like a rose petal pressed flat between heavy pages, or a campus path slowly overtaken by green velvet, I find that we have a beautiful way of preserving what we can no longer keep.</p><p>We live in a world that demands more noise, more speed, more brightness. The world outside this greenery wants everything to be loud, clear, and perfectly captured under the unflinching sun. It asks us to finish every thought, close every circle, and move on to the next thing before the ink on the last page has even had time to dry. But whenever I step off the gravel road, close my eyes, and sit with my thoughts, I realise that the things which touch my heart most deeply are never the grandest or the loudest. They are always the fragments.</p><p>It is the half-remembered melody played on an old piano down the street, the keys sticking slightly on the high notes. It is the blurred edges of a wax seal on an envelope that arrived a season too late, when the person who wrote it has already crossed an ocean. It is a line of poetry that keeps me awake at night, humming in my mind like a stray bee in a dark room. It is the way a cup of tea grows cold while you are staring out the window, watching the shadows of leaves dance across the floorboards, realising that the afternoon has slipped away while you weren&#8217;t looking.</p><p>To me, dawdling in these bittersweet spaces isn&#8217;t an act of sadness. It is simply the soft art of noticing the corners where the light is starting to bend, and finding something in the dusk. It is the realisation that even when a season ends, or a story closes its pages for the last time, it leaves a beautiful shape behind. Moss does not grow to hide the stone; it grows to cradle it after everything else has moved on. </p><div><hr></div><p>I remember an afternoon from a previous spring, when the rain came down so heavily that the world outside became nothing but a smudge of grey and green. I sat on the floor with a box of old papers, pieces of stories I had started years ago and abandoned, letters from friends who have since moved to different cities. Sylvie, younger then, sat on the windowsill, her head turning slowly with every drop that slid down the glass. My hands shook slightly as I untied the faded ribbon holding the papers together. There was no reason to keep them. They belonged to a version of me that no longer existed, a time that had already been spent. And yet, as I touched the edges of the paper, I felt a sense of gratitude for the ache it caused.</p><p>We are so afraid of things ending. We treat endings as failures, as losses to be mourned in secret. But what if we looked at them the way the forest looks at autumn? The trees do not cling to their leaves; they let them fall, knowing that the decay itself is what feeds the soil for the next spring. There is an untamed honesty in letting go. There is a grace in allowing something to be over, and choosing to sit with the memory of it rather than trying to force it to stay alive past its time.</p><p>That is why, if you look around closely today, you will notice that the borders of this place have shifted. For a long time, I was writing from a different corner of the woods. But a few weeks ago, I realised the old path I was walking had grown too crowded, too loud with expectations, and perhaps a bit too rigid for the things my soul wanted to say. The words I was choosing felt like they belonged to a version of me I had already left behind. And so, without much noise, I decided to close the gate on that chapter. I let the leaves fall where they wanted to. I took a few steps deeper into the overgrowth until I found this small, unpruned clearing. I am calling this place the <strong>Glade</strong>, and this specific trail we are standing on is my <strong>Mossy Path</strong>.</p><p>I changed things because I needed a space that could breathe. I wanted to build a lair where we do not have to pretend to be whole or perfect all the time. Here, on this new path, I want us to finally slow down our breath. I want to look at the green growth on old stone walls, trace the lines of forgotten memories, and trust our letters to the wind, knowing they will land exactly where they are meant to. When I look at the wide, white space of this new page, I do not feel the anxiety of an empty canvas. I feel the comfort of a room before anyone else speaks. I see a place where the thoughts can wander into the grove and get lost if they want to. We do not need to find our way out of the woods here; we only need to learn how to love the shade.</p><div><hr></div><p>Thank you for stepping into the greenery with me, for finding this small clearing, and for following me across the threshold even as the scenery shifted. Thank you for bringing your own fragments, and longings into this new space. We are kindred spirits, you and I, bound by a shared love for the things the rest of the world rushes past.</p><p>Find a comfortable spot where the grass is softest. Stay as long as you like. The light is soft, the paths are serene, and there is no rush to be anywhere else. Sylvie has already gone back to sleep at the edge of my desk, her paws tucked neatly beneath her chest, perfectly content with the silence of our new beginning. I think you should be, too.</p><p>&#8212;From the shade of the oldest tree, Mel &#9825;</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://writtenbymel.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading marginalia by mel! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item></channel></rss>